Day 549: Demons Taught me the Secrets of Jesus - Introduction

*The following series of blogs contains previously unpublished material by Bernard Poolman from 2011*

This is a seemingly strange topic.

But, astoundingly enough, a story about ‘beating the odds, against all odds’.
You’re in a world where there are always odds: the odd thing out, the odds of winning or losing, the odds of life and death; and everything is always on the line. And when the odds turn, things do not always turn out the way you want them - and sometimes they turn out the way you would love it to be.

So, how could Demons teach me the Secrets of Jesus?

After all, the drive of Jesus has been told many times. I grew up with the story of Jesus. And although there are many things in this story that one might not seemingly find easy, some of them were difficult. Like carrying the cross and being crucified. Fearful hearts immediately turn away from such a challenge and rather say, “I don’t need to carry the cross, Jesus carried it for me”.

Coming from a family where the father figure was so intensely embracing the Teachings of Jesus, that by his death, the pastor on the pulpit was saying that ‘if you were not like Les Poolman, you will not get into Heaven.’

That was quite a statement, like passing judgment on a total community.

It caused much subconscious repercussions in the community where people that were friends before and working together, all ended up causing each other harm - never speaking again.

Just with the death of one man, which was living as closely as possible to the Teachings of Jesus.

Only at his gravesite did we learn about many of the things he did where he gave so, that the left hand didn’t know what the right hand was doing. He pushed the points to the ultimate. And yet he couldn’t beat, at a young age, in spite of his dedication, he couldn’t beat cancer in his prayers. It didn’t save his life. So he died early fifties, still with the Bible in his hands, professing the message.

What does that got to do with anything? Yet it was the example, which was a tough one to follow, which was focussed around the Life and Teachings of Jesus.

The next influence that came into my life around this, and that had a profound impact was from my father-in-law, Phillip Niemand. He was the extreme ‘other side’ of the ‘coin’ as being a deep-trance medium. Yet, stating absolutely, that one cannot trust anything that comes from Heaven. Although there are beings that speak through him, “you can’t trust a word they’re saying, it is all a lie” and he would prefer to die because “this world is purely a place of suffering and purely the result of lies and deception”.

So, difficult to marry the two extremes from a certain perspective. Phillip Niemand had different experiences that shaped his life, and part of that, maybe the biggest foundation that brought him to such an understanding of the Heavens were in the Second World War. Where he participated with the partisans, on the side of the Elite forces. He was used for his skill, let’s call it that, or ‘psychic abilities’ . [Yes they used people like that, it is part of the Armed Forces, so to speak. You are not going to get any of the information released by those in the know. It’s not to their advantage. Their advantage is to keep their secrets close to their heart. ]
As part of Military Intelligence, Phillip Niemand played his role.

That is the influences that shaped my endeavours and my search for an understanding of ‘Why the Odds are always against You, in Every Possible Way’. It’s as if you’re in a giant casino and every thought is measured and spinned around, to bring about the opposite effect. The effect that is the greatest odds against you; that the only thing you have that you can play with in this giant casino of life, is your Willpower.

And yet, in your Willpower and you applying it, you will lose everything: your friends, your family – everything will have to be given up because they will simply not be able to understand the game you play, because they’re not playing the game. Unless they play the game, and even then, you’re going to end up dying alone. Because there’s an interesting thing, everything that happens in your life, isn’t happening to you, it’s happening inside you. It happens inside your Mind, and that’s where everybody is trying to come to peace, and trying to come to a way of Life that is the ‘Inner Self’. So called ‘directed’ and ‘at peace’ and ‘in harmony’.

But that didn’t seem to be the answer, because I met many people that are seemingly at peace with themselves, at harmony with themselves – yet that was only so when they were in front of other people. When you get to know them closer, you go and stay with them, you spend some time with them you find out it’s not like that at all. That is why at the Desteni Farm we had people come from all over the world to come and stay with us for as long as up to 3 years, to see for themselves, a very difficult message we have to deliver. Where it comes from, how it works, what is real. And those that manage to stay, those that manage to hear and see, their lives were profoundly changed forever more. In fact, changed without anything that specifically can be pinpointed, so they can’t even write or speak about it and say what happened. They were just in a different environment and just being in a different environment changed them profoundly.

So, looking at all of these seemingly, unrelated points, we are here on a journey of Understanding, Hearing, Sharing...

The Secrets of the Demons….

To be continued

Day 220: The Greatest Cult in History

*Watch Curiosity Season 2 Episode 4 ‘Brainwashed’ (or read this blog) to See the Devastating effects of Brainwashing

The Greatest Cult in History

I am Bernard Poolman, the NUMBER 2 Cult Leader in the World by my own Admission. Some claim I am Number 1, but that I Disagree with. The Cult Leader with a HEAD start on Me is GOD and I will never be able to Influence the Culture of So Many People as God did, but I will Do My Damndest.

When You study the Framework of Cults, you will Notice that ALL GROUPS formed by Humans are CULTS with a Prescribed CULTURE. We at Desteni claim and ASSERT that we Are the BEST CULT ever, as the CULTURE we LIVE is based on the FOUNDATION PRINCIPLE of the Greatest Happiness for ALL, Namely to Install on Earth a CULTURE of Behaviour that is Best FOR ALL LIFE ALWAYS.

Let ME Prove my Statement here - and I Dare Any other CULT to Prove that they OFFER a HIGHER or Better CULTURE for Life on Earth. There is SIMPLY NO better or HIGHER PRINCIPLE or DISCIPLINE or PRESCRIPTION to Live as CULTURE as that which is BEST FOR ALL LIFE, and with this CULTURE we are the ONLY ONES that FOLLOW this Principle. All other CULTS on Earth FOLLOW a LESSER, DIVISIVE, SEPARATING, DESTRUCTIVE, SELF-INTERESTED CULTURE that throughout History Led to BLOODBATHS, WAR, POVERTY, DISHONESTY, LIES, DECEPTION, DISHONOUR, MURDER, CRUELTY, ABUSE, FEAR and Every other HUMAN BEHAVIOUR that PREYS on Life and Disregard the EQUALITY PRINCIPLE that the Life in ALL is the Same Life, and thus is the Only Value that is Real, and that must be Protected. All CULTS that Oppose the DESTENI CULT follows some form of Abusive Behaviour that Leads to LIFE NOT being HONOURED Always.

Hate Speech is where one Hate Some forms of Life Purely because it opposes one CULTURE, and thus Hate Speech is in Fact the Hate of Some forms of LIFE simply because one Sees them as NOT EQUAL as Life, thus - the only Culture that DO NOT Participate in HATE Speech is DESTENI, as WE LOVE all Life as Equal, and thus INSIST that: because Life Is Equal in All, the World System Must Reflect Such Equality, or the Inequality Produced by LESSER CULTS – whether Political, Religious, Economic or Any Other, No Matter by which Name or Faith or Conviction it Goes – Will End up in Life Suffering in Some Way because it is treated as UNEQUAL, leading to Some benefiting UNFAIRLY from Resources Provided by Earth for FREE for ALL Life from BIRTH to Death.

Desteni, is also the ONLY CULT that use NO BRAINwashing, as Brainwashing is the Process of establishing a Faith or Belief of Inferiority or Superiority Simply for the Sake of justifying Inequality, so that Some May be Able to Inappropriately take advantage of others, which has Led to a Society where 1% NOW Controls the CULTURE of 99%, forcing the 99% to Accept a Lesser Value as Life - even unto the Point of Extreme Poverty, Slavery, Starvation, Crucifixion, War, Crime, Mental Disorder, Disease, and any other Affliction that Results from following CULTS based on Principles of Inequality and Division.

The Evidence of Brainwashing is Clear as 99% of the World Population are Controlled by Dominant CULTS based on Inequality in some form, and this is so effective that the 99% have been Unable to Escape the GRIP of the CULTURE of Brainwashing for GENERATIONS. The Brainwashed Lack Common Sense Reasoning to such a DEGREE that NONE Can See that the Problem is the CULT PRINCIPLES of INEQUALITY, and that to FOLLOW INEQUALITY - Always Lead to some form of Abuse of Life: whether it be Abuse of the Earth, of Plants, of Animals, or of Fellow Humans.

In the Whole CULT Leader Stakes, I MUST Say I MUST climb Down the LADDER one More Spot at least, as there was One CULT LEADER who Had the Practical Principles of Equality as what is Best for All Life Placed in REAL SIMPLICITY. This Great CULT Leader was JESUS, who Placed the following CULT PRINCIPLES as ABSOLUTE if We are to Create a World of Peace and Harmony.

They ARE:

Cult Principle 1:

Love They Neighbor as Thyself.

Cult Principle 2:

Give as You Would Like to Receive.

Cult Principle 3:

Do unto Another as You Would Like to be done unto.

Cult Principle 4:

Investigate all things and keep what is GOOD, and what is GOOD can only Ever Be what is Best for All Life Equally Always.

Cult Principle 5:

Forgive that You May be Forgiven.

We at Desteni follow these Principles as the Basic Rights of Life that is the RULE of LAW of the Universe and we Only ADDED Self Responsibility by adjusting CULT Principle 5 to Include SELF-FORGIVENESS in SELF-Honesty, Something already More and More Accepted in Psychology to be the Foundation of Self-Healing and Self-Transformation to a being of Self-Respect. Obviously Self-Respect Cannot Exist where Inequality exists, as Inequality is the Description of the Relationship between ABUSER and ABUSED.

If we look at CULTS throughout History and what the CULTURES Produced as LIFE on Earth, History Reads like a HORROR Story - and In Spite of the INADEQUATE Nature of all Historical Cults based on HISTORICAL EVIDENCE: the Brainwashed Failed to See that INEQUALITY is IN FACT FEAR as the BrainWashed Human Psyche. FEAR is the Definition and Justification of INEQUALITY.

Fascinatingly Enough, those that find their Brainwashing too Much to Overcome - will attack the Desteni Principles instead of asking for Help to face the Brainwashing and to Free themselves to Become EXPRESSIONS of Life Worthy of Life, so that Life can Support Life and Peace and Harmony Can Rule in their Lives. For Help, Freely available - we have Released our BrainWashing Breaker Program as Desteni Lite. This Program both Breaks the Brainwashing and Prevents One to Fall again back into Inequality and the Zombie-like state Necessary for Inequality to Exist. Many Have Freed themselves already.
Isn’t it TIME you find out WHO you will be WITHOUT Fear, and Control through fear? To FEAR what is Best for All Life can be NOTHING Else but a Serious Mental DISORDER of extreme Irrational Nature.

I Dare you to Shake off the Shackles of Inequality and to Live by Principles that is Best for All Life Always, even when you KNOW the Abusers will Do everything Possible to Activate your FEAR Program to keep you Brainwashed and Controlled. We are the DESTENI of the World. Whether you Live by Principles of Equality or Inequality, it all Fits the Definition of a CULT. Set yourself Free from the FEAR of this WORD so that we Can Produce a WORLD CULTURE that is Best for All Life Always.

And YES, we are a MONEY CULT as NO GROUP Can Currently exist without MONEY and we Require Money to Support as Many People as Possible to break the Brainwashing of Fear and to become REAL LIVING BEINGS of Actual Love as Equality, and for that We Stand for the Basic Human Right of Equal Money for All from Birth to Death until we can Co-Exist WITHOUT needing Money to Define the Value of Life. After All, All Resources on Earth is Provided Free and is thus by BIRTHRIGHT Equally available to ALL.

One Character, the Only Strong Character - is One based on the Principles as Life Equal as what is Best for All. All other characters are WEAK and Need Some form of Abuse to Exist for these Inadequate Characters to Exist.

There will still be Abusers that will take the Desteni Message out of Context to PREY on the FEARS of those IGNORANT enough to NOT investigate the Principles of Equality for All Life. Do Not be So Foolish as to Believe that Anyone that Defend Inequality can ever be trusted with Life. Stand up for the Equal Rights for All Life, and Remember – you are Part of All Life on Earth.

Day 28: I FOR GIVE ME

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize that what I FOR GIVE ME, I RECEIVE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize that what I for GIVE me, to receive must be equally given to all beings or it will not be in balance and some or many will not receive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize that when I FOR GIVE ME LOVE, LOVE IS NOT A FEELING BUT AN ACTION that must be equally GIVEN practically for me to be ABLE TO be sure that LOVE IS ALL AROUND ME so that I can receive LOVE as I have GIVEN love to all equally as the practical living reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize to for GIVE me compassion that I may receive compassion, as COMPASSION must be my living reality as my environment as EARTH where compassion is measurable in all Lives to ensure that COMPASSION is always everywhere GIVEN and thus that COMPASSION is NOT A FEELING, but a way of LIVING that through the way of LIVING, ALL ALWAYS receive, and this results is a world where GIVING is EQUAL to ALL, resulting IN COMPASSION CONFIRMED REAL.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize to FOR GIVE ME FREEDOM would mean that ALL MUST BE LIVING FREEDOM - TO END the competition that IMPLIES that FREEDOM is NOT UNIVERSAL so that I WILL be SURE I will receive FREEDOM PRACTICALLY, as I have GIVEN FREEDOM as the measurable result that ALL WILL BE ALWAYS FIRST in receiving FREEDOM, and thus FREEDOM WILL be everywhere always, and the fear that caused a lack of freedom, as for instance competing for resources in spite of having enough resources, will be NO MORE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize to FOR GIVE me kindness must be reflected in the breath by breath reality where all will receive kindness, as I will then be sure I will receive kindness and the WORLD will be a place that is KIND to Life always - and that I as Life, giving kindness, will receive kindness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize to FOR GIVE me abundance through UNDERSTANDING that if I allow and GIVE abundance to ALL from the confirmed ABUNDANCE available to in sufficient measure on Earth, I will also receive ABUNDANCE as I have given, and Life would PROSPER IN ABUNDANCE AS ABUNDANCE is GIVEN AND RECEIVED.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize to FOR GIVE me the right to Life equally, means to ensure Life is given to ALL equally, as that would ensure that MY right to Life is always ensured and as I have given Life, I would receive Life, and thus ONLY Life in ALL its measure will be on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize to FOR GIVE myself will only be complete when I FOR GIVE everyone ELSE, that we may END the OLD WORLD of competition and blame and thus FOR GIVE ourselves a NEW WORLD where Life as foundation will GROW into the tree of life bearing fruit of love, kindness, abundance, joy, happiness, respect, equality, consideration, mutual understanding and gratefulness – and that this fruit will be the FRUIT of Life I have given myself, through sharing and GIVING it to everyone else equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT realize that as creator of the experience of myself on Earth, I cannot receive what I am not willing to GIVE to all equally - and that if I receive without GIVING equally, I will have to take through self-interested fear and abuse from others - and such taking will result in a world of inequality, war, poverty, lack, fear, hate and all forms of abuse. I can stop this forevermore in giving to ALL equally what I would like to receive, and I am thus the key to peace, and love, and abundance and freedom when I understand how to FOR GIVE to me through what I FOR GIVE to ALL equally.

I commit myself to practice FOR GIVING till I am able to truly forgive myself that I may find it in my being as the will of good for all life equally.

I commit myself to study FOR GIVING based on measurable results that will result in the GIVING equally to ALL to ensure that ALL will receive equally, and that will be the evidence that I walk in the shoes of Jesus and DO what Jesus would have done.

I commit myself to NOT allow feelings of love to fill me up unless it is the result of love made visible as the GIVING of all measures to all Life - that all  may receive sufficiently, that ALL may LOVE their Lives - as that would be the confirmation that my love is real and not just wishful thinking and justified self-interest based on the belief that all is not equal.

I commit myself to make sure that only real compassion is acceptable on Earth as the Equal Giving and Receiving of Life for all, as that would result in me receiving compassion equally, confirming that Earth is a planet of Living compassion.

I commit myself to ensure that FREEDOM on Earth is defined only as the Giving and Receiving of the right to Life equally, as that will end all distrust and fear, and will ensure that I will be FREE in every way possible, and will live in ways that respect the foundation of Life given, and thus received equally everywhere always.

I commit myself to ensure that kindness of Earth is accepted and defined as the realization that when we do not give to each other equally, we cannot receive equally, and such inequality will cause kindness to be lost and Earth to be a cruel place where Life is fear and certainly NOT an experience one would wish upon yourself or your children.

I commit myself to share the understanding of the simplicity of a Life without fear, based on the measurable principles that giving to all equally will result in all receiving equally, and that it is just the individual in fear that stands in the way of such magnificence as Life that is preventing this from becoming reality on Earth as Life ABUNDANT.

I commit myself to ensure that the right to Life is recognized as the only right worthy of Life as confirmed from Giving as each would like to Receive - such action of Giving will result in a world where Life is respected and honoured.

I commit myself to daily call on ALL that may read or hear my words as Living Words to stop and FOR GIVE themselves, and to join the Journey to Life as we WRITE and Right Life for all through Giving to ourselves the Right to Life for all through Self-Forgiveness, till we as One Group of Life change the laws and rules on Earth to support life equally for all. In this I call on all to follow the writings of those that are already representing the process to Life that one may face the fears that prevented Life from being respected on Earth. Stand up and be counted.

I commit myself to restore to myself and everyone else the right to create the experience of Life on Earth to be worthy of Life as we all actually know what we would like to grant ourselves and our children. In this way: we each, through writing a daily blog, confirm to ourselves and the readers of the blogs our decision that we will create a world that is best for all Life and invite all that may open their Heart to Life, to stand and writewith us till the right to Life is restored to each one equally, and peace on Earth is restored forevermore. 

Day 18: Dementia – The Rotten Child Syndrome

For context watch the Series of Adam Curtis – THE TRAP

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept the manipulation of children at home by Parents through a Reward System to train children to only respond to Rewards as the Desire for Rewards and not on the integrity of principles that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Refuse to see that the child will Resonantly accumulate the Pattern of reward and in many cases learn that they can manipulate the Parent through tantrums, and force the Parent to stop the tantrum through Rewards based on compromise which result in a spoiled child without principles, included on manipulation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see that the Reward System spoil education of the child in teaching survival skills that result in the Statement: The Child is Spoilt ROTTEN.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that a ROTTEN child will be a ROTTEN Adult that will take the skills learned at Home to manipulate other for Success and Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that Capitalism and Consumerism is the Result of the ROTTEN Child Syndrome where the ROTTEN adult will use Rewards of Money of Profit to accumulate Wealth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that Corporations have Profited from the Rotten Child/Adult pattern with Regular Promised Savings as a Reward System for Loyalty, and that the Pattern installed by Parents in the first seven years of the Life of a child will determine the Pattern within which the child will Participate either to Receive Rewards or to manipulate with Rewards.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have Failed to See that the Law of Attraction is such a Reward System where the Proponents of the LOA use manipulation through various fears like the fear of loss to get people to participate in the Hope of Future Rewards, and that Consistency is achieved through the promise that Rewards will only come through Consistency while no effort is made to change the System to what is Best for All Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that the Market, Sales and Job Market all follow the Reward System installed by Parents in children in early childhood which leads to and led to a Society on Earth that is essentially Rotten to the Core

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that the distrust and Betrayal inherent to the Human Race, was programmed in at Home by Parents - not trained to be Parents - using methods that give control over children resulting in the Rotten Child/Adult Patterns that is Now the Basis of our World System

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that all Vocabulary has been manipulated to justify and present the Parenting Pattern that Result in the Rotten Child/Adult Syndrome to sound justified and acceptable -- because it produces a result that Motivates People/Children to Move. Yet no Integrity Remains, No Principles remains - which is why half the World is in Poverty while those with the Money, Control and Power feel no Remorse or compassion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have Failed to see that charity is the justification of the Rotten Child Syndrome where the child was pacified when a tantrum happened with a Reward -- making Poverty reduced to the class of tantrums of Lazy People that must get a small Reward through charity that will motivate them to do something for themselves, as the used justification which is also use as the ROTTEN definition of Compassion and Love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have Failed to see that the Rotten Syndrome also caused Love to become Rotten to the Core, leaving a Society unable to give up what they Possess as they believe they EARNED it, as a REWARD and that it is equally available to all in spite of the evidence that it is not. Yet the Ones with the Rewards as wealth move without Principle and unable to create a Society that will work for all as they are Exclusive Elite Rotten to their Core psychologically and the Cause of Extreme abuse in spite of the Tantrum the World is throwing as Poverty and suffering.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have Failed to see that Parental Love as the Rotten Syndrome is the Reason why Love has failed as a solution for the World as those that Love, Refuse to do Self-Honest Introspection to understand the Patterns that Dictate and Motivate Decisions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that the Game Theory of Self Interest towards fulfilment through Reward were in fact Based on the tried and tested Parental Control System through spoiling the child Rotten with Rewards, creating the Rotten Adult that now determine the Future of our World

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that the System of Enslavement to Rewards instead of Principle was spawned through allowing Parents to bring children into the World without the skills to produce a Human that is worthy of Life – instead creating a Rotten World of extensive Personal and Public corruption, dishonesty and abuse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that the Education System of Reward and Competition is also based on the same Rotten Child Syndrome causing a Global Epidemic of Mental Instability with no understanding in the Professions of psychology, Education or Psychiatry or Science as the professional are all Products of the Rotten Child Reward System.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have Failed to see how Religion Profited from the Rotten Child Syndrome using the Reward System as the Forgiveness of Sins and the promise of Eternal Life to replace any possibility of Common Sense Principles within the acceptance that Human Nature is Rotten to the Core

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see how the Rotten Child Syndrome is at the core of modern day Sexual Insecurity and Promiscuity as the Reward of Pleasure became the Motivation of the drive to Self-Interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see how human behaviour is in fact created at home by unskilled parents using unethical dishonest reward system to create the child’s nature which eventually become human nature as the group we call humanity.

I commit myself to present solutions to the education of parents to be the example and teacher of living principles that vale life and not rewards that life equal for all will be the only reward worthy of value.

I commit myself to research and prove that our society is formed through parents that lack the basic skills of life and that having children without proper training as a parent is in fact child abuse and life abuse that can only be accepted by a nature that is rotten to the core.

I commit myself to assist parents through effective methods to do self correction and to prepare themselves effectively for the children to be born.

I commit myself to assist with the creation of systems in psychology, psychiatry and basic education that will in fact understand the creation process of human nature that we can prevent mental instability and create a sound society that value life.

I commit myself to the formation through commonsense co-operation of a world system that value life. I commit myself to the proof of the game theory that will result in an effective society that will benefit all to such extent that greed will become meaningless.

I commit myself to the exposure of the total influence of the rotten child and rotten adult syndrome till it is no longer accepted as human nature.