Before I got to the point of testing the education so extensively I
first went through the process of divorce. After I did my divorce I
discovered an interesting thing - I looked at my own actions within the
context of my relationship within my marriage, and realized that if I entertain the thoughts that were in my mind I become an unpredictable
person that tend to be the result of energetic feelings. And many of
them being feelings that are misunderstood in rage of not being
supported in all kinds of experiences
and yet I am the one that made most of the mistakes. So I proposed
that, to my ex wife, that we sit down and forgive each other and we made
a day to do that and to be honest with each other so for the sake of
the children we can move on. And one evening we got together and face to
face we started the process of self-forgiveness and asking for
forgiveness and speaking
the forgiveness out aloud with the undertaking and the understanding
that we would push ourselves to forgive and not hold that which we were
going to hear for the first time against the other, we are here to clean
the slate.
Now obviously at this stage, and this is quite important, Phillip
Niemand was already dead although my father was still alive. These two
factors are quite important at this stage. We then did the forgiveness
and it went very emotional and explosive because things were shared that
was not shared before and we did the forgiveness and the experience of
release was immense - doing this forgiveness aloud. And as the evening
progressed - it went on for many many hours of forgiveness - at some
stage suddenly something happened that we knew was possible but which
didn’t happen yet which was that the gift of Phillip Niemand which was
deep trance medium ship, was transferred to my ex wife, and the next
moment Phillip Niemand was in the body and he was extremely pissed off
with me. He said to me I must save her and I must tell her what I know,
and that I know the answer. And I looked at him and said, “I don’t know
what you’re talking about. I mean here I am I am busy doing the
forgiveness, I am doing my best. But nobody seemed to want to hear what I
have to say. ” He was extremely upset, and eventually even I got upset
with him because he was so insisting that apparently I know the answer
to what was going on in the universe, and I must save her from what
she’s buy doing, which was obviously wanting to have a happy life on
earth which was her endeavour. And therefore she wanted to take me out
of her life because I am a high risk factor. And I should save her from
herself and help her and I didn’t know exactly what he meant and it took
many years for me to find out. In fact many many years to find out what
it was that Phillip Niemand was really saying to me at that stage,
because why could I not understand his message was because I was very
certain there were no demonic forces. I mean here I was again doing
forgiveness; I have not met a single point that was demonic except human
beings that became demonic through their emotional conditions due to
environmental issues. So people will get angry or get full of rage
because of things that happen in their world, because of jealousy,
because of fear. But those actions would be demonic and evil and
therefore evil to me only existed in the minds of men and not anywhere
else. And so, heaven was a place to aspire for – that was my absolute
commitment.
At this stage, after the evening of forgiveness, me and my ex wife
decided to give the relationship another try, and a process started that
I did not expect. In the evenings suddenly a being would take over my
ex wife’s body and start speaking to me in a way that, which I obviously
understood due to its very nature as a message from God and it was
stated as such, that due to the forgiveness we did and my embracing of
forgiveness God had a gift for me – and that was the words that was
used. And a process started which was presenting these gifts and that
these gifts were presented by people on instruction from God, from the
heavens, and these beings were in the heavens. And that if you hear the
nature of these gifts, it was astounding and it was very clear that
forgiveness was proven to me to be one of the ultimate keys, and God
recognized it and was speaking not directly to me, but was sending
messengers with messages to me which shows that I have in fact in a
small way proven the effectiveness and power of forgiveness. Now, each
one of these gifts required me to actually apply the gift and test it
out and become it, embrace it, become the living words of it so to speak.
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