Day 468: Relationship-Agreements and the Cutting-Edge of Time

Now most people live within the premise that Relationships and Love ‘Happens to you’ and when it ‘Happens to you’ and ‘the Feeling is Right’ then it Must be Right and then, you use the Feeling to Change your Behavior to Ensure that at least for a little while, your Relationship Works. But as the Divorce rate and the Break-up rate shows, this Feeling called ‘Love’ can Hardly be Trustworthy because If it were True, it would Stand the Test of Time and it is Not Standing the Test of Time at All.

Now within the Correct Approach to Relationship-Agreements, one must Walk the Cutting-Edge of Time and within that you have to realize that a Relationship-Agreement is Two People Agreeing to Be Together for the Benefiting of Both, finding out each other’s Strengths, Placing this together so that the Relationship becomes 1+1=2 and not 1+1=1 which is the ‘Love-Relationship’ thing. Because then Both are lost within a Feeling and there is no Practical Reality and you are Not in fact becoming Two or more in My name Together and the ‘In My Name’ is obviously the Name of Life, you are becoming just a name of ‘Love,’ of Feeling – Nothing more than the Sweetness of the Lollipop or the Sugar Pills your Mother gave you when they tried to Control you to Do What they Want you to Do. And the System is doing Exactly the Same.

So with the Cutting-Edge of Time within the Relationship-Agreements, the point is to Do an In Fact Data Assessment of Strengths and Weaknesses, then to do a Data Assessment of your Vocabulary so that you can have a Look that you are Agreeing on the Meaning of Words, because the Meaning of Words will give the Meaning of Life so you have to sit and Get to Know Each Other and so Develop your Agreement. It is best not to Start with the Physical Relationship first, That will in a way Screw things up, you Start with your Agreement Terms. Agreement Terms are a Contract, the Contract is How you are Working Together within the Terminology. The Terminology are the Words, Agreeing what it is that you’re going to Live Together as One Unit but you are Two People. So the Oneness is within the Agreement – not because ‘You become One,’ you can’t even Become One during Sex, you just have a Merging of your Potential Futures as Children and also within the context of the support of Assisting the Physical to Release Unnecessary Build-up of Energy that will Influence your Vocabulary and the way you Live. So, Sexuality is a Relationship Maintenance Program, it assists with Maintaining Balance. If you don’t have that Effectively in an Agreement and you don’t have an Alternative outlet for the Build-up of Energy obviously the Relationship will be in Trouble.

So within Relationship-Agreements understand the Vital Nature of Agreeing to the Foundation Structure of your Agreement -- and there you have to Look at the Words you Live and you have to Look at the Thoughts that Arise -- because you would have through the years of your Masturbation Secret Life, you would have created All kinds of Feelings and Terminologies in terms of What You Want within an Agreement. The fact that that obviously is All Staged – because that is what Pornography is, it is Staged – and Not True in Real Life seems to Escape all those that become Addicted to Masturbation. Being Addicted to Masturbation is the Same Addiction as Pornography, the only difference is that you have the Pornography in Your Mind Now, You are now Your Own Hustler and Playboy Magazine, you Carry it around in your Head, you Use it as you Need it and you’ll notice a fascinating thing as you Progress with your Pornography magazine in your Mind, your Masturbation: you will need more and more Bizarre Stimulus to Reach Satisfaction because the Satisfaction will Just Not be Enough, the Release will Just Not be Enough. And that is How People End up becoming Pedophiles for instance, they start with Normal Pornography, Masturbation and then Progress eventually to Children because they’re looking at the Secrecy Part, the Challenge Part, the Satisfaction Part which is Based on the Secret Mind and where the Energy Intensity Grows with the Possibility of Getting ‘Caught out.’ Now this happens and is taught already by the Parent, because the Parent put down the Roles and Rules of Engagement for the Child with Threats about ‘What will Happen if you are Caught.’ The Child then will Do something, there will be an Increase in Energy, Anxiety about Getting Caught – by the time the Event Happens the Parent will Do Nothing and will even Laugh about it because they’ll say: “I did the same.” The Child will become even more Invigorated by the Fact that they Got Away with it and that the Energy they Experienced will now start ‘Feeling Good’. So the Anxiety will Become a Good Energy and will Change a name –but the Energy will be the Same – it will become Excitement. And now the Secrecy Point will change Anxiety into Excitement and the Negativity of that Point would have been Transformed by the Parent into a Positive Image and the Child will End up Using that in some cases, and this is Not all Cases in their Existence to become Sexually Deviant.

Obviously Other Deviances will Develop as well, they are all a Matter of Progression. The more a person is Isolated from society, the Less Interaction a Person has through Friendship and/or Agreements = the Greater the Relationship that will be Formed with the Energetic Possession Principles that are specially surrounding Masturbation and therefore, the Person will turn into a Sex Pervert. The Perversion that takes place is all taking place in the Mind and inevitably through the Repetition of it, the person Brainwash themselves Into a Pervert and then become the Physical Living Expression of the Perversion. And this is something that Should be Diagnosed and Prevented at an Early age already, it should be part of the Education Process of School so that one can Prevent these things from Happening, but Not even the Psychologists yet Understand the Exact Nature of How this Develops, because they are Not Able to Assess what is Really going on in the Mind or How the Mind Actually Functions, they’re only dealing with the End Result – Not with the Mechanism, it’s Not Real Science – You see Psychology is Not Real Science! It is just Real Bullshit, it is so much so Bullshit that it’s just an Extension of Spirituality, there are Few Psychologists in the world that are Truly Dedicated to the Principle of prevention, which is the very Principle it should be Based on which is also what the Principle of Medicine should be based on, not to treat Symptomatic, but to Treat as Prevention. Doing that obviously is only possible when the Profit Motive is Removed from our Health Care Industry; as long as the Profit Motive exists= then there is No Possibility of Prevention, the Whole Point will be Driven to Symptom where Symptom = Profit.

And therefore we cannot trust our Health Care system, we cannot Trust our Nutritional System, we cannot trust our Psychology System, they are all Symptomatic Based, they are like Taste-based and at the End the Taste is in the Profit unfortunately and because professions which are Involved in Health Care have become Highly Paid, it’s become really Profitable to Be this. This requires Urgent Addressing as the situation will Spiral more and more Out of Control. Read the News – Go Back 10 years, Read the News – Go Back Another 10 years – Read the News and you’re going to See what are the New Events that are taking place on Earth, how are they Accumulating, what are the Causes and you will notice that tells you the Level and the Process of Evolution as we are forever losing to the fact that we don’t understand How things Really actually Work.

So within one’s Agreements understand one of the most Difficult points you’re going to Face in being able to go into a Proper Relationships-Agreements are the things you have Done while you were Masturbating. You have created your Dysfunction within a Relationship and eventually within Marriage through Masturbation and your Disrespect for Other People because of the Masturbation point. You Need to Correct that, You need to Write it out and then Live according to the writing. You have to Fundamentally Change Yourself – we have already, as we are supporting Many people within Relationship issues, been in Multiple Situations where we had to Support Young People with Erectile Dysfunction, Young People with Sexual Problems within their Relationships – All of it caused by their Masturbation History, by the Addiction that they have Developed, by the fact that they have Developed an Image and Likeness of their Future Sexual Life based on Pornography and that they have Copied a Complete Publishing House in the mind where they Produce the Pornography according to What they Need to Reach Satisfaction during Masturbation. And now your Partner has got to Step into that Position in your life – your Future Partner – and suddenly Become your Whore that Satisfies your Pornographic Addiction: That’s Not going to Happen! It is Not Real in the Physical! It is Staged! You want to have a Proper Relationships-Agreement = You have to Stop your Pornography in your Mind and you have to Stop Masturbation.

Masturbation is Effective Within the Agreement where you are Doing things Together as a Team, you’re Doing it WITH Each Other and FOR Each Other, a Team Marriage, a Marriage is a Team, an Agreement is a Team – it Makes you Both Better because You are a Human that is Limited in the Physical World, you Can Never be the Best Alone, the Best is Only Possible in a Team. That’s why the Best World is the Team Human, All Humans Working together to Produce what’s Best, that’s the only way that we can have the Best World, it’s a Team – Working Together Creates Strength.

So, Few at this stage will have the Self-Honesty and the Discipline yet to Actually Create Proper Relationship Agreements, it takes Massive Effort to Build an Effective Solution. We have Agreement Courses to Assist you, they Work on the Principle of Self-Honesty, You Pay what You Can Afford and if you Cannot Afford to Pay: you are Sponsored. There is only One Condition, the Condition is to your Benefit is that you Write Daily, because in Writing Daily you are able to Walk the Cutting-Edge of Time, the Cutting-Edge of Breath and you can have a look at Where you are Not yet Disciplined and Principled Enough and Do Not have Enough Integrity yet to Walk the Words you are Writing and that way you can Learn what’s the Difference between Change and Energetic Release, they are Not the same thing.

Energetic Release is what is being Proposed by the New Age Fraternity because it’s similar to Psychology: it gives you a Quick Solution, it’s like Masturbation, it Releases the Energy but it Doesn’t Change you. So for a moment you ‘Feel Better’ and then you say “I’ve Changed because I Feel Better, I am Experiencing it!” But it’s Not True because You are Not Consistently the Same Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow in Your Change, you haven’t Really changed. Change is a Permanent Condition, while Energetic Release is a Temporary Solution, is a Temporary Relationship, it’s the Relationship with your Current Publicized Desire.

Correct Relationships will Take Great Effort, it takes Dedication, it takes Commitment, it takes Discipline, Respect… All the Words that you Truly would Like to Live – that is Part of a proper Relationship-Agreement.

So, if You are Ready for that Type of Life, a Life that is Extraordinary, a Life of Integrity, a Life that Brings Harmony, a Life without Anxiety, a Life Free from Fear, a Life Complete, Wholesome and Fulfilled, a Life that will be the Practical Version of Love for Real, then you Join Desteni because You Understand Your Desteni is something that you are Responsible for and you are Taking Responsibility for your Desteni. If you are Not Ready for that and you Just want to Continue with your Self-Interest and Addiction: by all means, the Consequence is Certain and eventually You will Face it. Make your Decisions: You Determine Your Life, that’s the Point of Free Choice. Freedom? That’s a complete different story, that Doesn’t Exist yet because the Humans are Not yet Able to Make a Free Choice that will Ensure the Freedom of Everyone, because Unless that is Equal, obviously: Your Choice is Not Really Free.

Day 316: Sensitive Souls - How to Face Success

(Context: Question and Perspective Process of an Individual Facing difficulties with regards to doing Sales – door-to-door Sales, and within the Perspective understanding the reactions/Mind-responses that one may Face with facing oneself in doing door-to-door Sales and the multi-dimensional Personality/Character layers/acceptances/allowances that can unnecessarily limit oneself in New Ventures within one’s life experience- specifically if you are of a Sensitive Nature, with an Artist’s Mind.)

Perspective:

In your Personality Development, you Developed a very particular Protection System against Pain and Hurt - and essentially, against Failure. This is like Multiple Firewalls where you will find, that: every time you Transcend a point and you get to a next point - you will Experience extreme Physical Resistance.

In essence, the problem is that: in your Development (this is since Childhood) you have seen Failure around you, as well as the point of being Passive, thus - rather 'Lose' than 'Go for it'; you will rather hold back and justify Why - at a seeming ‘very Intellectual Level’. The same Pattern will occur over and over in all facets of your life – thus, none of what you work at will ever be anything as your System will Prevent it.
In this form of Characterisation, you will not even See the one layer or the next - as each Layer functions independently, each with a particular Feeling attached to it; and therefore: in spite of some Momentary Points where you Experience Insight and Feel Lighter - you will soon Return to your previous position where you are even within your own experience barely existing and just functioning.
This is a Tough point(s) to Transcend and will not go with ease. The only way out is Breath by Breath Living Application, to take that which Commonsense Reason presents as the Obvious Best Answer and then to Live it. You Cannot Trust a single thing you Feel, and certainly - you Cannot Trust your Thoughts or Backchat. So - you are going to have to Directly Direct every Breath and Walk through every Fear, every Resistance. Realising, that: what you can be, is a matter of You programming You to be That, and that everything in your System has been set up against it. To try and write it out will be Difficult, as most of it is Subconscious and you can't Remember how you did it, when you did it and what Memory is relevant to the Position you experience yourself within.

This is normally what happens to very Sensitive people, and this happened to me - and therefore: my Process was Extremely Difficult, and Sales was never my Preferred situation as I tended to Overanalyse every point. And only once I placed myself into Walking Breath by Breath and not succumbing to my Mind and Body feedback in terms of feelings, resistances, anxieties and fears: could I Retrain the Body to be Supportive.
That is Why, in the end, I could Trust my Body so much - because I Recreated it from Scratch, in every Breath. Never giving-in to these things in me that seemingly out of nowhere Pretended to be ‘me’ and be all these obvious Inadequacies. This does not mean that Sales is for you - you are Facing only yourself, and within this: you have to make the Decisions with which you can Live, but at the same time you have to Face that which is your Embodied Limitations

Question:

I have noticed that I only ever get to the very beginning stages of something and never break through onto the next phase. I do various things but only within the first phase so to speak, and never seem to get any "momentum" in anything, or accumulate anything that change my life in any way and thus remaining constantly in a state/position of barely surviving.
With the sales I have had massive resistance each day, and as mentioned in the blog that accumulated becoming heavier and heavier, but it seems no matter what I do this experience is the same

Perspective:

Yes. That is the ‘Firewalls’ that you have. They are extreme Fear-based Constructs from Childhood without any Words that can Define them - they are Pure Energy. You Built these during the Quantum Physical Stage as Pure Energy.
What I did with these is: I gave it (the undefined ‘pure energy’) a Name and described it to myself as effective as possible, ‘till I was satisfied that the Word I used to Describe it contains the Energy I was Experiencing. Then I did Forgiveness on that particular Word, with the Directive Will that the Word I am Removing is the particular Experience/Energy I connected to that Word/as that Word - and I did it for every point. The Last Point on this I only managed to Remove after about 7 years. So, this is Tough stuff.

But, as an Artist you can grasp that: with Symbolism, which are Words (as Words are formed through Symbols) - you can Capture the Essence of an Experience effectively, and through this you can Remove Energies, Experiences, Resistances that used to be Nameless.

Question:

Another things as well is I tend to fuck with my common sense reasoning where it’s like I don't know what is common sense any more so to speak in terms of what is the best way to direct myself and live my life. Particularly with regards to Career/Job.
I imagine that the extensive doubts I experience towards everything I do would be one of these firewalls

Perspective:

You have to Fundamentally Realise, that: you are Programmable in a Programmable World, where you have been Programmed to Respond to your Environment in particular ways that Misdirect you from Commonsense in every way possible. Particularly because, being Sensitive in this World is ‘dangerous’ for the System - and you have to Realise, that: those that Benefit from the System do not give a rats ass about you, Ever. And actually Depend on you Never being of any Consequence, because in that way - they can use the Resources Naturally assigned to you in this Life by the Universe for their Pleasure while you exist in extreme displeasure. So, in a way - you are Completely Alone in this Process, as I have stated many times. Because it is only by your Own Will Power that you can Change your Destiny. All I can Support you with is some Pointers of Awareness in some appropriate Moments where you may be Able to Hear me.

Question:

I have also been finding that I sleep more and more and it gets more difficult to get out of bed before 8 hours of sleep

Perspective:

Sleeping more is simply a way that one Deal with the Displeasure of the Self that you are, that attempts to make sense of a World where you are Not your Own Original Programmer. And as long as you do not Take Responsibility for your own Programming and make sure that that is What is Best for All - Nothing can Change. Every day one Wait - it takes Longer, because the time for Deprogramming and Reprogramming Remains Stable and a day Lost, means a day it will take Longer. This I Fundamentally Realised many years ago and Decided - which is the DECISION each will Face to Walk ‘till this is Done - Knowing that: it will be the Toughest Journey I will Ever Undertake, but also Knowing that at some point it will be Done…and so it was

Question:

So the programming is done breath by breath and using the tools of writing, self forgiveness and living the correction. I mean I have been writing daily however still seeming to not get to the points or make any progress with really getting through any programming

Perspective:

This Walking also includes the Actual Correction Lived in the Breath. The other Tools (Writing, Self Forgiveness, Self Commitments) Support, but - you have to Fundamentally Will yourself to Change and Face the Consequences of what you have become through your life thus far. Writing to this point has only Supported you to Develop enough Skill to be Able to Walk this.
You can only now Understand what I am saying, due to what you have Done/Walked so far in the Process.

Question:

It does sometimes seem impossible from the perspective of when I look at my life at the moment and have observed my life through the past years not ever changing really but just staying the same and in a way getting worse, that when I look at this it seems like a monumental task, like "how the fuck will I ever get out of this mess" kind of thing

Perspective:

Yes, I experienced that for years - and the Intent of the Initial Program was to take everyone to this position where you will eventually Give-up. Therefore, you have to Walk Past Giving-up – every Day, every Breath for at least 7 years. That is the Only Ones that will make the Process on Earth, and it is appropriate - because then you will Deserve Life and would have Proven that you Value it as yourself.

Question:

It’s strange I am living with my Sibling now and their life is exactly the same - even worse than mine - but at the same time I am in the same environment as them so we may be walking a similar point

Perspective:

You may be - but that is Irrelevant. The only process, at this stage, that is relevant - is yours. And only once you have Transcended - you may be Able to Assist.

You have a Decision to make and a Journey ahead of you. There is the easy way out: to just succumb to the system – OR: there is the Birthing yourself to Life, with a gestation period of 7 to 14 years.
And only You can Decide which one has Real Value.

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Day 247: Success and God - ADC - Part 94

This blog is part of the After Death Communication Series

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Success and God

Failure is Positive Feedback. Success is Negative Feedback. This is Life Enlightenment. This is Understanding Self-Interest to Establish What is Best for All Life. What is Best for All Life is Not Success, it is Simply the Consistent Equilibrium of Forces in a Way where All Parts Optimally Experience themselves as What is Best for the particular form that Life takes in that Moment.

Success is where a particular Form, Grants itself More Value than What is Best for All Life.
Failure is simply when What is Best for All Life, is Not Yet the Normal Functioning of Life.

Failure is a Way of Instruction.
Success is a Way of Delusion.

Failure Brings Awareness. Success brings Blindness and Ignorance.
Failure Produce the Ultimate Understanding. Success is when Nothing is Learned from Failure.

Failure is the State in which All Beings exist, when the Relationship between beings do not Produce a Reality that is Best for All Life.

A Successful Failure, is when Failure is taken Personally – and the Purpose of Failure is not Grasped. Because Failure, has been Changed into the Illusion of Energy and is Experienced as some form of ‘Feeling’.
Failure, when Grasped – is the Map and the Road to Self-Perfection.

Unfortunately, on All Levels of the Human Civilization – Failure and Success have been Demonized as Energetic Forms with Control and Misdirection over the Laws of Physics that Governs the Existence of Form, and Information.
Do Not Allow yourself to be Mistaken, by Giving Failure an Energetic Personality.

Without Failure – Self-Perfection is Impossible.
Without Failure – Birthing Harmony on Earth is Impossible.
Without Failure – Perfecting Individualization is Impossible.
Without Failure – Enlightenment Perfection is Impossible.

When Failure and Success become Energized Personalities – Only Consciousness Exist, and Life is nowhere to be Found.

There is a Way, with which you can Assist yourself to Clarify your Relationship with Success and Failure, and to Bring it within a Harmony so that you can Learn from it. This is a Free Online Course with Desteni LITE.

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Day 104: Evolution

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Evolution in its Design as Seen in Nature is Based on the Survival of the Fittest and the Eradication of the Weak.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Evolution of Consciousness as Characters Building themselves through Memories as Data Collection, is based on the Win/Lose Paradigm of the Survival of the Fittest and the Eradication of the Weak, as is Seen in the Global Arena of our Civilization.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all Systems of Education that Function in Building the Character of a Child, Teach in Every Way the Design of the Survival of the Fittest and the Eradication of the Weak in its Wake; Creating a Society of Win/Lose so Totally Accepted that no one Questions it, or Realizes that in a Win/Lose Paradigm in an Example of 100 Participants, only 1 Wins and 99 Lose – making sure that Most are Forever Losing in this Design of Evolution that has been Accepted and Allowed to be their Definition of Equality in this World that you are Equal to the Result of your Placement in the World as either Winner or Loser, which Very Few can Ever Change – yet, what is Sould to the Participants in Society is that the Dream of Winning is Possible as Long as you Develop yourself to Become a Winner, and therefore that Everyone Stands a Chance to Win – most though, but for small Moments, Never Win and only a Few will be Glorified as Examples of Winners so that the Losers can Spend their Every Waking Moment hoping, Desiring and Trying to Win – Never Considering that there is Another Way where Everyone can Always Win and No one Ever Loses, bringing an End to Evolution as Defined and actually Developing a System that Gives to Each New Child Everything thus far Learned by all that has Already Walked this Dysfunctional System.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Only Reason why all the Secrets and Functioning of the World are Not Shared Equally with Everyone, is because that Ensures that the Winners keep Winning and the Losers keep Losing, which is Hardly in fact the way Nature Functions, but Rather the Way of the Psychopathic Design of Characters of Consciousness that Only intend to Remain the Dictators in Every Way, that Lead the Way through Winning all the Time – and that this was Understood a Long Time ago and Incorporated in the Bloodlines of Some Families to Protect, No Matter What, the Control accumulated - and so Ensure no Matter How, Competition must be Eradicated, Controlling the Ways of the World through Mediating through the Medium of Media, the Development and Control of Character through the Control of the Present through Currency – Forcing Compliance to the Current System through the Fear of Death as Poverty and other Means – making sure that the Corpus Presented as Life on Earth Remains intact through a Reign of Fear as Characters in the Minds of Men that Police Every Step of all Decisions on Earth – Keeping Stable the Populous in and as a Consciousness as Fear covered in the Veneer of its Opposite – Love – making sure that the Competition between Man and Man on the Ladder to the Podium is so Intense that no one will Ever Break the Intention of the Game and Break Free, as Each One has been individual lies to Complete Submission to the Presented Mission through Permission as the Only way that Life can Exist on Earth – leaving in its Wake Complete Submission to a System that Protects the Winners in Every Way and Keeps the Losers Forever Losing and thus Controlling the Outcome of Evolution as  Civil Lie as Civilization.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Evolution was Set Up as the Luck of the DRAW, creating for the Cast of Characters on Earth a Lottery as  Casting of the Lot where the Loser accepts their Lot without Question – NOT Realizing that the LOTTERY is RIGGED in Every Way to Make Sure the WINNERS at the Top of the Food CHAIN always WIN, with Some Surprise Winners getting Some of the Spoils, while the Earthly Consciousness Casino Proves all the Exhilaration  and Energy to Keep all the Character at all times Engaged in the Game, trying to WIN a Jackpot in a World Highjacked by the Few to Feed off the Many. Casting the Lot ensures that the WINNERS are Few and Rigging the Game Means the Same Bloodlines keep Winning, causing Inequality to be the Accepted Way of Life, JUST because all Believe they are Equal in the Lottery and may WIN. This Faith is so Complete that NO ONE Questions the Fact that that which is the Prize on Earth is Actually FREELY Given to ALL Equally, and thus Each One is IN Fact the Root Cause for their own Continued Losing with Consciousness, actually NEVER Really Evolving, but only Ever JUSTIFYING why the Cast Must Remain in Character – NOT Realizing that the SPIN of the Wheel of Life IS CONTROLLED AS ABOVE SO BELOW. Who WILL STOP The ADDICTION TO the GAMBLING and Stand UP for Life?

I commit myself to SHOW that EVOLUTION of Consciousness is a SCAM PROMOTED By WINNERS To Protect their SPOILS, Making SURE that Every Child Born on Earth is SPOILED Rotten for Life, Never Able to See the Real RULES of the Game.

I commit myself to SHOW that throughout TIME Humans were WARNED NOT TO CAST the Lot, yet Lotteries are used to Sell the DREAM of WINNING WITHOUT the Participators Realizing they Sell their BIRTHRIGHT By their OWN Choice, Causing the Key to WORLD Change, which is Democracy where the Majority of Losers can Stand Together to Change the Nature of the Game, to Be so Enthralled with the Potential of a Jackpot, that their Awareness is Highjacked by the WINNERS that Promote the Success of the Game. In SPITE of the Evidence that the Game Creates GROSS Inequality.

I commit myself to Assist all WITH Real Compassion for Life to Set themselves Free From the Chains of Consciousness so that those that Reclaim their Birth Right of an Equal life on Earth, may be able to Stand together to Return Earth to all its Inhabitants to ALL be WINNERS Always.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Ultimate Lottery Ticket each Character uses to Make Sure of a WIN according to themselves, is the Religious Faith ticket where Each Character believes that they Have the Ultimate ticket that will make themselves WIN in the END, to Ensure that No Matter How Many times they Lose, in the END they WIN. This, in Spite of Having NO EVIDENCE that their Faith is Real, but Failure tends to Fuel this Illusion, as Life is Accepted as a Gamble anyway and if One Does Not Believe and allows the Negativity of not Being Able to at least WIN Sometimes, it is believed One is the Cause of One’s OWN Failure. This is such Deluded Logic but Common Sense as what is Best for all Life Always is a World Providing all that is Required Freely, SIMPLY Does Not Exist in a Consciousness Created as a Scam. Each ONE does Have the Ability to See this, yet the Addiction to the ILLusion of EVOLUTION seems to be the WINNING Ticket every time. WAKE UP LOSERS! 

Day 39: Is Charity Greed?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that charity only exists because wealth exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that charity only exists because poverty exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that poverty exists because what is given freely by the planet has been commercialized and placed under control without FREE and equal access, causing conditions where charity is organized as deceptive gratefulness so that the wealthy can share a bit of their greed and justify why they are wealthy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that charity has been abused by the corporations to promote their products and distribute them to the poor - while the corporation, at the same time, benefit from tax benefits which place more pressure on the community at large with tax requirements to meet the budgets of a failed system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that religion is a failed system which funds itself through charitable gifts from the community without ever bringing any change or benefit that will change the world to where charity no longer exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that activists trapped in charity organizations are in fact the public officers of a failed system, justifying their activism based on the belief that the system cannot actually change and therefore they believe they do the best they can, which will never result in a world that is best for all Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that charity is used by the dishonest ego to feel better about the many daily dishonesties that are required from each human to function and be part of a failed system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in a world of Equality, charity will not exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the acceptance of charity is like a death sentence to the poor, as this implies that the failed system will never change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that charity is greed, as the wealthy can only be wealthy because the poor exist - and by taking more than what is needed and hoarding it, using charity as the smokescreen to cover up this evil of wealth, no one questions the morality of wealth and charity.


I commit myself to bring to an end all charity, as charity is the charred remains of a failed system that only abuses Life.

I commit myself to the establishment of a world system that provides to all Life equally, so that every man can recognize the real wealth on Earth, which is Life.

I commit myself to show how charity is abused by the wealthy, corporations, the religious and activists without any solution or plan to solve the world’s problems of poverty in a permanent way.

I commit myself to show that no rich man that profits without bringing about a system of equality, will enter into Life.

I commit myself to show that charity is used as a justification as a gratefulness – and that in this way, gratefulness as word has been made into an abomination that allows inequality as if that is the natural state of the world while it is NOT.

I commit myself to show that charity is a criminal act that condemns the poor to a Life of failure and early death because the charitable will not give up their control and will justify the abuse through supporting a failed system in spite of the clear certainty that the system has failed.

I commit myself to question the integrity of activists, and to remind activists that activism should be about a new world system that is best for all life always, and that any activist that cannot stand for what is best, is in fact only an extension of the system of greed that has failed Life in every way.