Day 445: The Universal Mind

There has been Talk throughout Time with Great Reverence of the Universal Mind and for Those that got Annoyed with Religion and the Followers of God, normally would Move to the Next form of Religion which is the Universal Mind, which then again also moves as ‘spirit’ and Acts like God.

Obviously the Functioning of the Universal Mind seems to Escape all Believers because instead of understanding How it Functions and realizing that it is Just a System – as like your Total Existence is based on a System – there is some Greater Power given to this, which Apparently is Evidenced in the Few Moments you may Benefit from the System. But in fact the Universal Mind is nothing but a Giant Casino and it works in exactly the Same Principles as the Casino, it is the same way the Law of Attraction functions, it’s the same way Prayer functions, it’s the same way our Current Money System functions. It is a Giant Casino where Less than One Percent end up being Lucky; or let’s put it in another way, less than 1% of the time after All the Input of your Coins, your Cooperation, your Coincidences – that’s why the word ‘Coin’ is in ‘Coincidence’ – you have to Put in Coins and if you Put in Enough Coins, you’ll eventually have some Payout, you have some Result and your Happiness fascinatingly enough is Dependent on these Jackpots.

Now the Reason for the System Existing This Way is because Due to the Lack of Understanding of How things really Work, there were Those that could Manage to ‘Hijack Life’ for a moment, it Had to be Allowed because it was Time for Everyone to Learn How Life really Functions. And one only ends up Valuing something if you are Taken to the point of Complete Helplessness and Powerlessness where you are Stuck in a System and you have to keep on Feeding it, endlessly just to have the ‘Odd Jackpot’. And because the Basic Principle that brings an End to this Casino-Style Existence would be to Mind What You Do and in Minding What You Do is to Realize that: If you Change the Equation – that currently functions like a Casino-Equation – to Give as You would Like to Receive, then Everyone has got a form of Jackpot All the Time and obviously it’s limited by Resources, and it’s limited by Labor and it is Limited by Time, but it is Sufficient to have a Life of Harmony, Balance and Equilibrium.

But our Philosophers and Those that have Claimed to be teachers have instead, when they had some Jackpots and especially nowadays it’s Happening a Lot, you’ll have people that had a Jackpot, they had an Idea and the Idea Paid-off. Then they become Spiritual and they Start to Revere the Universal Mind and they Praise the Universal Mind As If their Jackpot was acquired through some ‘Benevolent Force,’ while the Truth is really that they had to Cheat, Lie, Misdirect The Point and that they have gone through Conflict and all kinds of Bad Evil things to Acquire this Jackpot, but there is No Self-Honesty. All there is, is telling everybody about the Magnificence of that which Gave this Jackpot to them.

That is why Nobody following Those rules end up with a Jackpot – but Those that Follows the Rules of Evil = They get the Jackpots and that’s Why: Evil Always Wins. Because Those that follow the Rules of Evil, are Following the Real Rules of the Casino, the Real Rules of the Universal Mind which are in fact Evil. The Only ones that can Change the System are the Human Beings Themselves by Cooperating as One group, changing the Nature of what exists as a random casino to a Directed Principled Existence where each one Gives according to what They would Like to Receive and each one Allows each other a Win-Win Scenario. In a Win-Win Scenario obviously a Casino Cannot Exist, the Universal Mind becomes irrelevant, God becomes Irrelevant, Spirituality becomes Irrelevant because it is about Your Own Spirit then – not some ‘Greater Spirit’ – You are the Great Spirit Being, You are that which is Universal and because Your actions of Giving as You would Like to Receive are Affecting Everyone else Universally, so you have Become That which Defines in your Desires ‘The Universe.’ But strange enough, in your own Secret mind, in your Silence where you are Competing for a Jackpot you will do Whatever it Takes, all types of Evil and then you’ll Lie about that as well. No One has ever Achieved a Jackpot or Wealth in this world Without having to Become Evil. But Everyone – once they have the Wealth, once they have the Jackpot – Will Praise some Made-up Benevolent Force and then they get the Majority to Believe this Bullshit. And this Dishonesty then obviously Causes what We have in the World today and what we’ve had in the world throughout History, Complete Inequality because Those that’s Got it All, They used Evil to get it, they Used the Dark Forces, they are the Dark Magicians and everybody else wants to be ‘the Light, the Magic and the White Magicians’ and Those that Do Not Follow the Rules of Creation on a Universal Mind within a Casino by following the Rules of Evil: They Simply Never Get the Jackpot.
So you have truly been Hijacked by Evil: the Evil of the Light. It’s the same as a Moth that’s been Hijacked by the Light, it continues going to the Light, Ignoring the Evidence that Going to the Light inevitably is going to Wear you out and you’re going to End up Dying and that it’s Getting you Nowhere: the Moth keeps on Going to the Light. That’s what the Lightworkers do, they create this Energy inevitably to Repeat themselves over and over and over again ‘Going to the Light’/ ‘Being the Light’ Trying to Attract Others to the Light… but only Those that are Evil within Themselves Actually will Make Money – but They will Never Tell you the Truth, they will Never Tell you what they Really Had to Do to Get the Money, to Get the wealth, to Get the superiority – they will Only Tell You the Lie so that you can think they were “Wonderful People! They Must be Good because Look at what they have!” Yes they Only Have it because They Played by Different Rules, they Played by the Rules of Evil, the Rules that Deliberately Harms others.

This is why it is Necessary that We Must Realize the Only Way to Bring about a Better World is to Stop what we’re doing and to Place a System into play that is Based on Principles and Mathematical Equations that Produces a Result that is Best for All within which We Embody the Principle of Giving as You would Like to Receive, placing this into Action and Making sure our Leaders Do Not Lie, Making sure that Those that Now have Wealth Do Not Become our Leaders because they will Not Tell you the Truth, they will Not Tell you How they Acquired the Money, they will Not give you the True history of things because: Even They Feel Bad about What They Had to Do.
And obviously they Don’t Want you to Know How to Acquire it because If you Become Evil = You will Compete for the Same Resources and you may Just Win, and then they got Nothing and they are in Your Position – they Don’t want to be in Your Position, they want to Keep you in Yours, Dear Slave, and they’re going to Make sure They Do. And all they have to Do is Control what’s Going on Inside your Mind, Control the Information, Control the Universal Mind; Publish the Books that Ensure that the Truth Does Not Come Out.

Study Desteni so that you can Learn All about The Truth, so that You can Learn What it Will Take to Bring about a New World. Make sure that You Get the Evidence the World Presents to you Every Day, and if you Already Have Money Know one thing: We know How You Got Your Money, We Know How You Got Your Wealth, None of it was Ever Benevolent, it’s Always just been Evil and there is One Benefit about Being on Earth: You Can’t Take Shit with you When you Die. And once you’re Dead, You Will Face your Consequences, there is No Way Out. You Cannot Buy your Redemption.

Day 323: Message to Lightworkers

The Lightworker Phenomena has Grown Extensively - and there are some Considerations that must be Taken in Account, in terms of the Integrity of being a Lightworker.

To Place yourself on a Pedestal that, being a Lightworker is the Purpose of your Life on Earth – while Abuse, in terms of Inequality, Poverty, War, Famine, Extinction of Species, Consumerism exist: is Rather an Unnatural Act.

Naturally, One should be Focused on Finding a Solution to the Inequality on Earth, Finding a Solution to Stop the Extinction of Species, Finding a Solution to Honour Life on Earth – instead, the Focus is on the Self-Interest of Glorifying the Self as apparently being a ‘Being of Light’. This Glorification is taking on the Form of Glamour and it Cause one to become Blind to the Reality on Earth.

Granted, the Lightworker Believe that apparently, Life on Earth is an Illusion. If that is so – the Lightworker should Not Participate in the System on Earth and should have No Money, because Money is the Currency that Determines the Nature of the Now within which the Lightworker Finds itself. And, Allowing oneself to be Part of the System, while you Believe it to be an Illusion: is a Complete Contradiction and is in fact Dishonest and Showing a Lack of Integrity.

Therefore, this is to Remind the Lightworkers and those that Claim to be ‘Enlightened’ or that Promotes the Idea of Consciousness, that: You should Challenge yourself to Establish Self-Honesty by Giving Away All your Money and Seeing whether you could Exist on Earth without Money, in Any Form Whatsoever. That would Include Services that is Provided by Money or that would Include – Not Asking others for Help or Hand-outs, because: they had to Obtain the Hand-out by Money. Not to Ask for Donations, because: that comes from the Money of others – it Remains the same System. And, to then Prove to yourself that Life on Earth is in fact an Illusion – and that your Existence as a Lightworker is BEYOND the Trappings of this Earth.
I am 100% Certain that you will be Unable to Prove that, and I am 100% Certain you’re going to Find that you’ve been Dishonest, and I’m 100% Certain you’re going to Find that your Integrity is Compromised. Therefore, I would Suggest that you do Investigate what we are Presenting through the Journey of Life at Desteni – so that you can Find, eventually, some Integrity, some Self-Honesty and Learn How to Take Responsibility for What is going on HERE on Earth. And so that you can Realise: one Can’t Live in Two Worlds. This is well-known.

You can’t be a Lightworker and be Part of the System of Money. Lightworkers would be then the Good Polarity, and Money the Evil one. You can’t Balance the Two, because – the Good One is Making you Blind to the Evil that you’re Allowing on Earth, and by Allowing it you’re Part of it; in fact, you’re Protecting it – because you’re Protecting the System, because you’re Protecting your Money. And that is Why we have a Solution for that through Equal Money, so that one can THEN Explore What it Really means to be a Lightworker, to be Enlightened - and to Live What is Best for All Life, Here on Earth.

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Day 215: The Soul, Ascension and Life after Death - ADC - Part 63

This blog is part of the After Death Communication Series

The History of Life After Death – Part 47

The Soul, Ascension and Life after Death

Here we’re going to look-back at when I was Heavily into Meditation, Ascension, Activation and you-name-it. I’ve for instance studied the works of Torkom Saraydarian and did all the Activations published as Meditations by for instance Dr. Joshua David Stone during ‘95 to 2000.

During this time, I Connected with what I Perceived to be my ‘Soulmate’ and pushed the point of Ascension to its Ultimate - studying Every Channel of any sort, coming from all possible perspectives. What is fascinating is that all the Channels nowadays that are published, are exactly the same line and tone as it were then - As it was the same line and tone when I was studying it in the 1980s, with the same Promises and Hopes and Ideals.
But back then I was just another Lightworker on the Road to Ascension - absolutely dedicated to Love and Light, taking it to Consistent Absolute Application, applying it to Every Part of my Life. Sending Love and Light all the time – not only in Mediation – to Everything and Everyone in the Universe, holding them in my Chakras, Activating my Charkas, Expanding my Aura, doing DNA Activations, studying Reiki, studying the Infinite Way of Joel Goldsmith, studying The Power of Now from Eckhart Tolle, studying Conversations with God, you name it – the channellings with Kryon: all the books. Reading Tarot Cards, doing Tarot Card Readings for people - and I was Really Good at-it.

So, I understand completely the situation every Lightworker finds themselves in. I have dedicated close on 15 years of my life to this, I have taken it to a Level of Discipline that Few applied-it-at. I studied Soul Travel, Astral Travel – Soul travel is Eckankar. Yes, I did the whole tut. And at the same time, I had at least twice a week sessions with Various Mediums and Psychics, Investigating the Correlation to establish that I’m doing All that Can-be Done.

So, when I am taking on the Soul and the Spiritual Ideologies and Channelling and what it represent - Understand: I’ve already walked it to its Fullest Conclusion and when the Portal opened, I was still much of this. It is only with what we’ve found that I realised the Extent of the Problem and then eventually decided to-go Public and we decided to call it “Desteni”.
Because we found what was Really Going-on, and within what was Really Going-on we have an Obligation to Bring Awareness to those Willing to Listen - because in the End everyone is going to find out the Real Truth. But if we can prevent the Consequence in Any Way, and we didn’t do our Best to do so – we are also then Part of the Consequence. And therefore within all of this with the Desteni Message, we only ever report exactly What we have Found, and there are several hundred hours of interviews already.
It is the Most Difficult Message to Share, because it is a Message that No-One wants to Hear. It took me a year-and-a-half before I was Satisfied that I was actually Hearing the Message and that I was Certain that we have to Stop what we are Creating on Earth.

And then I started Studying all the Other Points on Earth more extensively, to find the Correlation about What we Found on the Other Side of the Divide called ‘Death’ – and ‘Life on Earth’.
The problem was Astounding – in-fact Heart Breaking, but there was no-moment to Cry, because every single moment somebody dies. And if they Die as a Soul, they have Sould Life, and the Consequence become Unbearable.

So is there Life-after-Death as the Soul? I Thought so, I Believed so, I Professed so – but through Meticulous Study of What we Found throughout the Universes, throughout Time: it was very clear that we’ve been Mislead -- not in as much by ‘something’ as it is by Ourselves and our Self-Interest. We could be Manipulated through Suggestion: exactly as what Now Happens on Earth through Television for instance. Nothing has changed, the same Pattern just repeat no-matter which Dimension you enter.

The fascinating thing obviously, was Consequence.
Because Consequence is one of the ‘Beautiful Things’ of Individuality. It is what you Cannot Change once you’ve Done-it, what you Cannot Deny once you’ve Done-it, once you Accept-it, it is that which becomes the Unbearableness of Life - because you Know the Truth about Yourself, You Know and You can Never get-away from it. That is what Self Forgiveness in essence assisted me with extensively. Fortunately when I was in this world of Soul and Light , I was walking with Self Forgiveness and applying Self Honesty, and that allowed me not to Get Lost, but I liked to be Sure and so I Explored it to its Ultimate.

So measured by Experience, with specifically the study of Trance-Mediumship and Psychics and all that goes around All of Spirituality and the Soul, if you read All that we’ve Shared you will See that I have Extensive Experience in Every Field and I have taken this to a Level where I have not-just Accepted Everything.

But understand One-Thing: Life on Earth is Short, and what you Believe Exist after Death does not Exist. Life as a Soul was not Life, it was nothing-more than an Extension of the Same Energy-Illusion that Now Control as Consciousness the very-Existence of Every Human.

Life after Death as what is being Professed to Exist and what Everyone is Trying to Prove and Believe to exist: Does Not Exist. There is no Soul. There is no ‘You’ that read this blog, that remains.

That which could remain, is yet, as Khalil Gibran state, “a Pygmy in the Mist”.

Will you become Life? The Odds are Against-it, and that is how-it Should Be. Because Unless you become, Against All-Odds, That which is Best for All Life: You will never be Worthy of Life. And the only way this can-be Done, while in-the Flesh, is Breath by Breath - as only a Single Breath is Real as Awareness as long as you don’t Use your ‘Amazing Technology’ as the Mind to create your own Fantastic Illusion within which you are Always Right – but, so Alone, because No-One-Else sees the Fantastic Display you put-up for Yourself in your Mind --and No-One is Ever going to See-It, because it only ever was your own Personal Illusion. And some even get so Good at-it, that they have ‘Little Men’ or ‘Invisible Men’ Speaking to-them in the Illusion: Woaw! How Creative can one Be, just check out the Movies on Earth and you’ll see: Anything is Possible when you’re Doing the Illusion, that’s not ‘Freedom’, that’s ‘Free Insanity’. If one get lost in-it, because if you Believe these Voices you-will end-up in a Place where you’ll be Kept from Harming Yourself and Others.
Fortunately for many, that by now should already be incarcerated due to the Extent that their Personal Illusion is Influencing their Personal Relationships -- there are Many that Follow the Social Illusion, Believing these fantastical Mind Created Illusions -- all the while, Millions upon Millions of Real-Flesh Beings are Suffering, in ways so Grotesquely and Brutal and Barbarically that No Forgiveness can-ever Remove the Consequence of This.

That is why only Self Forgiveness will-do with Self Honesty – because you’ll first-of-all have to Confirm to Yourself and Prove to Yourself that You have in-fact Changed - and Then you have-to Prove-it to Everyone Else and once you’re Dead you’ll have-to Prove-it to the Universe as Life. Because your History is only Evidence of Abuse, of Ill-Discipline of Self Interest, of Placing the Illusion above Life.

Will there be Ascension?
No, there will not-be: it is an Invention and Illusion based-upon the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil that has borne Fantastical-Fruit, a Complete Consumer-Industry where Many now Depend on-it for their Livelihood, so they cannot Afford to be Self-Honest, because then they will have No-Food and they will have No Way Forward because the whole Economic System of the World is Collapsing. That is why Equal Money is Necessary: to Support-you while you do your Self Forgiveness and you Birth yourself to Life so that you can get-to a Point where you can-get Functional Enough where you-can Decide What is Best for the Future of Life on Earth as What is Best for All.

And when I say that ‘your Life depends on-it’, I really mean, ‘your Life depends on-it’. And at the Moment of Death = it is Really too-Late.

Each-One that Understand This Message have a Responsibility.
To walk-away from this Responsibility, is strongly Not-Suggested, as you would Grasp the Consequence of Such-Action would Immediately Increase -- that’s just the way it is.
Because then, one walk-away from Life deliberately. In a way, before one Make that Decision, there is still a ‘Level of Innocence’, you can still to a Degree say ‘You Didn’t Know’ -- it makes it Easier to Face the Dilemma of One’s Self-Deception. But once you-know and walk-away: you have Made Choice -one that is Not Easily-Corrected.

I Understand that to Go-Against a System of Illusion, as the System we have on Earth, is a Tall Order and a Difficult Task -- But it is also an Appropriate Test as to ‘Who you Really Are’. And therefore - in a way: the Perfect Set-up, to Bring-About the Final Clarity:

Who Will be Life?

and Who Will Not-Be?

Day 92: Consciousness is WITHOUT Conscience

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Meaning Given to Consciousness by the Enlightened, is in Separation From Reality – and thus without Conscience, making it Possible to exists as a Self-Con where the Real World is Not Considered at all by the Enlightened, and the Real World is Even Seen as an Illusion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Enlightenment is Confused with the Birth Process where the Child Emerges from the Darkness into the Light and Goes into an Experience of Wonder that Ends into Defining the Wonder into Knowledge as memories Charged with Energy that Builds the Characters that will Emerge as the Presentation of Self as Personalities, all Based on Insufficient Understanding – ending up as Lies that are Personal-Lies, Eventually as Experience called Consciousness, as if Experience in itself is Truth – without Realizing How this Developed, or that ONE should be Aware how ONE Creates Oneself as Knowledge, as Memories.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Natural World and Human Civilization is the Conscience MIRROR in which is Reflected Reality, and that the Current State of Consciousness Indicates a Complete Lie, as the Experience of Consciousness is in Direct Contradiction to the Reality of Earth - just like the First Big Contradiction at Birth, as the Awareness Moved from Darkness into the Light, without any Understanding – ending up Being Directed into a Lie about the Darkness and the light, without Understanding that this is a NATURAL PROCESS that Happens to ALL in this Journey.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Rebirthing and Inner-Child Therapy in the Consciousness Consumerism is Misguided and without Self-Honesty – thus Ending Up Emphasizing the Light Experience and Demonizing the Darkness – taking the Lightworker into Complete Separation from Reality, UNABLE to Determine what is Real Truth as ALL of the Consciousness of the Lightworker is TRAPPED in the HALL of MIRRORS, as the MIND – where the Being is ONLY Looking at itself in the Reflection of Light, waiting for the Release from the Physical Body to Return Home, without Realizing that the Self that is Created is an ILLUSION that Can Only Exist in the HALL of MIRRORS – and that, when the MIRRORS Break at Death, there will be Nothing Left, as the Lightworker Character Became the Image in the MIRROR, and in this Way Lost all Awareness of the Real Self, and also through this LOST the Life that Stepped from the Darkness to the Light at the FIRST Conception of the Physical Real Self.

I commit myself to show that Reality is Direct Simplicity Blinded in the Illusionary Light Reflection of the Grandeur of the Con of Consciousness that Became the World System as Consumerism, Entertainment and All that Serves the Personal-Lies that are Personalized into the Image and Likeness Reflected in the MIRRORS of the MIND.

I commit myself to SHOW that Earth is the Real MIRROR in which the Real Self Must be Reflected as What is Best for all Life Always, Externally, as the Acceptance of Self as Life that was Given at First Conception.

I commit myself to show that the Knowledge that Now Exists is Only about the Illusion and thus Creates a Continuous Illusion that Requires Energy from the Physical World to Exist – and in this Process of Energy Generation, creating Generation upon Generation of Parasitic Illusions that Consume the Real World – as the Real World is a Finite System that Regenerates through Cycles and Seasons of Time, the Illusion that Exists Out of Time in the Hall of MIRRORS of the Mind, ends up Consuming More that is Required, which Eventually will lead to the Death of the Real World’s Capacity to Produce Sufficient Support for All. Interestingly enough, this IS Realized, but because the Illusion Cannot Conceive Reality, No Solution Can be found, as the Solution is the Simplistic Obvious: to shatter the MIRROR and to get Back to the Real Person that is Life, which is the Flesh as Part of the Natural World that is Actually HERE.

Day 84: Lightworker Chart and Charter

Watch the Documentaries The Trap, The Century of the Self and Psywar for context

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that many Lightworkers are Previous Successful Business people that Accumulated a lot of Money to Enable them to Do Spiritual Work, not realizing that in this Pattern is Locked in the Control of Money, as the Lightworker would Never Have Been Able to Be a LIghtworker if it was Not for Money, but Self-Honesty is Lost in the Light that Blinds.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers are just a Mutated Character that grew from the Disillusionment of Religion, and that eventually, once Money Runs Dry, will lead to Self-Honesty and a Return Home to Real Life on Earth without the Light of Mind Character Energies Blinding and Feelings of Love serving Self-Interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Character of Lightworkers does not Serve Life or Feed a Hungry Child, but only Wallows in the Self-Importance Character, Self-Created through Intense Inner-Reflection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Intense Inner-Reflection will Create an Intense Lightworker Character that Seems Divine as the Memory Dimension within which the Lightworker Character Illusion exists, will be only all the Contextual Information and Knowledge that makes up the Complete Lightworker Experience - while the Reality of Life on Earth in the Current System will be Justified as Money Protects the Lighworker form Reality without Money.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the LIghtworker does Understand the Importance of Money, as Many will Create Businesses to Capitalize on their Fellow LIghtworkers and Invent the Most Fanatical Light and Love Characters to Feed the Inner-Fantasy - as the Unspoken Implied Agreement Between Lighworkers is to not Question Light and Love, and to Honor Each One’s Light NO Matter what is Really in Matter - Feeding each other’s Illusionary Characters in a Form of Insanity that will Immediately turn away from Any Challenge to Love and Light, as it’s Negative, and Love and Light FEAR the Negative – proving that they have not in Fact transcended Fear and are thus the Ultimate Slaves to Fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Consciousness Created by Love and Light is an Illusionary Memory Dimension that Exists Only in the Mind of all those that agree to the LIghworkers and that this is a Closed Circle where they Only See what they Wanna See.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Love and Light WILL Never Produce a World that is Best for all Life as Love and Light is NOT Life, but only an Illusion Pretending to be Life with No Real Compassion for Any Suffering Being without Basic Life Support, as that will Mean the Lighworker will have to Leave the Extreme Comfort of their Illusion and Confront the Reality of a World trapped in the Debt of Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers DO NOT Understand how Characters and Personalities are Created as Memories Fuelled by Energy and are thus Easily trapped in Illusions, as in Essence: Lightworkers are Weak Characters that Fear Fear the Most of All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers have Created a Consumer Industry where Love and Light is now only another Product to Be SOULD, the clear Evidence that Lightworkers are Not Actually Self-Aware.

I commit myself to Challenge the Fake Illusion as Love and Light Characters to Ensure that those trapped in Love and Light may be Able to find their Way Home to Real Life on Earth and become effective Participants in Creating a World that is Best for all Life Eternally.

I commit myself to Support Light Workers in their Journey to Self-Realization as Life, as that would be a Most Devastating Journey - as Realizing that the Light Character was all a Self-Created Lie, causes Major Upheaval within the Lightworker, which is Necessary to Eventually Become a Self-Honest Living Being Making the Most of Life on Earth for all Life: Equally.

I commit myself as Former Lightworker to Ensure that I never Give up till all Lightworkers are Freed from Illusion, as I was trapped myself, and know the Extent to which one becomes Lost in Love and Light - and that the Way the Lightworker Character protects its Own Illusion, is Extreme, and will Require Extreme Challenges or this Life on Earth will be Wasted as it only Ever was an Illusion Created as a Memory.

I commit myself to Show that Meditation and Inner-Reflection Only Ever Create Dimensions of Memory where the Main Character as Self, as Lightworker, is an Illusion in a Memory Created by a Character that Created a New Memory of Love and Light, Multiple Layers of Illusions, that Veil the One Lost from the Reality of Real Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that Love and Light is just another Branch of Consumerism in Capitalism, contributing to the Massive Suffering of those without Money on Earth and that Only a New Economic System of Equality that Serves all Life Equally will stop the Abuse – and Lightworkers should have been the Spearhead that Brought and Established a New World System Practically, but got Trapped in Consumerism through Self-Importance and the Greed for Happiness.

I commit myself to show that the Con of Consciousness is Not Self-Awareness, but only an Illusion to Justify the Self-Interest of the Pursuit of Happiness.

I commit myself to show that the History and Reality of Effectiveness of Love and Light has Produced NO change in this World for Real, which is Sufficient to Stop and Do Real Self Reflection on what is Really Here on Earth.

I commit myself to show that Lightworkers are Not Self-Aware as Life, as Life would Support Life, Producing a World Best for Life – and Love and light is Irrelevant to Real Life, as Food in the Tummy of a Child is What is Actually Important.

I commit myself to SHOW that Love and Light as Consumer Product is Only Focused on the Survival of the Lightworker, and Not on Supporting all Life to Make Sure that Every Child Born will have Food, an Education, in a Free and Fair Environment Supporting Life Unconditionally.

Day 65: The Glamour of Enlightenment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Feeling Good when Someone Likes your Opinion is in fact the Glamour of the Consumer Construct of Enlightenment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Individual Opinion and the Respect of it, is the Result of Individualizing the Consumer to feel Supported by Consumerism and to Develop an Identity of the Special, Unique Self that must have Special, Unique Products to be fulfilled and Essentially feel Lighter, and thus be Identified as Enlightened.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Compromise to allow each one their Opinion, makes a World that is best for All Always – Impossible – and Stagnates the World System at the juncture of Consumerism, where Resources are Exponentially being Used, Ending in a World at War for Products and Resources.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Spiritual Enlightenment Industry has become a Substantial Branch of Consumerism where Catering to the Customer is More Prudent than making sure No child dies of Starvation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the key to the Enlightened Intuitive Success is that the Customer is Always Right, thus to Guide the Customer to what they have already decided, Makes Sure the Customer feels the Intuitive is Enlightened, as the Ego of Self-Interest has been Served and Confirmed by an External Source.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Glamour of knowing the Future of Another is Actually Quite Ludicrous, as ALL Lives are Preprogrammed and thus Predictable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Enlightened is a Shining Light that attracts attention of the foolish Moths seeking Light to End in Desperation and Giving Up, as the Light does not Solve Real Problems in the World, it only teaches you How to Feel Nothing about the Real Reality and to be happy in Spite of Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Spiritual Enlightenment IS NOT SELF REALIZATION HERE AS LIFE, it is only the Realization that One Can Imagine Anything and train the Body to Make it Seem Real as Feelings of Energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Glamour has become the Desire of Generations of children, consumerized into an all-knowing Sense of Product Enlightenment - with ultimately being the product, and Creating more Products as the enlightened all-knowingness – while Reality will show that the World is Not a Place of Glamour.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Picture of Earth are Glamourized to only Show Beauty and Not the Actual Living Process with these Pictures of Beauty used by the Enlightened to Glamourize themselves and Sell their Services to the so-called Positive Community.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when you Question the Enlightened, you get Labelled as Negative, and therefore are Dismissed so that the Enlightened Glamour may not be Tarnished.

I commit myself to show that Enlightenment is Glamour that Only Produce Products to Sell and do Not Make a World Best for all.

I commit myself to call on those following the Glamour and Hypnotizing Enlightenment Consciousness, to Stop and Investigate Reality to End the Separation from Life.

I commit myself to show that the words: Love and Light, and Namaste – have become so Glamourized that the mere Utterance of these words Place the Listener in a Vampire-Like Hypnotic state of Glamour, and that those Claiming: Love and Light, do not in fact Subject themselves to the Process of Self-Investigation and Self-Honesty in writing or allow strangers to Live in their Homes for a Minimum of 3 months to check if they are actually Living these words they so Lavishly utter.

I commit myself to show that a Light at Night attracts Moths to the Flame as an Example of Nature that the Light can never be trusted, as it shines outwards to hide the inner Dishonesty, and teach the Light to only Act as a Distraction as it always did, and that No Lightworker will ever stand for the Principles of a World that is Best for all life in All ways, as such a Life of Equality will have no Glamour.

I commit myself to show that Self-Interest as the Unique Opinionated Self is but a Glamour Producing Organic Robot seeking Attention and Validation, unable to let go of the Ego to Bring into Being a World that is Always Best for all Life.

I commit myself to show Consciousness is Just Glamourized Self-Interest, Labelled to Make it sound More Than what it is, which allows Real Life on Earth to be TURNED INTO Just Consumer Products.

Day 55: Zombie Apocalypse

Watch the Documentaries The Trap, The Century of the Self and Psywar for perspective

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that images implanted into the Flesh through the Unconscious Mind will accumulate, layer by layer, through the participation with visualized backchat – and will lead to physical-possession – as the Living-Flesh that will imitate, for instance Zombie-Behavior trying to eat off the faces of other Humans.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that similarly the Television-Consumer becomes consumed by, for instance, the latest Bondage Sex Scenes, rushing to the Hardware stores to Spice-up their Sex Life in the Pursuit of Cloning the Happiness they saw on Television.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that similarly, consumerism in the Pursuit of Profit would use Television and Media to Project Images through the Unconscious Mind of the Human into the Living-Flesh of the Human to Control the Lives of People in terms of what Brand/Product they buy. And the Evidence that this is Highly Effective is in its Extensive, Repeated use – where the amount of Money Spent to buy more time to Influence the View, will predict the Profit to be made.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that similarly – Politicians use the Television and Media to Influence the rates of the so-called Democratic Slaves and that this has Reached its Pinnacle of Truth: that Modern Day Democracy is Modern Day Brainwashing. As is Evidence in the Latest American Elections, where the winners are those that Spend the most Money on their Campaigns, bringing the Money-God to its Ultimate State of Power.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Psychology is Purely an Extension of Consumerism, and is therefore Not Here to Solve the Human-Behavior Conundrum, but rather to Manage the Consumer Slave into Eternal Submission to the Money-God.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that incidences like the Zombie-Apocalypse has been Increasing worldwide, where the Human Design of Self-Interest has Developed into every possible Expression of inhumanity – as the Abuse of Life has Grown to where Life on Earth is Doomed, and the Current Human-Slave, possessed by Self-Interest, will Not, and Cannot change the World – as we are only Watching the Result of what has been Allowed: while there is No Understanding by the perpetrators of this Human-Calamity as to the Real Consequence that is busy unfolding.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Love and Light-Workers of the World do not Understand how the Living-Flesh is Programmed, and the Evidence shows that Love and Light is in fact increasing the incidences of atrocities on Earth, instead of the Intended Decrease: revealing that the Self-Honesty of the Love and Light-Workers are Tainted by their Self-Interest in their Pursuit of Zombie-Like Happiness – in denial of the Physical Reality, as they do not Realize that Love and Light has always been an intended side-effect of Consumerism to Pacify the Self-Driven Adventurous Human into Complete Submission.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Channeling and Psychic ability is the Result of Television and Media Implants through the Unconscious Mind into the Living-Flesh to Recruit the Gullible to support the Corporate Drive of the Pursuit of Happiness – and in so doing, Consumerism Slavery on Earth with Love and Laughter, while Millions Suffer Daily. And yet, it is Virtually Impossible to find but a handful of Humans to Care to take a Stand to Bring About a World that is Best for All Life.

I commit myself to Remind that in 2005 the System Controls were Removed to allow Natural Human Behavior Evolution that is Resulting and will Result in the TRUTH about the Human - as the Inner Man, will be the Outer Man, will be the World, and the Atrocity of Self-Interest will be the Reality of Consequence.

I commit myself to Remind man that No God will come to Save Mankind as Each have the Choice to Save themselves – to decide to Either create what is Best for All Life, or to Create Hell on Earth, and that at the Moment: Hell on Earth is the only Certainty.

I commit myself to show that the Perpetrators of the Pursuit of Profit do not Realize what is Being Allowed to be Manifest as the Living Flesh, and that this Consequence will Eventually take Major Global Effort to be Corrected as Humanity Progressively Spirals out of Control into Inhumanity and Self-Interest.

I commit myself to show that those Abusing Television and Media to Control Behavior do so Deliberately without Consideration that the Full implication of what is Being allowed is Not Realized at all.

I commit myself to hold those Accountable that Abuse Life Through Engineering Human Behavior for Profit, through the Implant of Self-Interest.

I commit myself to show that Politics is Engineered Democracy with no Real choice, as choices are Implanted to Control Results.

I commit myself to show that Evidence of the Desteni Message is Everywhere to Be Seen, but Self-Interest overrides Commonsense, Perpetuating Global Abuse of Life.

I commit myself to show that there is only One God on Earth, Namely the Money God that Comes in Many Names and Faces.

I commit myself to show that the Evidence is Clear, Love and Light will Not Produce a World that is Best for all Life.

I commit myself to show that the Love and Light State is a Zombie-Like State of Being where no action is possible as the State Produced by Love and Light Places the Possessed in a State of Stasis, focused on Self-Interest Only.

Day 9: Speaking from the Heart

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail recognizing that earth is the heart of the Universe and is the giver of life where I may experience myself and within how I express myself as experience within the interconnectedness of all others that are here equal as the gift of life,  I will define myself either as an equal as life or as an abuser of life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never speak from the heart of earth, but instead created an illusion of what gives life as the heart of the mind where I have invented energy and named it in the image and likeness of my self interest and called it love, from which I moved and have my being as the illusion I have projected and in this act of creation I have separated myself from that which gives life and ended up as the image and likeness in abuse as I imposed upon all other life forms the version of the heart where words are spoken in vain in spite of the evidence of abuse that I participate in as the world system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become so obsessive about my own heart love creation that I have failed to find within me the compassion to honor love and instead I have redefined compassion to suit my version of the heart illusion in spite of the fact that my illusion will only last as long as I feed it energy that I forcibly take from my physical body, the body I was given as real life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to renege on my responsibility to that which gave me life which is the earth and all that is here and that through this I have become an infestation on the face of my creator that acts like a disease that can never be satisfied, because I attempt to force my maker to be in the image and likeness of the illusion of the heart of love as the mind as that which I have created myself as in the energy I have transmuted from my maker through the system of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have failed to see that all life is in fact equally given and that those with the opportunity to make a choice like me are in fact given the greater responsibility and the test to see what we would chose when we are here where all is subject to an conditional giving

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to conquer the earth and its unconditional giving and that I have followed my heart of the desire of self interest to the end of the earth and have subjected all other life forms not willing to walk in my image forcibly to be subject to the desires of my heart of love to such an extent that I am unable to see that I have become trapped in the illusion of my mind created love and that I have abdicated the gift of life so completely that I may never regain it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to glorify my heart to such an extend that I only speak from MY heart and in that have denied life to all that do not speak in the image and likeness of my heart which is based on the debased illusion that the Love I feel is real love. I fail to see that real love is in giving life  and that I have it within my power on earth to give life to all else here, but refuse to do so, because then I will have to give up and end the illusion of my heart of love that is only of the mind and that will not exist beyond death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go so far in my illusion of love as feeling that I have created an illusionary body I believe exists after death I called the soul and that I have made this illusionary creation as the soul greater than the life I was given on earth to the extent that I am willing to die and give up the real life I was given for the illusion I have created myself.

I forgive myself that I have failed to see that I exist subject to what is given by earth as my breath and the food I eat and that without what the earth provide to support the life I was given, my illusion of heart love will no longer be, as the real heart beats with food, water and breath, all derivatives of the earth from which my body was formed which is the real living being in fact.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to become lost in the tool as the mind and that I have created myself as an illusion which have redefined all living words into mind words with the exclusive intend to be my own god within my own rules no matter that these rules are in fact subject to clear defined rules of origin where I have no power. The only power I really have is to ensure that what is given is fairly distributed, yet I refuse to see that as my will as the mind of love keeps telling me in my mind that I must be something more and yet with me believing this lie that I am something more as that which the mind as me conjured up, I end up giving away that which is really actually the only thing of value, which is life. Life do not love, Life gives.

I commit myself to re establish my relationship with my maker and to honor my maker so that my days may be lengthened upon the earth.

I commit myself to earth myself that I may be rebirthed to life and live my life as the extension of the earth as the hand of my maker that see that all life is given equally from the storehouse of life which is the earth.

I commit myself to expose all obsessions about the illusions of the heart of love with living physical common sense till all see what has been allowed and return home to earth to walk as one as equal as life here within the context of what life really entails on earth.

I commit myself to eradicate the illusions created by the mind from the face of the earth so that this face of earth could blossom with life radiantly and to place the mind back in its place as servant system to life.

I commit myself to never chose anything else but what is best for all life and in such action in fact by implication give up choice as it is proven to only be a way that allows abuse and I as life will only chose life.

I commit myself to set the earth free from the infestation of the illusions created by the mind that all that may come from the earth in time to come may have equal from what earth has to offer.

I commit myself to in every way possible remind those that are lost in the mind as energy and self created hearts of love, that they can give this up in one breath and begin their journey to return to earth, but that this journey will be tough as each will be measured in every way to see if you will ever again abuse life that was given freely and enslave it to an illusion to such an extent that life disappeared, so extensively that only a tiny spark remain. To rekindle this spark will take a complete rebirth and re-education as the body have been subjected to tortuous enslavement from the illusion from the beginning of time. Thus I commit myself to bring to an end and to set that which is life free that we may be here together as life as one as equal.

I commit myself to spread the awareness as to the relationships that are really life and really real as breath, as body, as heart beat, so that those lost in the mind may wake up and take responsibility and forgive themselves for what they have allowed themselves to become as the image and likeness of the illusions of energy and love –a state that is in fact heartless as the earth as heart and the heart of the body is not recognized for what it gives and make possible on earth.

I commit myself to restore to life that which is given as life at the birth of each being through the promotion and establishment of a system on earth that fairly distributed that which is given to support life so that life may discover itself again as we have lost all true values and become but illusions chasing changing winds only to end as a name on a cross with the body six feet underground, leaving a legacy of abuse in our wake.  

Day 7: Letting Go of Regret

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wallow in regret as if I would like to punish me for not being able to get what I want and desire on my terms.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to engage in relationships on terms that is based in self interest and that time and time again fail to produce a result that is best for all parts of the relationship and that eventually always end in regret.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see that letting go is in fact the act of regret as it follows that which could have been directed breath by breath in ways that is best for all relationships, but because I submitted to my fears and desires for a controlled outcome within which I get what I want and thus I end up as the winner as per my definition as I created it in my imagination, I end up in regret when my imagination and visualization failed to materialize the way I want it to be and then I have to let go of my desire and accept failure. Thus letting go is so difficult as it implies my acceptance of failure as the mind and ego and my ego do not like to lose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stop the imaginary world in my mind that are not aligned to actual reality regardless of the multiple experiences I have encountered where things did not work out my way and forced me to regret and then to letting go so I can accumulate the will again to try again in getting my way, forcing my way, manipulating my way as I have convinced myself that my way as I visualize and imagine it is my birth right regardless and in spite of the evidence that with each human having this affliction, it means that it is impossible within the current context of agreed illusionary reality to come to a point where all can have what they want and desire.

I forgive myself that I refuse to realize that If I do the greatest easiest act in the real reality of the physical, I can in fact be part of a solution that will make it possible to fulfil my wants and desires as long as I allow others the same in fact and not just in the illusion of free choice which I have founded on the mind where I have as all others, an illusion within which I can imagine anything as if it is really possible when it is not. It is when I try to superimpose the imaginary reality on real reality that I lose my sanity and engage in actions that drives me to regret to remind me that the mind is not reality, but in spite of this constant reminder I keep on using letting go of the previous round of ego, to just do the same mistake again as I try to validate myself as ego, without realizing that the ego I created in the mind is Not a Real being, it is just Imagination feeding off the energy of the physical body and that it ends when the body return to its source.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live as if I will never die, creating within my imaginary illusion the idea that the way it feels in the illusion is the real me when in fact the real me is the point of regret at the moment of death where I must let go for real for the first time as I lose that which I was able to abuse and manipulate in the name of my ego, my body and the ‘I’ I have allowed myself to become and in which image and likeness I created my reality come to a sudden end.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that this world is a world of regret where I have let go of my responsibility through hiding in the illusion of my own making as the energy body as ego in my mind where I wait for death to escape the consequences I know is in every moment coming to me as a dark cloud I have called the devil and darkness just to motivate me to keep on running in circles in my mind to escape this inevitable regret, this what I know I must face as the evidence of this end is proven for all as death, yet I refuse to stop and consider that there is something so immensely wrong and screwed up as this world as my reality and my accepted nature as ego human, that my fear and anxiety grows daily as I keep on falling back to the ego through letting go of the previous failure of the ego, but I do not stop to bring an end to my suffering and fear or stop to bring an end to the suffering of those I have trapped in cycles of absolute desperation through the poverty I have imposed upon them in my search to imaginary excellence and happiness on my terms.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become a light so blinding that as I search for another, I search for the light that it may blind me so effectively that I can be sure to never let go of my desire for happiness regardless of the regret I have moments of from time to time.

I commit myself to use regret to force me to stop using my mind as reality and that I will dedicate myself to return to home which is here as that which is equal in measurable space and time as the physical.

I commit myself to never engage in relationships made and prepared in my mind and imagination and to spend time in real time through communication and sharing to establish real trusts that will stand the test of time that I may never have to let go of another just because I regret not making sure we are really actually on the same understanding about what is best for life.

I commit myself to never let go of any lesson I have learned unless I have brought it back to physical space time reality where I can find that which is worthy as this experience as the body, my body which I have abused so many times in the name of  desires and search for happiness.

I commit myself to stop my imaginary world and all the players which are just versions on my desires and to focus on living as the body, to focus to become aware as the body in every way equal and one that I may discover the vast universe that existed parallel with me but I never consider as also part of why I am here in a process to find self honesty and to rebirth myself as life.

I commit myself to explain and be the example of this solution as this reality to be part of what is real of this dimension of existence where I spend a predetermined time and to make this reality a place where all will have what is best for all to bring an end to the escape of the regret that visit us all from time to time as we let go of our failures just to repeat our failures. I will not let go of my failures till I have corrected what I have allowed in the name of my ego that Life may be here and ego no more.

I commit myself to be able to live so completely in every breath that I am able to die in any breath and in that moment I will be certain that no regret ever exist and I have lived as Life should live and I have given life as I have received life and in this I have created a world that is best for all life to which each life form will come to be born onto support and abundance and happiness to explore the multiple universe of the physical we have degenerated and degraded to only picture version of our delusions of imagination. I commit myself to get to know directly every part, every dimension that is here that I may see what life is really about in every way.

I commit myself to embrace the darkness as I know I am from the darkness of the womb and that the only light is that which is based on the physical laws and that any other light conjured up in the imagination generator as the mind, is but a way to deny what is here and a way to not take responsibility for life. This world is the evidence of the abuse of the light and it must stop as it will stop anyway at death. Why wait for the regret at death and the letting go that cannot return. I rebirth myself now and live breath by breath that which is best for all life until that is all that is here in this world as all relationships of our definition of ourselves and each other as the image and likeness of life.