Showing posts with label demonic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label demonic. Show all posts

Thursday, 25 October 2012

Day 194: After Death Communications - Part 43

This blog is a continuation to:
Day 180: After Death Communication - Part 29
Day 181: After Death Communication - Part 30
Day 182: After Death Communication - Part 31
Day 183: After Death Communication - Part 32
Day 184: After Death Communication - Part 33
Day 185: After Death Communication - Part 34 
Day 186: After Death Communication - Part 35
Day 187: After Death Communication - Part 36
Day 189: After Death Communication - Part 38
Day 190: After Death Communication - Part 39
Day 191: After Death Communication - Part 40
Day 192: After Death Communication - Part 41
Day 193: After Death Communication - Part 42

A History with Life After Death - Part 28

Preparing to Face the Demonic (Part 2)

For context – continuing from the previous post:
“So at some Point, later – I reached a point, after I met my ‘Soul Mate’, yes – I did meet my ‘Soul Mate’, which is Quite an Experience. But realised, that if I would remain with my Soul Mate: I would Never be able to become Effective in this World, to bring about, or be Instrumental, or be Part of, or whatever I need to be – to Bring About a World that’s Best for All. So, I had to effect Change, which I did. But, my Physical Body, my Emotional Body specifically – went into Complete Shock, and absolutely refused to Let Go. It was as if My Will, My Decision was Worthless in terms of my Emotional Body and I went on a form of ‘Emotional Turmoil’ that I’ve Never experienced before.

So, the Obvious Point that was clear that had to be Faced is: I had to look at how to deprogram this. So, I contacted the Kinesiologist, went there, explained the Position, what it is I am experiencing, what is the context - that is was My Decision, and I asked what we can do about it. So, we deprogrammed it.”

And, I Investigated the Point from the perspective of the Person’s (Kinesiologist) Ability, to Not stick to their ‘Curriculum’ per say, but to be able to Work with Situations that occur, functionally / effectively, in terms of programming, so that one can get to the bottom of things and at the same time Deprogram the Physical and Reprogram it, Effectively.

So, I looked at all of that and Decided to make it as One of my Cross-references, in terms of my own Personal, Functional, Work on Myself in Returning to the Quantum Physical - to make sure that what is being Done is, Unconditionally What is Best for All – no Matter what the Consequence, and no Matter what will Happen Eventually, because: It must be Done. So, I utilized that over a period of Twelve years, and eventually reached a point, obviously, where it wasn’t Necessary to use the Cross-reference, because: it was Done.

But, One want to Understand How we got to Where we are in the Material we’re Presenting: it wasn’t just a Matter of ‘coming up with an Idea’. It was the Actual, Physical, Preparation of the Physical Body – in this case, for instance, also in terms of the Demons – in terms of Dealing with That which is Instrumental, in the Cause and Creation and Accumulation and Effect that would Bring About the Demononic Dimension and in itself Cause those that Die in a State of Turmoil and Trauma, or in a State where they are seen by Heaven to be “not beneficial to the intent of the Hierarchy” – that those would end-up in the Demon Dimension. And I used Kinesiology as a Cross-reference, extensively, when working with the Demon Dimension, to make sure that Every Point is Covered and that Every Demon is Helped in Every Way Possible.

And Here, the Important Point was that: the Kinesiologist had to be somebody with No direct interest, with No interest in the Outcome of what we were doing – meaning, there must be no perceived ‘benefit’, they must be in their own ‘troubled lives’ so that there is no reason for them to make any changes to their lives. They must be able to Move in the Moment and not following the Curriculum, specific, and they must have no judgment of investigating ANYTHING – there must be No limitation at what they’re willing to look at. They must be able to look EVERYWHERE, whether they believe in it or not – it must be Unconditional. So – I found such a Person, and it Worked Wonders.

So, from a perspective of Utilizing Kinesiology to support you in Basic Points: it’s recommended. But, there is No Magic Way one can Change yourself. Changing yourself is the Result of Many Years of Physical Work, Physical Dedication, Physical Specificity. Not the Mind – the Mind is a Very Frivolous thing, for instance becoming a ‘Positive Mind’ Person or ‘Minded Person’ – that’s Not Physical Work: That is Physical Abuse. For that you should Study the Quantum Mind to get a better Understanding, and Read the Journey to Life Blogs.

It Takes Many Years of Absolute Daily Dedication, Breath by Breath, to get to a Point within yourself, Physically, where the Mind will No Longer override your Commonsense. And unless one do that in a Way that is Visible, Provable, and Here I talk about Writing, Specifically – you will have no reference. Writing is one of your References. If you do not Commit yourself to Physical Writing: your Process of Real Change has not Started, and it Never Will.

You have to have Cross-references, you have to have a Point through which you can Reference your own Self-Honesty, and the Best Point of that is Self-Honest Writing. Because in that way, you put down the Gauntlet to yourself, it is a form of a Mirror that you cannot just ‘rub out’. It is a Point that you can Show – not only to yourself, but to others – to Show your process, Show that you have In Fact Done it. Because it’s so easy in this World to Lie and to claim you've ‘Done it’, so – from a Desteni Perspective, if you Claim you've Done it: we want to See it in Writing. If you have No Evidence in Writing, we know One Thing: we've already walked this Process, you're just a “Liar, Liar, your Pants on Fire”. So, don't come with that Bullshit. We will Ignore you and Disregard you – because you disregarded the Obvious: It’s Best Not to Lie, it’s Best to be Self-Honest and it’s Best to be Walking as an Equal. If you can't do that: You've made the Decision – Not Us. We already know What’s Best, we've already Tested it Over Many Years in Every Possible Way, and we will Explain All those Ways.

So, Who’s to Blame if you can't get the Desteni Point…You Are. Because, we’ve put in the Work, You didn’t. We've read the Material, You didn’t.

If you are About Life, you will Care about Life and you’ll get to know How everything work in fact, and not Care about your Self-Interest.

So, Join us…if you Dare.  

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Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Day 192: After Death Communications - Part 41


This blog is a continuation to:
Day 180: After Death Communication - Part 29
Day 181: After Death Communication - Part 30
Day 182: After Death Communication - Part 31
Day 183: After Death Communication - Part 32
Day 184: After Death Communication - Part 33
Day 185: After Death Communication - Part 34 
Day 186: After Death Communication - Part 35
Day 187: After Death Communication - Part 36
Day 189: After Death Communication - Part 38
Day 190: After Death Communication - Part 39
Day 191: After Death Communication - Part 40


A History with Life After Death - Part 26

The Demonic (Part 4)



I showed my Children, during their Physical Quantum Stage of Development, how to See what is Really Here - and in a Single Breath, they could See it. This will be explained in Great Detail in the Quantum Studies we’ll be walking, because in Showing how to See – if you are Not, in fact, Absolutely Clearly Designed to interact with All Living things as NORMAL, like Breathing, and you have some emotional, feeling, energy or consciousness designs in you: You will implant this into your Child, and your Child will have to walk your Dysfunctions as their Lives. Exactly as what is Happening, currently on Earth – generation after generation, as the sins of the Fathers are transferred to the Children during their Quantum Physical stage. Ensuring that each generation parrots the previous generation, with No Conception of What Life Really, Actually, Is.

So, a Few Pointers in this Context: I showed the Children that a Demon, if you trace back its life and existence – was in fact a Life Form, like a Human, that was exposed to extreme Abuse during their life. To such an extent, that they Lost themselves Completely, and decided to Retaliate against what they perceive to be ‘life’, and that therefore: a Demon is not to be Feared, but is to be Helped.

And it is with the Demonic where I tested Self Forgiveness to the Extreme, for many years, assisting Thousands of Demons to Reach a State of “Foundness”. Thus, “finding again, within them the Purpose of Life as what is Equally Best for All, Always”. In this Showing, that if one continue with any form of abuse, whether Directly or through Acceptance or through Allowance: you are in fact the Creator of your own Consequence, which will Manifest in some way as Inequality, and Force you either into Suffering or into being the Cause of Suffering. Those of Great Self-Interest will choose to be the Cause of Suffering, by focusing on the ‘Positive’. Those with some integrity left, will end-up as those that Suffer – as they cannot bring themselves to the Point of being so Deliberate in Abuse, that they Focus on Self-Interest Only, and would Rather Suffer than Abuse. Especially those that Suffer, find themselves in this Position, partly because they cannot Find a Solution to the Problem.

In this, you should Listen to the Videos of AA whom we Found through the Portal, in a State of “Lost Faith”, that through millions of years and many lives came to the Conclusion, that: Life cannot be Redeemed, and thus should not Exist, as it only Ever Leads to more Suffering Inevitably. It took quite some Convincing to let Her See, that Self Forgiveness is the Way, through Self Honesty, with the Focussed Living, Breathing, Part to Play in All Relationships, to Always, Mathematically, Specific, Bring about What is Best for All Life – and that when All do this, Life Would be Free from Suffering, Free from Abuse, Free from Tolerance, Free from Fear, Free from Ignorance, Free from Deception, Free from Lies, Free from Self-Interest. And thus, the Integral Part of Existence, which is the Relationships between each Part – will Function as One Body of Life, and thus at last: Life will be Born from the Physical Universe as Each Physical Body that forms the Cell of Self that is the Functioning of the Moving Participation of Existence, through which we Have our Being - and to which, and as which, we are Responsible – for Every Single Part we Play in All that is Here.

Thus, the HERE as LIFE do not yet Exist, but we Can Create It, and through our very Act of Creation – we will Define ourselves as That which is In Fact Divine. As we Would, from the seeming Impossible: Create the Highest Good, and AS That which is Divine, are not Limited by the seemingly Impossible - we would become the Evidence, Living and Breathing, of the In Fact Existence of Divinity Itself.

Thus, whomsoever Claim to be Divine, but cannot walk this that has just been explained: are but Only an Illusion, in their Own Self-Created Interest that can Never be Trusted with Life, and that Will Never be Trusted with Life. And therefore, HEAR the Desteni of the Universe, if you are to be Part of it. And if you React to the Desteni Message: you are Not Ready, and Not yet Worthy of Life.

In the Next Post, we will continue more on Assisting Children, as Yourself, as well as What we Found within the Demonic and How Self Forgiveness brought that Dimension to Rest. But, be Aware –the Demons on Earth now, are Created in the Human Mind, and will Become the Total Existence of Consciousness to Reveal the Nature of Consciousness in All its Gory. 


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Saturday, 20 October 2012

Day 189: After Death Communication - Part 38


This blog is a continuation to:
Day 180: After Death Communication - Part 29
Day 181: After Death Communication - Part 30
Day 182: After Death Communication - Part 31
Day 183: After Death Communication - Part 32
Day 184: After Death Communication - Part 33
Day 185: After Death Communication - Part 34 
Day 186: After Death Communication - Part 35
Day 187: After Death Communication - Part 36

A History with Life After Death – Part 23


The Demonic (Part 1)

After the event with the first demon possession I dealt with, I realized the necessity for a lot more Specificity. It’s easy to Say a Word, it’s quite a different story to understand the Impact of the Word. Especially according to the energetic Nature of the word, that means: the Exact feeling the energy would produce in your Body which one would tend to become Addicted to. So I started practicing to establish the Exact nature, the Exact feeling, the Exact energetic charge a Word would have in my own life, to be able to ‘Hold’ the energy, that means: discern, assess the energy - whether emotion or feeling, by how it ‘feels’. Specifically, hold it in your hand – because, the energy in itself, by the Word, is created within you through the Body. You have trained the body to do that, which means you can actually Direct the energy to a particular point like your hands, and then Hold it there and assess it.

What was very Clear, is that: feelings were of a positive charge, while emotions was of a negative charge. The Connotation, the Relationship that would Define feelings would be more expansive, while that which define emotion would be more Constrictive.

I practiced these Very Specifically to be able to generate them and stop them purely by Will. Realizing that Will Power is a Necessity, because - if we are subject to the Creation of specific energies simply by our environment triggering a Word within our Awareness to produce a thought which will present itself as a particular energy: if this would happen and we are not the Directive Point behind it, we will not even have a clue what Exactly was the Specific Design that Produce this energy within us. Yet, it exist within us, as us, as the Physical Body. This is a very big problem, because - you’ll now get angry and you won’t understand Why, for instance. You’ll become jealous, but you won’t understand Why. You will fall in love, but you don’t understand Why - you don’t Understand where it comes from.

You have to understand a fascinating thing about this, is that: whatever is happening to you Already Exist within you, and - all that has happened is, that which is existing within you has been Triggered. You have seen a picture of someone and the picture of the person fit a particular picture in your own Memory Constructs, specifically related to a Character you have been Designing, as who you want to be in this world. And now, it triggered an energy that says to you, as the character: “Wow, this is what I want, this is my desire” - the feeling arise and you immediately trust the feeling because you have Created it as your ‘confirmation point’ that you are ‘at the right place’, and you call that ‘synchronicity’, and Now you follow That Feeling. And that feeling, according to the Rules you have Designed in it, with whatever fits those Rules: you are going to bring into your life, and you are going to do Whatever it Takes, Compromise Whatever it Takes - to Create a Relationship that Fits the Desired Design of what it is that you would like to be. Now you have “fallen in love”.

Inevitably, obviously, as it is indicted so clearly through Multiple Relationship Breakdowns: you’ll find that your Design was Inefficient. So - you’ll get to a Point were the person for instance, that you now have Created a Relationship with, which you have “fallen in love” with according to your Desired Design of the Character you want to be in this world, the role you want to play, and who you want in your life to role play with you: do not fulfill the Total Desire that you have. And So - you end up moving from love to despising the person, you move to hate, and you go and you remove yourself from that relationship. And that’s the worst thing, because that is why it is called ‘deworst’ sorry, divorce.

In all of this, this is happening through what you would say “you’ve been thinking about it”, but have you really? No, you have been following a Pre-Destined Design, which in Overall - you have created yourself, but for the original memories, which were placed into you by your environment and your parents. Those things obviously play a major role like your culture, your religion, what you believe your place is in this world - most of those memories come from your parents. They would impose that on you without realizing what they are doing through the Quantum Physical Process of your initial seven-year integration into this World. You grow like a tree, like a plant, into this World to become part of the Nature of this World, which is the Human Nature instead of the Total Nature of this World - Creating a Separation in this World between Nature and Human Nature, Creating a Separation between the Tree of life or the plant of life or the nature of life, and utilizing the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil - that means: Creating Consciousness, an Illusion, which follows the rules you impose upon it and then you impose this upon this world, and in imposing it upon this world - you create Massive Abuse. Because, Human Nature is apparently ‘more valuable’ and of a higher class, a higher vibration, a higher frequency, a higher right - than the Nature of this World. And you begin to Forget, very quickly, that you are Not Alone in this world, and that you are in fact Not ‘God’ in this world: You are in this world in a relationship with nature, and if that relationship becomes dysfunctional, Eventually you will lose your place within this world, because you will end up abusing and destroying the very thing that gives you Life, that gives your children Life, and that will give your grandchildren and your great-grandchildren Life. But because of Human Nature as Consciousness as the Tree of the Fruit of Good and Evil: the Fruit we Bear in this World has got Nothing to do with Life.

To continue in the next post…


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Friday, 19 October 2012

Day 188: After Death Communications - Part 37

This blog is a continuation to:
Day 180: After Death Communication - Part 29
Day 181: After Death Communication - Part 30
Day 182: After Death Communication - Part 31
Day 183: After Death Communication - Part 32
Day 184: After Death Communication - Part 33
Day 185: After Death Communication - Part 34 
Day 186: After Death Communication - Part 35
Day 187: After Death Communications – Part 36

A History with Life after Death – Part 22

Awareness of Evil

After the first experience with the Demon Possession, I started researching all I could. But I found that mostly, the problem about the Demonic was what Ideas I had about it, which was formed by what I heard throughout my life - mostly through Stories and Religion and in Books, and then the Assumptions I made about it. It was very clear that the Subject was virtually a Forbidden Area in Society, something you’d Simply Avoid because it seemed to Wake Up the most Bizarre Responses in people.

At this stage it was very clear that Everything I could find about Life in general, throughout all History, which I read Extensively, was simply Not Making Sense. The Pattern was Astounding: people would claim that they want a World of Peace and Harmony, BUT would talk about other people behind their backs, would have Thoughts about people while they have a Smile – and in general, people were simply extremely nasty things. I found these things existing within me. It is as if it would just ‘Pop Up’, enticing me to Participate. I was extremely uncomfortable with it, because Fundamentally - it did not make sense. And, it was Simply Clear that because this existed in every Human Being, it was impossible for a World to exist that would be Best for All Life, one where people can Trust each other.

In our current world, trust was manufactured, it was dependent on How people could benefit from each other, and the Benefits, in most cases, would go in hand-in-hand with Secret Debates in the Minds of People to establish Reason for participating in associations, as long as this association seems to be beneficial as Profit, or beneficial Emotionally – this Debate would exist the very moment a person could see that they could do better and if they Change allegiance, they would do that. The justification for the Type of Decisions that would eventually be made would go like: “if I don't do it first to them, they will do it to me” or “if they were in my shoes, they would have done the same” or “I only have this one chance, this is about survival of the fittest anyway”.

I’ve been Challenging many of these concepts throughout my life, by deliberately acting in a way that would be Best, to see if that would sway or change the Behaviour of other people. And, to my Great Disappointment: this just never happened and in fact made one Vulnerable and Open to Abuse, which happened to me Many Times. What is Astoundingly more Clear, is that: whomsoever would take advantage of you, would change the storyline to make Them look like Heroes and to fit their Decision to take Advantage of you by making you look like Evil, because the fascinating point is: just because you are Acting in a way that prefers an outcome Best for All, is Seen as a Weakness by the “Dark Side” of Man. And therefore, the “Dark Side” of Man would go full-out to Abuse Anything that Dare to Challenge its “Power”.

Within Days of the Event of the First Demon Possession, I was at a Major convention in Johannesburg, but something peculiar was happening, there was a New Awareness, something I have never Experienced before: Suddenly I could See the Demons in People. But that wasn't what was Astounding, what was more Astounding, was that the Demons could See Me. They knew I could See them. This Opened up a Vital Part within my Process of Awareness: Now that I know what I know, and I know that People were not Aware of what was Existing everywhere all around me in People - “what am I going to do about it?” And, another Question was, that: if a Demon could take Control of a Human Mind, to the Point of having Full Control over the Body, and Preventing any form of Memory to be formed or to be Accessed by the Human – what Effect has this had on Human History? And what Effect was this having on the day-to-day Lives of the People All Around the World?

And a Time started within which I had to Assess, All the Consequences and Options Available to Me and Options I will have to Make Available to Me. That means: What can I do and what Must I do? And within what I Must do – what will it take to become Able to Actually do it? What'll happen if I would Dare to confront the Demonic? I already knew how the Human responds to this, but How would the Demonic Respond to this? And, in all the Stories Found published everywhere – the Demonic mostly seem to be the One that would Win. So, the Great Obstacle was: Fear.

It was very Clear that Demons Liked Fear. And the One Thing a Human is Really Good at, is Having Fear and Creating Fear in Others – Using Fear, and Abusing Fear. In fact, Fear, Fundamentally plays a role in every thought, every decision and every action of the Human Race, throughout Time, which makes the Human Dimension the Best Playground the Demons could Ever Wish for.

More in the Next Blog 
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