Day 485: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 3

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 484: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 2:
“Therefore Religion in itself is war. It’s a way that you actually put on armor, preparing yourself to defend yourself and who you have become as ‘self-awareness’. So that you can say,

“I had no other choice. This is all I had. This is thus, all I am. This is who I am, and therefore, I must be recognized as this.”
Even we attempt to control that, in the afterlife.”

Unfortunately, we miss a fascinating point.

If you observe; when a Baby is born, when a Seed opens up and grows, it is following a Pattern, it’s following a Program.
When a Animal is born, it follows a Program according to its design, according to its DNA. But there is something in it that is Equal in everything.

It is Equal in the Grass, it is Equal in the Air you breathe. It is Equal in the Animal. It is Equal in the Human. It is Equal in the Being that is Dead in the afterlife.

That Equality is Life.

That Equality does not form or follow a Program.
That Equality is the Essence of what is Here.
That Equality, that Life-Awareness does not exist within the context of those that are in form, are in spreading the information about what is going on.
That is what is the Oneness that exists between everything.

Not the “oneness” that has been proliferated as that within Spirituality or within a world-system, or within meditation, or within a particular expression of consciousness.
Consciousness is simply the attempt of the system to understand itself. It‘s the attempt of the Organic Robot as the human trying to understand its point and its purpose within a system. A system within a system attempting to “evolve” into something. It knows there is something. It knows there must be something more, but it can't find it. Because, it's never really looked.
It’s because the point that you know that is “more” is the point that you don't want to look at. It is the point that takes away all your specialness, it takes away all your fear. It takes away all what you regard you to be, so that what remains; is that which is Equal in Everyone.

That is where real Oneness exist.
That is not being considered.
That has never been considered, for eons of time, as each being attempts, to make itself more special – without actually considering, what it is, that is in essence: Behind everything.

By definition, the fact that this exists in everyone – means Everyone is Equal in Everything.
Obviously the form you take on is a temporary expression, which has only emerged: Because of our division into an attempt to understand each other, from the perspective of understanding ourselves as form.
So therefore we started defining everything.
In that definition, we became trapped as the definition.
And in that we lost the awareness.
And we did not consider the awareness of what is really, in essence – our Equality.
What is it that makes it possible for all of us to exist together, what is the ‘binding force’?
It’s not ‘God’. It’s not a ‘Spirit’.
It is Life itself.
It is existent within everything.
But it is not ‘aware’.

Darryl: Could you say that Life is what people might be looking for?

Life is that which you are looking for, but in looking for it, you’ll keep on missing it – because you are it in fact already.
What you have to do is let go of your Programmed Self. Let go of your Self-Interest. Let go of everything that you have ever allowed yourself to be as ‘fact’, as ‘knowledge’.
Because all of that; is ‘Self-Awareness’. All of that is Self-Interest. All of that is your attempt to make yourself ‘more’ than What you Are, as Each Other in the Essence of your Origin, your Genesis, your Real Truth.

When we entered heaven through the Portal, or when the Portal opened, the Portal entered heaven through the Portal: I was already in Heaven – because heaven is Here as Life.
But not from the perspective that Heaven understood itself.
The same point was everywhere; I saw it in Earth, in everything, in every stone, every grass, every being. Same in Heaven – every being there - the same point: We are all the same.

Not only as a Program are we all the same, following the same desires, hopes and needs and wants; we are the same in Essence, as the Life-force from which we emanate.
But that Life-force we deny, because we can only actually access or recognize that Life-force, if we recognize that as Equal in All of Us – and it emanates, it expresses from us as what we are as form.

What have we done:
In the forms and the systems and our expressions we have taken on – we have disregarded Life, and we have made the system, the personality, the ‘spirit-idea’ of everything more than what Life is.
We have in fact become ‘larger than Life’, and in that has been our demise.
We have lost our humbleness. We have lost our consideration of each other. We have lost ‘love’ in fact.

And we’ve made of ‘love’ a definition, an idea, something that we’re attempting to express – but we do not within it consider that it exist in fact within each one as Life. And that Life in consideration of itself within all equally: Is what Love really is. It is within that – which we are One.

Day 109- Parents Create Hate

*Read the Blogs about the Cowgirl for Reference:

2012 Feral children - What does this Show us about ourselves?
Day 105: What Makes Us Human (Moomans?)
Day 39 - What Mowgli Syndrome shows us about Parenting

*Watch the Vlogs about the Cowgirl for Reference:
Cow Girl - What makes Us Human - Activist JTL

2012 Wolfskinder, ein Kuhkind - Ich bin ein Produkt meiner Umgebung?!

5 Year Old Girl Found Mooing: Lliving in a Barn: What Does this Show Us?

JTL-Blog-Review What Makes Us Human (Moomans?)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that IN THE NAME OF LOVE, Parents Produce children that will hate Part of themselves as it will come out Deformed because the Parental DNA mix was Not the Optimum Combination to Create a Child with the Best Possible Attributes, just because Parents Refuse to Accept that a Human Produced by a Sperm and an Egg is a Program and is therefore a Result that Can be Planned on this PLANET to Produce a Result that a Child will Love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Everything a Child Hate about Themselves that is Out of Proportion like a Nose too Big or Legs too Long or Ears too Big, are the Direct Result of the Love of Parents that Denied Common Sense to Produce children that Must Live with the Parents Love in Hate for all their Life just because Parents Refuse to Accept that Parents are in Fact the Creators of Children, not Only Physically, but also as Consciousness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Parents Produce the Nature of Their Children as Hate through the Excuse of Love, Even Inventing an Imaginary God, to Deny Responsibility, to End up as a Product as a Child, which is taught How to Love so that the Child can become another Parent that will Produce Hate as Very Few Humans are in fact Satisfied with themselves Physically and Mentally, and Refuse to Realize that this Result in the Direct Effect of the Spirit of Religion that is Used to Justify the Love through which Hate is Produced, ending up with a World where Love is Used to justify Hate, even Calling the Truth Negative, just to Not take Responsibility for the Sins of the Parents Generation after Generation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Everything a Person Hates about themselves either Comes from GENES or from EDUCATION as All of the Humans in Every Way is JUST a Program, which Can be What’s Best for ALL Always when this FACT is Part of ALL PLANNING on this PLANET.

I commit myself to SHOW that ALL Humans in Every Way is Just a Program that Can Be Designed to Be What is Best for all and in this Way Hate can be Prevented and Actual Love Can be Produced in Fact.

I commit myself to SHOW that the fact that Children are Just Programs are In Fact Known by ALL on Earth yet Deliberately Ignored and in this Way Hate is Created in Every Way it exist, which then again is Used to Create Love So that this Love Can again Create Hate. Only Ignorant Fools will Deliberately Deny their facts and be the Reason Why Hate will Continue on PLANET Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that to Give Some Spiritual or Religious Reason to Why there is Physical or Mental Distortion, is the Big Lie, which is the SINS of the Parents that is ALLOWED Deliberately as to CLAIM that Parents are Not Responsible for the Children they Create.

As Jesus SAID: AIN’T YE ALL GODS?

Join DESTENI and Bring an END to ALL HATE WITH The Truth about Creation. 

Day 100: FEAR

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Fear is the Aim of the Game on EARth, a PLANet where sound is Minded as Words Live as Fear to Control what is Here and What is Heard so that the Receiving Organic Robot Fears hurt as PAIN to remain in the Cycles of PAYING the bILLS of the ILLUsion created by the Controllers of the Game – in this Process, Making Sure that the Reality of Life on EARth is Never Taken to hEARt.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Parents are the Genes that Ensure GENEration after GENEration that the Symbols that sound the Fears as Words LIVED remains the Devil that Drives the Decision of WHO I AM according to the Rules of the Game, where I must profit into the Game or MY NEEDS will not be Covered by the Credits I accumulate as MONEY.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that FEAR is the Nature of the Game that Motivates me to Keep Moving as the Characters in the Game towards the Objective of the Game by Creating the other Side of the Coin of Fear as Love – Symbolizing the Circle of Life, Coined as a Choice of Opposites – yet, it is ONE Coin that ensures CONtrol so that I remain in my ROLE, following the control of the Energy of the Game which is Fear as the Totality of the HERE of the Game as the Only thing I can HEAR while playing the Game.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Love in all its Dimensions within the Game that can be Mentioned only Exists because of the Nature of the Game, which is Fear, ensuring that all Energy Ever Experienced is only ever Founded within the Fountain of Fear created within the Body through Symbols as Words, as Pictures, as Memories, as Characters – ensuring that Every Reason and Meaning as Answer only ever can be Fear as Long as One beLIEves in Love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Childhood Games Parents Play with Children are Designed to Program in the Exhilaration FEAR provides so that the Child Can Characterize themselves to the Foundation of FEAR as Life on EARTH to Eventually Seek Love to Keep Moving in the System, as the Parents will Make Sure Love is Placed as the Place of Safety and Fear the Place to Move From so that the Cycles of Life as the Wheel of Life as We Exist May TURN effectively to NEVER Question Life on Earth as the Quest of the Game is Set – FIND LOVE or You WILL BE IN FEAR.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in this Program MISTAKEN as Life the FEAR is Placed that Experience is Temporary and thus, if you DO NOT Play you Lose the Opportunity to Experience the Game, because Real Life aPARENTly exists after the END of the Game as Death with LOFTY Promises Made of SOMETHING Better to Come. This Makes Sure that Everyone in the GAME always MOTIVATES each other to STAY in the GAME as At Least it Must Be Real, as the Energy Experienced is Real – yet NO ONE Realized that they Are the ONES Creating the Experience and When the Creation of the Energy of LOVE and Fear STOPS, I WILL Remain – thus there Must Be Something Beyond Energy, But FEAR STOPS us From Finding Out WHO We Will Be WITHOUT The Energy we have Defined ourselves to BE.

I commit myself to SHOW that Energy IS NOT Real Life on Earth, It is the Result of FEAR and its MATE, LOVE.

I commit myself to SHOWS that FEAR is the Foundation of ALL Love with the Game of Human Nature accepted Foolishly as the Natural Way of Being.

I commit myself to SHOW that One that PROFESS LOVE, IS Completely LOST in the GAME as the ILLosing/Illusion of a Self-Created Reality within the MIND where Nothing Seen as Self is Every Real, But just a Lie Constantly Created by Self.

I commit myself to SHOW that the FEAR as the Purpose of Life as LOVE, is the Reason why Real Life on Earth Can Be Abused WITHOUT ANY actual Awareness as Awareness has been Defined to Be Energy, a Self-Created Illusion that Became a Parasite feeding off the Flesh of the Real Flesh Living Being.

I commit myself to SHOW that the DESTENI of Life is NOT in the Game as Energy and WILL take Great Effort to Be achieved as the POSSESSION of the LIE is Overwhelming as the Energy allowed to be accepted as Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that those LOST in the Game Must Compete and thus Cannot See Equality as Life Equal in All Actual Living Beings and will thus Kill and Allow Killing to take Place without any REMORSE as the More is Seen to Be Energy, while Real Life is BeLIEved to Be Temporary.

I commit myself to SHOW that DOOM does not Exist in the Lifetime of Humanity and that DOOM is to Be the MOODS of the Energy Game where Fear is the Control of Love. STOP, if you Can or Death will STOP you to face the Consequence of Abusing Life on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that to those In the GAME, Desteni will Represent the ULTIMATE FEAR, as in TOTAL Opposition to LOVE - as Desteni Represents the END of the Game - Meaning that One Realizes the GAME, as Fear and Love, was a LIE.

Day 63: Pinky and the Brain

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Brain of the Mind has less relationship designs than in the Pinky of the Physical Body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Brain of the Mind has less Power than in the Pinky of the Physical Body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Brain of the Mind is the Same as the Brain of the Machine – Designed according to Relationship Circuits that Switch according to the Values of Self-Interest to Benefit the Ego in the Greater Context of Winning as Seen and Demonstrated in the Movie – Beautiful Mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Physical Body starts with a Relationship between an Egg and a Sperm and then work Together as One, as Equal, to Form the Relationships that will become the Human Body: a Marvel the Mind is yet to Fathom, and is such Light-Years ahead of anything the Mind has been able to copy or Emulate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that just like the Circuits in a Mechanical Brain, in the Relationships that Make the Machine Function - the Mind builds circuits that Design the Personality into what we see in the World today, and that it is just as Easy to Develop New Circuits and Personalities that are Best for all Life, which will result in much Greater and Grander functionality with Much more Precision, than what is Now Accepted as the so-called Resultant Consciousness of Man.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Once the Environment and the Parents have built the Relationship Circuits in a Child’s Mind, the Personality Emerges when the Mind-Brain is Switched on and Produce a Working Mind Machine according to these Relationship Circuits that flows with Energy Producing what the Human Called Consciousness – and that has been Deified as if it is a Great achievement, while the Human has Not Even Realized how this is Created or dare to Investigate or Considered that there is Another Way that would not Produce the Suffering that Now Exists in the World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Great Myth used by Psychologists to Make the Personality and the Mind a Consumer Product, is Actually only a Statement of Slavery and Ignorance by Psychology, as Psychologists do what they do for Money and to Manage a Dysfunctional, Badly Created Mind Machine without understanding or Correcting the Mechanics so that which will be best for Life on Earth Equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that for Consumerism to Remain as the System that only Benefits the Few, with an Air like a Casino where some, Sometimes, hit the Jackpot – the Parenting and Education must be defended and kept the Same, and we can then be Certain, the World will Never be a Place of Life, but only ever be Inhabited by the Organic Mind Machine that can be Switched on and off by Images, Words and feelings – the absolute Perfect Robot Slave.

I commit myself to show that the Science, Psychology and Education in this World is Beyond Primitive and that the Human has Not Evolved at all, only the System Evolved – trapping the Human as External Slave.

I commit myself to show that Even the System, in its Illusion of Power with Billions of Slaves, are subject to the Human Physical Body, and will not Exist if the Human Body does not Exist.

I commit myself to show that the Examples of how Relationship-Circuits that Carry Energy as Brains of Movement, Decisions and Choices – Producing Society at large – are all around us, and in Everything, just like it is Claimed about the Spirit of God: and that the System is the Only Real God on Earth, Rewarding its Slaves with Money for their Loyalty.

I commit myself to show that a New Earth is Only Possible if the Human is Rewired to Only Act in Ways that are Best for all Life, and that anyone with Basic Free-Will Common Sense can work this out for Themselves and that if One is Unable to Work this out and See the Common Sense, you are Slave – trapped in the Design – unable to Escape, because only those that Understand the Design in Detail, will be able to get out. This Help is Provided at eqafe.com, and Desteni.org and desteniiprocess.com

I commit myself to show that all Participation in all Facets of Consumerism is because the Mind as Slave Consciousness designed the Patterns to Coincide with the Inner-Patterns so that the World System will be the Mirror that Reflects to the Personality, the Illusion that the Personality is Real – just because the Inner and Outer looks the Same and Supports Each Other - while all it is, is a design of Relationships based on Rewards to Ensure Movement, and Decisions are made to keep the System Going: No Matter What.

I commit myself to show that the Mind of the Human that Produces Consciousness is just a Machine, Dependent on its Great God: Energy, that will Produce Light and will End up being called Enlightenment, which is actually quite Absurd once it is Understood how this is designed and How it Really Functions.

I commit myself to show that Consciousness has Never Been Anything Else but the Brain of the Machine that Produces Personalities within Relationships, and that this ends when the Body dies, a Real Simple Calculation that can be Made, if each were Real and Free – but those Not real and Free, will fight for Consciousness and the Self-Interest Design of Personality Individuality as is Shown in the Violence, Wars, Poverty, and many Dysfunctions of a Society that has No Clue How Realities are Created in fact.

I commit myself to call on Psychologists to Really Study How Consciousness functions, or Psychology will never be a Real Science.

Day 61: Ascension

Watch the Documentaries The Trap, The Century of the Self and Psywar for context

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Ascension emerged as the Development of the Self-Interested Ego as an Attempt to be the Equal of Jesus without Understanding what the Living Word is that Jesus Represented.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the Pursuit of Happiness as Self-Interest, the development of Spiritual Consumerism was the Next step for the System of Profit to take, as SPIRITUAL Profit as ascension is the Next best thing since sliced bread.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Ascension ended Like a Multiple Fast-food Franchise on the Shelves of the Mind to be SOULD to as many as possible, creating the New Group of Spiritual Millionaires feeding on the Earth in total Abandonment of Responsibility toward Life on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Creation of the Ascension Body and the Ascended Master Entities are a Physical process of Meditation that takes time to become Embodied as the Visualized Memories till it automatically produce the State of Feelings from which the Ego can feed to Claim Validation of the Whole Force, WITHOUT any know-how as to how such Bodies are Actually Part of the Flesh, using just the Mind Experience with the Vision that the Physical Programming Produce, to claim that Ascension is real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if One is Spirit you will in Fact be Able to leave the Body, in any Breath, at Any Time - but if you are Trapped in the Body, you will only be able to train the Body to Produce the Visions, experiences, and feelings, without being Able to cross-reference if any of it actually Exists outside your perception.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what CANNOT be seen is the Actual Way the Mind and Body Interacts, as ALL that the Enlightened can see is the Reflection that Comes from that which produces the Energy which is the Physical Substance, most of it which the Human Eye CANNOT see, and Human Science CANNOT measure as yet.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there WILL BE NO ASCENSION – it is just a Consumer Product that makes some Rich, and keeps the Rest from sorting out Life on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that unless I study ALL the Desteni Material IN DETAIL, I will not Get Out of my Self-Created TRAP in the MIND.

I commit myself to show that ascension is derived from sources Long Ago with the Emphasis Placed on the Super Hero Part and Not on the Practical Living Part.

I commit myself to show that Spiritual Consumerism is the Fake Positive World that Fly in the Face of the Reality of Poverty, Suffering and War on Earth.

I commit myself to show that for any person to Actually Rebirth and Recreate the Physical Body to Life as the Living word will take Daily Committed Application WITH Support for a MINIMUM of 14 Years (for context on the timeframes, read all the blogs and listen to all the videos of Desteni).

I commit myself to show that All Visualizations, Dreams and Visions and Energy Experiences are Always Created by the Self-Interested Ego, and DO NOT form part of the Real Living Being which is the living FLESH/SELF.

I commit myself to show that there is Nothing Greater and More Miraculous than Life on Earth as the Flesh - and that once this is Understood, the Actual UNKNOWN will become KNOWN.

I commit myself to Assist those Proven Self-Honest to see for themselves what is Really Here.

I commit myself to show that Organic Robots as Minds Easily Influenced as the Mechanics of Body and Mind – is Not Understood, and are but Slaves to Energy, Drug ADDICTS in Fact.

I commit myself to show that time will ALSO show that no Ascension will Ever take place, and No Saviour will Ever Come. We are ALONE Here Responsible for Life and will in the Last Breath on Earth Face the FINAL Test as to what we allowed on Earth as Who we Accepted Ourselves to Be.

I commit myself to Support those that Support themselves in Self-Honesty to Return to Life Eternal.