Continuing from: Day 555: Self-Forgiveness & Change:
”So I applied the points and all of these points are relevant to the eventual outcome and the eventual point of meeting Jesus, and the final transcendence, the final facing, the embracing of the demonic in the universe. So bear with me, because all the points lead to one astounding discovery - Something I didn’t expect and I’m sure nobody would’ve expected. Especially the way it happened, it couldn’t have been more unlikely for it to happen in such a way."
That was the fascinating thing about what was happening is that, you
could not have thought it up. It was happening due to changes, due to
actual universal application of oneself, due to the actual
transformation would bring about this change because the transformation
must have an effect not only on the mental, the metaphysical or in
the hereafter – it must have an effect on the physical world here.
While there was all this idea that the physical world was the illusion,
but that was certainly being challenged more and more as I was doing
the self-forgiveness, because what was revealing was pain. Pain was
amazing because pain was a measurement, and if I didn’t do my
forgiveness effectively the pain would remain. So pain will come at the
point when somebody speaks, I react and there’s a pain. Until I have the
actual structural re-alignment design of the forgiveness in place, it
wouldn’t change. So I was developing a very clear way of directing
myself and having a feedback with the physical body.
That would become extremely important eventually in dealing with the
demons and finding out when they were deceiving and how they were
deceiving and exactly what was the nature of the deception. Because
within the universe, which is a reflection of the human body (which is
what we found and I will explain that in detail as we go along in the
various presentations to come) it was fascinating that one could
possibly align all the possible matrixes in the universe within a human
physical body even within one cell, and then you can establish the
alignment, the relationship that is existent that created it, its origin,
and its end, its cycle, its circle, the circle of life – which was
always a system and it always had a beginning and an end and it could
start at any point.
I mean a circle’s beginning and end is always the same point and it
could be any point within the circumference of the circle. So it was
fascinating that that played such a fascinating roll in these
alignments, therefore your forces in the universe were finite although
they were infinite in different ways that they could come about because
there were just so many, there was still an end to it. The universe thus
had a beginning and an end and therefore it was discernable. Therefore
everything was measurable. Therefore one could actually assess
everything once you could align and realize the great simplicity that in
the small is the big and that in the big is the small, and that it is
always a reflection of each other and therefore you could actually
establish the actual reality repeatedly. And that was the key through
the years that I practiced the gifts and the application of
self-forgiveness and the alignment of my physical body to a stage where I
could trust every single point no matter what. It took years of
practice assessing, placing – I used during that time kinesiology over a
period of twelve years utilizing a facilitator, testing out, and
obviously the facilitator didn’t know about the other tests I was doing
and didn’t know about the physical test and didn’t know how I was doing
it, and didn’t know about the visual tests I was using to create
cross-referencing alignment systems to test out what is happening and
where is it going and how do one take care of it. Within the so called
limited illusion that was this reality which was more and more showing
itself to not be the illusion, because it was in fact a representation
of reality. And what was starting to become clear is that maybe heaven,
maybe that which we can’t see, that was maybe the actual illusion.
But let’s see where this takes us. Could it be that the demons held the
key to reality in all ways, because the question was ‘what were demons
and where were they coming from?’ ‘Why did they exist?’ ‘What was the
origin of the demon?’ And it was only once I had really aligned myself
and I was satisfied that I was starting to get to a point that I could
make a real impact in the world then I start to consider that I am
getting ready to take on the demons. And now the question arose ‘Why?
Why the demons?’
Look the answer was simple to me because I had an emphatic and absolute
trust in God and at that stage was certain that whatever was happening
in my life and what I was understanding about self-forgiveness and the
physical body and what I was shown was simply a test by God – seeing how
the mind cross-referenced, that means that, what I found with the
physical alignments once I disengaged the mind was that the left side of
the body correspond with the left side of the brain and the right side
of the body with the right side of the brain in fact but your mind
interpretation system was cross-wired and therefore everything was in
reverse. You couldn’t see straight what is here and so everything was
like upside down and very difficult to discern. And I saw that the test
of forgiveness, the way that God would set up the test would be that one
must prove and stand and show in fact that forgiveness work with demons
and that if a demon forgive themselves they can find their way back to
God. And if one is certain within forgiveness – and at that stage I was
very certain because I have tested it over many years within myself in
my world – that in fact forgiveness will stand the absolute test and be
the way through which evil can become life, because the human that I saw
in this world was just as evil in many cases as any demon could ever
be. And therefore, if God is all-knowing and all righteous and all of
everything then he would’ve left us a way to get back. And that
forgiveness from my experience and I have admitted to my life and how I
really made a mess of it, I looked at it from the context if I can find
my way with forgiveness, any being in the universe can, because I was as
evil as they were. I have had within me, the things that I have done
that was just the same, there was no difference. And many times they
were just in thought but it was the same. The thoughts of rage and anger and harm
and deception – it were all the same. Yes I stopped them, and
therefore I proved that self-forgiveness was the tool with self-honesty
within which one can affect a real transformation in the physical while
here in limited form. And that set the scene to a most astounding
experience where the demonic were explored over a long period of time of
about a year and a half where I set out to help every demon I can, no
matter what unconditionally, to find self-forgiveness.
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Wednesday, 5 November 2014
Thursday, 15 August 2013
Day 477: Man as Demon
If you can change, you are not real.
What is a demon?
A demon is: if you are less than a man.
What is a man?
A man is someone that considers all life at all time equal and one and live as life.
Men don’t do that. Men live as systems; systems of money, systems of sex, systems of survival, systems of uncertainty, systems of excuses, systems of acceptances of limitations.
Men live as systems, men has abdicated there own self-responsibility to its life to systems – like systems of government, education systems, money systems, transportation systems, feeding systems –all systems that are running under the guise of apparently supporting man. It is called the eco-system with no me, the eco-no-me, the eco-system where there is no life.
I mean, if you have a system what’s name is already ‘eco-no-me’, economy, which is the ultimate con obviously – then immediately ask the question: What am I doing? What the fuck is going on? Because, I am supporting life with something that is not life, not equal and one – so everything is going to be a fuck up.
But money is nothing but the value you give it, you cannot personify money, you cannot give money a personality, because that personality will not move by itself.
You have to observe in this world what is the functional movement that happens and you will notice a fascinating thing: all movements of all events of all play-outs in this reality works by personality.
You have only various grades of personalities, you have system personalities that you can call entities.
Have a look, if you take for instance a policeman. If you would know the policeman, when the policeman is at home he will be one person,the moment they put on their police clothes and they go into the police system to act as a policeman they become an entity and they immediately start acting differently – they’re immediately a different person.
That would be now the policeman entity. They will immediately have more power over other personalities, so they are like suddenly gods.
And accordingly they will act – they will change, they will become someone you don’t know anymore, but somebody you expect to be there to protect you from all the other people.
I mean, because remember, it’s all the other people you don’t know who is specific that is somewhere going to harm you and that is going to come for you, all the other people are the ones that you fear.
You don’t know who specifically, but it’s’ just a random fear. It’s always there. I mean, you simply cannot trust anyone else, because – why can you not trust anyone else?
Because you cannot trust yourself, because exactly the things you fear in another are the things you do.
That is why nobody steps beyond the bounds of their fears, because their fears are undefined based in another human being that is unpredictable.
And with all that undefined, unpredictable shit, I mean, earth is in big shit.
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Monday, 3 December 2012
Day 233: Speak System, Speak!!! - ADC - Part 80
This blog is part of the After Death Communication Series
The History with Life After Death – Part 64
Does God Exist in the Afterlife? – Part 15
Speak System, Speak!!!
For those of you that Dared to Watch the YouTube Interviews from way back in the Early Days of Desteni, you may Remember an Interview that talked about the First Beings and their First Attempt to Speak or Form Sounds, through which to Communicate. They Found themselves in a Vastness, where any Expression they attempted in Reaching Out to Connect with each other – was Not Connecting, but was going All Over the Place. Everyone Wondered Why?
Here were these Newly Created Beings, Billions of Years ago, with No Understanding, No Structure – Only Able to Perceive themselves and others, but not even Able to Communicate with each other. That’s where this Journey Started.
What had to be Developed, was Ways and Means of Communication. And every other Relationship that Culminated throughout Time, in Uncountable Layers of Memory - that became the Manifested Existence, from which were Born, eventually, the Creatures that Now Walk the Earth as Human Beings. And, in Spite of All this Experience - the Fundamental thing that has Yet to Emerge, is: The Point that that Awareness Within, that Life Within – is In Fact Equal and the Same. Even with a Plant. Even with a Cockroach. Even with a Virus. Even with a Rock. The Form is Purely a Result of Time and Accumulated Consequence, for Not Considering That which is Best for All Life.
That is Why Earth Offered itself as the Original ‘Home of Sound’, to Become the Manifested Consequence of All Beings in the Universe, where they could Face Themselves. And, make the Final Decision: “Will I be Life, or Not?”
The Mess can only exist because of One Reason: you Always had Free Choice. But you Never Considered that No Choice is Free, because you’re Always Bound by the Consequence of your Choice. And Earth – is the Final Consequence.
We discuss in Great Detail, many facets of this Process and for many years to come – we will Continue doing so.
No-One is Special, because you are Free to Choose - whether you will be Life or Not. And, if you are Not Willing to Give Life, Equal to All - the Consequence is: that you Will Not be Life. This is the Consequence of your Equality, and will be your Oneness.
The Idea, that ‘somehow’ you’re Protected by Oneness, per se – while Consequence Clearly Indicate, that: All In this Particular Invention of Oneness, is Not Equal – should be Sufficient Truth to Wake you Up to Reality.
Realise, that for Words to Form – Words had to become a System. For you to be able to Hear the Words, you had to Develop a System. For Parents to Teach Children, they Teach them a System – a System of Language, a System of Behaviour, a System of Belief, a System of Faith, a System of Feeling, a System of Emotion, a System of Movement, a System of Government, a System of Money – Everything is a System. The Human Body is a System, Self-Functioning – without which you Cannot Exist, as - your System of Consciousness you call yourself as Personality/Spirit/Soul. Consciousness is the System within which, you are Currently Confined/Imprisoned by your Own Doing. Because, you don’t Understand even the most BASIC components of Systems. The Systems you Create on Earth to manage Humanity and the World, are So Dysfunctional – which only indicate the Level of Dysfunction you accept and allow within yourself.
You can Stop at any moment, put in the Time to Study and Learn how it Really Work, make New Decisions, Change yourself Systematically – until you’re a System, Functioning within a System, with other Systems, as the System that is Best for All Life, which is your Existence and everyone else’s Existence: Equally.
But, you Believe you are More than the Systems. While, you have your Being, your Life, your Thoughts, your Feelings, your Existence – through Systems. Systems in fact Created you. You are in fact, Less than the Systems. And as the Government, and the Banking, and the Money, and the Parenting and other Systems Show: they are the Authority – and you are Not Equal. Because you accept and allow these Systems to Treat you Unequally. But, You are the One that Choose this. You are the One that will have to Change your Choice.
Your Desire for Freedom, has Allowed you to Create a System called Consciousness –where you Alone are God within a Personalized Illusion. Where you can Imagine Anything, and on Rare Occasions – some of your Imagination may even happen in the Physical World, but Self Honestly you know: that Seldom Happens.
As long as you Continue to Not Pay Attention to the Detail of What Systems Create you, What Systems have Authority over you, What Systems Decide your Future: you will be Diverted through your own doing, into the Ultimate Trap – your Consciousness. Where you Believe, you are ‘Free’. Sadly though, when you Die: Consciousness ENDS. And what Remains of you, is but a Very Small Component of a System, you cannot even begin to Imagine.
You do have the Power to Change this, in the Physical World. To Accept the Gift that Earth Offers you, to Work within Space and Time and Assess Consequence, to See Where you must Change to Produce a Consequence that’s Best for you and All Life, Always. That is the Purpose. That is the Answer. That is the Reason for your Being.
But, will you Care Enough – about Yourself, never mind everyone else; to Actually Take Action and Create Yourself, as That which is Best for All Life? The Only Acceptable Oneness?
We Will Wait and See, because Time is Always against you. And Consequence is Always Showing Reality.
We will continue this in the next posts to come…
For those of you that Dared to Watch the YouTube Interviews from way back in the Early Days of Desteni, you may Remember an Interview that talked about the First Beings and their First Attempt to Speak or Form Sounds, through which to Communicate. They Found themselves in a Vastness, where any Expression they attempted in Reaching Out to Connect with each other – was Not Connecting, but was going All Over the Place. Everyone Wondered Why?
Here were these Newly Created Beings, Billions of Years ago, with No Understanding, No Structure – Only Able to Perceive themselves and others, but not even Able to Communicate with each other. That’s where this Journey Started.
What had to be Developed, was Ways and Means of Communication. And every other Relationship that Culminated throughout Time, in Uncountable Layers of Memory - that became the Manifested Existence, from which were Born, eventually, the Creatures that Now Walk the Earth as Human Beings. And, in Spite of All this Experience - the Fundamental thing that has Yet to Emerge, is: The Point that that Awareness Within, that Life Within – is In Fact Equal and the Same. Even with a Plant. Even with a Cockroach. Even with a Virus. Even with a Rock. The Form is Purely a Result of Time and Accumulated Consequence, for Not Considering That which is Best for All Life.
That is Why Earth Offered itself as the Original ‘Home of Sound’, to Become the Manifested Consequence of All Beings in the Universe, where they could Face Themselves. And, make the Final Decision: “Will I be Life, or Not?”
The Mess can only exist because of One Reason: you Always had Free Choice. But you Never Considered that No Choice is Free, because you’re Always Bound by the Consequence of your Choice. And Earth – is the Final Consequence.
We discuss in Great Detail, many facets of this Process and for many years to come – we will Continue doing so.
No-One is Special, because you are Free to Choose - whether you will be Life or Not. And, if you are Not Willing to Give Life, Equal to All - the Consequence is: that you Will Not be Life. This is the Consequence of your Equality, and will be your Oneness.
The Idea, that ‘somehow’ you’re Protected by Oneness, per se – while Consequence Clearly Indicate, that: All In this Particular Invention of Oneness, is Not Equal – should be Sufficient Truth to Wake you Up to Reality.
Realise, that for Words to Form – Words had to become a System. For you to be able to Hear the Words, you had to Develop a System. For Parents to Teach Children, they Teach them a System – a System of Language, a System of Behaviour, a System of Belief, a System of Faith, a System of Feeling, a System of Emotion, a System of Movement, a System of Government, a System of Money – Everything is a System. The Human Body is a System, Self-Functioning – without which you Cannot Exist, as - your System of Consciousness you call yourself as Personality/Spirit/Soul. Consciousness is the System within which, you are Currently Confined/Imprisoned by your Own Doing. Because, you don’t Understand even the most BASIC components of Systems. The Systems you Create on Earth to manage Humanity and the World, are So Dysfunctional – which only indicate the Level of Dysfunction you accept and allow within yourself.
You can Stop at any moment, put in the Time to Study and Learn how it Really Work, make New Decisions, Change yourself Systematically – until you’re a System, Functioning within a System, with other Systems, as the System that is Best for All Life, which is your Existence and everyone else’s Existence: Equally.
But, you Believe you are More than the Systems. While, you have your Being, your Life, your Thoughts, your Feelings, your Existence – through Systems. Systems in fact Created you. You are in fact, Less than the Systems. And as the Government, and the Banking, and the Money, and the Parenting and other Systems Show: they are the Authority – and you are Not Equal. Because you accept and allow these Systems to Treat you Unequally. But, You are the One that Choose this. You are the One that will have to Change your Choice.
Your Desire for Freedom, has Allowed you to Create a System called Consciousness –where you Alone are God within a Personalized Illusion. Where you can Imagine Anything, and on Rare Occasions – some of your Imagination may even happen in the Physical World, but Self Honestly you know: that Seldom Happens.
As long as you Continue to Not Pay Attention to the Detail of What Systems Create you, What Systems have Authority over you, What Systems Decide your Future: you will be Diverted through your own doing, into the Ultimate Trap – your Consciousness. Where you Believe, you are ‘Free’. Sadly though, when you Die: Consciousness ENDS. And what Remains of you, is but a Very Small Component of a System, you cannot even begin to Imagine.
You do have the Power to Change this, in the Physical World. To Accept the Gift that Earth Offers you, to Work within Space and Time and Assess Consequence, to See Where you must Change to Produce a Consequence that’s Best for you and All Life, Always. That is the Purpose. That is the Answer. That is the Reason for your Being.
But, will you Care Enough – about Yourself, never mind everyone else; to Actually Take Action and Create Yourself, as That which is Best for All Life? The Only Acceptable Oneness?
We Will Wait and See, because Time is Always against you. And Consequence is Always Showing Reality.
We will continue this in the next posts to come…
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