My Dad, The Devil

Bernard Poolman passed away in the early hours of Sunday morning, 11 August 2013 (SA time). His heart stopped beating.

The post that follows was written by Bernard’s daughter, Cerise Poolman – all of the members of Desteni living on the Farm stand by these words.

Bernard Poolman is known as many things:

A guru, a cult leader, an anarchist,

A communist, a socialist,

A freedom fighter, a freedom writer,

An activist, a practivist,

A visionary, a loon

All these labels mean nothing. To me, he was Bernard, my dad, the most honest and self sacrificing person I have ever known. Now he is dead, and the world is poorer for it.

He may have had radical ideas, but isn’t that exactly what we need? We don’t seem to have come very far with “in the box” ideas. Look around, the Earth is being poisoned, people live in poverty, our children are crazy murderers, our religious leaders cannot be trusted with young children, our political leaders cannot be trusted with anything and our economists are simply making things up as they go along. We all buy into the propaganda that makes the world seem beautiful “just the way it is” – Bernard did not.

Does that make him crazy by definition? Yes, if the definition of insanity is something that is apart from the norm. He questioned the inequality in the world and challenged us for not questioning it too – maybe this is why so many people hate him – they do not want to see themselves as ignorant, as idle bystanders watching atrocities and genocide unfold before their very eyes. It is easier seeing ourselves the way people are portrayed in the media, as innocent, as deserving.

Bernard was one man who made a difference in the lives of many – there are few people who can claim the same for themselves. There are those who point fingers and use nasty words to try and twist the message that Bernard was repeating over and over – what does this make them, I wonder? The message that Bernard kept saying was that of Jesus: Love thy neighbour as thyself, do unto another as you would like to be done unto you. What does this make of the naysayers, the cult preachers, the vigilant protectors of “human rights and liberties” – that they call this message, and its sender “evil”?

Many accused him of being a cult leader, even though he said time and again: “I am not a leader, I am just a man, I am your equal and you are mine.” He was accused of being evil for recognising that our world, our society, our very selves are tainted – and that we have deliberately continued on as if we are angels. He was accused of brainwashing, for questioning the things we so blindly accept as being “Normal” and “acceptable” – such as poverty, crime, exploitation, rape, murder, unhappy marriages, psychological disorders, economic theories, wars, the creation of weapons, the minimum wage being far from sufficient to survive on.

You may ask “what now?” to us loony cultists trying to make the world a better place. My answer: we continue. We have laid down a good, strong foundation of principles and assistive tools to support ourselves with. Bernard contributed many ideas which we then developed into tools, such as DIP Pro and DIP Lite – but each of us has walked our own process – and we did not do it for him, we did it for ourselves and for all life on Earth. They say you can lead a horse to water, but you cannot make it drink – Bernard showed us where the water is, but each of us made our own choice to stand and live the principles of Desteni, Equal Money, Living Income Guaranteed etc.

We must now prove to the world that Bernard was no “guru” – that we are entirely capable of standing without him, and growing ourselves and the group.

Day 120: True Activist Politics

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to not realize that in a DEMOCRACY where Each Citizen have an EQUAL VOTE, Political Activism would NOT Be Necessary if Each Voter would Vote Always for What is Best for All Citizens within the Principle of “Love thy Neighbor as Thyself”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Fact that the Majority Votes in a Democracy are Unable to Establish a Political Solution that is Best for All Citizens, Indicate that Forces are at Work that Influence the Minds of the Voter to Not Place what will be Best for All First, Invalidating Democracy and Reducing it to Zombie Politics that Result from Ignorance due to Mind Control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Politics is the Planned Management of a Society to take Care of Each Other through Relationships and Systems that Function Best for All, But that this is Yet to Be Realized by Humanity to Become Part of the General Awareness within the Psyche of Humanity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Political Mind of the Human is Characterized by Self Interest, which Invalidates Equal Rights and Reduce Life Rights on Earth to Nothing But the Luck of the draw or the amount of Money any one Has, Where a Lack of Money Reduce the Human to a Hopeless Failure that will NOT join the Political Arena to Promote what is Best for All Equally, But will Accept the presented Political Solutions As if that is All that is Available.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that By Subjecting Political Agendas to Money, Money Became the Decision Maker and Human Rights are Not the Center of Political Management, Only Causing the Rights of those with Money to Be Protected, while the Rest, whom are Actual Living Beings, to be Left in the Darkness of Fear to End up as Economic and Political Slaves in Systems that Violate Life Rights on a Global Scale by Promoting the Idea that Property and Ownership Rights are More Valuable than the Right to Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Any Political Agenda that Violate Directly or Indirectly the Right to Life equally for All, Interfering with the Distribution of that which a Living Being Requires on Earth for a Life of Worth, which Earth Provides FREELY, are in fact Deliberate Human Rights Violations that are Legalized through Politics by Unscrupulous Men.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Politics is the Tool with which the COMMON MAN can Make Sure that the COMMON GOOD for All Equally Become the Way all Governments Function in this World, and that if the Common Man Stand together as ONE, with One Man One Vote, the World will Change to What is Best for the Majority, instead of Systems that Protect the Rights Economically of the Minority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Protection of MINORITY Cultural Rights or Language Rights are a SmokeScreen with which to Protect the Minority Economic Rights of the Elite, allowing the Majority to Suffer Economically, while Diversity is SPINNED as Human Rights - while this is Not So. Man is Flesh and Blood, and thus all Equally Dependent on Equal Economic Support to Ensure a Life that is Best for All on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that Democracy is the Legally Accepted Way through which the Majority Can Ensure Equal Economic Support for All Life to Ensure the Practical Living of “Love thy Neighbor as Thyself”.

I commit myself to show that Man Must Focus on the Economic Issues that will Ensure Equality for All on Earth, as that will bring an End to Poverty on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that True Activism is to Ensure that the VITAL HUMAN RIGHTS that Protect the Life of Each Human on Earth, is the Foundation of All Activism, because once the Economic Stability for All is Ensured, Much of the Abuse of other Life Forms will Reduce Significantly as the Need to Survive will No Longer Motivate the Base Human Actions, Reducing Crime also Significantly and Bringing War to an End.

I commit myself to SHOW that MIND Control is allowed to Exist through Promoting Ignorance as Education, and Not Ensuring that Every Human Understand the In fact Detail of How the HUMAN MIND in fact Functions. If all Understand the Actual Functionality of the Mind Equally, No One will Be Able to Abuse another Anymore.

I commit myself to SHOW that Education at Home, School, and University SHOULD Be Focused on How the MIND Functions, as the MIND is the Tool that Create HUMAN Nature, and as Long as the MIND is NOT understood in it’s Functional Detail, Abuse will Exist in this World and Be justified as a Mystery.

Day 119: True Activist Power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in a world that is Best for All Life, Activists Would Not Exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Activism is a Knee Jerk Polarity Reaction following the Rules of Opposites and Equal to form Part of the Same Coin in Creating the Abuse without Ever Changing the System that Creates the Abuse, and thus Activism is the Process of Justifying and Beautifying the Abuse While Still allowing it as if the Activism Makes it all Seem Better, when it in fact Makes No Difference at All, but to Sooth the Egos of the Shamed and Guilty to Feel that at Least Something is Being Done.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that PowERTY is the PovERTY of No Power in the System Due to Having No Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that PowERTY is the PovERTY of Not having the NUMBERS as Money, and becoming only a NUMBER in Statistics of a System of NUMBERS that NUMB Society to Not Care About Life in Any Way Whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that POWER on Earth, which is LIFE, Has Been Covered by Illusions to NOT See that Life and Death are the Real COMMON GROUND for ALL on Earth, and that THAT which Cause Death to Promote the Illusion, is in fact CRIMINAL, Even if Most Agree that it is Not, as Agreement DO NOT REMOVE FACTS, that when Life is Not Supported and Poverty is allowed People END UP DEAD when it is NOT their TIME just Because TIME was NOT GIVEN as a basic Life Support, as the Self Interest of those that Created LAWS of ABUSE and Death as Economic Systems, DO NOT Care about Anything Else But Themselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that any System that Cause Poverty is Invalidated by the Fact that it Cause Poverty, and that any Person with Compassion and Actual Awareness will Not Stop Until Such Systems is Stopped to Never Again have POWER Over Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Reason and Intellect are the Systematic Assessment of the Physical Reality to Establish What is Best for All Life, and that when Reason and Intellect are Only Focused on Self Interest Causing Poverty, it is No Longer Reason and Intellect, but Justification of Psychopaths that Only Pave their Own Road of Life with Gold and Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Psychology that allows the Manipulation of Human Behaviors to Cause Poverty instead of Servicing Life Equally to Create a Society that is Best for All Life, is Not Psychology, but is MIND CONTROL and Brainwashing exercised by Morally Poor Beings that Do Not Give Any Consideration for the Only Real Value on Earth, which is Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a TRUE Activist will Give Every Living Moment to Bring about a World that is Best for All Life in Every Way in a Practical, Sustainable Way, without allowing the Self Interest of Like and Dislike to Water-Down the Activism to Only Token Actions of Self Importance, Veiled in Pictures and Stories of Action that Do Not in fact Produce a New System that Work Best for All Life on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that POVERTY is where the POWER to Support Life as family is Removed through a System Enforced that Cause Deliberate Harm, Even Death, without it having Any Consequence, as thus Murder is Sanctioned by Laws Made by those that Benefit from the Suffering and Poverty of fellow Human Beings.

I commit myself to SHOW that Activism only Exist to Window Dress Abuse to Make it More Acceptable WITHIN Society, and that the History of Activism is the Evidence that it Never Made Any Real Difference and will never make any Real Difference as Activists do Not focus on a New System with Rules that is Best for All Life and Only try and fix a Broken System, which is Impossible, as the Current System was Designed to Be Broken, as that Allows the Abuse and Self Interest to Exist.

I commit myself to SHOW that Activism is FUNDED by the Abuses as PUBLIC RELATIONS making Activists only Employees of the PUBLIC RELATIONS DRIVE of the Self Interested Abuse on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that Activism Ensures that Only the Corporations that Abuse Benefit from FOOD AID or Related Support, as Only the Corporations Remain  BIG Enough to Handle the BIG Problems Created in this World, Ensuring a Captive Market with Massive Profits and Royal Servants as Activist that Ensure the Profits.

I commit myself to SHOW that Only Equality for All Life will Restore POWER to Each One Equally, and Produce a World that is Always Equal for All in the Best Ways Possible.

I commit myself to SHOW that NUMBERS can just as Easily be used to Create a World that is Best for All Life, as Easy as it is Used to Justify INEQUALITY.

I commit myself to SHOW that LAWS that Justify POVERTY is an ABUSE of POWER and HUMAN RIGHTS and the Real Criminal Activity on Earth that Must Be Addressed to Hold those Accountable that Placed their Self Interest FIRST and Allowed a Poverty Holocaust on Earth.

Day 69: END Human TRAFFICKING

Watch the Documentaries The Trap, The Century of the Self and Psywar for context

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I RUN to a Store to Buy the Latest Gadget, I am Part of Human Traffic, controlled Only for Profit – Only Caring About the Humans with Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Traffic on the Roads of the World, Going to and From a Job just to Survive, is Human Trafficking and a System of Slavery to Profit and Money that Totally disregards Life as value – Leaving Generation after Generation of Children in the Jaws of Consumerism to be Eaten by the Sharks of Greed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Direct the Eyes to Human Trafficking around the World without addressing the Economic System that Created the Problem in the First place, is Like Deliberate Public Relations SPINNING to keep the Real Slave Entertained and Consumed within Ideologies that this World can Never be a Place that Will Honor Life Equally, without the Slave Realizing: I was Educated to be a Slave by my Family, my Culture, my Society, my Economic System – and No Alternative was offered – I HAD NO CHOICE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in a World of Plenty, to Have to Resort to Human Trafficking to Earn a Living, or to Become so Dishonored as Life that one Dishonor Life and Abuses Others VISIBLY, Requires a System that Shows Clearly that Life is Not Honored AS EXAMPLE, and this IS the System we have on Earth. Thus, let the one that is NOT Part of THIS System of ABUSE, ECONOMICALLY CAST The FIRST stone of JUDGMENT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Activist is the Public Relations of the Bodies that Represent the Justifications of Greed and Profit, as Corporations and Culture, that DO NOT Investigate ALL that is Behind the Current version of HUMAN or How the Human can Become Life-worthy through changing the World System to be Supportive of Life, Equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the MINDS of HUMANS are SOULD out to Greed and Profit, whether it be to LOOK GOOD, LIVE WELL, Be Wealthy, Be Healthy – it is Self-Interest and Greed as Long as Even One Child is Born in Poverty in a World of Plenty, and this is an INDICTMENT AGAINST All Activists that Do Not take on the Real Issues in this World, and Keep themselves Busy with PROTECTING A CORRUPT WORLD SYSTEM OF INEQUALITY.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize what is REALLY HEARTBREAKING is that So Few People in the World Realize that their Minds are Directed and Controlled from Birth to end up as Human Traffic to feed a Culture of Self-Interest and Greed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there are Millions of New Cases of Human Trafficking Every Day with Every child Born into a System that Does Not Honor Life Equally, is Doomed without a Choice to be just Traffic for Profit, and Labor slaves for the Greedy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that No Person can Call themselves AWARE when the World System Breeds Human Traffic for Profit, causing Massive Inequality to Drive the Fear-Factor in People, to make sure they Remain Grateful if they Have Money and Damn those without Money as GOD’S Will or Some other INSANE Justification.

I commit myself to End all Human Trafficking with a NewWorld System that will Honor Life Equally.

I commit myself to educate the WILLING and AWARE that a World that is Best for all Life is Possible and the Responsibility of Every Person that Claims Awareness.

I commit myself to show that every child Born into this World is in fact Brainwashed into a System of Either Greed or Poverty, with Life Never Valued in Equality.

I commit myself to show that Activists are the Charlatans of the Human Race that Sells a World System of Inequality to the Masses by being the Part of the Human Race that Pretends to Care and Yet Brings No Real Value to the Table, because Life Remains Valueless and Unequal.

I commit myself to show that the Economic System of the World is NOT an Acceptable System for a World of Plenty, where Life is Freely Given to Each at Birth – and to take what was Given Freely and Enslave it to a System of Debt, Greed, Profit and Poverty are Acts of Real Evil.

I commit myself to show that if One Cannot See Yourself as Equal As Life in Another – in Every Way – you are Brainwashed into Honoring Self-Interest and thus Part of the Disease that is Consuming Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that the Human that Accepts the world System AS IT IS, is INHUMANE, CRUEL and Self-Interested ONLY, and DO NOT Qualify to be Seen as Life.

I commit myself to the Establishment of a New Life Culture on Earth where Life is the Only Actual Value, Equal IN ALL from Birth to Death.

Day 30: The Decision

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the Graven Image Illusion as the mind and the world system, through all ways and means possible - to keep the abusive system going while paying lipservice to my realization that the world must change without taking action financially, and politically, and in self-change to prepare and facilitate the change that I realize must happen.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the only way to change the world in a peaceful way would be through political means and the direction of my financial support.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I make a decision for what happens in the world financially daily - politically with every election in my thought participation in the mind daily - in the lack of disciplined action to accumulate the eventual result of change daily.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have come to trust money in the current world system as my daily decision where I completely disempower myself and dishonour life, justified as too big for little me to make any real difference, in spite of actual measurable solutions that are possible for humanity as a group, through standing as a group.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the mind when I have had already many examples that my own thoughts cannot be trusted, as they are abusive and nasty towards other beings when I do not get my self-interest fulfilled.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I make the decision to support life and to create a new system that will support life, there will be conflict in my world and many fear-based labels, as I will be perceived as a threat to the Graven Image Personalities that were part of my world – yet, I must do what I have decided I must do, breath by breath, till I in association with others that make the same decision accumulate sufficient power in the current system politically, financially and as the written word, to bring about the change that is best for all Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be confused about the decision, where I am unwilling to look at what I am not willing to let go of, as controls that prevent me from becoming effective as contributor to a solution in this world, and that a decision will include the realization that my self-interest must be put aside till a new world system is in place, as I cannot serve 2 gods – I either serve Life as what is best for all Life, or I serve self-interest as what is best for me only. A decision must be made as who I am and accordingly it will show in what I do and how I do it, and that will serve as evidence for those that stand as the decision as Life, as to whom can be trusted to have made the decision and who not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately disempower myself by taking on actions as an activist, while the real power behind activism is money, which comes from corporations that only serve the self-interest of profit, forcing me as activist into a compromise where I am useless in fact, and only a token that will never change the world in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make the decision as my mind, without realizing I must stop participating in the mind as part of the decision, and practically walk, breath by breath, and walk with people as a group that have made a life-decision, to receive all the support as I am giving the support within the measure that I am able to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that during the process of planning and preparing for change, all will not be able to be equal in supporting the drive for change, and that each one will have to be self-honest and support the change according to ability - either financially, in blogging, in moderation, in research, in all necessary points, depending on self-honest assessment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a decision that is consistent, breath by breath, directive within what is now able to be done, is of great importance to show how we one by one will accumulate the standing as life, and that unless I stand visibly with the decision for Life, I have not yet actually made the decision to create myself and my world as Life.

I commit myself to show that who I am determines what I do, and that in what I do as my participation in this world, who I am will reflect.

I commit myself to show that peaceful change in the world is possible, through political means – and that all research, and training, and preparation to that eventual decision to enter the political arena, must be supported in every way possible, to confirm the decision that was made as Life.

I commit myself to show that lipservice is useless unless a plan exists as to how the world problem must be addressed to bring about a world that is best for all Life.

I commit myself to show that self-interest that resulted from the current world system that caused all the abuse, cannot be part of thedecision for Life, as what is best for all Life - as such decisions will be based on conditions that form part of abuse and can thus never result in what is best for all Life.

I commit myself to show by example that conflict will exist in the decision, and that it can be directed either through common sense communication, or through no participation in the abuse, till the self-interest of the abuser has researched consequence and change becomes possible.

I commit myself to show that a world that is best for all Life is in fact possible using the system that now exists on Earth.

I commit myself to call on all activists to reinvestigate their true support, so that those that realize that change is necessary can align themselves with practical solutions if they can get past their ego of self-interest and acceptance of the current system.

I commit myself to test my decision daily, to check that I am in fact aligned in my written words and actions, to an outcome that is best for all Life.  

I commit myself to remind each one to take active responsibility to the measure each are able, as that would be a statement of being equal to the decision for Life made.

I commit myself to show in every way necessary that the accumulation of a group for Life is no different to the group on Earth now formed by consumers in the pursuit of happiness and self-interest. The group for Life will obviously interfere with the happiness of the ones that only are concerned with self-interest.