Day 569: Authority and Consequence – Part 3

Continuing from previous blog: Day 568: Authority and Consequence – Part 2

That is the whole point of Structural Resonance Alignment, is to align yourself back to ‘who you really are’.

Within that, you have to understand, ‘How the fuck did you get here in the first place?’

And that is not understood, because, you’ve accepted yourself as ‘the way you are’ as apparently ‘all you can be’, ‘all you are’…

And you are living in a reality of Projection, which is ‘Consciousness’, where you are believing that you are ‘not what you are’ – which is ludicrous, ridiculous.

You cannot believe you’re Divine, if you are not so in-fact.

That is the whole point of the Authority Level at the Substance Level, where you have given Permission to yourself to be stuck as a Pattern.

And then you end up in a Mirror Projection of Divinity, where you are fucked for Eternity and you remain fucked for Eternity.

And there is really nothing you can do about it, because you have to Correct yourself at the Substantial Level, which is Matter. Because your Origin is Matter, your First Cause – is Matter.

You are coming from the Physical Universe, the Physical Universe is a Single Body, you’re a ‘Thought’ of the Universe.

Got me?

And within that, you have abdicated your Substantiality. You are thus in a Complete Separation, similar to a Single Thought. Which is why you can be Deleted as a Being, Through, even in your Body, through Chemical – you take a chemical and it will change your thoughts.

Your Physicality is Superior to your Beingness, your ‘Spirit’ – in Every Way.

Your Spirit is just Thoughts = Really, Really Unsubstantial, no Substance, just Patterns of yourself. And they are Primarily Deceptive, based in Fear, based in Limitation.

And now you’re in a Process of ‘being exposed’ as ‘who you are’. Then you are Trapped ‘in Matter’, so that you can understand the Matter that is at hand.

So therefore, in your Life, you will go and always ‘live in a Pattern’, a ‘Family Pattern’. A pattern which Confirms your Acceptances, as ‘Who you Are’ as a Pattern. And within that you’ll feel Comfortable. So anything that comes and challenges your Pattern = you will Attack, and you will Try and Destroy. Because you will believe that the Pattern you are is ‘Who you Really Are’, and that you have a Right to ‘Be this Pattern’ and ‘Nobody has a right to Question your Pattern’

And you will refuse to consider the Consequences of your Pattern, as it plays out in the Bigger Pattern that is the System of the World, of even the System of the Afterlife, the System of Heaven.

So everything which exists = is Relationships with System.

You are System, Existing as a System within yourself.

Within Thinking, within Behaviour, within Family, within Culture, within Language, within Education, within the World, within Money, within Social Order, within Religious Order.

Within all of it = it’s just One System of which you are a Small Part of a System that you’ve accepted yourself to be. The Big System can only exist because you are Creating it through your Participation. That is happening without you even realizing that you’re doing it.

Because have a look, you’re not Questioning the Money System – why? Because you’ve accepted the Money System to be ‘authoritative’. Without money you feel invaluable, without power, without anything. So receive money, and you are ‘all fine’. But you don’t question where the Money comes from, in fact, you don’t give a damn! ‘It Doesn’t Matter!’. ‘Money is just Money!’ Have a look, you have no idea what Money really is.

Nobody in this world can state the Exact Nature of Money, and exactly ‘Where it All is’, ‘How much was exactly ever created’, ‘how much of it is actually in circulation’.

Nothing is really known, cause nobody really cares. As long as there is ‘enough to do’, that which affects you within your life and within your pattern = you’re quite okay.

Makes sense?

To be continued…

Day 567: Authority and Consequence – Part 1

Okay – So: (following a question on ‘Timeline-Pattern’)
Timeline-Pattern, meaning that I have accepted and allowed myself as this Pattern – my Physical Body has accepted this Pattern as ‘normal’ – is re-creating this Pattern ‘in ‘Anticipation’ ‘as my request’.”

Patterns are layered and they work by Permissions. These Permissions get Embodied as Resonances – and when your Resonance is a “Primary-Permission” – that means: You Have both confirmed-it as a ‘Permission’ before this life, and in this life.

Simply trying to Stop-it from the perspective of disengaging it = will not work. Because your ‘Permission’ is Resonantly superior. It carries more authority than just you, as the Mind, attempting to disengage the Pattern.

The Pattern is Permitted by you, as the totality of you. And, accordingly - when you are Doing...adjustment’ within yourself, and you’re not speaking as the total Authority as Yourself’ = it will not disengage.
Does that make sense?

Which is how Resonances work. A Resonance is operational at the level of, and according to, the Authority that is involved in the point of Creation.

So – if you have, over a multiple lives, given ‘Permission’ for a particular Pattern of Authority = the ‘Resonant-Self’’, the Substance that is Self, will accept that, that Pattern of Permission is Authority - and it will accordingly give that – the Overriding-Factor – no-matter how much you try and change it.

Unless you stand in Equal Authority - to how you created it in the first place.

So, the point of ‘Equality’ or ‘Equal Authority’ must be understood when you are working with your Resonant Self, and the patterns that are Here, being currently expressed. Because the pattern of ‘Who you Are’ as “your name” – and Who you are Existing as = are all of your Patterns, for all-time that are currently in one physical body. Then, stretch that out over multiple lives, multiple bodies – under a Primary Authority = which is Yourself.

And that Authority overrides EVERYTHING.
Unless you get to an Equal point to both Mind, Physical and Resonance as Authority – Directively – the point won’t change. It will just cycle into another lever, another timeline, another time-cycle.
Which is also okay, because then you disengage it time after time, after time, after time – until you’ve got all of its layers.

But in that, you have to understand that you must regain, you must reconstitute your Authority: you, Equal and One – Here – as Life as Authority. You have abdicated that Authority, that Authority is the point that is the problem.
Does that make sense?

So when you say: “The Pattern is a Timeline-Pattern.”, It is not only a Timeline-Pattern. It plays out within a Timeline as a Pattern. And yes, you have accepted and allowed yourself as this Pattern. And your Physical Body has accepted this.

But that is not all. You as Substance have accepted this. I mean, you as Substance as the Living Self has accepted this Authority as this Pattern – as you. That is what you have to change: the Substantial Self, the ‘Eternal Self’.

Does That make sense?

So, it is not ‘re-creating this Pattern in anticipation as my request’ – it is ‘Re-creating it as you’. (Referring to a sentence in a document).

It is not an ‘anticipation’. It’s the Actuality of You that is Here. This ‘Who you Are’. That’s why you can’t change yourself.

That’s why you are ‘working’ now with changing yourself; but have a look at what overrides? YOU override what you are busy changing, all the time!

Therefore, the condition remains the same. You disengage and disengage: but the next morning = it’s the same. Because the ‘You’ that is attempting to change, is not Equal to the Authority that established the Pattern in the first place.

Does that make sense? Are you getting my drift?

So therefore, you have to consider ‘Establishing your Authority’ first. Do you really actually kow what is best for you? Or do you need the experience to generate sufficient Authority to say ‘till here no further!’?

Because, if you cannot say “till here no Further, I stop!” – and stop in One Breath, immediately = you still don’t have Authority.

And therefore, your Forgiveness will only be temporary, and you will have to re-do it over and over and over gain: until you have generated Authority.

Okay – make Sense?

To be continued....

Day 386: Fetal Development Stages – Consciousness Research – Week 14 (Part Two)

Discussion between Bernard and the Baby-to-Be

For context from previous post:
“Obviously, we are going to work with it to specify it so that it is not This Particular Things/Process that Happens – but, it’s already Happening in the Specifying of the Being from the Perspective of the Initial Quantum Body to be able to Emerge from the Body at Birth into a Full Functional State. So when it’s in that Stage, what Happens now in that Stage will Also Happen in the Stages of the First 7 Years Cycle (0-7), the Second 7 Years Cycle (7-14) and the Third 7 Years Cycle (14-21) until you get to your Final Consciousness Acceptance. 28 Is usually where the Final Point is complete (Fourth 7 Year Cycle). ”

So, from 28 onwards you’re like “Okay” with yourself. You think it’s actually ‘You’ deciding that, but it is actually the Process that forces you towards deciding that according to your Acceptance. If there was any Specific Point that was misaligned, like say an Addiction evolved (one of the Primary ones that Evolve is Sexual Addiction) - what happens then is: you’ll have various Problems in Relationships, or all kinds of stuff. But, all that’s really happened is that you’ve stepped through the Spine, the Vertebra, the Universal Steps of Initiations through the System as Yourself in which you’ve Conned into having a Conscience, according to you, which is your Value System - that’s your Consciousness. This Value System is what you’ll Defend, which is why your Religion of Self shows so hectic (directed to Leila), because it’s already Developing for the Child at a Physical Level. This means: the Physical Response Pattern that influence the Energy, the Movement within the Energetic Development within the Spine as the Being will step through the Stages of Initiation and conclusion - which gives you the Cycles of Infinity, which gives you the Cycle of Ying and Yang and Good and Bad and Polarity – because the Point will Start and it will Conclude. So, it follows a Pattern like this (like DNA strands) up the Spine, and it will Spiral, seemingly creating the Idea that this is Who you Really Are. All of it though, is a complete Design of Deception.

So, All of these things Play a Role within the Symbolism of how it Functions. This is Imprinted within the Genetics. The Genetics are that which Responds to the Substance (the Substance being That from which things are formed) and in that Response to it, will Emit a Sound. The Sound will Activate and Connect with the Symbolism that’s accepted within the Greater Consciousness and the Specific Consciousness within the Family and the Culture Consciousness; and According to that - it will then Resonate back (Resonate back into the DNA/Substance) and as it Resonates, it forms (New) Patterns and Ripples. These Patterns and Ripples start to Overlay, Forming what you would call the Multi Dimensions - Layer by Layer, because you are Moving through Time and then through Time you are Developing actually a Memory Structure. These Memory Structures eventually becomes the Containments within which you’ll Develop your Memory, which will then Function within the Energetic Response Patterns, the Associations, Alignments, Connections and Relationships – and through that you will Emerge with your Visualization. As your Visualization and your Feelings and Emotions and those things start – you’ll start Thinking.

Fetus: But then again that’s not ‘Your Thinking’, it’s again the Thinking OF the Feelings, OF the Memories

Bernard: Correct – It’s the Thinking of the Memory of it and you say ‘It is I Thinking’ – because suddenly in the Mind will Arrive a Vision and you say, ‘Oh, but it’s me! Look what I can see!’

As that Develop, obviously your Imagination Develops, which Develops quite Early On, which is why the Parent will influence the Imagination and take the Child through all kinds of things without Realising obviously, How that will affect the Relationships that’s already there within the Genetic Material and the context of the Rising of the Consciousness to its Full Fulfillment.

Fetus: It’s just a Pattern Recreating and Recreating and Reconstituting and Re-Layering , All the Time.

Bernard: Correct. That’s ‘Multi Dimensions’. That’s why it is so Difficult to Break Through, because while you are Walking, you are Creating Dimensions within Dimensions. So the whole time, Multi-Dimensionally, the Physical will look at ALL the Dimensions of ALL the Memories of ALL Associations and Assess it from the Perspective of the First Principle: Survival.

The Principle Aligns with Genetic Material, which is Based on the Evolutionary Theory, so to speak, of ‘Survival of the Fittest’ – all of it is Survival, so that you can have this Life.

Because Remember: in the Original Design, they had to get the Human Body to Survive to be able to Mine it for as long as possible for the Energy to Sustain Heaven – and therefore: the Better it Survives, the Better their ‘Investment’ in the Technology, which is now called ‘Biology’. So, in that - you start the Whole Consumer System, because in the Buy-Ology (Biology), they Buy into the Earth and then as you Live you Sell the Energy to Heaven. That way - it’s the Buy and Sell that’s started. That’s why the Buyble/Bible Exists , that’s why you now have Buy and Sell and you’re so Absolutely Fascinated and Interested in Buying. That what you’re Getting is your Reward all the time. So, the whole time you are busy Rewarding yourself for your Work here in the Name of the Divine and Heaven and all these ‘Wonderful’ things.

So, do you understand how Little you Understand about it and what it is that is Really Happening? And how much of that is Completely Automated, with No Consideration and NO Scientific Investigation into this, No Point in Any form in any of our Most Intellectual People throughout All Time has Ever investigated any of this. It’s always just ‘Accepted’ - Despite the Evidence that the Human’s Existence, Culture, Dynamics, the Ego – All of the Human is a Dysfunctional Unit. There is Simply No Research.

Fetus: Yes, because the Premise is Incorrect. Because, they believe they Exist

Bernard: Correct, they are MADE to Believe they Exist, while they don’t.

Fetus: Therefore they won’t Question it, or Investigate it

Bernard: When the First Thought Arises, the Being does Not Consider that it’s not them. That’s why you’re still Thinking. I wouldn’t think. I mean, ‘You’re Thinking’? Really?

Fetus: How can you think if you don’t know how it works?

Bernard: How can you Trust your Feelings if you don’t know how it works? How can you Trust your Emotions? How can you even Investigate your Emotions if you don’t understand how it’s Created? Because investigating the Outcome of your Emotions for Instance, Talking to your Emotions for instance is then like a Complete Delusion, because you don’t even know what creates it, how can you have a chat with it?
You see how Extensive the Problem is?

Why is the Bottom Part Fused of the Tailbone? Why does it start at the End instead of the Beginning? Because the Tailbone is the End isn’t it? Which is how Pre-Programming in Existence Exists. It starts at the End: You’re Pre-Programmed and then you are Sent into Existence. So therefore, you Start at the End, and all the time you are trying to get to the Beginning, as you’re trying to Go Home.

Fetus: The saying is that ‘if you know the beginning, you know the end’ – but that also implies that ‘if you know the end, you know the beginning’.

Bernard: Correct. So therefore it’s a Closed System and this is all Programmed in the Physical. So it’s quite a Story to go and Sort this all out.

A Lengthy Journey.

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Day 355: The Integrity of a Substance is in its Durability

The Integrity of a Substance is in its Durability and that’s how you Measure your Process: in your Standing / Stand of ‘who you are’ – are you Durable? Can you Endure the Challenges that the System impose on you or are you Molded and Controlled by the System? Therefore, the Process itself on Earth is one of Establishing Integrity and Durability as Life: Are you of Life Integrity and are you Durable as this Life Integrity to Sustain, Maintain and Establish Yourself as Life – thus, that All the Systems that Support You and Others in the terms of ‘Give and Receive’ is of a Nature, an Integrity that is what is Best for All Life always?
So, this Integrity is the Essence of the Earth: on Earth, as the Physical, you can Establish any Point’s Integrity through the Substance that it is – that means That which it is Made-of, as its Consistent Stability. So, if you look at the grass, the Integrity of the grass is its very Design, its Purpose, its Meaning in its Place and therefore - you can Trust it as that Substance Integrity. The same with iron, with steel, even some of the things humans combines to make stuff: you can Trust it according to its Design - like a gun, you can trust that it’s going to kill.

Where there’s a Problem in Life on Earth, in terms of Integrity of Substance - is when you get to the Human. The Human has No Integrity of Substance. Its Integrity is Completely Flawed. We have no Integrity of Substance as We do not Live in/as a ‘Consistent Stability’ within and as our Physical Bodies – as one can see/realize for oneself with the extent to which one change in one’s Mind/Consciousness every moment of Breath, and so become unpredictable and untrustworthy unto ourselves and so towards each-other and this Physical Existence as a whole. Our Integrity is completely flawed as we do not stand with/as/by anything/anyone – not even ourselves, with the extent to which we can suddenly/unexpectedly/unpredictably ‘change our minds’ always to only suit our own Survival/Self-Interest.

The Integrity of Substance is what must be Corrected and that is Done at the level of Correcting Yourself, because if You are Life Integrity - you do Not Require any Force or any Pushing to Be Life: you Simply are Life and from that perspective, you will Not Accept Anything Less than Life, because That is your Integrity, that is the Substance you’re Made of, that is the Substance you have to Make into/as Yourself so as to Prove, as Evidence, that You are In Fact a Benevolent Divine Creator. If you cannot even Create Yourself - you cannot Claim Divinity. That Divinity is Measured in How you Integrated into the World as the Systems - that Measure the Relationships between All Parts to have a Result that’s a Win-Win and that’s a Best for All at All Times.
This means that: as an Integral Being of Life, your Choices will Change – you’ll still have Choice, but it’ll No Longer be as Choices being defined where you are Free to Abuse, because you will as an Integral Being of Life Not Abuse. The Abuse within/through Choice as it now exist - is linked to a point where you are Not In Fact a Being of Substance as Life that Support Life and Ensure that there’s Always a Win-Win Solution. Currently Free Choice is based on Win-Lose. In a ‘Win-Lose’ situation you have a world that is in Crisis, because there is Constant Conflict and instead of being a being of Life: you become a being that Lives it in Reverse and you become a being of Conflict - you’re at War All the Time. Therefore, you don’t Trust Others – but, In Fact: you don’t Trust Yourself to be able to Exist and Coexist with Others in a way that will be Best for All and that will be a Win-Win. You Fear to Lose, so therefore - your total existence is one of Complete Negativity where you’re only looking at the few points where you can Win and you’ll do Everything to Actually Achieve this Win, instead of having a Win-Win Solution where Everyone Win all the Time - then Nobody ever have to Lose.

The solution is simplistic: Equality - the Equality as Life, the Equality as Breath, Equality Before the Law. But, if this Law is FLAWed and cause Conflict and ‘Win-Lose’ – then, there is no Equality before the Law Possible, because the Law is Flawed. That is why, for instance, the Equality Clauses in Constitutions are Invalid - they are Not Equality Clauses, because they are based on Laws that are in fact ‘Win-Lose’ situations and Those choices are Not Free Choice, because they Enslave Another - by You Winning = Somebody else Must Lose. That is Not Free Choice, because Your Freedom is Costing the Freedom of Another and therefore: you don’t have Equal Freedoms. The fact that you Apparently have Equal Right to Try and Win is simply the Cause of All War that has Ever Existed, it is always Measured - if you go back in History – it is always Measured based on Who Wins and Who Lose, and there’s Always More Losers than Winners, because there can Only be One Winner in any situation. In an Equal System Everyone Wins, then Everyone is a Winner and therefore: there is No Need to Fear and No Need to have No Trust.

Remember: it is Not that you Do Not Trust Another to Do What is Best, it is in Fact that you Don’t Trust Yourself. You are So Scared that you Will Lose if you Give In First and so Now - No one wants to ‘Give in First’, you don’t want to be the First one that Change, You want to Wait for Everybody else to Change Before you will Make an Effort. Unfortunately That is, in Essence, the Point of Integrity: if You do Not Have that Integrity, that Bravery to Stand in Spite of the Possibility that your Fellow Man may Want to Abuse you, because You have Dared to Give and you are Not Waiting for Them to Change - if you Don’t Have that Bravery: you Will Never in fact Be the Substance of Life.

Day 244: Life Force and God - ADC - Part 91

This blog is part of the After Death Communication Series

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Does God Exist in the Afterlife? – Part 25

Life Force and God

Do we have Life Force? Is Life a Force? What is Force? Is Force the Reason FOR, as our Meaning to our Existence and the Relationships we participate in? Is Force part of ForCEgiveness? What is Forcing us into Inequality on Earth? Are our Memories Forces that hold us Captive in the Past?

When a Child is Born, they have a Blank Slate Genetic Platform. On it is Forced Information, which will Determine What Life is FOR, culturally, religiously, economically – in every way, the Information will Determine what Life is FOR, and that will be presented as Life FORce. Are we Forced into this?
The Way that Life is currently Forced into Relationships of Good and Bad, of Strong and Weak, thus Relationships of Polarity, Opposites – with the Idea that, apparently, without these Motivating Polarities: we will Not be Forced to attempt to do Good; have Created on Earth – Forces as the World System, that Enslave Life in Every Way Possible. This is Well Known by Every Individual. Yet, every Individual will Participate in these Forces, as World Systems, to Enslave others and thus Enslave themselves.
The Simple Solution to it – is to become the Directive Force, that Directs Will as Force – to Support All Life, as Equal, as What is Best for All. To do this, one must Understand What this Force is, what is the Structure to the Force, How we Participate and Follow this Force, and How the Force, Structurally, as Thought, Feeling and Emotion – Direct and Force us into being part of the Consciousness of Inequality on Earth.

Within this, One must Realise that: as Long as one do not Understand the Structure of a Memory, that Accumulates Force to Create a Thought, which will Arise in the Mind to be Followed by the Being – we are Not the Directive Force of Life. And therefore, we become Equal to and One with, what we Accept and Allow – directly and indirectly. This is Why each One on Earth is Responsible for All Harm that take Place on Earth, involving All Life Forms.
This can be Stopped, first of all by Understanding: How Force Function and why Physics as the Rules of the Physical Reality – is Important to be Grasped. One is Participating in this, Substantially, as the Substance of your Existence, Every Breath. And therefore, it is Important, to Purify every Breath so that Self as Force as Life, can become Directed-Will and Result in the Co-Existence that Always Result in What is Best for All Life.

There is this Idea, that – each one was Given ‘Free Will’. How can your Will be ‘Free’, if you don’t even Understand the Structural Design of a Single Thought? Or why you Think, never mind How you Think - why you Feel? The Self Honesty here is Critical, because – as long as one Believe, that somehow something Placed you in your Life, because It knew More about You: one will Not Investigate All Things as you Should, Understand How it Functions and Keep that which is Good and Best for All Life.

Forces of Evil, are but where the Life Force is not Directed to What is Best for All Life, and Here one can, with Ease Realise, whether you are Life or whether you are the Opposite of Life, which is Not Life, which is its Reverse, which Bedevil and Condemn Life on Earth to Eternal Struggle.
Anything that Justify that Life could only exist in Struggle: has an Agenda you should Investigate. It is Possible to Understand Everything about yourself, to Understand Exactly Who you are based on Every Piece of Information that was Ever Implanted into you, like a Microchip. You are in fact Micro-chipped from Birth, with Every Memory that is Energized by Emotion or Feeling. Because Emotion and Feeling is in fact Electricity, that Animates the Microchips that exist within you; from the perspective, not viewed through the Limited senses of the Mind – the Human Looks like an Electronic Robot. And All the Relationships, and All the Thoughts, All the Feeling you have: are coming from little, mini, factories that Produce Thoughts, Impulses, Forces – which Impose upon you, Total Enslavement. Creating in its Wake – a Reward for the Good Follower, which is a Consciousness of Bliss. Where you can Allow yourself to be at Peace, while Millions and Billions struggle, because you’ve been a Good Person and you’ve Followed your Program.

The Desteni Process is about Birthing Life from the Physical. It’s a Long and Arduous Process, which Requires Perfect Understanding of the Structural Functioning of Every Part of you, to the level where you Become the Directive Force, which GIVES Life, One and Equal – to every other Part. And this Giving of Life, is then the Evidence that You, In Fact, are Life as Well.
Until then – you are One and Equal, to What you Accept and Allow in this World. And only once the World has Changed, to What is Best for All – Will Life Exist on Earth. 

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Day 54: The Original Human

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Nothing Original has ever been Discovered or Invented by the Human – everything Ever Found was Always Already HERE. All the Human Can do is establish Relationships and Observe Relationships and Direct Relationships – those Relationships determine the Nature of the Human and binds the Human to Consequence.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that Even in the Quantum Reality, Relationships define Each Other like in a MIRROR, just like the Human is defined by Relationships and what Relationships the Human participates in. No one is ever alone, each is only ever Part and the Part each Play Determines Reality for all Partners in the Play with the Resultant Consequences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all Existing Relationships can be Broken down to Direct Connection of One which is the Determining Oneness as what the Relationship is Equal to, and that One by One the Relationships accumulates to form Movement and Direction within Relationships that Determines what is termed Creation. Creation thus in Not the Original Beginning as all beginnings have an End, or Outcome or Consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Create is Not Divine, but is only the Growth of a vine of One by One Connections that Eventually Carries an Outcome, or a Fruit Determined by the nature of the Connection formed One by One, which Becomes the Resultant Temporary Consciousness as the Equal to Answer to the Formed Relationships.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Desired return to Source, or Origin, or Nothingness that Existed before Creation of Relationships is in fact the Resultant Outcome of all Relationships formed in ways that are Unequal to the Source in its Nature at Formation. And to Claim one is Returning to Source as if you are Source – when your Formed Relationships prove you are not, is Self-Deception – as the Self that Deceive itself is the Result of Relationship accumulation and not the Equality as Source, as Life – and therefore: All Creation unequal to Source is Always a Temporary Illusion that returns to Source, wiped-out forever, as what is was: Just an Illusion in Every Way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Source, before Creation, is Life – and that all Relationships formed from Source that are Not Equal and one in the Nature at Source as Life, will by their very Nature – not be Life. This determines that all that is Here in its Substance as Source, is Life – unless it is Not. And the NOT is Determined by the Nature of the Relationships formed between each Part, individually, and NOT determined by the Resultant Consciousness when Looking in the Mirror at its Formed Relationships. This conclusively determines the Outcome of all Relationships formed that does not Conclusively result in an Outcome that Reflects in Image and Likeness of Itself – that Actual Equality in Connections at Source as Life, as Equal and One. And therefore, all outcomes are in Fact always known within the bonds at Relationships formed, as what it is Equal to, and Only that which is in All Ways Source as Life as Equal as Bond – is in Fact Eternal as Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that spirit is Not Origin or Source – as Spirit is Formed from Relationships as Creation, and is thus Always equal to the Nature of the Relationships Formed and Less than Source – unless the bond is Life, as the Equal to Source, which will reflect in the Resultant Equality as Life as Source.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Human was not Created, but Created itself through the Relationships it Formed and Allowed to be Formed, and that the very Spirit of these Relationships determines the Nature of Human ‘Spirituality.’

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Key to Life is in the Equality of Relationships, where one is Equal to what you Give, as that is what you will Receive. And thus – the Choice to be life is Always Available – until it’s not. And that the Total Creation of the Human is a Lie that will End, as it is not Equal to Source as Life, Eternal.

I commit myself to show that all Science and Mathematics as accepted by the Human are only Looking at the Limited Relationships formed through Human Interaction and bonds. And that these are the Chains that Bind the Human to its own Inevitable Destruction – as the Human Created itself not in the Image and Likeness of Life as Source, but in the Separation and Greed of Self-Interest in Separation to Life – justified through Energy and Consciousness, through which the Human Attempted to make its Spirit Superior to Life.

I commit myself to Show that the World of the Human as it Exists in all its Relationships is Reflected in the Mirror of Human Civilization – where, throughout time, attempts have been made to make the Life of Human Creation look ‘Civil’ – when in fact, it is Formed in Complete Separation from Source as Life. And through this Choice: Condemned to Nothing.

I commit myself to show that the Equality-Equation of 1+1=2 is the Blueprint that Measures the Outcome of all Relationships, and is the Determining Factor of All Creation – determining: what is Life and what is Not Life – that is able to be Understood by Every Human and Every Child that Gains Consciousness to See Directly – whether human Creation is Life or Not. And that, therefore: there is not and will not be any Excuse that can ever Justify the Separation from Life, and the Resultant Abuse, as the Spirit that is Allowed to be Created. Let it be Clear: that which is Not Life – cannot Hear the Desteni Message, yet the Equality Equation allows you to See and Eventually Hear – and that ANYONE can only Disregard the Desteni Message with Grave Consequence, as the Graven-Image, that is Not Equal and One as Life – will end in the Grave. The Desteni Portal is the Final Opportunity for Existence as the Illusion to Return to Life.

I commit myself to show that All Creation as it Exists Now, is the Result of Unequal Relationships in Separation to Source as Life. And as such, is an opportunity to Realize the Separation and Inequality and to thus Change – to Return and Amalgamate with Life as Equal as One. And to then form only Relationships that are Always Equal and One as Life. So that Life may be Born from the Physical as Self, being as it Must be the Very Creation of Self as Life, as one can Only be Life if you can Create Yourself as Life according to Relationships that in their very Nature support Life as Equal as One as Life – No Separation Ever Exists, as it is Source, as it is Life.

I commit myself to show that the Return to Nothingness, while in the Flesh, is the Return to Source – which, after the opportunity to Rebirth oneself as Life, and then, as Evidence of the Reformation, one will be Measured as to the Relationships Formed: whether it is Equal and One as Life – or Not. There is NO Middle Road – and the Grave is too Late. Postponement is not suggested, as No-One holds the Arms of Time.

I commit myself to show that the Consciousness is the Spirit of Self-Deception, formed by the Greed to be Life – without understanding and realizing that the Relationship formed the Consciousness as Consequence, of the Separation from Life and therefore Consciousness in its very Nature is Nothing but Self-Created Illusion.

I commit myself to show that Spirituality is the Duality of the Spirit with which Relationships are Formed in the Nature of the Polarity of Good and Evil, and Win and Lose – when Life exists as No Polarity and Polarity only exists where Relationships are Not Equal and One as Life in All Ways.

I commit myself to show that Choice is Never Free unless it is Life, as Equal as One as Source, Reflected in the Relationships: Equality - and that Any Choice made in Separation is Not FREE as it is Bound to Consequence Equal and One.

I commit myself to show that Life does not Judge – each one Judge themselves, through what each one Creates and the Relationships that are Formed – and therefore, the Relationships that are formed that are not Equal and One as Life in Every Way – the Creator of the Relationships – Creates itself as Less that Life, and thus Illusion. And is thus – Judged, as the Creation is Created and all Illusions was, is and will be – Always just Illusion.

I commit myself to show that Self-Realization does not Magically make one Life – it must be Living Movement  of Life as Source as Substance, reflected in the Evidence of all Relationships – Giving Life, as Life – regardless of perceived definition of Knowledge: Knowledge is in fact Always useless Illusions.