Day 485: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 3

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 484: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 2:
“Therefore Religion in itself is war. It’s a way that you actually put on armor, preparing yourself to defend yourself and who you have become as ‘self-awareness’. So that you can say,

“I had no other choice. This is all I had. This is thus, all I am. This is who I am, and therefore, I must be recognized as this.”
Even we attempt to control that, in the afterlife.”

Unfortunately, we miss a fascinating point.

If you observe; when a Baby is born, when a Seed opens up and grows, it is following a Pattern, it’s following a Program.
When a Animal is born, it follows a Program according to its design, according to its DNA. But there is something in it that is Equal in everything.

It is Equal in the Grass, it is Equal in the Air you breathe. It is Equal in the Animal. It is Equal in the Human. It is Equal in the Being that is Dead in the afterlife.

That Equality is Life.

That Equality does not form or follow a Program.
That Equality is the Essence of what is Here.
That Equality, that Life-Awareness does not exist within the context of those that are in form, are in spreading the information about what is going on.
That is what is the Oneness that exists between everything.

Not the “oneness” that has been proliferated as that within Spirituality or within a world-system, or within meditation, or within a particular expression of consciousness.
Consciousness is simply the attempt of the system to understand itself. It‘s the attempt of the Organic Robot as the human trying to understand its point and its purpose within a system. A system within a system attempting to “evolve” into something. It knows there is something. It knows there must be something more, but it can't find it. Because, it's never really looked.
It’s because the point that you know that is “more” is the point that you don't want to look at. It is the point that takes away all your specialness, it takes away all your fear. It takes away all what you regard you to be, so that what remains; is that which is Equal in Everyone.

That is where real Oneness exist.
That is not being considered.
That has never been considered, for eons of time, as each being attempts, to make itself more special – without actually considering, what it is, that is in essence: Behind everything.

By definition, the fact that this exists in everyone – means Everyone is Equal in Everything.
Obviously the form you take on is a temporary expression, which has only emerged: Because of our division into an attempt to understand each other, from the perspective of understanding ourselves as form.
So therefore we started defining everything.
In that definition, we became trapped as the definition.
And in that we lost the awareness.
And we did not consider the awareness of what is really, in essence – our Equality.
What is it that makes it possible for all of us to exist together, what is the ‘binding force’?
It’s not ‘God’. It’s not a ‘Spirit’.
It is Life itself.
It is existent within everything.
But it is not ‘aware’.

Darryl: Could you say that Life is what people might be looking for?

Life is that which you are looking for, but in looking for it, you’ll keep on missing it – because you are it in fact already.
What you have to do is let go of your Programmed Self. Let go of your Self-Interest. Let go of everything that you have ever allowed yourself to be as ‘fact’, as ‘knowledge’.
Because all of that; is ‘Self-Awareness’. All of that is Self-Interest. All of that is your attempt to make yourself ‘more’ than What you Are, as Each Other in the Essence of your Origin, your Genesis, your Real Truth.

When we entered heaven through the Portal, or when the Portal opened, the Portal entered heaven through the Portal: I was already in Heaven – because heaven is Here as Life.
But not from the perspective that Heaven understood itself.
The same point was everywhere; I saw it in Earth, in everything, in every stone, every grass, every being. Same in Heaven – every being there - the same point: We are all the same.

Not only as a Program are we all the same, following the same desires, hopes and needs and wants; we are the same in Essence, as the Life-force from which we emanate.
But that Life-force we deny, because we can only actually access or recognize that Life-force, if we recognize that as Equal in All of Us – and it emanates, it expresses from us as what we are as form.

What have we done:
In the forms and the systems and our expressions we have taken on – we have disregarded Life, and we have made the system, the personality, the ‘spirit-idea’ of everything more than what Life is.
We have in fact become ‘larger than Life’, and in that has been our demise.
We have lost our humbleness. We have lost our consideration of each other. We have lost ‘love’ in fact.

And we’ve made of ‘love’ a definition, an idea, something that we’re attempting to express – but we do not within it consider that it exist in fact within each one as Life. And that Life in consideration of itself within all equally: Is what Love really is. It is within that – which we are One.

Day 105: TURN ON the Television

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Television is the Externalization of the Mind as Visual Consciousness that takes the Viewer through the Stages of Equalization to End up Eventually at TURN OFF the Television, it is Brainwashing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that When One Realizes Television is Brainwashing, the ONLY Way to Remove this Threat and Fear to One’s INNER Reality, is to Understand in Detail How Characters and Memories are Used within Energy to Control Choice and Direction of Consciousness on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Once One Face the Fear of Control, One Must Switch on the Television and Be Able to Watch it without Being Brainwashed, as One Understands in Detail How One Creates Oneself as Consciousness and the Only way to Stop External Control of the Internal Self, is to Be in Fact Able to Direct ALL Parts of Self in Detail in Every Breath, as that would Ensure that Nothing Can in fact Brainwash oneself to be just another Zombie of Self-Interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Television as an Extension of Consumerism and Profiteering, is in Fact a Tool ALLOWED to Be Used to justify Abuse though Energetic Entertainment that uses the way the Mind Functions to Benefit those that DO NOT Care about Life Equally for all on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Once one is ABLE to Direct Every Moment NO Matter what its Content, to Always Be what is Best for all Life as Self-Directed, One will Confirm this Self-Direction by Being part of the Group that will Stand UP and Stand together to Create a World that is Best for all Life, Always.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Conspiracy theory is Always Fear-Based and will Always  use Blame instead of Directive Self-Responsibility, causing the Character of Self to Be Suspicious, instead of Being Empowered to Be the Actual One that Decides Measurable what is Best for all Life, Always.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Journey to Life and the Desteni I Process are tools of Actually Understanding How Self as What it Now exists as on Earth, is Created – and to take Responsibility and Ensure that the Self One Creates Oneself as, will always be trustworthy with Life, thus Ensuring the establishment of a World that is Practically that which will ensure that Each Being will always be Supported as Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that Nothing that Now exists on Earth should be feared, and that Understanding How what is Now on Earth is Created in Detail will bring an End to all Fear, and Enable and Empower One to Stand and Stop Abuse and Call all on Earth to Responsibility no Matter what Fears are used to try and trap one in a System of Abuse.

I commit myself to SHOW that it is Possible to understand in Actual detail Exactly How All of Creation Functions and thus to Be the One that Determines How Life on Earth will be Lived.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Fearful are simply the Ignorant Still Controlled as Consciousness slaves that will Hide behind the Ultimate Fear, which is Love – Refusing to take Responsibility for Life – but Even these Ones that Use Love as Fear to Pretend they are OK, will eventually Wake Up and Become Self-Honest and start the Process of “Man Know Thyself.”

Day 101: Cosmic Being

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that assuming ONE is a Cosmic Being without IN FACT knowing EXACTLY what Caused Me in Every Moment to Be Who I am, was and WILL be, is living in a DREAM WORLD as a SLAVE to UNKNOWNS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Many that claim to Be Cosmic Beings are Doing So as a Character in Memories Created by themselves without EVEN understanding How the MIND of the Human FUNCTIONS in Actual Detail.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Cause of the COSMIC BEING is in Fact the Self-Interest Promoted by CONSUMERISM Consciousness, promoted by Profiteers that are Only Interested in the BIZARRE Phenomena of Happiness Provided by Money and Sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the COSMIC Beings as Claimed, that allows Even One Child to Go Hungry to Bed without a Permanent Solution for this and Many other Atrocities on Earth, are in fact Mentally Depraved as a Character Existing in a Memory with No Grip on Physical Reality at all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that any Cosmic Being that allows War to Exist without a Clear Directive to Bring Actual Equal Peace for all, Creates these Illusions in their Heads where only the Dream Creator exists Alone with No Impact but Allowing and Accepting Global Abuse Hoping for Some Better existence OFF Planet, in fact Invalidating the Implication of Being an Actual Cosmic Being that are the Directive Principle of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Life on Earth is a Physical Existence which is the Test to See who is in Fact a Cosmic Being, being Able to Resolve Co-Existence within Limitation in a Way that is Best Equally for all together in this Limited State, as the Current Reality on Earth only actually Exists in a Way that Proves that Cosmic Beings DO NOT in Fact Exist but in a Dream in a Head Insanely Chattering to itself within Self-Created thoughts without even having a Clue How any one of the Thoughts are Created or Animated.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Convenience of a Belief to Be a Cosmic Being is to Only Worry about the Happiness of the Personal Self-Interest which Proves that Happiness and Self-Interest are a Disease with Symptoms of Poverty, War, Starvation, Fear, Love and Many More – all Consequences that Only Show that the Cause for Being is Not Grasped at all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Physical World will Separate those that Actually Care about Life from those that Pretend to Care as only a World functioning in a Way that Actually is Best for All Beings Always, is Proof that Life is Being Created is Being Cared for in Fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Even the Best Scientists have No Actual Clue about the Cosmos as all is Trapped in a Bubble of Energy as Consciousness as a Character or Characters, NOT Even Having a Clue How any of the Characters are in fact Created, Because if One Knew How a Character was Created you will Immediately be able to Delete it and Create a New Character as No One Was Born as a Character – ALL were taught to be Characters and are allowing this Illusion as Character to Be the Pretend World like in a Movie or a Game.

I commit myself to SHOW that this World of Character will more and more show through Events to what Extent Characters are Possessive and Abusive as All our so-called Scientists and Psychologists Do Not Have a Clue How the Mind actually Functions, as Sudden Incidents of Insanity that Cause harm to others will Repeatedly Demonstrate until the Human Wakes Up from the Illusion and learn how Reality Actually Functions.

I commit myself to SHOW each One that Dares, How the Mind Functions in Precise Detail that One May be able to Free Oneself from the Self-Created Illusion and Become Part of the Solution on Earth that actually Cares about Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that Currently, Money is the Key to Happiness and those without Money Suffer the Most – Implying that a Temporary Solution to Give All the Time of Self-Correction, is to Have Money Available toAll Equally within a System that is Based on the Principles of Giving as One would like to Receive, until Education on Earth is Sorted out to be Valid as Life Support so that Not One Life Form Needs to Suffer due to the Self-interest of the Search for Happiness.

I commit myself to SHOW that Consciousness is the Cause of Self-Delusion because the Consciousness of Man is Created without anyone Actually understanding how it is Created.

I commit myself to SHOW that those with Wealth in this World Do Not Care about Life and they Should be Aware that when the Last Breath Arrives, a Real Accounting WILL take Place as to What was Allowed on Earth. To Hope for or Await Something Greater in the Hereafter without the Ability to In Fact Confirm this At Will in Every Moment, is to Be Part of the Ultimate Lie to Self and Life in General.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Cause of Being can be Understood in Detail and those Walking the Desteni I Process are in Fact Learning the nature of the I in detail and that this is available for all that Dare for  Free as Support, as the Process is Based on Self-Honesty – this Self-Honesty forms that Foundation of Self-Change, Placing the Responsibility on Each One to Support the Process according to their financial Ability. Those with No Ability of Money are still able to Support themselves as the Training is Sponsored till a New Economic System is Installed on Earth to allow all the Process of taking Responsibility without Fear of Poverty or Starvation. There is thus No Excuse for anyone to Not take Responsibility for Self in Every Way. Do Not Postpone, as you do Not Hold your Life in Your Hands.

Day 84: Lightworker Chart and Charter

Watch the Documentaries The Trap, The Century of the Self and Psywar for context

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that many Lightworkers are Previous Successful Business people that Accumulated a lot of Money to Enable them to Do Spiritual Work, not realizing that in this Pattern is Locked in the Control of Money, as the Lightworker would Never Have Been Able to Be a LIghtworker if it was Not for Money, but Self-Honesty is Lost in the Light that Blinds.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers are just a Mutated Character that grew from the Disillusionment of Religion, and that eventually, once Money Runs Dry, will lead to Self-Honesty and a Return Home to Real Life on Earth without the Light of Mind Character Energies Blinding and Feelings of Love serving Self-Interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Character of Lightworkers does not Serve Life or Feed a Hungry Child, but only Wallows in the Self-Importance Character, Self-Created through Intense Inner-Reflection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Intense Inner-Reflection will Create an Intense Lightworker Character that Seems Divine as the Memory Dimension within which the Lightworker Character Illusion exists, will be only all the Contextual Information and Knowledge that makes up the Complete Lightworker Experience - while the Reality of Life on Earth in the Current System will be Justified as Money Protects the Lighworker form Reality without Money.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the LIghtworker does Understand the Importance of Money, as Many will Create Businesses to Capitalize on their Fellow LIghtworkers and Invent the Most Fanatical Light and Love Characters to Feed the Inner-Fantasy - as the Unspoken Implied Agreement Between Lighworkers is to not Question Light and Love, and to Honor Each One’s Light NO Matter what is Really in Matter - Feeding each other’s Illusionary Characters in a Form of Insanity that will Immediately turn away from Any Challenge to Love and Light, as it’s Negative, and Love and Light FEAR the Negative – proving that they have not in Fact transcended Fear and are thus the Ultimate Slaves to Fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Consciousness Created by Love and Light is an Illusionary Memory Dimension that Exists Only in the Mind of all those that agree to the LIghworkers and that this is a Closed Circle where they Only See what they Wanna See.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Love and Light WILL Never Produce a World that is Best for all Life as Love and Light is NOT Life, but only an Illusion Pretending to be Life with No Real Compassion for Any Suffering Being without Basic Life Support, as that will Mean the Lighworker will have to Leave the Extreme Comfort of their Illusion and Confront the Reality of a World trapped in the Debt of Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers DO NOT Understand how Characters and Personalities are Created as Memories Fuelled by Energy and are thus Easily trapped in Illusions, as in Essence: Lightworkers are Weak Characters that Fear Fear the Most of All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers have Created a Consumer Industry where Love and Light is now only another Product to Be SOULD, the clear Evidence that Lightworkers are Not Actually Self-Aware.

I commit myself to Challenge the Fake Illusion as Love and Light Characters to Ensure that those trapped in Love and Light may be Able to find their Way Home to Real Life on Earth and become effective Participants in Creating a World that is Best for all Life Eternally.

I commit myself to Support Light Workers in their Journey to Self-Realization as Life, as that would be a Most Devastating Journey - as Realizing that the Light Character was all a Self-Created Lie, causes Major Upheaval within the Lightworker, which is Necessary to Eventually Become a Self-Honest Living Being Making the Most of Life on Earth for all Life: Equally.

I commit myself as Former Lightworker to Ensure that I never Give up till all Lightworkers are Freed from Illusion, as I was trapped myself, and know the Extent to which one becomes Lost in Love and Light - and that the Way the Lightworker Character protects its Own Illusion, is Extreme, and will Require Extreme Challenges or this Life on Earth will be Wasted as it only Ever was an Illusion Created as a Memory.

I commit myself to Show that Meditation and Inner-Reflection Only Ever Create Dimensions of Memory where the Main Character as Self, as Lightworker, is an Illusion in a Memory Created by a Character that Created a New Memory of Love and Light, Multiple Layers of Illusions, that Veil the One Lost from the Reality of Real Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that Love and Light is just another Branch of Consumerism in Capitalism, contributing to the Massive Suffering of those without Money on Earth and that Only a New Economic System of Equality that Serves all Life Equally will stop the Abuse – and Lightworkers should have been the Spearhead that Brought and Established a New World System Practically, but got Trapped in Consumerism through Self-Importance and the Greed for Happiness.

I commit myself to show that the Con of Consciousness is Not Self-Awareness, but only an Illusion to Justify the Self-Interest of the Pursuit of Happiness.

I commit myself to show that the History and Reality of Effectiveness of Love and Light has Produced NO change in this World for Real, which is Sufficient to Stop and Do Real Self Reflection on what is Really Here on Earth.

I commit myself to show that Lightworkers are Not Self-Aware as Life, as Life would Support Life, Producing a World Best for Life – and Love and light is Irrelevant to Real Life, as Food in the Tummy of a Child is What is Actually Important.

I commit myself to SHOW that Love and Light as Consumer Product is Only Focused on the Survival of the Lightworker, and Not on Supporting all Life to Make Sure that Every Child Born will have Food, an Education, in a Free and Fair Environment Supporting Life Unconditionally.

Day 77: Stopping the Mind in the Flesh – Part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the World as it exists today is the Flesh Living Back through the Mind - with the Flesh the Automated Programmed Nature, and the Mind the Justification as Inner-Talk, and Feelings and Visions to make sure the CONvict Remain within the Parameters of Conviction so that the Sentence can be Lived till Death, to Make Sure this Reality Remains Enslaved to Energy and the Production of Energy, as the Creators Intended.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Change the World to what is Best for all, the Individual will have to LIVE IN THE System as it exists NOW, as the System – using the System so to Change Reality through Agreement , as that is the Exact Way the System Reality was Created in the First Place – thus, through Politics, Education, Knowledge and all ways Currently Existing, Participating and Directing with Common Sense the Point that all Actually Desire, to Fulfilment – which is a World of Peace, Harmony and Self-Fulfilment, which is only Possible in a World that Supports Life as what is Best for all Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the World as it Exists in Automated Acceptance, is Programmed into the Flesh of Every New Born Child by those that act as Parents, ensuring that the Child will be Following in the Footsteps of the Parents that Follow the System, and that Money Plays the Dominating Role in what will Become of Each Child in the World, in every way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a Fail Safe was Programmed into each Human - then when the Human believe they have the Answer, they must Stick to it as Proof of their Faith in themselves, and Never look at anything Else that May sway their Faith – as, in Faith ALONE, one is Saved – is the Con Sould that Now is Part of Every Spiritual Form, just dressed up in Different Justifications, as the Inner-Me, as the Real Enemy of Life, is Protected in Every Way Possible; perpetrating a System of Abuse at astounding Level, with NO Awareness Arising within the Human that Something is Wrong in this Living Picture on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Physical World is the Perfect Net, the Perfect Planet, through which All Ego will Forevermore be stopped, and Whomsoever does not Walk the process of Space and time to understand all Details of what is Created on Earth as Consciousness Energy, and in this Stop it forever: shall NOT ENTER LIFE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Living Flesh is what Must Become Self-Aware as Self in the Process of Self-Creation, and those that Follow the Energy and Light as By-product of the Mind, thinking they are the FIRST, and the Way-Showers – are in fact the Abusers of Life for Self-Interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Every Word Spoken in Conversation based on Definitions and Meanings that are understood by the Speaker, in fact comes from the Physical Body and NOT THE MIND.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that with the Abuse of the Physical Body, the Body became so Automated as Slave to the Mind, that Only Extreme dedicated Discipline in Every Breath will bring the Opportunity after Many Years, to in fact Birth Self as Life from the Physical – and then One will have to Re-Educate yourself as the Body-Awareness to Live that which is Best for all Life, always.

I commit myself to show that the Flesh is the Real Self that Must be Freed from the Bondage of the Mind as Energy in all its forms, and that this Self as Flesh is Completely Enslaved and Unaware.

I commit myself to show that this Journey to Flesh Self-Awareness is the Journey to Life that will Produce Life Eternal.

I commit myself to show that this Journey to Flesh Self-Awareness will be the Most difficult Journey ever Undertook and Only those worthy of Life will Make it.

I commit myself to show that All the Keys and Steps to Support this Journey to Life of the Flesh as Self is available and Only those able to Embrace themselves as Life to Be, will become Life.

I commit myself to show that the Process as the Journey to Life, as the Flesh as Self, is the SAME for Every One in a Space/Time Framework – WITH NO SHORTCUTS, or Sudden Awareness – and thus those addicted to Quick Fixes will NOT walk to Life, but try and Sell Light and Love while the World turns to Hell.

I commit myself to show that all Knowledge on Earth, in all ways, is Contaminated with the Con of Consciousness – and that those that Peddled Consciousness will be the Last that May Realize they should STOP and get back to Reality, with Few at this Stage able to Muster themselves as Life in the Physical. DO NOT Postpone, as TIME waits for NO ONE, and All are Equal in Space and Time: as it MUST BE.

Day 31: The Secret of Breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the ‘who I am’ is the devil that is in the details.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of the needle, than a person who values money or property to receive Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that only through breath moving too slow for the mind, will the truth be revealed, whether I am Life, or whether I am Mind only.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what I participate in breath by breath indicates ‘who I am’, and that this will determine who I will be at death, as the final breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that for instance what I like or dislike on YouTube will determine breath by breath ‘who I am’, and what I allow Earth to become.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the world system as it exists today was formed and built by each participant as who we are in our actions or non-actions, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Earth provides the drama – breath by breath – to determine who will be Life and whom will be energy as self-interest for which the penalty: is death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the secret of Earth and birth is hidden in plain sight in the secret of breath. Wherein, the secret of ‘who I am’ is revealed in the small things I do, or do not do, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that trustworthiness as Life is reflected in the small actions taken every breath and that every excuse allowed in a breath, accumulates into support for abuse of Life on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my body only exists as a unit or group of cells because, breath by breath, each cell directs itself to support me to realize how I create ‘who I am’ breath by breath, that I may realize and choose Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that through money I have made the decision to abdicate Life and honour quick-illusions, indicating through the use of money, who I really am, and why Life will never be available to those that value money above Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that creating the world, breath by breath, will look slow - because I have become addicted to the belief that energy creates fast results, when in fact, I created the energy-possession, also slowly – breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that time equals breath-by-breath, and that when I have ‘time fly by’ I am not breathing, in fact, and was subject to the illusion of energy-possession that removed me from the truth that gives me Life, as the physical – breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the small actions, the big results happen, as demonstrated thought democracy - where one man/woman, as one vote, is cast to represent the group-decision that is participated in. And that through this, the future of the world is determined, represented as a vote, as one breath taken, on average – every 4 years – as a very small action with massive global implications.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the small, multiple thoughts that happen one-by-one in the mind, are the breaths of the mind that accumulate into a system that will energetically imprint in the flesh to control the direction at breath as body as flesh, and as such – indicate ‘who I am’ as thought, and ‘who I am’ as flesh, and ‘what I will do or not do’ as breath by breath, which will determine the future of Life on Earth as it has done for generations already.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the ‘who I am’ in thought, word and deed of a mother and father, will determine the ‘who I am’ of a new born baby, through the first seven years of the baby’s Life. And thus it is measurable to determine – through a measure of breath: the measure of Life or abuse a new arrival on Earth will become.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Earth – through breath by breath – is in fact the test to determine what each being in the universe has chosen in the small things, the so-called menial-things. Do you choose ‘Life’ – proven breath by breath in the small things that create the big: or did you abdicate Life for the self-interested temptations of the mind, as feelings and emotions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being positive is a state of energy and not a state of Life as breath, and that the energy represents the false image I project onto the world as a breath by breath decision to not take responsibility for what is being created by the humans as group, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as the human race, each human represents a breath that accumulates as a group, so the ‘who we are’ as humans - indicated in greed, profit, sexual obsession, love obsession, poverty, rape, pornography, elitism, false images and all that’s now  in control the future of the world, is what we accept and allow, though I refused to take responsibility for Life on Earth, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every word I write, speak or accept as part of ‘who I am’, determines ‘who I am’ and what I will create as Life on Earth, and if that is not represented as what is best for all Life on Earth, I will be held accountable as every breath counted, and the ‘who I am’ as breath in all that actually, really counted and created the world in all its measure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have abdicated my directive responsibility and action, breath by breath, to energy - by creating automated, energetic, justified, conscious actions to represent me as breath, using the energy as motivation and reason for movement without any actual awareness present, breath by breath – to check what I am accepting and allowing to be created by energy on Earth. Because I have not checked all breath by breath actions and the consequences: even though the consequences clearly show that Life has been replaced by energy, causing massive global abuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I’ve abdicated responsible movement, breath by breath as Life – to the abuse of those possessed by emotions and feelings, wherein the possessed are motivated to promote their obsessive emotions and feelings to represent consistent ‘choice’, breath by breath – while those that see what really happens as the abuse, do not have the directive will and understanding to equalize the abusive choices through a proactive breath by breath visible-action, as the group as Life to result in the visible-support of Life. And, that the non-action of those that see – are allowing the abuse to proliferate, unchecked.

I commit myself to reveal the secret of breath as the secret of Life on Earth, as the secret of who I am as Life or not Life in every breath, till all grasp this secret and take action to stop all abuse breath by breath.

I commit myself to show how breath by breath is the equality equation that determines who I create myself to be - and that if I have created an abomination, I can stop and forgive myself and recreate myself to Life as Love, as I have breath left to accumulate, but when I reach my last breath, my time as opportunity is done, and my accumulation of who I have been as breath will determine what I will face as consequence – (see Life Review – free downloads)

I commit myself to show how love, energy, positive thinking and all states of mind possession contribute accumulatively in the creation of a world in peril.

I commit myself to remind those that stand up for Life that the small actions of supporting each other and those that rise from the ashes of their Lives, will determine who you are as Life. The small measures determine the big outcomes.

I commit myself to call on all to take a stand against abuse in the small ways possible, breath by breath, by reporting it so that the systems already in place can purify, and the abusers can learn that they will not get way with abuse.

I commit myself to show that one man, one vote is a democratic system, as the key to change the world to a place where Life once more will be valued.

I commit myself to develop assistance for every parent to be able to assist a new born child, breath by breath, with a sustainable example. Obviously parents will support their children best with daily written self-forgiveness at this stage in the 7 year process, and with reading aloud some of the blogs written by others walking the Journey to Life

I commit myself to show that choice exists in every breath as a choice that must be made with awareness as it accumulates into the world we all experience and live in.

I commit myself to demonstrate that Earth is the eye of the needle, where the I as need will determine who each one is in fact – slowly, breath by breath accumulating with the inevitable certainty the answer as ‘who I am’: whether it is Life or it is mind.

I commit myself to show that money can only support Life as Equal Money, where money is valued as Life, equally for all Life.

I commit myself to emphasize the importance of slow-movements, breath by breath, in establishing in every breath the foundation on Earth, that only values Life as the only real value that can be valued.

I commit myself to show that time as money does not value Life, and is only a tool in the hands of abusive greediness, and only has control over brainwashed fearfulness, where Life is not valued at all.


I commit myself to show that if specificity in every breath is not walked as best for all life, the result will cause the consequence of harm that will always return to the one that placed self-interest first till each one in every breath live what is best for all life and in this living establish life as equal for all on earth.

I commit myself to remind each one that we are all guests on Earth and we have abused the hospitality of Earth and created an Asylum and Hospital out of Earth searching for Feelings of energy in Self-interest. Earth will no longer tolerate the abuse and we as Humanity will now face our final our within which each one must decide who The I will be, Life or Self Interest. There is no one that can deny that deep inside this hour has always been expected.