Showing posts with label Gifts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Gifts. Show all posts

Wednesday, 5 November 2014

Day 556: Are Demons the Key to Reality?

Continuing from: Day 555: Self-Forgiveness & Change:
”So I applied the points and all of these points are relevant to the eventual outcome and the eventual point of meeting Jesus, and the final transcendence, the final facing, the embracing of the demonic in the universe. So bear with me, because all the points lead to one astounding discovery - Something I didn’t expect and I’m sure nobody would’ve expected. Especially the way it happened, it couldn’t have been more unlikely for it to happen in such a way."

That was the fascinating thing about what was happening is that, you could not have thought it up. It was happening due to changes, due to actual universal application of oneself, due to the actual transformation would bring about this change because the transformation must have an effect not only on the mental, the metaphysical or in the hereafter – it must have an effect on the physical world here. While there was all this idea that the physical world was the illusion, but that was certainly being challenged more and more as I was doing the self-forgiveness, because what was revealing was pain. Pain was amazing because pain was a measurement, and if I didn’t do my forgiveness effectively the pain would remain. So pain will come at the point when somebody speaks, I react and there’s a pain. Until I have the actual structural re-alignment design of the forgiveness in place, it wouldn’t change. So I was developing a very clear way of directing myself and having a feedback with the physical body.

That would become extremely important eventually in dealing with the demons and finding out when they were deceiving and how they were deceiving and exactly what was the nature of the deception. Because within the universe, which is a reflection of the human body (which is what we found and I will explain that in detail as we go along in the various presentations to come) it was fascinating that one could possibly align all the possible matrixes in the universe within a human physical body even within one cell, and then you can establish the alignment, the relationship that is existent that created it, its origin, and its end, its cycle, its circle, the circle of life – which was always a system and it always had a beginning and an end and it could start at any point.

I mean a circle’s beginning and end is always the same point and it could be any point within the circumference of the circle. So it was fascinating that that played such a fascinating roll in these alignments, therefore your forces in the universe were finite although they were infinite in different ways that they could come about because there were just so many, there was still an end to it. The universe thus had a beginning and an end and therefore it was discernable. Therefore everything was measurable. Therefore one could actually assess everything once you could align and realize the great simplicity that in the small is the big and that in the big is the small, and that it is always a reflection of each other and therefore you could actually establish the actual reality repeatedly. And that was the key through the years that I practiced the gifts and the application of self-forgiveness and the alignment of my physical body to a stage where I could trust every single point no matter what. It took years of practice assessing, placing – I used during that time kinesiology over a period of twelve years utilizing a facilitator, testing out, and obviously the facilitator didn’t know about the other tests I was doing and didn’t know about the physical test and didn’t know how I was doing it, and didn’t know about the visual tests I was using to create cross-referencing alignment systems to test out what is happening and where is it going and how do one take care of it. Within the so called limited illusion that was this reality which was more and more showing itself to not be the illusion, because it was in fact a representation of reality. And what was starting to become clear is that maybe heaven, maybe that which we can’t see, that was maybe the actual illusion.

But let’s see where this takes us. Could it be that the demons held the key to reality in all ways, because the question was ‘what were demons and where were they coming from?’ ‘Why did they exist?’ ‘What was the origin of the demon?’ And it was only once I had really aligned myself and I was satisfied that I was starting to get to a point that I could make a real impact in the world then I start to consider that I am getting ready to take on the demons. And now the question arose ‘Why? Why the demons?’

Look the answer was simple to me because I had an emphatic and absolute trust in God and at that stage was certain that whatever was happening in my life and what I was understanding about self-forgiveness and the physical body and what I was shown was simply a test by God – seeing how the mind cross-referenced, that means that, what I found with the physical alignments once I disengaged the mind was that the left side of the body correspond with the left side of the brain and the right side of the body with the right side of the brain in fact but your mind interpretation system was cross-wired and therefore everything was in reverse. You couldn’t see straight what is here and so everything was like upside down and very difficult to discern. And I saw that the test of forgiveness, the way that God would set up the test would be that one must prove and stand and show in fact that forgiveness work with demons and that if a demon forgive themselves they can find their way back to God. And if one is certain within forgiveness – and at that stage I was very certain because I have tested it over many years within myself in my world – that in fact forgiveness will stand the absolute test and be the way through which evil can become life, because the human that I saw in this world was just as evil in many cases as any demon could ever be. And therefore, if God is all-knowing and all righteous and all of everything then he would’ve left us a way to get back. And that forgiveness from my experience and I have admitted to my life and how I really made a mess of it, I looked at it from the context if I can find my way with forgiveness, any being in the universe can, because I was as evil as they were. I have had within me, the things that I have done that was just the same, there was no difference. And many times they were just in thought but it was the same. The thoughts of rage and anger and harm and deception – it were all the same. Yes I stopped them, and therefore I proved that self-forgiveness was the tool with self-honesty within which one can affect a real transformation in the physical while here in limited form. And that set the scene to a most astounding experience where the demonic were explored over a long period of time of about a year and a half where I set out to help every demon I can, no matter what unconditionally, to find self-forgiveness.

Sunday, 19 October 2014

Day 555: Self-Forgiveness & Change

Continuing from Day 554: The Power of Forgiveness:
'And that if you hear the nature of these gifts, it was astounding and it was very clear that forgiveness was proven to me to be one of the ultimate keys, and God recognized it and was speaking not directly to me, but was sending messengers with messages to me which shows that I have in fact in a small way proven the effectiveness and power of forgiveness. Now, each one of these gifts required me to actually apply the gift and test it out and become it, embrace it, become the living words of it so to speak. '

So now I had these gifts and I was having real effects with self-forgiveness. I mean everything I’ve tried up to then from meditation to prayer to; every single thing I tried never had a long lasting result. A result of me changing me. to the effect that I change an experience so effectively that I can clearly go with it and be satisfied that the change is real. And here. self-forgiveness did that.

All I had to be within the self-forgiveness to make it stick – I had to be self-honest, I had to make sure I don’t create a polarity through it and I actually change and stick to my own word, and make sure that the thoughts re-align and if any re-occur to always be indicators where I am not self-honest. So thoughts in essence must be corresponding, aligned exactly the same as what I am living in all situations or otherwise I would question my forgiveness and I would do it again.

And I even started with training course for a period of two years travelling doing self-forgiveness courses, but what was fascinating is people were more interested in me talking about and presenting the self-forgiveness than what they were interested in doing it themselves. So nobody was really interested in changing themselves. And the only ones that could, the only ones that were at the time to consider self-forgiveness were people that were of means.

So after two years it was quite clear that you’re not going to change the world through doing presentations and training courses, travelling around meeting people in person. You’ve got to take the personality out of it completely from the perspective of; you must have no contact with me, because I mean contact with me seems to be quite overwhelming as I developed over time a presence through self-forgiveness that was noticeable. And people regularly remarked of that.

So the best way was to find a way to do it differently, and I focussed then for a while on education – the young generations, because if we could do the young generations, we can secure the future of the world and bring about a better world. And whether it actually will have an effect in our own lives or only happen in the time of our children – that didn’t really matter to me because the point was the outcome had to be certain.

So I applied the points and all of these points are relevant to the eventual outcome and the eventual point of meeting Jesus, and the final transcendence, the final facing, the embracing of the demonic in the universe. So bare with me, because all the points lead to one astounding discovery - Something I didn’t expect and I’m sure nobody would’ve expected. Especially the way it happened, it couldn’t have been more unlikely for it to happen in such a way.

To be continued...

Wednesday, 17 September 2014

Day 554: The Power of Forgiveness

Before I got to the point of testing the education so extensively I first went through the process of divorce. After I did my divorce I discovered an interesting thing - I looked at my own actions within the context of my relationship within my marriage, and realized that if I entertain the thoughts that were in my mind I become an unpredictable person that tend to be the result of energetic feelings. And many of them being feelings that are misunderstood in rage of not being supported in all kinds of experiences and yet I am the one that made most of the mistakes. So I proposed that, to my ex wife, that we sit down and forgive each other and we made a day to do that and to be honest with each other so for the sake of the children we can move on. And one evening we got together and face to face we started the process of self-forgiveness and asking for forgiveness and speaking the forgiveness out aloud with the undertaking and the understanding that we would push ourselves to forgive and not hold that which we were going to hear for the first time against the other, we are here to clean the slate.

Now obviously at this stage, and this is quite important, Phillip Niemand was already dead although my father was still alive. These two factors are quite important at this stage. We then did the forgiveness and it went very emotional and explosive because things were shared that was not shared before and we did the forgiveness and the experience of release was immense - doing this forgiveness aloud. And as the evening progressed - it went on for many many hours of forgiveness - at some stage suddenly something happened that we knew was possible but which didn’t happen yet which was that the gift of Phillip Niemand which was deep trance medium ship, was transferred to my ex wife, and the next moment Phillip Niemand was in the body and he was extremely pissed off with me. He said to me I must save her and I must tell her what I know, and that I know the answer. And I looked at him and said, “I don’t know what you’re talking about. I mean here I am I am busy doing the forgiveness, I am doing my best. But nobody seemed to want to hear what I have to say. ” He was extremely upset, and eventually even I got upset with him because he was so insisting that apparently I know the answer to what was going on in the universe, and I must save her from what she’s buy doing, which was obviously wanting to have a happy life on earth which was her endeavour. And therefore she wanted to take me out of her life because I am a high risk factor. And I should save her from herself and help her and I didn’t know exactly what he meant and it took many years for me to find out. In fact many many years to find out what it was that Phillip Niemand was really saying to me at that stage, because why could I not understand his message was because I was very certain there were no demonic forces. I mean here I was again doing forgiveness; I have not met a single point that was demonic except human beings that became demonic through their emotional conditions due to environmental issues. So people will get angry or get full of rage because of things that happen in their world, because of jealousy, because of fear. But those actions would be demonic and evil and therefore evil to me only existed in the minds of men and not anywhere else. And so, heaven was a place to aspire for – that was my absolute commitment.

At this stage, after the evening of forgiveness, me and my ex wife decided to give the relationship another try, and a process started that I did not expect. In the evenings suddenly a being would take over my ex wife’s body and start speaking to me in a way that, which I obviously understood due to its very nature as a message from God and it was stated as such, that due to the forgiveness we did and my embracing of forgiveness God had a gift for me – and that was the words that was used. And a process started which was presenting these gifts and that these gifts were presented by people on instruction from God, from the heavens, and these beings were in the heavens. And that if you hear the nature of these gifts, it was astounding and it was very clear that forgiveness was proven to me to be one of the ultimate keys, and God recognized it and was speaking not directly to me, but was sending messengers with messages to me which shows that I have in fact in a small way proven the effectiveness and power of forgiveness. Now, each one of these gifts required me to actually apply the gift and test it out and become it, embrace it, become the living words of it so to speak.

Saturday, 16 February 2013

Day 299: I Refused Enlightenment

I Refused Enlightenment, because: it is Proven through Time – Not to Produce a System of Respect for Life.
I Refused Spirituality, because: it is Proven through History and Time – Not to Produce a Result that is Best for All Life.
I Refused Religion, because: it is Proven that, through Time and History – it Produce No Respect for Life, or a System that is Best for All Life.
I Refused Atheism, because: it is Proven that it has No Intent to Ever Produce a World that is Best for All Life.
I Refused All Philosophy, because: All in every form has Proven that it is Not Intent on a Final Production of What is Best for All Life.

I Have had Extraordinary Experiences in my Life, where I was Offered – in conclusion to my Search and Application, and Dedication to Spirituality and Enlightenment - That which each Enlightened or ‘Intended Enlightened’ Being or Spirituality Being, Wished for and Desire for: A Direct Confirmation from ‘God’, that I have Achieved these Realisations, and Gifts to go with it; Gifts, that once Given - In Fact Manifested for Real in my Life. And once I’ve had all the Gifts and I’ve Applied them – I Refused this Gift from God, because this Gift was only Regurgitating the same stuff throughout History and Time, that Never Produced in any way Whatsoever a World that is Respectful of Life or that Reflects in any way that there is a Care, or a Love, or an Intent for Life on Earth to be in Harmony and to be in Co-Existence, and to be in Co-Creation.
And, at the Moment that I Refused That - obviously with the Consideration that ‘if God was Real, I would have to Face this, Face God, and God could do whatever God wish to, but that - I Cannot Find within myself the Justification to, in any way whatsoever, Represent a Message that, very Clearly, would Never Produce What is Best for All.

And, I Found that – of the Messages that is Available on Earth: there are Messages that, if Applied, would Produce a World that is Best for All Life. But, yet – All kinds of Groups and Cultures has been Formed around it, without Any Effect over Thousands of Years; and these are the Words of Jesus “Give as you would like to Receive”, “Do unto another as you would like to be done unto”. And, although these Words are Given Lip-Service – it is nowhere to be Found within the Lives of those that Give Lip-Service to this, in the Systems that they participate in as Politics, Economics, the Practical things of this World. And therefore, they Violate these Words and Actually, in the End, only Participate in the Violence of this World, without Any Intent to Ever Consider That Singular Gift, which is: Best for All.

I Accept that I am a Man, and that my Existence is a Single Breath at a Time. That Single Breath is What Gives me Life, and Who I Am within that Breath, What I Stand for, What I Participate in, and What I Bring-about for the Future of the World in Who I Am in my Dedication - Will Determine, Inevitably: What will Become of this World. And, I Invite you to Walk, Breath by Breath, Investigating Everything – Investigating All Things, as Jesus suggested, and to Only Keep that which Will Produce Goodwill for All Men: That which is Best for All Life.

Read the Blogs. Do the Research. And do Not let your Fear and your Attachment to the ‘Goods’, the Possessions, and the Inconveniences – or shall we rather say the ‘Conveniences’, that makes your life ‘easy’ – Stand in your Way.

Place yourself in the shoes of another, and make sure you are Willing to Live That Life.

Friday, 21 December 2012

Day 251: ESP and God - ADC - Part 98

This blog is part of the After Death Communication Series

The History with Life After Death – Part 81

Does God Exist in the Afterlife? – Part 32

ESP and God


Extra Sensory Perception (ESP) - the Great Valued ‘apparent’ Skill of Spiritual Beings.

What are ‘Sensors’? Let’s look at Advancements in Technology: The Modern Car has got all kinds of Sensors that Detect when the car stop functioning effectively.
The Human Body has got Sensors. Some of which are More related to Detecting when the Body is not Functioning effectively, and other Sensors that is supposed to Detect when Life on Earth, for All Life Forms - is Not What is Best for All.

Instead of Using our Sensory Perception as a Commonsense Perceptual Skill with which to Prevent Harm to Life on Earth – we have Developed and made-up All Kinds of ESP, Extra Sensory Problems, which makes the ESP Creator ‘Feel Good’. But it Creates All Kinds of Problems for Life on Earth, because the ESP-Person, cannot detect any Problems in Reality, because they have Separated themselves from Reality into their Mind, where they make up their OWN WORLD – to such an Extent, that: they Believe it SO Completely, that they would even Dare say that: “the Physical Reality is an Illusion”.

In the ESP World – the Spiritual Being also make up their Own Laws. The fact that these Laws remain subject to Physical Laws and Economical Laws – Escape their Perception. All the ESP-Person wants to do: is Escape Responsibility, because Responsibility means – no Time for Self Interest. And, Life on Earth only exist for a Limited Time. Therefore, All Kinds of Excuses are Designed to Justify Why ESP is ‘Real’.

Now, no-one is Born with ESP. ESP is made-up through Thought as Feelings, which then Creates an Experience which has an Particular Set of Values for the ESP-Person. The ESP-Person do not have ANY Know-How as to the Creation of Any Thought, or Any Know-How as to HOW The FEELINGS that Represents ESP as Perception, is Actually Created. But, there is Simply NO Self-Honesty – and the ESP-Person will do Everything Possible to Justify and make their Perception ‘Special’. In fact, So Special – that No-One Dare Question it, because: Anyone that Question it: is Immediately ‘Categorized’ as ‘Negative.
The Real ‘Negativity’ with an Actual Disastrous effect on the Physical Reality: is the Existence of ESP as a Fake, Mental Disorder. Yet, even the Love the ESP-Person conjure up, is a Special Brand of Love, which ONLY THEY can Feel, and anyone questioning it, again, is Simply ‘Negative’.

Now, ESP has Evolved in a Multi-Disciplined Deception as Each One that Claims ESP developed their own Brand of it, to Sell it to Followers that Seek Hope instead of Commonsense. In this Way, many are Misled and in a way they Mislead themselves, because – instead of Fixing the World to be a Place of Harmony, they will place their Hope in the Magical of the ESP.
This has become a Major Industry on Earth, which Trapped Millions. Mostly those, would you believe it: with MONEY. Because unless you have the Magical Money – you can’t Develop the Magical ESP Powers, because they are Increasingly more and more Expensive. And therefore, instead of Money being Directed to Bring about a World that is Best for All: Money is directed to the Self-Interest of Special ESP Powers.

A suggestion: Let’s Burn All Spiritual Books, Stop All Meditation and Stop ALL things related to any form of Extra Sensory Perceptive Powers. Focus ALL we have on Creating a World that is Best for All – and we May be Able to Clean up the Mess we have Created in a Lifetime. Not doing so – we are Leaving our Children a Magically Damned Reality.
ESP should be – Extra Sensory Principles. Utilizing our Sensors to Detect where the World System and Relationships, in All Ways, are not Functioning in Ways that is Best for All. But unfortunately, Extra Sensory Phenomena – have no Principles, and do not Care about Life. The Evidence is Available for Generations and Thousands and Thousands of Books, Courses, Claims , Groups – ALL Claiming they are doing ‘Something’ to Change the World. But because they have Created Fake Sensory Powers – they don’t Use their REAL Sensory Abilities to Stay in this Reality for This Life.

The Obvious Commonsense is, that you are in this Physical Reality – Governed by the Laws of Physics. The Obvious Commonsense is that Each Life is In Fact of Equal Value. You will Sense that, if your Loved Ones are suddenly threatened and your ESP will be out the door, and you will do Whatever Possible in the Physical World, to Help your Loved Ones. Do you Really Want Reality to get to that Stage, where the Dishonesty becomes So Massive, that All is Forced to Consider Life again? Can you even Imagine what it will Take, to get you to Give Up your ‘Special ESP Gifts’, so that you can No Longer Mislead people with Hope. But Actually Direct Reality with Commonsense, because as long as Hope exist: you can be Certain no Proper Action is Taken. Hope should be Deleted from your Vocabulary, because it is a Curse that Invalidate and Stop Effective Action - and Hope is Used to Cover-up the Fears, generated by the ESP Phenomena.

Unfortunately, very Few at this stage will Hear the Message. Because Hearing is one of your Extra Sensory Principles, as is Seeing, as is Touching.
This is Extremely Important to Grasp: this is The Only Life you Have. This Life, will Determine What Happens to you At Death, Obvious Commonsense. If you do not Demonstrate your Mastery of the Law of Physics – to Show that No Matter in What Reality you Find yourself, you will Always Place Life First and Give as you would like to Receive – you certainly cannot expect something Better awaiting you.

Make this Day, the End of your World and become Part of the World of Life, where no-one Owns Life and No-One has their Own Life: Because Life is Equal within All. 
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Wednesday, 3 October 2012

DAY 172: After Death Communication - Part 21


This blog is a continuation to:



A History with Life After Death – Part 6


We’re now going to revisit DAY 170 and DAY 171 with some more Detail and considerations.

With the first Gift of the Wolf, which was introduced by the Chief of the Group called ‘Chief’ – was quite an interesting sense of “Being Home”; it was as if one stood at the precipice of your life and you have achieved your Goals. At that stage, I was deeply involved in Light-Work, Love-Work, Meditation and practicing How to Live in a state of Beingness that one would call ‘Love’ - very much the whole Ascension points which I was following from early on in the 1980’s.

Obviously, the significance of being able to have the particular communication through a Deep Trance Medium, who’s Gift was passed-on After Death, from her Father – was quite important, because you could read about it, but experiencing it, being part of the actual event taking place: is quite another story.
Being in the Process of Beingness – No Ego – and Forgiveness, I focused on breathing, remaining stable, and not allow it to go to my Head, so to speak.
With the Wolf, for instance, there were very clear points in the communication that was significant - there was an Authority, and although the Being as the Wolf took on the Form of the Human, it would eventually return to the form of the Wolf. It was very clear that there was Great Respect for ‘God’ as the White Light, and at that stage I shared this Unconditionally and had the same reverence for the Spiritual. The way the Message was delivered was in detail, specific, and with the Words the Understanding of the Gift was Transferred in as much as one can call it a “Living Word Transference”. Later on I understood, that because we created in that moment in equal dimension and had a similar understanding, the communication was Fulfilling and Complete and Whole, from the perspective of what was Understood at that moment.
What I understood about the Living of it, was that I had to completely become the Gift of Focus and Insight and ACTUALLY See it Direct. From my perspective – that was SEEING the Physical World, that was SEEING right through everything into the relationships that exist, that was SEEING, and thus Clearly Grasping this World I find myself in. And so – that is what I Practised. Strangely enough, in the Gift it was never Indicated what the purpose was for using it, contextually – meaning, to use it Only Spiritually, or for Ascension.
To me, at that stage already, All Things were Alive and Equal – even here I was communicating with a Wolf, but it could just as well have been a Tree, or a Rock. To me, whom was communicating was just incidental, relevant to the particular Message, and nothing more or less than that.

I searched on the Internet to see if I could find people that had similar experiences, but couldn't find any. So, I decided to walk this and to see what and where it will take me. And, for three weeks after the communication, there was no Communication, and then the Wolf was back.
It was Clear that he could See what I was doing and he was quite satisfied at that stage, and in time to come, would return suddenly when I was Not Effective within the Gift – to chastise me for Daring to not completely, fully, committing myself. Indicating, clearly – that, in a way, he was Walking with me. That was my understanding at that stage, and I accepted these things unconditionally, simply because it was presented as ‘Coming from God’.

Once the Gift was Tested, the Next Gift would come with a Being and there would be a Change. The next one was the Bear. What was interesting was that the Gift would be explained in the context of the Animal in the Woods, so that it would Form a Very Clear Vision as to what the Gift Imply, in this case of the Bear – Strength and Gentleness.
Obviously, the point of “you have earned this through lifetimes” leave one with a sense that everything you've studied about the hereafter, reincarnation, the purpose of the soul, heaven and God – is clearly True, because this is Actually Happening. The fact that in both cases with the Mediums, they were ‘reluctant Mediums’, meaning – they refused to do Any platform or public work or even that anyone must know they were able to do this, it was completely - in the sense of the second medium, just Me.

So, again – I was left with a sense that this is the Point of Rebirth that happens when one has dedicated yourself to a particular Cause, a particular Task – and in this case, it was to spread Love and Wisdom and Light across the World. My commitment to this was Complete. This happened approximately in the Years 1993, 1994.

We’ll continue more in the Next Post.


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Tuesday, 2 October 2012

Day 171: After Death Communication - Part 20

This blog is a continuation to:

A History with Life After Death – Part 5

Then I challenged myself to speak, applying the Gift of Oration. I set up a talk and invited people and I spoke and it was like automatic, but in one moment that changed…I looked back at the white board I was writing on and saw the words jumping out at me in sound. I froze as if in timelessness and looked with amazement at it: For 30 odd years have I walked this world and never seen that words were alive, they are sound. I showed every-one there, about 20 people, but no-one could see it.

Then the beings did not return. I went to psychics to try and contact them - no go, spiritualist churches - no go.

I sought understanding; I could not live in this world anymore. Nothing wanted to work. It was as if I could not function, not in business or sex or relationships with people. I saw them as magnificent, and yet I heard this drivel pouring from their mouths as living creatures that become their experience in their world and they could not see it.

Later I found a book with channelled messages that explained this event to me as a “changing of the guides” - it was a book from Kryon. And then for a while I followed Kryon religiously because it made sense, and because of Conversations with God which I studied - this was one of these coincidences where God spoke to me and it all made sense. So I studied indigo children and I found a purpose to try and help them to effectively prepare the way for a new world. Only to find that these children were really screwed up as if God deliberately destroyed any chance for them to ever be effective in this world. I didn't understand: it was as if God deliberately did not want man to experience the true nature I saw in each man and woman and child. Yet I trusted there must be a greater purpose.

So I was alone, no contact with beings, no support from any one. My world kept on starting and then collapsing. Then I withdrew to write down what I experienced in a practical guide to help people see they are living words. I prepared for 2 years and then taught for 2 years. Yet - no-one applied forgiveness for themselves, every time they wanted something from this world that is created by living creature destructive words.

I cried, I prayed, I shouted.

Then I met a Zulu Shaman - a very old lady, and she introduced me to a Mermaid interdimensionally. Her message: she wanted me to succeed, but in what - I still did not understand.

Then I remembered something told to me many years back by a voice: “Find a reason for the people to listen”.

And I have been seeking for that reason: The guide to practical living where all is one and equal

See, I refused to be what the white light wanted me to be and thus my world stopped. Yet I turned all the gifts that was deceptive into practical gifts that supports me in supporting life - humans, animals and nature

I did not expect to find what we did with the Portal. Obviously due to my less than happy experience with the white light, I was steadfast, yet with power and grace and strength and gentleness and patience and perseverance and focus and insight that I practiced to serve life as my equal to bring forth the greatness I see as me as I see it in each being - no matter what, against all odds.


More to come in the Next Post. 



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Monday, 1 October 2012

Day 170: After Death Communication - Part 19


This blog is a continuation to:
Day 151: After Death Communication Research - Part 1
Day 152: After Death Communication - Part 2
Day 153: After Death Communication - Part 3 
Day 154: After Death Communication - Part 4
Day 155: After Death Communication - Part 5
Day 156: After Death Communication - Part 6
Day 157: After Death Communication - Life Force - Part 7
Day 158: After Death Communication ADC - Part 8
Day 159: ADC - Psychic Questions and Answers
Day 160: ADC – AN OBSESSION WITH HOPE
Day 161: After Death Communication - Part 10
Day 162: After Death Communication - Part 11
Day 163: After Death Communication - Relationships and Love - Part 12
Day 164: After Death Communication – Part 13
Day 165: After Death Communication - Part  14
Day 166: After Death Communication - Part 15
Day 167: After Death Communication - Part 16
Day 168: After Death Communication – Part 17
Day 169: After Death Communication - Part 18


A History with Life After Death – Part 4

I was married to a deep trance medium, and then a surprise - a visit form the guides of the Great White light with many "gifts" beautifully wrapped up like this.

The first was the Gift of the Wolf - the gift of focus, insight and seeing direct. The name of the wolf was Leader of the Pack. The message was that I have earned this through lifetimes and must practice this and become it, so I did. I thought I was visited by God. It was said through the trance that the white light was that in whose face no-one can look as the light was too bright, so I was grateful and practiced and I tried to speak to people about it, but they thought I was crazy. The being said he would return.

And he did, 3 weeks later again, another gift from the Great White Light. This time it was the Gift of the Bear - the gift of strength and gentleness. The message was that with the same paw that the bear is gentle with its offspring, is the same paw that can kill with one blow. The name of the bear was Big Bear of the Woods. Again the words “you earned this through lifetimes and it is time to remember”, and again he would return.

And he did, 3 weeks later he was back. This time with the gift of patience and perseverance from a being of the mountain, saying as the mountain man needs perseverance to find food with patience seeking among the rocks, that is what I must practice. Again the words, this is a gift from the Great White Light and I earned it and must remember and integrate and practice it. Again he said he would return.

And he did, 3 weeks later. And this time it was the gift from CloudDancer with the gift of joy, the joy that fill the clouds as the gift to earth - and again the same words, a gift from the Great White Light etc.

I was obviously feeling honoured and wondering what I was going to do with these gifts that would mean anything but an experience for me. I searched for answers, to no avail.

And again after 3 weeks they were back, a whole group every time. A group of red Indians singing a song, they were singing a song calling the light and all was very special. The next gift was the gift of the Fox. Not the slyness of the fox but the cunningness to plan well. The same White Light gift words followed and again they said they would return.

And they did 3 weeks later, always 3 weeks - it was fascinating. And they brought the gift from the being Desert Snake - the gift of steadfastness. Saying I must look my problems in the eye just as a snake lifts its head and look a prey in the eyes, and again the same words of the White Light etc.
Again they said they would return and they did. This time the being was Stride in Freedom - the gift of the horse of power and grace, and again the same White Light words and would you believe - again they said they would return.

And they did, this time with the gift of oration from Amran, Agmed and Kahlil - they said: “Speak, it is written in the ethers”, again the practise part and the White Light part.

I was grateful and confused. Lots of profound words that I don't know what to do with, I had no desire to go and preach.

Then an interesting thing happened: they would return every 3 weeks to check on how well I am practising and be quite demanding if I don't. I thought I was weak in the eyes of God and focussed on practising.


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