Day 558: Meditation, Understanding and Self-Realisation

So we continue with What the Demons Taught me About the Message of Jesus, Secrets of Jesus.
Now, let’s look at meditation.

I was extensively involved in meditation and at the end of the day, which is quite important to consider, what I have come to realise through meditation is the difference between ‘understanding something’ and then ‘realising something’.
‘Understanding’ is no different to having a book that you read and you understand what it says. It doesn’t mean that you can in fact make it real and that in fact is part of you. It is only knowledge and therefore at the level of ‘understanding’ it is useless.

At the level of ‘Self-Realisation’, it is yourself. And it is real and repeatable, consistent and trustworthy, here and it is within the context of your starting point. So my starting point being ‘What’s Best for All’, ‘What’s Best for All Life’ and all ‘Forms’ and all ‘Ways’ in the Universe. That starting point thus is the point that must be answered as Equality within Self-Realisation for it to be of any value or meaning to me.

If your starting point is ‘only to ‘Serve the Light’ for instance, then obviously your answer is only going to be in terms of what your starting point is. And that is quite important within the Equality Equation and also within the context of what one’s actual Self-Realisation is.

So in meditation which I participated in extensively over many, many years –I have gone through the guided meditations, I’ve done the circles, I’ve done the – you know the circle is where you develop ‘Psychic Abilities’ – participated in that over many years, many times and watched the development of Channels.

I have participated in guided meditations, I found it very difficult to ‘make up’ what they want you to imagine in the guided meditation. You know, “there’s a stream, and under the stream, go and be quiet, wash yourself”- you know, all of the guided meditations are very suggestive and your mind being extremely fast, it will create with a little bit of effort, after you’ve been to a few sessions of guided meditation, it’ll create exactly what the guidance is simulating. And unless it works for you, you’ll move unto another group until you get a group where suddenly your guided meditation is working for you and you go and dump all your stuff there in your imaginary world where you have your imaginary guide. In some cases one will actually, in the old days, have had communication with a guide. But in most cases and for most, this never happened. And only for the few it did and that was made as if it was very special. While in fact it wasn’t. It was just part of a much greater plan, which we will discuss in some future discussions.

Anyway, so – when I found that this guided meditation thing is just not getting it, because the moment I am imagining it, because my starting point is ‘What is Equal and One’, and what is ‘Image and Likeness’, which is the same thing – whenever I make it up, I immediately know that I am making it up, it is not real and I can change it. So therefore I stayed Here within my meditations and I tended to follow my own, call it, “guidance” in not creating some illusionary colourful picture in my mind as if it is real. To me the physical reality, what I see with my eyes, what I touch with my hands and that which it is made up of, which is the unseen that gives it structure and substance of it – that was reality. To actually have an experience that is in the mind, imaginary, made up, that is requiring my participation intensely and very seldom can one find point where something can enter that is not necessarily within the context of your own consciousness. But – that we will discuss at another stage.

Day 549: Demons Taught me the Secrets of Jesus - Introduction

*The following series of blogs contains previously unpublished material by Bernard Poolman from 2011*

This is a seemingly strange topic.

But, astoundingly enough, a story about ‘beating the odds, against all odds’.
You’re in a world where there are always odds: the odd thing out, the odds of winning or losing, the odds of life and death; and everything is always on the line. And when the odds turn, things do not always turn out the way you want them - and sometimes they turn out the way you would love it to be.

So, how could Demons teach me the Secrets of Jesus?

After all, the drive of Jesus has been told many times. I grew up with the story of Jesus. And although there are many things in this story that one might not seemingly find easy, some of them were difficult. Like carrying the cross and being crucified. Fearful hearts immediately turn away from such a challenge and rather say, “I don’t need to carry the cross, Jesus carried it for me”.

Coming from a family where the father figure was so intensely embracing the Teachings of Jesus, that by his death, the pastor on the pulpit was saying that ‘if you were not like Les Poolman, you will not get into Heaven.’

That was quite a statement, like passing judgment on a total community.

It caused much subconscious repercussions in the community where people that were friends before and working together, all ended up causing each other harm - never speaking again.

Just with the death of one man, which was living as closely as possible to the Teachings of Jesus.

Only at his gravesite did we learn about many of the things he did where he gave so, that the left hand didn’t know what the right hand was doing. He pushed the points to the ultimate. And yet he couldn’t beat, at a young age, in spite of his dedication, he couldn’t beat cancer in his prayers. It didn’t save his life. So he died early fifties, still with the Bible in his hands, professing the message.

What does that got to do with anything? Yet it was the example, which was a tough one to follow, which was focussed around the Life and Teachings of Jesus.

The next influence that came into my life around this, and that had a profound impact was from my father-in-law, Phillip Niemand. He was the extreme ‘other side’ of the ‘coin’ as being a deep-trance medium. Yet, stating absolutely, that one cannot trust anything that comes from Heaven. Although there are beings that speak through him, “you can’t trust a word they’re saying, it is all a lie” and he would prefer to die because “this world is purely a place of suffering and purely the result of lies and deception”.

So, difficult to marry the two extremes from a certain perspective. Phillip Niemand had different experiences that shaped his life, and part of that, maybe the biggest foundation that brought him to such an understanding of the Heavens were in the Second World War. Where he participated with the partisans, on the side of the Elite forces. He was used for his skill, let’s call it that, or ‘psychic abilities’ . [Yes they used people like that, it is part of the Armed Forces, so to speak. You are not going to get any of the information released by those in the know. It’s not to their advantage. Their advantage is to keep their secrets close to their heart. ]
As part of Military Intelligence, Phillip Niemand played his role.

That is the influences that shaped my endeavours and my search for an understanding of ‘Why the Odds are always against You, in Every Possible Way’. It’s as if you’re in a giant casino and every thought is measured and spinned around, to bring about the opposite effect. The effect that is the greatest odds against you; that the only thing you have that you can play with in this giant casino of life, is your Willpower.

And yet, in your Willpower and you applying it, you will lose everything: your friends, your family – everything will have to be given up because they will simply not be able to understand the game you play, because they’re not playing the game. Unless they play the game, and even then, you’re going to end up dying alone. Because there’s an interesting thing, everything that happens in your life, isn’t happening to you, it’s happening inside you. It happens inside your Mind, and that’s where everybody is trying to come to peace, and trying to come to a way of Life that is the ‘Inner Self’. So called ‘directed’ and ‘at peace’ and ‘in harmony’.

But that didn’t seem to be the answer, because I met many people that are seemingly at peace with themselves, at harmony with themselves – yet that was only so when they were in front of other people. When you get to know them closer, you go and stay with them, you spend some time with them you find out it’s not like that at all. That is why at the Desteni Farm we had people come from all over the world to come and stay with us for as long as up to 3 years, to see for themselves, a very difficult message we have to deliver. Where it comes from, how it works, what is real. And those that manage to stay, those that manage to hear and see, their lives were profoundly changed forever more. In fact, changed without anything that specifically can be pinpointed, so they can’t even write or speak about it and say what happened. They were just in a different environment and just being in a different environment changed them profoundly.

So, looking at all of these seemingly, unrelated points, we are here on a journey of Understanding, Hearing, Sharing...

The Secrets of the Demons….

To be continued

Day 511: Zero-Point and Other Points – Group Design - Part 9

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 510: Zero-Point and Other Points – Alcohol - Part 8:
“That, you must know is your feedback; if you cannot leave your body = fear and dishonesty. You’re not willing to give up your total-reality, Unconditionally – the only reason, otherwise, you’ll leave your body.
Which is also quite cool, because according to your reactions to the point of leaving your body, you can establish what fears it is that’s still holding you back, what desires, what points are still controlling you, what points are still your ‘master’, what is still the ‘purposes that you are subscribing to’.“

So, Heaven, in Reality, as that part that requires ‘Energy’ = is the Real Evil in existence. The manifestation being, Earth as ‘Good’ and Heaven as ‘Evil’ as a Polarity-System. That has all been inverted, so everything is now going to ‘zero-point’.

From what perspective? From the perspective of not existing as a ‘purpose’ anymore, of actually becoming Real, an Actual-Rebirth of the Physical.
You have a Chance, while you are in the Physical, to actually change the outcome of what you have Allowed, by removing all the layers of self-definition, layer by layer through Self-Honesty until you have Amalgamated with Existence in its Totality, its Total Design, Everything that is Here, the Totality of Nature, the Totality of Everything that exist, of all Beings, in you HERE, where you Stand in Absolute Trust as Life = no matter where you are; you can be Trusted. That you stand as life. That you are not subject to your Environment of the Mind.
Understand, you are in limitation. You cannot at this stage get out of limitation. No one will get out.

There will not be anyone that’ll be ‘First’. And there will not be anyone that’ll be ‘Last’, that would be a System. Everyone will reach this point together, at the Same Moment.

There are two Minds at play here; the one is Your-Mind and the one is the Real-Mind. How does it work? You have a System that you can Equate in the form of, virtually like a worm in a way, that form ‘groups’.

These groups are groups of ‘purpose’. You plug-into this as ‘your-world’ and your ‘family’ plugs into the other points and your ‘friends’ and all the people that you’re going to meet, and have a look;

You only meet a certain amount of people in a lifetime, and all of them play some role in your ‘purpose’ and you play some role in their ‘purpose’. It’s all by ‘Design of Purpose’.

And all of these are Designed according to ‘Fuzzy-Logic’, so that you have the ‘idea’ of ‘choice’, so that you perceive apparently have ‘choice’ and that these things are not just ‘random events’ - you call them; “Coincidence”.

They are not ‘coincidence’, they are by Design according to the ‘group-placements’ you are existing in and there is a certain amount of migration allowed within the System between groups where you can do an ‘evolutionary-step’ from ‘who you were’ to a ‘more’ ‘advanced form of being’, where you have a ‘greater ‘purpose’’.
Now, what is fascinating, that exist within you as your Design as you plug-into the System: All the words you’ll speak, all the thoughts you’ll have, all the people you’ll meet = everything you’ll do in that life, will be in a primary Cycling-Design that spins, within this, as you learn language, as you learn education, as you become part of the culture and the society; you start to participate in society. As you start to participate, you are beginning to participate into ‘your interpretation of time’ within this Reality and your world starts to move, and as you move within this, you are now moving to points which is like gears, that move in, where you meet and cross-reference other beings within your Design of your ‘group-purpose’, the ‘total-purpose’ of this group, obviously, was only one thing; ‘Energy’ - to supply ‘Energy’ for the System, for Heaven.

What was Anu’s idea: Was, obviously, to come to Earth and exist within ‘His System’, here, because he had certain peculiar things he liked, like Sex. Okay, so, therefore - his ultimate goal was to create a way that he could be here and have all the ‘Kundalini’, the Sex he could have and have fun with as much as he wants to. So he had a whole thing with that.

Therefore the whole Design was based on his Desire for ‘Self-Satisfaction’, which was obviously the Male-Female Principle. Him being dominant, as the, as the Male, which is what is dominant in this world.

So within this whole thing, as you start to participate within this ‘Group-Design’ and this is the ‘equality-design’, you were then placed Equal, that Design there, as ‘who you are’, is Equal to your place within the ‘group-design’, therefore you ‘feel’ in place.

You ‘feel like’ “you are where you’re supposed to be”. Because, according to the feedback you are getting – ‘who you are’ is at the “right place”, and everything that happens in your world support your ‘purpose’, therefore “your ‘purpose’ must be the ‘right purpose’”.

And what is more fascinating is that; you are existing in this ‘bubble of your life’, within your own ‘Time-Cycle’, not the same as anyone else’s – within your own Breath, which is determining your own Actions, your own movement in energetics – if you are not, obviously, bringing in ‘sufficient’ ‘Energy’ for this ‘primary equality-design’ to Feed Heaven, then events take place in your world, that push you to move faster: Things are given and taken away, I mean, the System just shuts-off and a part of your Design is taken out and the next moment you’re divorced or you have a relationship that fucks up your whole, you know a secret-relationship that suddenly walk into your life, and that get your ass in gear so you fuck a little bit more, I mean, just ‘Feed the System’. And you can’t understand why you are consumed with just wanting to fuck. You see this woman and you can’t help yourself.

But, she’s in your ‘Group-Design’. She was placed particularly to make sure that you keep on Feeding the System ‘Energy’.

Now understand that; this whole System here where within, where everyone is plugged-in, is also running in its own ‘Time-Design’. It has a particular amount of ‘Energy’ it must ‘generate’, ‘harvest’, while everybody is participating in this.
Once that’s done, they ‘disconnect’ the being and the System ‘disconnects’, and the being dies. Up to a couple of years ago, there was a actual Machine that came and disconnect you, and – they had secret... the whole fucking ‘coding-system’ so that not anybody can just go in and ‘disengage’ you, I mean, it’s a whole fucking ‘coding-system’, I mean - just like a safe, I mean, like a safe, you had a whole time-delay lock kind of thing, that then gets opened and then you get ‘disengaged’ and then you die. That’s how they killed many of the people that managed to break-through, they simply disengage them from the System and then they die.

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Day 510: Zero-Point and Other Points – Alcohol - Part 8

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 509: Zero-Point and Other Points – Choice - Part 7:
“The ‘idea’ that existed was; that it would be possible to keep on controlling the outcomes within this reality. What was not taken into account was; Nature itself, the Animal-Kingdom and that there is gonna be human-beings that is going to Challenge the System. “

So we found quite a number of Beings in the Dimensions, in Heaven, that had made major-impacts on Earth while they were in the Physical. Remember – that the Beings in Heaven could not directly influence the Physical through intervention, they had to pre-program it as an ‘Energetic-event’. So, if there is an Apparition or if there is an event of somebody doing some ‘miraculous thing’, it requires ‘Energy’, the ‘Energy’ needs to be in a particular Design so that it plays out, I mean, you turn water into fuckin’ wine, it is an ‘Energy-Design’, it is a Molecular-Design, that requires particular inputs to achieve a particular outcome - If the fuckin’ ‘miracle’ is ‘real’, I mean for it to happen.

But what was the point of “water into wine”, it was nothing to do with the ‘miracle’ = it was the whole point of Intoxication, the whole point of submission to the System of ‘marriage’, of procreation, of making the whole intoxication ‘Divine’. Wine equals ‘Divinity’ – because, have a look: Even up to today Alcohol is accepted as something that is not Challenged at all in our Society.


While alcohol is the very thing that causes the Greatest Submission to the System and Allows all the Systems to integrate the most effectively.

There is one thing one must consider not to participate in: It is Alcohol.
If you would Dare to be Self-Honest and Slow-down within and as Breath as you are creating and you look at the ‘choice’ you are exercising…

What is ‘choice’? ‘Choice’ is the point where you are directing ‘Energy’, you are giving it direction and form - that that point you are actually creating your experience, especially, you know, if you look at Salvia and all these various things - that’s what happens. You use things like Coke, Cocaine - I mean, that supports your ‘primary-desire’ within your Personality, and therefore – quite a few beings can use that, has been using that, to be ‘effective’ in, for instance in decision-making in business or an ‘expression’, because they become ‘more assertive’. It suppress their fears.

So there’s a chemical-change that takes place. Obviously there is so many different points, every being experience it according to themselves. I mean, you’re not gonna experience the same as another one.
There is no hard and fast ‘rules’ for these things. The point is abuse. The point is Self-Honesty.

All you have to do is go and become the spider that is being eaten by the wasp in its life-cycle, to find out that there is a Fuckup in this System.
Because, then, you are injected with a poison that keeps you alive but you can do nothing, as the spider, while the offspring of the wasp eat you to grow, and you die a slow death, very slowly, as you are being eaten alive.
Observe the fascinating point though that; you are eating yourself alive using a Mind-System, you’re Eating your Physical-Body. That’s why you don’t feel the pain of it - because you’re not in the Physical-Body.

If you were in the Physical-Body you’ll be in Pain all the time, because the total System interacts = feeding of the Physical.

But you are doing exactly the same: You are Feeding of Earth, off the Physical. You have done so with many Planets, Earth is just the next Planet in row where we’re feeding; consuming Earth, which inevitably will be no more - which is why there is already concern in our so-called ‘educated Elites’ of the World; that the Earth will not sustain in infinity a human-race living here. We have to find another fuckin’ Planet to go to, so we can live there.

They’re really not concerned about the individual. The individual is irrelevant in this equation. And you really are irrelevant.

You are simply here to support the System, functioning for those that are in charge of the System, which acts on behalf of ‘God’ and believe me, the Elite believe they act on behalf of ‘God’ and they were programmed to believe that.
They even had regular interaction,what they now have, they still believe they have, but they don’t actually have regular interaction. We’re not, at this stage, going to explain how all these things has changed, because, I mean you can’t even conceive how it’s changed – it’s just not possible. You are existing within a ‘limited-range-frequency’ of ‘Energy’. You are absolutely limited. You cannot leave your body without dying. That’s due to actual fear and dishonesty.

That, you must know is your feedback; if you cannot leave your body = fear and dishonesty. You’re not willing to give up your total-reality, Unconditionally – the only reason, otherwise, you’ll leave your body.

Which is also quite cool, because according to your reactions to the point of leaving your body, you can establish what fears it is that’s still holding you back, what desires, what points are still controlling you, what points are still your ‘master’, what is still the ‘purposes that you are subscribing to’.

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Day 509: Zero-Point and Other Points – Choice - Part 7

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 508: Zero-Point and Other Points – Purpose & Parenting - Part 6:
“But they cannot word it because it doesn’t exist in your education-system, it doesn’t exist in how anything is explained, how it works - so you don’t know why you Hate your ‘Parents’. You just regard them as – you just don’t wanna be like them!

But what invariably happens to you, when you have children? You do exactly the same thing.”

That was done to you, why? - Because it’s existing as you, you are this thing that happened. You allowed it.

That’s why Forgiveness is so effective, because in your Self-Evaluation, you are looking at what has Really happened - as you take away the layers of time; you will see how these things have happened and then you Forgive Unconditionally.

Why Unconditionally? - Because if you want restitution, if you want others to ‘pay for what you’ve gone through’ - we will be here forever, because nobody will ever be satisfied, because then you have simply replaced your ‘goal’, your ‘obsession’ with a ‘soul-purpose’ with getting back to with others - you’ve replaced it with revenge.

Therefore, Unconditional Forgiveness, what is fascinating is that Forgiveness places everyone in a point of Equality, a point of taking Personal-Responsibility for your life and your life only.

In doing so the truth of you steps forth, you either stand up for All as life Equal as One, or you stand up for ‘your ‘belief’’ and ‘your ‘soul-purpose’’, your ‘specialness’.

Which was the design, obviously, that each one must ‘feel they’re special’ within the ‘Hive-Consciousness’ and that they’re on a journey to the top of the pile, the top of this heap of shit - where they gonna be the ‘special’ ‘Ascended ones’.

The ‘special’ ‘Masters’ at the right hand of ‘God’, I mean Jesus - how many funkin’ right hands has ‘God’ got for all the fuckers that wanna sit there. Hey, and, I mean Self-Honesty does just not exist, CommonSense doesn’t exist, because I have heard many people and I have subscribed to this - that means; I have believed this Shit myself - that somehow, “Jesus is gonna know who I am and have a ‘special fuckin’ message’ for me”. Obviously if Jesus come to Earth he will be in Space and Time like I am in Space and Time like he’s been in Space and Time Before, which means; there are a couple of million ‘Christians’, “we’re going to have to stand in line”, okay, so “we can each get our ‘special message’”. By the time fuckin’ Jesus is finished with that he’ll be dead again.

I mean, we haven’t even done anything. But we don’t look at that I mean, we don’t want to see the Reality of our Bullshit. We just don’t want to see the Reality of our bullshit - “We want our ‘special’ ‘soul-purpose’. We are ‘souls’.

If you go back in the ‘New-Age’-point that the whole concept of the creation of the ‘soul’ was a teaching that was introduced here through the process of ‘evolution’, because what needed to happen; that the creation of the ‘soul’ that existed in Heaven had to be cloned on Earth so that you have ‘equality’ between the two Systems, so you have absolute control - which is how Equality got fucked with.

Okay, so how was that done; introduced through ‘channels’ and ‘Masters’ and so on - the whole point of ‘equality’ and that you are ‘equal to ‘God’’.

But I mean - have a look at this ‘equality to ‘God’’, you’re never actually ‘God’ you’re only ‘equal to your Belief that you’re ‘God’’. And therefore, if you decide you’re ‘God’, you’re apparently fuckin’ ‘God’. And I mean… you can believe that as much as you like, because nobody can touch you because “I am ‘sacred’ and ‘divine’ and in my own ‘individuality’. I mean, I am right, I have this ‘right’.” I mean –

If you really have ‘choice’: Don’t fuckin’ die – but you have no choice in that.

If you really have ‘choice’, don’t breathe – but you don’t have choice in that.

If you really have ‘choice’, don’t eat – you don’t have choice in that.

If you really have ‘choice’, don’t shit – but you’ll notice; you have no choice in that.


Let’s get Real Here, you have no fuckin’ ‘choice’, you’re in a System. And this System is actually In Control. And this System does not give a fuck about your peculiarities.

Okay, so, here we have this whole interaction taking place between Heaven and Earth: Heaven sending the ‘souls’ down into bodies, for which they required a certain amount of humans to be born, for which they created the Ultimate-Attraction, to make sure that there is always a source of continuous ‘Energy’: Sex. What is Sex? It’s where a Male and a Female ‘connect’, okay, to procreate another being which is the way ‘Energy’ works.

I mean, you take a ‘Male-connection’ put it into a ‘Female-connection’ and you have a transfer of ‘Energy’. That’s how our Electricity operates in this reality: Male/Female ‘connect’, then we have Orgasm the light goes on if you push the switch, ok = that’s how it works, simplistically. So there were obviously a few problems in the Design.

The ‘idea’ that existed was; that it would be possible to keep on controlling the outcomes within this reality. What was not taken into account was; Nature itself, the Animal-Kingdom and that there is gonna be human-beings that is going to Challenge the System.

Day 507: Zero-Point and Other Points – Part 5

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 506: Zero-Point and Other Points – Jesus & Ascension - Part 4: ”So when he died, they imprisoned Jesus, the Real Jesus and he was imprisoned for close to 2000 years. How does that work? You’re imprisoned in a Dimension where you can’t get out, because you are imprisoned by the very ‘Energy’ you believe in.
The moment that you believe that this ‘Energy’ is ‘real’, it Controls you – and whatever is done in the name of that ‘Energy’ has ‘power over you’, and you can be placed in all kinds of stuff.
So...and a clone of Jesus, I mean – in ‘Energy’, what is ‘Energy’? ‘Energy’ is simply copies of itself, it’s all...it looks the same. So it’s all just, from a certain perspective, Clones.
So, therefore a being that is in the Dimensions or in Heaven - can clone themselves an infinitive amount of times.”

Now, what was fascinating is - as this whole thing was developing you had those beings that was discarded as ‘unworthy’ and ‘trouble-makers’ that will ‘never make it’, that will never actually submit to ‘God’ and feed ‘God’ for eternity with ‘Energy’ and ‘adoration and praise’, which is ‘Energy’ – I mean, attention, which is ‘Energy’ - which will not make the ‘soul-purpose’ of their existence the support of ‘God’, so that ‘God’ can exist for ‘eternity’.

Because, ‘God’ wanted to exist for ‘eternity’ – I mean, ‘God’ didn’t exist for ‘eternity’. So the rest were thrown to their own demise ‘outside the System’, because the System was seen as kind of ‘so perfect’ that ‘nobody could touch it’.
And those that did not submit were then thrown-out into the Demon-Dimension, so all ‘trouble-makers’.

They also had some beings which realised that they could actually Challenge the System, and they had them totally-wiped and then re-programmed, and then used as bodies for Mind-Systems – because in Dimensions they could plug in a Mind System into a being which is how ‘channelings’ worked. They would, if a message needs to be placed – remember what is a message placed on the Earth? The message is a specific ‘sequence of words’ that activate a specific-Design that Create ‘Energy’ to feed Heaven. I mean, that’s the whole ‘love’-thing, the whole “Ooh-la-la”- thing, creating ‘Energy’.

So, therefore the ‘channelings’ were Designed specifically to activate the pre-placed codes in the beings so that they can create the ‘Energy’ that’s necessary in a, the released-form that is required by Heaven - Heaven requires more ‘Energy’, have a ‘channel’ speak, I mean, “Woops!” - there we go. So, with these Designs all they had to do is; they had a whole Dimension where they had those beings that was wiped, is like, virtually hanging or floating around - when they need the being they take the being and place a Mind-System in, the being goes, get into the human-body, shifts the being (human) down in its, in the physical, take over the Mind for a moment, speak for a moment, give a ‘message’, all ‘profound’, ‘wonderful’, and everybody says: “Ooh-la-la ,‘God’ has sent us a message”.

Obviously this ‘God’ needs ‘Energy’ so, ‘God’ sends you a ‘message’ to get your fucking ass in gear, “Love everybody, do not look at what is really going on in this reality, forget about that, live, you know, there’s a ‘eternal-life’ waiting for you after death – just do not see what’s going on, on Earth, because Earth is an ‘illusion’. After this, the death, after ‘zero-point’ after death, that’s real.”
Meantime, obviously, it was the Opposite. I mean, the Reality is Here and Heaven is the Illusion. Heaven is the part that’s not real, because Heaven is actually subject to the ‘Energy’ from Earth.

So, this created obviously a fascinating thing that; through time, the Human-Being developed layers by layer, by layer, itself into what it is Today. What you’re consisting of today as a Human-Being, is Layered-Information.

For instance, if you die - you no longer have a language, you no longer have a culture you no longer have a family = All of that ends at the moment of death.
All of that wasn’t real, it was programmed into you here in this reality as part of the functional-system of family, society and what is the accepted ‘way we live’ within the cultural- and economic-systems of this world. Have a look, self honestly, nothing you are is really you. Everything you are, you were programmed to accept to be and you’ve accepted it. You’re existing as it.

But at the moment - and understand that all of this is functioning from a System that is in the physical. Now, the System is not the Physical.
So when you are speaking, you are speaking from the Mind-System – which is the point that now has – the way to sort out this problem; is to get the Mind out of the way in a way, by actually becoming the Physical.

So that the Physical actually Speaks, so there’s no thought, there’s no thinking – you are then One and Equal as the Actual-Reality that exist as the Physical, because that’s what Actually Exist.
While, when you are in Heaven - you are just a thought. Now, you can look at your own thoughts; do yourself a favour, have a look - you can delete all your thoughts.

Your thoughts are only as valid as the attention you give it – and is only as valid as how you define them to be. Your thoughts are nothing more, if you become obsessed with your thoughts, have a look what happens; your fear-factor, which is your polarity-factor - increase dramatically, and within that a ‘Madness’ ensues, because you become so scared – while none of that is actually real, that’s not who you are, but that’s who you ‘believe you are’.

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• Day 503: Zero-Point and Other Points - Evilution - Part 1
• Day 505: Zero-Point and Other Points - Soul Purpose - Part 3
• Day 490: God and Ascension: 6th, 7th and 8th Dimension - Part 3
• Day 486: The End of Self-Awareness - Part 4

Day 506: Zero-Point and Other Points – Jesus & Ascension - Part 4

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 505: Zero-Point and Other Points – Soul Purpose - Part 3:
“That’s why what had to be designed was the perfect ‘Parrot-System’, where you present to the Human ‘what you want him to be’, like through television or so on and they will Parrot it and they will become it and you can create your Perfect Control-System.”

But what is more fascinating was; that every single human-being was then infused with a ‘nuclear-reactor’, a Mind-System, a System that would take the Physicality, (which is the ‘Earth-Energy’ that is compacted into Form, because the Earth was Unconditional offering this, itself up) - into a System, into a construct that will through the process of emotion and feeling and sexuality and orgasmic-expression and anger, all the ‘hectic’ energetic-expressions, cause a form of ‘Fusion’.

Have you ever wondered; where all the ‘Energy’ goes through (/to) that you are experiencing, for instance if you suddenly have an ‘anger-outburst’? You have it and I mean, the ‘Energy’ goes away after a while isn’t it? Where does it go? Ever wondered?

Or – I mean, all this ‘Energy’ that you have during your orgasmic -experience, you’re masturbating and “Whoa!” - I mean, there’s this ‘Energy’ and then it’s ‘gone’. It is not back in your body you can check. Where did it go?

Nobody noticed I mean, “Who cares? I’m satisfied”, this is a Consumption-Existence.

You are not aware AT ALL of anything you’re doing. You’re not aware of what you’re participating in AT ALL.

You can go and have a look: For instance, when you ‘fall in love’, that ‘Energy-sparks’ that happen, that you direct to somebody and then the relationship falls apart eventually, but there was all this ‘Energy’, where did it go to? It was Consumed. Yes, part of it you have consumed.

The rest was fascinatingly channelled to Heaven. Heaven could not exist without ‘Energy’.

So, when the chaps that Designed the System realised that they could do this - and all they had to do was get everybody to believe what they’re doing is their ‘soul-purpose’ - and that they can actually get everybody to believe that, which you have, if you have to take a look at this world: You are believing whatever you’ve been presented within this world. I mean, you believe the education-system, the history-system, you believe the news, you believe everything. You believe even that you are actually existing as who you’re existing as.

It’s the perfect CON as CONsciousness and you don’t Question it. You’re not even aware what happens to your ‘Energy’. There is no Self-Honesty in your relationship with your Physicality, because you are not In your Physical-Body.

You are contained within a Mind-System in the Body and you are Mining the Body for ‘Energy’ – that’s why you grow old and you eventually Die, because what happens: The Body Dies.

There is no more ‘Energy’ to Mine. It’s Finished. It ‘s all Gone – okay - and what’s left, which is obviously not all of it, goes to the Earth.

What happens to you is fascinating: In that process, they found a fascinating key; You change in ‘energetic-nature’. As you come into the world, as you’re born, and through reincarnation this has been made quite an ‘art’; that when you are, if you look at the whole principle of ‘Consciousness’ being a doughnut, because if you look at this: Two cones on top of each other ( The two cones on top of each other wherein the tips of the Two Cones Touch/Connect) and it flows in and it flows in and flows in - it actually creates a circle, but that passage there (The Passage – the point formed between/within the Two-Tips touching/connecting) which some would call a ‘star gate’ a ‘zero-point’ and any point, you are in this is a ‘singularity’ – wonderful words but I mean they are all Bullshit.

It actually creates a doughnut. And when you are ‘enlightened’, what is on top of your head? A Halo!

This is how the ‘halo’ is created, once you are totally submitted, submissive and totally accepting the System – you become a ‘Master’ of those that has not yet accepted it and you get certain privileges, that means, you get allowances of ‘Energy’ that gives you certain ‘powers’, compared to other beings. And therefore you seemingly look ‘more ‘powerful’’, because you’re getting more ‘power’!
I mean, you are given that ‘power’. It’s not by your actual-design and accordingly you will now have an ‘halo’ and that’s how, for instance, the ‘Angels’ were designed that...and presented as “Saints” with their ‘halos’.

Because, they (the ‘Angels’) were controllers of the System, making sure that the Design of the System and how ‘Energy’ transfer would work well. So the ultimate point that was the final-phase of this whole thing, was ‘Ascension’.

Because, the point was to get everybody out into total-acceptance of the System through a process of ‘Ascension’, which obviously only happens after ‘zero-point’ – which is Death.

But all you have to do is, create ‘points of belief’ which you can superimpose clones of the Actual-Real Point of what’s really going on. So therefore, Jesus was used, and by changing the story a little bit, they were able to get everybody to believe that Jesus actually ‘Ascended’.

He didn’t.
He fucking died.

And...I mean, Jesus is really a cool-fucker. He really came to Earth to help, he saw the problem - but he did not understand the bigger-picture that was going on.

So when he died, they imprisoned Jesus, the Real Jesus and he was imprisoned for close to 2000 years. How does that work? You’re imprisoned in a Dimension where you can’t get out, because you are imprisoned by the very ‘Energy’ you believe in.

The moment that you believe that this ‘Energy’ is ‘real’, it Controls you – and whatever is done in the name of that ‘Energy’ has ‘power over you’, and you can be placed in all kinds of stuff.

So...and a clone of Jesus, I mean – in ‘Energy’, what is ‘Energy’? ‘Energy’ is simply copies of itself, it’s all...it looks the same. So it’s all just, from a certain perspective, Clones.

So, therefore a being that is in the Dimensions or in Heaven - can clone themselves an infinitive amount of times.

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