Day 516: Why Are we Here on Earth? The Battle of the Stars - Part 3

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 515: Why Are we Here on Earth? Free Will and Spitefulness – Part 2:

“And within that ‘Spitefulness’, a Fear ‘emerged’ that: If you have to Trust another, they have ALL the ‘power’ - because at ‘any given moment’, they can ‘Spite’ you. Therefore you cannot ‘submit yourself’ to anyone, you cannot Trust anyone, because = what is Inherent, and that emerged more and more, was: ‘Spitefulness’. And have a look... it exist exactly like that, every single day of your life. Your whole life has existed in the ‘principle of ‘Spitefulness’’. You have Never Transcended ‘Spitefulness’ in any way.”

So within that, an interesting thing occurred: Groups were formed. Groups that eventually became a different form of Expression. Instead of Balance, Polarity became the ‘guiding-force’ of the Universes.

Balance was no-longer, because Balance became impossible because Dishonour became the principle of Existence. Dishonour meaning: I have the power, the ultimate -power = I can Spite you whenever it suits me. And through that I can exert my power over you. And no matter how good you are, no matter how good I am - the end of the day, I still have power = I can say, No. I can Spite you. I can – In Spite of Knowing what is the Best - I can do what is the best for me. And I can do it because I have Free Will. Because I've always had Free Will. - which is fascinating, yes, we always had Free Will. We’ve been in Existence a very long time.

In this all, a fascinating thing started happening: Things started to Spiral out of Control, because it was no-longer in Balance. And this Spiraling out of Control, the Mathematical-Equation of Existence that was always a Balanced-Equation = became Unbalanced. And because the Inherent-desire of Free Will linked-to the desire and the definition that Free Will Encompasses the power of Spite - in Spite of all Efforts = it became a Design that was ‘Infinite in Nature’. It just continued, because as time Progressed – and Remember, time was always defined by those that are ‘here in time’ - as time Progressed - beings would continue in their ‘action of ‘Spitefulness’’ and ‘Free Will’ and Create Groups that work-together and that define the Reason why their belief, their Free Will to be a specific way. Which you could call - at that stage - virtually like Religions, like we have today.

Have a look... your Religions of today exist in Spitefulness to each other. They will exist because they believe they have Free Will. And accordingly, they express themselves and are, in a way, in conflict, which is the conflict-point is the Polarity-Point. And through that, everything in Creation that was a Balanced-Expression, became an Expression of Energy. Because, from that Friction was created an Energy.

What was fascinating though, is in that Energy that was Created, something new Emerged: You could get an Higher-Energy and you could get a Lower-Energy. And automatically, a Battle started: The Battle of the Stars, in a way.

The Battle of the Stars was: Who can have all the Cool High-Energy and push the others to a Lower-Energy so that they can feel they have exerted their power of Free Will - which is in fact, actually Spitefulness – to such a degree that they have all the Power, and that the others are in Fear of their ‘power’, which means, actually, in Fear of their Spite.

So now Free Will has actually become something covering-up Spitefulness.

And have a look... in today's Society it's exactly what Exists. In this Spiraling - it was Clear that the Universe as we know it: Would be Changing Forever, which is what happened. And where all-things were in a form of Quantifiable Quantum-Reality where it was, there was an Immediacy - the point of the Polarity, the point of the ‘Spitefulness’, the point of the exertion of power - caused a Separation between all-Beings and that Separation was like a ‘Tear in Existence’ that became bigger and bigger and bigger.

Day 514: Why Are we Here on Earth? Balance and the Universe – Part 1

A very long time ago there was Balance in the Universe.

Balance doesn´t mean anything per se but that it means - Balance.

The Universe was not Structured as it is now - it was structured in Galaxies -which you now would call a Universe - each one of them representing like a Petal of a Flower - a Particular Expression.

You had a Galaxy or a Universe, whatever you wanna call it, I mean, a name is really irrelevant - you had one that was Expression as Crystals, one as Sound, one as Water, you know, you had one as Mathematics - you had all the facets you now have intermingled - it was like, there were ´societies´ of it, it was Expressions of it.

Now - to ‘maintain’ that Balance an interesting thing was necessary, because that was all that was understood - what was understood is that: For Movement to occur; ´Energy´ is required, and that ´Energy´ would move as a ‘form’ of a Polarity – and that Polarity would be done in a Curious way: By having a single-Being stand as ´God´, as ´King´ - which was fascinatingly enough - a particular DNA-Lineage that stood as that.

So that means, that this - out of the same ‘King’ the same ‘Principle’ that you now have in terms of ‘Kings’ and of, of Tribes and things like that -you had the same ‘Principle’ then. And the very fact that that Being stood there, Everyone believing that that was the ‘Point of Balance’ = the Balance existed.

In every Galaxy it was like that: There was a ´Royal House´, so to speak, that ´maintained´ the Balance of Everything. And, there was Peace and there was a certain ‘level’ of Equality. And what was honored above all was: ‘Choice’, ´Free-Will´. The ‘‘Choice’ to express yourself’, the ‘‘Choice’ of the ‘Individual’’ – ‘Individuality’.

And within that obviously - a fascinating point that was understood then, was that: One must Support Each-Other. So the ‘Interconnectedness’ of Everything was ‘supported’ through the ‘Choice’ – beings would make a ‘Choice’ to Support Each-Other through the ‘Principle of Supporting Each-Other’ - but there was a ´specialness´ about the ‘Choice’. The ´specialness´ was that: You could ´make the ‘Choice’ to ‘Support’ someone.

Then a strange thing occurred - a very strange thing: One day the Question was Asked: Why could everyone not Balance themselves? Why is the Balance separate from everyone?

What is the Point that is not understood? Why do you have an Inequality where something like a ´God´ is required to ´maintain’ the ‘Balance´, to ‘maintain’ the ‘Balance’ in ‘Choice’?

Understand at that stage already - Beings or People - you could call them ´Man´ - at that stage it was not ‘HUman’ - it was Man.

Man existed very much as they do today, in a way that - they were all coming from Planets, you know, like we come from the dust of the Earth. If they’re in a Crystal-Universe or -Galaxy they will be Crystal-like - and in their Form and in their Expression and their ´Skills´ and everything is related to ´what they are coming from´ - they would ‘Emerge’, in essence, from the ‘Substance’ which they are, where they are finding themselves from - call it the Planet, or that particular Galaxy or Universe. And their ´Skill´ would be specific.

Obviously at that stage, things like Sexuality, as you understand it today - did not exist. I mean - it (Sexuality) was a point of beings ‘coming together’ as a ‘Mother’ and a ‘Father’ = the Family-Construct did exist - that would in their Merging, in their Expression of ‘Support of Each-Other’, would make it ‘possible´ for a place of Support, a place of Consideration, a place of...you can call it ´Love´ to exist, for a being to ‘Emerge’ into Existence.

But then again beings also died, so in a way, the being ‘Emerging’ was someone that had been there before - it´s like Reincarnation.

Very much of the Reincarnation was in effect a Continuation, rather than a form of ´paying for something you´ve done ‘right’ or ‘wrong’´ - because ´right´ and ´wrong´ per se - did not exist. What existed was simply: ‘Balance’.

Day 506: Zero-Point and Other Points – Jesus & Ascension - Part 4

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 505: Zero-Point and Other Points – Soul Purpose - Part 3:
“That’s why what had to be designed was the perfect ‘Parrot-System’, where you present to the Human ‘what you want him to be’, like through television or so on and they will Parrot it and they will become it and you can create your Perfect Control-System.”

But what is more fascinating was; that every single human-being was then infused with a ‘nuclear-reactor’, a Mind-System, a System that would take the Physicality, (which is the ‘Earth-Energy’ that is compacted into Form, because the Earth was Unconditional offering this, itself up) - into a System, into a construct that will through the process of emotion and feeling and sexuality and orgasmic-expression and anger, all the ‘hectic’ energetic-expressions, cause a form of ‘Fusion’.

Have you ever wondered; where all the ‘Energy’ goes through (/to) that you are experiencing, for instance if you suddenly have an ‘anger-outburst’? You have it and I mean, the ‘Energy’ goes away after a while isn’t it? Where does it go? Ever wondered?

Or – I mean, all this ‘Energy’ that you have during your orgasmic -experience, you’re masturbating and “Whoa!” - I mean, there’s this ‘Energy’ and then it’s ‘gone’. It is not back in your body you can check. Where did it go?

Nobody noticed I mean, “Who cares? I’m satisfied”, this is a Consumption-Existence.

You are not aware AT ALL of anything you’re doing. You’re not aware of what you’re participating in AT ALL.

You can go and have a look: For instance, when you ‘fall in love’, that ‘Energy-sparks’ that happen, that you direct to somebody and then the relationship falls apart eventually, but there was all this ‘Energy’, where did it go to? It was Consumed. Yes, part of it you have consumed.

The rest was fascinatingly channelled to Heaven. Heaven could not exist without ‘Energy’.

So, when the chaps that Designed the System realised that they could do this - and all they had to do was get everybody to believe what they’re doing is their ‘soul-purpose’ - and that they can actually get everybody to believe that, which you have, if you have to take a look at this world: You are believing whatever you’ve been presented within this world. I mean, you believe the education-system, the history-system, you believe the news, you believe everything. You believe even that you are actually existing as who you’re existing as.

It’s the perfect CON as CONsciousness and you don’t Question it. You’re not even aware what happens to your ‘Energy’. There is no Self-Honesty in your relationship with your Physicality, because you are not In your Physical-Body.

You are contained within a Mind-System in the Body and you are Mining the Body for ‘Energy’ – that’s why you grow old and you eventually Die, because what happens: The Body Dies.

There is no more ‘Energy’ to Mine. It’s Finished. It ‘s all Gone – okay - and what’s left, which is obviously not all of it, goes to the Earth.

What happens to you is fascinating: In that process, they found a fascinating key; You change in ‘energetic-nature’. As you come into the world, as you’re born, and through reincarnation this has been made quite an ‘art’; that when you are, if you look at the whole principle of ‘Consciousness’ being a doughnut, because if you look at this: Two cones on top of each other ( The two cones on top of each other wherein the tips of the Two Cones Touch/Connect) and it flows in and it flows in and flows in - it actually creates a circle, but that passage there (The Passage – the point formed between/within the Two-Tips touching/connecting) which some would call a ‘star gate’ a ‘zero-point’ and any point, you are in this is a ‘singularity’ – wonderful words but I mean they are all Bullshit.

It actually creates a doughnut. And when you are ‘enlightened’, what is on top of your head? A Halo!

This is how the ‘halo’ is created, once you are totally submitted, submissive and totally accepting the System – you become a ‘Master’ of those that has not yet accepted it and you get certain privileges, that means, you get allowances of ‘Energy’ that gives you certain ‘powers’, compared to other beings. And therefore you seemingly look ‘more ‘powerful’’, because you’re getting more ‘power’!
I mean, you are given that ‘power’. It’s not by your actual-design and accordingly you will now have an ‘halo’ and that’s how, for instance, the ‘Angels’ were designed that...and presented as “Saints” with their ‘halos’.

Because, they (the ‘Angels’) were controllers of the System, making sure that the Design of the System and how ‘Energy’ transfer would work well. So the ultimate point that was the final-phase of this whole thing, was ‘Ascension’.

Because, the point was to get everybody out into total-acceptance of the System through a process of ‘Ascension’, which obviously only happens after ‘zero-point’ – which is Death.

But all you have to do is, create ‘points of belief’ which you can superimpose clones of the Actual-Real Point of what’s really going on. So therefore, Jesus was used, and by changing the story a little bit, they were able to get everybody to believe that Jesus actually ‘Ascended’.

He didn’t.
He fucking died.

And...I mean, Jesus is really a cool-fucker. He really came to Earth to help, he saw the problem - but he did not understand the bigger-picture that was going on.

So when he died, they imprisoned Jesus, the Real Jesus and he was imprisoned for close to 2000 years. How does that work? You’re imprisoned in a Dimension where you can’t get out, because you are imprisoned by the very ‘Energy’ you believe in.

The moment that you believe that this ‘Energy’ is ‘real’, it Controls you – and whatever is done in the name of that ‘Energy’ has ‘power over you’, and you can be placed in all kinds of stuff.

So...and a clone of Jesus, I mean – in ‘Energy’, what is ‘Energy’? ‘Energy’ is simply copies of itself, it’s all...it looks the same. So it’s all just, from a certain perspective, Clones.

So, therefore a being that is in the Dimensions or in Heaven - can clone themselves an infinitive amount of times.

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Day 89: Remember the TRUTH

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the Truth of the Matter: that I will in Fact Find Myself only when I Realize the Truth of what I am In Fact, which is without a doubt within a Physical Flesh Body which Contains a Mind, which Contains Dimensions, which Contains Memories, which Contains Characters - of which I am one - as a Character Depending on the Relationship I believe Exists between these Characters of which some of the Dimensions as Characterized Memory, I have imposed on the Flesh Body to be able to Move around on Earth - which is a Body in the Solar System, which is a Body in a Galaxy, which is a Body in a Universe – and if I cannot be Self-Honest about these Facts, I will not be able to Find my Way and Realize the Truth of Actual Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have Ways and Means with which to Establish what is the Truth of my Actual Reality because if I Do Not Do This, the I that I am Now, will End.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the Flesh Body, that is One of the Dimensions of my Existence, Stops Breathing – the I as I Experience Myself Now, will End.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the Flesh Body within which I am Experiencing Myself Would be Damaged in any Way, my Experience of Myself will, According to the Damage, be Influenced and in Cases of Serious Damage – Become Limited Even More.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if My Flesh Body has Brain Damage and I have Memory Loss, the I that I am Now will Immediately become Unknown to Me, and the I that I am Now will No Longer Exist – similar to what Happens when my Flesh Body Dies, which Proves Unequivocally that the I that I am Now is Dependent on Certain Flesh Abilities – and thus the I that I am Now will Not Continue after Death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the Flesh Body is Not Given Proper Nutrition, the Flesh Body will Go into Survival Shock, which will Change the Experience of Who I Am Now and Force me into the Continuous Search for Nutrition in Every Way Possible as I would try Whatever Way Possible to Keep my Body Alive, as I do Realize that if my Flesh Dies, my Experience of Who I Am Now Ends.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if My Fleshy Body does not have a Secure Home and I am, as the Body, Exposed to the Elements on Earth – my Experience as Who I Am Now will Change Dramatically, as I will have to Find, Constantly, Basic Protection for my Flesh Body against the Elements that are Pervasive in Every Moment here on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the I Am that I Experience Now is 100% Dependent on the Conditions, Environment, and Reality my Parent’s Fleshy Bodies find Themselves in – and that this Will Determine the Education that will Determine the Experience of the I Will Be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my Experience of the I is Dependent, in Every Way, on the System that all the I’s on Earth Participate in, which is Determined by money as all the I’s Agreed, Willingly or Not, to be the key which will Determine all the Experiences that the I that I am Now can Be During the Brief Existence of the I Before it Ends Abruptly in One Breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I Do Not Give to all the Other I’s the Opportunity to Experience Equally More, I have no Guarantee that My Experience, if it is Good, will Remain Good – as I have Created Competition for Experience and I have Created ways to Protect my Experience, Forcing all the I’s that Cannot have the Same, to Consider Force to take my Experience from me so that they can Have it as well, Causing a History of I’s which Continuously Look at Revolution to Change who will Experience what on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I Cannot Remember How I got to what I am in Detail, and therefore I cannot Find the Real Truth of Who I Am until I in Fact Understand Where I Am For Real – and How I ended up as the here of My Experience, In Fact Completely Alone and Isolated - in Constant Anxiety and Fear, or in States of Love and Bliss to try and Hide the Truth of My Reality to Myself, as I fear the truth so Much, that I prefer to Remain Oblivious to the Fact of My Existence, Causing me to Experience a World where Nothing is Certain and All My Protection Must Be Forced on All I’s so that I may Remain Secure in a Temporary Existence that May Change at Any Moment, Removing me Forever from My Current Experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Remember Means to Actually Be able to Understand My Own Creation of the Self I Experience Now in such detail that I can change and Enhance this in an Instant to also Ensure that all the I’s that are as Me in this Experience May Experience themselves as What is Best and WITHOUT FEAR.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as Long as I Allow the Current System of Experience, I am in Fact Only a Creator of Fear in Me and Others.


I commit myself to Assist All the I’s to Learn and Realize How the Current I’s on Earth in fact Function and Can be Changed to Actually change the World For Real.

I commit myself to Prove that No I on Earth Currently actually is Self-Honest enough to Realize the Truth of this Existence – and therefore Existence is Not changed and in Fact is Deteriorating Fast.

I commit myself to show that the Only Real Truth is the How I created myself, because only then I can Change Myself at Will in Any Moment.

I commit myself to show that at Desteni we Actually Understand All the Ins and Outs of Creation in Detail and that if you Care about you, let go of the Fear and Learn - as Each One will Experience the Consequence of allowing what Each one Allows.

I commit myself to show that Self-Forgiveness, Self-Honesty, Breath with Writing in Fact Forms the Foundation of Understanding the Truth – and that this is so as to Show the Equality that Must Exist for the Experience on Earth to change to What is best for All Life Always.