Day 89: Remember the TRUTH

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the Truth of the Matter: that I will in Fact Find Myself only when I Realize the Truth of what I am In Fact, which is without a doubt within a Physical Flesh Body which Contains a Mind, which Contains Dimensions, which Contains Memories, which Contains Characters - of which I am one - as a Character Depending on the Relationship I believe Exists between these Characters of which some of the Dimensions as Characterized Memory, I have imposed on the Flesh Body to be able to Move around on Earth - which is a Body in the Solar System, which is a Body in a Galaxy, which is a Body in a Universe – and if I cannot be Self-Honest about these Facts, I will not be able to Find my Way and Realize the Truth of Actual Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have Ways and Means with which to Establish what is the Truth of my Actual Reality because if I Do Not Do This, the I that I am Now, will End.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the Flesh Body, that is One of the Dimensions of my Existence, Stops Breathing – the I as I Experience Myself Now, will End.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the Flesh Body within which I am Experiencing Myself Would be Damaged in any Way, my Experience of Myself will, According to the Damage, be Influenced and in Cases of Serious Damage – Become Limited Even More.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if My Flesh Body has Brain Damage and I have Memory Loss, the I that I am Now will Immediately become Unknown to Me, and the I that I am Now will No Longer Exist – similar to what Happens when my Flesh Body Dies, which Proves Unequivocally that the I that I am Now is Dependent on Certain Flesh Abilities – and thus the I that I am Now will Not Continue after Death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the Flesh Body is Not Given Proper Nutrition, the Flesh Body will Go into Survival Shock, which will Change the Experience of Who I Am Now and Force me into the Continuous Search for Nutrition in Every Way Possible as I would try Whatever Way Possible to Keep my Body Alive, as I do Realize that if my Flesh Dies, my Experience of Who I Am Now Ends.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if My Fleshy Body does not have a Secure Home and I am, as the Body, Exposed to the Elements on Earth – my Experience as Who I Am Now will Change Dramatically, as I will have to Find, Constantly, Basic Protection for my Flesh Body against the Elements that are Pervasive in Every Moment here on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the I Am that I Experience Now is 100% Dependent on the Conditions, Environment, and Reality my Parent’s Fleshy Bodies find Themselves in – and that this Will Determine the Education that will Determine the Experience of the I Will Be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my Experience of the I is Dependent, in Every Way, on the System that all the I’s on Earth Participate in, which is Determined by money as all the I’s Agreed, Willingly or Not, to be the key which will Determine all the Experiences that the I that I am Now can Be During the Brief Existence of the I Before it Ends Abruptly in One Breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I Do Not Give to all the Other I’s the Opportunity to Experience Equally More, I have no Guarantee that My Experience, if it is Good, will Remain Good – as I have Created Competition for Experience and I have Created ways to Protect my Experience, Forcing all the I’s that Cannot have the Same, to Consider Force to take my Experience from me so that they can Have it as well, Causing a History of I’s which Continuously Look at Revolution to Change who will Experience what on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I Cannot Remember How I got to what I am in Detail, and therefore I cannot Find the Real Truth of Who I Am until I in Fact Understand Where I Am For Real – and How I ended up as the here of My Experience, In Fact Completely Alone and Isolated - in Constant Anxiety and Fear, or in States of Love and Bliss to try and Hide the Truth of My Reality to Myself, as I fear the truth so Much, that I prefer to Remain Oblivious to the Fact of My Existence, Causing me to Experience a World where Nothing is Certain and All My Protection Must Be Forced on All I’s so that I may Remain Secure in a Temporary Existence that May Change at Any Moment, Removing me Forever from My Current Experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Remember Means to Actually Be able to Understand My Own Creation of the Self I Experience Now in such detail that I can change and Enhance this in an Instant to also Ensure that all the I’s that are as Me in this Experience May Experience themselves as What is Best and WITHOUT FEAR.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as Long as I Allow the Current System of Experience, I am in Fact Only a Creator of Fear in Me and Others.


I commit myself to Assist All the I’s to Learn and Realize How the Current I’s on Earth in fact Function and Can be Changed to Actually change the World For Real.

I commit myself to Prove that No I on Earth Currently actually is Self-Honest enough to Realize the Truth of this Existence – and therefore Existence is Not changed and in Fact is Deteriorating Fast.

I commit myself to show that the Only Real Truth is the How I created myself, because only then I can Change Myself at Will in Any Moment.

I commit myself to show that at Desteni we Actually Understand All the Ins and Outs of Creation in Detail and that if you Care about you, let go of the Fear and Learn - as Each One will Experience the Consequence of allowing what Each one Allows.

I commit myself to show that Self-Forgiveness, Self-Honesty, Breath with Writing in Fact Forms the Foundation of Understanding the Truth – and that this is so as to Show the Equality that Must Exist for the Experience on Earth to change to What is best for All Life Always.

Day 81: The Only Real Character

This post is part of the Stepping out of Character Series:

Day 78: Stepping out of Character  

Day 79: Stepping out of Character with LOVED ONES

Day 80: Creating a Character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Only Real Character in the Real Space/Time Matter Dimension is the Flesh as Self, Breathing Here – as the actual Point that Defines My Participation in this World as this Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Each One in this Physical Dimension of Space and Time is Equal as the Air Each Breathes, and that the Real-Time of this Flesh Character is Measured Breath by Breath as Who We Are and What We Do and Live, as this Breath, as that Defines the Real Nature of the Self as Flesh.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I exist in a World as Real if I cannot get out of it Unless I Die - indicating that Where I am is Where I must Live, and Prove that I grasp this By Creating Where I am, as the World we all Share, as What is Best for all Life - as that will Prove that I truly Care about the Life I Share.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Flesh is the Self that is Equal as Character in the World of Matter – and that it Matters Who I am as Flesh in My Relationship with All Matter – and that I must Honor Matter in All Forms as My Equal Here, and Create Relationships that Bring All form in the World of Matter to fulfillment that all in Matter May Have a Life of Worth, Equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I Create a Character as Myself in a Non-Matter Dimension within the Mind, I am Not Here as the Reality as Flesh and Matter, and will No Longer Be Able to Realize the Value of Self as Matter, as I tend to Glorify the Characters I Create in Non-Matter where I am the Only God and can Make my Characters Seem Superior to Characters of Matter – causing Major Abuse in the World of Matter when I Give Power to the Illusory Characters in My Mind to Feed them with Energy, Regardless to the Harm it Causes in the World of Matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Individual Equality as a Basic Right to Life is Only achievable if we as One Take Care of all Characters made of Matter to Make Sure that Each Character has a Life that is Best, Leading to a World of Matter where the Life in Matter is Always Best for all forms in Matter – Proving that we are Worthy of Life and can be Trusted with Life as We Show we Understand that the Only Real World is the World where there is a Consequence that we cannot Escape unless we harm another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those in the Flesh that seem to have the GOOD Life, are only able to Have the Good Life by harming others and Causing them to Have a Bad Life - as in a World of Matter, Resources are Limited, although Plenty, and Must be Shared Equally in ways that are Best to Ensure that all Forms in Matter have a Good Life. Yet, through getting Lost in Illusory Self-Created Characters, imposing the Illusion on the Reality of Matter, we have allowed Hell to Be Created on Earth as Poverty, Starvation, War, Disease, Mental Disorder, Fear, Anxiety and Every Experience that Causes Harm to others – Not Caring at all as Long as our Personal Lives are Happy, justifying the Abuse through Illusory Philosophies and Beliefs in in Invisible Characters that Apparently give us the Right to Abuse Life in Matter, because Apparently Matter is an Illusion, while Matter is the Place of Consequence and where Consequence exists – ILLUSIONS DO NOT EXIST.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I SELL Reality for the Illusion of My Mind, the Consequence is that when I DIE, I only will Be and Illusion as Consequence and this Consequence will Be By MY VOLITION only, as I had all the Evidence that Matter is Real through the Fact of Consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Fact that I must Breathe to Stay Alive, shows that Matter is the Real Reality and that the Flesh is the Real Self, but if I Live in My Mind where I create Fake Selves as Characters, My Real Self as Flesh will Become a Zombie Organic Robot and the I that I became as Illusion, as Energy, will be Subject to the Flesh for Energy to Exist and will end when the Flesh Dies. It is thus Paramount to Wake the Real Self as the Flesh Up and Become Aware as the Real Self so that the Real World can be Recreated as What is Best for the Reality of Matter – if I want to Matter to the Universe and Life for Real.

I commit myself to show that the Only real Self is the Flesh that Breathes and Makes the Experience in Matter possible, and that the Flesh is the Real Man that is Meant with = “Man Know Thyself”

I commit myself to show that through the Desteni Portal we Investigate the Result of Each Death to Confirm what happens to the Fake Character of the Mind and we Publish Life Reviews to Assist with Self-Realization as the Real Self – and that we Found that Each One that Dies as the Mind, END – and only the Character as Flesh as What is Best for all Life continues after Death, Equally.

I commit myself to show that all that is Necessary is to Live Breath by Breath in Ways that will change the World to what is Best for all Life in the Flesh, stopping all Illusory Characters of the Mind, Physically – and Practically Supporting that which will Bring a World Best for all Life in Measurable Physical Ways, so that I May stand as the Evidence of My Life that I have Left NO STONE UNTURNED or tried to Serve Both Illusion and Matter, as I was Scared that I would suffer in Some Way if I Do Not Support My Illusion as well. This must be done in the Context of the Form and System that Now Exist on earth till I, with others like me that Realize this, change the System to What is Best for Life in Matter.

I commit myself to ask all that Understand that the Real World Works according to the Sequential Time Currently Enslaved to Money, to make sure you Support Effectively with Money the Solution till it is the New Reality Installed. Do so in Understanding that One May Show Understanding Practically or the Illusion will Continue as Money in its Current Form will Overpower Common Sense purely through the Fake fears of the Fake Characters that try and Protect its Existence with Money. Support the Equal Money System and EQAFE to Make Sure the Solution is Sufficiently Funded that the Re-education of the Living Flesh that takes more than 7 Years per person, can be facilitated and Funded.

I commit myself to show that the Consequence of Being Lost as Characters in the Mind is that the Flesh Over Time got Infected by the Patterns of the Illusion that will have to Be Removed From the Flesh over Time through a Physical Support System as the Fake Self Cannot Realize Self as Life as the Flesh. Thus, as the Only Real Point of the Flesh Here IS Breath, Breath by Breath the Self as Flesh must Identify the Illusion that Enslaved itself and Remove them One by One per Character Memory until the Flesh is Here as Life to Reconstitute the Flesh to be the Point of Life that Participates in this World of Matter, Creating that which is Best for all Life in Matter: Always. Time as Space Ensures that there is No Short Cut and that what was Imposed on the Flesh over Time, must be removed Over time to Set the Enslaved Flesh Free, so that Man can Move From Illusion as Slave to Reality as Life. Anyone Claiming a shortcut is just another Lying Fake Character of the Mind that is Unwilling to Set Life FREE. This will take Many Years to achieve and Writing Self-Forgiveness, Self-Honestly Breath by Breath is the Only Way that One will be able to Birth Life from the Physical. This is so as Only One Process that is the Same for Everyone will Confirm Equality and Ensure Equality as What is Best for all Life. The Illusory Characters will Deny this, as they have Created a Fake Reality for themselves where they BELIEVE they are More than Reality, yet Self-Honesty within Consequence Proves the Lie of the Fake Character that Seeks Self-Interest.

DO NOT Postpone as You DO NOT HOLD Your Life as Flesh in your Hands and at Any Time it May Be your Last Breath. This is as it should be, to Make Sure Only Life will be Born from the Physical, as an Illusion will Never Be Life. Use this Opportunity of a Character of Flesh to Create Self as Life One and Equal as Flesh as Matter.