Day 400: The Paranoia of Intent

Now I’m going to Only Touch on a Few Aspects, a few Forms of ‘Intent Paranoia’ – this is a form of Paranoia that is Used Very Effectively by the Mind and the Preprogramming – which will pop up as Thoughts over and over and over – Justifying ‘Why’ one does something and using Words like “But I have a Good Heart” “I’m doing My Best” “I’m Trying as Hard as I Can” “I’m Just Human” “My Intent is to Do What’s Best” – while All the Time what you’re Actually doing is what’s Only Best for You, you are using All kinds of Excuses and Justifications Except ACTUALLY Doing What’s Best.

So, Intent is the Type of Paranoia that must now Purify Your Existence because, at the Very Least ‘You have Good Intent.’ If one then Measures the Practical Application – which is What you Should be Doing because you should be Measuring Exactly What it is that is Actually Being Produced through the Participation of Yourself and Others, and thus How as the World System Everything Functions, then you’ll Notice that All the Intent – and this is All Throughout Human History - has Always come to Nothing, because there is only One Way where One Can Have an Outcome that’s Best and that is to Actually Do it. Any form of Intent has ONLY Ever Been an Excuse.

You’ll notice people will say “There are Many Ways to Do Things” No! Your Intent that you’re Utilizing in the Many Ways that you’re Doing it is the thing that Makes Sure that You Do Not Do It the One Way that is The Best Way. And there is Always a Best Way and especially when you have a Lot of Being s on Earth, your Options of What is Best for All becomes Less! That is the Whole Point of ‘Free Choice’ because remember we have a Gigantic Human Population because We have Promoted Free Choice and as you Promote Free Choice = you have More Limitation, it’s a Polarity thing, you see? And if you have More Limitation then obviously you’re going to have More Consideration of all the Effects that’s Happening on Earth and you have to Consider More Other Human Beings and Animals and Plants in the planet! Your Intent is now Useless because: you have Removed Your Intent by Taking Action for instance and Producing a World that is Not Best for All.

So Intent for all Practical Purposes on Earth now is Only a Justification, it’s Only a Paranoia, it can Never Change anything, there is only one thing that can Change Everything, only one Answer for Earth, yes and that’s Not in Intent, it is in the Actual Action that is Measurably Best for All. We have the Technology to Do this, we haven’t got the Human Reason Yet, because Human Reason is still ‘The Home of Paranoia’ where you Justify your Intent, instead of Taking Any Form of Action.

So, all the Aspects or the Phases of the Paranoia of Intent as you find it – you can Blog about it, Investigate the Mechanics, Investigate How the Intent Leads to No-Change, Why Intent is Nothing but a Pipe Dream, Nothing but Illusion, Nothing but Paranoia. I mean we have Good Examples of this even Within some of the Paths and the Journeys We have Walked in the Process where the Intent is for instance ‘To Have a Certain Meaning for a Word’ - like in our Chinese Group – on the word ‘Ego’ and You Know What Happens? Complete Division because instead of Being Able to Work Together, the Total Focus becomes on ‘What If the people Do Not Understand the Meaning of the Word?’ “So My Intent is Good because I Want a ‘Good Outcome’” While the Practical Result of the Application is: Division, it is No Outcome that is Best and so Intent becomes the Monster that Destroys, instead of Finding the Common Ground that is Best for All and Removing One’s Own Self-Interest. Fascinating Stuff also Cultural Stuff between Males and Females, fascinating that Such things can play such a Big Role – but Anyway...

For Those of you that Manage to Get Beyond your Intent and can Actually Get Rid of the Ego – because the Ego Requires Intent to Exist because ‘It Must Feel Good’ even in a World of Disaster where there has been a Holocaust especially in the Animal Kingdom for Hundreds of years and it’s Escalating this Holocaust and Still One can ‘Feel Okay’ because “My Intent is Okay and therefore I Am Okay” – that ‘I am’ that’s ‘Okay’ because of Intent is EGO, it’s Paranoia, you are Feeding Yourself that Paranoia – even the Feeling you’re Creating – is the Result through the Mechanism of Paranoia, you can Never Trust Any Feeling on Earth because the Paranoia Creates the Feeling and You have Justified the Feeling through your Ideology of ‘Intent’ – “My Intention is Love and Light, so I am Doing No Harm!” You Are! Because You’re Doing NOTHING = the Greatest Harm that Could Ever Exist. You’re Able and Capable of Doing Something about Changing the World and You have Found a Way to Use the Paranoia of Intent to Do Nothing, to Allow this Holocaust, to Allow Animals and Other Beings to Suffer at Levels that’s Unbelievable – Animal Species Going Extinct AND You’re Still Doing Nothing!

Intent is Just Paranoia.

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Day 377: Let’s Fly High!

Now, for the Awakened - this will be a Rude-Awakening, because you’re going to React to what I’m Sharing with you here.

Now, ‘Flying High’ as an Energy Experience follows the following steps: You Start in your Life, you enter your Teenage years and then you become a Youngster in the world. You Play and do all kinds of things, until eventually you start Settling down…and I’m just taking this One Scenario. In all of this, you are creating your Constitution. Your Constitution is the Rules of your InterAction with your Physical Being and this is based on a Reward System. Within this Constitution you will Create and Construct, through Time and Effort, Relationships with the various Body parts, Chemicals and the quantities of the chemicals in your body to Reward you with things, which are called ‘Feelings’. These Feelings you will then Categorize into things like ‘Love’ and ‘Joy’, and eventually - through effort and especially through Meditation: you will be Able to Create Your Own ‘Drug Company’ in Your Own Body; through which you can Produce, ‘at Will’ so to speak, the ‘Flying High’ Experience. Within that you will Claim / make the most Amazing Claims that you are ‘Awakened’.

So, let me Awaken you: You have Produced All your Experiences by Imprinting and Designing, through Time - a Chemical-Biological Constitution in your Body that Produce Energies in Various Formats as your Personal Reward-System. Within this, you will obviously go out there and you will tell others ‘How Wonderful it is’, ‘How Wonderful it Feels’, ‘How Awakened You are’ and you will put-up Such a Show that you will Actually Convince others that what you’re saying is True. But, in All of that - You haven’t got a Clue How it Actually functions at all. In fact, it all just like happened Automatically, Robotically. Normally you would’ve had some form of a Guru where you have given Attention to their Words that Implanted All These Seeds within you to ‘grow’ and you’ve been Called and Shown to Apparently ‘Grow Spiritually’. But, all of that is Not True, it’s a BIG Lie. The Real Truth is: You have Created Your Own Factory of Drugs. You’re Just a Drug User/Abuser. You will Not See Reality. You will be a ‘Happy-Go-Lucky Fly-High-Lovey and Dovey’ – but, you will do Nothing about the Suffering that Exist in this World whatsoever. You’ll Use a fascinating thing that your Reason has become, which is called Justification. You will Justify ‘Why things happened,’ You Will Reason through Justification until ‘It makes sense’ – as Long as You Do Not have to Give up your Addiction, your Addiction to the Drugs you’re Creating in your Body.

I Must say it’s a Very Clever way to Not have to Spend Money. At the end of the day, you don’t have to go and Buy your Drugs, You Create it Yourself - Very clever. Although, You are Actually Buying it, because all the Gurus that Taught you through their Examples and their Meditations ‘How to Create these Drugs,’ They Made Money Out of You. You didn’t Really Care How Much you had to Pay for it, because All You Want is You Want to ‘Feel Better’. No Matter What it Takes: You want to Feel Better. And so there we have the ‘Great Awakening.’

It is Necessary that one Do Realize that Life Consists of Breath. ANY Feeling that You are Having in Any way Whatsoever, Any Experience that is Personalized - are ALWAYS the Result of Your OWN Programming. You have Constituted it, You have Designed it, You are Producing the Energy and the Experience – it is Not Based on Actual Reality. Actual Reality are the things that Takes Place In this World - Breath by Breath - in the Relationships between People, in the Way the world Functions: That Is Reality. Awakening is to have a Look at How Reality Actually Functions and then to become Part of a Solution so that One is No Longer taken ‘on a Trip.’ Then, your Trip is Real: a Trip on Earth where you are Investigating WHAT is Best for ALL Beings on Earth, because - you were Not Born All Equal Unfortunately, you were Supposed to be Born Equal, but there is No Equality.

So - When the Quality of Your Life Allows you to ‘Fly High’ when Millions are in trouble, You Have to Investigate, because You are Not Self-Honest. You have Justified your Dishonesty to a Massive Degree. You Have Formed an Addiction within your Body through the Constitution of All Kinds of Devices, all kinds of Vices, ‘a Way to Keep You Occupied’ so that You Do Not have to Take Responsibility; and because you have a Wonderful thing called ‘Money’ and ‘Security’: You Do not have to Worry about Anything, because you have already Justified that you Only have Money and Security because You have Developed this Amazing ‘Love and Light’ within you, and it Feels SO Good. Sorry, it’s Just a Lie, You’re Just Dishonest, You Don’t Really Care, You Have Never Cared – You’ve Only Ever Worried about Yourself. You have Never really Taken Part in Anything of Substance or Consequence in this World. CAREFUL what You Claim, CAREFUL especially when you Don’t Understand How it Actually Works.

So, for All of You Out There that has Managed to Create your Own Drug Companies, trying to Sell this Abuse of ‘Love and Light’ to other Beings, this ‘Energy Highs’ and ‘Flying’s’ and ‘Traveling’s,’ remember: there is One thing More Powerful than You could Ever Dream to be - it’s Your Breath. There Will be a Last Breath and then, None of this Will Remain. So Sad, because You Won’t Even Remember.

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Day 372: Desteni and the ‘Cult Branding’

One must Ask Yourself a Simple Question: would Those whose Interests are Control in/of the World and Protecting the Much they Have, would They Support any Organization/ Group/ Charity that in any way would Challenge their Control or Put their Possessions At Risk? Obviously they will Not. That’s why Desteni is a ‘Threat’, because Desteni is Not Funded by Corporations, Governments, The United Nations or Charities. Desteni is Funded by the Group of People that already to a Degree has Broken their Brainwashing. ‘Breaking Brainwashing’, which has been going on for generations, is Not a ‘Quick-Fix’ Fast thing. It takes Years to do this, a Minimum of 14 years to Break Brainwashing. If you haven’t Done that work Daily, Know One Thing: You are Still Brainwashed.

Therefore, very easily, you will ‘Brand’ Anything that Challenge your Reality a ‘Cult’, simply screaming: “I’m afraid! I’m Afraid of the Truth” - that’s what anyone that use the word ‘Cult’ Actually says: “I’m Afraid of what I will Find out about Myself.”
Unfortunately, you also have Those that are Funded to Specifically Brand the ‘Cult’ thing. Understand that Any ‘Quick-Fix’ Magical-thing that takes you through a Process of Evolution that is Born out of the Current System of Brainwashing – like for instance, Moving from Christianity to Spirituality, to ‘Love and Light,’ to Consciousness to ‘Advance to a Higher Divinity’/‘Namaste’ – all of that are examples of ‘Error-Trappings’, of Brainwashing. (Error Trappings– is how a program is managed to keep giving the result it was intended to give within its design). It’s simply Another Dimension of the Same Brainwashing that is just ‘Packaged’ and ‘Colored-in,’ in different colors. Thus, you believe ‘erroneously’ (error-trapping) that you’re moving into a ‘change’ – when in fact, you’re moving into the exact same construct – just presented differently.
You’ll see, if you look at the History of this development How the Colors and the Pictures that the People use to Define their ‘Evolutionary State’ and their ‘Advancement’ in Spirituality and Consciousness: they’re Using these pictures to Define it - and you’ll see these pictures becomes Brighter, More Colorful and All Showing/Presenting How they View Themselves. But, if you have to Put the Picture Down next to a Real Life Situation on Earth of Poverty you’ll Notice: The Two Don’t Fit. But, to the Person that’s Brainwashed, the Reality of Poverty is Illusion - while the Reality to Them, or the Illusion of their picture of ‘Bright Colors’ and Light, is Reality…that’s like: “Test 1: You are Brainwashed” – Duh! You should be able to Realize that, but You Can’t - you see, that’s the Whole Point of Brainwashing.

That’s Why Anyone Challenging your Reality: you have to Brand them, Label them, Categorize them and Put them into a Little Box so that You are ‘Free’ from Any ‘Influence’ that may in any way Change Your Mind, because Your Mind is already Chained and Specifically Chained through a Process of Brainwashing that Started from the Moment of Your Birth that Developed to Eventually form a Complete Program which ‘apparently’ Handles ‘Anything that May come Your way.’
There is actually only One Way to Break Brainwashing. Only One Answer. That ‘One thing’ they Couldn’t Program in, therefore - they had to take that ‘One Thing’ and they had to Make it ‘Evil’, ‘Scary’ so that Nobody would Go there, because: “It’s simply Not Possible, it’s Simply Bad”. That Single Point was Equality –Equality as Life. That was the Only Point that they couldn’t ‘Brainwash out’ so They had to Make it ‘The Scarecrow’. The Scarecrow has been Programmed into History over Generations.
You Study what was Happening in Heaven and in the Soul System - you’ll Understand How much Detail went into Programming the Physical Reality to Make Sure that the Slaves on Earth Remained in their Place. Dear Soul: you’re Just a Slave.

As Time now Compress to Bring this Disaster, which is called ‘Life on Earth’ to a Close so that Anyone can be Born: you’re going to be Challenged. You’re going to be Challenged in Everything that You Perceive to Be Reality and We Ask You to Consider that: the True Measurement of Reality is What is Happening in the Physical World. So, Study the Bill of Rights of the Equal Life Foundation, Study what Desteni is doing, Study the Equal Money System – Challenge Your Fear, Realize: As long as You Don’t Know Where and How your Feelings are Created, Where they Come From - or your Thoughts or your Characters, and You Can’t Plot it on paper in Absolute Specific Detail Word by Word on a Timeline that Shows Exactly ‘How’ you have Designed it = You have a Major Problem.

At the DIP Lite Course you start a Process where Eventually, If You Want to Help yourself, You can actually Learn how to Plot your life and Get to ‘the Real Story,’ a Shocking Story: the Story that Everything You’ve Ever Believed: is Just a Lie.

There is No Quick-Fix for this. Any ‘Quick-Fix’ know One thing: Brainwashing Error-Trapping, you are just being taken on Another Loop and that Loop is going to Keep you Busy as Long as it Possibly Can.

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Day 285: Alcohol, Drugs and Demon Possession (Part Two)

The Danger within Drugs and Alcohol, must be Understood from the perspective that - it is Preventable Consequences, rather than anything based on Fear and Comparison to other Dangers with Living on Earth.

In the Past, the Human Learned through Great Cost of Life that Personal Hygiene Prevents Disease. Now that we’re at the Age where the Mind must be Conquered and Equalized, we have to take Hygiene to the Higher Gene.
This Higher Gene, represents the Living Awareness that All Life has Equal Value, and thus – the World Systems of Co-Existence, must Reflect this Equal Value. If One Combine Inequality with Drug-use or Alcohol-use, Suppressed Energies that Formed their Own Presence over Time: will Step Forward and become the Presence of a Person that Suppressed it. This is, in fact, a Demon. It is an Entity less than Man, consisting only of Energy and is thus De-Manned.

Man as the Physical Form with All the Tools and Systems that makes Life as a Physical Form Possible – is the Actual Life Form on Earth. If One allow a Lesser-Form, that is for instance just based on Consciousness-Energy, to take over and Direct the Physical Form: the Potential of Harm Increase, and thus Preventable Danger come into Existence. Being in the Presence of someone that is Possessed by their Suppressed Personalities: is a Quick-Study as to What Should Not be Allowed.

Therefore, if we as a Human Race are Able to Prevent Situations that can Bring Harm to Another quite Randomly: Why would we not do it? What is the Personal Interest, in Allowing Random Events of Danger to Exist – just for the Fun of it? Never mind Planned-Danger, like War. The type of Consciousness that Must be Created, to take over the Human Physical Form, take up Arms and Kill others in the Name of Ideology, in itself Spells of Nothing less than Evil and should be termed as What it is: the Beast, the Demon, the Devil Incarnate. All Metaphors that Exist nowhere else, but as the Consciousness-Entities man termed ‘Personalities’.
There are Many of these Personalities, and Many of them which seem to be ‘kind and beautiful’. But, if you Study the life of a Human in every way: you will Note that Personalities functions like a Media-Organization that Advertise the Desires and Hopes and Dreams of the Consciousness, to Achieve Satisfaction of Self-Interest. This has Infiltrated all of Human Society – at Every Level. If you Dare to Call-out the Name of the Abuser As the type of Consciousness it Represents: All the Demons Attack.

Therefore, Those that Do Understand what it Means and What is Necessary to Create Life Equal, for All on Earth – will have to Face the Demons all around, and Seek to Find the Spark of Life that is Still inside the Consciousness-Possessed Human. This will not be an easy task. That which Can Hear, currently, is Not Alive. And therefore, will Scoff at All Life – in Favour of Self-Interest, in Favour of Belief, in Favour of Being Right, in Favour of Energy-Constructs like ‘Love and Light’; and will try All Kinds of Means to Scare Away those that are Reminding, that: Life is Not Honoured on Earth, that Life is Not Supported on Earth, that All the Evidence is Clear in the Physical World – Life is Not yet on Earth.

We Ask those that May Hear this, to Confront their Consciousness-Ego’s and Personalities – and to Learn How to Remove such Possessions, before it becomes Dangerous. And to refrain from Substances that will make it easier for these Self-Created Entities to take Control of the Human Body, and to do rather stupid, harmful things.

Understand that, to Deny that the World is in Trouble, and to Deny that All Life on Earth is Not Treated and Supported Equally: can Only be done by a Demon – even in the Name of Love. As Many Old Scriptures Warned: “The Demon is the One with the Most Light”. Light, after all – is just something one Create, it doesn’t exist in the Mind, Naturally. Natural Light – comes from the Sun, or from Electricity that is Converted through mechanical means; that can be used as a Functional, Supportive Substance on Earth. The Light of a Demon – only Screams that it is ‘special’ and has No Substance of any value, that brings any change in any of the Systems that are Currently on Earth.

Day 222: Spiritualist Churches and Talking to the Dead - ADC - Part 69

This blog is part of the After Death Communication Series

The History with Life After Death – Part 53

Spiritualist Churches and Talking to the Dead

I first joined a Spiritualist Church in 1984, and was Fascinated by the Idea of being able to Communicate with the Dead. Because, if the Dead are able – as it is implied by Many Beliefs and Books, to See Everything once they’re Dead, then: they Must be able to Provide some form of Input that could Solve the Problems we have on Earth and thus Assist in Producing a World that is Best for All.

Fortunately - I was Exposed to my Father-in-Law as a Deep Trance Medium, who was part of the Parapsychology Research Group in the 1950’s with Professor Haarhoff and Arthur Bleksley, among others – and who was a Deep Trance Medium that Never did any Platform work, but said to me: “You cannot Trust Heaven.”
I Heard him, but I wanted to Believe that there was something ‘Good’ out there, something ‘Positive’, something ‘Amazing’. So, in my Investigations – I Focused Intensely on Observing, to See the Patterns and to Understand How this Communication with the Dead Functions. So, during the Time of the Spiritualists Church – I was part of Several Development Circles, Observing How Psychic Gifts and Mediumship was Trained. And, we will discuss this more in Detail in Future Posts.

In this Post, I want to Focus on the Period from 1987 to the year 1996, where I was based in Durban, where I Religiously went to the Spiritualist Church at least once a week - to Listen to the Messages from the Platform, Hoping that there will be a Message for me as well. One gets so Desperate for a Message that, even if the Platform worker just say to you something ‘Positive’, it’s as if it Moves a Mountain and one Feel your Dedication is Not all in Vain – such is the Vanity of Positive Thinking, of which I was a Great Student. And maybe even to a Degree a Teacher, because I did Convert a Number of People to become very Positive Lightworkers, and Most of them are that Still today and Regard me now as the ‘Ultimate Evil’ because I Dare to Question – even myself, which I did.

But, in All the Time that I went to the Spiritualist Church, which is around about 10 years – I only ever Received One Message, completely out of the Norm – by someone that was not at all related to me, or that I had no clue who it was. But, was Substantial from the perspective that it did Indicate, that: what I was busy with, in terms of Particular Physical Assistance to Humans in trouble around me, was in fact being Noticed.
The Rest of the Time – All the Platform messages, was Exactly as is Demonstrated in the Derren Brown Video “Messiah”. In EVERY Spiritualist Church I went to from 1984 to 1996 – the EXACT SAME Method was used as what Derren Brown Demonstrated, very Effectively – he just does it A Lot Better. Most of the Psychics would Not go as far as using a name, but just use the First Letter and say, for instance: “I have somebody here who’s name starts with a “P” and it’s round about on the left side of the room and it feels like a Woman with long hair that died Recently. Can anyone relate?” And then somebody would put up their Hand and say: “My Mother died Recently.” And the Whole Thing will start. But, Nothing Really Substantial is Ever Given, and fascinatingly enough – most of the times: it was About Financial Success, Job Success or Relationship Success that the Messages would go.

Now, in the Time I was at the Durban Church – I Kept to Myself, and Never Built ANY form of Communication Relationships with ANY person except with One Person for a Brief Moment. Yet, I participated in All the Activities like an Outsider, not Talking At All. What was fascinating, is: those that were part of the Social Group – will get lots of Messages, and Outsiders…Nothing. I Did go and meet some of the Platform Workers in Private Sessions – that is another Post.
Understand: Derren Brown Demonstrates Psychic Ability Amazingly. After the Portal Opened, we were contacted by some International Esoteric Groups that wanted to Interview the Portal and ask questions. But when we insist that they must first Study what we are saying as we are Not following the ‘Norm’, we have found something else – we were Most Viciously Attacked by these ‘Spiritual Beings’, because we Dare to Claim that: We have Found Something that will Contradict their Gift which they have Practiced for Many Years. But All they were: was Just Psychics of the Version Derren Brown Demonstrates.

So please – Heal your Life with Self-Forgiveness. Heal the World with Self Forgiveness. And – Develop the Ultimate Gift: the Gift that will place you on the Road to LIFE, which is Self-Honesty.

We will continue this in Posts to come

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Day 102: Wake Up Dear Souls

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that No Magic Awakening is Ever Possible as the Human is Programmed into the Living Flesh to be a Memory Character that Lives in a Personal Illusion of Energy called Consciousness without the Faintest Clue as to How Even One THOUGHT is in fact Manufactured through the Mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Inner-Conflict Between Characters Vying for Dominance over the Living Body, are the Proclaimed Souls Dearly loving the Soldier away in the Name of its Creators, to claim Dictatorship of the Body in the Made Up Belief that this Energy Experience Created is in Fact Reality that Lasts forever, when the Graveyard attests to the End of the Graven Image with No Actual Real Data about what Happens after Death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Dear Souls are the Soldiers that fight Daily not Only in the Dimensions of the MIND, but also about What is being Mined on Earth as Resource, as Happiness on Earth depends on What Can be Stolen from Earth and Each Other in a Justifiable Way through Manmade Illusions called Religion and Politics – two Symbols of Vandalism of the Same COIN that All Agree to be the Currency as the Now we exists in, without Understanding How this Illusion in fact Functions, Ending up as Psychopaths walking a Path of the Psyche without a Clue How it in fact Temporarily Exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Creating Light as the Means to Represent being Awake is Only Blinding the Inner View to Not See the Living Self as the Flesh Reality, Placing all the Faith in an Illusion created in the Mind, without Understanding How it is Created, Confirming the Height of Ignorance and Stupidity, Even in a Time where Abuse is at Unprecedented Highs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Soul is not the Deer that Walk the Earth as the Animated Animals as the Living Picture, but is No More than Just a Character in a Comic Book looking to Be a Hero in an Illusion, Regardless to what Extent this Illusion must be Imposed on the Real World to have some form of Experience that can be claimed to be Proof of this Apparent Reality. If one Could, like Breath, Move in fact In and Out of the Physical Reality, and See for Real what is Here in fact, as the Desteni Portal Shares, the Awakening will be Rude, as all Ever Made up in the Mind in all Dimensions of Experiences , Has only Ever Been a LIE that has been Personaliesed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Wake Up Required will take as Much Time as the Time it took to Educate a child to become the Fake Character Each Adult is Now existing as on Earth, and that only those that find a Spark of Life as Common Sense and Dedicate themselves to the Process of Awakening will be able to Revolutionize the Spirit into Life and be able to become the Spirit of Life as that which is eternally that which is Best for all Life, Regardless in which Existence one Find Oneself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if One Cannot Exist in the flesh as what is Best for all Life in Limitation, One will also not Be able to Exist as What is Best for Life in any other Reality, and as such will be Making a Decision that One is in Fact NOT Life, as is Demonstrated at Death – if one Could Have Seen Beyond Death, but One Can Only See What One in fact is, and that which is NOT Life, but only Energy, can Only See Energy and Remains as Energy, Cycling Infinitely as Energy, never to Actually Become Life for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Earth is the MIRROR in which Reflects the Image and Likeness of the Nature of Man, and that unless Man Awakens to What Life is in Fact and How Creation functions in fact, Man will Only Ever Be an Image in a MIRROR, NOT ALIVE in fact.

I commit myself to SHOW that Man existing as Soul is Only the Image and Likeness of a Character in a Memory as Knowledge, temporary and Useless Energy that ends without Warning, making the Life Lived Useless as it only was an Illusion and a Lie.

I commit myself to SHOW that as Long as Energy is the Dictator, the Result will be a Dictatorship where Life is Not Honored and the Self-interest of Energy will Prevail, as Energy Requires Energy to Continue, and Once Energy Ends, the Image and Likeness Energy Formed, Ends.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Dear Souls Have No Clue How anything of Energy in the Mind as Form functions - and that those claiming Enlightenment, Have Only Mastered How to Accumulate Energy through Abuse, Hardly Something Worth Mastering, as it ends like all Energy Does when Energy Runs Out and Returns to its Source.

I commit myself to SHOW that the World that Now Exists is in the Image and Likeness of the Soul, where all are Soldiers fighting for the Illusion of Self-Interest, gunning for Superiority no Matter the Harm Perpetrated in the Name of Harmony - without Seeing what actually Happens, as the One Seeing is in fact Only able to See as the Form of Energy as Knowledge, as Memory, as Character it Exists as, and UNLESS all of this is Given UP totally, Rebirth is Impossible and only New Dimensions of Self-Delusion is Created.

I commit myself to SHOW that What Each Human allows to Happen to Each other and all Other Living Beings ON earth, is also the fear Each one Has that May Happen to Themselves, yet the Human Refuses to See that there is Another Way where all this can be stopped and Each other can be the Support and Service to Each other that will Produce a World that is Best for all Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that Waking UP to Reality on Earth should Be the Easiest thing Ever, but Because of the Demonic Possession of the Flesh by Energy Characters, a False Consciousness is Created in which Faith is Placed Blindly as Enlightenment and the Suffering of Real Life is Justified as the Apparent Illusion, yet the Very Ones Lost in their Faith, Refuse to test the Physical Illusion to check if it is in Fact an Illusion by Subjecting themselves to the Suffering to test their False Hypothesis.

I commit myself to SHOW that Earth is a Test to See Who is life Even in Limitation, as Life Does Not Exist in Self-Interest.

I commit myself to Wake Up the Enlightened, and to Assist them in Freeing themselves from the fake Character of Light and Love, so that a New World Order can be Established that is Best for all Life Always.

Day 84: Lightworker Chart and Charter

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that many Lightworkers are Previous Successful Business people that Accumulated a lot of Money to Enable them to Do Spiritual Work, not realizing that in this Pattern is Locked in the Control of Money, as the Lightworker would Never Have Been Able to Be a LIghtworker if it was Not for Money, but Self-Honesty is Lost in the Light that Blinds.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers are just a Mutated Character that grew from the Disillusionment of Religion, and that eventually, once Money Runs Dry, will lead to Self-Honesty and a Return Home to Real Life on Earth without the Light of Mind Character Energies Blinding and Feelings of Love serving Self-Interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Character of Lightworkers does not Serve Life or Feed a Hungry Child, but only Wallows in the Self-Importance Character, Self-Created through Intense Inner-Reflection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Intense Inner-Reflection will Create an Intense Lightworker Character that Seems Divine as the Memory Dimension within which the Lightworker Character Illusion exists, will be only all the Contextual Information and Knowledge that makes up the Complete Lightworker Experience - while the Reality of Life on Earth in the Current System will be Justified as Money Protects the Lighworker form Reality without Money.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the LIghtworker does Understand the Importance of Money, as Many will Create Businesses to Capitalize on their Fellow LIghtworkers and Invent the Most Fanatical Light and Love Characters to Feed the Inner-Fantasy - as the Unspoken Implied Agreement Between Lighworkers is to not Question Light and Love, and to Honor Each One’s Light NO Matter what is Really in Matter - Feeding each other’s Illusionary Characters in a Form of Insanity that will Immediately turn away from Any Challenge to Love and Light, as it’s Negative, and Love and Light FEAR the Negative – proving that they have not in Fact transcended Fear and are thus the Ultimate Slaves to Fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Consciousness Created by Love and Light is an Illusionary Memory Dimension that Exists Only in the Mind of all those that agree to the LIghworkers and that this is a Closed Circle where they Only See what they Wanna See.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Love and Light WILL Never Produce a World that is Best for all Life as Love and Light is NOT Life, but only an Illusion Pretending to be Life with No Real Compassion for Any Suffering Being without Basic Life Support, as that will Mean the Lighworker will have to Leave the Extreme Comfort of their Illusion and Confront the Reality of a World trapped in the Debt of Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers DO NOT Understand how Characters and Personalities are Created as Memories Fuelled by Energy and are thus Easily trapped in Illusions, as in Essence: Lightworkers are Weak Characters that Fear Fear the Most of All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers have Created a Consumer Industry where Love and Light is now only another Product to Be SOULD, the clear Evidence that Lightworkers are Not Actually Self-Aware.

I commit myself to Challenge the Fake Illusion as Love and Light Characters to Ensure that those trapped in Love and Light may be Able to find their Way Home to Real Life on Earth and become effective Participants in Creating a World that is Best for all Life Eternally.

I commit myself to Support Light Workers in their Journey to Self-Realization as Life, as that would be a Most Devastating Journey - as Realizing that the Light Character was all a Self-Created Lie, causes Major Upheaval within the Lightworker, which is Necessary to Eventually Become a Self-Honest Living Being Making the Most of Life on Earth for all Life: Equally.

I commit myself as Former Lightworker to Ensure that I never Give up till all Lightworkers are Freed from Illusion, as I was trapped myself, and know the Extent to which one becomes Lost in Love and Light - and that the Way the Lightworker Character protects its Own Illusion, is Extreme, and will Require Extreme Challenges or this Life on Earth will be Wasted as it only Ever was an Illusion Created as a Memory.

I commit myself to Show that Meditation and Inner-Reflection Only Ever Create Dimensions of Memory where the Main Character as Self, as Lightworker, is an Illusion in a Memory Created by a Character that Created a New Memory of Love and Light, Multiple Layers of Illusions, that Veil the One Lost from the Reality of Real Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that Love and Light is just another Branch of Consumerism in Capitalism, contributing to the Massive Suffering of those without Money on Earth and that Only a New Economic System of Equality that Serves all Life Equally will stop the Abuse – and Lightworkers should have been the Spearhead that Brought and Established a New World System Practically, but got Trapped in Consumerism through Self-Importance and the Greed for Happiness.

I commit myself to show that the Con of Consciousness is Not Self-Awareness, but only an Illusion to Justify the Self-Interest of the Pursuit of Happiness.

I commit myself to show that the History and Reality of Effectiveness of Love and Light has Produced NO change in this World for Real, which is Sufficient to Stop and Do Real Self Reflection on what is Really Here on Earth.

I commit myself to show that Lightworkers are Not Self-Aware as Life, as Life would Support Life, Producing a World Best for Life – and Love and light is Irrelevant to Real Life, as Food in the Tummy of a Child is What is Actually Important.

I commit myself to SHOW that Love and Light as Consumer Product is Only Focused on the Survival of the Lightworker, and Not on Supporting all Life to Make Sure that Every Child Born will have Food, an Education, in a Free and Fair Environment Supporting Life Unconditionally.

Day 65: The Glamour of Enlightenment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Feeling Good when Someone Likes your Opinion is in fact the Glamour of the Consumer Construct of Enlightenment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Individual Opinion and the Respect of it, is the Result of Individualizing the Consumer to feel Supported by Consumerism and to Develop an Identity of the Special, Unique Self that must have Special, Unique Products to be fulfilled and Essentially feel Lighter, and thus be Identified as Enlightened.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Compromise to allow each one their Opinion, makes a World that is best for All Always – Impossible – and Stagnates the World System at the juncture of Consumerism, where Resources are Exponentially being Used, Ending in a World at War for Products and Resources.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Spiritual Enlightenment Industry has become a Substantial Branch of Consumerism where Catering to the Customer is More Prudent than making sure No child dies of Starvation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the key to the Enlightened Intuitive Success is that the Customer is Always Right, thus to Guide the Customer to what they have already decided, Makes Sure the Customer feels the Intuitive is Enlightened, as the Ego of Self-Interest has been Served and Confirmed by an External Source.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Glamour of knowing the Future of Another is Actually Quite Ludicrous, as ALL Lives are Preprogrammed and thus Predictable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Enlightened is a Shining Light that attracts attention of the foolish Moths seeking Light to End in Desperation and Giving Up, as the Light does not Solve Real Problems in the World, it only teaches you How to Feel Nothing about the Real Reality and to be happy in Spite of Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Spiritual Enlightenment IS NOT SELF REALIZATION HERE AS LIFE, it is only the Realization that One Can Imagine Anything and train the Body to Make it Seem Real as Feelings of Energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Glamour has become the Desire of Generations of children, consumerized into an all-knowing Sense of Product Enlightenment - with ultimately being the product, and Creating more Products as the enlightened all-knowingness – while Reality will show that the World is Not a Place of Glamour.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Picture of Earth are Glamourized to only Show Beauty and Not the Actual Living Process with these Pictures of Beauty used by the Enlightened to Glamourize themselves and Sell their Services to the so-called Positive Community.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when you Question the Enlightened, you get Labelled as Negative, and therefore are Dismissed so that the Enlightened Glamour may not be Tarnished.

I commit myself to show that Enlightenment is Glamour that Only Produce Products to Sell and do Not Make a World Best for all.

I commit myself to call on those following the Glamour and Hypnotizing Enlightenment Consciousness, to Stop and Investigate Reality to End the Separation from Life.

I commit myself to show that the words: Love and Light, and Namaste – have become so Glamourized that the mere Utterance of these words Place the Listener in a Vampire-Like Hypnotic state of Glamour, and that those Claiming: Love and Light, do not in fact Subject themselves to the Process of Self-Investigation and Self-Honesty in writing or allow strangers to Live in their Homes for a Minimum of 3 months to check if they are actually Living these words they so Lavishly utter.

I commit myself to show that a Light at Night attracts Moths to the Flame as an Example of Nature that the Light can never be trusted, as it shines outwards to hide the inner Dishonesty, and teach the Light to only Act as a Distraction as it always did, and that No Lightworker will ever stand for the Principles of a World that is Best for all life in All ways, as such a Life of Equality will have no Glamour.

I commit myself to show that Self-Interest as the Unique Opinionated Self is but a Glamour Producing Organic Robot seeking Attention and Validation, unable to let go of the Ego to Bring into Being a World that is Always Best for all Life.

I commit myself to show Consciousness is Just Glamourized Self-Interest, Labelled to Make it sound More Than what it is, which allows Real Life on Earth to be TURNED INTO Just Consumer Products.

Day 55: Zombie Apocalypse

Watch the Documentaries The Trap, The Century of the Self and Psywar for perspective

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that images implanted into the Flesh through the Unconscious Mind will accumulate, layer by layer, through the participation with visualized backchat – and will lead to physical-possession – as the Living-Flesh that will imitate, for instance Zombie-Behavior trying to eat off the faces of other Humans.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that similarly the Television-Consumer becomes consumed by, for instance, the latest Bondage Sex Scenes, rushing to the Hardware stores to Spice-up their Sex Life in the Pursuit of Cloning the Happiness they saw on Television.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that similarly, consumerism in the Pursuit of Profit would use Television and Media to Project Images through the Unconscious Mind of the Human into the Living-Flesh of the Human to Control the Lives of People in terms of what Brand/Product they buy. And the Evidence that this is Highly Effective is in its Extensive, Repeated use – where the amount of Money Spent to buy more time to Influence the View, will predict the Profit to be made.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that similarly – Politicians use the Television and Media to Influence the rates of the so-called Democratic Slaves and that this has Reached its Pinnacle of Truth: that Modern Day Democracy is Modern Day Brainwashing. As is Evidence in the Latest American Elections, where the winners are those that Spend the most Money on their Campaigns, bringing the Money-God to its Ultimate State of Power.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Psychology is Purely an Extension of Consumerism, and is therefore Not Here to Solve the Human-Behavior Conundrum, but rather to Manage the Consumer Slave into Eternal Submission to the Money-God.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that incidences like the Zombie-Apocalypse has been Increasing worldwide, where the Human Design of Self-Interest has Developed into every possible Expression of inhumanity – as the Abuse of Life has Grown to where Life on Earth is Doomed, and the Current Human-Slave, possessed by Self-Interest, will Not, and Cannot change the World – as we are only Watching the Result of what has been Allowed: while there is No Understanding by the perpetrators of this Human-Calamity as to the Real Consequence that is busy unfolding.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Love and Light-Workers of the World do not Understand how the Living-Flesh is Programmed, and the Evidence shows that Love and Light is in fact increasing the incidences of atrocities on Earth, instead of the Intended Decrease: revealing that the Self-Honesty of the Love and Light-Workers are Tainted by their Self-Interest in their Pursuit of Zombie-Like Happiness – in denial of the Physical Reality, as they do not Realize that Love and Light has always been an intended side-effect of Consumerism to Pacify the Self-Driven Adventurous Human into Complete Submission.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Channeling and Psychic ability is the Result of Television and Media Implants through the Unconscious Mind into the Living-Flesh to Recruit the Gullible to support the Corporate Drive of the Pursuit of Happiness – and in so doing, Consumerism Slavery on Earth with Love and Laughter, while Millions Suffer Daily. And yet, it is Virtually Impossible to find but a handful of Humans to Care to take a Stand to Bring About a World that is Best for All Life.

I commit myself to Remind that in 2005 the System Controls were Removed to allow Natural Human Behavior Evolution that is Resulting and will Result in the TRUTH about the Human - as the Inner Man, will be the Outer Man, will be the World, and the Atrocity of Self-Interest will be the Reality of Consequence.

I commit myself to Remind man that No God will come to Save Mankind as Each have the Choice to Save themselves – to decide to Either create what is Best for All Life, or to Create Hell on Earth, and that at the Moment: Hell on Earth is the only Certainty.

I commit myself to show that the Perpetrators of the Pursuit of Profit do not Realize what is Being Allowed to be Manifest as the Living Flesh, and that this Consequence will Eventually take Major Global Effort to be Corrected as Humanity Progressively Spirals out of Control into Inhumanity and Self-Interest.

I commit myself to show that those Abusing Television and Media to Control Behavior do so Deliberately without Consideration that the Full implication of what is Being allowed is Not Realized at all.

I commit myself to hold those Accountable that Abuse Life Through Engineering Human Behavior for Profit, through the Implant of Self-Interest.

I commit myself to show that Politics is Engineered Democracy with no Real choice, as choices are Implanted to Control Results.

I commit myself to show that Evidence of the Desteni Message is Everywhere to Be Seen, but Self-Interest overrides Commonsense, Perpetuating Global Abuse of Life.

I commit myself to show that there is only One God on Earth, Namely the Money God that Comes in Many Names and Faces.

I commit myself to show that the Evidence is Clear, Love and Light will Not Produce a World that is Best for all Life.

I commit myself to show that the Love and Light State is a Zombie-Like State of Being where no action is possible as the State Produced by Love and Light Places the Possessed in a State of Stasis, focused on Self-Interest Only.