Showing posts with label matrix. Show all posts
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Sunday, 29 September 2013

Day 506: Zero-Point and Other Points – Jesus & Ascension - Part 4

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 505: Zero-Point and Other Points – Soul Purpose - Part 3:
“That’s why what had to be designed was the perfect ‘Parrot-System’, where you present to the Human ‘what you want him to be’, like through television or so on and they will Parrot it and they will become it and you can create your Perfect Control-System.”

Ascension-of-Jesus bernardpoolman But what is more fascinating was; that every single human-being was then infused with a ‘nuclear-reactor’, a Mind-System, a System that would take the Physicality, (which is the ‘Earth-Energy’ that is compacted into Form, because the Earth was Unconditional offering this, itself up) - into a System, into a construct that will through the process of emotion and feeling and sexuality and orgasmic-expression and anger, all the ‘hectic’ energetic-expressions, cause a form of ‘Fusion’.

Have you ever wondered; where all the ‘Energy’ goes through (/to) that you are experiencing, for instance if you suddenly have an ‘anger-outburst’? You have it and I mean, the ‘Energy’ goes away after a while isn’t it? Where does it go? Ever wondered?

Or – I mean, all this ‘Energy’ that you have during your orgasmic -experience, you’re masturbating and “Whoa!” - I mean, there’s this ‘Energy’ and then it’s ‘gone’. It is not back in your body you can check. Where did it go?

Nobody noticed I mean, “Who cares? I’m satisfied”, this is a Consumption-Existence.

You are not aware AT ALL of anything you’re doing. You’re not aware of what you’re participating in AT ALL.

You can go and have a look: For instance, when you ‘fall in love’, that ‘Energy-sparks’ that happen, that you direct to somebody and then the relationship falls apart eventually, but there was all this ‘Energy’, where did it go to? It was Consumed. Yes, part of it you have consumed.

The rest was fascinatingly channelled to Heaven. Heaven could not exist without ‘Energy’.

So, when the chaps that Designed the System realised that they could do this - and all they had to do was get everybody to believe what they’re doing is their ‘soul-purpose’ - and that they can actually get everybody to believe that, which you have, if you have to take a look at this world: You are believing whatever you’ve been presented within this world. I mean, you believe the education-system, the history-system, you believe the news, you believe everything. You believe even that you are actually existing as who you’re existing as.

It’s the perfect CON as CONsciousness and you don’t Question it. You’re not even aware what happens to your ‘Energy’. There is no Self-Honesty in your relationship with your Physicality, because you are not In your Physical-Body.

You are contained within a Mind-System in the Body and you are Mining the Body for ‘Energy’ – that’s why you grow old and you eventually Die, because what happens: The Body Dies.

There is no more ‘Energy’ to Mine. It’s Finished. It ‘s all Gone – okay - and what’s left, which is obviously not all of it, goes to the Earth.

What happens to you is fascinating: In that process, they found a fascinating key; You change in ‘energetic-nature’. As you come into the world, as you’re born, and through reincarnation this has been made quite an ‘art’; that when you are, if you look at the whole principle of ‘Consciousness’ being a doughnut, because if you look at this: Two cones on top of each other ( The two cones on top of each other wherein the tips of the Two Cones Touch/Connect) and it flows in and it flows in and flows in - it actually creates a circle, but that passage there (The Passage – the point formed between/within the Two-Tips touching/connecting) which some would call a ‘star gate’ a ‘zero-point’ and any point, you are in this is a ‘singularity’ – wonderful words but I mean they are all Bullshit.

It actually creates a doughnut. And when you are ‘enlightened’, what is on top of your head? A Halo!

This is how the ‘halo’ is created, once you are totally submitted, submissive and totally accepting the System – you become a ‘Master’ of those that has not yet accepted it and you get certain privileges, that means, you get allowances of ‘Energy’ that gives you certain ‘powers’, compared to other beings. And therefore you seemingly look ‘more ‘powerful’’, because you’re getting more ‘power’!
I mean, you are given that ‘power’. It’s not by your actual-design and accordingly you will now have an ‘halo’ and that’s how, for instance, the ‘Angels’ were designed that...and presented as “Saints” with their ‘halos’.

Because, they (the ‘Angels’) were controllers of the System, making sure that the Design of the System and how ‘Energy’ transfer would work well. So the ultimate point that was the final-phase of this whole thing, was ‘Ascension’.

Because, the point was to get everybody out into total-acceptance of the System through a process of ‘Ascension’, which obviously only happens after ‘zero-point’ – which is Death.

But all you have to do is, create ‘points of belief’ which you can superimpose clones of the Actual-Real Point of what’s really going on. So therefore, Jesus was used, and by changing the story a little bit, they were able to get everybody to believe that Jesus actually ‘Ascended’.

He didn’t.
He fucking died.

And...I mean, Jesus is really a cool-fucker. He really came to Earth to help, he saw the problem - but he did not understand the bigger-picture that was going on.

So when he died, they imprisoned Jesus, the Real Jesus and he was imprisoned for close to 2000 years. How does that work? You’re imprisoned in a Dimension where you can’t get out, because you are imprisoned by the very ‘Energy’ you believe in.

The moment that you believe that this ‘Energy’ is ‘real’, it Controls you – and whatever is done in the name of that ‘Energy’ has ‘power over you’, and you can be placed in all kinds of stuff.

So...and a clone of Jesus, I mean – in ‘Energy’, what is ‘Energy’? ‘Energy’ is simply copies of itself, it’s all...it looks the same. So it’s all just, from a certain perspective, Clones.

So, therefore a being that is in the Dimensions or in Heaven - can clone themselves an infinitive amount of times.
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Friday, 1 February 2013

Day 288: Earth your Energy for Enlightenment

The Earth forms a Platform to Measure Cycles through Night and Day as Beginnings and Ends, to give a Measurable Reference whether the Energy we Generate in the Mind as our Consciousness are following Patterns that result in Creating Life on Earth in a way Worth Living for Every Being on Earth.

One of the Picture Representations of God is a Man with a Lightning Rod in his hand.
To protect buildings and facilities on Earth against Lighting and the Damage it cause, these facilities and building will have an Earth Wire.
Energy within the Practical Use on Earth is Electricity. And every device we create that requires Electricity as Energy will have an Earth Wire somewhere within its connection to the Electricity Grid as to Protect it against Fluctuations of Energy. At this stage even our best Scientific Minds do not understand everything about electricity. They know how to create it, they know how to harness it and how to employ it for Profit. But what it Exactly is - isn't quite clear.

In the Matrix Movie, the Analogy is drawn that the Human Brain and in fact the Human Body - creates Electricity - sufficient to run peculiarly a Television. Maybe that is just a Cosmic Joke.
The Energy produced by the Human have Names: as Emotions and Feelings within a Construct named Consciousness.

When the Electricity/Energy that the Human produce is not Earthed in Reality of Life on Earth, the Human will go into a World of their own, which is Magically without Consideration for Life on Earth. Therefore humans with No Earth on which to base their Imagination will come up with a wonderful world of their own where they live alone. Strange enough, those without an Earth will still live on Earth and would not Follow the Dream of their Imagination to immediately Depart to the Better World they have created in their Mind. This alone should be enough to Disregard any contribution from any person without an Earth for that Energy - Because their Contribution would be so Removed from the Earth Reality that in fact their Existence on Earth will only produce Harm to Life on Earth.

This is very clearly demonstrated throughout the Ages. Where constructs based on energy without Earth Reality have created a Social System of Great Inequality because Magic in the Imagination is not Reality and if one impose it on Earth: Great Division occur.

Unfortunately, all our Social Systems have become Contaminated with the Imagination of Human Energy without an Earth Reality that can be Measured Day by Day to see that the Patterns Participated in and created - in fact produce an Earth Reality that is Best for All Life and that Every Parent would wish upon their own Children.
Interestingly enough, we all come from Parents and most of us become Parents. And we all Know that the System we have created on Earth seems to not be able to ensure a Dignified Life as a Matter of Cause.
Therefore we Teach our Children that they must Compete and make sure they Win, because the Winner Takes All. And because everyone else do it - it is justified.

We have created our Spirituality which is like Electricity that is not understood to be based on what we have been able to Imagine within our Energy. Within this, all Thoughts, Feelings and Emotions that constitute our Consciousness exist strange enough without us Understanding how any of it Actually Functions Mechanically and we take its Existence for granted as if it is our Right in spite of the Day by Day Pattern of Life on Earth demonstrating ad nauseam that we as the Human Race are not Functioning as an Effective Benevolent Responsible Species.

Our Education systems, our Religious Systems, our Economics Systems, our Political Systems, Consumer Systems, Ownership Systems, our Thought Systems, our News Systems, our Knowledge, Systems our Wisdom Systems are all Contaminated by our Fear of Losing Out if we do not look after our own Self Interest First and therefore we Teach our Children their Unique Place which could be Anywhere in their Imagination where they can Always be First and thus be the Winner.

And in this, we Destroy Life on Earth and cause a Holocaust of a Magnitude that is so Vast it should be Beyond Imagination. But yet, we Dig Deep within ourselves and we Imagine another Self Righteous Excuse because Apparently the Human Race is the Highest Creation and therefore, ‘Beyond Responsibility’.

Dabbling with Energy without Understanding that as a Resource just like Oil it is a Finite Non-renewable Construct, seems to be Missed in spite of Graveyards Full of Graven image showing that Imagination do not exist Beyond the Grave as it is based on a Finite Physical Resource of the Human Body, seems to be Totally Missed by even our Brightest, Wisest Minds which should be Dedicated to ensure that whatever we do and Teach our Children in Fact is based on Earth.

What will it Take before we Wake Up in the Morning after the Death of Sleep to see and realise that the Patterns we are Participating in, of the Cycles on Earth is in fact Damaging to Life.

To Set Yourself Free from the Addiction of Comfort that your Imagination produce, join us at DIP Lite and see Life in a Real Light.
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Sunday, 30 September 2012

Day 169: After Death Communication - Part 18


This blog is a continuation to:

Day 151: After Death Communication Research - Part 1
Day 152: After Death Communication - Part 2
Day 153: After Death Communication - Part 3 
Day 154: After Death Communication - Part 4
Day 155: After Death Communication - Part 5
Day 156: After Death Communication - Part 6
Day 157: After Death Communication - Life Force - Part 7
Day 158: After Death Communication ADC - Part 8
Day 159: ADC - Psychic Questions and Answers
Day 160: ADC – AN OBSESSION WITH HOPE
Day 161: After Death Communication - Part 10
Day 162: After Death Communication - Part 11
Day 163: After Death Communication - Relationships and Love - Part 12
Day 164: After Death Communication – Part 13
Day 165: After Death Communication - Part  14
Day 166: After Death Communication - Part 15
Day 167: After Death Communication - Part 16





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Tuesday, 11 September 2012

Day 150: Matrix of FLESH is SELF

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to not have Realized that if I think, feel or Experience Emotion and Accept that as ME, I am Confirming that I am Brainwashed and Have No IDEA how the Energy I Experience as My Consciousness, is in fact Created.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the MIND that Create Consciousness based on Memories Require the Flesh to Exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that Consciousness as Human Self-Awareness is Only Programmed Energy that functions like a Character in a Movie, totally Oblivious to the Whole, only Aware of the Role it Plays in the MINIMATRIX, which is Designed to Keep the Consciousness OCCUPIED in interactive Polarity that SEEM to be Based on choice, when it is in FACT NOT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the MATRIX that the Human understand as Life, Exclude all Real Life and Only FUNCTION in the Energy Created and Programmed by the MIND as Characters living in a Make Belief Reality where Fear and Love rules, just like in a Fairy Tale.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that all Beliefs about the Afterlife are Suspect as the Energy induced COMA on Earth that Has taken Consciousness to its Highest Expression, that of Bliss and Ignorance where the Consciousness as the Created Energy of the Physical, are unable to see its Creator, as it is Unequal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the Total Consumption of Consciousness, as the Study of the Self as Energy, Depends on the Participants to Agree to Create the Illusion that because they are Experiencing the Energy, it must be Reality and in this the Actual Creator of Energy as The Physical is Denied.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the FLESH acts like a HARDDRIVE, that Stores one's Memories as Stories as the History of the Creation of the Character in the Narrative used as the Idea of Self, which is then Projected on the Screen of the MIND which Tell A Vision show and supported by the words the Self  Speaks to Convince this Self as Character that it is Real, but take away the Memories, and the Self Disappears immediately, exactly what happens at Death as well.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that NONE of the Memories as Characters that Pretend to be the Human on Earth can be trusted, as the History is Presented Subjectively in the Self Interest of the Character to be in the Role of a Hero or Villain. The Human in its Current form only exist as an Animated Picture that Follow Storylines as Memories of the Knowledge Narrative All agree to FOLLOW.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that in this All-encompassing Self-Deception, NO REAL SELF as FLESH exists and therefore No Equality exists on Earth, and cannot be Conceived yet by the Characters , as all the Characters are Designed to Compete to Create the Greatest Legacy as a Memory. HOW BIZARRE!

I commit myself to SHOW that the FLESH as STORAGE of Memories From which is Created Personal Consciousness, is NOT GRASPED and that the Importance given to the MIND cause a World of ABUSE and DELUSION that will keep on Growing 'till Man wake up and Study the Real ISSUES in the TISSUE of the Body.

I commit myself to SHOW that those claiming to Understand the Matrix, are actually Creating the Bullshit in Their own MINDS, because they do not Understand How the Mind Functions at All.

I commit myself to SHOW that Emphasizing Character Building without understanding how it Functions in Specific Detail, is GROSS Ignorance

I commit myself to SHOW that THOUGHT, EMOTION and FEELING as It Results in Consciousness, is the CON that Cause Man to be Such an Abusive Creator

I commit myself to show that the TOTAL Industry of the SOUL, Lightworker, 'Life after Death' --  are based on Self Interest without understanding the FIRST Thing about Existence and the Importance of the FLESH
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Sunday, 8 July 2012

Day 85: And God Created Slaves


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by Accepting God as the Ultimate Creator that Created All as it is, I accept and allow the Existence of Slavery in all dimensions like: Child Slavery, Debt Slavery, Sex Slavery - and that My attempt to change this Slavery while I accept God in this Position as Creation will be futile - as I, in my attempt to Stop Slavery, will be acting against my own Belief and Faith in God – and as I Gave all Power to God, I will be Powerless and thus Slavery will Not end in all its Forms, as I am the ONE that Create it through My Acceptance of God as Creator. Thus, the Decision must be clear. I am the One that Decides that Slavery must Exist, as I am the One that Decides that God must Exist, as I am the One that claims I can never understand God, as Why God Created all that is, According to God’s Will, as I am the Slave that must Exist so that God can Exist, as I am the One that Decides - and thus I must be God that Creates the Slavery, as I have my Reasons why I create Slavery, because I Can – as I am the One that Allows Me to Create a World in which Life is Not Equal For ALL – and for Slavery to Exist, Inequality Must exist - as I am the One that Created Inequality, as I vote for it in Every Election, and I vote for it every time I buy Goods Created by Slaves, Wage Slaves - this world through the Ages has been and will Be what I decide, as I am the One as the Image and Likeness of God with Free Choice that can decide Anything, even to Be the Slave or God that will decide whether slaves will Exist. Thus, I am the One that Must change the World to One where there are NO MORE Slaves – Meaning, I must Be the One that Cleans Up the Mess on Earth, Bringing Life Back as Myself, as Equal and One, in Each One – so that, in Fact, we are All Equal as Creators, making Sure we DO NOT FORCE each other Into Slavery, as I AM the One that Decides, as You are the One that Decides – and this is the Decision I must Make in Every Breath, as Who I Am: that which is the Change to What is Best for all, or that which is the Chains that Enslaves Myself and Everyone else to this ILL LOSING. Thus, I decide in Every Breath to be the Change that will Breath by Breath Create a Reality Where For Real All will be Equal and All Life will Be supported One and Equal, as I Give to ALL what I would Like to Receive – and thus I will Be the One that Receives, and so We as One, as we Decide and Live the Living Action of the Living Word of the Decision, will bring into Being Life in the Physical, and SO we will Be the One that is God in Every Breath, Creating the Character that Life Must Be to Be What is Best for ALL Life, Always. 


Monday, 7 May 2012

Day 23: Blow My Mind Please

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that even the best technology available to humans cannot measure the structure or design of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that what we know about the MIND is  what we measure as EFFECT – like: experience, behaviour, thoughts, electrical impulse, as what we can see and observe as the mind manifests through some machines that measure the patterns of frequencies/energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that the MIND of a child develops an energy called consciousness that GRADUALLY possesses and takes control of SOME functions of the body as in: speed, movement, limited visual feedback and orientation as the MIND force the body into submission for control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that bodily functions that provide for the living being, functions independently before the MIND IS TRAINED INTO FUNCTION.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that the personality NOW accepted as the HUMAN, is ALWAYS LESS than the MIND AT THIS stage.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that the MIND is ALWAYS less than the body that give life to the MIND.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that the consciousness that develops through the MIND is in fact programmed INTO the BODY through the MIND PARTLY and is thus able to be directed, changed, refined and perfected.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see the MIND is like a BOX within which the personality develops and the resultant consciousness is trapped as it is dependent on the BOX, and thus always follow the design-rules of the MIND.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that the design-rules of the MIND are NOT brought to awareness, causing the ability of MIND CONTROL to keep the consciousness controlled as if it is a danger that must be managed and be imprisoned.

* To educate yourself watch The Trap and The Century of the Self

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that there is more to life than the MIND as the MIND is just a machine like a computer with limited functionality in its current design.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that nature functions in a similar way as the MIND, and is the externalization of structured design, just without the capacity to choose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that choice without understanding the design of the MIND is not a gift, but is a disaster.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that if nature in all facets is to achieve choice, the human race would no longer be dominant.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that all designs by consciousness, like religion, spirituality, government, psychology, medicine, education, family, and all system consciousness designs  are less than the mind, the physical body and nature in general – as consciousness only designs systems to try and ensure its survival.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to realize and see that where thought comes from and how it is designed is NOT AT ALL understood.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have refused to realize and see that self-talk is in fact a SEPARATE consciousness  entity that achieves independence  through design and purpose, from which point it rules in situations that trigger it into being - and that it functions in the format of chatting back in a self-righteous way as if it knows better and is superior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that thoughts in a box, like the mind, will make a lot of noise but that it is worth nothing but noise.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to realize and see that mind-power, as it exists in the Matrix, is just clever designs to try and manipulate and benefit from the abusive, destructive money system while staying in self-justification, blind to what is caused in the image and likeness of consciousness.

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I commit myself to train and educate humanity in the correct use of the MIND to result in a world that is best for all Life always and in all ways.

I commit myself to demonstrate how Life and the mind must co-exist as One and Equal, that all is Life.

I commit myself to support every part of existence to individual self-realized, self-awareness within the directive principle that is best for all Life, to end the abuse of power and the creation of fear for control in every way.

I commit myself to establish all systems as support for all life in ways that result in the effect of life magnificent equal.

I commit myself to show that choice is only valid when there will be no harm in any way and that choice that cause harm is the result of fear ALWAYS.

I commit myself to assist each one willing to become equal as the box of the mind to be able to create self as life here without getting lost in the dimensions of energy that is the Trap of the Mind-Protection Design.

I commit myself to assist all parts of existence abused by human self righteousness  and greed to forgive as they come to their own in self realization and self awareness.

I commit myself to in every way necessary explain why Consciousness is the Trap that show when a Personality is Completely lost in the mind as the Noise of a Tin that Rattles, but it only has value for itself in total confined separation.

I commit myself to show in every way necessary why mind power has never benefited life in any way, but only served self interest and separation from Life.

Sunday, 6 May 2012

Day 22: Cause and Effect

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that in the effect the cause is reflected as equal and in the cause the effect is both as equal.

I forgive myself that I have never allowed myself to pause to reflect on the cause in the effect I as human have on the world and my fellow human being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that if I live for effect regardless of cause, the cause will have side-effects as my desired effect never holds in mind the totality of the cause required to produce the effect as demonstrated by the reward system that caused the rotten child, the rotten soul, and the rotten love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that real science should consider cause and effect that supports all life and not just the effect of profit and power as that as that NARROW MINDED effect will cause side-effects to ripple from the rotten core of self-interest. This practically means that the cause and effect must balance on both sides of the equation as what is best for all life, or side-effects will happen that cause and effect harm to some. Thus, any harm means that the cause and effect is unbalanced in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that each one as me as individual are at root cause for the effect we have on life, because we define effect as self-interest without considering the side-effect caused regardless of the evidence in our face throughout the history of human existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to stop causing side-effects of destruction and hatred, for as long as we are on the receiving end of the positive effect, we claim in our own mind that we must be acting in acceptable ways that those that are effected by the negative side of the effect brought it upon themselves, demonstrating the extreme level of self-interest used as the starting point to abuse cause and effect on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that the effect of debt as the cause of our economic system will have the side-effect of global suffering to which each individual with money have a direct cause.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to understand that cause and effect will follow each one even after death, just we cannot see there with our limited senses.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that to justify the effect as caused by God as many religious claim, is only a way to serve our self-interest and to numb our senses to be deliberately oblivious to the suffering our self-interest caused.


I commit myself to demonstrate in every way possible how cause and effect are in fact always equal when all side-effects are not excluded from the equation.

I commit myself to spread the awareness that the dominion on Earth of the human is to use cause and effect in a responsible way to support all life as equally given.

I commit myself to bring to awareness that the only worthy reward on Earth is the support of life to equal value.

I commit myself to the establishment of science as the cause and effect research fundamental that serves the effect that cause all life to be valued equally.

I commit myself to bring to awareness of each individual the fact that humans as one race is the group that cause all the harm, suffering and destruction on Earth.

I commit myself to confront self-interest in every way as the evil it really is, till it is no longer accepted as the self-definition of an human.

I commit myself to demonstrate that cause and effect will actually support all life equally when we all focus on the effect that is best for all life and through this we will change all the causes of human suffering and destruction.

I commit myself to bring awareness to the attention of humanity  that an economic system based on life as value will have the effect that no man will suffer just because they have no money or can make no debt.

I commit myself to bring to awareness that life abdicated to self-interest is in fact the abdication of the right to life which will become clear at death, yet the common sense of the effect is in fact realized by every human in spite of the overwhelming voice of self-interest in the head.

I commit myself to bring to awareness that in creating man in the image and likeness of God, all responsibility for life on Earth was given to man through which man must prove man is  worthy of the gift of life.

Sunday, 29 April 2012

Day 15: Who am I? Prisoner of the Mind?


Read this to the end if you are ready to escape the prison of the matrix. If you react to any word re-read again or remain a prisoner till your last breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what I do does not determine who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I am a doctor, or a dentist or a believer as a Christian, or an Atheist or a Muslim that that is not ‘who I am’ but that is what I do or what I believe in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this world is in fact the real reflection of who I am as what I do and thus the world created in what I do has resulted in the way the world now exists, which is reflecting back at me as evil and therefore confirms who I am to be evil.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I must make the decision as ‘who I am’ so that I can confirm who I am in what I do and that if I am life, my reality will be one of life, which will be reflected in my support of life, in myself as life will be equal as life everywhere as my created reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to accept that I am not life yet because what I do on Earth is not supporting what is best for life, in fact. It is confirming the opposite of life, which is in fact evil.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to what I do and believe as a self-definition because then I can take more than who I really am, and create myself through what I do and so I will become more in my own eyes. To do this I must take from others, directly or indirectly, from their equal measure of life they received, and this is the cause of all the suffering on Earth, and why life is imprisoned by what I do when I take the right to resources to support life from others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the simplicity of the solution to decide to be life so that ‘who I am’ can define what I do – breath by breath – with my direct participation, as life in every possible way, without trying to create myself as greater than others through stealing their resources through what I do, because what I do does not create life then, it only creates ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see, in spite of the evidence, that who I am is determined by who I accepted and allowed myself to be/become.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that each child born on Earth is programmed as who they are and that that will determine what they will become and do for life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that parents in fact act in the capacity as creator with their children and program their children according to what they as parent believe and do with no principles that will lead the child to life and to live in ways that are best for life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that this parental training of the children through generations is in fact the reason why the world is in trouble. It all starts at home, as all systems, all abuse, all fear, all suffering, all dishonesty and every facet of the disregard of life starts at home with parents the direct cause of what happens in the world in every way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that I can stop and delete who I am through self-honest self-forgiveness and re-design myself as what is best for all life, and thus re-birth myself to become the foundation of life from which I will create a world worthy of life, through me as life participating in the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that deleting what I am will take the same time as it took to create the current version of me, and that the re-design and re-definition of myself will, after the deletion-period, take the same time it will take to teach a newborn child to live as what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to realize that the longer I take to make the absolute decision to stop the current self-abusive, world-abusive version of me – the longer it will take when I eventually do make the decision to walk the process which is the same for every human, to the deletion of the faulty-me, and the creation of the perfect-me as Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to realize that the effectiveness of my deletion of the old-version of me will be reflected in how my current abusive relationships breakdown and that the evidence of my re-birth as life will progressively show as actual world-change in government, education, food production, and EVERY aspect that are the systemic relationships that support humanity as a group.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that changing me will not be enough to change the world as it will require the change of everyone, and that if I allow others to not walk the process to life, I submit my life to be imprisoned to their  self-interest. Therefore, for my own freedom from abuse I must take self-responsibility automatically for every other human – in their face – until they realize that I will not accept them as my prison warden, and that I will not be their prisoner. I will set me as life free, no matter what it takes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that free choice and free will is in fact the mechanism that I use to imprison myself and others with, because I grant free choice, which includes: the right to abuse and imprison me to everyone to protect my own free choice so that I can erroneously feel that because I have free choice, I am free, when the evidence clearly shows that I am in fact imprisoned by myself and everyone else, and therefore equally responsible for all suffering and abuse on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that I have become addicted to the experience of exhilaration when I steal the energy of life from others through abuse and self-interest, as the power I gain will overload my physical body with energy and place me in a exhilarated intoxicated state which I have named: power.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that as much as free choice is the reason for my imprisonment, it is also the key to unlock the prison and set me and everyone free, as we are all free to make the choice that is best for all life in every way, and then with this freedom gained I will be able to show to all others still imprisoned to Earth, how to set themselves free and why it is in everyone’s best interest to choose the best version of self as that which is the original life that was given and then lost to the mind and the system of ego. Failure to help everyone else unlock their prisons will lead to me being imprisoned by those not yet free, as they will continue participating in a world-system that is feeding the prison of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that the abusers are those that have become addicted to stealing power from others and therefore they have set themselves up as the guardians of the prison as if to say: If I am a slave, I can just as well make the best of it. Instead of unlocking the prison doors for themselves and all others with the free choice key, so that they can find themselves as life and see for themselves that the only place where there are no slaves is where all is equal,as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that parents are in fact the prison wardens that construct the prison wall with the rules of fear in the name of love, as to protect their children from the evil they know exists in every home as fear because it also exists in their own home, and they fear losing their children (which is their property) as love, as the children may escape from the prison and leave the parents alone in their confinement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that parents have not given life to their children, but have instead locked their children in the prison of hell on Earth as fear and ego justified by the delusion that they love their children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to hear the messages of Jesus that there will be discord between parent and child and brother and brother, as all will try and keep each other imprisoned in every way possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to realize that when I change there will be more conflict in my family, which is a confirmation that I am changing and that I am in fact walking the message of Jesus in giving life as I would like to receive, and that all that is imprisoned will try and keep me imprisoned as well, even if it means they must use violent words and any means at their disposal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to my responsibility toward myself is to change to the best version of me, that which is best for life, so that I am able to give life through showing others how I changed myself as I have received life through being shown how to change me by others, so that we may all get out of the prison where free-will is our key.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that life is not a religion or a label, and that when I labelled myself as Christian, or Atheist, or Muslim, or any other label I am in fact only choosing in which prison block I will be confined to, and I do so by my own free-will – with free-will though, I can unlock my self-accepted prison and realize life as who I am, and as life I will realize that only life can free life, and thus I as life will give freedom to myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that Jesus was not religious and did not create a religion, but was the example in the living flesh what life must be, and that he left us the key to unlock our prison of self-created hell.


I commit myself to decide who I will be as life, defined through my own free-will to be that which reflects in every relationship on Earth as an outcome that is best for all life.

I commit myself to expose everywhere in this world where the system relationships show that life is not honoured, the consequence of such abuse, and to present a solution to the relationships so that the outcome can change to what is best for all life.

I commit myself to live my decision as who I am as life in every breath through my direct participation to effect relationships, change, and understanding through re-definition till the outcome of ALL relationships on Earth, by all participants, is ALWAYS what is best for all life.

I commit myself to walk the time that is required to delete through self-forgiveness from my flesh the abuse that I have allowed the living flesh to become, and then to re-birth myself and gift to my flesh Life, as what is best for all Life, as the living participant, till this is done. Clearly stable, trustworthy, effective, and it results in a world changed to in every way reflect that which is best for all life.

I commit myself to prepare the way before all children to be that of life by confronting the accepted foundation as parenting of the world system as it reflects in education, religion, government, and all other systems that protect the current abusive parental system until parenting is in fact that which guarantee that in every way every child will always be educated to be that which is best for all life, and through this we will guarantee a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to unlock the prison of this world through free-choice and to give the key through understanding of how the key functions to everyone else, so that they can also unlock their prisons as I understand that each key has been uniquely created by each person themselves, and therefore alone each one can unlock their own prison door, but I can support them and haunt them until they realize the confinement they find themselves in is their own personal hell from which they are free to escape - if they dare.

I commit myself to not accept any excuse in any way that justifies why the prison on Earth should continue.

I commit myself to be the parent I must be with my children, so that they will result in the living flesh that is freely life in expression here on Earth.  

I commit myself to create, breath by breath, the evidence of my presence as life here on Earth as I realize that only once the world has proven changed to life, will I have proven to myself that I in fact life as well.