*The following series of blogs contains previously unpublished material by Bernard Poolman from 2011*
This is a seemingly strange topic.
But, astoundingly enough, a story about ‘beating the odds, against all odds’.
You’re in a world where there are always odds: the odd thing out, the
odds of winning or losing, the odds of life and death; and everything is
always on the line. And when the odds turn, things do not always turn
out the way you want them - and sometimes they turn out the way you
would love it to be.
So, how could Demons teach me the Secrets of Jesus?
After all, the drive of Jesus has been told many times.
I grew up with the story of Jesus. And although there are many things
in this story that one might not seemingly find easy, some of them were
difficult. Like carrying the cross and being crucified. Fearful hearts
immediately turn away from such a challenge and rather say, “I don’t
need to carry the cross, Jesus carried it for me”.
Coming from a family where the father figure was so intensely embracing
the Teachings of Jesus, that by his death, the pastor on the pulpit was
saying that ‘if you were not like Les Poolman, you will not get into
Heaven.’
That was quite a statement, like passing judgment on a total community.
It caused much subconscious repercussions in the community where people that were friends before and working together, all ended up causing each other harm - never speaking again.
Just with the death of one man, which was living as closely as possible to the Teachings of Jesus.
Only at his gravesite did we learn about many of the things he did where
he gave so, that the left hand didn’t know what the right hand was
doing. He pushed the points to the ultimate. And yet he couldn’t beat,
at a young age, in spite of his dedication, he couldn’t beat cancer in
his prayers. It didn’t save his life. So he died early fifties, still
with the Bible in his hands, professing the message.
What does that got to do with anything? Yet it was the example, which
was a tough one to follow, which was focussed around the Life and
Teachings of Jesus.
The next influence that came into my life around this, and that had a
profound impact was from my father-in-law, Phillip Niemand. He was the
extreme ‘other side’ of the ‘coin’ as being a deep-trance medium. Yet,
stating absolutely, that one cannot trust anything that comes from
Heaven. Although there are beings that speak through him, “you can’t
trust a word they’re saying, it is all a lie” and he would prefer to die
because “this world is purely a place of suffering and purely the
result of lies and deception”.
So, difficult to marry the two extremes from a certain perspective.
Phillip Niemand had different experiences that shaped his life, and part
of that, maybe the biggest foundation that brought him to such an
understanding of the Heavens were in the Second World War. Where he
participated with the partisans, on the side of the Elite forces. He was
used for his skill, let’s call it that, or ‘psychic abilities’ . [Yes
they used people like that, it is part of the Armed Forces, so to speak.
You are not going to get any of the information released by those in
the know. It’s not to their advantage. Their advantage is to keep their
secrets close to their heart. ]
As part of Military Intelligence, Phillip Niemand played his role.
That is the influences that shaped my endeavours and my search for an
understanding of ‘Why the Odds are always against You, in Every Possible
Way’. It’s as if you’re in a giant casino and every thought is measured
and spinned around, to bring about the opposite effect. The effect that
is the greatest odds against you; that the only thing you have that you
can play with in this giant casino of life, is your Willpower.
And yet, in your Willpower and you applying it, you will lose
everything: your friends, your family – everything will have to be given
up because they will simply not be able to understand the game you
play, because they’re not playing the game. Unless they play the game,
and even then, you’re going to end up dying alone. Because there’s an
interesting thing, everything that happens in your life, isn’t happening
to you, it’s happening inside you. It happens inside your Mind, and
that’s where everybody is trying to come to peace, and trying to come to
a way of Life that is the ‘Inner Self’. So called ‘directed’ and ‘at
peace’ and ‘in harmony’.
But that didn’t seem to be the answer, because I met many people that
are seemingly at peace with themselves, at harmony with themselves – yet
that was only so when they were in front of other people. When you get
to know them closer, you go and stay with them, you spend some time with
them you find out it’s not like that at all. That is why at the Desteni Farm
we had people come from all over the world to come and stay with us for
as long as up to 3 years, to see for themselves, a very difficult
message we have to deliver. Where it comes from, how it works, what is
real. And those that manage to stay, those that manage to hear and see,
their lives were profoundly changed forever more. In fact, changed
without anything that specifically can be pinpointed, so they can’t even
write or speak about it and say what happened. They were just in a
different environment and just being in a different environment changed
them profoundly.
So, looking at all of these seemingly, unrelated points, we are here on a journey of Understanding, Hearing, Sharing...
The Secrets of the Demons….
To be continued
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