Day 126: TRUE ACTIVIST Humans Were Always Cruel

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the Acceptance and Allowance of the IDEA that Humans Cannot Change is Essential for an Abusive World System to Exist, and to Continue to Exist

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that By Separating Oneself into the FOLD of the Good and Enlightened only Support Cruelty and Abuse to Exist, and to Continue to Exist

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Character of Abuse Requires the Character of Kindness, as this Fuels a World System that THRIVES on Self Interest

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Cruelty in All Ways is Allowed through the Ignorance that is Accepted that Apparently the Human Magically Acquires, and Are Born with Consciousness, and the Deliberate Ignoring that Consciousness is TAUGHT by allowing FREE CHOICE to Be a DIVINE RIGHT, making Sure that Cruelty also Exist as a Divine Right apparently allowed By Forces Man Can Do Nothing about, allowing the Ultimate Copout to Exist, while those Professing this Abomination, live Protected Lives Behind the Barriers of Money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when the Actual FUNCTIONING of the MIND and the Physical Body is Understood, All the Lies of Enlightenment will End and will No Longer form the Foundation from which Cruelty is justified

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Self Interest as Enlightenment is Justified Fear where the Fearful Hide Behind Money, Dressed Up as WISDOM to Claim that Only Consciousness is Real, while Ignorantly Refusing to Investigate Exactly How Consciousness is in fact Created

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Self Honesty Do Not form part of Consciousness as the Ultimate Fear, as Hope Creates a Veil of Ignorance so thick that DUMB is a Word that Best Describe Hope Where Self Responsibility as Life is Abdicated in Favor of Temporary Peace Created By Money and Faith

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a World that is Best for All Life is Actually Possible, and that the Self Righteous Stand in the Trenches Protecting Cruelty to Make Sure they do Not End up Being Bullied by being Different for Standing up for Life

I commit myself to SHOW that Cruelty is Only a Reflection of a Society Ruled By Ignorance

I commit myself to SHOW that Enlightenment is Supposed to LEAD the Way to a Society that is Best for All Life in a Practical, Measureable Way

I commit myself to SHOW that the LIGHT and LOVE Created in the Mind as Consciousness, is Only a Chamber of Illusion, Where the Fearful Hide from Responsibility

I commit myself to Call on All that Do Care about Life, to Investigate How the Mind and Body Actually Measurably functions, to Be Part of the Solution instead of Being Part of the Problem

Day 107: The Ignorance of Intent

For context, read: Feral girl, 5, found living with a herd of cows can 'only communicate by mooing'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by believing that a Higher Feeling of Frequency or Intent would somehow Overpower the Patterns Parents Teach Children as the Character of this World is in itself the Character of Ignorance as Root Cause of the Conditions Prevailing on Earth as evidenced in the Graven Images of the Beloved Good Heartedness in the Graveyards around the Globe, where the Lobes of Ears were Earthed six feet under to Return to Dust Blowing in the Wind as Life Wasted without ever understanding the Designed Nature of Man as Patterns through which Parents could have Changed the World Pattern to a World Characterized to What’s Best For All Life as the Living Word Pattern that Jesus suggested: as Giving as You would like to Receive, and to Love Your Neighbor as Yourself - instead, Jesus was Defined as the Pattern of God, with God as the Parent without any of the Followers Becoming the Pattern of Jesus One and Equal, to be the Parent that ensures that  Every Child Born becomes the Pattern as the Living Word, as the Living Flesh that Jesus demonstrated, so that Life on Earth could be the Effective Pattern Desired by All to be the image of Heaven on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by Ignoring the Self Evident Common Sense that Patterns are Plans of Designs like Architecture, that will Result in the Living Flesh as the Temple of the Jesus Pattern and the Ignorance that is the Root of all Evil and no amount of focused Intent will ever change Patterns created in Space Time, thus Each One that Lives in Intent as for Example, the Good Heartedness of Love and Light, without understanding in detail how Human Nature in fact is Created – are the Ignoramus that must be eradicated from Earth if Earth is ever to Change to a Place that encompass this Space as the Patterns that Jesus provided as a Solution for Life on Earth to be that which is Best for All Life Always.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that anyone that ignores the Message of Desteni is, by their very Act of Ignorance, the Evidence that shows that they are Part of the Reason why Evil Prevails on Earth, without Realizing that Evil in fact is just the Allowance of Patterns as Parents without the understanding in fact, in detail, how these Patterns are in fact Life on Earth as it now Exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Money has been Patterned as Currency to Represent Time in Space as the only Pattern that determines the Value of Life on Earth, while Intent is Patterned as Religious Faith to Justify the acquiring of Money as confirmation of the Nature of Divinity as Money would give to Good Intentions Goods and Power, to such an extent that those with Money will seemingly have what they Perceive to be the Power of God to determine Who Will Live or Die simply through the means of Money - without Realizing that such Foolish Ignorance is in fact the confirmation of the Pattern of Greed, justified through Good Intentions - without looking to the Physical Evidence of the Patterns that this Ignorance actually Create as Life on Earth - and therefore anyone Who values Money as anything else other than a Tool that establishes Equality for All Life on Earth, is in fact the Graven Image of Ignorance Hidden behind Veneers of Knowledge and Intellect and Shiny Success that cause Suffering on Earth to such an extent that Forgiveness will Never be able to Absolve, and therefore only Self Forgiveness with Corrective Action that in fact Change the World Pattern as the Self-Pattern in the Cells of the Living Flesh to that which is Best For All Life Always, there will be No Way Out and Each One that does not make this Change will lose their Life in fact, as Nothing of them as this Life as Pattern will remain upon Death.

I commit myself to SHOW that PARENTS are the PATTERNS that INFACT Create the CHARACTER of this WORLD.

I commit myself to SHOW that the PATTERN JESUS SHOWED as LIVING WORD is in fact the LIVING Solution AS Life on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that Good Intentions are in fact Ignorance.

I commit to SHOW that Good Intentions are INFACT a Total Disrespect of Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that PARENTS in fact understand Nothing of PATTERNS and are the Root cause of All Suffering and Inequality on Earth.

Day 10: Relationship Dynamics

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realize that the way of the world is the result of the nature of the accepted relationships that exist between person and person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the dynamic of the world is the nature of the laws and the accepted systems like the economic and educational systems and the way that relationships are managed as to the equal distribution of that which have been given to life to be redistributed through the dominion/ability of the human to take responsibility for the equality which have been bastardized in the name of fear and self interest and greed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take a stand in how I live to bring to my own awareness that if I take instead of give, there will be lack as the dynamic of a relationship of taking is based on winning and competition while the dynamic of giving is based on the common sense of support and equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that there is in fact enough life resources on earth, but that it is controlled through relationship laws that do not grant equal access for all unless the means of money is available. We even throw away the food that is in access as it may bring down prices and make its value less.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate morality from politics and economics and law based on the idea that somehow the market forces  have a life of its own that do not follow moral values  although the only participant in relationship to market forces are the human and the greed of the human that use control to protect profit and will allow many to perish in the name of the human laws of politics, economics and religion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to be the dynamo in the image and likeness of life that functions and determines all relationships that they may be based on what is best for all life, instead I whine and scream and blame, but would do nothing constructive that will in fact bring about change, because deep down I wish to be one of those with all the control and all the money, because I belief I will be different when I get in power, yet every one virtually that was at one time still in the wishing stage of getting rich had great ideals and even made pacts with God that when they get the chance and the money, they will change the world, but as soon as they get to power, the real nature that was in the secret mind come forward and the intentions changed justified by the premise that human nature can apparently not change, yet the elite are the very example that they have not changed in spite of the promises they made to god and those still in the making seeking power in the name of their so-called  benevolent intent—know that unless you walk as we walk day by day in self forgiveness, you will fall and just add another brick to the wall of elitism that keep the majority out and keep the minority in. This wall is money, and it is the real motivator of all relationships that will remain abusive in every way unless money is equally available for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my relationship with money is defining my reality and that the word real is in fact in the word relationship, yet instead of me being a harbour for life, I am a parasite in the name of money and I forgive myself that I have not been able to find the inner strength and steadfastness to bring sanity to the relationships on earth through which I have defined life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore the fact that only relationships as the parts played by the participants as people determine the total nature of life on earth at this stage.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that life on earth is a dynamic that I as individual can do nothing about and thus I have given up on the possibility of change and yet I will refuse to be part of a solution just because it must be a group and insist on my individuality as foundational to my existence in spite of being aware that that place me in total disempowerment and complete inability to change the world to what is best for all. I have even created a new religion to pacify me even further into not being part of a group of change through claiming that only through self change of the individual can world change be achieved, yet  this self change I propose disregard the true nature of reality which is based on a group managed by relationships and so I have screwed me and my world into cycles of abusive and destructive outcomes ever since the first master of individuality graved the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to engrave the nature of individuality as ego and self interest so effectively into my body that only at death I am erased forever more when that which is life as the body are released from the parasite of individuality so that the body can return home.

I commit myself to ensure that the nature of all relationships on earth be transformed to reflect the nature of life as the one and only group that actually exist and to make sure that the realization is clear that separation and individuality based on the illusion that it is more than life, is only an illusion that is temporary while life is eternal and can never die, yet life will change form. And this form currently is the physical and the illusion is the energy taken from the physical to be abused as power play just like oil is taken from the earth to abuse. The human individual is no different to the corporate individual when it come to the relationship with abuse as energy, and just like oil, life is a non renewable source, because once denied it can never be given again,

I commit myself to bring into being the nature of life as the nature of law in all spheres of life that life will be supported equally as one and all relationships will be the dynamo of life and true dominion of earth.

I commit myself to give my life to bring life to earth as I understand, I cannot receive what I am not willing to give. My giving must be reflected in every relationship where I must give life, regardless of how it will be perceived by the ego. After all, the truth hurts and only those that hurts the ego, will give the person possessed by ego a chance to shake of the parasite of self interest.

I commit myself to restore common sense to earth that the relationship with food can become one of life where the human can understand that food is in fact also an expression of a life form on earth that reach its happiness through its giving of itself that we may live.

I commit myself to establish as morality on earth the only dynamic that will stand the test of time and thus be the way to eternity, which is the morality of life as equal in each one.

I commit myself to bring an end to the insanity of greed, self interest as market forces through the common sense presentation of that which is life through the co-operation of all living beings in all ways till all that have abused dominion have been brought to face themselves in self forgiveness and to not give up till this is done in every way.

I commit myself to bring to book all those that made pacts with god to face what they have allowed in their secret mind so that they can keep their word and in fact take part in the change of the world to what is best for all life.

I commit myself to the process of correction of the relationship dynamics that make the world functions through an equal money system as that will give each being a chance to fulfil their desires that was based on money and in this way we will heal our addiction to illusions made visible so that we may chose life forever more.

I commit myself to life as the only relationship possible because it is the only relationship that is real. Only life can give life and one should honor the dust as it is your very flesh.

I commit myself to be in the face of the lost until they lose it and through such outburst may have a moment within which they may realize what is real and begin the process back to self as life individualized as equals in the group as life.

I commit myself to blow the minds of those who have engraved death into them as ego and self interest and individuality so that they may yet wake up to what is really here as life as the physical.

Day 3: Resistance to Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that resistance to change is indicating the control of the accepted and allowed patterns of my current limited version of me as self interest that occupies the space and time that I realize I must change to become that which is best for all life as me in the part I am as participation in the current accepted whole as the one system that exist as humanity and this world.

I forgive myself that I have placed so much emphasis on the ideas I have based on the mind reality, that I have never bothered to find out how systems of acceptance actually become physical and occupy space time to control what I have allowed myself to be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the automated self as the integral mind patterns that has become the accepted version of me to run the physical as the idea of me regardless of the fact that it would participate as me without consideration of what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that through this I have remain an active part in allowing a system of abuse on earth to continue as I have placed so much emphasis on how I feel that I have regarded any change to be a threat to me just because it is an experience of resistance to be invalid as it compromise me feeling in control and feeling as if I have achieved some value without considering that what I feel is not valid till all life is supported equal in every way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become chained by my preprogramming and that I have refused to consider that when I pull on the chain of my preprogramming, that It will resist as I have to unchain the preprogramming shackle by shackle till I get the whole system before I can replace it with a new way that is best for all life in every way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and fix the chains of my preprogramming by looking for quick fixes that would mean I do not have to go all the way in removing that which is not best for all life as I could replace just the parts I deem necessary without considering that Unless I in fact investigate every part, I can never be certain that i am doing what is best for all, and while I am doing it, to be certain, I should remove all of the chains and in this way I will be certain and thus prevent the re-occurrence of a similar form of shackled existence that may only place shackles on others, yet it would be me as well as I am others in another life.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see that writing myself to freedom actually means Righting myself to freedom in a practical physical way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be dominated by my ignorance of how reality really functions through the acceptance of the mind as the chain that control the chain reaction and just because this chain reaction do not lead to immediate consequence I have refused to see how action and reaction/cause and effect actually create what we have accepted as this reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find it acceptable that others may suffer by the effect I cause while I take time to sort out my priorities without regard that at this moment, while I am occupied, another is in a position that will improve faster if I act immediately and with sustained consistency till that which is best for all life is here in every way.

I commit myself to accept resistance when I walk the change as the way I remove that which I have accepted and allowed until that time and to realize that the resistance will stop once I have removed the preprogrmmed idea of self. I commit myself to seek out resistance in every way as that is my roadmap to find what I  still allow as the limited preprogrammed version of myself. I commit myself to not stop till I have found every resistance that exist as part of me and have freed myself from the ignorance I have given the idea of life to in the age of my self interest. I commit myself to never give up no matter what till there is no more resistance to that which is best for all life in every way forever more.

I commit myself to investigate, and come to know how the mind becomes the physical system that I may be prepared to never allow this to happen to any being that come to this world in any way whatsoever. I commit myself to understand how I have allowed myself to become the programmed version of the idea of life that could walk this earth without an inkling of compassion for those that were less fortunate AND without any compassion to face the discomfort of the resistance I must go through to remove the systems of self interest that I have allowed myself to become. I commit myself to understand and walk the time required to clear the space of me from all that pre occupied me to not be here as life as what is best for all life.

I commit myself to capture the integral mind patterns I have allowed myself to become on paper as they occur that I may have the evidence of what it is I must remove from my flesh for ever more that I may be free from the delusion of the lack of compassion and consideration for life for all parts of life.

I commit myself to find every way possible to create a system that will support life and to direct my active participation to find ways that would educate those not yet awake to the realiuty of the preprogrammed existence until all walk as one to take the task upon them to bring a world that is best for all life.

I commit myself to unchain the systems I have become shackle by shackle within me and within all others like me till this is done. I commit myself to make sure all others will understand how to unshackle their own chains as I walk in support  as this is necessary that all understand how we have become that which is not life so that we through understanding prevent this from ever happing again as we will all be able equally to recognize the sign s of the chains that cause this hackling and abuse of life. I commit myself to stand with each that choose to stand till this is done and through such support it will be as if I have walked it myself, yet each part would have walked themselves to life, yet they were not alone as we walk as one yet  as self responsible for self.

I commit myself to never indulge in the urge of quick fixes as I know that quick fixes in many occasions lead to a mess that requires a rewalking of the correction. I will walk it the first time complete and thus prevent any unnecessary mistakes just because I allowed the mind to influence the idea of so called quick fixes. I am not here to create myself as a fast food franchise, but as life that will stand the test of time in every way it must.

I commit myself to Righting myself to Life.

I commit myself to not allow me to ignore any point no matter how trivial it may seem that I may never be able to claim ignorance again and get away with it.

I commit myself to prioritize my life to that which is best for me in the way that it is best for all life realizing that I cannot do it all, but what I do I must do well and in the full understanding and certainty that I will produce me as the optimum life form here that will be best for the process to life. I commit myself to consistency in action with the understanding that as I walk to life, that which I become as life will become easier through time and I accept the pressure and resistance that will go along with the reintegration of that which is best for all life as I understand that the resistance are the indicator that makes the reality of the process measurable.