Day 106: Living the Lie

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Liefe on Earth is One BIG LIE Built through Smaller Lies that are accepted and allowed so that the Big Lie seems too Big to Ever challenge, instead of Looking at the Small Lies and see How these Small Lies Built the Character of the Big Lie as Human Nature that is too Weak and Sinful to Ever Change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that One of the Small Lies that is Accepted and Allowed is the allowance in Each Other the Apparent Character that is Believed to Be so Entrenched in the Self, that the Self can Never fundamentally change, and that the Only Change Possible is a change in Attitude between Negative and Positive, which is glorified as Significant Change that Helps One Cope with the Big Lie that the World is the Way it is and that the World Can Never Change, because One will never get Everyone to Change, so Best to Give up before One try and Accept the World as it is and Only Work on One’s Attitude, because that Choice is Seen as Possible, but actual Real Fundamental change of Human Nature is Seen as Impossible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that another Small Lie is the Knowledge that Everyone is Lying to Each other Regularly in Ways Where Lies are Even Coded in Colors like a White Lie, which is Seen as  good lie as the Person or Child being Lied to are Not ready for the truth apparently – but the truth is, the child is Being taught that it is essential to lie and to Not feel guilty as Lying is Part of Life on Earth - in Government and Politics, this lie is Made much Bigger as State Secrets, which the General Populace are not Ready to Face and it is Sold that the Lies Hidden as Secrets are for the Best Interest of the Populace – strangely enough, those that decide this are also Humans as Part of the General Populace and would in Many Cases find ways to Make a Profit from Secrets and Lies, justified as a chance that Could not be missed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that another Lie is to Deliberately Disregard Physical Evidence as to the History of the Earth and to Promote the Lie of Religion based on the Premise that because the Origin of Life is Not Grasped, it must Come from Some Higher Power, and in One Foul Swoop, the Existence and Allowance and Acceptance of all the Lies as the Weakness of Human Character as that which tends to Lie and Deceive, is Justified and taught to every Child as if it is the Gospel truth – and anyone trying to Question the Lie, is Made out as a Liar, by Spreading Lies and Gossip, because it is Understood that because the Human lies all the Time, the Human will accept Lies as truth and truth as Lies – so, the Big Lie is Safe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what Parents Fear the Most is that their children will be Exposed to the truth and thus would fiercely Protect the Lie they taught their children and use from Young a PecuLIAR Excuse as a Lie when Children ask Questions that Question the Lie, by Saying: ‘God only Knows Why” – these Words are a Lie and children and parents using these words are lying desperately or in Some Cases, Covering Up a Lie as Everyone Knows Subconsciously, this Lie has worked for Generations and is a Safe Lie, that is Accepted as the Human Way that Dare Not be Questioned – and that Questioning this lie, is to be Disrespectful towards God and the faith of a Person and thus an attack on a person’s character. The Fact that this lie is used to Perpetuate global suffering at an unprecedented Scale, is IGNORED and the Lie is also Used to Justify why Suffering Exists, by echoing – ‘GOD only Knows.’

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Experts in Human Society are Paid Liars that stand in as the Lie to Keep all the other Liars Safe in the bubble of Self-Deception. This is demonstrated by, for instance, Bears in Captivity that do not Hibernate, yet act Strangely by Pacing up and down and Rolling their Heads Non-Stop. Here is then claimed that it is not clear Why the Bears behave this Way in Captivity, but some experts believe they are Frustrated and Stressed by being Confined. DUH! WTF! Holy SHOOT! The Human will Lie in the Face of Evidence and Smile, turn around and wash their Hands, absolving themselves in the Name of God that Only Knows, but the Human will not take Responsibility for Life – No Matter the Evidence, No Matter the Science, No Matter the Fossils, no Matter that there is No Clue How a Child actually Learns – the Human will Do One thing For Sure, Protect the Lie.

I commit myself to SHOW that Consciousness is LIVING the LIE justified.

I commit myself to SHOW the Role Parenting Plays in Perpetuating the Lie as  the Nature of the Human.

I commit myself to SHOW that the lie is an Illusion that Requires a Liar to exist.

I commit myself to SHOW that Every Human KNOWS that the LIE is the Pretend Life on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Physical Relationships as What is Best for all Life, Breaks the Rule of the LIE.

I commit myself to SHOW that thought, ALL THOUGHT, is ALWAYS Designed as a JUSTIFIED LIE.

I commit myself to SHOW that humanity WILL change When We Change Parenting and Education to No Longer Be Based on a Lie, and we Introduce an Eco-System on Earth that Values and Supports all Life Equally to the Best Possible Level. Within a few Generations, we would Have created Heaven on Earth, much Shorter than the time it took us to Create the Big Lie as Consciousness. 

Day 79: Stepping out of Character with LOVED ONES

This post is Part 2 of the Stepping out of Character series – read Day 78: Stepping out of Character for further context and support

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I keep my Loved Ones in Character if I do not Step Out of Character – that I am scared to Step Out of Character as that would mean I will Lose my Loved Ones that Validate my character – yet, I want to Change – not realizing that change in character without changing ALL Relationships of a character, will NOT change your character, and all I will do is to Mutate my character to Make Sure I feel I change in my Inner-Character, while my Outer Character as the World does not change, so I Make Sure I DO NOT change and Remain in the Character I LOVE TO BE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that characters Exist as the Relationships I BUILD on those that LOVE MY character, and that IN THIS, Parents are the Primary KEEPERS of Character that MAKE SURE children Remain In Character so that the Illusion Created by Each can be Stable and SEEM Real as the Experience is MADE Real by the character, but the Reality is that EVERYTHING AN ILLUSION  creates WILL BE an ILLUSION as a REAL ILLUSION, so it will Feel Real to the ILLUSIONARY Character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those with a WEAK Character will NOT be Able to step out of Character with LOVED ONES as they WOULD Fear to Lose the Support of the LOVED Ones and in Fact be TRAPPING LOVED Ones IN Character, proving that the Love for the Loved Ones is NOT what is Best, Best is Only FEAR HIDDEN Behind LOVE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that LOVE in Character is Only a WAY to Control the Character Environment to Make Sure Character Support Remains Stable so that No Character gets challenged to Make Sure the System of Characters on Earth Pretending to Live, can Remain Stable to Give the ILLUSION of Reality as Character to be Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Initial Creation of a Character is the Job of the Parent that Makes Sure the Child FITS into the System of Character Environment, so that the Character of the child will be Accepted as a Character of the System, where the Agreement Between all Characters is to NOT challenge each other’s character, but to Remain in Character so that the System of Characters Remains Stable, and seems Real, Pretending to NOT KNOW Where the Characters come from or How the Characters are Created – all together acting DUMB to Have a Valid excuse as to the Real Nature of the Illusion of Characterization.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Loved Ones are the Audience of the Character that will say you play your character well even if you are not, so the Love of Loved Ones is Claimed to be Unconditional, Making the Breaking Free from the Illusion Even More Unlikely, Because My Character gets the Attention and Love that I feel validates my character and my Life as Character Creation Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when Loved Ones Die, they are Stepping OUT of Character so that I can change my character to Look for New Loved Ones that will Love my New Character – proving it is possible to change Character through changing One’s Participation in the Character Love Cycle.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that When a Relationship or Marriage Breaks up, the Previous Love Characters will Change their Character to Look for a New Audience as Loved Ones Mutating the Character TILL they find a Loved One again, showing that to Break up the LOVE Relationship DOES force Characters to Step out of Character and if Directed to show that Creating New Character will Only Result in the Exact Same Cycle, the Opportunity Exists to Step out of Character FOR REAL, to Sort out the Mess Created ON Earth to Get Back to Actual Life.

I commit myself to show that the Hidden Agreement between Characters to Perpetuate the Lie of the Illusion is “I’ll Support your Character if you Support my Character – therefore, we are Friends. And if you Don’t Support my Character we’ll be Enemies for Life, because you’re taking the Life from my Character by not Supporting it. I’ll rather Kill your Character First, before you Kill my Character.” It is the Survival of the Fittest Character for this Game of Life.

I commit myself to show that every Character is a Slave to every Character which Exists as a Relationship defining a Character.

I commit myself to show every Character is a Slave to those who Love them and will not Step out of Character, out of Fear of Losing the Ones that Love them.

I commit myself to show that Death Proves that Characters trapped in Relationships can be Set Free to, at the very least, change into Another Character.

I commit myself to show that Breakups prove that Characters can Change, showing that it is Possible to Step out of Character to Find out what Exists Before the Creation of Characters.

I commit myself to show that Parents should be called Character Builders, because that is what they Really Do.

I commit myself to show that when you Step out of Character with you Parents, they will do Everything possible to get you Back into Character because they will feel they Failed at building your character in a way so that you will Never Change and remain as Only their Creation, justifying their own Character as the Creator of You. 

Day 78: Stepping out of Character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I create myself as the Memories of my Experiences by Remembering me as the Character in the memory that I then tell in the Story of My Life, Looking for an Audience to Love my Acting, so that I can feel My Character is Being appreciated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I look for Experiences to Create a Memory within which I can star as the Character so that I can be appreciated as the Actor that Created the Experience  - Leaving me as Creator and Created, lost between the Chicken and the Egg, unable to see who I am as Creator and Created – as whenever I see me, I only see a Memory where I am a character and I know I created the Memory and that the memory and the Character are My Illusion I fear to lose, so I create ways to Ensure to Myself the Character I build as Myself is Real, because I make it Real. Thus, who am I then, a Character, an Experience, the Creator, the Created? Or is the Creator not only a character as well?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize Everyone in my World is just a character that is here as My Memory, Validating my Character so that I can feel my character is Real – but from Everyone Else’s Point of View, I am just a character in their Memory, Validating that their Character is Real – in this way we agree, through this allowance, that we Con each other as we Together created Consciousness to validate each other’s character to Make us believe our illusion is Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the character I build, is the Character I play in the Story of my Life, looking for an Audience to Love my character so that my character can be Validated by someone else, because then I can also Believe that my character is Real: as it must be Real if someone else can see my character and Love it - but if you dare to Not Accept my character, I will hate you, because you do not Love what I love – my character – as the character of me I created as my Memory, which creates me as a Character, and so I am in the Circle of my Life as My character, as my Memory, recreating myself as the character with Everything that defines me as character – over and over again, having the exact same experience as this character until I decide to create a New Character which will follow the exact same pattern, ending with me as the Character in my Memory, where the memory creates Me. Thus, if my Memory creates me, is my Memory God?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I step out of character, there will be Conflict, as Everyone Else that Defined themselves according to my Character will hate me for stopping the Game of Creation – as they will no longer be Validated by my Character, and I will no longer accept the Validation by them of My Character – and thus the Perfect Memory that Created the Character as Me will be Damaged, and the Story of the Character will fail. Those that are no longer Validated by me as Character, will Immediately look for a New Character to define their Story of Life, ostracizing me to force me to Step back into character as they knew me in Memory, so that the Memory can be Restored and the Characters can continue in a way that the Character is Love. If you refuse, the character that Fails, will either step out of character and see who they Really are here as Life, or will step into a New character and continue with the Game of looking for someone to Love their acting and their character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all memories are always a New Dimension with which I am the Main Character that Defines all of the Memory, which I then step into whenever I am looking for approval or validation by another telling them My Story - as in My Story, My Character is the main Actor, and I am in fact Explaining who I have accepted myself to be as the Character in My Story looking for acceptance of this character, limited to the Illusion of My Memory and Me as the Illusion I created myself to Be – all this happening Instantaneously, showing the Awesome Power I am as Creator, as I can Instantaneously create myself as Any Character, even as an Illusion, even trap myself Eternally in Infinite Characters – as there is no limit to what I am, yet I am limited as the character I created myself as, as the Illusion within which I keep Lying to Myself, claiming that I am not creating me - as I made sure that I will Lie to myself so effectively that I will never be able to step out of character, even if I die and come back in another Life – it is just another character in another memory, as any other Illusion where I Lie to Myself. I will DO anything as a character to Not see that all I have ever Been is Just as Lie I created Myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Very Moment I remind myself that I am the Creator, I immediately create another memory within which I am fine with all the PROPS like Light and Colors to Prove to me that I am the Creator, Claiming that it is all an Illusion and that I as Creator am Real and My Reality I created as My Memory is Real, while it is all still Just a Lie Now Created, where I can Blind myself with Light to Not See what is Really here as the Physical, as the memories we have trapped ourselves in, as Time and Space - just because we do not want to clean up the Mess of our Creation, but we want to Create. So we look for slaves to Clean up the Mess of our Creation, and we make these slaves our New Characters - Creating them as God, and Jesus, and Mohammed and Buddha, and Love and Light - and According to us, these characters we created as All Powerful will sort out our Mess, as we are Born as a Mess, in a Mess we Believe – and yet our Creation and the Mess it is In is our Message to ourselves that there are No slaves, and that a Creator must take Responsibility for its Creation and when it is a Mess, the Creator must Clean it up. That is OUR DESTENI.

I commit myself to be the One that takes on the Character of Each One Here as their Ego, and to destroy the Memory that created the Character so that the Real One may step forth and See the Real Mess being Created so we can sort out the Mess on Earth we have created together, while lost as characters in our own Illusion of Memory.

I commit myself to show that Love is always Self-Interest, as it is Only a Character as Illusion of Self-Created, as Self, as the Lie that is looking for Validation and acceptance for the Lie as Character.

I commit myself to show that Parents do no educate their children in Life, but only Build characters and teach children how to Live a Lie as a character perpetuating the Mess of Creation without Getting the Message, which is STOP and step out of Character.

I commit myself to be the Conflict Necessary that will Invalidate the character of Each One as the characters are just Lie that must be Realized to see with Real Eyes.

I commit myself to show that Each Character is the Product of the Personal Hollywood as the Mind, where the character seeks fame, and glorification, and Love so that the Story of their Lives and the Characters they Play, can be Validated.

I commit myself to show that a Simple thought creates a character, and immediately creates a New Lie as a dimension as a Memory – where the Creator is the Character, Lost in thought and that we must Realize that to Stop thoughts is to Stop Lying to Ourselves so that we can get on with Cleaning up the Mess we Created on Earth.

I commit myself to show that the Only Reason we create characters and Memories to Lie to Ourselves is Because we do not Like Cleaning up the Mess we Created and we Prefer to do what we Like doing, which is Lying to Ourselves, creating character upon character.