Day 572: The Road ahead

(July 2007)

We are in a curious position--Imagine we have the knowledge of what is best, but not the knowhow--even interdimensionally--we have traced all of existence all of time, past - present - future--Imagine--through the portal there is no restriction--being able to communicate with anything--any form--sometimes blow the lid off any perception or idea of why we are here or who we are.

So, Perceptually we are infinite--not really--only our essence--the same as a rock--is infinite--our consciousness and self-awareness is not infinite and actually quite finite.. In exploring this point, yes we are all here and everywhere is here--the Joel Goldsmith - Infinite way--very cool in actual living and application of self--but I found Joel just as stuck and lost as anyone else--none of anything we have thus far applied, is indicating any answer that will assist us--I must say, sometimes I drive the dimensions up the wall with questions of all sorts--

At the moment, what is certain is that the way must be prepared for the children to create life as an experience that will support all life as equal and one--we have throughout the Universe a lack in experience of the practical how-to of equality and oneness and any stable model can only be tested in physical form in 3d--not many candidates available to really test this out and although the structural resonances as sound is supporting, we are in for a journey.

One of the fascinating problems yet to be resolved, is that not any being even currently is at death able to remain here and recall all their life as experience integrated as self--most is just knowledge and knowledge is forgotten and is perceptually judgmental as it is subject to a point of view in consciousness--we are researching this and the beings at crossover that is most effective, is children--now imagine that beings like Jack has been at this process for thousands of years--there is more like him, but not many--due to the nature of what we allowed, we placed our understanding of the solution into a process that reveals in every moment once we understand--so sometimes, we get stuck or some-one else must reveal.

At the moment I am kind of sharing my process of questioning and equating as direction is once again uncertain--what is certain is who we will become and what we know we are intellectually and knowledge wise--yet we are not what we really are as fact here and that is apparent in our expressive abilities not being absolute--there is no denying that we are no more than what we express in relationship and understanding with all that is as a real here experience--Practically it may be equated to our sphere of influence and this is a touchy issue--we are no more than our sphere of directive influence at any given moment--

So, say we direct the universe as self as all as one and speak ourselves as the living word as manifested and it is done visibly here, then that is who we are--Fascinating within this is that it is impossible to harm anything as all form currently is consciousness and thus not real and thus the true being/essence cannot be harmed--this makes for some interesting experiences ahead--will we realize the nature of consciousness and how we have painted pretty pictures and will we be willing to do what must be done to stop consciousness for all as one as self no matter what or will we hide behind the idea of choice as if consciousness will ever choose to annihilate itself--will we realize that all that has ever been has been consciousness--thus the way forward is beyond any knowledge or perception we have or can conceive--

Sometimes in the last 2 years the experience was disheartening--once I found a woman in one of the dimensions we were cleaning--she was very old--meaning, she has gone for a long time and applied herself--she said to me that there is no answer--she has tried everything--we are infinitely stuck in this cycles of forgetfull ness always getting to the same point. She had no name, she lost all of everything, but she still existed--she was still here--she could not not exist--she refused to participate in finding a way out of our dilemma as life stuck in our perception and mind in form--we discussed this at length--the portal is set up that we must find a way or the being is stuck--so for a while I was stuck having to communicate with this being--she could not leave the portal

Now in the portal is quantum time, quantum knowledge, quantum experience--anything you can conceive--and we were stuck--not the first time, but this time, this lady has really tried everything known throughout eternity, and we had no answer--we moved beyond that point on one point--we realized that we have to trust each other in that we have a common goal and that we understand our common problem and so we moved on.

Our common goal is freedom within equality and oneness--thus coexistence that support each other as we are always here--our common problem is that throughout billions of years we have been unable to find the solution--what We have come to realize is that the answer is in 3d--not dimensions--we must be able to bring forth equality and oneness as a practical living model where all at the same time agree and live as equal and one to in any way get out of our rut--that is easier said than done and that is where we are in searching for a reason for all to listen and understand that we are stuck--infinitely

That death is not a way to some higher life--we stuck in the dimensions as well--in fact infinitely so--not the coolest place to be and many refused to believe it possible--the fact of it is in the way we exist on earth--as in heaven so on earth--now heaven is in place, though still in process as there is beings dying every day and as heaven is understanding oneness and equality, that must be born on earth--though as life from the physical--that means--heaven currently are only able to assist with words, insights, grace etc--the human will have to face this which is heaven as we all come from the dimensions--we are thus only at the beginning of a journey--we must find practical ways to support this for all--most won't make it--children younger than 5 with effective support will--Veno's structural resonance story will help

Fascinating--currently working on biodiversifying the Dna strings to play different sounds to assist with hollographic changes--this is done through creating viruses as self and then assisting with the virus as self in slowly bringing selfrealization--this is another interesting story--who are we, what are we, what are we capable of--what is speakable and what is unspeakable

We focus on developing independant abilities to assist in independant crossreference--Once a being are able to directly communicate with the dimensions, they cannot return to old ways--this is scary, as you truely lose all you have ever conceived--few are able to make this choice

Understand that all spiritual experience up to now was a controlled dimensional insert--the annunaki was really good at controlling all existence--virtually nothing can be trusted when perceived through the mind--to give the mind a reality experience is easy, but enslaving and will hollographically manifest as "real"--so--we are in for a journey

Much to discuss and writing all of it will take volumes--we are at it and it will take years--we are currently equal to the world we have allowed, even if we cut ourselves from it to have a perceptual experience of peace--we are no more than the worst we allow--that is our starting point

Our greatness is the same point--our worst as manifested on earth--that was the way we found heaven--exactly the same as earth--with their own marketing and public relations division called angels, ascended masters, gods, goddesses, feel good messages, plugged into the soulconstruct and the emotional generators of humanity--like a form of politics, sucking essence from each to have power in one point--fascinating that is so, power will be always in one point till it is given up as equal as one--some find that difficult to give up perceptual power.

enjoy

Day 565: Walking through Multi-Dimensional Mind Reality

Continuing from: Day 564: Real Death Experience
In Heaven you have to present what Heaven wants you to present – Self-Honesty is irrelevant. So Demons in essence were the real Self-Honest existence of a being where they have, where they were no longer denying their experience on Earth. They were absolutely pissed off with God and have in many cases taken an oath to harm anything that is related to God and to destroy God’s creation. I mean, imagine, I have this Demon in a body here on Earth and it’s telling me that it’s here to destroy God and it will destroy God and explain how it’s harmed from children to adults to innocents, how they have harmed them throughout the ages – to get back at God, for what God did to them.

So you listen, if you have any judgment about those, there is no way you can get to work with a Demon because the Demon will get you and then eventually possess you. So if you have any fear, if you have any judgment, if there is any point of right or wrong – you have to really stand in every dimension of their existence and there are infinite dimensions. There may not be one hidden point within you, not one judgment about another person within you, one nasty thought about another within you. Nothing!

If there is any point that in any way exist whatsoever – the Demon will get you.

So, chat to the Demons and then lead them, assist them to see how they’ve created themselves. Then show them the futility of the exercise of judgment, the futility of walking through these points where you have vengeful or hateful or nasty or contentious thoughts, where you judge others for your experience, where you hate God – show them all the points of the outcome of it. Because everything is relationships and mathematical bound, one can show infinite amount of play outs in quantum time – all in real quantum mechanics, proficiency, that show one the actuality of the outflow all possible interaction that can take place, all participants that can possibly take place. You can take everything within the context of space/time and the particular containment of the being. Everything is contained because it’s related. Because it’s related you can insert any new relationship and show the outflows of it. And obviously dealing in Quantum time, that is now in the realm beyond this one, it is really easy to show how all of these things work. And one can take a being through all of that, which is what we then did. Until the point where all possible excuses, answers, reasons, meanings was taken care of and the being would stop and say, ‘Okay, I see. I see there is no point to me being angry, it is time that I let go and forgive and let’s start again’.

The whole point was that I was showing everyone is that, if we all as one, together, stop what we are creating – we can create a New World. And all we have to do is stop our insistence on an outflow of revenge or consequence to justify our suffering. So if we forgive and we forgive ourselves for desiring revenge or desiring to have payback – of we stop all of that, all as one as equal, we in fact stop all of our creation, and we can in fact start again.

Obviously at that stage with the Demons being in a quantum reality it was much easier than it is here on Earth, where you have each Human contained in their own multi-dimensional mind reality where they are in infinite loops of self justification and revenge and desire and energy and want and need. Imagine the whole human experience is equal to the experience of a universe in function within the context of energetic polarity.

So what will happen then is that the Demon, me and the Demon together, will start to do Forgiveness aloud. The principle was that one must speak Forgiveness aloud because within that context you can hear where your relationship with the Forgiveness is not clear. That means when you are speaking the words and the construct of the sentences, then you can hear where it is not in fact specific enough and actually dealing with the issue and sorting the issue out – taking it into a directive point where you can clearly say, ‘I Am Free of this Possession’. So, the Forgiveness had to be extremely specific which we then did until the point where the being was completely released from their self-induced possession and they were reborn, right there, new being. And then we had fantastic discussions and then they would leave and the next Demon would come. So, every time possible, we would take on Demons to help as many as possible with the understanding that inevitably we will find a way to do it quicker - just like inevitably we will find a way to do things quicker on Earth. We’re busy with that here, it’s a different construct. It’s a different set of relationships, it’s a different mathematical outplay. But for any existence to be, there are relationships. And therefore the context of the relationship you can actually accelerate it. Which is what we’re doing with the inversion of all energetic relationships into Self-Possession – Demonising the Self completely, by Self so that you can see what it is you are doing to yourself. And isolation of each being on Earth into absolute aloneness, loneliness, absolute control, where nobody else can know for a fact everything that is going on in your Mind. Yet, everyone can know it if they are everything and therefore you can stand one and equal here, if you truly are one and equal or you can’t. Because you are not yet in all dimensions of this reality. Because in the mind is a clone of all dimensions. And all is at a different timeframe within the context of these dimensions, moving through it and where you can either be clearly directive principle of your possession or you are subject to the forces of energy that take over and manipulate you into a physical regrettable experience which is not recommended.

So – real fun with the Demons we had and we will continue with more stories of the variations of Demons we got and how we played with it, what we learnt.

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Day 564: Real Death Experience

Continuing from Day 563: Living Pictures & The Devolution of Man.

So when we had the first session, we let a group of Demons come through.
I let the Demons enter three bodies, see what happens. Obviously with three bodies possessed at the same time, if you look at that research group ‘Scientific’-something – they have some videos where the person rolls around on the floor and possessed. So I had three bodies rolling around on the floor with the Demons in it.

First thing obviously is to just stop and talk to them. Secondly you have to be pretty sure that no harm will come to anyone because in essence you are setting the dynamics, the parameters within the context of their possession and we always place that no harm may come as we are purely in a discussion, we’re not going to play around with these things. Because in the reality that we have now, the parameter exists, the Demon possessions that’s gonna happen in the physical is of a physical nature, you are not just going to stop them. So a person gets possessed and wants to kill his ex-lover, he’s gonna kill his ex-lover. And you’re not going to just stop them. They’re not going to listen to you and in terms of ‘please forgive yourself’, I mean that’s not how it’s going to work. You can try it but you’ll probably end up with a bullet as well. I can tell you now, Self-Forgiveness do not stop a bullet. So I suggest you don’t. Rather get to the point, get to the change before the situation is out of control. Because once the situation is out of control, there is a consequence. And the consequence is that which must be paid. It is karmic in nature.

And for everyone to finish their process and for those to birth life, to birth themselves as life from the physical – the payment need to be made, in time. If it’s not made in time there is a deadline.
And if you get to the deadline and you haven’t got yourself out of the hook line and sinker of your Demons – then you’re dead. I mean, that’s the point of a deadline isn’t it?
So then we speak to the Demons one by one, establish first of all their story. I mean, if you want to help somebody listen to their story. They’re possessed.


Now most people don’t want to tell you their story. They have an ego presentation about what they know. That’s not what you’re interested in. You’re interested in their real story, what really happened to them. And it takes quite a story to get that out of people. In Mind Constructs we go into detail, to eventually getting to a person’s real story. Because the story they tend to tell, is one of knowledge and wisdom and how enlightened and wonderful they are and how much they know – nothing real. They don’t want to tell you the real story. The real story is not nice, the real story does not have any glamour or fame. It is in most cases rather something not to share. Therefore in the Desteni I Process, these kind of things are kept under – are kept ‘inside the program’ unless a person decides to actually share it themselves.
So I listen do the Demons’ story. What is fascinating, obviously at that stage within ‘Who I Am’ I could also see the story before it was told. So if the Demon lied to me I can show the Demon where it is lying. And so I would contain the Demon to ’Who They Are’, their Self-Truth.


What were the Demons? That was fascinating – they were human beings that died in anger, rage, jealousy or trauma, hate, revenge, vengefulness – you know, many, many, many different ways. Extreme fear that people died on Earth and their transition was contaminating the energy they were transferring to Heaven, they were not allowed into Heaven, they were thrown into the Demon Dimension because their energy wasn’t good enough, ‘pure’ enough. They were not dying with their last breath in God’s name on their lips or love or shit like that. They were dying in Self-Honesty and how they really felt. That is not acceptable in Heaven. In Heaven you have to present what Heaven wants you to present – Self-Honesty is irrelevant. So Demons in essence were the real Self-Honest existence of a being where they have, where they were no longer denying their experience on Earth. They were absolutely pissed off with God and have in many cases taken an oath to harm anything that is related to God and to destroy God’s creation. I mean, imagine, I have this Demon in a body here on Earth and it’s telling me that it’s here to destroy God and it will destroy God and explain how it’s harmed from children to adults to innocents, how they have harmed them throughout the ages – to get back at God, for what God did to them.

To be continued...

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Day 563: Living Pictures & The Devolution of Man

Continuing from Day 562: Orchestrating Demon Possessions
“The more they obviously resist the point, and embrace love, the worse the fall. Because that’s how it works. If you study basic physics: you’re in a Universe that’s physics and physical, there are laws and you are messing with the laws, pretending that you know better when in fact your very actions, your very directive force is indicative of ‘who you are’ within all of this”

So really, to make a person being possessed was such a simple point, because they were being possessed by my permission so to speak, and by their permission. And within the context of that I would then discuss with the Demon and move the Demon from that person to me. And during that process assist them within embracing Self-Forgiveness and indicating – and understand, I understood quantum time, quantum mechanics and all the multi universes, completely, in a physical way. Therefore I could show the Demon multi-dimensional outcomes and solutions – utilising the Equality Equation to the point where all their excuses were dealt with. So that they had a realisation.

To keep on hating or loving is not the answer. The answer is to become Self-Honest and forgive yourself for what you have allowed and what you have become due to desires, wants, needs, hopes –all due to separation and projections. You’re abusing your actual ‘Oneness’ and therefore you became this energy and lost your ‘source’ so to speak, which was the physical. And the physical obviously being not what you see with your eyes, or what you touch with your hands or work with your senses. That is just part of it and some of it is not necessarily the physical, they are a deceptive manifestation manufactured through the mind.

So, it was fascinating and there was obviously a fascination. I had also Cerise there and she had a peculiar Demon Entity that came through and that we communicated with and that also participated through the Portal later on. Her name was Felicity. And her nature of creation – that means – what she embraced as her Demonic Self was a form of sexuality, like a nymphomaniac – deriving absolute pleasure from the Erotica. So fascinating point, taking her through the Self-Forgiveness’s and the releases. And very stable, a Demon would become once they have gone through it.

At this stage we haven’t done it often, we only did a few sessions, it was the beginning stages. And we also worked extensively on understanding the mind and the relationships in the mind at that stage we started with that. Which was researching, testing what eventually would become the Desteni I Process – realising, that obviously we have to really understand the dimensions of all of this and how for instance the Demonic manifest. Because the Demonic, was quite clear, would manifest on Earth once we got to the point of releasing the Heavenly Demons, that means those in the Dimensions. And we’ll explain that later in terms of how that actually occurred and why and what was the dynamic at work within the context of the Demons that is now already running amok on Earth and that will do so for some years to come – forcing, virtually, Humanity to its knees. It is fascinating Dark Times ahead for all. There are tools within which you can assist yourself as some has already experienced. The possession is extensive and not so easy to deal with and even with your tools you have to breathe effectively through the point and yet it will reoccur. Because every dimension of the Self-Lie will be challenged, every Dimension of the Desire. So if you stop one Dimension there is still an infinite amount of Dimensions that scales of it in a way. It’s like it feeds off it, it moves off it – like a refraction, like a fractional creative process that follows the Fibonacci Spiral, it’s like an infinite point but it’s always the same. So it really challenge ones resolve because eventually you just want to give up because it seems like you cannot get past this, it’s never ending.

It’s important to go through things like that because at the end of the day it is the Design of this Reality – it’s never-ending. And you are trapped in a never-ending spiral of Systems which you call ‘Life’ – but it isn’t. It is just always the same. The only thing that changes is the picture. The whole process of evolution that one is stuck in, have a look: it’s the evolution of the picture, it’s not the evolution of Life in fact. In fact the Human is devolving while all the other beings here on Earth, they’re evolving. The essence being that the picture has become the totality and the only reality which the Human values. And that all feelings virtually are like packaged behind the picture. So the picture even hides the truth about it. Now imagine that those feelings, those energies, those emotions – they are the demonic forces that’s now going to take over the running of the picture, the picture that you believe is you. So in the context of authority, you being just a picture have already given all your authority to the energy, the emotions and the feelings. Therefore, for that to take over your life, does not require any consideration from you or commitment or authority or approval. You have already allowed it, you’ve already created that. You have to face it, there is no way out from it. It is why this world is in the mess that it is – it’s because the Human as such is not a living being, it’s a living picture. And that living picture has abdicated or has become the totality that is you. And all you’re busy doing is grooming that picture, looking for energy. And then storing that energy that you’re trying to create as if that is God, and then now it will become it. But it’s a Demon! Because it is a polarity manifestation – good or bad – doesn’t matter. And then it takes over.

And then the events in your life will be things that you will regret and that you can never repair. So you have a reminder of the dishonesty that you participated in.

So, it is necessary and it cannot be stopped. You are not in a position that can make any difference to that experience. You can though learn how to get out if. Because unless you know how to get out of it, or you have a realisation that get you out of it eventually – you’re gonna go through hell itself.
So from that perspective I suggest that one consider the Desteni I Process and where one can develop a relationship of support that spans a Global Network through which one can then be supported as best as possible. At the end of the day though remember, you remain the one responsible for your life. You remain the one that must become Self-Honest, even in your room when you are alone.

Because it is in your room when you are alone and your mind gossips and judge and speaks and build up images and energies – that is when you are creating your greatest nightmare. May you realise that and stop it before it becomes your life.

Day 561: The Ultimate Challenge of All Religion

Continuing from Day 560: Earthing Self

So that by the time I got to the first major attack on myself and my family by Demons, it was after the whole graffiti thing on the wall where they were writing on the walls that they will ‘Kill you and your son’. We had already at that stage established an effective way to deal with it from the perspective of seeing and working with it, so my children could already see it, Cerise specifically. And she was ready, had no fear of any of these Manifestations and were able to speak to all things, whatever form it is. So very effectively she could deal with it. And therefore with her assistance, in the beginning, in terms of bringing them together when we were attacked by over 300 Demons, some of the big boys of the Universe came to the house because I was busy making an impact on the ‘Legions of Demons’, in assisting them. And they would not stand for it.
So they came to me and my house to try and scare me away. There wasn’t really much they could do, they needed my fear, my participation in fear and ignorance to be able to actually control or have a response that they can actually work with to be able to get anywhere.

I instructed Cerise what to do, bring the demons together. She knew how to work with it already. She’d bring the demons and we will put them through my heart, that means I’m in a state, in a calm state of processing, earthing all the energy that the Demon has been utilising and creating its Demon Self. I was busy earthing that back to the Earth and in that way when you earth that energy, the being is released from the control of the energy and also is assisted in realising how they have created their energetic state that made them de-manned – less than a man – making them an energetic being, which is a lesser being where they lose contact with the Physical Universe, which is the actual creative force. They are taken through the point of Realisation and then they are assisted to go to an appropriate space from which they will be guided further, which we will discuss in for instance the books that was presented or transcribed by Hitler through the Portal, explaining how this worked.
Obviously, Hitler being the ultimate Demon, according to Man – and in fact he was the ultimate Demon in the Hereafter, in the Demon Dimension. So question being – would Hitler be able to be Forgiven or Self-Forgiven? Can Hitler be Forgiven? The ultimate challenge of all Religion and all Beliefs and all Faiths.


Is the Forgiveness of God real?


What is Forgiveness really?

So, Cerise then brought these Demons here, most of them went quite quickly the last six-seven of them where rather ‘tough’ ones, they’d been Demons for a very long time. But they all then realised themselves and the whole story after that changed. They never made another attempt like that on me and my family because, they had no way to deal with what it was, they didn’t understand what was happening, but something was happening to their comrades when they try and harm me and my family. We’ll continue this.

Day 556: Are Demons the Key to Reality?

Continuing from: Day 555: Self-Forgiveness & Change:
”So I applied the points and all of these points are relevant to the eventual outcome and the eventual point of meeting Jesus, and the final transcendence, the final facing, the embracing of the demonic in the universe. So bear with me, because all the points lead to one astounding discovery - Something I didn’t expect and I’m sure nobody would’ve expected. Especially the way it happened, it couldn’t have been more unlikely for it to happen in such a way."

That was the fascinating thing about what was happening is that, you could not have thought it up. It was happening due to changes, due to actual universal application of oneself, due to the actual transformation would bring about this change because the transformation must have an effect not only on the mental, the metaphysical or in the hereafter – it must have an effect on the physical world here. While there was all this idea that the physical world was the illusion, but that was certainly being challenged more and more as I was doing the self-forgiveness, because what was revealing was pain. Pain was amazing because pain was a measurement, and if I didn’t do my forgiveness effectively the pain would remain. So pain will come at the point when somebody speaks, I react and there’s a pain. Until I have the actual structural re-alignment design of the forgiveness in place, it wouldn’t change. So I was developing a very clear way of directing myself and having a feedback with the physical body.

That would become extremely important eventually in dealing with the demons and finding out when they were deceiving and how they were deceiving and exactly what was the nature of the deception. Because within the universe, which is a reflection of the human body (which is what we found and I will explain that in detail as we go along in the various presentations to come) it was fascinating that one could possibly align all the possible matrixes in the universe within a human physical body even within one cell, and then you can establish the alignment, the relationship that is existent that created it, its origin, and its end, its cycle, its circle, the circle of life – which was always a system and it always had a beginning and an end and it could start at any point.

I mean a circle’s beginning and end is always the same point and it could be any point within the circumference of the circle. So it was fascinating that that played such a fascinating roll in these alignments, therefore your forces in the universe were finite although they were infinite in different ways that they could come about because there were just so many, there was still an end to it. The universe thus had a beginning and an end and therefore it was discernable. Therefore everything was measurable. Therefore one could actually assess everything once you could align and realize the great simplicity that in the small is the big and that in the big is the small, and that it is always a reflection of each other and therefore you could actually establish the actual reality repeatedly. And that was the key through the years that I practiced the gifts and the application of self-forgiveness and the alignment of my physical body to a stage where I could trust every single point no matter what. It took years of practice assessing, placing – I used during that time kinesiology over a period of twelve years utilizing a facilitator, testing out, and obviously the facilitator didn’t know about the other tests I was doing and didn’t know about the physical test and didn’t know how I was doing it, and didn’t know about the visual tests I was using to create cross-referencing alignment systems to test out what is happening and where is it going and how do one take care of it. Within the so called limited illusion that was this reality which was more and more showing itself to not be the illusion, because it was in fact a representation of reality. And what was starting to become clear is that maybe heaven, maybe that which we can’t see, that was maybe the actual illusion.

But let’s see where this takes us. Could it be that the demons held the key to reality in all ways, because the question was ‘what were demons and where were they coming from?’ ‘Why did they exist?’ ‘What was the origin of the demon?’ And it was only once I had really aligned myself and I was satisfied that I was starting to get to a point that I could make a real impact in the world then I start to consider that I am getting ready to take on the demons. And now the question arose ‘Why? Why the demons?’

Look the answer was simple to me because I had an emphatic and absolute trust in God and at that stage was certain that whatever was happening in my life and what I was understanding about self-forgiveness and the physical body and what I was shown was simply a test by God – seeing how the mind cross-referenced, that means that, what I found with the physical alignments once I disengaged the mind was that the left side of the body correspond with the left side of the brain and the right side of the body with the right side of the brain in fact but your mind interpretation system was cross-wired and therefore everything was in reverse. You couldn’t see straight what is here and so everything was like upside down and very difficult to discern. And I saw that the test of forgiveness, the way that God would set up the test would be that one must prove and stand and show in fact that forgiveness work with demons and that if a demon forgive themselves they can find their way back to God. And if one is certain within forgiveness – and at that stage I was very certain because I have tested it over many years within myself in my world – that in fact forgiveness will stand the absolute test and be the way through which evil can become life, because the human that I saw in this world was just as evil in many cases as any demon could ever be. And therefore, if God is all-knowing and all righteous and all of everything then he would’ve left us a way to get back. And that forgiveness from my experience and I have admitted to my life and how I really made a mess of it, I looked at it from the context if I can find my way with forgiveness, any being in the universe can, because I was as evil as they were. I have had within me, the things that I have done that was just the same, there was no difference. And many times they were just in thought but it was the same. The thoughts of rage and anger and harm and deception – it were all the same. Yes I stopped them, and therefore I proved that self-forgiveness was the tool with self-honesty within which one can affect a real transformation in the physical while here in limited form. And that set the scene to a most astounding experience where the demonic were explored over a long period of time of about a year and a half where I set out to help every demon I can, no matter what unconditionally, to find self-forgiveness.

Day 552: Is God to Blame for War?

Continuing from: Day 551: Investigating the Image and Likeness of God

By the time I left the police I was in essence leaning more towards the New Age teachings and started investigating that more and more. Having studied the Bible extensively and coming to the conclusions that everything that exists is Divine and is God and that we are here to explore the Image and Likeness of God and to find within ourselves our Godhood, so to speak. And then to embrace that and bring about such conditions here, or be ready when we die to face God, as equal. Although the ideas existed, the practicality of the ‘how to’, wasn’t quite clear and I walked to find out.

At this stage I’ve been married for a while and first child was on her way and I ended up moving to Durban. Having been exposed to the world of Psychic Phenomena at that stage extensively. Especially through my father-in-law and that would be a whole other story because he was part of the group of the University of the Witwatersrand that investigated Psychic Phenomena after the Second World War. Professor Haarhoff and Arthur Bleksley and they extensively investigated the phenomena, although I could find very little of the writings from that era, or the publications of that era.

That’s all things that shaped his life and why he became a Healer and why the Healings he’d be doing was so effective that people would come to his Practice from around the world based on the stories of what happened to others. Yet in spite of his healing powers he had an adverse reaction to anything ‘Light’ or ‘Heavenly’, and regarded that as evil.

But because he was a Healer, he couldn’t switch of his Channel. Because if he’d switch off this Channel, he can’t do the healing. So there was still the healing part linked to the Heavens and it was all linked to Light – which was demonstrated to me very clearly during some of the sessions I’ve had with Entities from around the Universe. Always these Entities confirmed to me one thing: they called God ‘The Great White Light’ and ‘Whose Face No-one can Stand’ and ‘Who No-one has ever seen’ – but as a Light.

So, God was confirmed to me as the only and all power of everything. I never threw the channellings at that stage, or exposed to any form of Demonic Forces, and I couldn’t quite understand with all the things happening, the fact that God was placed so clearly as ‘The Great White Light’ as the Ultimate Force, I couldn’t understand completely why Phillip was so against the Forces of Heaven and I always implored him that he should forgive and forget. Although I would agree that what he had to go through in the Second World War was quite horrific and the decisions he had to make, no-one should be placed in front of such decisions EVER. But War makes men do things that is not necessarily your will that you’re expressing. It’s where you have no choice because if you don’t you’re dead. And that is quite a thing to face having to kill and having to choose between yourself and another. It is no way that one can clearly negate what you will do yourself in such a position or would you just react in fear and kill and protect yourself or would you, like Phillip did, consider your choice and found yourself bound to an impossible choice that profoundly affected your own life. Which is what happened to him.

The result of the choice he had to make, the choice where he had to kill had such an effect on him that after that, he blamed Heaven for such conditions ever to exist. Which is in fact a point to consider. I mean, why does war exist? Both parts in War are praying to God – which one is God listening to? If God is listening at all, that was a question that arose from this all.

to be continued...

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