(July 2007)
We are in a curious position--Imagine we have the knowledge of what is best, but not the knowhow--even interdimensionally--we have traced all of existence all of time, past - present - future--Imagine--through the portal there is no restriction--being able to communicate with anything--any form--sometimes blow the lid off any perception or idea of why we are here or who we are.
So, Perceptually we are infinite--not really--only our essence--the same as a rock--is infinite--our consciousness and self-awareness is not infinite and actually quite finite.. In exploring this point, yes we are all here and everywhere is here--the Joel Goldsmith - Infinite way--very cool in actual living and application of self--but I found Joel just as stuck and lost as anyone else--none of anything we have thus far applied, is indicating any answer that will assist us--I must say, sometimes I drive the dimensions up the wall with questions of all sorts--
At the moment, what is certain is that the way must be prepared for the children to create life as an experience that will support all life as equal and one--we have throughout the Universe a lack in experience of the practical how-to of equality and oneness and any stable model can only be tested in physical form in 3d--not many candidates available to really test this out and although the structural resonances as sound is supporting, we are in for a journey.
One of the fascinating problems yet to be resolved, is that not any being even currently is at death able to remain here and recall all their life as experience integrated as self--most is just knowledge and knowledge is forgotten and is perceptually judgmental as it is subject to a point of view in consciousness--we are researching this and the beings at crossover that is most effective, is children--now imagine that beings like Jack has been at this process for thousands of years--there is more like him, but not many--due to the nature of what we allowed, we placed our understanding of the solution into a process that reveals in every moment once we understand--so sometimes, we get stuck or some-one else must reveal.
At the moment I am kind of sharing my process of questioning and equating as direction is once again uncertain--what is certain is who we will become and what we know we are intellectually and knowledge wise--yet we are not what we really are as fact here and that is apparent in our expressive abilities not being absolute--there is no denying that we are no more than what we express in relationship and understanding with all that is as a real here experience--Practically it may be equated to our sphere of influence and this is a touchy issue--we are no more than our sphere of directive influence at any given moment--
So, say we direct the universe as self as all as one and speak ourselves as the living word as manifested and it is done visibly here, then that is who we are--Fascinating within this is that it is impossible to harm anything as all form currently is consciousness and thus not real and thus the true being/essence cannot be harmed--this makes for some interesting experiences ahead--will we realize the nature of consciousness and how we have painted pretty pictures and will we be willing to do what must be done to stop consciousness for all as one as self no matter what or will we hide behind the idea of choice as if consciousness will ever choose to annihilate itself--will we realize that all that has ever been has been consciousness--thus the way forward is beyond any knowledge or perception we have or can conceive--
Sometimes in the last 2 years the experience was disheartening--once I found a woman in one of the dimensions we were cleaning--she was very old--meaning, she has gone for a long time and applied herself--she said to me that there is no answer--she has tried everything--we are infinitely stuck in this cycles of forgetfull ness always getting to the same point. She had no name, she lost all of everything, but she still existed--she was still here--she could not not exist--she refused to participate in finding a way out of our dilemma as life stuck in our perception and mind in form--we discussed this at length--the portal is set up that we must find a way or the being is stuck--so for a while I was stuck having to communicate with this being--she could not leave the portal
Now in the portal is quantum time, quantum knowledge, quantum experience--anything you can conceive--and we were stuck--not the first time, but this time, this lady has really tried everything known throughout eternity, and we had no answer--we moved beyond that point on one point--we realized that we have to trust each other in that we have a common goal and that we understand our common problem and so we moved on.
Our common goal is freedom within equality and oneness--thus coexistence that support each other as we are always here--our common problem is that throughout billions of years we have been unable to find the solution--what We have come to realize is that the answer is in 3d--not dimensions--we must be able to bring forth equality and oneness as a practical living model where all at the same time agree and live as equal and one to in any way get out of our rut--that is easier said than done and that is where we are in searching for a reason for all to listen and understand that we are stuck--infinitely
That death is not a way to some higher life--we stuck in the dimensions as well--in fact infinitely so--not the coolest place to be and many refused to believe it possible--the fact of it is in the way we exist on earth--as in heaven so on earth--now heaven is in place, though still in process as there is beings dying every day and as heaven is understanding oneness and equality, that must be born on earth--though as life from the physical--that means--heaven currently are only able to assist with words, insights, grace etc--the human will have to face this which is heaven as we all come from the dimensions--we are thus only at the beginning of a journey--we must find practical ways to support this for all--most won't make it--children younger than 5 with effective support will--Veno's structural resonance story will help
Fascinating--currently working on biodiversifying the Dna strings to play different sounds to assist with hollographic changes--this is done through creating viruses as self and then assisting with the virus as self in slowly bringing selfrealization--this is another interesting story--who are we, what are we, what are we capable of--what is speakable and what is unspeakable
We focus on developing independant abilities to assist in independant crossreference--Once a being are able to directly communicate with the dimensions, they cannot return to old ways--this is scary, as you truely lose all you have ever conceived--few are able to make this choice
Understand that all spiritual experience up to now was a controlled dimensional insert--the annunaki was really good at controlling all existence--virtually nothing can be trusted when perceived through the mind--to give the mind a reality experience is easy, but enslaving and will hollographically manifest as "real"--so--we are in for a journey
Much to discuss and writing all of it will take volumes--we are at it and it will take years--we are currently equal to the world we have allowed, even if we cut ourselves from it to have a perceptual experience of peace--we are no more than the worst we allow--that is our starting point
Our greatness is the same point--our worst as manifested on earth--that was the way we found heaven--exactly the same as earth--with their own marketing and public relations division called angels, ascended masters, gods, goddesses, feel good messages, plugged into the soulconstruct and the emotional generators of humanity--like a form of politics, sucking essence from each to have power in one point--fascinating that is so, power will be always in one point till it is given up as equal as one--some find that difficult to give up perceptual power.
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