Day 555: Self-Forgiveness & Change

Continuing from Day 554: The Power of Forgiveness:
'And that if you hear the nature of these gifts, it was astounding and it was very clear that forgiveness was proven to me to be one of the ultimate keys, and God recognized it and was speaking not directly to me, but was sending messengers with messages to me which shows that I have in fact in a small way proven the effectiveness and power of forgiveness. Now, each one of these gifts required me to actually apply the gift and test it out and become it, embrace it, become the living words of it so to speak. '

So now I had these gifts and I was having real effects with self-forgiveness. I mean everything I’ve tried up to then from meditation to prayer to; every single thing I tried never had a long lasting result. A result of me changing me. to the effect that I change an experience so effectively that I can clearly go with it and be satisfied that the change is real. And here. self-forgiveness did that.

All I had to be within the self-forgiveness to make it stick – I had to be self-honest, I had to make sure I don’t create a polarity through it and I actually change and stick to my own word, and make sure that the thoughts re-align and if any re-occur to always be indicators where I am not self-honest. So thoughts in essence must be corresponding, aligned exactly the same as what I am living in all situations or otherwise I would question my forgiveness and I would do it again.

And I even started with training course for a period of two years travelling doing self-forgiveness courses, but what was fascinating is people were more interested in me talking about and presenting the self-forgiveness than what they were interested in doing it themselves. So nobody was really interested in changing themselves. And the only ones that could, the only ones that were at the time to consider self-forgiveness were people that were of means.

So after two years it was quite clear that you’re not going to change the world through doing presentations and training courses, travelling around meeting people in person. You’ve got to take the personality out of it completely from the perspective of; you must have no contact with me, because I mean contact with me seems to be quite overwhelming as I developed over time a presence through self-forgiveness that was noticeable. And people regularly remarked of that.

So the best way was to find a way to do it differently, and I focussed then for a while on education – the young generations, because if we could do the young generations, we can secure the future of the world and bring about a better world. And whether it actually will have an effect in our own lives or only happen in the time of our children – that didn’t really matter to me because the point was the outcome had to be certain.

So I applied the points and all of these points are relevant to the eventual outcome and the eventual point of meeting Jesus, and the final transcendence, the final facing, the embracing of the demonic in the universe. So bare with me, because all the points lead to one astounding discovery - Something I didn’t expect and I’m sure nobody would’ve expected. Especially the way it happened, it couldn’t have been more unlikely for it to happen in such a way.

To be continued...

Day 98: Humanity is ONE BODY, ONE LIFE

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Humanity is One Body on Earth as One Consciousness as the World System Working TOGETHER IN FACT to Create Life on Earth, and that Every Human Being Plays a ROLE in this Either ACTIVELY or Through Allowance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that FEAR is the Excuse used by the Individual Human as the CELLS of the World Body as Life on Earth to Allow the SPREAD of Ignorance, Like Cancer – claiming to Be UNABLE to change the MIND of Life on Earth as this Ignorance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that FEAR is USED to NOT HEAR that We are in Fact ALL ONE as Life on Earth as the Body CALLED HUMANITY.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what we ALLOW in FEAR to Exist INSIDE EACH one of us as the CELLS of Humanity, will Manifest a Life on Earth Somewhere on the PLANET.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the World System that Manages Life on Earth is the Thoughts and Memories of the Individual Human that is Externalized as a MIRROR to Show how the Inner-Being is Creating the Outer Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the OBSESSION with Life Beyond the Physical is Based on the Denial of the Inner, Creating the Outer – as the Human DOES NOT want to Change the Inner Being and Bring an End to Fear, as Fear Protects the secret Desires of Each One From Being Seen for What it Really is as Consciousness. In this, the Belief is Created in the Inner Being that the Physical is an Illusion, while in Fact, that which is Created in the MIND as Thoughts and Memory is the Actual Illusion that is then MIRRORED as the World System of ABUSE, just as the Memories and Thought INSIDE is Secretly Abusing others for the Sake of Pretending that the Inner Self is Better that the Physical, as the Being in Thought can Create Images and Pictures that Look Better than What is Really Going on Here on Earth. This Process of Inner Self Photoshopping is then Deified as Divine Consciousness and the Real Physical Mirror as Life on Earth is Deliberately Denied.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Consciousness is the Conspiring of the Illusion that the Spirals of the Sacred Geometry Created in the Mind of ILLusion looks Pretty as Pictures, which is then Confused as the Real Self, just to Deny that Each One is IN FACT Causing ALL Suffering on Earth in Every Way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Create a World that is Best for ALL Life always is Just as Easy as Creating a World of Suffering as it NOW exists Here as Life on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the MIND NOT UNDERSTOOD is the CANCER of Suffering and Abuse of Life on Earth – and that Energy Feely Given by the Physical is MUTATED by the MIND into the Cancer as Consciousness that Presents a False Picture in the MIND as What Life is, while Real Life is the Physical World, Slowly being Destroyed by the Cancer of the False Inner Being that Each Human allows themselves to Exist as.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Parents Play the Pivotal Role of Determining the Way Life will unfold on Earth and that at this Stage every Child Born is ABUSED and trapped Into Self-Abuse as Consciousness, as Characters of Self-Interest that DO NOT Care at all about Life on Earth and Actually Care More about Fear as Love than Life as Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Nature of Oneness Exists as Humanity as a Whole, and that this is NOT Life at the Moment and will Require TOTAL Inner-Change till Life on Earth is What is Best for All - before Actual Integrity is Restored and the Reality of What MAN Should Have Been, will Emerge.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as Each Human changes to Life, they Become ONE CELL of the Body of Life that No Longer Sell themselves out to the Illusion and through this will be the Dedication to the Creation of this One Body In Every Way till the Cancer of the Illusion is NO More – and Because the Cancer of Self-Interest and Abuse is just an Illusion, it will simply End and Life will Remain. Thus, decide Who you are and Make Sure that Breath by Breath you Support the Body of Life to Be the ONE that will Determine Life on Earth as What is Best for All Life Forever. You are the ONE that Decides.

I commit myself to SHOW that Life on Earth is the Consciousness of Humanity as a Group that Should OPEN the Eyes of Each Individual that the Inner Being of Man is CORRUPTED in Every Way and that an Inner Self-Honest Investigation is Necessary to Lead to Actual Self-Change, Resulting in a World that is Best for All Life and Nothing Short of this Goal is Acceptable.

I commit myself to SHOW that FEAR is Used as an Excuse to Not Take Responsibility For Life on Earth in Self-Honesty.

I commit myself to SHOW that Consciousness is the Cancer that ALLOWS ABUSE to Exist on Earth as Consciousness is used as the False Image to NOT SEE What is ALLOWED as Life on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that Consumerism has Replaced the Individual as the Cells of the Body of Humanity to Become SELLING to Each Other as the Way of Profits and Support Instead of Supporting each other as Part of the Body of Life as One on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that Not Realizing the Fact of Equality as what is Best for all Life on Earth, is IN fact a Lack of Awareness, Misconstrued as the Fake Image called Consciousness.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Inner Humanity as Caring for Life DOES NOT Exist in the Human as Consciousness as Self-Interest is Accepted and Promoted as a Positive approach to Benefit, while the Real Way to Benefit all Life, is to GIVE as One would Like to Receive, which is Equality as what is Best for all Life, Always.

I commit myself to SHOW that ALL Conspiracy is ALWAYS Fear of Ignorance where the Value of What Life Really is Equally in Each One, is NOT Realized.

I commit myself to SHOW that What is Allowed and Accepted as Life on Earth, IS IN FACT an Inner Decision by Each Individual.

I commit myself to SHOW that Parents Determine What is Valued as life on Earth and that Unless Parents teach children to Value all Life Equally a world of Abuse will Continue.

I commit myself to SHOW that ONENESS as Consciousness is the Excuse used to Allow Abuse of Life on Earth and that this SHOWS Clearly the Actual Lack of Integrity of those Claiming that Consciousness is the Way of Life. This Must Be Realized and Stopped as the Cancer it IS.

I commit myself to SHOW that Consciousness is the Illusion as it Justifies Self-Interest and Allow Life to Suffer through Reason and Justification.

Day 91: I am the ONE that Decides

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that EVERYTHING that Happens to Me, happen by Design, as My Decision, as I am the ONE that Accepts and Allows Who I am in What Happens to Me as my Life and as Life on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have through Acceptance and Allowance Accumulated the Movement of Events on Earth within which I have Secured my Position as to My Own Self-Fulfilment to Lead my Happiness in a Way that will Make My Life Extraordinary and Because I have Made it Possible for Me, it must be Possible for Everyone and therefore Life on Earth is Perfect as I am Happy with My Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I as the ONE that Decides, always have the Opportunity in Every Breath to change My Decision from Serving Only My Self-Interest, to Serving Life as What is Best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Once I have Secured My Self-Interest, I am totally UNWILLING to Give up my Self-Interest No Matter to What Extent my Decision Causes Harm to Other Life-Forms.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Self-Honesty Means that I must Investigate My Self-Interest as to the Nature of me that I Refuse to Give Up and justify Based on My Inner-Experience Only, while the outer-Experience of Life on Earth for All is Not Equal to my Inner-Happiness, and as I Understand that the Inner Creates the Outer, and My Happiness does Not in Fact Become the World Experience, I Must be the ONE that Creates the Outer World – and that is hiding this Fact From myself – Otherwise, I would have Been Aware How I Create the World as It Exist Now as the Physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that What the World is NOW is the Totality of ALL decisions by ALL Participants and thus When All the Decision of ALL Participants are Aligned to What is Best for ALL, Life on Earth will Be what is Best for ALL. We are the ONES that Decide.

I commit myself to Remind Each ONE that ALL Decisions ALWAYS Lead to Results and this Physical World of Consequence, the Physical World as it Exist is the Consequential Result of All Decisions as ONE, the Real ONENESS that Actually Exists.

I commit myself to SHOW that Self-Interest is a Belief Decided by Each ONE to Be the Personal Religion that Must Result in the Happiness of the Individual Only, that Results in a World Where Suffering Abounds, but are Denied – as the Belief exists that if the Self-Interest is GIVEN UP, Happiness Cannot Exist, Making of Happiness a Justification to Allow Evil to Exist on Earth as the Human Being.

I commit myself to show that Each One is FREE to Decide to Create a World Free of Fear and Suffering, yet Do Not use this Freedom and Instead Enslave Each other to a Most Bizarre thing: Personal Beliefs as the Religion of Self.

I commit myself to SHOW that We as Humans Hold the Key to the Creation of Lasting Peace on Earth When We Realize that We Are in Fact the Creators of Life on Earth. We are In Fact the ONES that Decide.

Day 81: The Only Real Character

This post is part of the Stepping out of Character Series:

Day 78: Stepping out of Character  

Day 79: Stepping out of Character with LOVED ONES

Day 80: Creating a Character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Only Real Character in the Real Space/Time Matter Dimension is the Flesh as Self, Breathing Here – as the actual Point that Defines My Participation in this World as this Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Each One in this Physical Dimension of Space and Time is Equal as the Air Each Breathes, and that the Real-Time of this Flesh Character is Measured Breath by Breath as Who We Are and What We Do and Live, as this Breath, as that Defines the Real Nature of the Self as Flesh.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I exist in a World as Real if I cannot get out of it Unless I Die - indicating that Where I am is Where I must Live, and Prove that I grasp this By Creating Where I am, as the World we all Share, as What is Best for all Life - as that will Prove that I truly Care about the Life I Share.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Flesh is the Self that is Equal as Character in the World of Matter – and that it Matters Who I am as Flesh in My Relationship with All Matter – and that I must Honor Matter in All Forms as My Equal Here, and Create Relationships that Bring All form in the World of Matter to fulfillment that all in Matter May Have a Life of Worth, Equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I Create a Character as Myself in a Non-Matter Dimension within the Mind, I am Not Here as the Reality as Flesh and Matter, and will No Longer Be Able to Realize the Value of Self as Matter, as I tend to Glorify the Characters I Create in Non-Matter where I am the Only God and can Make my Characters Seem Superior to Characters of Matter – causing Major Abuse in the World of Matter when I Give Power to the Illusory Characters in My Mind to Feed them with Energy, Regardless to the Harm it Causes in the World of Matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Individual Equality as a Basic Right to Life is Only achievable if we as One Take Care of all Characters made of Matter to Make Sure that Each Character has a Life that is Best, Leading to a World of Matter where the Life in Matter is Always Best for all forms in Matter – Proving that we are Worthy of Life and can be Trusted with Life as We Show we Understand that the Only Real World is the World where there is a Consequence that we cannot Escape unless we harm another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those in the Flesh that seem to have the GOOD Life, are only able to Have the Good Life by harming others and Causing them to Have a Bad Life - as in a World of Matter, Resources are Limited, although Plenty, and Must be Shared Equally in ways that are Best to Ensure that all Forms in Matter have a Good Life. Yet, through getting Lost in Illusory Self-Created Characters, imposing the Illusion on the Reality of Matter, we have allowed Hell to Be Created on Earth as Poverty, Starvation, War, Disease, Mental Disorder, Fear, Anxiety and Every Experience that Causes Harm to others – Not Caring at all as Long as our Personal Lives are Happy, justifying the Abuse through Illusory Philosophies and Beliefs in in Invisible Characters that Apparently give us the Right to Abuse Life in Matter, because Apparently Matter is an Illusion, while Matter is the Place of Consequence and where Consequence exists – ILLUSIONS DO NOT EXIST.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I SELL Reality for the Illusion of My Mind, the Consequence is that when I DIE, I only will Be and Illusion as Consequence and this Consequence will Be By MY VOLITION only, as I had all the Evidence that Matter is Real through the Fact of Consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Fact that I must Breathe to Stay Alive, shows that Matter is the Real Reality and that the Flesh is the Real Self, but if I Live in My Mind where I create Fake Selves as Characters, My Real Self as Flesh will Become a Zombie Organic Robot and the I that I became as Illusion, as Energy, will be Subject to the Flesh for Energy to Exist and will end when the Flesh Dies. It is thus Paramount to Wake the Real Self as the Flesh Up and Become Aware as the Real Self so that the Real World can be Recreated as What is Best for the Reality of Matter – if I want to Matter to the Universe and Life for Real.

I commit myself to show that the Only real Self is the Flesh that Breathes and Makes the Experience in Matter possible, and that the Flesh is the Real Man that is Meant with = “Man Know Thyself”

I commit myself to show that through the Desteni Portal we Investigate the Result of Each Death to Confirm what happens to the Fake Character of the Mind and we Publish Life Reviews to Assist with Self-Realization as the Real Self – and that we Found that Each One that Dies as the Mind, END – and only the Character as Flesh as What is Best for all Life continues after Death, Equally.

I commit myself to show that all that is Necessary is to Live Breath by Breath in Ways that will change the World to what is Best for all Life in the Flesh, stopping all Illusory Characters of the Mind, Physically – and Practically Supporting that which will Bring a World Best for all Life in Measurable Physical Ways, so that I May stand as the Evidence of My Life that I have Left NO STONE UNTURNED or tried to Serve Both Illusion and Matter, as I was Scared that I would suffer in Some Way if I Do Not Support My Illusion as well. This must be done in the Context of the Form and System that Now Exist on earth till I, with others like me that Realize this, change the System to What is Best for Life in Matter.

I commit myself to ask all that Understand that the Real World Works according to the Sequential Time Currently Enslaved to Money, to make sure you Support Effectively with Money the Solution till it is the New Reality Installed. Do so in Understanding that One May Show Understanding Practically or the Illusion will Continue as Money in its Current Form will Overpower Common Sense purely through the Fake fears of the Fake Characters that try and Protect its Existence with Money. Support the Equal Money System and EQAFE to Make Sure the Solution is Sufficiently Funded that the Re-education of the Living Flesh that takes more than 7 Years per person, can be facilitated and Funded.

I commit myself to show that the Consequence of Being Lost as Characters in the Mind is that the Flesh Over Time got Infected by the Patterns of the Illusion that will have to Be Removed From the Flesh over Time through a Physical Support System as the Fake Self Cannot Realize Self as Life as the Flesh. Thus, as the Only Real Point of the Flesh Here IS Breath, Breath by Breath the Self as Flesh must Identify the Illusion that Enslaved itself and Remove them One by One per Character Memory until the Flesh is Here as Life to Reconstitute the Flesh to be the Point of Life that Participates in this World of Matter, Creating that which is Best for all Life in Matter: Always. Time as Space Ensures that there is No Short Cut and that what was Imposed on the Flesh over Time, must be removed Over time to Set the Enslaved Flesh Free, so that Man can Move From Illusion as Slave to Reality as Life. Anyone Claiming a shortcut is just another Lying Fake Character of the Mind that is Unwilling to Set Life FREE. This will take Many Years to achieve and Writing Self-Forgiveness, Self-Honestly Breath by Breath is the Only Way that One will be able to Birth Life from the Physical. This is so as Only One Process that is the Same for Everyone will Confirm Equality and Ensure Equality as What is Best for all Life. The Illusory Characters will Deny this, as they have Created a Fake Reality for themselves where they BELIEVE they are More than Reality, yet Self-Honesty within Consequence Proves the Lie of the Fake Character that Seeks Self-Interest.

DO NOT Postpone as You DO NOT HOLD Your Life as Flesh in your Hands and at Any Time it May Be your Last Breath. This is as it should be, to Make Sure Only Life will be Born from the Physical, as an Illusion will Never Be Life. Use this Opportunity of a Character of Flesh to Create Self as Life One and Equal as Flesh as Matter.

Day 70: Backchat

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Inner-Dimension of the Accepted and Allowed Self Functions like a MIRROR that can be Viewed by Self as a Measurement of Self-Honesty and Integrity - and if Dishonest and without Integrity, will be Focussed on Self-Interest, and when Self-Honest with Life, Integrity will Reflect in ALL ways what is Best for all Life ALWAYS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that thoughts are the Memory Relationship Experiences Over Time, Programmed into the Mirror as the Physical Body that Reflects what has been Accepted and Allowed as Self that Participates in this World, which will show in the World System and the Place the Self Occupies in the World System.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Backchat exists as Thoughts, Feelings, Emotions, Memory, Justification, Behaviour, Desires, Fears, Likes, Dislikes, Love and Time – as ALL the Dimensions of the Self as Personal Consciousness that Accept the World Consciousness as it Exists Today.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Backchat acts as the Protector of Personal Self-Interest and is always Developing Relationships to Allow the Personal Consciousness to Serve as a Unique Entity that is Valued according to Backchat, and the Feedback Received from other Human’s Backchat, and the Backchat of the World System that will Reflect the Position of the Ego in the World System used as Validation that this is Real, WITHOUT having a clue how this Inner-Self that is So Highly Trusted, is Actually Created.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the World as it Exists is the Product of the Inner-Feedback as Backchat that Only Serves the Ego in the Contest of Winning and Conquering Perceived World Values for the Purpose of Validating the Self as Interest as a Value of Happiness, Disregarding Life unless the Human is in Immediate Danger, Forcing Change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Backchat can Only be assessed through writing, or Visible Behaviour, or Word Context by an External Support - and can be Hidden within Fake Presentations by the Ego as Private and Personal, which will also be Revealed within the Context that the Person Stands, in Personal and World Relationships – showing whether within the Participation each is Protecting Ownership and Belief, or Lead to What is Best for all Life in all Ways. In this, the SKILL of Self-Honesty must be developed to find How this ABOMINATION as Inner-Self Ego was Created that has Caused a World that DOES NOT HONOR LIFE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the actual Thoughts of Another Cannot Be Seen as it is the Process of Self-Honesty that Gives the Person the Opportunity to Rebirth as Life here in the Physical and it Remains the Personal Responsibility of Each One that will Determine the Consequence after Death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Pain Plays a Role in Supporting Self and Others in Determining where the Ego Abuses the Physical by Creating Ways of Existence that are NOT Best for All Life, and that Pain will only emerge after Extensive Self-Honest, Self-Forgiveness and Committed Correction - and will take Several Year of Investigation to Establish a Clear Self-Honest, Self-Support to Eventually Lead to the Actual Rebirth as Life, as the Physical, as the Living Word, as What is Best for All Life: Always.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Study of Inner-Self Should be in the Context of the Physical World that will Create a Human as Self that is Best for All Life Always with NO Personal Self-Interest ever featuring, Never Mind Being as the Cause of Decisions as Who the Person is IN THIS WORLD.

I commit myself to show that the Inner-Self that has become a Consumer Product in Especially Spirituality, is the Evil that Misrepresents Spirit as Life on Earth – causing the Physical as Real Life to Be Subjected to a Life of Horror if Basic Support Like Money is Not Available.

I commit myself to show that thought is ALWAYS about Self-Interest and NEVER about what is Best for Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that the Programming of the Inner-Self as Conscious Awareness is NOT Understood and therefore Allowed to be an Entity that can Roam the Earth Unchecked, Causing Endless Harm to Life.

I commit myself to show that Anyone Reacting to the Message of Desteni is Under the Influence of the Inner-Entity as Self-Consciousness that will do Anything to Protect itself from being Held Accountable.

I commit myself to show those WILLING to Accept the Challenge, to Become Self-Honest to Eventually Birth the Real Self as Life form the Physical, how the Inner-Entity is Programmed and Can be Removed.

I commit myself to show that the World System is the Reflection of the Inner-Self Consciousness of the Entity, and as the World is Not a Place for Life, so is the Entity as Self-Ego, Not Life.

I commit myself to show that Self-Honesty is Never a Game of Superiority or Knowledge and Must be Cross-Referenced in Both the Bodies of the Ego-Entity and the Buddy-Support through Direct Demonstration without Question, or any Possibility of Manipulation.

I commit myself to show that writing is a Tool of Self-Discipline that will Greatly assist in the Removal of the Entity and that this Process will take a Minimum of 7 years of Daily Self-Honest, Self-Forgiveness with Committed Directive Action that Must Lead IN ALL WAYS to a World that is Best for all Life Eternally.

I commit myself to show that if the External Life is Not Created as what is Best for all Life on Earth, Even in Limitation, No Eternal Life will Exist after Death.