Day 564: Real Death Experience

Continuing from Day 563: Living Pictures & The Devolution of Man.

So when we had the first session, we let a group of Demons come through.
I let the Demons enter three bodies, see what happens. Obviously with three bodies possessed at the same time, if you look at that research group ‘Scientific’-something – they have some videos where the person rolls around on the floor and possessed. So I had three bodies rolling around on the floor with the Demons in it.

First thing obviously is to just stop and talk to them. Secondly you have to be pretty sure that no harm will come to anyone because in essence you are setting the dynamics, the parameters within the context of their possession and we always place that no harm may come as we are purely in a discussion, we’re not going to play around with these things. Because in the reality that we have now, the parameter exists, the Demon possessions that’s gonna happen in the physical is of a physical nature, you are not just going to stop them. So a person gets possessed and wants to kill his ex-lover, he’s gonna kill his ex-lover. And you’re not going to just stop them. They’re not going to listen to you and in terms of ‘please forgive yourself’, I mean that’s not how it’s going to work. You can try it but you’ll probably end up with a bullet as well. I can tell you now, Self-Forgiveness do not stop a bullet. So I suggest you don’t. Rather get to the point, get to the change before the situation is out of control. Because once the situation is out of control, there is a consequence. And the consequence is that which must be paid. It is karmic in nature.

And for everyone to finish their process and for those to birth life, to birth themselves as life from the physical – the payment need to be made, in time. If it’s not made in time there is a deadline.
And if you get to the deadline and you haven’t got yourself out of the hook line and sinker of your Demons – then you’re dead. I mean, that’s the point of a deadline isn’t it?
So then we speak to the Demons one by one, establish first of all their story. I mean, if you want to help somebody listen to their story. They’re possessed.


Now most people don’t want to tell you their story. They have an ego presentation about what they know. That’s not what you’re interested in. You’re interested in their real story, what really happened to them. And it takes quite a story to get that out of people. In Mind Constructs we go into detail, to eventually getting to a person’s real story. Because the story they tend to tell, is one of knowledge and wisdom and how enlightened and wonderful they are and how much they know – nothing real. They don’t want to tell you the real story. The real story is not nice, the real story does not have any glamour or fame. It is in most cases rather something not to share. Therefore in the Desteni I Process, these kind of things are kept under – are kept ‘inside the program’ unless a person decides to actually share it themselves.
So I listen do the Demons’ story. What is fascinating, obviously at that stage within ‘Who I Am’ I could also see the story before it was told. So if the Demon lied to me I can show the Demon where it is lying. And so I would contain the Demon to ’Who They Are’, their Self-Truth.


What were the Demons? That was fascinating – they were human beings that died in anger, rage, jealousy or trauma, hate, revenge, vengefulness – you know, many, many, many different ways. Extreme fear that people died on Earth and their transition was contaminating the energy they were transferring to Heaven, they were not allowed into Heaven, they were thrown into the Demon Dimension because their energy wasn’t good enough, ‘pure’ enough. They were not dying with their last breath in God’s name on their lips or love or shit like that. They were dying in Self-Honesty and how they really felt. That is not acceptable in Heaven. In Heaven you have to present what Heaven wants you to present – Self-Honesty is irrelevant. So Demons in essence were the real Self-Honest existence of a being where they have, where they were no longer denying their experience on Earth. They were absolutely pissed off with God and have in many cases taken an oath to harm anything that is related to God and to destroy God’s creation. I mean, imagine, I have this Demon in a body here on Earth and it’s telling me that it’s here to destroy God and it will destroy God and explain how it’s harmed from children to adults to innocents, how they have harmed them throughout the ages – to get back at God, for what God did to them.

To be continued...

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Day 549: Demons Taught me the Secrets of Jesus - Introduction

*The following series of blogs contains previously unpublished material by Bernard Poolman from 2011*

This is a seemingly strange topic.

But, astoundingly enough, a story about ‘beating the odds, against all odds’.
You’re in a world where there are always odds: the odd thing out, the odds of winning or losing, the odds of life and death; and everything is always on the line. And when the odds turn, things do not always turn out the way you want them - and sometimes they turn out the way you would love it to be.

So, how could Demons teach me the Secrets of Jesus?

After all, the drive of Jesus has been told many times. I grew up with the story of Jesus. And although there are many things in this story that one might not seemingly find easy, some of them were difficult. Like carrying the cross and being crucified. Fearful hearts immediately turn away from such a challenge and rather say, “I don’t need to carry the cross, Jesus carried it for me”.

Coming from a family where the father figure was so intensely embracing the Teachings of Jesus, that by his death, the pastor on the pulpit was saying that ‘if you were not like Les Poolman, you will not get into Heaven.’

That was quite a statement, like passing judgment on a total community.

It caused much subconscious repercussions in the community where people that were friends before and working together, all ended up causing each other harm - never speaking again.

Just with the death of one man, which was living as closely as possible to the Teachings of Jesus.

Only at his gravesite did we learn about many of the things he did where he gave so, that the left hand didn’t know what the right hand was doing. He pushed the points to the ultimate. And yet he couldn’t beat, at a young age, in spite of his dedication, he couldn’t beat cancer in his prayers. It didn’t save his life. So he died early fifties, still with the Bible in his hands, professing the message.

What does that got to do with anything? Yet it was the example, which was a tough one to follow, which was focussed around the Life and Teachings of Jesus.

The next influence that came into my life around this, and that had a profound impact was from my father-in-law, Phillip Niemand. He was the extreme ‘other side’ of the ‘coin’ as being a deep-trance medium. Yet, stating absolutely, that one cannot trust anything that comes from Heaven. Although there are beings that speak through him, “you can’t trust a word they’re saying, it is all a lie” and he would prefer to die because “this world is purely a place of suffering and purely the result of lies and deception”.

So, difficult to marry the two extremes from a certain perspective. Phillip Niemand had different experiences that shaped his life, and part of that, maybe the biggest foundation that brought him to such an understanding of the Heavens were in the Second World War. Where he participated with the partisans, on the side of the Elite forces. He was used for his skill, let’s call it that, or ‘psychic abilities’ . [Yes they used people like that, it is part of the Armed Forces, so to speak. You are not going to get any of the information released by those in the know. It’s not to their advantage. Their advantage is to keep their secrets close to their heart. ]
As part of Military Intelligence, Phillip Niemand played his role.

That is the influences that shaped my endeavours and my search for an understanding of ‘Why the Odds are always against You, in Every Possible Way’. It’s as if you’re in a giant casino and every thought is measured and spinned around, to bring about the opposite effect. The effect that is the greatest odds against you; that the only thing you have that you can play with in this giant casino of life, is your Willpower.

And yet, in your Willpower and you applying it, you will lose everything: your friends, your family – everything will have to be given up because they will simply not be able to understand the game you play, because they’re not playing the game. Unless they play the game, and even then, you’re going to end up dying alone. Because there’s an interesting thing, everything that happens in your life, isn’t happening to you, it’s happening inside you. It happens inside your Mind, and that’s where everybody is trying to come to peace, and trying to come to a way of Life that is the ‘Inner Self’. So called ‘directed’ and ‘at peace’ and ‘in harmony’.

But that didn’t seem to be the answer, because I met many people that are seemingly at peace with themselves, at harmony with themselves – yet that was only so when they were in front of other people. When you get to know them closer, you go and stay with them, you spend some time with them you find out it’s not like that at all. That is why at the Desteni Farm we had people come from all over the world to come and stay with us for as long as up to 3 years, to see for themselves, a very difficult message we have to deliver. Where it comes from, how it works, what is real. And those that manage to stay, those that manage to hear and see, their lives were profoundly changed forever more. In fact, changed without anything that specifically can be pinpointed, so they can’t even write or speak about it and say what happened. They were just in a different environment and just being in a different environment changed them profoundly.

So, looking at all of these seemingly, unrelated points, we are here on a journey of Understanding, Hearing, Sharing...

The Secrets of the Demons….

To be continued

Day 520: Why Are we Here on Earth? – Role of Death - Part 7

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 519: Why Are we Here on Earth? Our Nature at Work - Part 6:
”How do you make sure that the Real Power will never be used? You make everyone believe that the ‘real power’ isn’t Here, and that it is Here-AFTER.”

Now you’re Here and you are living for the Here-AFTER. Automatically you have no power in the Here, because apparently you’ll be having power in the Here-AFTER. And then what happens is: When you reach the Here-AFTER, that which you are and were and which were Programmed, unfortunately, which is your Physical-Body that was Creating the Reality as you See it around you, the Real Power of Expression, of ‘God’, of Creation - is no more. And that which Remains is ‘Spitefulness’, the thoughts, that which existed inside you in ‘Secret’ = the part you call ‘You’, the part you call ‘your ‘Free Will’’, the part you call ‘your ‘Choice’’ = That’s what Remains. And have a look to what Degree you are Dishonest about that, I mean, that is your absolute-guideline in your Existence - that is the Point where you apparently make-up your Mind. It is where you apparently make a Choice. It is where you apparently decide what are you going to do with your life.
But look at its Inherent-Nature - its Inherent-Nature is Spitefulness.
Now, in the Process to come - this Spitefulness is going to Manifest at a Physical-Level as Everything is Compressing.

Which means: You’re going to really Face Spitefulness and you’re gonna have very peculiar experiences. For instance, you will be trying your best to be good. And this has been going on for some time – you must understand that the Process is not here from just the other day – it’s been here for quite some time and it has been Compressing...Silently without being Seen.

Now that we are Entering the Stage of where it will be Seen, because ‘the Stage is Set’ now - which means it is now Done.

Within this all you’ll Notice a peculiar thing: That sometimes you will make ‘all the effort imaginable’ to be ‘good’, to do ‘the right thing’ and everything just go Wrong. It’s like you can’t get the Point.

What is Really Actually Happening is that your Physical-Manifested Spitefulness, based on what you have Programmed you to be You as Free Will – will at all cost – prevent you from going into an Expression of Equality as Balance as Life.
Because unless you Transcend, unless you Transcend this Spitefulness, you’ll never be Free.

And therefore you’ll seek-out ways and you must be really Careful = Every single thing you will be doing, Inherently you’ll be doing within the context of a Back-door, called Spite.

And that Spite you will call Free Choice: “If things go bad, I have a ‘Choice’. If this happen, I have a ‘Choice’. If that happen, I have a ‘Choice’” - But what you are really saying in that; is that you already Creating that ‘Choice’, because in Spite of Knowing that you should be Here, Supporting Life, Equal and One - you’ll automatically Create its point where you can get out by saying: “I will fail with this anyway”, I mean, “Just because others are involved with it, I can’t trust them.
My way out is ‘my Choice’. I am thus ‘free’, I am ‘freely participating in Equality’” - exactly the same point where it all Started, in the beginning - the ‘point of Balance’, the point where there is a ‘belief’ that ‘apparently one cannot Stand Equal in Responsibility as Creators of Existence’, that ‘apparently you need a ‘Higher Force’ that can take Responsibility for ‘your mistakes’ and thus allow you to have unencumbered ‘Free Choice’’. And that you can ‘justify’ your Existence accordingly.

Hear me: This will be Challenged in every imaginable way - until this is Purified and ‘Spitefulness’ will Never exist again.

When someone is ‘Spiteful’ - I suggest: Simply Don’t Participate. They are only able to exert ‘Spitefulness’ if you participate in their ‘Spitefulness’.
Yet in Spite of the ‘Spiteful’, you’re going to walk in Equality and Oneness until this is Done.

Because some has Created Themselves as Only ‘Spitefulness’ – all powerful – abusing and using ‘Spitefulness’ to ‘get their way’, to ‘manipulate the way’, to find ‘their way’ where they can ‘remain in control’, no matter what.
For that a Solution was Placed. Unfortunately and Fortunately for Everyone: Death is the Solution.

That was the One Point that was Placed in Existence to Prevent, Anyone from having ‘Power’, in ‘Spitefulness’. Now that point has become Highly Effective in Purifying Existence from the Spiteful.

Day 507: Zero-Point and Other Points – Part 5

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 506: Zero-Point and Other Points – Jesus & Ascension - Part 4: ”So when he died, they imprisoned Jesus, the Real Jesus and he was imprisoned for close to 2000 years. How does that work? You’re imprisoned in a Dimension where you can’t get out, because you are imprisoned by the very ‘Energy’ you believe in.
The moment that you believe that this ‘Energy’ is ‘real’, it Controls you – and whatever is done in the name of that ‘Energy’ has ‘power over you’, and you can be placed in all kinds of stuff.
So...and a clone of Jesus, I mean – in ‘Energy’, what is ‘Energy’? ‘Energy’ is simply copies of itself, it’s all...it looks the same. So it’s all just, from a certain perspective, Clones.
So, therefore a being that is in the Dimensions or in Heaven - can clone themselves an infinitive amount of times.”

Now, what was fascinating is - as this whole thing was developing you had those beings that was discarded as ‘unworthy’ and ‘trouble-makers’ that will ‘never make it’, that will never actually submit to ‘God’ and feed ‘God’ for eternity with ‘Energy’ and ‘adoration and praise’, which is ‘Energy’ – I mean, attention, which is ‘Energy’ - which will not make the ‘soul-purpose’ of their existence the support of ‘God’, so that ‘God’ can exist for ‘eternity’.

Because, ‘God’ wanted to exist for ‘eternity’ – I mean, ‘God’ didn’t exist for ‘eternity’. So the rest were thrown to their own demise ‘outside the System’, because the System was seen as kind of ‘so perfect’ that ‘nobody could touch it’.
And those that did not submit were then thrown-out into the Demon-Dimension, so all ‘trouble-makers’.

They also had some beings which realised that they could actually Challenge the System, and they had them totally-wiped and then re-programmed, and then used as bodies for Mind-Systems – because in Dimensions they could plug in a Mind System into a being which is how ‘channelings’ worked. They would, if a message needs to be placed – remember what is a message placed on the Earth? The message is a specific ‘sequence of words’ that activate a specific-Design that Create ‘Energy’ to feed Heaven. I mean, that’s the whole ‘love’-thing, the whole “Ooh-la-la”- thing, creating ‘Energy’.

So, therefore the ‘channelings’ were Designed specifically to activate the pre-placed codes in the beings so that they can create the ‘Energy’ that’s necessary in a, the released-form that is required by Heaven - Heaven requires more ‘Energy’, have a ‘channel’ speak, I mean, “Woops!” - there we go. So, with these Designs all they had to do is; they had a whole Dimension where they had those beings that was wiped, is like, virtually hanging or floating around - when they need the being they take the being and place a Mind-System in, the being goes, get into the human-body, shifts the being (human) down in its, in the physical, take over the Mind for a moment, speak for a moment, give a ‘message’, all ‘profound’, ‘wonderful’, and everybody says: “Ooh-la-la ,‘God’ has sent us a message”.

Obviously this ‘God’ needs ‘Energy’ so, ‘God’ sends you a ‘message’ to get your fucking ass in gear, “Love everybody, do not look at what is really going on in this reality, forget about that, live, you know, there’s a ‘eternal-life’ waiting for you after death – just do not see what’s going on, on Earth, because Earth is an ‘illusion’. After this, the death, after ‘zero-point’ after death, that’s real.”
Meantime, obviously, it was the Opposite. I mean, the Reality is Here and Heaven is the Illusion. Heaven is the part that’s not real, because Heaven is actually subject to the ‘Energy’ from Earth.

So, this created obviously a fascinating thing that; through time, the Human-Being developed layers by layer, by layer, itself into what it is Today. What you’re consisting of today as a Human-Being, is Layered-Information.

For instance, if you die - you no longer have a language, you no longer have a culture you no longer have a family = All of that ends at the moment of death.
All of that wasn’t real, it was programmed into you here in this reality as part of the functional-system of family, society and what is the accepted ‘way we live’ within the cultural- and economic-systems of this world. Have a look, self honestly, nothing you are is really you. Everything you are, you were programmed to accept to be and you’ve accepted it. You’re existing as it.

But at the moment - and understand that all of this is functioning from a System that is in the physical. Now, the System is not the Physical.
So when you are speaking, you are speaking from the Mind-System – which is the point that now has – the way to sort out this problem; is to get the Mind out of the way in a way, by actually becoming the Physical.

So that the Physical actually Speaks, so there’s no thought, there’s no thinking – you are then One and Equal as the Actual-Reality that exist as the Physical, because that’s what Actually Exist.
While, when you are in Heaven - you are just a thought. Now, you can look at your own thoughts; do yourself a favour, have a look - you can delete all your thoughts.

Your thoughts are only as valid as the attention you give it – and is only as valid as how you define them to be. Your thoughts are nothing more, if you become obsessed with your thoughts, have a look what happens; your fear-factor, which is your polarity-factor - increase dramatically, and within that a ‘Madness’ ensues, because you become so scared – while none of that is actually real, that’s not who you are, but that’s who you ‘believe you are’.

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Day 504: Zero-Point and Other Points – A Consumption System - Part 2

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 503: Zero-Point and Other Points – Evilution – Part 1:

“The two Cones is with Head-to-Head, and the point of that is – if you really look at those Cones, it creates an infinity-design, which that point (the point formed within/between the two Cones’ Heads/Tips touching) is your zero-point, there’s you zero-point (indicating to the point formed within/between the two Cones’ Heads/Tips touching) - the zero-point being Death.” 

So, what happens at Death, is fascinating – for a Single Moment at Death, you understand Everything – everything you can imagine and everything that’s ever happened...you’ll know it all. But it only last for that single Moment.
Because, you are moving in a Polarity-Design, and the Polarity-Design is not on Earth – it is between Heaven and Earth.
Why was it necessary? That’s the fascinating thing:

Have a look at the ‘Nature’ of what is existing on Earth – and understand that this ‘Nature’ that exists on Earth, is actually our Nature. What is the Nature of Nature?
Nature – whether it’s a plant, or an animal or a virus or a bacteria; it requires to feed on something. It requires, it does not exist by itself, it needs to eat. What do we do? What do we have to do? We need to eat.

Now, this what we are needing to eat, is coming from somewhere. It is a belief that we are apparently requiring something called ‘Energy’ to exist, because that, for ‘Energy’ that we believe we need; is not what is Really going on = we look for it (Energy) outside ourselves, specifically as we have become what we are now; basically a consumer of everything - we have done it in our Money-Systems, in our Cultural-Systems, in our Marriages, within Sexuality, within ‘bringing forth children’, within what we deal with – Nature, automatically the ‘Total-Nature’ that exist, exist as what? A Consumption-System. This is not the first-time or the first planet we are doing this with.

We’ve been doing this throughout the Universe. We have been consuming the Living-Reality, the Actuality of Matter - to quench our absolute hunger, for ourselves – which we have designed and believe to be ‘Energy’.

And we are looking now, for the point of apparent ‘free energy’ and the belief is, that that is at Zero-Point.

I mean, at Zero-Point, all that exist at Zero-Point – is the point where all the information comes together. It looks very big and vast, but that’s all it is.
Because, the total Design of the System is actually a ‘pulley-system’, a pulley-system that runs through an X – a cross, where it Reverse between Heaven and Earth.

So, if you look at the words Heaven and Earth...of Heaven and Earth that would describe this effectively you’ll see: “I come to Earth to live”, which is L-I-V-E. So; “When I die I Reverse my life and I become E-V-I-L – I become actually Evil”, in Death.

Why? Because...how was it possible for ‘God’ to exist?
For ‘God’ to exist it - requires of everyone to give all their attention to ‘God’. Unless that happens; ‘God’ cannot exist, because have a look: If everybody is giving attention to each other Equally – have a look:

Equality exist - No ‘God’ possible. So everybody had to be fooled into something, or a way that they would actually believe that a God’ exist so that they can give their full attention to it.
The best tool for doing that was ‘Energy’, because with ‘Energy’ you are actually Binding the being to his own need for ‘Energy’ to Survive according to his perception of his reality and according to that - you can contain him to the particular point – the obsession of gaining ‘Energy’, gaining food. Which is actually the obsession – the ‘fear of death’, the ‘fear of not surviving’. All those fears became the primary driving-force of this reality, of all realities, up to now, which is the all-consuming fear of ‘need to consume to exist’. And we are living that out perfectly now.

Obviously in Designing all of this, not all things are considered and therefore, eventually you have to move on. Like even the Reptilians, once they were finished with Mars they had to move from Mars because Mars was no longer viable.

If you look at the Histories in the Sumerian-Tablets, you will see the references very specifically to Mars, for instance, as a place where Resources were found; and have a look - what do we do with Earth? We mine the Earth for Resources.

Where’s our Primary ‘Energy’ coming from? Food, the food comes from Plants and Animals and that comes from the Soil.

So the Soil becomes diminished, then we have to put things in there again so that we have a chemical-consistency from which we Produce Food. Our Oil is one of our Resources, our Water is one of our Resources here.

My Dad, The Devil

Bernard Poolman passed away in the early hours of Sunday morning, 11 August 2013 (SA time). His heart stopped beating.

The post that follows was written by Bernard’s daughter, Cerise Poolman – all of the members of Desteni living on the Farm stand by these words.

Bernard Poolman is known as many things:

A guru, a cult leader, an anarchist,

A communist, a socialist,

A freedom fighter, a freedom writer,

An activist, a practivist,

A visionary, a loon

All these labels mean nothing. To me, he was Bernard, my dad, the most honest and self sacrificing person I have ever known. Now he is dead, and the world is poorer for it.

He may have had radical ideas, but isn’t that exactly what we need? We don’t seem to have come very far with “in the box” ideas. Look around, the Earth is being poisoned, people live in poverty, our children are crazy murderers, our religious leaders cannot be trusted with young children, our political leaders cannot be trusted with anything and our economists are simply making things up as they go along. We all buy into the propaganda that makes the world seem beautiful “just the way it is” – Bernard did not.

Does that make him crazy by definition? Yes, if the definition of insanity is something that is apart from the norm. He questioned the inequality in the world and challenged us for not questioning it too – maybe this is why so many people hate him – they do not want to see themselves as ignorant, as idle bystanders watching atrocities and genocide unfold before their very eyes. It is easier seeing ourselves the way people are portrayed in the media, as innocent, as deserving.

Bernard was one man who made a difference in the lives of many – there are few people who can claim the same for themselves. There are those who point fingers and use nasty words to try and twist the message that Bernard was repeating over and over – what does this make them, I wonder? The message that Bernard kept saying was that of Jesus: Love thy neighbour as thyself, do unto another as you would like to be done unto you. What does this make of the naysayers, the cult preachers, the vigilant protectors of “human rights and liberties” – that they call this message, and its sender “evil”?

Many accused him of being a cult leader, even though he said time and again: “I am not a leader, I am just a man, I am your equal and you are mine.” He was accused of being evil for recognising that our world, our society, our very selves are tainted – and that we have deliberately continued on as if we are angels. He was accused of brainwashing, for questioning the things we so blindly accept as being “Normal” and “acceptable” – such as poverty, crime, exploitation, rape, murder, unhappy marriages, psychological disorders, economic theories, wars, the creation of weapons, the minimum wage being far from sufficient to survive on.

You may ask “what now?” to us loony cultists trying to make the world a better place. My answer: we continue. We have laid down a good, strong foundation of principles and assistive tools to support ourselves with. Bernard contributed many ideas which we then developed into tools, such as DIP Pro and DIP Lite – but each of us has walked our own process – and we did not do it for him, we did it for ourselves and for all life on Earth. They say you can lead a horse to water, but you cannot make it drink – Bernard showed us where the water is, but each of us made our own choice to stand and live the principles of Desteni, Equal Money, Living Income Guaranteed etc.

We must now prove to the world that Bernard was no “guru” – that we are entirely capable of standing without him, and growing ourselves and the group.

Day 473: What is Self?

In Investigating this at Desteni We have Looked at All Dimensions – Physical, Metaphysical – the Here As the Physical and the Here-After as the Non-Physical, although the two are Interconnected and the Best way to Understand Self is to Look at What Happens at Death and What Remains After Death.

The Self that is Existent as Consciousness is a Product of a Mechanism called the Mind. The Mind is a Mechanism that uses Information and Knowledge in Relationships Generating Energy, Functioning primarily at this stage as a Memory System that through Interconnecting Biased Values within the Memories into a Polarized Energetic Entity that ends up as Various forms of Personalities that then Function within a Positive-Negative Relationship, attempting to present itself as ‘Something’ that Resembles Self. And those that Do Not Understand How the Mind Functions will very easily end up within this Idea that this Energy, this Consciousness is Self.

Fascinatingly enough through the Movement of Language we’ve Reached a point about a 1000 years ago within the English Language where the word ‘Self’ and the word ‘Flesh’ are Exactly the Same Symbols – but: No Understanding Emerged.

So within the Flesh you have Automation. Now Automation is basically Memory that Becomes so Accepted that is Accepted as ‘Self’ and That for instance is Demonstrated with how one Speaks a Language, how one Drives a Car or one will say ‘Self is Driving the Car’ but that’s Not really so, what is Really happening is that Your Memory that is Automated is Driving the Car, Directing the Physical Body to Do some actions Automatically within a Stimulus-Response Environment – very much Similar to what One will See Emerging Now with Software being able to Drive a Car instead of the Human Directing it simply by Interacting with the Environment and taking you from one point to another – this is where Technology is going which is just a Reflection of the Technology that Represents the Mind.

When a Person Dies What Remains as Self is that which was Realized in Relation to the Existence of Life, Life is the One Gift that Exists for a Moment for Each One During this Life, and This Life is Equal – the ‘Life Force’ so to speak.

Now, the Part that is Realized of That which is Not Based on perceived ‘Knowledge and Information’ or ‘Energy’ or ‘Love’ or ‘Light’ or ‘Automation’ but that which is Realized Fundamentally within the Context of its Equality, that Little-bit – and at this stage Hear my Words is Very Little – Will Continue. The Rest is just Information, Information that Follows a Preprogrammed Design.

So, the Self that Exists on Earth Currently is by its very Design of No Value, it Ends at Death. That’s why throughout the Ages you have No Clear Communication coming from the Dead to the Living because They Really Actually Forget Everything virtually at the Moment of Death. This Forgetfulness is because the Memories, the Consciousness Design is Dependent on the Physical Body and without the Physical Body it Cannot Exist, so at the Moment of Death of the Physical Body, yes the Information Remains within the Consciousness Electromagnetic Field so to speak of the Earth for a while but even that Eventually kind of Disappears because it is Forgotten.

The Soul Memories Used to be Recorded, that is No Longer so because the Point of Responsibility is of the Utmost Importance, Responsibility Towards All Life Equally, Realizing that No Matter ‘What Form’ Life takes that the Actual Life Within the Form is in Essence Equal. And the Perceived ‘Intellect’ for instance of the Human Does Not make the Human as a Life Form MORE than for instance the Cockroach, the Life Force In Both is the Same and therefore a Cockroach relationship with Self within the Context of Life could bring Real Self-Realization Equally as it could Happen at the Level of the Human. The Fact that the Human or the Cockroach Do Not Communicate Directly because of Barriers within the Ideas or Design of its various Interactive Models – which one can call a Mind – Should be Noted because the Human is Not Necessarily Superior to the Cockroach, for instance it simply has a Different Mechanism, a Different Reality, a Different Dimension. Thus there are Many Dimensions, Dimensions Relevant to the Relationships that Exist, All of it Relevant to One point: Realizing Self as Life, this Life is Self – without This Realization, Self as Self is Not Existent as such. That is the Principle and the Point of Equality and Oneness and what needs to be Fundamentally Realized.

Therefore, the Problem is for Those that Receive the Gift of Life and then End up Abusing it in Self-Interest, that means where One Accumulates Value like Interest in a Banking System where you then Claim ‘You have Value’ just because You’re existing from the perspective of Your Experience where that is in itself a Massive Compromise, where You Compromise the Very Existence, the Very Gift that you Received at the Beginning you see, because You’re Not Life Per Se, you are in a Temporary System where You May Realize Yourself as Life but if You Don’t, Your Life Ends – check out the Graveyards.

And you can Go and try and Contact any of those beings in the Graveyard and you’ll Find a Peculiar thing: You’re Not Going to Be Able to Do that, and whomsoever Claims that they are Communicating with those, please… The desire to Hope that ‘There is Something More’ is So Great that You Will Believe Anything, but You will Not Investigate All things to Get to the Bottom of the Problem. The Bottom of the Problem is You have Not In Fact Realized the Value of Life and to What Extent you are Dependent on this Life and What Happens If You Do Not Honor this Life Equally Within All and You Do Not Show this within The Systems, within The Vocabulary, within The Mind, within Your Relationships, within Your Connectedness – If you Do Not Show this: that Gift of Life is Lost and in some cases, More than One Would Like it to be Forever.

It is thus of Great Importance for Those that Could Hear the Message to Study the Desteni Material and Not to be Distracted by Bullies, Cyber-Bullies and Trolls which Deliberately Seek Ways to Invalidate Others just for the Sake of an Energetic Boost, just because the System Allows them to Abuse. It is Important to Study the Message – If you do not: you Remain Responsible.

There is No Way Out but Being Able to Create Yourself Out of Nothingness. Understanding this one should Study the 7 year Journey to Nothingness, Understanding Why one can Only Find Self Through Nothingness, where One stands Equal as One as the Mind in Every Way Understanding its Total Mechanical Automated Structure, How it Functions, Where Every Thought Comes From, Every Feeling, the Relationships, the Outcomes, the Beginnings, the Ends. Form is Mathematics and You are In a World of In-Formation, a World of Mathematics – Not Realizing this and trying to Divert your Attention through Energy-Feeling and claiming that That is apparently ‘Important’ is Only showing How Little one has Actually Done your Research, How Little you have Really looked at What’s going on.

So, What is Self? Self as Eternal, as Real Does Not Exist until You are in fact Life and that is Evidenced in All of Everything that You are a part-of, where you completely Understand All Form, All Mechanisms, All Relationships – Until then, Self is just Potential and May Never Exist for Real – but in this Temporary Consciousness for a Moment, you’ll be Able to Look in a Mirror and Ask the Question “Mirror, Mirror on the Wall: What is the Self in it All?” and Unless that Stands Clear Eternally that This is Life: There will be No Self For Real.

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DAY 378: After Death Communication – Part 106

DAY 378: After Death Communication – Part 106

This blog is part of the After Death Communication Series
In the first two years after the Portal opened, we did some Interviews with a Researcher of Life after Death, Ian Stevenson. (Interviews with Ian Stevenson through the Portal can be found Part One HERE and Part Two HERE). He left something for himself to use as Evidence of the Existence of Life After Death, which was Locked with a combination lock that only he knew the Combination of. The Evidence being that: If there’s Life After Death and to Identify whether it is him that one is Speaking to, he must give the combination lock. Now, first of all, the Challenge he gave himself is Impossible, because he didn’t understand the First thing about ‘Who he was’ and how he constructed his Consciousness. So therefore, he didn’t know that: Upon Death, All those Memories – for instance, like the combination lock, is Lost to him, because it was Contained in the Physical Body within the Memory Constructs of the Flesh, within the Memory of the Water so to speak (we’re going to Speak a lot about the Memory of Water simply because that is something one can Tangibly Understand) – but, the Memories itself he didn’t Take With him so, Obviously, he couldn’t even Remember that he had such a Challenge for himself.

Now, Life after Death obviously Presupposes that there was Life ‘Before’ Death. Then one must look at, shall we say, the Definition of Life: What would Life Be? Is it Emotions? Is it Feelings? Is it Memory? Is it Consciousness? What Constitute life? According to What we Have on Earth currently, Life is Constituted by That which Gives Life, from the perspective of a System – thus, something that Cannot Exist Without Something Else. Now you’re going to notice a Fascinating thing that would mean Not even the Human Body as a System Exist by Itself, It Exist as One System. So, from a perspective of Life as One System, the Earth and its Relationship to our Solar System and its Relationship to the Universe - would Constitute Life as the One System. But, that would Exclude the Human in/as Consciousness as ‘Something of Life’, because: the Human has Separated Itself from this System that is Life-Giving and instead of GIVING-Life to Each Other, the Human is willing to Take it AWAY from Each other. It’s like the Difference between Life and Fear: the Human Exist in Fear, while Life exists as Love - it Gives, Supports and Constitutes its Existence through a Set of Rules that One can trace back quite a long time. But, the difficulty is that - there are certain Parts of Nature that seems to act more like a Human than like Nature / something that Gives Life. So there, we will get to that particular Problem, because that has to do with How the Human has Influenced the substance/physicality over Generations. And by the Human introducing All Kinds of things into the Environment - there has been Massive changes to What other Parts of Nature and the Animals had to do to Survive; and even Many of the Animals that came forth are a Result of the Chemistry Changes, the Environmental Changes they were Exposed to due to the Human’s specific Self Interest.

So, when one go about Making a Challenge that ‘You are going to Come Back After Death’ and going to tell someone ‘All about what’s on the Other Side’ (and Many has Done this) - you’ll Notice that: Nobody has been able to Get Back to actually give Any account of themselves in the Afterlife that was in any way Comprehensive. There have been for instance, a Few points like the book by Jasper Swain - On the Death of My Son, which ‘kind of’ would Imply that there is ‘Something beyond Death’ and that apparently the being could ‘Remember.’ But, whenever an event takes place like that and it does Nothing else but to Try and ‘Keep you Happy ‘till you Die’ without directing you What to Do to Correct the System on Earth: you must Immediately Know there is an Ulterior Motive, there is an Agenda that you are not privy to . We Found this Agenda: this Agenda was to Ensure that You Remain Enslaved for your life so that Upon Death, at that stage, you could be Placed within a System of Hierarchy based on your Loyalty to those that Programmed you in the first place. So, if you were Not Loyal - you would be Sent to the Demon Dimension, you ended up calling it ‘Hell’. The Others that’s Loyal would go to Particular Heavens where they will have a ‘cushy life’ for a little while and then they will be Sent Back to Earth on a ‘Mission for God’. Quite a messed-up story in Reality, but Unfortunately for the Human - quite Gullible and easily to Manipulate with virtually No Understanding, whatsoever, How the Physical Body Actually Functions and Produce that which you are now presenting yourself to be as Consciousness; without Knowing how that Functions - you’re obviously in more than just a little bit of Trouble, you’re In Fact in Very Deep trouble, because: You can be Manipulated in Multiple ways.

Now, understand: at the Level where the Decisions are made that Influence your Life on a day to day basis, there is No Particular Fear of God. If there were any Fear of God (like how Most of you Exist or a Consideration that there is apparently ‘something Divine’) – things would have looked quite ‘Different’ on Earth. These Beings (Elite in Heaven and on Earth) simply Do Not Care (about the existence/fear of God and so the consequences their thoughts, words and deeds manifest within existence) - because it is Shown through Generations that: If you Look after your own, like with a Bloodline, and you look after your Family Generation after Generation - You can Accumulate Immense Wealth, Dictate What Happens on Earth, Enslave the rest of Humanity to be at your whim and behest and you can Then Do with them ‘As you like’ and There Is No Consequence. Yes, that has been So in/during the Time of the Soul. The Soul was the Embodiment of Those that had Simply No Regard for Life that Used Programming to Control Reality and that Ensured that All those that Do Not form Part of the Inner Circle of Heaven are Simply Just Slaves. Now you have People stupid enough to Actually Create within themselves all kinds of things like Energy, Light and Consciousness, Laughing the way Happy-Go-Lucky, ‘Life is So Beautiful’ without Understanding What Life Is. They’re Not Life, You’re Not Life. You are Something of your Own Creation, an Abomination, because You don’t Care about Suffering, You don’t Care about Reality, You Don’t Care about Earth. You only Care about ‘Feeling Good,’ being ‘Happy’ and Claiming that the Very Thing that Gives You Life, which is the Breath and the Physical World – is an Illusion, it’s a Temporary Illusion ‘You’re going to Soon be in Eternity!’ – Have you got Another thing Coming!!!
Really, it Doesn’t Matter, because the Chances of your Rehabilitation while you are on Earth is Remote. The Chances that you will Participate in the Rehabilitation of Earth Eventually, is thus Really Irrelevant. There is No Point, because the Problem is you have to Rehabilitate Yourself and You’re Not going to Do that - you’re ‘Too Happy’ where you are with what you have Managed to Do with yourself by Giving you an Experience of a Constant High that you’re Addicted to and there is No way Out…Very Difficult to Break-Free from THAT Problem. You should Look at those that are Extremely Addicted to Drugs and have a Look at How Difficult it is to go Cold Turkey to Break the Habit – Unlikely, Few Do it.

So, is there Life After Death? Not from the perspective that you Understand Life to Be. What You call Life is Not Life. Life is something that Give as it would Receive, that Do unto Others as They Would Like to be Done Unto. Life is Reflected in the Totality of the System that All Participate in. Therefore, if Life was Here and Life was in the Hereafter: Life Would be Something where there is Equality and Oneness, Something where the System, like for instance Government Systems on Earth, Education, Parenting...All the Systems would Reflect the Principle and would have as the Foundational Principle to Give as You Would Receive. We wouldn’t have things like Crime, Abuse and War. We wouldn’t Need Happiness, We wouldn’t Need ‘Love and Light’, because We are the Very Expression of Life - something that is Eternal, which Love and Light is Not.

Physical/Real Light simply is something that Makes it Possible to have/see Form, it’s Not such a Big Thing – in darkness in this physical existence, we would not have been able to see form/physicality. Light helps you to see a Picture – what you see through/as your Physical Eyes; and then those that Pray to the Light, paint the pictures with ‘beautiful colors’ as if that is going to make it ‘Better.’ It only makes You look more Foolish, because what You’re really Doing is you are trying to Blot out Reality, Using your Own Mind without Understanding How the Mind Functions. You Can’t Expect Respect, because You Don’t Respect Life. You don’t even Respect Yourself, because you’re Not Willing to really Meticulously Investigate What is Real and What is Not. You’re Not Willing to Meticulously Investigate “How did I Become What I Am? What was the First Thought? How did it become a Thought? How does it get Energized? How did this Thought Form a Relationship with the Next Thought? How did One Memory become another Memory? How did it Transmute? How did it Transform? How did it Create Consciousness? And this Consciousness that Eventually became Automated as What I Call my Personality and my Personas: Is This Really Who I Am? Or is this the thing that is Temporary?”

The Problem though is: If that is All You Have Created yourself as and You Die, what Remains cannot even Be Seen, because there is Nothing that can See it, because the You that Exist No Longer Exist.

We will continue this series...