Day 150: Matrix of FLESH is SELF

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to not have Realized that if I think, feel or Experience Emotion and Accept that as ME, I am Confirming that I am Brainwashed and Have No IDEA how the Energy I Experience as My Consciousness, is in fact Created.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the MIND that Create Consciousness based on Memories Require the Flesh to Exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that Consciousness as Human Self-Awareness is Only Programmed Energy that functions like a Character in a Movie, totally Oblivious to the Whole, only Aware of the Role it Plays in the MINIMATRIX, which is Designed to Keep the Consciousness OCCUPIED in interactive Polarity that SEEM to be Based on choice, when it is in FACT NOT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the MATRIX that the Human understand as Life, Exclude all Real Life and Only FUNCTION in the Energy Created and Programmed by the MIND as Characters living in a Make Belief Reality where Fear and Love rules, just like in a Fairy Tale.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that all Beliefs about the Afterlife are Suspect as the Energy induced COMA on Earth that Has taken Consciousness to its Highest Expression, that of Bliss and Ignorance where the Consciousness as the Created Energy of the Physical, are unable to see its Creator, as it is Unequal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the Total Consumption of Consciousness, as the Study of the Self as Energy, Depends on the Participants to Agree to Create the Illusion that because they are Experiencing the Energy, it must be Reality and in this the Actual Creator of Energy as The Physical is Denied.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the FLESH acts like a HARDDRIVE, that Stores one's Memories as Stories as the History of the Creation of the Character in the Narrative used as the Idea of Self, which is then Projected on the Screen of the MIND which Tell A Vision show and supported by the words the Self  Speaks to Convince this Self as Character that it is Real, but take away the Memories, and the Self Disappears immediately, exactly what happens at Death as well.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that NONE of the Memories as Characters that Pretend to be the Human on Earth can be trusted, as the History is Presented Subjectively in the Self Interest of the Character to be in the Role of a Hero or Villain. The Human in its Current form only exist as an Animated Picture that Follow Storylines as Memories of the Knowledge Narrative All agree to FOLLOW.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that in this All-encompassing Self-Deception, NO REAL SELF as FLESH exists and therefore No Equality exists on Earth, and cannot be Conceived yet by the Characters , as all the Characters are Designed to Compete to Create the Greatest Legacy as a Memory. HOW BIZARRE!

I commit myself to SHOW that the FLESH as STORAGE of Memories From which is Created Personal Consciousness, is NOT GRASPED and that the Importance given to the MIND cause a World of ABUSE and DELUSION that will keep on Growing 'till Man wake up and Study the Real ISSUES in the TISSUE of the Body.

I commit myself to SHOW that those claiming to Understand the Matrix, are actually Creating the Bullshit in Their own MINDS, because they do not Understand How the Mind Functions at All.

I commit myself to SHOW that Emphasizing Character Building without understanding how it Functions in Specific Detail, is GROSS Ignorance

I commit myself to SHOW that THOUGHT, EMOTION and FEELING as It Results in Consciousness, is the CON that Cause Man to be Such an Abusive Creator

I commit myself to show that the TOTAL Industry of the SOUL, Lightworker, 'Life after Death' --  are based on Self Interest without understanding the FIRST Thing about Existence and the Importance of the FLESH

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Day 90: Beauty is Cruelty

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Beauty is an Attribute Born from the Self-Interest of Characterization that disregards Life and does not Recognize Life as the Only Beauty that Exists, allowing Judgment to be Born that Ends in Multi-Faceted Cruelty that Manifests and Becomes Character of Abuse to Others and Self-Abuse – purely based on the Foundation of the Idea that Beauty is Better.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Parents Contribute to the establishment of the Beauty as Cruelty Regime with the Introduction of Beauty and what goes with Beauty to their Children as Young as Possible – with NEVER Teaching the Child Any Values of Life, Creating just Another Monster as a Character, as a Human that will Consume and Abuse the World Extended Family and Friends of Parents will Support the Parents in the Development of the Characteristics of Beauty as a Right, without EVER Considering the Consequence of Such Behavior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Activists will Only Confront Beauty as Cruelty in Relation to the Abuse of Animals, while the REAL Cruelty Includes the Abuse of Life IN ALL FORMS: the Making of ALL kinds of Beauty Products from Living Beings as PLANTS just for Beauty and Profit is Never Questioned by Vegans, Vegetarians, Enlightened Beings or Activists – as they do ALSO not Actually Realize what LIFE Really Actually IS, and are But Products of Beauty as Cruelty, Living a Beautiful Healthy Life, while Being Cruel to the Life-Forms Being Consumed by causing Division and Inequality Between Forms of Life, just to Claim the Moral High Ground in a World of Cruelty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Words taught to Children that will become their thoughts are Laced with Judgment and Competition and Beauty to Prepare a Child for a Life as Cruelty in Motion as the Adult Human Being, where No Life is actually Ever Realized in its Equality as what is Really HERE Everywhere, Visible and Invisible, in All Forms – All the Time. Yet, through Creating Characters as Representations of Human Nature, Human Nature Becomes the Lifeless Cruelty that is Regarded as Beautiful, while Life Suffers at the Hands of Human Nature that is Lifeless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Beauty, as how the Human Presents it Currently, will always be Lifeless – as it only Ever Represents a Character in a MIRROR as a Memory in a Illusionary Dimension. See Previous Blogs for Context.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Beauty is the Intrinsic System of Consumerism and money that Creates the Lifeless Human Nature Characters that PREY on Life to attempt to create Life in Illusionary Characters, Manifesting in its WAKE Cruelty in Every Way, which No Character can EVER See, as the Characters Depend on the Cruelty to be Beautiful.

I commit myself to show that Human Nature is just the Characterization of Cruelty in Fake Beauty just Like Love and Light as Consciousness Marks Life as Characters, allowing Cruelty to Exist in Every Form without Question – Never Realizing the Real Extent of Cruelty that Actually Exists All the TIME.

I commit myself to Bring all Life to Self-Awareness through Self-Realization to Stand and Deliver Life from the Abomination and Cruelty of Characterization.

I commit myself to Remind the Characters Pretending to be Life, that Characters only exist in Imaginary Stories where Life is NOT Realized and that this Causes Cruelty that is Immeasurable in the Vastness.

I commit myself to Bring to an End all Beauty as Characterization, as Beauty Can Only Exist as Life – which is Always Equal – But to Remind the Beings that Dare to Hear, that this is a Journey, One that will Not be without Pain, as Self-Realization is Always Pain, as Life is Currently Tortured in Every Way by the Characters Humans Became.

I commit myself to show that the Living Flesh is Formed from Dust and the Breath, which Implies that Dust and Breath is Life - and from this One can Realize: What is Life Really On Earth – Realize the Beauty this is Life as Yourself and Everything else , and Treat it with Respect because that is Self-Respect.