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Sunday, 19 January 2014

Day 528: Bubbles and The Theory of Everything - Part 2


Now if the ‘Bubble’ Burst, I mean - does it have any Effect? No. When the ‘Bubble’ ‘Moves’, it looks ‘Cool’ when it ‘Moves’ and I can give it ‘names’. Okay, so I can give the ‘Bubble’ ‘names’.

But now there´s even more Interesting ‘Bubbles’ – There’s ‘Bubbles’ that Shine!

I mean - I saw a Shiny-‘Bubble’, I says: ‘Oh! You´re ‘Beautiful’! A ‘Pretty, Shiny Bubble’! I like that Shiny-‘Bubble’ ‘more’!’

I mean - but now the ‘Bubble’ Burst, so, was the ‘Shiny-Bubble’ of any Consequence? No! The ‘Bubble’ was just a ‘Shiny-Bubble’, I mean - it wasn´t anything else! Did it Actually Exist even? ‘Apparently’ it did.

But I mean there´s a ‘New-Bubble’ that´s Interesting me now - let me Shake the Water again.

Then - when the ‘Bubbles’ are Bursting, an Interesting-thing started to happen to me - I was wondering: If I Shake myself as the Water, will I make ‘Bubbles’? And you know what happened? I made ‘Bubbles’.

Because, I mean - I am the Water Shaking the Water. So if I am the Water Shaking the Water, I can make ‘Bubbles’. So - does that Change anything? It´s still ‘Bubbles’.

I mean - what happens to the ‘Bubble’ when the ‘Bubble’ Burst? Still the Same thing - it´s just...Nothing.

So - looking at that...Hmm. So, hmm, huh - I started getting ‘worried’ about these ‘Bubbles’-bursting, because – ‘I like my Bubbles’, I mean, ‘I wanted to keep my Bubbles’. But, I mean - they keep on Bursting.

So - and I started looking at this ‘Bubble’, and whenever I looked at the ‘Bubble’ and I started to ‘worry’ I´m gonna ‘lose’ the ‘Bubble’: I started Shaking.

And then when I was Shaking about ‘losing’ my ‘Bubble’: I was Creating more ‘Bubbles’!

‘That´s so Cool! Isn´t it?’ So, all I have to do is ‘worry’ about ‘losing’ my ‘Bubble’ and then I Shake and I Create more ‘Bubbles’. ‘That´s a Cool-thing! What shall we call that? Hmm! Fear!’

Oh, that´s a ´Cool-thing´ - I mean, I can Create more ‘Bubbles’! All I need to do is Shake! How do I Shake? Just ‘worry’ about a ‘Bubble’!

Okay, let me ‘worry’ about (a) ‘Bubble’ – the ‘Bubble’, which ‘Bubble’ shall I ‘worry’ about? Let me Create lots of ‘Bubbles’ to ‘worry’ about, then I can Shake a lot...then I’m Creating a lot of ‘Bubbles’!

I mean, and, as long as there´s a ‘Bubble’ - I don´t have to ‘worry’ about the ‘Bubbles’ that´s Bursting. I mean - all I have to have...

I´ve got enough ‘Bubbles’, and I´m Creating enough ‘Bubbles’, I mean - I´m Shaking, I´m Shaking, there´s more ‘Bubbles’, there´s more ‘Bubbles’, there is more ‘Bubbles’!

Ok - now! Can ‘Bubbles’…maybe, maybe, I can Talk to a ‘Bubble’, Blah-Blah-Blah-Blah-‘Bubble’! I can talk to Bu-blah-blah-blah-Blah-‘Bubble’! I can blah-blah-blah-blah-blah-blah-‘Bubble’ about a ‘Bubble’!

And let´s ‘Bubble about a Bubble’, I mean I…you can ‘Bubble about a Bubble’, and - one ‘Bubble about a Bubble’ – ‘Bubble’s’ start to ‘Bubble’ with each-other, I mean - they are blah-blah-blah-blah-‘Bubbling’ with each-other!

So - how´s that possible?

Oh, because they are Shaking! I mean - when...when you are ‘Bubbling about a Bubble’, I mean - you are Shaking one ‘Bubble’, and then, from that ‘Bubble’ there is a...a Shaking going, it goes and it starts to Shake other ‘Bubbles’ as well,

and they all start to Shake-together, and when they start to Shake-together they start to come ‘Closer’ together, and when they start to ‘Connect’, they start to become ´One´ - another ‘Bubble’! And they start to form their own ‘Bubbles’!

‘Oh, God’! Now - I have ‘Bubbles’ forming ‘Bubbles’. I have Invented ‘New-Bubbles’… ‘Bubbles’ then can make ‘Bubbles’, ‘Bubbles’ that can’t exist without ‘Bubbles’, because they want to have more ‘Bubbles’.

I mean, where am I now, in all of this?

Pretty soon, I am so ‘Mesmerized’ with all my ‘Bubbles’, what happens? I start to ‘Believe’ I am this ‘Bubble’. And I’m Shaking as this ‘Bubble’ and before-long: I’m ‘living’ in a ‘Bubble’.

So, then I start to Realize a Fascinating-thing: Who I am in a ‘Bubble’ ‘needs’ someone-else, also in a ‘Bubble’, before I can make more ‘Bubbles’.

So, I get someone-else, we come together as One-‘Bubble’ and then Small-‘Bubbles’ ‘Form’. Ha-ha, a ‘new-way’ of making ‘Bubbles’, but we’re Still Shaking, up and down, up and down, up and down,

shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake and now I have taken Shake to a ‘new-way’ of Shaking. I mean, I can now Shake and make Small-‘Bubbles’ – even when I’m in a ‘Bubble’.

Wow! Am I like Fucking Cool or what?

So, while I’m making these ‘Bubbles’ I find an Interesting-thing: That I’m All-Together with my Little-‘Bubbles’ in a Big-‘Bubble’.

So I, with the ‘Special-Bubble’ which made, became One-‘Bubble’ has now made Small-‘Bubbles’ and they’re all Still in One-‘Bubble’, called a ‘Family-Bubble’.

So now, we’re in this ‘Family-Bubble’ and this is a ‘Special-Bubble’, I mean, this ‘Bubble’ is ‘different’ to all other…the other ‘Bubbles’, because this ‘Bubble’ is the ‘Bubble’ ‘we made’. I mean, we made this ‘Bubble’,

and we made the Small-‘Bubbles’ and we must make sure the Small-‘Bubbles’ look ‘different’ to the other ‘Bubbles’. I mean, the fact that these ‘Bubbles’ is gonna to Burst: We mustn’t ‘worry’ about it – all we have to do

is keep-on Creating more ‘Bubbles’, because - then even if the ‘Bubbles’ Burst, we’ll Still be ‘here’ in some-way, because in some-way = this ‘Bubble’ we’ve made is Still ‘us’, we just don’t know exactly how, but it’s Still ‘us’ –

I mean, so we just keep-on making more ‘Bubbles’ – okay - let’s make ‘Bubbles’, let’s Shake together, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake – let’s find more-ways to Shake!

The more we can Shake, the more ‘Bubbles’ we can make. The more ‘Bubbles’ we can make, the less we have to ‘worry’ about ‘Bubbles’.

I mean, even if the ‘Bubbles’ Burst, I mean, there’ll be New-‘Bubbles’, so therefore we don’t have to ‘worry’ about ‘losing’ ‘Bubbles’, because we’ll have New-‘Bubbles’ –

and all we have to do is Shake and there’s ‘Bubbles’ and ‘Bubbles’ and ‘Bubbles’.

But in the End…if all the ‘Bubbles’ Burst: What do you have? Hey?

Fidelis: The Same that you always had.

Bernard: ‘The Same that you always had’.

Fuck, so - is all this ‘Bubbling’ worth Anything? Is all these ‘Bubbles’ with ‘names’ worth Anything? But why can’t you Remember when you Shaked the first-time?

But you keep-on Shaking, so somewhere you’re Remembering it was all about Shaking.

I mean, whether you are ‘pumping’ for Children, or ‘pumping’ for Water, or ‘pumping’ to Eat, I mean = All of it is a Form of ‘pumping’, is a Form of Shaking.

Whatever you’re doing = you’re Shaking. Whenever you’re ‘Moving’ = you’re Shaking. So, you keep-on Shaking, so - somewhere you must have started Shaking.

So - why are you Shaking? You even Shake, Extensively, just before the ‘Bubble’ Burst.

I mean, that’s where the Shaking gets quite ‘bad’, I mean, just before the ‘Bubble’ Burst you Shake, Extensively, because - is that because you’re ‘Returning’ to your ‘Shaking-Self’?

I mean, is that where you go back-to the Point of where you actually have to, suppose…you’re supposed to Remember that you were Shaking.

So where does this all come-from - this ‘Theory of Everything’, the ‘Bubbles of all Bubbles’ - how the ‘Bubble’-work, what the ‘Bubble’ is all-about, and why the ‘Bubble’ Burst, and why the ‘Bubble’ is going to Burst?

Because the ‘Bubble’ must Burst, because the ‘Bubble’ is a ‘Bubble’, I mean it’s never been anything-else but a ‘Bubble’.

So, because the ‘Bubble’ is a ‘Bubble’, the ‘Bubble’ will Burst, therefore = to ‘worry’ about the ‘Bubble’ that Burst will only Cause you to Shake and then you Create more ‘Bubbles’

and then all those ‘Bubbles’ will Burst and at the End of the Day - you just end-up (with) the Same-Thing, which is: The ‘Bubble’ will Burst.

So, what is the Point about the ‘Bubble’ then?

Fidelis: To Burst.

Bernard: The Point, to Burst, yes.

What is the Point about…Shaking? If you Stop Shaking, what’s going to happen? Are you gonna get back to yourself then? Because there’s no more ‘Bubbles’.

And this all happened – Interestingly-enough, as I said - with a Child, three and a half years old that came through and, I asked for Impressions.

But - even the Child, already, was already Accepting the ‘Bubbles’, as if the ‘Bubble’ is what it’s all about.

So now, all the Child is going to do is Burst the ‘Bubbles’.

Part Three to Continue…


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Monday, 13 January 2014

Day 527: Bubbles and The Theory of Everything - Part 1



Okay, so - I´m going to tell you the whole story, about…this is the...‘The Theory of Everything’.

And we were just chatting-along and we says: “Okay, let´s chat to the first Child that´s just stepped out of the Body, just died”.

And so, Breathe-In – Breathe-Out = Here´s a Child.

“Okay, what´s your First Impression? What do you See - you´ve just died - what do you See? What...you know...just, you know, give me your First Impression of Existence”.

She said to me: "Existence is very busy." I says: “Oh, What do you mean, ‘Existence is very busy’?”

She says: "I mean, there´s like, like...these ‘Movement’ everywhere."

I says: “Okay, but I mean explain...I mean where´s the Physical?”
She says: "It´s Nowhere.”

I says: “Oh, Oh no, come, explain, explain, explain”.
She says: "No, I mean - Existence is like, Everywhere, and then inside Existence is these ‘Bubbles’ that ‘Move’."

I says: “Oh, okay. So, um, what is these ‘Bubbles’?”

She says: "No, Existence is the Physical and then inside the Physical is these ‘Bubbles’ which is like, the Dimensions, the Dimensional E...it´s like...the Being.

And the Being is trying to Move Existence; but the Being is just inside this ‘Bubble’ inside Existence."

(I) says: “Okay, now = What´s the First Thing you´ll do, what´s the first Action you´ll take? You´ve just Seen this. You´ve just Seen what Exists, what is Here. What will you do?”

She says: "No, I´ll go and...go into the ‘Bubble’ and ‘try’ and ‘explain’ to them that they’re in a ‘Bubble’ - I mean, I mean what would You do? I mean, you can See they are all in ‘Bubbles’."

So I said to her: “No but, um, I mean - what about Bursting the ‘Bubbles’ - what will happen?”
She says: "I don´t know."

I says: “Okay, Burst the ‘Bubbles’”.
She says: "Okay, I´m Bursting the ‘Bubbles’."
(I says): “And what happens?”

She says: "I mean, everything is just ‘Floating’."
I says: “Okay, now...what will happen now?”

(She says): "I don´t know."
(I says): “Okay”.

I mean, if you are in that ‘Bubble’ and the ‘Bubble’ is Burst, I mean - what happens to You? Are You still Here? The only thing that´s happened is the ‘Bubble’ is Burst - isn´t it?

I mean, you were moving inside a ‘Bubble’, inside the Physical. So now the ‘Bubble’ is Burst = you’re still Here.

What is gonna happen? What are you normally doing - First Thing: You´ll build another ‘Bubble’, isn´t it? I mean, that´s ‘all you know’.

You´ll only do what you know, which means, you ´know you have to have a ‘Bubble’ to be ‘here’’ and ‘without a ‘Bubble’ you’re ´nothing´’, so therefore - what´s the first thing - when your ‘Bubble’ Burst: You´ll build another ‘Bubble’.

So - we looked at this Whole-thing, I said: Okay - Here I am, okay, what happens if I take Water and I Shake it? We take Water, Shake it, what happens? It make ‘Bubbles’.

Okay, so you take the Water, and you Shake it, and there´s a ‘Bubble’. Okay, so, it´s easy to make a ‘Bubble’.

So now the Question is: What´s In the Bubble?

Is what IN...what´s IN the ‘Bubble’ exactly that which is Outside the ‘Bubble’ as well? What do you say?

It´s Exactly the Same - Inside and Outside the ‘Bubble’ is Exactly the Same. But there´s a ‘Bubble’.

So, I asked: Okay, now, I´ve been Shaking the ‘Bubble’ - What do you See? - "No, it´s ‘Vibrating’"

I says: “Oh, but I mean, isn´t it Shaking?” / "No, no, no, it´s ‘Vibrating’!"

Yah, but - isn´t it Shaking? I was Shaking the ‘Bubble’ - the Water - and the…from the Shaking there´s a ‘Bubble’, and the ‘Bubble’ is still ‘Moving’, and that ‘Bubble’ that´s ‘Moving’ is still Shaking, isn´t it?

"No no, it´s Vibrating"
Are you sure?

Oh, so you say - when you look at a ‘Bubble’, you can give it another ´reason´, a ´purpose´, a ‘name’.

So - you can take a ‘Shaking-Bubble’ - which is where it comes from: You were Shaking (the Water) - and you can call it a: ´Vibrating-Bubble´.

But what´s inside the ‘Bubble’ and what´s outside the ‘Bubble’ is the Same!

But now what happens when the ‘Bubble’-burst? There´s...What is there? Just...Nothing! I mean - still the Same!

I mean, what was Inside the ‘Bubble’, what was Outside the ‘Bubble’, and when the ‘Bubble’-burst: Everything is still the Same, isn´t it?

The ‘Bubble’ didn´t Change anything, did it?
Oh! Okay, so the ‘Bubble’ didn´t Change anything - so let´s Shake the Water again:



We Shake the Water, Shake the Water and there´s ‘Bubbles’, okay, there´s ‘Bubbles’ - okay, the ‘Bubble’ is still Shaking.

So that ‘Bubble’ that´s Shaking is...Now we say it´s ‘Vibrating’. So, now, this is, but, you then call that ´Energy´.

Oh, say: Okay! So - when you Shake a ‘Bubble’- and we Shake the Water - the Water makes a ‘Bubble’ - the ‘Bubble’ is ´Vibrating´ and you can call that ‘Vibrating’: ´Energy´.

So what does that mean? I don´t know. I mean, it means...it´s Still the Same ‘Bubble’.

The fact that the ‘Bubble’ is ‘Vibrating’ and that is called ´Energy´- doesn´t change the ‘Bubble’ Inside, Outside, or when the ‘Bubble’-burst – so = it has No-Effect on the ‘Bubble’, does it, Really? It´s only something you call the ‘Bubble´, isn’t it?

So - then - we started looking at this Whole ‘Bubble’-thing - okay - it means: How many ‘Bubbles’ can you make? As many as you like = all you have to do is what? Shake the ‘Bubble’.

Then - you Notice an Interesting-thing: You can take...take the ‘Bubble’ and you can Shape the ‘Bubble’.

I mean - you can make the ‘Bubble’ Square, you can the ‘Bubble’ Round, you can make the ‘Bubble’ anyway you want it. Or you can Push the ‘Bubble’ and then it...the ‘Bubble’ has got a Wobble.

When the ‘Bubble’ has got a Wobble, I mean, it´s a Wobbling-‘Bubble’. Isn´t it?

Okay, then you Look at it all and Says: Okay, so, I can make the ‘Bubble’ Wobble. What does it Change about the Wobble...oh no - the ‘Bubble’?

When the ‘Bubble’ Wobbles - does that make the ‘Bubble’ anything different to the ‘Bubble’ that was coming from the first-Shaking? No difference. Still the same ‘Bubble’, isn´t it?

But - the ‘Bubble’ doesn´t Change anything about Anything - the ‘Bubble’ is just a ‘Bubble’ until the ‘Bubble’ is not a ‘Bubble’ - isn´t it?

Even the ‘Bubble’ with a Wobble doesn´t make a difference to the ‘Bubble’, or to anything else - does it? It´s Still just a ‘Bubble’.

Okay, so - Now we look at it and say: Oh! But you know what? I can Blow with a ‘Bubble’ into any Form. And then I can make the Form ‘do things’. Does that mean anything?

I mean - I´m Blowing into the ‘Bubble’, the ‘Bubble’ gets a Form, and I can get the ‘Bubble’ to do things. Okay – so, the ‘Bubble’ ‘Moves’.

Okay, now, I can give the ‘Bubble’ ‘names’. Because it´s a ‘Moving-Bubble’ - I mean, it...it´s ´special´. So, when it´s ´special´- does it Change anything about what´s In the ‘Bubble’?

It´s the Same that was Outside the Bubble, and I mean - in this case it will be Air – I mean, I´m Blowing Air into the Bubble, and I’m Blowing and by Pushing I´m giving that ‘Bubble’, for instance, Legs and a Tail and a Head - and I mean, now the ‘Bubble’ ‘Moves’.

Part Two to Continue…


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Sunday, 13 May 2012

Day 29: The Invisible Invincible Mind

Watch The Trap by Adam Curtis for context, as well as The Century of the Self

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have used the invisibility of the mind as a reason to give it the character of invincibility, because I can think and say anything within the mind without any direct, measurable consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to elevate the mind to a status of creator that represents invincibility as human nature unchangeable so to be able to justify why my desires must be protected, considered and pursued no matter what the consequence universally as long as my personal self-interest is fulfilled and the consequence has a status of invincibility as it is not affecting my life directly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as the mind as the inner thoughts and chatter only visible to me through which I plan who I am and what I do, as the Life I am living, in spite of the evidence that this way of living, as the mind, is devastating Life on Earth, and my fellow human beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept the training and influence of the minds of children with super heroes and games without realizing that in the mind, conversations as thoughts will form INVISIBLE to all but the specific child that will shape character and decision-making, focused on self-interest with an underlying sense of invincibility  that will play life like a game to win, regardless of how that would cause consequence to others who are invisible to the immediate view of the decision/game being played.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see that each child is taught to play the game to fulfill the task of self-interest as a form of give and take developed where each allow another to also win, but only within the circle of friends and family with anyone outside this circle defined as the enemy that must receive no mercy because they lost the game of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the MIND to be programmed by external factors life parents, education, television, consumerism, religion, mythologies, and games to such an extent that the personalities  I form to participate in the world according to situations, are formed in an invisible way to me, and that what I end up believing tends to be seen by me as invincible, as the real me – when in fact, if I dare to study where it was formed from, I would realize it is just a fake idea I have imprinted and automated into my body about who I am and what I do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not investigate the real me as man, as flesh, to understand how I as flesh function, but instead I based me on the mind as knowledge as what I know me to be, based on my conclusions made on experiences and feelings where the real origin and context of these energies is in fact invisible to me, and due to its invisibility I gave the mind super hero status, as if it is invincible, because I do not really know myself, I only know the knowledge I based my fake self on that is busy destroying all that defines Life at a rapid pace.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fashion myself as knowledge accumulated in the mind as an invisible invincible persona that lives in total disregard of Life as that which makes Life possible as the physical world – allowing myself to even accept that because I cannot understand how I have created the self-interested invisible self, I am stuck with it as me and must create my world/reality based on it, while trying to manage it, as it is me as irrationality that should only exist in fairy tales and comic books.


I commit myself to make the invisible as me that I keep secret in many ways, visible, to remove the irrationality of the invincibility of the mind I learned from fairy tales, comic books and television.

I commit myself to show that the MIND is not a real creator, but only a program that through fuzzy logic do what it is programmed to do, create systems for it to be able to survive no matter what.

I commit myself to show that all thoughts, visualizations, desires, dreams and self-talk is in fact the programming of the false self that was created as the Graven Image that stand in front of Life, pretending to be Life, and in this destroys Life on Earth in every way, unable to stop unless an extensive process ofdedication to Life is walked through self-forgiveness for at least 7-14 years, the same amount of time it took a child to become completely possessed and controlled by the Graven Image.

I commit myself to show that the Graven Image as self will, in backchat, self-talk - present itself to you as the fake self, as a super hero that can do anything, when in fact this is only possible in the energy dimension of the mind, which is an illusory created reality that is not understood by man at the moment.

I commit myself to show that anyone claiming to be transcended, and claiming that they know the real self, but is still using the mind, and energy and feelings are in fact completely lost in self-interest - and that nothing they use as justification or experience in the mind is in fact real in any way.

I commit myself to show that the game theory taught to the child through fairy tales, comic books, television, religion, education, family values, consumerism, and all systems that now exist in the world, in fact only shape the Graven Image of self-interest that ends with death as it is not in fact real.

I commit myself to show that the invisible mind as persona can be seen when the flesh is used as cross-reference to show how the Graven Image as self feeds on the flesh to get energy for its existence.

I commit myself to show that all knowledge the Graven Image as self uses is in fact useless and not supporting life or Love in any way.

I commit myself to present a way that the real self as flesh may become visible again, so that the power given to invisibility as persona and God can come to an end, that Life as the Physical will be studied to understand what is really real.