Day 571: Authority and Consequence - Part 5

Continuing from previous blog, Day 570: Authority and Consequence – Part 4

Now your problem is that, that which you have accepted as yourself, is Resonantly the Authority as the Directive Principle of the Substance you exist as. And you have to first be Equal to that Understanding, how you have Created it and be Equal in Authority to that Instruction that is currently the Accepted you, to be able to stop it.

And then you have to Prove it, by Living it, because the Moment you Fall, what comes back? The original Authority, and you’re just Fucked. Which is why Nobody can get out of this shit. Because you have in fact created your own demise, and you have given Authority to it.

I mean, you can’t stop that Authority, unless you really stand Equal to it. That is the Principle of Equality. That is the Equality we are talking about, the Real Equality as Structural Alignment, as Structured, Resonant Authority as Life, Equal and One Here. Which is why the Polarity Opposites come out as Pre-Programmed Designs.

And then you will place it within context of ‘people around you’, which becomes then your Expressed Pattern. Therefore, your Patterns are expressed in All the People you Know. Because that’s the Authority you have given Permission to as the Patterns as Who You Are. Makes sense?

So as long as those Patterns are existent, and the way they are Formed and how your Feel, Energetically, about them – and how you act and How you try and keep them in place = will show you the design of the Authority and the Permissions you have already given. And obviously in stopping and changing that, what is relevant is that you will ‘lose’ all those people, because those people were not Real in fact in the Relationship of your life anyway.

They were based on the Patterns and the Authorities you have Given the Permissions. So the moment you change that, I mean, it’s obvious = it’s going to change. If you fear losing them – you’re not Ready to take Authority for your Life.

Makes sense?

So, within the Principle of doing the Forgiveness, Identifying the Pattern, watching how it ‘plays’, Doing the Forgiveness: You are Strengthening yourself to re-gain your Authority. That will take as long as it does. Until you actually establish it, and you have Definitive Authoritative Effect in Stopping the Pattern that you have Allowed yourself to Be.

Does That make Sense?

And within that means, it’s a Journey, that Journey will be Equal to How you’ve Lived it out in Time. But through the Acceleration of Self within context of Mind and Pattern, you’ll now be able to live Several Lifetimes in a Single Day, through Effective Application. That means, you can short-circuit the Multiple Lives within which you have given Authority to this ‘Absurdity’ that you call ‘Yourself’.

 

Day 567: Authority and Consequence – Part 1

Okay – So: (following a question on ‘Timeline-Pattern’)
Timeline-Pattern, meaning that I have accepted and allowed myself as this Pattern – my Physical Body has accepted this Pattern as ‘normal’ – is re-creating this Pattern ‘in ‘Anticipation’ ‘as my request’.”

Patterns are layered and they work by Permissions. These Permissions get Embodied as Resonances – and when your Resonance is a “Primary-Permission” – that means: You Have both confirmed-it as a ‘Permission’ before this life, and in this life.

Simply trying to Stop-it from the perspective of disengaging it = will not work. Because your ‘Permission’ is Resonantly superior. It carries more authority than just you, as the Mind, attempting to disengage the Pattern.

The Pattern is Permitted by you, as the totality of you. And, accordingly - when you are Doing...adjustment’ within yourself, and you’re not speaking as the total Authority as Yourself’ = it will not disengage.
Does that make sense?

Which is how Resonances work. A Resonance is operational at the level of, and according to, the Authority that is involved in the point of Creation.

So – if you have, over a multiple lives, given ‘Permission’ for a particular Pattern of Authority = the ‘Resonant-Self’’, the Substance that is Self, will accept that, that Pattern of Permission is Authority - and it will accordingly give that – the Overriding-Factor – no-matter how much you try and change it.

Unless you stand in Equal Authority - to how you created it in the first place.

So, the point of ‘Equality’ or ‘Equal Authority’ must be understood when you are working with your Resonant Self, and the patterns that are Here, being currently expressed. Because the pattern of ‘Who you Are’ as “your name” – and Who you are Existing as = are all of your Patterns, for all-time that are currently in one physical body. Then, stretch that out over multiple lives, multiple bodies – under a Primary Authority = which is Yourself.

And that Authority overrides EVERYTHING.
Unless you get to an Equal point to both Mind, Physical and Resonance as Authority – Directively – the point won’t change. It will just cycle into another lever, another timeline, another time-cycle.
Which is also okay, because then you disengage it time after time, after time, after time – until you’ve got all of its layers.

But in that, you have to understand that you must regain, you must reconstitute your Authority: you, Equal and One – Here – as Life as Authority. You have abdicated that Authority, that Authority is the point that is the problem.
Does that make sense?

So when you say: “The Pattern is a Timeline-Pattern.”, It is not only a Timeline-Pattern. It plays out within a Timeline as a Pattern. And yes, you have accepted and allowed yourself as this Pattern. And your Physical Body has accepted this.

But that is not all. You as Substance have accepted this. I mean, you as Substance as the Living Self has accepted this Authority as this Pattern – as you. That is what you have to change: the Substantial Self, the ‘Eternal Self’.

Does That make sense?

So, it is not ‘re-creating this Pattern in anticipation as my request’ – it is ‘Re-creating it as you’. (Referring to a sentence in a document).

It is not an ‘anticipation’. It’s the Actuality of You that is Here. This ‘Who you Are’. That’s why you can’t change yourself.

That’s why you are ‘working’ now with changing yourself; but have a look at what overrides? YOU override what you are busy changing, all the time!

Therefore, the condition remains the same. You disengage and disengage: but the next morning = it’s the same. Because the ‘You’ that is attempting to change, is not Equal to the Authority that established the Pattern in the first place.

Does that make sense? Are you getting my drift?

So therefore, you have to consider ‘Establishing your Authority’ first. Do you really actually kow what is best for you? Or do you need the experience to generate sufficient Authority to say ‘till here no further!’?

Because, if you cannot say “till here no Further, I stop!” – and stop in One Breath, immediately = you still don’t have Authority.

And therefore, your Forgiveness will only be temporary, and you will have to re-do it over and over and over gain: until you have generated Authority.

Okay – make Sense?

To be continued....

Day 563: Living Pictures & The Devolution of Man

Continuing from Day 562: Orchestrating Demon Possessions
“The more they obviously resist the point, and embrace love, the worse the fall. Because that’s how it works. If you study basic physics: you’re in a Universe that’s physics and physical, there are laws and you are messing with the laws, pretending that you know better when in fact your very actions, your very directive force is indicative of ‘who you are’ within all of this”

So really, to make a person being possessed was such a simple point, because they were being possessed by my permission so to speak, and by their permission. And within the context of that I would then discuss with the Demon and move the Demon from that person to me. And during that process assist them within embracing Self-Forgiveness and indicating – and understand, I understood quantum time, quantum mechanics and all the multi universes, completely, in a physical way. Therefore I could show the Demon multi-dimensional outcomes and solutions – utilising the Equality Equation to the point where all their excuses were dealt with. So that they had a realisation.

To keep on hating or loving is not the answer. The answer is to become Self-Honest and forgive yourself for what you have allowed and what you have become due to desires, wants, needs, hopes –all due to separation and projections. You’re abusing your actual ‘Oneness’ and therefore you became this energy and lost your ‘source’ so to speak, which was the physical. And the physical obviously being not what you see with your eyes, or what you touch with your hands or work with your senses. That is just part of it and some of it is not necessarily the physical, they are a deceptive manifestation manufactured through the mind.

So, it was fascinating and there was obviously a fascination. I had also Cerise there and she had a peculiar Demon Entity that came through and that we communicated with and that also participated through the Portal later on. Her name was Felicity. And her nature of creation – that means – what she embraced as her Demonic Self was a form of sexuality, like a nymphomaniac – deriving absolute pleasure from the Erotica. So fascinating point, taking her through the Self-Forgiveness’s and the releases. And very stable, a Demon would become once they have gone through it.

At this stage we haven’t done it often, we only did a few sessions, it was the beginning stages. And we also worked extensively on understanding the mind and the relationships in the mind at that stage we started with that. Which was researching, testing what eventually would become the Desteni I Process – realising, that obviously we have to really understand the dimensions of all of this and how for instance the Demonic manifest. Because the Demonic, was quite clear, would manifest on Earth once we got to the point of releasing the Heavenly Demons, that means those in the Dimensions. And we’ll explain that later in terms of how that actually occurred and why and what was the dynamic at work within the context of the Demons that is now already running amok on Earth and that will do so for some years to come – forcing, virtually, Humanity to its knees. It is fascinating Dark Times ahead for all. There are tools within which you can assist yourself as some has already experienced. The possession is extensive and not so easy to deal with and even with your tools you have to breathe effectively through the point and yet it will reoccur. Because every dimension of the Self-Lie will be challenged, every Dimension of the Desire. So if you stop one Dimension there is still an infinite amount of Dimensions that scales of it in a way. It’s like it feeds off it, it moves off it – like a refraction, like a fractional creative process that follows the Fibonacci Spiral, it’s like an infinite point but it’s always the same. So it really challenge ones resolve because eventually you just want to give up because it seems like you cannot get past this, it’s never ending.

It’s important to go through things like that because at the end of the day it is the Design of this Reality – it’s never-ending. And you are trapped in a never-ending spiral of Systems which you call ‘Life’ – but it isn’t. It is just always the same. The only thing that changes is the picture. The whole process of evolution that one is stuck in, have a look: it’s the evolution of the picture, it’s not the evolution of Life in fact. In fact the Human is devolving while all the other beings here on Earth, they’re evolving. The essence being that the picture has become the totality and the only reality which the Human values. And that all feelings virtually are like packaged behind the picture. So the picture even hides the truth about it. Now imagine that those feelings, those energies, those emotions – they are the demonic forces that’s now going to take over the running of the picture, the picture that you believe is you. So in the context of authority, you being just a picture have already given all your authority to the energy, the emotions and the feelings. Therefore, for that to take over your life, does not require any consideration from you or commitment or authority or approval. You have already allowed it, you’ve already created that. You have to face it, there is no way out from it. It is why this world is in the mess that it is – it’s because the Human as such is not a living being, it’s a living picture. And that living picture has abdicated or has become the totality that is you. And all you’re busy doing is grooming that picture, looking for energy. And then storing that energy that you’re trying to create as if that is God, and then now it will become it. But it’s a Demon! Because it is a polarity manifestation – good or bad – doesn’t matter. And then it takes over.

And then the events in your life will be things that you will regret and that you can never repair. So you have a reminder of the dishonesty that you participated in.

So, it is necessary and it cannot be stopped. You are not in a position that can make any difference to that experience. You can though learn how to get out if. Because unless you know how to get out of it, or you have a realisation that get you out of it eventually – you’re gonna go through hell itself.
So from that perspective I suggest that one consider the Desteni I Process and where one can develop a relationship of support that spans a Global Network through which one can then be supported as best as possible. At the end of the day though remember, you remain the one responsible for your life. You remain the one that must become Self-Honest, even in your room when you are alone.

Because it is in your room when you are alone and your mind gossips and judge and speaks and build up images and energies – that is when you are creating your greatest nightmare. May you realise that and stop it before it becomes your life.

Day 562: Orchestrating Demon Possessions

Continuing from Day 561: The Ultimate Challenge of All Religion:
 So, Cerise then brought these Demons here, most of them went quite quickly the last six-seven of them where rather ‘tough’ ones, they’d been Demons for a very long time. But they all then realised themselves and the whole story after that changed. They never made another attempt like that on me and my family because, they had no way to deal with what it was, they didn’t understand what was happening, but something was happening to their comrades when they try and harm me and my family. We’ll continue this.

So we continue with the Demon Story.
Let me start it with going deeper into the Demon story.

During the time when there was no money and therefore there was no interference or – let’s say there was no ‘interference’, per se. I was alone, in essence, with the kids and there was no outlook that was promising, there was no point of money on the horizon and I was purely walking the dedication to find out more about the Demons.

I met a lady that told me that she was experiencing the Demons in some of the clubs where they were using drugs. Now at that stage I never used drugs and drugs to me was really not important. So I decided to explore but I didn’t use any drugs. I went to the clubs – at that stage I was doing tarot readings and I was pretty good at it so I pushed the point further to see if just by doing Tarot readings without – I mean with doing it for ‘donation’ – if that would be in any way be a way to live. Obviously to my amazement it was a disaster and I met during that time many other people lives that was also destroyed through the Tarot reading thing. It was purely very few people that would make a success of it. Normally those that has developed a Tarot set and has sold it and is making money from selling the cards as well. They would normally be successful in this endeavour. The rest, the ‘followers’ won’t.

That’s just the norm, the principle of our current economic capitalistic system.
But it was a good experience from the perspective of actually realising that Demons per se, I met some Demons in people, I moved them, utilising the physical recognition system that was now ‘Me as the World’ so I could move the point and see where it’s from, see what it’s about, is there energetic charge, what is the definition, what is the relationship and then disconnect the points and move it and let the person walk their life.

Obviously they may create the Demon again if they want to or create the opening for a Demon again if they want to. At that stage my point of reference, the reference was the actual ability to disengage a Demon Possession and find out in which ways it was effective and how I could help the Demon to not continue on their quest of finding hosts once they are exorcised. Because exorcism to me was pure fearful stupidity because someone who knew nothing about Demons and only judge them as Evil is trying to chase them away. It’s like putting fuel on a fire, I mean you are coming there with fear in the first place and you feed the Demon your fear which is your so called ‘power’, because you believe it’s evil and evil must be feared.

So it simply then changes its frequency and you end up not even knowing what is going on because you measure things according to the feedback you get. And when it goes quiet, then apparently it’s ‘better’. It’s quite a laughing matter, dear exorcists.

Anyway, so, during this time I started looking at how to engage in a process within which I would be able to establish a way into assisting the Demons effectively. I only really started going into it, once I met Esteni. And we started in the house where we had the possessions of, and the writings on the wall – we started there. And the first point was to simply push and let people be possessed. I mean, just allow it. And then take on and see if I can get the Demon out of them. So that’s what I did. And then once the Demon was in and was able to use the body and speak to me, then I would speak to the Demon. And look at their life because it’s like you can see it. Once you become somebody’s life, their existence – you know their existence, you know who they are because you walk it in fact even in what they have not considered. Because they have lost themselves in time. So therefore they cannot see the complete Self they have created in Consciousness as they cannot see what is really going on in this world. So therefore they have moved throughout their existence from the polarity of ‘Love’ to the polarity of ‘Hate’. And those that are now for instance in this world at the polarity of ‘Love’ will still go into the polarity of ‘Hate’. The more they obviously resist the point, and embrace love, the worse the fall. Because that’s how it works. If you study basic physics: you’re in a Universe that’s physics and physical, there are laws and you are messing with the laws, pretending that you know better when in fact your very actions, your very directive force is indicative of ‘who you are’ within all of this.

Day 561: The Ultimate Challenge of All Religion

Continuing from Day 560: Earthing Self

So that by the time I got to the first major attack on myself and my family by Demons, it was after the whole graffiti thing on the wall where they were writing on the walls that they will ‘Kill you and your son’. We had already at that stage established an effective way to deal with it from the perspective of seeing and working with it, so my children could already see it, Cerise specifically. And she was ready, had no fear of any of these Manifestations and were able to speak to all things, whatever form it is. So very effectively she could deal with it. And therefore with her assistance, in the beginning, in terms of bringing them together when we were attacked by over 300 Demons, some of the big boys of the Universe came to the house because I was busy making an impact on the ‘Legions of Demons’, in assisting them. And they would not stand for it.
So they came to me and my house to try and scare me away. There wasn’t really much they could do, they needed my fear, my participation in fear and ignorance to be able to actually control or have a response that they can actually work with to be able to get anywhere.

I instructed Cerise what to do, bring the demons together. She knew how to work with it already. She’d bring the demons and we will put them through my heart, that means I’m in a state, in a calm state of processing, earthing all the energy that the Demon has been utilising and creating its Demon Self. I was busy earthing that back to the Earth and in that way when you earth that energy, the being is released from the control of the energy and also is assisted in realising how they have created their energetic state that made them de-manned – less than a man – making them an energetic being, which is a lesser being where they lose contact with the Physical Universe, which is the actual creative force. They are taken through the point of Realisation and then they are assisted to go to an appropriate space from which they will be guided further, which we will discuss in for instance the books that was presented or transcribed by Hitler through the Portal, explaining how this worked.
Obviously, Hitler being the ultimate Demon, according to Man – and in fact he was the ultimate Demon in the Hereafter, in the Demon Dimension. So question being – would Hitler be able to be Forgiven or Self-Forgiven? Can Hitler be Forgiven? The ultimate challenge of all Religion and all Beliefs and all Faiths.


Is the Forgiveness of God real?


What is Forgiveness really?

So, Cerise then brought these Demons here, most of them went quite quickly the last six-seven of them where rather ‘tough’ ones, they’d been Demons for a very long time. But they all then realised themselves and the whole story after that changed. They never made another attempt like that on me and my family because, they had no way to deal with what it was, they didn’t understand what was happening, but something was happening to their comrades when they try and harm me and my family. We’ll continue this.

Day 560: Earthing Self

Continuing from Day 559: Complete Body Awareness

In this thus I developed an effective way to measure any change in energy that is relevant to what I am busy with . Obviously still specifically filtered according to my current focus of Equality – otherwise I would be overrun with an uncountable amount of streams of information and energy which is obviously what no-one notices in this reality, which is that this reality consist out of a massive amount of frequencies and that it is all Interdimensionally visible at all times, and everyone is bombarded with it all the time – yet not aware of it at all, whatsoever.

Fascinating though that there is then this whole idea that you can ‘feel’ something without the context of what it really means. So, very important to understand the functionality and the ways one can utilize the physical to support you in understanding in absolutely focussed points, the movement of real life realisations.

So in the beginning stages, with the Demons, the first point was obviously the meditations, I also realised, before I even got to the Demons, that in fact, the ‘As Above, So Below’ is in fact the physical representation of the physical body. So through the years I’ve practiced myself into it, tested and cross-referenced it extensively and therefore had the trust in terms of it, to actually test out, in the breathing, the full integration of the Universe, the Earth as the Centre as my Heart, because the word ‘Earth’ and ‘Heart’ is the same word – you just shift the letters around. So that I can Earth myself here and deal with the reality we’re busy ‘adjusting’. Obviously there will be much discussions still to come and published in terms of what is really going on, we’re here only dealing with the Demonic Part in Reality and the reality or part it played in Reality.

So, with that complete understanding, physically integrated, tested over many years, over and over in spite of the environment, in spite of what is happening in my reality – I focus completely in a full integration of it as I understood, that was my duty to understand and it was the only way I could actually ‘meet’ or ‘see’ God face to face, was to be equal to God. Image and Likeness! Equality and Oneness!

And therefore I did the necessary work as I’ve indicated many times. On average it will take a person fourteen years of application with cross-referencing extensively so, to the very best, in seven years.
And you would not claim your so called ‘understanding’, unless you’ve done your cross-referencing. And we do not give all the necessary guidelines, because then it’s too easy to copy them instead of actually living the whole point. We are closing the system now, in terms of it all, so that all walk the same process in the Universe and also because we have already placed into context all those that are deliberately deceiving and abusing and that are in fact Demonic Manifestations and we will explain how that operates as well.

So, with first meeting of the Demons, as I was initially saying, I was setting myself up to automate my kinesiology with that, to automate the assistance of Demons. As I walked, I found that a massive amount of people on Earth were Demon Possessed. And not just one – but several. And that there was no way that we were going to sort the problem out in this world, because there were just too many. And therefore I programmed and set-up my physical body, which at this stage was Equal and in representing the Universe, to process and assist the Demons to Self-Forgiveness, through the physical in an automated state. As I walk and get in touch with people, so that at stages my full possessive – that means my physical body it had up to 45% - we measured it – percentages up to 45% Demon Possession as I was processing these beings back to themselves, through Self-Forgiveness. That means assisting them in ways that I will explain in time to come.

Day 556: Are Demons the Key to Reality?

Continuing from: Day 555: Self-Forgiveness & Change:
”So I applied the points and all of these points are relevant to the eventual outcome and the eventual point of meeting Jesus, and the final transcendence, the final facing, the embracing of the demonic in the universe. So bear with me, because all the points lead to one astounding discovery - Something I didn’t expect and I’m sure nobody would’ve expected. Especially the way it happened, it couldn’t have been more unlikely for it to happen in such a way."

That was the fascinating thing about what was happening is that, you could not have thought it up. It was happening due to changes, due to actual universal application of oneself, due to the actual transformation would bring about this change because the transformation must have an effect not only on the mental, the metaphysical or in the hereafter – it must have an effect on the physical world here. While there was all this idea that the physical world was the illusion, but that was certainly being challenged more and more as I was doing the self-forgiveness, because what was revealing was pain. Pain was amazing because pain was a measurement, and if I didn’t do my forgiveness effectively the pain would remain. So pain will come at the point when somebody speaks, I react and there’s a pain. Until I have the actual structural re-alignment design of the forgiveness in place, it wouldn’t change. So I was developing a very clear way of directing myself and having a feedback with the physical body.

That would become extremely important eventually in dealing with the demons and finding out when they were deceiving and how they were deceiving and exactly what was the nature of the deception. Because within the universe, which is a reflection of the human body (which is what we found and I will explain that in detail as we go along in the various presentations to come) it was fascinating that one could possibly align all the possible matrixes in the universe within a human physical body even within one cell, and then you can establish the alignment, the relationship that is existent that created it, its origin, and its end, its cycle, its circle, the circle of life – which was always a system and it always had a beginning and an end and it could start at any point.

I mean a circle’s beginning and end is always the same point and it could be any point within the circumference of the circle. So it was fascinating that that played such a fascinating roll in these alignments, therefore your forces in the universe were finite although they were infinite in different ways that they could come about because there were just so many, there was still an end to it. The universe thus had a beginning and an end and therefore it was discernable. Therefore everything was measurable. Therefore one could actually assess everything once you could align and realize the great simplicity that in the small is the big and that in the big is the small, and that it is always a reflection of each other and therefore you could actually establish the actual reality repeatedly. And that was the key through the years that I practiced the gifts and the application of self-forgiveness and the alignment of my physical body to a stage where I could trust every single point no matter what. It took years of practice assessing, placing – I used during that time kinesiology over a period of twelve years utilizing a facilitator, testing out, and obviously the facilitator didn’t know about the other tests I was doing and didn’t know about the physical test and didn’t know how I was doing it, and didn’t know about the visual tests I was using to create cross-referencing alignment systems to test out what is happening and where is it going and how do one take care of it. Within the so called limited illusion that was this reality which was more and more showing itself to not be the illusion, because it was in fact a representation of reality. And what was starting to become clear is that maybe heaven, maybe that which we can’t see, that was maybe the actual illusion.

But let’s see where this takes us. Could it be that the demons held the key to reality in all ways, because the question was ‘what were demons and where were they coming from?’ ‘Why did they exist?’ ‘What was the origin of the demon?’ And it was only once I had really aligned myself and I was satisfied that I was starting to get to a point that I could make a real impact in the world then I start to consider that I am getting ready to take on the demons. And now the question arose ‘Why? Why the demons?’

Look the answer was simple to me because I had an emphatic and absolute trust in God and at that stage was certain that whatever was happening in my life and what I was understanding about self-forgiveness and the physical body and what I was shown was simply a test by God – seeing how the mind cross-referenced, that means that, what I found with the physical alignments once I disengaged the mind was that the left side of the body correspond with the left side of the brain and the right side of the body with the right side of the brain in fact but your mind interpretation system was cross-wired and therefore everything was in reverse. You couldn’t see straight what is here and so everything was like upside down and very difficult to discern. And I saw that the test of forgiveness, the way that God would set up the test would be that one must prove and stand and show in fact that forgiveness work with demons and that if a demon forgive themselves they can find their way back to God. And if one is certain within forgiveness – and at that stage I was very certain because I have tested it over many years within myself in my world – that in fact forgiveness will stand the absolute test and be the way through which evil can become life, because the human that I saw in this world was just as evil in many cases as any demon could ever be. And therefore, if God is all-knowing and all righteous and all of everything then he would’ve left us a way to get back. And that forgiveness from my experience and I have admitted to my life and how I really made a mess of it, I looked at it from the context if I can find my way with forgiveness, any being in the universe can, because I was as evil as they were. I have had within me, the things that I have done that was just the same, there was no difference. And many times they were just in thought but it was the same. The thoughts of rage and anger and harm and deception – it were all the same. Yes I stopped them, and therefore I proved that self-forgiveness was the tool with self-honesty within which one can affect a real transformation in the physical while here in limited form. And that set the scene to a most astounding experience where the demonic were explored over a long period of time of about a year and a half where I set out to help every demon I can, no matter what unconditionally, to find self-forgiveness.

Day 555: Self-Forgiveness & Change

Continuing from Day 554: The Power of Forgiveness:
'And that if you hear the nature of these gifts, it was astounding and it was very clear that forgiveness was proven to me to be one of the ultimate keys, and God recognized it and was speaking not directly to me, but was sending messengers with messages to me which shows that I have in fact in a small way proven the effectiveness and power of forgiveness. Now, each one of these gifts required me to actually apply the gift and test it out and become it, embrace it, become the living words of it so to speak. '

So now I had these gifts and I was having real effects with self-forgiveness. I mean everything I’ve tried up to then from meditation to prayer to; every single thing I tried never had a long lasting result. A result of me changing me. to the effect that I change an experience so effectively that I can clearly go with it and be satisfied that the change is real. And here. self-forgiveness did that.

All I had to be within the self-forgiveness to make it stick – I had to be self-honest, I had to make sure I don’t create a polarity through it and I actually change and stick to my own word, and make sure that the thoughts re-align and if any re-occur to always be indicators where I am not self-honest. So thoughts in essence must be corresponding, aligned exactly the same as what I am living in all situations or otherwise I would question my forgiveness and I would do it again.

And I even started with training course for a period of two years travelling doing self-forgiveness courses, but what was fascinating is people were more interested in me talking about and presenting the self-forgiveness than what they were interested in doing it themselves. So nobody was really interested in changing themselves. And the only ones that could, the only ones that were at the time to consider self-forgiveness were people that were of means.

So after two years it was quite clear that you’re not going to change the world through doing presentations and training courses, travelling around meeting people in person. You’ve got to take the personality out of it completely from the perspective of; you must have no contact with me, because I mean contact with me seems to be quite overwhelming as I developed over time a presence through self-forgiveness that was noticeable. And people regularly remarked of that.

So the best way was to find a way to do it differently, and I focussed then for a while on education – the young generations, because if we could do the young generations, we can secure the future of the world and bring about a better world. And whether it actually will have an effect in our own lives or only happen in the time of our children – that didn’t really matter to me because the point was the outcome had to be certain.

So I applied the points and all of these points are relevant to the eventual outcome and the eventual point of meeting Jesus, and the final transcendence, the final facing, the embracing of the demonic in the universe. So bare with me, because all the points lead to one astounding discovery - Something I didn’t expect and I’m sure nobody would’ve expected. Especially the way it happened, it couldn’t have been more unlikely for it to happen in such a way.

To be continued...

Day 554: The Power of Forgiveness

Before I got to the point of testing the education so extensively I first went through the process of divorce. After I did my divorce I discovered an interesting thing - I looked at my own actions within the context of my relationship within my marriage, and realized that if I entertain the thoughts that were in my mind I become an unpredictable person that tend to be the result of energetic feelings. And many of them being feelings that are misunderstood in rage of not being supported in all kinds of experiences and yet I am the one that made most of the mistakes. So I proposed that, to my ex wife, that we sit down and forgive each other and we made a day to do that and to be honest with each other so for the sake of the children we can move on. And one evening we got together and face to face we started the process of self-forgiveness and asking for forgiveness and speaking the forgiveness out aloud with the undertaking and the understanding that we would push ourselves to forgive and not hold that which we were going to hear for the first time against the other, we are here to clean the slate.

Now obviously at this stage, and this is quite important, Phillip Niemand was already dead although my father was still alive. These two factors are quite important at this stage. We then did the forgiveness and it went very emotional and explosive because things were shared that was not shared before and we did the forgiveness and the experience of release was immense - doing this forgiveness aloud. And as the evening progressed - it went on for many many hours of forgiveness - at some stage suddenly something happened that we knew was possible but which didn’t happen yet which was that the gift of Phillip Niemand which was deep trance medium ship, was transferred to my ex wife, and the next moment Phillip Niemand was in the body and he was extremely pissed off with me. He said to me I must save her and I must tell her what I know, and that I know the answer. And I looked at him and said, “I don’t know what you’re talking about. I mean here I am I am busy doing the forgiveness, I am doing my best. But nobody seemed to want to hear what I have to say. ” He was extremely upset, and eventually even I got upset with him because he was so insisting that apparently I know the answer to what was going on in the universe, and I must save her from what she’s buy doing, which was obviously wanting to have a happy life on earth which was her endeavour. And therefore she wanted to take me out of her life because I am a high risk factor. And I should save her from herself and help her and I didn’t know exactly what he meant and it took many years for me to find out. In fact many many years to find out what it was that Phillip Niemand was really saying to me at that stage, because why could I not understand his message was because I was very certain there were no demonic forces. I mean here I was again doing forgiveness; I have not met a single point that was demonic except human beings that became demonic through their emotional conditions due to environmental issues. So people will get angry or get full of rage because of things that happen in their world, because of jealousy, because of fear. But those actions would be demonic and evil and therefore evil to me only existed in the minds of men and not anywhere else. And so, heaven was a place to aspire for – that was my absolute commitment.

At this stage, after the evening of forgiveness, me and my ex wife decided to give the relationship another try, and a process started that I did not expect. In the evenings suddenly a being would take over my ex wife’s body and start speaking to me in a way that, which I obviously understood due to its very nature as a message from God and it was stated as such, that due to the forgiveness we did and my embracing of forgiveness God had a gift for me – and that was the words that was used. And a process started which was presenting these gifts and that these gifts were presented by people on instruction from God, from the heavens, and these beings were in the heavens. And that if you hear the nature of these gifts, it was astounding and it was very clear that forgiveness was proven to me to be one of the ultimate keys, and God recognized it and was speaking not directly to me, but was sending messengers with messages to me which shows that I have in fact in a small way proven the effectiveness and power of forgiveness. Now, each one of these gifts required me to actually apply the gift and test it out and become it, embrace it, become the living words of it so to speak.

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Day 509: Zero-Point and Other Points – Choice - Part 7

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 508: Zero-Point and Other Points – Purpose & Parenting - Part 6:
“But they cannot word it because it doesn’t exist in your education-system, it doesn’t exist in how anything is explained, how it works - so you don’t know why you Hate your ‘Parents’. You just regard them as – you just don’t wanna be like them!

But what invariably happens to you, when you have children? You do exactly the same thing.”

That was done to you, why? - Because it’s existing as you, you are this thing that happened. You allowed it.

That’s why Forgiveness is so effective, because in your Self-Evaluation, you are looking at what has Really happened - as you take away the layers of time; you will see how these things have happened and then you Forgive Unconditionally.

Why Unconditionally? - Because if you want restitution, if you want others to ‘pay for what you’ve gone through’ - we will be here forever, because nobody will ever be satisfied, because then you have simply replaced your ‘goal’, your ‘obsession’ with a ‘soul-purpose’ with getting back to with others - you’ve replaced it with revenge.

Therefore, Unconditional Forgiveness, what is fascinating is that Forgiveness places everyone in a point of Equality, a point of taking Personal-Responsibility for your life and your life only.

In doing so the truth of you steps forth, you either stand up for All as life Equal as One, or you stand up for ‘your ‘belief’’ and ‘your ‘soul-purpose’’, your ‘specialness’.

Which was the design, obviously, that each one must ‘feel they’re special’ within the ‘Hive-Consciousness’ and that they’re on a journey to the top of the pile, the top of this heap of shit - where they gonna be the ‘special’ ‘Ascended ones’.

The ‘special’ ‘Masters’ at the right hand of ‘God’, I mean Jesus - how many funkin’ right hands has ‘God’ got for all the fuckers that wanna sit there. Hey, and, I mean Self-Honesty does just not exist, CommonSense doesn’t exist, because I have heard many people and I have subscribed to this - that means; I have believed this Shit myself - that somehow, “Jesus is gonna know who I am and have a ‘special fuckin’ message’ for me”. Obviously if Jesus come to Earth he will be in Space and Time like I am in Space and Time like he’s been in Space and Time Before, which means; there are a couple of million ‘Christians’, “we’re going to have to stand in line”, okay, so “we can each get our ‘special message’”. By the time fuckin’ Jesus is finished with that he’ll be dead again.

I mean, we haven’t even done anything. But we don’t look at that I mean, we don’t want to see the Reality of our Bullshit. We just don’t want to see the Reality of our bullshit - “We want our ‘special’ ‘soul-purpose’. We are ‘souls’.

If you go back in the ‘New-Age’-point that the whole concept of the creation of the ‘soul’ was a teaching that was introduced here through the process of ‘evolution’, because what needed to happen; that the creation of the ‘soul’ that existed in Heaven had to be cloned on Earth so that you have ‘equality’ between the two Systems, so you have absolute control - which is how Equality got fucked with.

Okay, so how was that done; introduced through ‘channels’ and ‘Masters’ and so on - the whole point of ‘equality’ and that you are ‘equal to ‘God’’.

But I mean - have a look at this ‘equality to ‘God’’, you’re never actually ‘God’ you’re only ‘equal to your Belief that you’re ‘God’’. And therefore, if you decide you’re ‘God’, you’re apparently fuckin’ ‘God’. And I mean… you can believe that as much as you like, because nobody can touch you because “I am ‘sacred’ and ‘divine’ and in my own ‘individuality’. I mean, I am right, I have this ‘right’.” I mean –

If you really have ‘choice’: Don’t fuckin’ die – but you have no choice in that.

If you really have ‘choice’, don’t breathe – but you don’t have choice in that.

If you really have ‘choice’, don’t eat – you don’t have choice in that.

If you really have ‘choice’, don’t shit – but you’ll notice; you have no choice in that.


Let’s get Real Here, you have no fuckin’ ‘choice’, you’re in a System. And this System is actually In Control. And this System does not give a fuck about your peculiarities.

Okay, so, here we have this whole interaction taking place between Heaven and Earth: Heaven sending the ‘souls’ down into bodies, for which they required a certain amount of humans to be born, for which they created the Ultimate-Attraction, to make sure that there is always a source of continuous ‘Energy’: Sex. What is Sex? It’s where a Male and a Female ‘connect’, okay, to procreate another being which is the way ‘Energy’ works.

I mean, you take a ‘Male-connection’ put it into a ‘Female-connection’ and you have a transfer of ‘Energy’. That’s how our Electricity operates in this reality: Male/Female ‘connect’, then we have Orgasm the light goes on if you push the switch, ok = that’s how it works, simplistically. So there were obviously a few problems in the Design.

The ‘idea’ that existed was; that it would be possible to keep on controlling the outcomes within this reality. What was not taken into account was; Nature itself, the Animal-Kingdom and that there is gonna be human-beings that is going to Challenge the System.