Day 467: The Cutting Edge of Time

Time functions like a knife-edge, it functions at the very Edge of Breath, it is the Very Moment that You are Here, it is the Only Point where you are In Fact Alive, sometimes.

This Edge of Time is the Measurement, the Point that Gives the Actual Feedback of Who You Are, you are either Allowing and Accepting what Happens or you are in Awareness, Challenging that and Directing it.

At this stage Humanity as a Whole is simply Functioning within the Acceptance and Allowance point, Allowing things to Happen, then planning How to Use this Cutting-Edge of time to Improve Self-Interest, instead of Looking at the Cutting-Edge of Time, at the Equation of all the Relationships and their Outcomes and establishing What can be Done to Improve the Cutting-Edge of Time, which in Essence should be the Cutting-Edge of Science to be What is Best for All. Yet this is Not Happening at all, instead Ideologies are created that Give the Impression that apparently Things are ‘Preordained,’ ‘Things are the Way they Are and You have to Make the Best of it,’ instead of realizing that at the Cutting Edge of Time, You are the One that Must Change what is Happening and that you have Only one Measure as Who you Are, what are you Allowing to Exist and Accepting without Doing Anything about it. The Cutting-Edge of Time is the Measurement of Integrity. Integrity is the Expressed Action and Realization and Living Breath that is Measured as you, as Part of what is Best for All – if that is Non-Existent and you are purely Trying to ‘Make the Best of Things’ = You have No Integrity, your Integrity is Determined by Events. You are Not with Integrity, you are just Responding to Events in a way that Makes you ‘Feel Good’ so you have Transformed Integrity into an Energetic Feeling, it is No Different to a Mother giving a Child a Sweet to Shut-up. Anything that You are Doing to ‘Feel Good’ is in the same vein, in the same Vile Parenting Process where the Living is turned into the Death by an Energetic or a Sweetness Response, it is a form of Manipulation and Very Effective Brainwashing because the Body is Taught to Respond to the Sweetness, while the Body is Also the Mechanism where the Memories and Information is Stored that will become the Thoughts. So it becomes an Extremely Effective Way to Control a person’s thought, just what You Like and Dislike at a Physical Level in terms of Food.

And if you have a Look this has Escalated to be Virtually the ‘Method of Choice’ to Keep the Human Thought-Directed in a very specific Controlled Way. Even ‘Feeling Good’ when you are Doing something that you Believe is Necessary within Anarchism or Activism is Still Exactly Just the Same, it is Just the result of your Already Programmed Memories which Base and Form the Basis of your Reasoning.

So on the Cutting-Edge of Time one can truly become Aware as Breath, Functioning eventually at the Physical Level you’re Supposed to Function which is a Real-Time Direct Natural Learning ability, developing a Direct Memory System where the Mind is No Longer based on Past, Present and Future but it is in Real Time. Without a Mind in Real Time = You are Lost in Consciousness and you will be Lost in Feeling, you will thus Base everything you Do on the ‘Feel good’ point and you cannot even Begin to Analyze What is Causing the ‘Feel Good’ point because You are at the End of the Equation, an Equation that is Unequal, that is Imbalanced and therefore You are the Resultant Consequence which is Imbalanced for instance, on the Positive-Scale or the Negative-Scale.

We have Glorified the Positive Side of this Imbalance as If that is ‘The Meaning of Life,’ but that Only Confirms that you have Lost the Cutting-Edge of Time and you have Fallen off the cliff.

Getting Back up – obviously Back to the Cutting-Edge of Time – means that you have to Deprogram your Brainwashing, you have to Get to Real Time. The Only point where Brainwashing which is a Form of control Does Not Exist is at the Cutting-Edge of Time and at this stage there are virtually no Groups in the World that are in fact able to explain what this is all about, because once you’re Brainwashed, once you’re off the cliff, once you have Become the Consequence of what happens, You have Lost all Power, You have Lost Life.

At the Cutting-Edge of Time as Breath in the Real Moment – and Here I am very specifically specifying points with Very Specific Words so that there is no Misunderstanding, because otherwise you Miss the Edge of Time and when you Miss the Edge of Time, you’re already Lost in Time and there are Two Forms of time: there is Real-Time and then there is Illusion-Time. The Illusion Time is Past, Present and Future. This Cutting-Edge of Time is what becomes the Story. If the Story is Not Real, it becomes His-Story or Her-Story then you start to Base your life on His-Story or Her-Story. Once you start Doing That and you Base Your Decisions on His-Story and Her-Story, you No are No longer Working with Data, you are now Working with Biased Information, You are now Working with a Consequence Data that is Not Based on Real Time and therefore You cannot Sustain an Ecology like an Economy Effectively because the Data you’re Working-with is Not True and is Biased.

Obviously those that Find Ways to Benefit from Abusing The Cutting-Edge of Time by using for instance Propaganda or Public Relations to Manipulate People according to Feelings, creating a form of ‘Feel Good Sweetness’ in their lives, Do so Without Understanding the Consequences of Doing this. They do so out of Pure Self-Interest, and! They are Able to Do it because they’re Allowed to do it. All of these Mechanisms that End-up as Controlling Constructs within the World as it Now Exists are Directly Coming from Parenting. It is a Parenting Problem over Generations and In Spite of some of the Holy Books Explaining that the Sins of the Fathers will be Visited Upon the Children up to the Sixth and the Seventh Generation and obviously now Much Further than that, there is still No Real awareness within Those that are Following these Teachings as to What Degree this is In Fact taking place.

It is thus Necessary to Investigate your Life until you get to The Cutting-Edge of Time to establish Very Clearly What it is that You are Actually Accepting and Allowing in this World Not Only for You but for Everyone else because ‘No Man is an Island’ and Unfortunately, the whole Concept of Capitalism and Consumerism as it Now Exists are Disregarding The Cutting-Edge of Time, Disregarding Proper Science and is in fact utilizing History to Try and Control the Outcomes to Benefit just a Few and this forms Competition. And Competition is where you have The Cutting-Edge of Time placed into a Win-Lose scenario, and a Win-Lose scenario is Never Balanced – You only have One Winner and then you have 99% Losers. So a Win-Lose Scenario is Never a Point that Benefits, it’s also Never Democratic. Democracy is where the Majority Wins, Win-Lose is when Only One Wins - so there is this seeming Lack of Understanding of the Practical Implication of Competition.

Effective Competition is a Win-Win Solution, It is Democracy functioning in a Balanced Way where the End Result is a Win-Win, the Majority Wins, not the Minority. Unfortunately at this Stage even the Majority has Accepted just Based on the Possible ‘Hope’ that they Also may become the One that Wins, even if it’s just Once in a Lifetime, they’ve Accepted that the Win-Lose concept of the 1% Against the 99% is Valid, when that is an Obvious Problem that is Causing a Complete Imbalance in society.

So Study the Living Income Guaranteed and the Desteni message, we are at The Cutting-Edge of Time and If you are Not Yet There, You will find the Message rather Challenging, because it will Challenge your ‘Feel Good’ Brainwashing.

It is going to Require some Self-Honesty, Discipline and a Realization that the World is Not Getting Better, in spite of Many Utilizing the Positive Feel Good Aspect of Brainwashing to Try and Change the World – it will Not Change the World, we have said this over years, we are Reiterating it again: It Will Get Worse because You are Not at The Cutting-Edge of Time, You are Lost in Time – and those ‘Lost in Time’ are just that: Lost, thus Powerless.

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Day 127: TRUE ACTIVIST Greed of Happiness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Desire Something that is Not Equally Available to ALL, But Requires you to Act in Self Interest to Obtain this Thing, is By Definition what Greed Represents, To Have Something No Matter What it Cause or Cost.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Happiness is in fact Subject to Money, and that those Claiming Happiness are in fact Protected By Money and by that which Money Represents.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Nature of Greed is Fear and Separation, which is Justified Through the Euphoria of Happiness, Created as a Chemical Stimulus in the Body, Using the Mind to Hide the Fact of the Inhumanity that the Happiness Cause through the Inequality that it Cause.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Happiness is a Condition in Consciousness, that is Deliberately Created through Self Interest, to try and Prevent the Fear of Suffering that Each One Knows Exist Due to the Allowed Inequality on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Enlightenment is the Justification Used to Protect the Greed of Happiness as a Value that Must Be Pursued Regardless of Conditions Caused By the World System, because the Enlightened Make themselves Believe that the Physical World is an Illusion, But the Enlightened will Not Test their theory through Embracing Poverty by Living WITHOUT Money, and In fact Do Just the OPPOSITE and Focus on Accumulating More Money to Protect themselves Against the REALITY of Poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Greed By Definition focus on Excluding Competition in Every Way Possible to Accumulate as Many Ways as Possible to Prevent the Demon of Poverty, Regardless of the Harm this Cause to those that are Less Fortunate due to the Environment of their BIRTH.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Pursuit of Happiness of a Nation Indivisible under the Money GOD is the Root Cause of War on Earth, to Ensure the Happiness of its Citizens, as a Statement of Greed justified by it’s Power and Ability to Kill Anyone that Stands in the Way to Happiness, taking Greed to a Level of Cruelty NOT Seen on Earth Before.

I commit myself to SHOW that Greed Goes with the Abuse of POWER to Ensure Happiness as the WINNER Based on Inhumanity and Inequality.

I commit myself to SHOW that Happiness, while Even One Child Lives in Poverty, is in fact GREED.

I commit myself to SHOW that Activism that justifies Happiness, Where Even One Suffer at the Hand of the System, Makes Happiness the Battle Dress of Greed.

I commit myself to SHOW that Capitalism and Consumerism is in fact Justified Greed in the Pursuit of Happiness.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Greedy will Justify Inhumanity and the Cruelty of Inequality through the Experience of Happiness, as the Euphoria of the Strength of the WINNER.

I commit myself to SHOW that Profit at the expense of Inequality, is in fact Greed that will Separate Neighbor from Neighbor, Invalidating all Claims Made by Religions Like Christianity.

Day 119: True Activist Power

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in a world that is Best for All Life, Activists Would Not Exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Activism is a Knee Jerk Polarity Reaction following the Rules of Opposites and Equal to form Part of the Same Coin in Creating the Abuse without Ever Changing the System that Creates the Abuse, and thus Activism is the Process of Justifying and Beautifying the Abuse While Still allowing it as if the Activism Makes it all Seem Better, when it in fact Makes No Difference at All, but to Sooth the Egos of the Shamed and Guilty to Feel that at Least Something is Being Done.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that PowERTY is the PovERTY of No Power in the System Due to Having No Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that PowERTY is the PovERTY of Not having the NUMBERS as Money, and becoming only a NUMBER in Statistics of a System of NUMBERS that NUMB Society to Not Care About Life in Any Way Whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that POWER on Earth, which is LIFE, Has Been Covered by Illusions to NOT See that Life and Death are the Real COMMON GROUND for ALL on Earth, and that THAT which Cause Death to Promote the Illusion, is in fact CRIMINAL, Even if Most Agree that it is Not, as Agreement DO NOT REMOVE FACTS, that when Life is Not Supported and Poverty is allowed People END UP DEAD when it is NOT their TIME just Because TIME was NOT GIVEN as a basic Life Support, as the Self Interest of those that Created LAWS of ABUSE and Death as Economic Systems, DO NOT Care about Anything Else But Themselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that any System that Cause Poverty is Invalidated by the Fact that it Cause Poverty, and that any Person with Compassion and Actual Awareness will Not Stop Until Such Systems is Stopped to Never Again have POWER Over Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Reason and Intellect are the Systematic Assessment of the Physical Reality to Establish What is Best for All Life, and that when Reason and Intellect are Only Focused on Self Interest Causing Poverty, it is No Longer Reason and Intellect, but Justification of Psychopaths that Only Pave their Own Road of Life with Gold and Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Psychology that allows the Manipulation of Human Behaviors to Cause Poverty instead of Servicing Life Equally to Create a Society that is Best for All Life, is Not Psychology, but is MIND CONTROL and Brainwashing exercised by Morally Poor Beings that Do Not Give Any Consideration for the Only Real Value on Earth, which is Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a TRUE Activist will Give Every Living Moment to Bring about a World that is Best for All Life in Every Way in a Practical, Sustainable Way, without allowing the Self Interest of Like and Dislike to Water-Down the Activism to Only Token Actions of Self Importance, Veiled in Pictures and Stories of Action that Do Not in fact Produce a New System that Work Best for All Life on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that POVERTY is where the POWER to Support Life as family is Removed through a System Enforced that Cause Deliberate Harm, Even Death, without it having Any Consequence, as thus Murder is Sanctioned by Laws Made by those that Benefit from the Suffering and Poverty of fellow Human Beings.

I commit myself to SHOW that Activism only Exist to Window Dress Abuse to Make it More Acceptable WITHIN Society, and that the History of Activism is the Evidence that it Never Made Any Real Difference and will never make any Real Difference as Activists do Not focus on a New System with Rules that is Best for All Life and Only try and fix a Broken System, which is Impossible, as the Current System was Designed to Be Broken, as that Allows the Abuse and Self Interest to Exist.

I commit myself to SHOW that Activism is FUNDED by the Abuses as PUBLIC RELATIONS making Activists only Employees of the PUBLIC RELATIONS DRIVE of the Self Interested Abuse on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that Activism Ensures that Only the Corporations that Abuse Benefit from FOOD AID or Related Support, as Only the Corporations Remain  BIG Enough to Handle the BIG Problems Created in this World, Ensuring a Captive Market with Massive Profits and Royal Servants as Activist that Ensure the Profits.

I commit myself to SHOW that Only Equality for All Life will Restore POWER to Each One Equally, and Produce a World that is Always Equal for All in the Best Ways Possible.

I commit myself to SHOW that NUMBERS can just as Easily be used to Create a World that is Best for All Life, as Easy as it is Used to Justify INEQUALITY.

I commit myself to SHOW that LAWS that Justify POVERTY is an ABUSE of POWER and HUMAN RIGHTS and the Real Criminal Activity on Earth that Must Be Addressed to Hold those Accountable that Placed their Self Interest FIRST and Allowed a Poverty Holocaust on Earth.

Day 90: Beauty is Cruelty

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Beauty is an Attribute Born from the Self-Interest of Characterization that disregards Life and does not Recognize Life as the Only Beauty that Exists, allowing Judgment to be Born that Ends in Multi-Faceted Cruelty that Manifests and Becomes Character of Abuse to Others and Self-Abuse – purely based on the Foundation of the Idea that Beauty is Better.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Parents Contribute to the establishment of the Beauty as Cruelty Regime with the Introduction of Beauty and what goes with Beauty to their Children as Young as Possible – with NEVER Teaching the Child Any Values of Life, Creating just Another Monster as a Character, as a Human that will Consume and Abuse the World Extended Family and Friends of Parents will Support the Parents in the Development of the Characteristics of Beauty as a Right, without EVER Considering the Consequence of Such Behavior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Activists will Only Confront Beauty as Cruelty in Relation to the Abuse of Animals, while the REAL Cruelty Includes the Abuse of Life IN ALL FORMS: the Making of ALL kinds of Beauty Products from Living Beings as PLANTS just for Beauty and Profit is Never Questioned by Vegans, Vegetarians, Enlightened Beings or Activists – as they do ALSO not Actually Realize what LIFE Really Actually IS, and are But Products of Beauty as Cruelty, Living a Beautiful Healthy Life, while Being Cruel to the Life-Forms Being Consumed by causing Division and Inequality Between Forms of Life, just to Claim the Moral High Ground in a World of Cruelty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Words taught to Children that will become their thoughts are Laced with Judgment and Competition and Beauty to Prepare a Child for a Life as Cruelty in Motion as the Adult Human Being, where No Life is actually Ever Realized in its Equality as what is Really HERE Everywhere, Visible and Invisible, in All Forms – All the Time. Yet, through Creating Characters as Representations of Human Nature, Human Nature Becomes the Lifeless Cruelty that is Regarded as Beautiful, while Life Suffers at the Hands of Human Nature that is Lifeless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Beauty, as how the Human Presents it Currently, will always be Lifeless – as it only Ever Represents a Character in a MIRROR as a Memory in a Illusionary Dimension. See Previous Blogs for Context.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Beauty is the Intrinsic System of Consumerism and money that Creates the Lifeless Human Nature Characters that PREY on Life to attempt to create Life in Illusionary Characters, Manifesting in its WAKE Cruelty in Every Way, which No Character can EVER See, as the Characters Depend on the Cruelty to be Beautiful.

I commit myself to show that Human Nature is just the Characterization of Cruelty in Fake Beauty just Like Love and Light as Consciousness Marks Life as Characters, allowing Cruelty to Exist in Every Form without Question – Never Realizing the Real Extent of Cruelty that Actually Exists All the TIME.

I commit myself to Bring all Life to Self-Awareness through Self-Realization to Stand and Deliver Life from the Abomination and Cruelty of Characterization.

I commit myself to Remind the Characters Pretending to be Life, that Characters only exist in Imaginary Stories where Life is NOT Realized and that this Causes Cruelty that is Immeasurable in the Vastness.

I commit myself to Bring to an End all Beauty as Characterization, as Beauty Can Only Exist as Life – which is Always Equal – But to Remind the Beings that Dare to Hear, that this is a Journey, One that will Not be without Pain, as Self-Realization is Always Pain, as Life is Currently Tortured in Every Way by the Characters Humans Became.

I commit myself to show that the Living Flesh is Formed from Dust and the Breath, which Implies that Dust and Breath is Life - and from this One can Realize: What is Life Really On Earth – Realize the Beauty this is Life as Yourself and Everything else , and Treat it with Respect because that is Self-Respect.

Day 69: END Human TRAFFICKING

Watch the Documentaries The Trap, The Century of the Self and Psywar for context

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I RUN to a Store to Buy the Latest Gadget, I am Part of Human Traffic, controlled Only for Profit – Only Caring About the Humans with Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Traffic on the Roads of the World, Going to and From a Job just to Survive, is Human Trafficking and a System of Slavery to Profit and Money that Totally disregards Life as value – Leaving Generation after Generation of Children in the Jaws of Consumerism to be Eaten by the Sharks of Greed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Direct the Eyes to Human Trafficking around the World without addressing the Economic System that Created the Problem in the First place, is Like Deliberate Public Relations SPINNING to keep the Real Slave Entertained and Consumed within Ideologies that this World can Never be a Place that Will Honor Life Equally, without the Slave Realizing: I was Educated to be a Slave by my Family, my Culture, my Society, my Economic System – and No Alternative was offered – I HAD NO CHOICE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in a World of Plenty, to Have to Resort to Human Trafficking to Earn a Living, or to Become so Dishonored as Life that one Dishonor Life and Abuses Others VISIBLY, Requires a System that Shows Clearly that Life is Not Honored AS EXAMPLE, and this IS the System we have on Earth. Thus, let the one that is NOT Part of THIS System of ABUSE, ECONOMICALLY CAST The FIRST stone of JUDGMENT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Activist is the Public Relations of the Bodies that Represent the Justifications of Greed and Profit, as Corporations and Culture, that DO NOT Investigate ALL that is Behind the Current version of HUMAN or How the Human can Become Life-worthy through changing the World System to be Supportive of Life, Equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the MINDS of HUMANS are SOULD out to Greed and Profit, whether it be to LOOK GOOD, LIVE WELL, Be Wealthy, Be Healthy – it is Self-Interest and Greed as Long as Even One Child is Born in Poverty in a World of Plenty, and this is an INDICTMENT AGAINST All Activists that Do Not take on the Real Issues in this World, and Keep themselves Busy with PROTECTING A CORRUPT WORLD SYSTEM OF INEQUALITY.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize what is REALLY HEARTBREAKING is that So Few People in the World Realize that their Minds are Directed and Controlled from Birth to end up as Human Traffic to feed a Culture of Self-Interest and Greed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there are Millions of New Cases of Human Trafficking Every Day with Every child Born into a System that Does Not Honor Life Equally, is Doomed without a Choice to be just Traffic for Profit, and Labor slaves for the Greedy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that No Person can Call themselves AWARE when the World System Breeds Human Traffic for Profit, causing Massive Inequality to Drive the Fear-Factor in People, to make sure they Remain Grateful if they Have Money and Damn those without Money as GOD’S Will or Some other INSANE Justification.

I commit myself to End all Human Trafficking with a NewWorld System that will Honor Life Equally.

I commit myself to educate the WILLING and AWARE that a World that is Best for all Life is Possible and the Responsibility of Every Person that Claims Awareness.

I commit myself to show that every child Born into this World is in fact Brainwashed into a System of Either Greed or Poverty, with Life Never Valued in Equality.

I commit myself to show that Activists are the Charlatans of the Human Race that Sells a World System of Inequality to the Masses by being the Part of the Human Race that Pretends to Care and Yet Brings No Real Value to the Table, because Life Remains Valueless and Unequal.

I commit myself to show that the Economic System of the World is NOT an Acceptable System for a World of Plenty, where Life is Freely Given to Each at Birth – and to take what was Given Freely and Enslave it to a System of Debt, Greed, Profit and Poverty are Acts of Real Evil.

I commit myself to show that if One Cannot See Yourself as Equal As Life in Another – in Every Way – you are Brainwashed into Honoring Self-Interest and thus Part of the Disease that is Consuming Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that the Human that Accepts the world System AS IT IS, is INHUMANE, CRUEL and Self-Interested ONLY, and DO NOT Qualify to be Seen as Life.

I commit myself to the Establishment of a New Life Culture on Earth where Life is the Only Actual Value, Equal IN ALL from Birth to Death.

Day 39: Is Charity Greed?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that charity only exists because wealth exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that charity only exists because poverty exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that poverty exists because what is given freely by the planet has been commercialized and placed under control without FREE and equal access, causing conditions where charity is organized as deceptive gratefulness so that the wealthy can share a bit of their greed and justify why they are wealthy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that charity has been abused by the corporations to promote their products and distribute them to the poor - while the corporation, at the same time, benefit from tax benefits which place more pressure on the community at large with tax requirements to meet the budgets of a failed system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that religion is a failed system which funds itself through charitable gifts from the community without ever bringing any change or benefit that will change the world to where charity no longer exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that activists trapped in charity organizations are in fact the public officers of a failed system, justifying their activism based on the belief that the system cannot actually change and therefore they believe they do the best they can, which will never result in a world that is best for all Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that charity is used by the dishonest ego to feel better about the many daily dishonesties that are required from each human to function and be part of a failed system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in a world of Equality, charity will not exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the acceptance of charity is like a death sentence to the poor, as this implies that the failed system will never change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that charity is greed, as the wealthy can only be wealthy because the poor exist - and by taking more than what is needed and hoarding it, using charity as the smokescreen to cover up this evil of wealth, no one questions the morality of wealth and charity.


I commit myself to bring to an end all charity, as charity is the charred remains of a failed system that only abuses Life.

I commit myself to the establishment of a world system that provides to all Life equally, so that every man can recognize the real wealth on Earth, which is Life.

I commit myself to show how charity is abused by the wealthy, corporations, the religious and activists without any solution or plan to solve the world’s problems of poverty in a permanent way.

I commit myself to show that no rich man that profits without bringing about a system of equality, will enter into Life.

I commit myself to show that charity is used as a justification as a gratefulness – and that in this way, gratefulness as word has been made into an abomination that allows inequality as if that is the natural state of the world while it is NOT.

I commit myself to show that charity is a criminal act that condemns the poor to a Life of failure and early death because the charitable will not give up their control and will justify the abuse through supporting a failed system in spite of the clear certainty that the system has failed.

I commit myself to question the integrity of activists, and to remind activists that activism should be about a new world system that is best for all life always, and that any activist that cannot stand for what is best, is in fact only an extension of the system of greed that has failed Life in every way.

Day 37: The Courage to Live

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define courage in ways that support the current abusive economic and religious world system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define courage within acts of bravery within war – rewarding such courage while real courage is NOT to start a war in the first place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define courage with promoting such actions within sport – taking competition to a level of physical violence that ends in the harm of the opposition in many cases, yet it is accepted as part of the game.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Real Courage would be to live the message of Jesus for real, as was demonstrated in the statement of Jesus to the rich man, saying: give away all your possessions and follow me - indicating that to follow Life and be Life will take Real Courage.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to be self-honest is one of the greatest acts of Courage in every breath anyone will ever face.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that daily self-forgiveness with the action of real change of self to what is best for all Life, is one of the greatest acts of Courage that will determine the outcome of self in every way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that using the system to change the system to what is best for all Life, will take one of the greatest acts of Courage, as those in self-interest will abuse those standing up for Life in every way possible – in the most mean and dishonest ways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to blog daily in the 7 Year Process to Life – in a directive, self-honest way, as part of the group to become Life, will take massive Courage, as the ego will in every way try and remain the dominant dictator alone, to discourage what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that me changing to Life will require great Courage as family and friends will oppose such change and will emphasize my past mistakes, so try to prevent me from standing up for and as Life as what is best for all, and that even Jesus predicted that such conflict will occur when one stands up for Life.

I commit myself to establish the Courage of Life as the foundation of Integrity as what is Best for All Life.

I commit myself to show that bravery in war is NOT courage, it is only self-interest in participating in minds.

I commit myself to show that promoting Courage in competition designs humans to become abusive in self-interest.

I commit myself to show that religions do not stand for the Courage of Life, but only for self-interest and the justification of abuse on Earth.

I commit myself to be Self-Honest in Every Breath, to constitute and bring into being on Earth that which will eternally be Best for All Life.

I commit myself to daily Self-Forgiveness, as the act of Self-Change in bringing Life to Earth as myself in every way required for all Life to be supported effectively equal.

I commit myself to be Courageous in challenging with Common Sense every point where abuse of Life has become the justified way of Life of the human race.

I commit myself to the Courage to Live.

Day 30: The Decision

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the Graven Image Illusion as the mind and the world system, through all ways and means possible - to keep the abusive system going while paying lipservice to my realization that the world must change without taking action financially, and politically, and in self-change to prepare and facilitate the change that I realize must happen.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the only way to change the world in a peaceful way would be through political means and the direction of my financial support.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I make a decision for what happens in the world financially daily - politically with every election in my thought participation in the mind daily - in the lack of disciplined action to accumulate the eventual result of change daily.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have come to trust money in the current world system as my daily decision where I completely disempower myself and dishonour life, justified as too big for little me to make any real difference, in spite of actual measurable solutions that are possible for humanity as a group, through standing as a group.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the mind when I have had already many examples that my own thoughts cannot be trusted, as they are abusive and nasty towards other beings when I do not get my self-interest fulfilled.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I make the decision to support life and to create a new system that will support life, there will be conflict in my world and many fear-based labels, as I will be perceived as a threat to the Graven Image Personalities that were part of my world – yet, I must do what I have decided I must do, breath by breath, till I in association with others that make the same decision accumulate sufficient power in the current system politically, financially and as the written word, to bring about the change that is best for all Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be confused about the decision, where I am unwilling to look at what I am not willing to let go of, as controls that prevent me from becoming effective as contributor to a solution in this world, and that a decision will include the realization that my self-interest must be put aside till a new world system is in place, as I cannot serve 2 gods – I either serve Life as what is best for all Life, or I serve self-interest as what is best for me only. A decision must be made as who I am and accordingly it will show in what I do and how I do it, and that will serve as evidence for those that stand as the decision as Life, as to whom can be trusted to have made the decision and who not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately disempower myself by taking on actions as an activist, while the real power behind activism is money, which comes from corporations that only serve the self-interest of profit, forcing me as activist into a compromise where I am useless in fact, and only a token that will never change the world in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make the decision as my mind, without realizing I must stop participating in the mind as part of the decision, and practically walk, breath by breath, and walk with people as a group that have made a life-decision, to receive all the support as I am giving the support within the measure that I am able to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that during the process of planning and preparing for change, all will not be able to be equal in supporting the drive for change, and that each one will have to be self-honest and support the change according to ability - either financially, in blogging, in moderation, in research, in all necessary points, depending on self-honest assessment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a decision that is consistent, breath by breath, directive within what is now able to be done, is of great importance to show how we one by one will accumulate the standing as life, and that unless I stand visibly with the decision for Life, I have not yet actually made the decision to create myself and my world as Life.

I commit myself to show that who I am determines what I do, and that in what I do as my participation in this world, who I am will reflect.

I commit myself to show that peaceful change in the world is possible, through political means – and that all research, and training, and preparation to that eventual decision to enter the political arena, must be supported in every way possible, to confirm the decision that was made as Life.

I commit myself to show that lipservice is useless unless a plan exists as to how the world problem must be addressed to bring about a world that is best for all Life.

I commit myself to show that self-interest that resulted from the current world system that caused all the abuse, cannot be part of thedecision for Life, as what is best for all Life - as such decisions will be based on conditions that form part of abuse and can thus never result in what is best for all Life.

I commit myself to show by example that conflict will exist in the decision, and that it can be directed either through common sense communication, or through no participation in the abuse, till the self-interest of the abuser has researched consequence and change becomes possible.

I commit myself to show that a world that is best for all Life is in fact possible using the system that now exists on Earth.

I commit myself to call on all activists to reinvestigate their true support, so that those that realize that change is necessary can align themselves with practical solutions if they can get past their ego of self-interest and acceptance of the current system.

I commit myself to test my decision daily, to check that I am in fact aligned in my written words and actions, to an outcome that is best for all Life.  

I commit myself to remind each one to take active responsibility to the measure each are able, as that would be a statement of being equal to the decision for Life made.

I commit myself to show in every way necessary that the accumulation of a group for Life is no different to the group on Earth now formed by consumers in the pursuit of happiness and self-interest. The group for Life will obviously interfere with the happiness of the ones that only are concerned with self-interest.