Saturday, 28 February 2015
Day 565: Walking through Multi-Dimensional Mind Reality
In Heaven you have to present what Heaven wants you to present – Self-Honesty is irrelevant. So Demons in essence were the real Self-Honest existence of a being where they have, where they were no longer denying their experience on Earth. They were absolutely pissed off with God and have in many cases taken an oath to harm anything that is related to God and to destroy God’s creation. I mean, imagine, I have this Demon in a body here on Earth and it’s telling me that it’s here to destroy God and it will destroy God and explain how it’s harmed from children to adults to innocents, how they have harmed them throughout the ages – to get back at God, for what God did to them.
So you listen, if you have any judgment about those, there is no way you can get to work with a Demon because the Demon will get you and then eventually possess you. So if you have any fear, if you have any judgment, if there is any point of right or wrong – you have to really stand in every dimension of their existence and there are infinite dimensions. There may not be one hidden point within you, not one judgment about another person within you, one nasty thought about another within you. Nothing!
If there is any point that in any way exist whatsoever – the Demon will get you.
So, chat to the Demons and then lead them, assist them to see how they’ve created themselves. Then show them the futility of the exercise of judgment, the futility of walking through these points where you have vengeful or hateful or nasty or contentious thoughts, where you judge others for your experience, where you hate God – show them all the points of the outcome of it. Because everything is relationships and mathematical bound, one can show infinite amount of play outs in quantum time – all in real quantum mechanics, proficiency, that show one the actuality of the outflow all possible interaction that can take place, all participants that can possibly take place. You can take everything within the context of space/time and the particular containment of the being. Everything is contained because it’s related. Because it’s related you can insert any new relationship and show the outflows of it. And obviously dealing in Quantum time, that is now in the realm beyond this one, it is really easy to show how all of these things work. And one can take a being through all of that, which is what we then did. Until the point where all possible excuses, answers, reasons, meanings was taken care of and the being would stop and say, ‘Okay, I see. I see there is no point to me being angry, it is time that I let go and forgive and let’s start again’.
The whole point was that I was showing everyone is that, if we all as one, together, stop what we are creating – we can create a New World. And all we have to do is stop our insistence on an outflow of revenge or consequence to justify our suffering. So if we forgive and we forgive ourselves for desiring revenge or desiring to have payback – of we stop all of that, all as one as equal, we in fact stop all of our creation, and we can in fact start again.
Obviously at that stage with the Demons being in a quantum reality it was much easier than it is here on Earth, where you have each Human contained in their own multi-dimensional mind reality where they are in infinite loops of self justification and revenge and desire and energy and want and need. Imagine the whole human experience is equal to the experience of a universe in function within the context of energetic polarity.
So what will happen then is that the Demon, me and the Demon together, will start to do Forgiveness aloud. The principle was that one must speak Forgiveness aloud because within that context you can hear where your relationship with the Forgiveness is not clear. That means when you are speaking the words and the construct of the sentences, then you can hear where it is not in fact specific enough and actually dealing with the issue and sorting the issue out – taking it into a directive point where you can clearly say, ‘I Am Free of this Possession’. So, the Forgiveness had to be extremely specific which we then did until the point where the being was completely released from their self-induced possession and they were reborn, right there, new being. And then we had fantastic discussions and then they would leave and the next Demon would come. So, every time possible, we would take on Demons to help as many as possible with the understanding that inevitably we will find a way to do it quicker - just like inevitably we will find a way to do things quicker on Earth. We’re busy with that here, it’s a different construct. It’s a different set of relationships, it’s a different mathematical outplay. But for any existence to be, there are relationships. And therefore the context of the relationship you can actually accelerate it. Which is what we’re doing with the inversion of all energetic relationships into Self-Possession – Demonising the Self completely, by Self so that you can see what it is you are doing to yourself. And isolation of each being on Earth into absolute aloneness, loneliness, absolute control, where nobody else can know for a fact everything that is going on in your Mind. Yet, everyone can know it if they are everything and therefore you can stand one and equal here, if you truly are one and equal or you can’t. Because you are not yet in all dimensions of this reality. Because in the mind is a clone of all dimensions. And all is at a different timeframe within the context of these dimensions, moving through it and where you can either be clearly directive principle of your possession or you are subject to the forces of energy that take over and manipulate you into a physical regrettable experience which is not recommended.
So – real fun with the Demons we had and we will continue with more stories of the variations of Demons we got and how we played with it, what we learnt.
Saturday, 21 February 2015
Day 564: Real Death Experience
So when we had the first session, we let a group of Demons come through.
I let the Demons enter three bodies, see what happens. Obviously with three bodies possessed at the same time, if you look at that research group ‘Scientific’-something – they have some videos where the person rolls around on the floor and possessed. So I had three bodies rolling around on the floor with the Demons in it.
First thing obviously is to just stop and talk to them. Secondly you have to be pretty sure that no harm will come to anyone because in essence you are setting the dynamics, the parameters within the context of their possession and we always place that no harm may come as we are purely in a discussion, we’re not going to play around with these things. Because in the reality that we have now, the parameter exists, the Demon possessions that’s gonna happen in the physical is of a physical nature, you are not just going to stop them. So a person gets possessed and wants to kill his ex-lover, he’s gonna kill his ex-lover. And you’re not going to just stop them. They’re not going to listen to you and in terms of ‘please forgive yourself’, I mean that’s not how it’s going to work. You can try it but you’ll probably end up with a bullet as well. I can tell you now, Self-Forgiveness do not stop a bullet. So I suggest you don’t. Rather get to the point, get to the change before the situation is out of control. Because once the situation is out of control, there is a consequence. And the consequence is that which must be paid. It is karmic in nature.
And for everyone to finish their process and for those to birth life, to birth themselves as life from the physical – the payment need to be made, in time. If it’s not made in time there is a deadline.
And if you get to the deadline and you haven’t got yourself out of the hook line and sinker of your Demons – then you’re dead. I mean, that’s the point of a deadline isn’t it?
So then we speak to the Demons one by one, establish first of all their story. I mean, if you want to help somebody listen to their story. They’re possessed.
Now most people don’t want to tell you their story. They have an ego presentation about what they know. That’s not what you’re interested in. You’re interested in their real story, what really happened to them. And it takes quite a story to get that out of people. In Mind Constructs we go into detail, to eventually getting to a person’s real story. Because the story they tend to tell, is one of knowledge and wisdom and how enlightened and wonderful they are and how much they know – nothing real. They don’t want to tell you the real story. The real story is not nice, the real story does not have any glamour or fame. It is in most cases rather something not to share. Therefore in the Desteni I Process, these kind of things are kept under – are kept ‘inside the program’ unless a person decides to actually share it themselves.
So I listen do the Demons’ story. What is fascinating, obviously at that stage within ‘Who I Am’ I could also see the story before it was told. So if the Demon lied to me I can show the Demon where it is lying. And so I would contain the Demon to ’Who They Are’, their Self-Truth.
What were the Demons? That was fascinating – they were human beings that died in anger, rage, jealousy or trauma, hate, revenge, vengefulness – you know, many, many, many different ways. Extreme fear that people died on Earth and their transition was contaminating the energy they were transferring to Heaven, they were not allowed into Heaven, they were thrown into the Demon Dimension because their energy wasn’t good enough, ‘pure’ enough. They were not dying with their last breath in God’s name on their lips or love or shit like that. They were dying in Self-Honesty and how they really felt. That is not acceptable in Heaven. In Heaven you have to present what Heaven wants you to present – Self-Honesty is irrelevant. So Demons in essence were the real Self-Honest existence of a being where they have, where they were no longer denying their experience on Earth. They were absolutely pissed off with God and have in many cases taken an oath to harm anything that is related to God and to destroy God’s creation. I mean, imagine, I have this Demon in a body here on Earth and it’s telling me that it’s here to destroy God and it will destroy God and explain how it’s harmed from children to adults to innocents, how they have harmed them throughout the ages – to get back at God, for what God did to them.
To be continued...
Saturday, 10 January 2015
Day 562: Orchestrating Demon Possessions
So, Cerise then brought these Demons here, most of them went quite quickly the last six-seven of them where rather ‘tough’ ones, they’d been Demons for a very long time. But they all then realised themselves and the whole story after that changed. They never made another attempt like that on me and my family because, they had no way to deal with what it was, they didn’t understand what was happening, but something was happening to their comrades when they try and harm me and my family. We’ll continue this.
So we continue with the Demon Story.
Let me start it with going deeper into the Demon story.
During the time when there was no money and therefore there was no interference or – let’s say there was no ‘interference’, per se. I was alone, in essence, with the kids and there was no outlook that was promising, there was no point of money on the horizon and I was purely walking the dedication to find out more about the Demons.
I met a lady that told me that she was experiencing the Demons in some of the clubs where they were using drugs. Now at that stage I never used drugs and drugs to me was really not important. So I decided to explore but I didn’t use any drugs. I went to the clubs – at that stage I was doing tarot readings and I was pretty good at it so I pushed the point further to see if just by doing Tarot readings without – I mean with doing it for ‘donation’ – if that would be in any way be a way to live. Obviously to my amazement it was a disaster and I met during that time many other people lives that was also destroyed through the Tarot reading thing. It was purely very few people that would make a success of it. Normally those that has developed a Tarot set and has sold it and is making money from selling the cards as well. They would normally be successful in this endeavour. The rest, the ‘followers’ won’t.
That’s just the norm, the principle of our current economic capitalistic system.
But it was a good experience from the perspective of actually realising that Demons per se, I met some Demons in people, I moved them, utilising the physical recognition system that was now ‘Me as the World’ so I could move the point and see where it’s from, see what it’s about, is there energetic charge, what is the definition, what is the relationship and then disconnect the points and move it and let the person walk their life.
Obviously they may create the Demon again if they want to or create the opening for a Demon again if they want to. At that stage my point of reference, the reference was the actual ability to disengage a Demon Possession and find out in which ways it was effective and how I could help the Demon to not continue on their quest of finding hosts once they are exorcised. Because exorcism to me was pure fearful stupidity because someone who knew nothing about Demons and only judge them as Evil is trying to chase them away. It’s like putting fuel on a fire, I mean you are coming there with fear in the first place and you feed the Demon your fear which is your so called ‘power’, because you believe it’s evil and evil must be feared.
So it simply then changes its frequency and you end up not even knowing what is going on because you measure things according to the feedback you get. And when it goes quiet, then apparently it’s ‘better’. It’s quite a laughing matter, dear exorcists.
Anyway, so, during this time I started looking at how to engage in a process within which I would be able to establish a way into assisting the Demons effectively. I only really started going into it, once I met Esteni. And we started in the house where we had the possessions of, and the writings on the wall – we started there. And the first point was to simply push and let people be possessed. I mean, just allow it. And then take on and see if I can get the Demon out of them. So that’s what I did. And then once the Demon was in and was able to use the body and speak to me, then I would speak to the Demon. And look at their life because it’s like you can see it. Once you become somebody’s life, their existence – you know their existence, you know who they are because you walk it in fact even in what they have not considered. Because they have lost themselves in time. So therefore they cannot see the complete Self they have created in Consciousness as they cannot see what is really going on in this world. So therefore they have moved throughout their existence from the polarity of ‘Love’ to the polarity of ‘Hate’. And those that are now for instance in this world at the polarity of ‘Love’ will still go into the polarity of ‘Hate’. The more they obviously resist the point, and embrace love, the worse the fall. Because that’s how it works. If you study basic physics: you’re in a Universe that’s physics and physical, there are laws and you are messing with the laws, pretending that you know better when in fact your very actions, your very directive force is indicative of ‘who you are’ within all of this.
Monday, 22 December 2014
Day 561: The Ultimate Challenge of All Religion
So that by the time I got to the first major attack on myself and my family by Demons, it was after the whole graffiti thing on the wall where they were writing on the walls that they will ‘Kill you and your son’. We had already at that stage established an effective way to deal with it from the perspective of seeing and working with it, so my children could already see it, Cerise specifically. And she was ready, had no fear of any of these Manifestations and were able to speak to all things, whatever form it is. So very effectively she could deal with it. And therefore with her assistance, in the beginning, in terms of bringing them together when we were attacked by over 300 Demons, some of the big boys of the Universe came to the house because I was busy making an impact on the ‘Legions of Demons’, in assisting them. And they would not stand for it.
So they came to me and my house to try and scare me away. There wasn’t really much they could do, they needed my fear, my participation in fear and ignorance to be able to actually control or have a response that they can actually work with to be able to get anywhere.
I instructed Cerise what to do, bring the demons together. She knew how to work with it already. She’d bring the demons and we will put them through my heart, that means I’m in a state, in a calm state of processing, earthing all the energy that the Demon has been utilising and creating its Demon Self. I was busy earthing that back to the Earth and in that way when you earth that energy, the being is released from the control of the energy and also is assisted in realising how they have created their energetic state that made them de-manned – less than a man – making them an energetic being, which is a lesser being where they lose contact with the Physical Universe, which is the actual creative force. They are taken through the point of Realisation and then they are assisted to go to an appropriate space from which they will be guided further, which we will discuss in for instance the books that was presented or transcribed by Hitler through the Portal, explaining how this worked.
Obviously, Hitler being the ultimate Demon, according to Man – and in fact he was the ultimate Demon in the Hereafter, in the Demon Dimension. So question being – would Hitler be able to be Forgiven or Self-Forgiven? Can Hitler be Forgiven? The ultimate challenge of all Religion and all Beliefs and all Faiths.
Is the Forgiveness of God real?
What is Forgiveness really?
So, Cerise then brought these Demons here, most of them went quite quickly the last six-seven of them where rather ‘tough’ ones, they’d been Demons for a very long time. But they all then realised themselves and the whole story after that changed. They never made another attempt like that on me and my family because, they had no way to deal with what it was, they didn’t understand what was happening, but something was happening to their comrades when they try and harm me and my family. We’ll continue this.
Friday, 12 December 2014
Day 560: Earthing Self
In this thus I developed an effective way to measure any change in energy that is relevant to what I am busy with . Obviously still specifically filtered according to my current focus of Equality – otherwise I would be overrun with an uncountable amount of streams of information and energy which is obviously what no-one notices in this reality, which is that this reality consist out of a massive amount of frequencies and that it is all Interdimensionally visible at all times, and everyone is bombarded with it all the time – yet not aware of it at all, whatsoever.
Fascinating though that there is then this whole idea that you can ‘feel’ something without the context of what it really means. So, very important to understand the functionality and the ways one can utilize the physical to support you in understanding in absolutely focussed points, the movement of real life realisations.
So in the beginning stages, with the Demons, the first point was obviously the meditations, I also realised, before I even got to the Demons, that in fact, the ‘As Above, So Below’ is in fact the physical representation of the physical body. So through the years I’ve practiced myself into it, tested and cross-referenced it extensively and therefore had the trust in terms of it, to actually test out, in the breathing, the full integration of the Universe, the Earth as the Centre as my Heart, because the word ‘Earth’ and ‘Heart’ is the same word – you just shift the letters around. So that I can Earth myself here and deal with the reality we’re busy ‘adjusting’. Obviously there will be much discussions still to come and published in terms of what is really going on, we’re here only dealing with the Demonic Part in Reality and the reality or part it played in Reality.
So, with that complete understanding, physically integrated, tested over many years, over and over in spite of the environment, in spite of what is happening in my reality – I focus completely in a full integration of it as I understood, that was my duty to understand and it was the only way I could actually ‘meet’ or ‘see’ God face to face, was to be equal to God. Image and Likeness! Equality and Oneness!
And therefore I did the necessary work as I’ve indicated many times. On average it will take a person fourteen years of application with cross-referencing extensively so, to the very best, in seven years.
And you would not claim your so called ‘understanding’, unless you’ve done your cross-referencing. And we do not give all the necessary guidelines, because then it’s too easy to copy them instead of actually living the whole point. We are closing the system now, in terms of it all, so that all walk the same process in the Universe and also because we have already placed into context all those that are deliberately deceiving and abusing and that are in fact Demonic Manifestations and we will explain how that operates as well.
So, with first meeting of the Demons, as I was initially saying, I was setting myself up to automate my kinesiology with that, to automate the assistance of Demons. As I walked, I found that a massive amount of people on Earth were Demon Possessed. And not just one – but several. And that there was no way that we were going to sort the problem out in this world, because there were just too many. And therefore I programmed and set-up my physical body, which at this stage was Equal and in representing the Universe, to process and assist the Demons to Self-Forgiveness, through the physical in an automated state. As I walk and get in touch with people, so that at stages my full possessive – that means my physical body it had up to 45% - we measured it – percentages up to 45% Demon Possession as I was processing these beings back to themselves, through Self-Forgiveness. That means assisting them in ways that I will explain in time to come.
Thursday, 20 November 2014
Day 558: Meditation, Understanding and Self-Realisation
So we continue with What the Demons Taught me About the Message of Jesus, Secrets of Jesus.
Now, let’s look at meditation.
I was extensively involved in meditation and at the end of the day, which is quite important to consider, what I have come to realise through meditation is the difference between ‘understanding something’ and then ‘realising something’.
‘Understanding’ is no different to having a book that you read and you understand what it says. It doesn’t mean that you can in fact make it real and that in fact is part of you. It is only knowledge and therefore at the level of ‘understanding’ it is useless.
At the level of ‘Self-Realisation’, it is yourself. And it is real and repeatable, consistent and trustworthy, here and it is within the context of your starting point. So my starting point being ‘What’s Best for All’, ‘What’s Best for All Life’ and all ‘Forms’ and all ‘Ways’ in the Universe. That starting point thus is the point that must be answered as Equality within Self-Realisation for it to be of any value or meaning to me.
If your starting point is ‘only to ‘Serve the Light’ for instance, then obviously your answer is only going to be in terms of what your starting point is. And that is quite important within the Equality Equation and also within the context of what one’s actual Self-Realisation is.
So in meditation which I participated in extensively over many, many years –I have gone through the guided meditations, I’ve done the circles, I’ve done the – you know the circle is where you develop ‘Psychic Abilities’ – participated in that over many years, many times and watched the development of Channels.
I have participated in guided meditations, I found it very difficult to ‘make up’ what they want you to imagine in the guided meditation. You know, “there’s a stream, and under the stream, go and be quiet, wash yourself”- you know, all of the guided meditations are very suggestive and your mind being extremely fast, it will create with a little bit of effort, after you’ve been to a few sessions of guided meditation, it’ll create exactly what the guidance is simulating. And unless it works for you, you’ll move unto another group until you get a group where suddenly your guided meditation is working for you and you go and dump all your stuff there in your imaginary world where you have your imaginary guide. In some cases one will actually, in the old days, have had communication with a guide. But in most cases and for most, this never happened. And only for the few it did and that was made as if it was very special. While in fact it wasn’t. It was just part of a much greater plan, which we will discuss in some future discussions.
Anyway, so – when I found that this guided meditation thing is just not getting it, because the moment I am imagining it, because my starting point is ‘What is Equal and One’, and what is ‘Image and Likeness’, which is the same thing – whenever I make it up, I immediately know that I am making it up, it is not real and I can change it. So therefore I stayed Here within my meditations and I tended to follow my own, call it, “guidance” in not creating some illusionary colourful picture in my mind as if it is real. To me the physical reality, what I see with my eyes, what I touch with my hands and that which it is made up of, which is the unseen that gives it structure and substance of it – that was reality. To actually have an experience that is in the mind, imaginary, made up, that is requiring my participation intensely and very seldom can one find point where something can enter that is not necessarily within the context of your own consciousness. But – that we will discuss at another stage.
Wednesday, 5 November 2014
Day 556: Are Demons the Key to Reality?
”So I applied the points and all of these points are relevant to the eventual outcome and the eventual point of meeting Jesus, and the final transcendence, the final facing, the embracing of the demonic in the universe. So bear with me, because all the points lead to one astounding discovery - Something I didn’t expect and I’m sure nobody would’ve expected. Especially the way it happened, it couldn’t have been more unlikely for it to happen in such a way."
That was the fascinating thing about what was happening is that, you could not have thought it up. It was happening due to changes, due to actual universal application of oneself, due to the actual transformation would bring about this change because the transformation must have an effect not only on the mental, the metaphysical or in the hereafter – it must have an effect on the physical world here. While there was all this idea that the physical world was the illusion, but that was certainly being challenged more and more as I was doing the self-forgiveness, because what was revealing was pain. Pain was amazing because pain was a measurement, and if I didn’t do my forgiveness effectively the pain would remain. So pain will come at the point when somebody speaks, I react and there’s a pain. Until I have the actual structural re-alignment design of the forgiveness in place, it wouldn’t change. So I was developing a very clear way of directing myself and having a feedback with the physical body.
That would become extremely important eventually in dealing with the demons and finding out when they were deceiving and how they were deceiving and exactly what was the nature of the deception. Because within the universe, which is a reflection of the human body (which is what we found and I will explain that in detail as we go along in the various presentations to come) it was fascinating that one could possibly align all the possible matrixes in the universe within a human physical body even within one cell, and then you can establish the alignment, the relationship that is existent that created it, its origin, and its end, its cycle, its circle, the circle of life – which was always a system and it always had a beginning and an end and it could start at any point.
I mean a circle’s beginning and end is always the same point and it could be any point within the circumference of the circle. So it was fascinating that that played such a fascinating roll in these alignments, therefore your forces in the universe were finite although they were infinite in different ways that they could come about because there were just so many, there was still an end to it. The universe thus had a beginning and an end and therefore it was discernable. Therefore everything was measurable. Therefore one could actually assess everything once you could align and realize the great simplicity that in the small is the big and that in the big is the small, and that it is always a reflection of each other and therefore you could actually establish the actual reality repeatedly. And that was the key through the years that I practiced the gifts and the application of self-forgiveness and the alignment of my physical body to a stage where I could trust every single point no matter what. It took years of practice assessing, placing – I used during that time kinesiology over a period of twelve years utilizing a facilitator, testing out, and obviously the facilitator didn’t know about the other tests I was doing and didn’t know about the physical test and didn’t know how I was doing it, and didn’t know about the visual tests I was using to create cross-referencing alignment systems to test out what is happening and where is it going and how do one take care of it. Within the so called limited illusion that was this reality which was more and more showing itself to not be the illusion, because it was in fact a representation of reality. And what was starting to become clear is that maybe heaven, maybe that which we can’t see, that was maybe the actual illusion.
But let’s see where this takes us. Could it be that the demons held the key to reality in all ways, because the question was ‘what were demons and where were they coming from?’ ‘Why did they exist?’ ‘What was the origin of the demon?’ And it was only once I had really aligned myself and I was satisfied that I was starting to get to a point that I could make a real impact in the world then I start to consider that I am getting ready to take on the demons. And now the question arose ‘Why? Why the demons?’
Look the answer was simple to me because I had an emphatic and absolute trust in God and at that stage was certain that whatever was happening in my life and what I was understanding about self-forgiveness and the physical body and what I was shown was simply a test by God – seeing how the mind cross-referenced, that means that, what I found with the physical alignments once I disengaged the mind was that the left side of the body correspond with the left side of the brain and the right side of the body with the right side of the brain in fact but your mind interpretation system was cross-wired and therefore everything was in reverse. You couldn’t see straight what is here and so everything was like upside down and very difficult to discern. And I saw that the test of forgiveness, the way that God would set up the test would be that one must prove and stand and show in fact that forgiveness work with demons and that if a demon forgive themselves they can find their way back to God. And if one is certain within forgiveness – and at that stage I was very certain because I have tested it over many years within myself in my world – that in fact forgiveness will stand the absolute test and be the way through which evil can become life, because the human that I saw in this world was just as evil in many cases as any demon could ever be. And therefore, if God is all-knowing and all righteous and all of everything then he would’ve left us a way to get back. And that forgiveness from my experience and I have admitted to my life and how I really made a mess of it, I looked at it from the context if I can find my way with forgiveness, any being in the universe can, because I was as evil as they were. I have had within me, the things that I have done that was just the same, there was no difference. And many times they were just in thought but it was the same. The thoughts of rage and anger and harm and deception – it were all the same. Yes I stopped them, and therefore I proved that self-forgiveness was the tool with self-honesty within which one can affect a real transformation in the physical while here in limited form. And that set the scene to a most astounding experience where the demonic were explored over a long period of time of about a year and a half where I set out to help every demon I can, no matter what unconditionally, to find self-forgiveness.
Saturday, 16 August 2014
Day 550: Demons don't Exist
Continuing from Day 549: Demons Taught me the Secrets of Jesus - Introduction
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Now, I never believed that demons existed. To me, in spite of many that tried to prove it to me, going as far as using the Bible as to prove that apparently Demons existed, I simply could not understand that being possible.
Because to me, everything existing was of God. God, the Father, was everything. I didn’t necessarily consider Jesus as God’s Equal. I more considered God as the Equal, as the Answer, as the Way; and that all come from God.
Thus by virtue of its origin, Perfect, and therefore I was embracing the principle of the Image and Likeness of God, within which I understood the way that Jesus walked, must have been similar. And that what Jesus presented, was the Principle of Forgiveness.
Now, initially I entered a world that was strange.
First studying at the Potchefstroom University, studying initially Engineering and then Law. And then in that single year finding out that in spite of my prolific ability to read, I was in fact not reading, I was in fact taking in information without understanding it. And therefore, in spite of reading, I was not processing the information. I did a course at the University which changed my life forever. Where I developed the ability to process information, something I’ve never had. And I became quite convinced, that if the World could read and process information, we would have a New World. Yet, it wasn’t forthcoming.
So, having that in the so called ‘back of my mind’, I walked the journey to find out ‘Why is it, that in spite of the examples of we had and despite the message of God, the world is in fact nowhere close to the Teaching of Jesus or God and there seems to be no progression happening in fact. We’re going backwards very fast. And this going backwards is certainly, causing a lot of harm to a lot of people.’
At the time, although I was embracing animals and bugs and plants and so on from young, and they were always very much part of my life – my primary focus was not on that, but on the Human Being.
And me not accepting that Demons existed and I have not been able to find any proof that Demons existed. To me the only point is Demon that exited was that the person itself was creating it.
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Tuesday, 12 August 2014
Day 549: Demons Taught me the Secrets of Jesus - Introduction
This is a seemingly strange topic.
But, astoundingly enough, a story about ‘beating the odds, against all odds’.
You’re in a world where there are always odds: the odd thing out, the odds of winning or losing, the odds of life and death; and everything is always on the line. And when the odds turn, things do not always turn out the way you want them - and sometimes they turn out the way you would love it to be.
So, how could Demons teach me the Secrets of Jesus?
After all, the drive of Jesus has been told many times. I grew up with the story of Jesus. And although there are many things in this story that one might not seemingly find easy, some of them were difficult. Like carrying the cross and being crucified. Fearful hearts immediately turn away from such a challenge and rather say, “I don’t need to carry the cross, Jesus carried it for me”.
Coming from a family where the father figure was so intensely embracing the Teachings of Jesus, that by his death, the pastor on the pulpit was saying that ‘if you were not like Les Poolman, you will not get into Heaven.’
That was quite a statement, like passing judgment on a total community.
It caused much subconscious repercussions in the community where people that were friends before and working together, all ended up causing each other harm - never speaking again.
Just with the death of one man, which was living as closely as possible to the Teachings of Jesus.
Only at his gravesite did we learn about many of the things he did where he gave so, that the left hand didn’t know what the right hand was doing. He pushed the points to the ultimate. And yet he couldn’t beat, at a young age, in spite of his dedication, he couldn’t beat cancer in his prayers. It didn’t save his life. So he died early fifties, still with the Bible in his hands, professing the message.
What does that got to do with anything? Yet it was the example, which was a tough one to follow, which was focussed around the Life and Teachings of Jesus.
The next influence that came into my life around this, and that had a profound impact was from my father-in-law, Phillip Niemand. He was the extreme ‘other side’ of the ‘coin’ as being a deep-trance medium. Yet, stating absolutely, that one cannot trust anything that comes from Heaven. Although there are beings that speak through him, “you can’t trust a word they’re saying, it is all a lie” and he would prefer to die because “this world is purely a place of suffering and purely the result of lies and deception”.
So, difficult to marry the two extremes from a certain perspective. Phillip Niemand had different experiences that shaped his life, and part of that, maybe the biggest foundation that brought him to such an understanding of the Heavens were in the Second World War. Where he participated with the partisans, on the side of the Elite forces. He was used for his skill, let’s call it that, or ‘psychic abilities’ . [Yes they used people like that, it is part of the Armed Forces, so to speak. You are not going to get any of the information released by those in the know. It’s not to their advantage. Their advantage is to keep their secrets close to their heart. ]
As part of Military Intelligence, Phillip Niemand played his role.
That is the influences that shaped my endeavours and my search for an understanding of ‘Why the Odds are always against You, in Every Possible Way’. It’s as if you’re in a giant casino and every thought is measured and spinned around, to bring about the opposite effect. The effect that is the greatest odds against you; that the only thing you have that you can play with in this giant casino of life, is your Willpower.
And yet, in your Willpower and you applying it, you will lose everything: your friends, your family – everything will have to be given up because they will simply not be able to understand the game you play, because they’re not playing the game. Unless they play the game, and even then, you’re going to end up dying alone. Because there’s an interesting thing, everything that happens in your life, isn’t happening to you, it’s happening inside you. It happens inside your Mind, and that’s where everybody is trying to come to peace, and trying to come to a way of Life that is the ‘Inner Self’. So called ‘directed’ and ‘at peace’ and ‘in harmony’.
But that didn’t seem to be the answer, because I met many people that are seemingly at peace with themselves, at harmony with themselves – yet that was only so when they were in front of other people. When you get to know them closer, you go and stay with them, you spend some time with them you find out it’s not like that at all. That is why at the Desteni Farm we had people come from all over the world to come and stay with us for as long as up to 3 years, to see for themselves, a very difficult message we have to deliver. Where it comes from, how it works, what is real. And those that manage to stay, those that manage to hear and see, their lives were profoundly changed forever more. In fact, changed without anything that specifically can be pinpointed, so they can’t even write or speak about it and say what happened. They were just in a different environment and just being in a different environment changed them profoundly.
So, looking at all of these seemingly, unrelated points, we are here on a journey of Understanding, Hearing, Sharing...
The Secrets of the Demons….
To be continued
Wednesday, 5 March 2014
Day 535: The Physical NOW and Money – Part 2
Continuing from the previous blog, Day 534: The Physical NOW and Money – The Money Religion – Part 1:
”Now you are ‘loving your neighbor as yourself - you have satisfied all the basic spiritual laws and rules in existence. Just with money and changing the rules how Money is used or directed or understood within our Social Structure and our Economic Structure and your Basic Society.
Without one substance, we can take something that is not real based on laws and so on –which is Money - and we make it real that is has a Real Physical Effect: Best for Everyone. “
Darryl: So how do we transform Self Interest into compassion for Everyone – I mean it’s… right now it’s like typical programming function.
Bernard: Unfortunately we have to focus on the point of explaining this over and over and over again -and focus on the Common Sense and Focus on Assisting beings to realize one thing that: If you deny this point, you’re in essence participating in the harming of other being simply in the name of the way you want to keep control over your money – instead of allowing everyone to have Equal Money - so in essence you become a murderer of the starving. So that in essence should be actually a ‘criminal offense’ – allowing starvation on the planet - which means that every single being on existence now, should be sent to the gallows for what they’ve allowed – isn’t the word ‘gallows’ allowed as well but just with a G? – I mean you’re the God that allowed it with the G - the ‘G-force’, the ‘G spot’ – you’re the G spot, I mean you’re the spot that decided all, you’re the One – not god, not religion, nothing else, you are, you are – you are the ‘G-spot’ – you’re the one that should put in the gallows for what you allow in letting people starve, just because of the way you have placed money within certain rules – and nobody questions this – that is what confirms Pre-programming – The fact that nobody questions this –
Everyone participating as an Activist, an Anarchist or as in a Non-Governmental Organization that the poor apparently alleviate poverty – they are all deceivers – why? They are not considering what a Real Practical Solution is that will Support All Beings in Existence
There are these claims that your Economic System and your Money System apparently are ‘alive’ and you can’t really measure what is going to do and it is like an ‘Energy Force’ – it is not, it is the Energy Force that you’re experiencing is the fear and the greed and the survival needs of people as they deceive each other so that they can have more money – and I mean within that, all your crimes that are money-driven, greed-driven and so on, multitudes of that is all based in the Basic Principle of Need – which is satisfied with Money.
So within this whole context -the whole context of what we’ve allowed in Existence to have a Mental Projected Physical manifestation that we’ve guided by rules to control our Physical Reality, our Physical Experience – I mean that is absolute stupidity.
If we want a better world, we need to first look at what is Actual Physical Reality – what is the Basic Needs of Every One, what is Best for All – that’s really our Oneness.
Are we directing this Oneness within Love? That’s really Love – we cannot go and profess some ‘Higher Experience’ if we can’t even Direct our Basic Physical Reality – that’s the dishonesty of those professing ‘Love’ as a Solution – that is not a Solution unless you have a Physical Actual Solution that Assists those that are Physically suffering in this Reality
Darryl: Yeah so the question is: how can you love someone you’ve wronged? You know?
Bernard: And you’re continuing to ‘wrong’ them, because you’re continuously focusing on those things that will harm those that don’t have- that don’t have the opportunity to have – you will continuously be stuck with the point.
For instance if you take the “Law of Attraction”, you’re “attracting” the “best for All” – but I mean your attraction does not happen automatically, it requires Action. Now what about those that are not in a position to actually apply this Action? – they are the ones that you are disregarding, that you’re harming so you can benefit – you’re not considering their disadvantage.
Darryl: And not only that justify their suffering as "their choice."
Bernard: Yeah I mean absolutely - but nevermind the Polarity that you actually activate when you participate in – let’s just forget about that.
I mean “I stand for Love - I stand for Oneness – I say in the ‘Now’ is the answer!”- but the Now is represented by the Physical Reality - not by your Mental Reality – your Mental Reality is only your now – it is not the now of everyone –the now of everyone is the Physical reality as it exists now –that’s the point that requires direction – that is the point where the true Image and Likeness of every human being is reflected in what is being allowed – that is our Enlightenment , that is the point in the point we will face in the Physical Now-
Who of these” great lovers of life” will stand in the Physical Now? I’d say not one, not one will be able to stand through the Physical Now and say the same thing –there is not one being in Existence. That will not change for Eternity due to the Physical Now. What created the demons in Existence –was the Physical Now - the experiences they had in the Physical caused them to become demons because there was no support in the Physical . Now they’re called ‘mentally weak’ – no. What is it?
The bottom line is: they got to a point which exists in every single being in existence that got to a point where they just could take no more – now imagine us all being driven to that point of ‘taking no more’ just to make a decision what’s best for all in the Physical now –then we’ll have Oneness – not Equality yet –
So I suggest stopping all this deception based on a Mental Projected Oneness, a Mental Projected Now, a Mental Projected Love that does not considering or that do actually look at the points that is relevant to the Physical Now as it is playing out right now
If we have that point sorted out – we will have ‘Heaven on Earth’ - with practical purposes – then we can worry about the mental condition of each one.
But have a look at the tension, the fear, the anxieties, the discontent, the depressions – how many things will be removed if the Physical Now is effectively supported from the perspective ‘love thy neighbor as thyself’ in a Physical reality and have a look: Neighbors don’t love each other –
What is more interesting is maybe the laws should’ve said – ‘Love your brother and your sister and your family as yourself’- that doesn’t exist, that’s where the greatest conflict exist –why? Because everybody knows each other and according to that, they judge each other - and now they hold each other for eternity in that judgment because you did one thing that they regarded as ‘unacceptable’ you must be held ‘accountable’ for eternity – which is why we say Self Forgiveness is going to be necessary from the perspective that one is actually be willing to judge and keep within ‘containment’ or within a Mental Prison those around you just based on some events - instead of looking at the Principle of the Physical Reality and what is required to sort out this point- which is simply Self Honesty, Self Forgiveness and then a Practical Common Sense Solution on how to Direct the Physical Now where it is Best for Everyone and Everyone’s Needs out of it, actually.
Makes Sense?
Darryl: Oh yeah
Monday, 24 June 2013
Day 429: Transmutation of Spirit
This is a Big Topic that has played a Major Role in All People’s Lives. Now when a Child is Born, the Quantum Physical has already been Collecting Data and once the child is in the Physical, immediately it Equates the Data – which is Memory – to its Environment and the Process of Spirit starts. We’ll talk about the Process of Spirit as a Fetus later.
In this the Child will now start with things like a smile, a scream, a cry, a movement… all of it based on How it interacts with its Environment. It Learns that Signals are a way of Giving so that You Can receive, so the process of Giving to Receive begins, and this continues throughout life. Unfortunately, the Mechanism within which Spirit exists and How it gets Transmuted into Different Forms that end up as Characters is Not Understood.
Let’s take an example. If you go Back in your Childhood you will Notice, you were Quite Young when you started Exploring Sexuality and when that Started Happening, you had a Heightened sense of Awareness which is a Heightened sense of Spirit and Depending on the Input of your Parents and your Environment, whether they have Created Fear around the issue or whether they have Created a Balanced Approach, you would have Various Approaches to it. Most of it happens in Secret – so your First Sexual Exploration would have happened in Secret and you would’ve Explored it and depending on the influences of Fear – that means the Spirit that is being Induced in you – you would’ve Acted in Various Ways and Allowed yourself to Explore it to a Certain Degree or less or more. And, within that you would have a Very Specific Memory about the Exact Events if you are Self-Honest about it, if you have the Capacity to Look at the Memories in the Context that they Actually Exist.
Now, within this context it is Important to Realize that if the Memories were Done in a way that is Self-Honest, that is Clear, you’ll be Able to See exactly Who You Were within the Context of the Events and realize that the Process of Sexual Opening is quite Natural; if you were Unfortunate enough to have been ‘Caught out’ and Few are caught out – ‘Caught in the Act’ so to speak – you would probably be Exposed to Extreme Manipulation because the Fears that Society Induced in it are Extra-Ordinary Out of Balance. If you have to look at today’s type of Movies, Series, you’ll see that Sexuality is Expressed more and more in a Natural Erotic way and it’s Being Acceptable because this is How it Existed in you from young, You Don’t have an Issue with it. When it goes to the Pornographic, then you have all kinds of Issues with it, but you’ll Notice a fascinating thing that You do Not Experience a Problem with the Type of Sexuality that is being Expressed more and more in our movies, you only have a problem with it when You are already Addicted to Masturbation for instance, then it will Stimulate your Masturbation.
Now within the Mutation of the Memory, a Fascinating thing Happens. Let’s take an example of How Psychology Works with it. The Psychologist has One Weapon with which it can Get Submission of their Patient and this Submission is done through Stimulating Data – which are Memories – to Connect and to Create an Energy and an Emotion about the event, where you end up Convincing yourself that What Happened in the event was somehow ‘Bad,’ and therefore you will start Transmuting the Memory to ‘Fit the Data’ as it’s being presented to you because that’s How Society Views-it; You don’t Even Notice you’re doing it and so You Create an Energetic Charge that Suddenly will Hit you and when this Energetic Charge Hits you = you’ll be Convinced that somehow your Natural Experience was an Experience of Abuse; this would happen because the Psychologist and/or in many cases the Parent, Never found a Balance with Their Own Sexual Expression and found it to be ‘Too Much’ – they couldn’t Control it, so they had to Hide it – and so, when the Child would go into this Kind of Experiences = ‘There is Something Wrong with the Child.’ In the meantime the Actual Experience is being Transmuted into a Spiritual Experience of Emotion and Feeling, and This Changes the Memory and then the Actual Facts of the Events are Lost and whomsoever is the One that Gets the Most Support from the Adults is the one that ‘Wins’ and is the one ‘That’s Right’ and the other one is the Abuser, but When one Looks at the Original Event you’ll notice these Events take place in Great Willingness from All Participants and there’s Nothing Wrong with that! That’s Natural. The whole ‘Abuse’ part comes out of the Unnatural Nature of Parenting and the Unnatural Nature of Psychology, because Psychology is Not Based on the Actual Science and Technology of How the Mind Functions, it’s based on Creating Ideas About Events through Emotions and Feelings to Change the Memory to what Fits the View of the Parent Form of Psychological Abuse – The Real Psychological Abuse happens through the hands of the Psychologist.
You’ll have the same with Rape for instance. Rape when it is Rape is a Very Violent Direct thing where there are Definitive Forces placed in it on the situation where Rape becomes a Very Thin Line is when the Person actually Submits, but they ‘Didn’t Enjoy it’ or they ‘Felt Guilty’ because of the Previous Memories of Fears and Anxieties that were Implanted by Society – mostly Parents – and because of their Guilt, they have to now Justify their Behavior and Feel Better about themselves and Place the Blame somewhere else. The human being knows Extremely well How to Place Blame and How to Change Stories and Memories to ‘Not Be the One that was Guilty in the Act’ – you have this A Lot with Siblings, where the One Sibling will Change the Events to Induce a Reaction with the Parents so that they can get the Parent on Their-side Against the Other Sibling in the Sibling Rivalry Competition and Most Parents Fall for this, not realizing that Through the Process they have Not Considered the Practicality of the Physical Reality, they end up Believing the Stories of the one sibling in the rivalry because it is ‘Plausible’ because the Total Society functions on Plausibility ‘It Could be True’ and just because ‘It Could Be True’ = you end-up depending on your Particular Design and how your Spirit is being ‘Influenced’ and ‘Transmuted’ through Time, you’ll End up saying “Yes! It’s True!” and then you Take Sides and in many cases you can Cause a Permanent Damage in your Relationship with your Child because you have Not Considered that You could’ve been Manipulated and that you were Just the Result of your Own Upbringing where You also were Transmuting Your Own Memories and Changing the Spirit in which Things Happen instead of Following the Physical Design of How things Actually Happened. We have this a lot in our Law as well, instead of Fact we have the word Opinion: ‘In My Opinion, this is what happened’ How can one Ever Convict Anyone on an Opinion? Facts are the only thing and Facts are measurable in the physical reality.
So we have this Problem where Spirit is being Created through a Transmutation process of Memory, we have this Specially placed-in through Consumerism since the Growth of Technology where the Facts about a Product for instance through Advertising would be Changed to Present a Spirit, you will React to the Spirit in which it’s presented and That will Activate a Feeling because your Spirit that exists is actually Emotions and Feelings, there’s No Real Actual Spirit that exits, it’s all Created through memories and the Interactions and Associations of Memories. So you’ll then Act on this advertising through the Spirit that’s activated in you and you’ll have a Feeling whether you ‘Like it’ or ‘Dislike it’ – and for the purposes of Control obviously, anything that Does Not Fit the current version of society, you’ll dislike. And a Red Flag will go-up so to speak, but it’s Actually based on the Memories you’ve Transmuted.
You’ll have this in Consumerism big time, it’s also a Big Thing in Religion and Spirituality. Your Great Spiritual Gurus have managed to ‘Find Words of Wisdom’ that sound ‘so Undeniable’ that it is Plausible and Possible that you end up Taking this ‘Wisdom’ as Fact, when if you really look at the statements of wisdom: It Says Nothing! It’s like “Love is All there is” it says Nothing! It is just Activating a Feeling which is Preprogrammed into you, which is the Result of your Memories and your Exposure to the Environment that now exists and when you have accepted that ‘Feeling,’ you’ve Accepted it as your Spirit, then apparently you now have a ‘Spirit of Love’ – you’re actually Possessed! It’s a form of Demon Possession, it’s the ‘Light-form,’ the ‘Light Demons’ – they are Far more Deceptive than the Dark Demons, the Dark Demons You Know What you’re Dealing-with, the Light Demons: you Never Can Trust Anything about it.
So your Spiritual gurus will Find the Words with which to Activate your Memories and they will use Technologies from the perspective of Structured Words, because They Get a Response; and they will for Instance use the point that “If You Cannot Hear what I’m saying = you’re Negative” The Psychics and the Spiritual Beings and the Law of Attraction… all these Light Demons they Use this Extensively, because with that You are Placed in a Little-Box and Unless You Change in your Spirit to a Positive Light Spirit = ‘You’re Bad’ and you are Someone that should be ‘Isolated’ and ‘Nobody should Talk to you’ so, a form of Torture is used, a form of isolation is used to Convince the person to Change their Spirit, to the Spirit where they’ll get Support and Help instead of any form of Learning How things Actually Work.
Now, whenever the word ‘Transmutation’ is used, understand that what Actually Happens is that Memories that are Pre-Existent within you are Mutated to Produce Particular Feelings and Emotions which you then will Call your ‘Spirit’ and within this Spirit, you would then Take the New Memory and you will Make Statements as If it is ‘Truth and You will even Call this ‘Truth’ because you’re experiencing the energy; while within All of this, the Whole-thing is Deception; but You have Convinced yourself that ‘It is True.’ A lot of people in this world have Suffered because of this Stupidity of Not Understanding How Things Really Work and of Over Excessive Concern about things which are Quite Natural.
One should be Careful What You Place in your Children as ‘Spirit’ and one should be Careful when you are some Spiritual Being, How you Manipulate others into your Delusion. Now Obviously as reality continues and the Compression of Reality continues, things are going to get Very Tough and a Lot of the ‘Transmutation Experts’ are going to try and Transmute you in Every Way possible to Get Your Money and They’re going to Get it! I mean there is a Vast Amount of Money moving through this Transmutation Process. And Nobody really Talks about it: you Lose your Money, you Don’t really have Any Real Change because: You Don’t Know How the Mind actually Functions. All you have Achieved is the transmutation of your memories and you’ve created a ‘Spirit’ within you that Possesses you, that makes it impossible for you to See Reality for What it Is and you’ll end up Claiming for instance that “The Physical Reality is Not Real” – while the very Feelings you have are based on How you have Mutated your Memories in the Physical Reality to create an energy which you call Spirit and Feeling and Love and stuff like that. You see the problem? Complete Delusion!
And unfortunately because Spirituality is a Product of Consumerism, specifically creating the Spirit of Consumerism – which is based on ‘I like and I love this Product’ – you’ll have LOTS of Spiritual People trying to Make Money out of it, they notice How Easily they were Manipulated by other ‘Spiritual beings’ then they try and find another way of doing it and coming out with a ‘Better’ way to present it, a ‘Higher’ way a More ‘Feeling Creative’ way and you have LOTS of different ‘Spiritual Paths’ now, and each one of them is Justifiable because Nobody can Challenge it, because They are All Doing the same Thing! So now they All Support each other and it Sounds like and it Looks like Spirituality is Expanding. In the meantime: Everybody is Lying Together. It’s a ‘Spiritualizing’ of the Mind so that the Spirit of the Being can be Prepared to be the Ultimate Consumer.
It is Not a Simple Task to End the Abuse that you Compound and Place Upon Yourself by Creating all these Spiritual Possessions, it takes Years to Break all of it. And Unfortunately, our Total Psychological understanding at this stage is Not Based on Science, it’s Based on Opinion and it’s Based on Manipulating Feelings and Emotions to Get the Results that then through time can be Claimed to be based on ‘Expert Opinion’ – No Fact, though. So behavior is Observed, the Actuality of ‘How it Functions’ is Not Considered. We have done Extensive presentations on this already and Eventually the World will reach a point where Psychology Will be Based on Fact. When That happens obviously, the World will be a Better Place for All; at the moment, it’s a Most Dangerous Place because Everyone is Trying to Change Each other’s Memories, everybody is Busy with Transmutation, ‘Playing the Game’ of being a ‘Shaman,’ a ‘Guru,’ a ‘Spiritual Enlightened Being’ – you’re Not Enlightened, there is No Such thing, you’ve only Found a Way to Manipulate Others by Transmuting their Memories through Activating Feelings and Emotions, so that they can Submit themselves to Your Will – but all of that even is Just an Illusion. So a Lot of Work is Ahead if in Any way there Exists some form of Self Honesty within this. If you React to this, you Better Investigate Who you are and where you are Abusing People Around you, it is Really Not Acceptable.
Start with the DIP Lite, Start the Process, you’re Not going to Hear things that you’re always going to like because: you’re going to be Challenged; but that is Necessary because if you would’ve Known What is Real and What’s Best = the World would have Been a Place that’s Functioning Effectively for Every Living thing, it’s Not – that’s the Evidence that What you’re Doing is Questionable. Question it for Real.
























