Day 93: Unconditional Love Explained

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Man Created Unconditional Love to try and Manipulate God and Each Other by stating that Unconditional Love is the Acceptance of Each Other as Perfect just the Way Each is, Implying that God’s Love will never harm its Creation, as God Made Man with Flaws and with a Reason, thus it is Acceptable to Be a SINNER/Faulty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that man in fact Created Man through the MIND without Even KNOWING How Each Child, as a Product in Essence of the Parent, is Faulty – because the Parents have No Clue How Character Building actually Functions, and Created God as the Culprit and Scapegoat that Must be Unconditionally Loving as God Created the Child the Way the Child Turns out as a Character - but that is THE BIGGEST LIE, man is actually the Product of Man and Unconditional Love is used as the Excuse to Not Look at What is actually Being Created by Man as Man.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Man uses Unconditional Love as the Excuse NOT to Investigate How Character Building turns into Personality as Human Nature, as the One using Unconditional Love, like the Flaws that can be used to abuse others. This Love of God is Imprinted on each child with the Justification that Apparently Man did Not Create this World and there MUST Be a HIGHER Force that DID this, WITH EVIL and all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Parents WILL Make Sure Children Accept a Higher Intelligence as Creator that Apparently Created Man Flawed – and will Create the God/Intelligence Character as a Character with all the Presence and Energy Required to Take on this Character when the Parent INSISTS that God Must be the Creator and God is Loving – He will Never Unreasonably Judge His Creation, so it is okay to be Flawed – but in the Reality of What’s Here, the Parent Created the Child in Every Way, From Egg and Semen to the Personality Character the Child will Become – and NO GOD is EVER Involved in ANY Way Whatsoever, in ANY Part of this Process – and THIS, EVERY HUMAN BEING ON EARTH KNOWS.


I commit myself to SHOW that GOD is Never Involved in Anything, and Only Exists as a Make Believe Made Up Character in the MIND of People, THIS Taught in Less than Appropriate Way by Parents to Ensure that Abuse on Earth is Justified.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Nature of Man is Programmable and thus Man Can be Perfect as Life on Earth and actually IS Able to Create a World that is Best for All once the Lie of God is Seen and Removed From its Pedestal in the Memory of Man.

I commit myself to show that LOVE IS CONDITIONAL as Love WOULD ENSURE that NO One Suffers in the Name of Self-Interest and that Self-Interest is the Condition that must Be Unconditioned for Love to Actually Exist as the ONENESS of Equality.

Day 83: Character Charting to Discover Real Me

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Day 78: Stepping out of Character  

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Day 80: Creating a Character

Day 81: The Only Real Character

Day 82: The Reincarnation Characterization

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Memories are Charts within which I can find the Character I have chosen to be in the Memory to be in Charge of the Direction of the Memory, according to the Charge that I’ve loaded that Character with, Energetically, being the cause of the particular Character to be either Positive or Negative or Neutral, according to my own Design, to face the Problem of my Existence through the Solution I Perceive to be Valid as a Character – Creating, according to Me, an Answer to my own Singular Self-Interested Existence – Disregarding all Evidence the Physical World Produces to Show that I am Mistaken. Yet, because I am Existing in my Own Mind-Map as a Chart, as a Character: Alone, as my Creation, I cannot See the Real Reality that all Life Shares: Together.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as My Character in each Memory is in Charge, loaded with MY Solution as to why the Character is Important, the World-System is the Combined Character of all the World-Characters into the Memory, like: a Government, Education, Health, and other Systems where Characters are in Charge – loaded with a Chart that Characterizes the System, which Serves the Interest of the Characters in Charge – not Realizing that when a System, as a Memory, as a Law, as it Exists as the World-System does not Serve all Equally, it will cause Endless Harm to all those that do not Benefit from the Particular Direction of the World-System Law/Memory – and thus, the Laws of the World, as the Memories of the Characters that Participate, indicates the Nature of the Characters that accepted the Laws – utilizing Exactly the Same Inner-Methodology of Decision-Making that is used in the Inner-Human Memory Character, based on Statistical Data influenced to Protect the Interest of the Building-Blocks of the System - which, in this case, is the Ownership of Property in all its Various forms, Dominating all World-Systems - while Life, which is the Real, Dominant, Actual Irreplaceable Value, is completely Disregarded and in fact Diminished to be only of Value if it would Profit Ownership.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Leadership in the World-System is Characterized by the Inner-Characters of the Individual that is Perpetuated through Parenting and Charted into every Child Born, according to the Law of the Land and the System accepted by Individuals - causing the System of Inequality that is Pervasive in the World to be Seemingly Infinite as the same Patterns are Repeatedly Enforced through all means of Communication as: Education, as Acceptance, as Allowance – with no actual Compassion or Empathy existing, but the Characterized meanings of Compassion and Empathy that Serve a System where Capital is Ownership in ALL its Forms, while the REAL Capital - as Life - is Treated in a way that no one, Ever, would like to be Treated – yet, because the Character-Design of both the Inner-World of the Human, and the Outer-World of the Human, is Equal to the Self-Interest of the Power that is given through Ownership, all Feelings, in every way, end up being Only Supporting the Survival-Instinct of the Character - making the World a seeming Working-Order, as those that own Nothing have NO Power to Change Anything but through Violence, which is suppressed through the Employment of Characters that will do Anything to Survive: acting as Armed Forces, and Policing - justified through the Fact that they are able to Support their Families – causing a seeming Righteousness in their Actions as Apparently the Have-Nots are Breaking the Law of Property and Ownership. And thus, their Lives are Worth Nothing, and they must be Culled and Subdued, No Matter how many Die.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that through Self-Honesty, every Memory can be Charted and Mapped to show and Identify the Main Character that is, and has been, and will be, the Living Decision-Maker, as the Human – and therefore, we can Predict the Future within the Current Play-Out of Laws and Accepted Natures, as we can Measure the Energy which will Drive the Decisions, whether it be a Level of Fear, or Suppressed through a Level of Love – inevitably Leading, always, to a Repetition, Day by Day, Year by Year, Life by Life, of the same Abusive, Lifeless system that Exists only as Knowledge in the Books of History – teaching Nothing, because the Character that is learning is Lifeless, and thus – would only learn that which will Keep it Lifeless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those that Pretend to be Active in Preserving Human Rights, or the Rights of other Life-Forms, are in Fact Useless in their Approach – as they would still Accept the Characterization of the World-System in its primary Foundations – thus, whatever Changes being promoted by Activism NEVER Challenges the Real Issues as the Activist is also just a Character, looking for a Purpose, in a System of Characterizations, being Charged for Movement through the Polarization of the Energy-System that Animates the Memory through which the Character Lives and molds the Physical-World into the System with Laws that protect the current Characterizations of Polarizations – for instance, as Haves and Have-Nots, as Rich and Poor – and yet, with Self-Honesty, if one in any way had a Spark of Life left, one could Chart the EXACT Path of Life on Earth for Humanity, as a Group, as well as down to Each Individual Life Character – to see that the Level of Stupidity that Exists within the Methodology of Living as Characters, is of a Magnitude that will Never make Life on Earth, or Peace on Earth, or Happiness on Earth, possible – as for one to have Peace, another must be at War – for one to have Happiness, another must Suffer – for one to have a Home, another must be Homeless – as the System is designed on the premise that unless the Human is Forced to move as Character, the Human will not, out of the Goodness of their Heart – EVER Care Equally for each other, as has been Proven throughout all Human History – with not even a Single incident where any Human Action in any group has ever produced the Slightest Movement towards a world where Life would be Supported as the only True Origin that makes anything Possible that currently exist on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if one Dare to Chart the Nature of every Memory that Exists within the Flesh, and the Conscious mind, the Subconscious mind, the Unconscious mind – one IS going to Find the REAL YOU as Character - and to your great Dismay, you will find that all of it, in every way, is not the Real Life that you could be – and then one will Realize that, for All Time, one has Produced themself as these Characters, Charted into the Living Flesh as a Chart of Self, and a chart of the world, that presents an apparent Accepted Life-Path – and that it will take all your Time to In Fact remove this Chart as the Characterization of oneself as Life on Earth, to eventually end with that which is the Life-Force that Produces the opportunity to be able to Characterize, which is the Physical Body that Functions Independently from all Characterizations – yet, is beyond the capacity of any Characterization, in any Form, to Direct or Understand, but through Observation, Reduced to Knowledge - Unable to be Equal and One with and as this Miraculous Producer of Life as the Physical Body. And that, unless one Becomes One and Equal as that which produces Life, in fact, like the Physical Body, as the Character it exists as, One – as Memory-Character, lost in a world of Energy, will Only exist as long as Energy Exists, which currently is produced by this Very Physical Body – and therefore, when the Body Dies, the Character Dies – what remains is the Body, and Obviously not the Characters of Self, because Self has NEVER been the Body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Jesus gave an Example, through the Breaking of the Bread, and the Drinking of the Wine – indicating that the Body is what must be Honored, and that the Life-Blood of the Body, which Flows as an indication of the Living-Being – is the Elixir of Life that should be Understood, and Supported, yet as it is with the Character of Energy, this has completely been Misconstrued into just another Energy-Game – reducing the Physical to a Polarized Memory, Projected into the Future of an apparent Life after the Death of the Physical, Making Sure that Self-Realization on Earth became Virtually Impossible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Real Body of Life on Earth is a Physical, Touchable, Visible Body that is in the Face of each other ALL THE TIME – which is Understood in its basic need – yet not Honored Equally, as the Mental-Memory Characterizations are Valued more than the Real Physical Body that each Exists as - and in Spite of many Deaths since the Beginning of Man’s known History, no realization has taken place that will Change the Fate of Man – and thus, we can Say with Certainty, Man is always Doomed by the Mood of the Charges that are Charted into the Characterizations, as Polarizations of Energy, Animating Memory into Beingness called: Consciousness – Conning each other into Energy Highs and Lows – while being busy all the Time with a General Genocide of every Life-Form on a Living Planet: as Blue from afar, as the Eye of the Body of the Universe.

I commit myself to show that NO Human Character Appreciates or Realizes that Life on Earth is NOT Dependent on the Mind, but is Subject to a Healthy Physical Body, as is Shown Daily in Millions of cases: that because Mental-Characterization is accepted as the Only way Life can Exist, Reality is Missed – even unto Death.

I commit myself to show that Characters can be Charted and Mapped, which is the only True Mind-Mapping, to establish how one Conned yourself by becoming CONsciousness, as an Energetic-Resonance of Presence occupying Present Time through this Projected Presence Pretending that this is Real as the Now you Exist As – in Spite of the Evidence of the Extensive Suffering of Physical Bodies right around the World, due to the Laws and Systems this Mental-Presence, as the Power of Now, has Imposed on Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that ALL Laws on Earth, only EVER Serve Mental-Characterizations of the CON of CONsciousness, where the Pursuit of Happiness, as an Energetic High like a Drug, is that which Drags Down all Life on Earth to be only Equal to a Movie Full of Characters, playing out a Thriller and a Horror Story as History keeps Showing us as We Create this History Daily – yet, because that who is Looking is only a Character, Life that is actually Here, is Missed everyday – Breath by Breath – which should be of GREAT Concern, because only Life is Eternal, while Characters come and go in a Blink of Energy.

I commit myself to show that Earth was Created as a Real Living Body from which all Characters in the Universe were placed to face the Evil of Character-Building and how it Harms Life, which is why the Character would Characterize Harmony as the Opposite of the Harm of Money – meaning that Without Money as the Characterized Tool of Existence on Earth, Harmony is Impossible, as the Body will NOT have the Tools Money Buys – like Food, Housing, Education, Communication – and therefore, Without Money, Harm-Money cannot be Prevented.

I commit myself to show that the Desteni of the Universe, as Desteni Universe, is a specific, planned intervention into the con of consciousness that Manifested at the Predetermined Time, at which Juncture Characterization on Earth reached its Pinnacle as the Throne of Ego - which will, as it has been already, Come Tumbling Down and Shatter into Pieces - as the Character is Completely Unable to in Any Way actually Support Real Life on Earth – and thus, a Reminder: regardless, Each One is Responsible to find it within them to Actually Stop the Addiction to energy, and Return to Life on Earth – or Live through the Shattering of the Mirror of Illusion to find out that Everything Ever Lived has ONLY EVER BEEN A LIE.

Day 81: The Only Real Character

This post is part of the Stepping out of Character Series:

Day 78: Stepping out of Character  

Day 79: Stepping out of Character with LOVED ONES

Day 80: Creating a Character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Only Real Character in the Real Space/Time Matter Dimension is the Flesh as Self, Breathing Here – as the actual Point that Defines My Participation in this World as this Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Each One in this Physical Dimension of Space and Time is Equal as the Air Each Breathes, and that the Real-Time of this Flesh Character is Measured Breath by Breath as Who We Are and What We Do and Live, as this Breath, as that Defines the Real Nature of the Self as Flesh.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I exist in a World as Real if I cannot get out of it Unless I Die - indicating that Where I am is Where I must Live, and Prove that I grasp this By Creating Where I am, as the World we all Share, as What is Best for all Life - as that will Prove that I truly Care about the Life I Share.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Flesh is the Self that is Equal as Character in the World of Matter – and that it Matters Who I am as Flesh in My Relationship with All Matter – and that I must Honor Matter in All Forms as My Equal Here, and Create Relationships that Bring All form in the World of Matter to fulfillment that all in Matter May Have a Life of Worth, Equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I Create a Character as Myself in a Non-Matter Dimension within the Mind, I am Not Here as the Reality as Flesh and Matter, and will No Longer Be Able to Realize the Value of Self as Matter, as I tend to Glorify the Characters I Create in Non-Matter where I am the Only God and can Make my Characters Seem Superior to Characters of Matter – causing Major Abuse in the World of Matter when I Give Power to the Illusory Characters in My Mind to Feed them with Energy, Regardless to the Harm it Causes in the World of Matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Individual Equality as a Basic Right to Life is Only achievable if we as One Take Care of all Characters made of Matter to Make Sure that Each Character has a Life that is Best, Leading to a World of Matter where the Life in Matter is Always Best for all forms in Matter – Proving that we are Worthy of Life and can be Trusted with Life as We Show we Understand that the Only Real World is the World where there is a Consequence that we cannot Escape unless we harm another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those in the Flesh that seem to have the GOOD Life, are only able to Have the Good Life by harming others and Causing them to Have a Bad Life - as in a World of Matter, Resources are Limited, although Plenty, and Must be Shared Equally in ways that are Best to Ensure that all Forms in Matter have a Good Life. Yet, through getting Lost in Illusory Self-Created Characters, imposing the Illusion on the Reality of Matter, we have allowed Hell to Be Created on Earth as Poverty, Starvation, War, Disease, Mental Disorder, Fear, Anxiety and Every Experience that Causes Harm to others – Not Caring at all as Long as our Personal Lives are Happy, justifying the Abuse through Illusory Philosophies and Beliefs in in Invisible Characters that Apparently give us the Right to Abuse Life in Matter, because Apparently Matter is an Illusion, while Matter is the Place of Consequence and where Consequence exists – ILLUSIONS DO NOT EXIST.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I SELL Reality for the Illusion of My Mind, the Consequence is that when I DIE, I only will Be and Illusion as Consequence and this Consequence will Be By MY VOLITION only, as I had all the Evidence that Matter is Real through the Fact of Consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Fact that I must Breathe to Stay Alive, shows that Matter is the Real Reality and that the Flesh is the Real Self, but if I Live in My Mind where I create Fake Selves as Characters, My Real Self as Flesh will Become a Zombie Organic Robot and the I that I became as Illusion, as Energy, will be Subject to the Flesh for Energy to Exist and will end when the Flesh Dies. It is thus Paramount to Wake the Real Self as the Flesh Up and Become Aware as the Real Self so that the Real World can be Recreated as What is Best for the Reality of Matter – if I want to Matter to the Universe and Life for Real.

I commit myself to show that the Only real Self is the Flesh that Breathes and Makes the Experience in Matter possible, and that the Flesh is the Real Man that is Meant with = “Man Know Thyself”

I commit myself to show that through the Desteni Portal we Investigate the Result of Each Death to Confirm what happens to the Fake Character of the Mind and we Publish Life Reviews to Assist with Self-Realization as the Real Self – and that we Found that Each One that Dies as the Mind, END – and only the Character as Flesh as What is Best for all Life continues after Death, Equally.

I commit myself to show that all that is Necessary is to Live Breath by Breath in Ways that will change the World to what is Best for all Life in the Flesh, stopping all Illusory Characters of the Mind, Physically – and Practically Supporting that which will Bring a World Best for all Life in Measurable Physical Ways, so that I May stand as the Evidence of My Life that I have Left NO STONE UNTURNED or tried to Serve Both Illusion and Matter, as I was Scared that I would suffer in Some Way if I Do Not Support My Illusion as well. This must be done in the Context of the Form and System that Now Exist on earth till I, with others like me that Realize this, change the System to What is Best for Life in Matter.

I commit myself to ask all that Understand that the Real World Works according to the Sequential Time Currently Enslaved to Money, to make sure you Support Effectively with Money the Solution till it is the New Reality Installed. Do so in Understanding that One May Show Understanding Practically or the Illusion will Continue as Money in its Current Form will Overpower Common Sense purely through the Fake fears of the Fake Characters that try and Protect its Existence with Money. Support the Equal Money System and EQAFE to Make Sure the Solution is Sufficiently Funded that the Re-education of the Living Flesh that takes more than 7 Years per person, can be facilitated and Funded.

I commit myself to show that the Consequence of Being Lost as Characters in the Mind is that the Flesh Over Time got Infected by the Patterns of the Illusion that will have to Be Removed From the Flesh over Time through a Physical Support System as the Fake Self Cannot Realize Self as Life as the Flesh. Thus, as the Only Real Point of the Flesh Here IS Breath, Breath by Breath the Self as Flesh must Identify the Illusion that Enslaved itself and Remove them One by One per Character Memory until the Flesh is Here as Life to Reconstitute the Flesh to be the Point of Life that Participates in this World of Matter, Creating that which is Best for all Life in Matter: Always. Time as Space Ensures that there is No Short Cut and that what was Imposed on the Flesh over Time, must be removed Over time to Set the Enslaved Flesh Free, so that Man can Move From Illusion as Slave to Reality as Life. Anyone Claiming a shortcut is just another Lying Fake Character of the Mind that is Unwilling to Set Life FREE. This will take Many Years to achieve and Writing Self-Forgiveness, Self-Honestly Breath by Breath is the Only Way that One will be able to Birth Life from the Physical. This is so as Only One Process that is the Same for Everyone will Confirm Equality and Ensure Equality as What is Best for all Life. The Illusory Characters will Deny this, as they have Created a Fake Reality for themselves where they BELIEVE they are More than Reality, yet Self-Honesty within Consequence Proves the Lie of the Fake Character that Seeks Self-Interest.

DO NOT Postpone as You DO NOT HOLD Your Life as Flesh in your Hands and at Any Time it May Be your Last Breath. This is as it should be, to Make Sure Only Life will be Born from the Physical, as an Illusion will Never Be Life. Use this Opportunity of a Character of Flesh to Create Self as Life One and Equal as Flesh as Matter.

Day 80: Creating a Character

This post is Part 3 of the Stepping out of Character series – read Day 78: Stepping out of Character and Day 79: Stepping out of Character with LOVED ONES for further context and support

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my Mind is my Political System through which I Debate the Characters of various possible Leading Characters and then Test them through People around me to see which Character they like or dislike and which one they’ll end up Loving, which I use as the Voting System to Elect the next Dictator Character I will become to see how Great an Influence I can Exert and Whether I can Conquer other Humans to Become my Audience and my Slaves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in Creating an Influence my Main Character will use Backchat, like Gossip – thus, in the form of Gossip, talk itself into a State of Rage that will become Courage, that will be used to Speak Up and, initially secretively, gossip with just a few Humans, until their Characters are Influenced to Speak together – which will Indicate they have Voted for me to Speak for them, and then I will Speak Up to try and Force a Change in my Environment that will suit my Character – in this obviously making sure that I never get to the Real Issue of Creating a World that is Best for all Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Political Mind is Constantly Voting about the Current Main Character that is Leading the Assault on the Physical World, and that when the Main Character is not Influential enough to Empower other Living Beings for Self-interest, I will start the Political Process of Backchat to Emphasize the Uselessness of my Main Lead Character till I have Overthrown my Current Mental Government in an Attempt to Radically Revolutionize my Character into a New Self-Government that will be a Winner and More Influential, to Ensure that my Character will get Greater Attention on the World Stage as that would Confirm that my Character Production Abilities are Outstanding, and therefore my Abilities of Creator of Characters are Validated and therefore: must be Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have Created the Physical World as the Ultimate Trap by Insisting on a Social Order that must Respect my Freedom to Create More Characters as I have Accepted myself as a Creator of Characters in the Political Game of my Mind that I call Life – and because I am the Character that Creates, the Life I Create is Always only to Support my Character, as the only Real Creation, just because I Created it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Total World System of the Physical World is Based on the Political Mind Blueprint, which each Human uses in the Evolutionary Process that Creates Character upon Character, attempting to Build a Stronger and Stronger Character with more and more Influence which is Confirmed as Good and Great through the Amount of Possessions – whether it be Money or Knowledge accumulated in the Physical World – and that Character that have Accumulated Vast Wealth or Wisdom will protect their Winning Character until Death to make sure the System that Supports the Character remains Stable so that the Character can Keep on Winning and being Righteous.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as Character Creator of Self as Character, all Parts of the Character Game Start IN THOUGHT, while Thought is Populated and Created by the Parent, focusing Life on Earth as Character Building, Devastating the Real World by Diminishing Real Life as Only a Commodity to Serve Character – Making of Life an Illusion like a Hollywood Movie.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Only Real Character from a Human Perspective is the Human Body which at this Stage is a Slave to the Mind Dictator Main Character and WITHOUT any Real Awareness yet. This Body will Have to be Freed from the Character of Illusion that Possess it to get to the Point of Being Able to Sort out the Living World as Reality to what is Best for all Living Beings Equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Anything taken Personally is Just a Defense Mechanism to Protect a Character from being Diminished in its Role of Competing for Validation, and Influence and Happiness in the World of Illusion as Character to keep the Illusion going, because in the Illusion the Character makes all the Rules and is a Law unto itself, Regardless of what Harm it Bring to the Natural Living World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as Long as a Person is Only a character that Insist that their Character is Real, the Person cannot be trusted with Life and must thus Not be Allowed any Influence in your Life, as the Character will Always try and Create a Character in you that must Support their Character Causing just another Stupidity Loop of Gossip and Harm.

I commit myself to show that as Long as One Create Self as a Character in the Mind, one is a Criminal that Abuses Life for Self-Interest of the Self Created as Character.

I commit myself to show that Character Creation follows a Democratic System in the Mind to Vote in the Best Dictator Validated through the Acceptance of Lesser Characters.

I commit myself to show that thoughts as Backchat is a Debate that Ends in a Voting-In of a Character that will Become the main Player in the Game of Abuse of Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that Desteni Supports Participants to Develop Self-Honesty as Breath to Be able to understand How Self is Creating Self as a Character to be able to Return Home Eventually in the Real World to clean up the Mess Created as the Real Living World. There is NO Magic Shortcut out of the Mess Created as Life Lost in Character.

I commit myself to show that Desteni Haters are only Characters Attempting to Protect their Self-interested Illusion and Character Can Invent any Lie to Influence other Characters – and as a Character is Always only a Lie, Characters will only Ever Support Lies, and thus Attack the Desteni Message with Every Possible Lie. Falling for the Lie only Confirms that one is Only a Character lost in the Illusion of the Lie of Self as a Creator, when this Creator Only Creates Illusions and Lies of Self-Interest.

I commit myself to show that Each Character KNOWS it is a Lie, and thus the Constant Fear and Anxiety that keeps the Character Hyper-Aware to Protect itself as it Fears not Existing or Being Exposed as Being only a Lie.

I commit myself to show that the Only Character Valid for Life on Earth is the Physical Body in ALL its Dimensions as One, and that NO One on Earth yet Understands who they are as the Physical Body - and that with the Desteni Process One will Discover the Real Self on Earth and will Eventually Be Able to FIND Real Life and End the Fake Life as only a Character of Great Lies and Limitation. Start the Journey to Life Today and Join the Desteni of Life Eternal.

A Recent Study in South Africa Confirms one of the Way Characters seek to Evolve as the Study shows that 62% of teens and adults Live in “Constant Fear” of Missing out of Something MORE Exciting than what they are Doing. So much for the Political Mind Ever Being Able to Create a Character worthy of Life.

I commit myself to show that Diversity is used to Protect the Character’s Rights in the System so that those Characters that Hold Most Power in the System are Protected and are Held in High Esteem by Lesser Characters as an Evolutionary High to Be Emulated as Achieving the Ultimate Character, trapping the Living World in a Spiral of Abusive Character Lies and Illusions.

I commit myself to show that GOSSIP is Always Political as it is the Way the Character LOBBIES other Characters to Inference the System to Benefit the GOSSIPING Character to WIN more Influence – never considering what is Real and Always starts in Thought as Backchat First and Eventually Becomes words Spoken in Small Groups Seeking out Potential Weak Characters that May Be Able to Be Influenced to Join the Crusade of the Gossiping Character to Validate it through its Belief in the Righteousness of its Cause.

I commit myself to show that Self-Honesty will be Tough, as the Characters of the Life of Self have Multiple Diversions and know all the Lies – and thus will Do Everything in thought Backchat to Invalidate Self-Honesty. Discipline Self, Breath by Breath, in Self-Honesty to Return to the Physical Body and to Stop all thought, as Thought Only Creates Characters of Illusion that Lie.

Day 79: Stepping out of Character with LOVED ONES

This post is Part 2 of the Stepping out of Character series – read Day 78: Stepping out of Character for further context and support

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I keep my Loved Ones in Character if I do not Step Out of Character – that I am scared to Step Out of Character as that would mean I will Lose my Loved Ones that Validate my character – yet, I want to Change – not realizing that change in character without changing ALL Relationships of a character, will NOT change your character, and all I will do is to Mutate my character to Make Sure I feel I change in my Inner-Character, while my Outer Character as the World does not change, so I Make Sure I DO NOT change and Remain in the Character I LOVE TO BE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that characters Exist as the Relationships I BUILD on those that LOVE MY character, and that IN THIS, Parents are the Primary KEEPERS of Character that MAKE SURE children Remain In Character so that the Illusion Created by Each can be Stable and SEEM Real as the Experience is MADE Real by the character, but the Reality is that EVERYTHING AN ILLUSION  creates WILL BE an ILLUSION as a REAL ILLUSION, so it will Feel Real to the ILLUSIONARY Character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those with a WEAK Character will NOT be Able to step out of Character with LOVED ONES as they WOULD Fear to Lose the Support of the LOVED Ones and in Fact be TRAPPING LOVED Ones IN Character, proving that the Love for the Loved Ones is NOT what is Best, Best is Only FEAR HIDDEN Behind LOVE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that LOVE in Character is Only a WAY to Control the Character Environment to Make Sure Character Support Remains Stable so that No Character gets challenged to Make Sure the System of Characters on Earth Pretending to Live, can Remain Stable to Give the ILLUSION of Reality as Character to be Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Initial Creation of a Character is the Job of the Parent that Makes Sure the Child FITS into the System of Character Environment, so that the Character of the child will be Accepted as a Character of the System, where the Agreement Between all Characters is to NOT challenge each other’s character, but to Remain in Character so that the System of Characters Remains Stable, and seems Real, Pretending to NOT KNOW Where the Characters come from or How the Characters are Created – all together acting DUMB to Have a Valid excuse as to the Real Nature of the Illusion of Characterization.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Loved Ones are the Audience of the Character that will say you play your character well even if you are not, so the Love of Loved Ones is Claimed to be Unconditional, Making the Breaking Free from the Illusion Even More Unlikely, Because My Character gets the Attention and Love that I feel validates my character and my Life as Character Creation Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when Loved Ones Die, they are Stepping OUT of Character so that I can change my character to Look for New Loved Ones that will Love my New Character – proving it is possible to change Character through changing One’s Participation in the Character Love Cycle.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that When a Relationship or Marriage Breaks up, the Previous Love Characters will Change their Character to Look for a New Audience as Loved Ones Mutating the Character TILL they find a Loved One again, showing that to Break up the LOVE Relationship DOES force Characters to Step out of Character and if Directed to show that Creating New Character will Only Result in the Exact Same Cycle, the Opportunity Exists to Step out of Character FOR REAL, to Sort out the Mess Created ON Earth to Get Back to Actual Life.

I commit myself to show that the Hidden Agreement between Characters to Perpetuate the Lie of the Illusion is “I’ll Support your Character if you Support my Character – therefore, we are Friends. And if you Don’t Support my Character we’ll be Enemies for Life, because you’re taking the Life from my Character by not Supporting it. I’ll rather Kill your Character First, before you Kill my Character.” It is the Survival of the Fittest Character for this Game of Life.

I commit myself to show that every Character is a Slave to every Character which Exists as a Relationship defining a Character.

I commit myself to show every Character is a Slave to those who Love them and will not Step out of Character, out of Fear of Losing the Ones that Love them.

I commit myself to show that Death Proves that Characters trapped in Relationships can be Set Free to, at the very least, change into Another Character.

I commit myself to show that Breakups prove that Characters can Change, showing that it is Possible to Step out of Character to Find out what Exists Before the Creation of Characters.

I commit myself to show that Parents should be called Character Builders, because that is what they Really Do.

I commit myself to show that when you Step out of Character with you Parents, they will do Everything possible to get you Back into Character because they will feel they Failed at building your character in a way so that you will Never Change and remain as Only their Creation, justifying their own Character as the Creator of You. 

Day 78: Stepping out of Character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I create myself as the Memories of my Experiences by Remembering me as the Character in the memory that I then tell in the Story of My Life, Looking for an Audience to Love my Acting, so that I can feel My Character is Being appreciated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I look for Experiences to Create a Memory within which I can star as the Character so that I can be appreciated as the Actor that Created the Experience  - Leaving me as Creator and Created, lost between the Chicken and the Egg, unable to see who I am as Creator and Created – as whenever I see me, I only see a Memory where I am a character and I know I created the Memory and that the memory and the Character are My Illusion I fear to lose, so I create ways to Ensure to Myself the Character I build as Myself is Real, because I make it Real. Thus, who am I then, a Character, an Experience, the Creator, the Created? Or is the Creator not only a character as well?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize Everyone in my World is just a character that is here as My Memory, Validating my Character so that I can feel my character is Real – but from Everyone Else’s Point of View, I am just a character in their Memory, Validating that their Character is Real – in this way we agree, through this allowance, that we Con each other as we Together created Consciousness to validate each other’s character to Make us believe our illusion is Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the character I build, is the Character I play in the Story of my Life, looking for an Audience to Love my character so that my character can be Validated by someone else, because then I can also Believe that my character is Real: as it must be Real if someone else can see my character and Love it - but if you dare to Not Accept my character, I will hate you, because you do not Love what I love – my character – as the character of me I created as my Memory, which creates me as a Character, and so I am in the Circle of my Life as My character, as my Memory, recreating myself as the character with Everything that defines me as character – over and over again, having the exact same experience as this character until I decide to create a New Character which will follow the exact same pattern, ending with me as the Character in my Memory, where the memory creates Me. Thus, if my Memory creates me, is my Memory God?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I step out of character, there will be Conflict, as Everyone Else that Defined themselves according to my Character will hate me for stopping the Game of Creation – as they will no longer be Validated by my Character, and I will no longer accept the Validation by them of My Character – and thus the Perfect Memory that Created the Character as Me will be Damaged, and the Story of the Character will fail. Those that are no longer Validated by me as Character, will Immediately look for a New Character to define their Story of Life, ostracizing me to force me to Step back into character as they knew me in Memory, so that the Memory can be Restored and the Characters can continue in a way that the Character is Love. If you refuse, the character that Fails, will either step out of character and see who they Really are here as Life, or will step into a New character and continue with the Game of looking for someone to Love their acting and their character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all memories are always a New Dimension with which I am the Main Character that Defines all of the Memory, which I then step into whenever I am looking for approval or validation by another telling them My Story - as in My Story, My Character is the main Actor, and I am in fact Explaining who I have accepted myself to be as the Character in My Story looking for acceptance of this character, limited to the Illusion of My Memory and Me as the Illusion I created myself to Be – all this happening Instantaneously, showing the Awesome Power I am as Creator, as I can Instantaneously create myself as Any Character, even as an Illusion, even trap myself Eternally in Infinite Characters – as there is no limit to what I am, yet I am limited as the character I created myself as, as the Illusion within which I keep Lying to Myself, claiming that I am not creating me - as I made sure that I will Lie to myself so effectively that I will never be able to step out of character, even if I die and come back in another Life – it is just another character in another memory, as any other Illusion where I Lie to Myself. I will DO anything as a character to Not see that all I have ever Been is Just as Lie I created Myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Very Moment I remind myself that I am the Creator, I immediately create another memory within which I am fine with all the PROPS like Light and Colors to Prove to me that I am the Creator, Claiming that it is all an Illusion and that I as Creator am Real and My Reality I created as My Memory is Real, while it is all still Just a Lie Now Created, where I can Blind myself with Light to Not See what is Really here as the Physical, as the memories we have trapped ourselves in, as Time and Space - just because we do not want to clean up the Mess of our Creation, but we want to Create. So we look for slaves to Clean up the Mess of our Creation, and we make these slaves our New Characters - Creating them as God, and Jesus, and Mohammed and Buddha, and Love and Light - and According to us, these characters we created as All Powerful will sort out our Mess, as we are Born as a Mess, in a Mess we Believe – and yet our Creation and the Mess it is In is our Message to ourselves that there are No slaves, and that a Creator must take Responsibility for its Creation and when it is a Mess, the Creator must Clean it up. That is OUR DESTENI.

I commit myself to be the One that takes on the Character of Each One Here as their Ego, and to destroy the Memory that created the Character so that the Real One may step forth and See the Real Mess being Created so we can sort out the Mess on Earth we have created together, while lost as characters in our own Illusion of Memory.

I commit myself to show that Love is always Self-Interest, as it is Only a Character as Illusion of Self-Created, as Self, as the Lie that is looking for Validation and acceptance for the Lie as Character.

I commit myself to show that Parents do no educate their children in Life, but only Build characters and teach children how to Live a Lie as a character perpetuating the Mess of Creation without Getting the Message, which is STOP and step out of Character.

I commit myself to be the Conflict Necessary that will Invalidate the character of Each One as the characters are just Lie that must be Realized to see with Real Eyes.

I commit myself to show that Each Character is the Product of the Personal Hollywood as the Mind, where the character seeks fame, and glorification, and Love so that the Story of their Lives and the Characters they Play, can be Validated.

I commit myself to show that a Simple thought creates a character, and immediately creates a New Lie as a dimension as a Memory – where the Creator is the Character, Lost in thought and that we must Realize that to Stop thoughts is to Stop Lying to Ourselves so that we can get on with Cleaning up the Mess we Created on Earth.

I commit myself to show that the Only Reason we create characters and Memories to Lie to Ourselves is Because we do not Like Cleaning up the Mess we Created and we Prefer to do what we Like doing, which is Lying to Ourselves, creating character upon character.