Day 87: The Secret Mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Secret MIND is Creating the Main Character that Creates this Damaged World, as the Secret Mind is Created By Damaged Memories that Converged in a Hidden Dimension as Files creating Life as We Live it as the character of this World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Damaged Memories all Have a Main Character of the Event that Exists as a Memory where the Ego/Main character that was Hurt and Felt Not Appreciated or Recognized or Loved, and that the Acceptance of Feeling that the Character of the moment of the Event was NOT Respected, the Damaged Memory was Filed Away to Hide the Pain the Ego Character experienced in the Event, Super Charged with the Energy of the Event to Be forgotten and Denied in Every Way Possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by Filing a Super Charged Memory in a Hidden Dimension Denying its Existence, allowed FREE Reign to All the Damaged Characters in the Damaged Memories to Fill the Mind with Thoughts that Keep Creating a Damaged Conscious Character that Participates and Creates a Damaged World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Ones Closest to Facing the Secret Mind are those in the Greatest Discomfort, as the Thoughts Flood the Mind from the Secret Mind to the Point where they can Conceive they are Insane, as Some of the Thoughts will be of Strange Desires and Some Would be of Anger or Hate. All the Thoughts will hold some Dimensions that would Harm other People or Life-forms - and When the Secret Mind Character Becomes the Main Character that Lives through the Flesh as Self, a Being Starts Living in this World that will Be Ruthless and Without Morality in Every Way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those that are in Greatest Denial of the Real Creating Character as the Secret Mind will Create Deliberately a Mind Filled with Love and Light as to Not Face the Self-Honest truth that the World is Damaged - Because they as Creators are Damaged and will thus Create Every Possible justification to Not take Responsibility for the Physical World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Damn Time, I Damage Me as Equal as Life, so that I can Do it My Way to Make Sure My Character as My Desires, My Likes, My Self-Interest, Happen to ME - and to Make Sure No One will caddie me and Show me that I am Deliberately Creating a Damaged Character to Damn Creation, I created a Secret Mind Hidden Away with Extreme Polarities super-charged with Energy to Make Sure I WILL Get what I Desire and Be Able to Justify it By Saying I did Not Create this, It Happened to me, so it must Be the Way it is Supposed to Be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to FURTHER Protect My Secret Mind Character as My Wishes and Desires, I Make Sure that Every Child Born into this World Must be Damaged as I am Damaged By Damaging them through Creating Damaged Moments as Memories so that they will Applaud the World I created so that Together we can Get what we want Regardless to How We Damaged Real Life on Earth.


I commit myself to Walk with Each one through the Process of Facing the Damaged Files in Life within, so that we as one as Equal as Life can, once we are Here, Create a World that is Best for all Life always - and Bring an End to Our Own Created Damnation Forever – thus Creating Eternal Life as What it Must be as Best for All.

I commit myself to Explain HERE in Detail so that all Can Realize that One is Only Here if One in Fact Understands in Detail Exactly How One Created Self in all Dimensions to Be Able to Create the Physical World as what it Exists as NOW.

I commit myself to Keep Reminding Each One that what is INSIDE as One, is the World Outside, and to Deny this is How One Creates the Secret Mind of Self-Dishonesty.

I commit myself to, in Every Way Necessary, Protect the New Children from Becoming the Damaged Property of their Parents and Peers and the World System.

I commit myself to SHOW that as LONG as a Thought Appears in the MIND, Self-Honesty and HERE is NOT yet Real.

I commit myself to SHOW that it is Possible to Walk in Forgiveness as Self, Breath by Breath in Self-Honesty, Clearing Every Memory till the MIND STOPS and Only Self as the Living Flesh Remains, Understanding in Complete Detail How We Created a Damaged World so that we together as One as Equal can Clean up the Damage we have Done to Restore Life as Here as It Must Be as the Actual Reality Intended Before we Created Damnation by Giving ALL the Power to Knowledge as Memory ending up as Characters Created by Our Memory as the Knowledge it Contains.

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Day 78: Stepping out of Character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I create myself as the Memories of my Experiences by Remembering me as the Character in the memory that I then tell in the Story of My Life, Looking for an Audience to Love my Acting, so that I can feel My Character is Being appreciated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I look for Experiences to Create a Memory within which I can star as the Character so that I can be appreciated as the Actor that Created the Experience  - Leaving me as Creator and Created, lost between the Chicken and the Egg, unable to see who I am as Creator and Created – as whenever I see me, I only see a Memory where I am a character and I know I created the Memory and that the memory and the Character are My Illusion I fear to lose, so I create ways to Ensure to Myself the Character I build as Myself is Real, because I make it Real. Thus, who am I then, a Character, an Experience, the Creator, the Created? Or is the Creator not only a character as well?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize Everyone in my World is just a character that is here as My Memory, Validating my Character so that I can feel my character is Real – but from Everyone Else’s Point of View, I am just a character in their Memory, Validating that their Character is Real – in this way we agree, through this allowance, that we Con each other as we Together created Consciousness to validate each other’s character to Make us believe our illusion is Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the character I build, is the Character I play in the Story of my Life, looking for an Audience to Love my character so that my character can be Validated by someone else, because then I can also Believe that my character is Real: as it must be Real if someone else can see my character and Love it - but if you dare to Not Accept my character, I will hate you, because you do not Love what I love – my character – as the character of me I created as my Memory, which creates me as a Character, and so I am in the Circle of my Life as My character, as my Memory, recreating myself as the character with Everything that defines me as character – over and over again, having the exact same experience as this character until I decide to create a New Character which will follow the exact same pattern, ending with me as the Character in my Memory, where the memory creates Me. Thus, if my Memory creates me, is my Memory God?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I step out of character, there will be Conflict, as Everyone Else that Defined themselves according to my Character will hate me for stopping the Game of Creation – as they will no longer be Validated by my Character, and I will no longer accept the Validation by them of My Character – and thus the Perfect Memory that Created the Character as Me will be Damaged, and the Story of the Character will fail. Those that are no longer Validated by me as Character, will Immediately look for a New Character to define their Story of Life, ostracizing me to force me to Step back into character as they knew me in Memory, so that the Memory can be Restored and the Characters can continue in a way that the Character is Love. If you refuse, the character that Fails, will either step out of character and see who they Really are here as Life, or will step into a New character and continue with the Game of looking for someone to Love their acting and their character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all memories are always a New Dimension with which I am the Main Character that Defines all of the Memory, which I then step into whenever I am looking for approval or validation by another telling them My Story - as in My Story, My Character is the main Actor, and I am in fact Explaining who I have accepted myself to be as the Character in My Story looking for acceptance of this character, limited to the Illusion of My Memory and Me as the Illusion I created myself to Be – all this happening Instantaneously, showing the Awesome Power I am as Creator, as I can Instantaneously create myself as Any Character, even as an Illusion, even trap myself Eternally in Infinite Characters – as there is no limit to what I am, yet I am limited as the character I created myself as, as the Illusion within which I keep Lying to Myself, claiming that I am not creating me - as I made sure that I will Lie to myself so effectively that I will never be able to step out of character, even if I die and come back in another Life – it is just another character in another memory, as any other Illusion where I Lie to Myself. I will DO anything as a character to Not see that all I have ever Been is Just as Lie I created Myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Very Moment I remind myself that I am the Creator, I immediately create another memory within which I am fine with all the PROPS like Light and Colors to Prove to me that I am the Creator, Claiming that it is all an Illusion and that I as Creator am Real and My Reality I created as My Memory is Real, while it is all still Just a Lie Now Created, where I can Blind myself with Light to Not See what is Really here as the Physical, as the memories we have trapped ourselves in, as Time and Space - just because we do not want to clean up the Mess of our Creation, but we want to Create. So we look for slaves to Clean up the Mess of our Creation, and we make these slaves our New Characters - Creating them as God, and Jesus, and Mohammed and Buddha, and Love and Light - and According to us, these characters we created as All Powerful will sort out our Mess, as we are Born as a Mess, in a Mess we Believe – and yet our Creation and the Mess it is In is our Message to ourselves that there are No slaves, and that a Creator must take Responsibility for its Creation and when it is a Mess, the Creator must Clean it up. That is OUR DESTENI.

I commit myself to be the One that takes on the Character of Each One Here as their Ego, and to destroy the Memory that created the Character so that the Real One may step forth and See the Real Mess being Created so we can sort out the Mess on Earth we have created together, while lost as characters in our own Illusion of Memory.

I commit myself to show that Love is always Self-Interest, as it is Only a Character as Illusion of Self-Created, as Self, as the Lie that is looking for Validation and acceptance for the Lie as Character.

I commit myself to show that Parents do no educate their children in Life, but only Build characters and teach children how to Live a Lie as a character perpetuating the Mess of Creation without Getting the Message, which is STOP and step out of Character.

I commit myself to be the Conflict Necessary that will Invalidate the character of Each One as the characters are just Lie that must be Realized to see with Real Eyes.

I commit myself to show that Each Character is the Product of the Personal Hollywood as the Mind, where the character seeks fame, and glorification, and Love so that the Story of their Lives and the Characters they Play, can be Validated.

I commit myself to show that a Simple thought creates a character, and immediately creates a New Lie as a dimension as a Memory – where the Creator is the Character, Lost in thought and that we must Realize that to Stop thoughts is to Stop Lying to Ourselves so that we can get on with Cleaning up the Mess we Created on Earth.

I commit myself to show that the Only Reason we create characters and Memories to Lie to Ourselves is Because we do not Like Cleaning up the Mess we Created and we Prefer to do what we Like doing, which is Lying to Ourselves, creating character upon character.

Day 54: The Original Human

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Nothing Original has ever been Discovered or Invented by the Human – everything Ever Found was Always Already HERE. All the Human Can do is establish Relationships and Observe Relationships and Direct Relationships – those Relationships determine the Nature of the Human and binds the Human to Consequence.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that Even in the Quantum Reality, Relationships define Each Other like in a MIRROR, just like the Human is defined by Relationships and what Relationships the Human participates in. No one is ever alone, each is only ever Part and the Part each Play Determines Reality for all Partners in the Play with the Resultant Consequences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all Existing Relationships can be Broken down to Direct Connection of One which is the Determining Oneness as what the Relationship is Equal to, and that One by One the Relationships accumulates to form Movement and Direction within Relationships that Determines what is termed Creation. Creation thus in Not the Original Beginning as all beginnings have an End, or Outcome or Consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Create is Not Divine, but is only the Growth of a vine of One by One Connections that Eventually Carries an Outcome, or a Fruit Determined by the nature of the Connection formed One by One, which Becomes the Resultant Temporary Consciousness as the Equal to Answer to the Formed Relationships.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Desired return to Source, or Origin, or Nothingness that Existed before Creation of Relationships is in fact the Resultant Outcome of all Relationships formed in ways that are Unequal to the Source in its Nature at Formation. And to Claim one is Returning to Source as if you are Source – when your Formed Relationships prove you are not, is Self-Deception – as the Self that Deceive itself is the Result of Relationship accumulation and not the Equality as Source, as Life – and therefore: All Creation unequal to Source is Always a Temporary Illusion that returns to Source, wiped-out forever, as what is was: Just an Illusion in Every Way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Source, before Creation, is Life – and that all Relationships formed from Source that are Not Equal and one in the Nature at Source as Life, will by their very Nature – not be Life. This determines that all that is Here in its Substance as Source, is Life – unless it is Not. And the NOT is Determined by the Nature of the Relationships formed between each Part, individually, and NOT determined by the Resultant Consciousness when Looking in the Mirror at its Formed Relationships. This conclusively determines the Outcome of all Relationships formed that does not Conclusively result in an Outcome that Reflects in Image and Likeness of Itself – that Actual Equality in Connections at Source as Life, as Equal and One. And therefore, all outcomes are in Fact always known within the bonds at Relationships formed, as what it is Equal to, and Only that which is in All Ways Source as Life as Equal as Bond – is in Fact Eternal as Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that spirit is Not Origin or Source – as Spirit is Formed from Relationships as Creation, and is thus Always equal to the Nature of the Relationships Formed and Less than Source – unless the bond is Life, as the Equal to Source, which will reflect in the Resultant Equality as Life as Source.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Human was not Created, but Created itself through the Relationships it Formed and Allowed to be Formed, and that the very Spirit of these Relationships determines the Nature of Human ‘Spirituality.’

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Key to Life is in the Equality of Relationships, where one is Equal to what you Give, as that is what you will Receive. And thus – the Choice to be life is Always Available – until it’s not. And that the Total Creation of the Human is a Lie that will End, as it is not Equal to Source as Life, Eternal.

I commit myself to show that all Science and Mathematics as accepted by the Human are only Looking at the Limited Relationships formed through Human Interaction and bonds. And that these are the Chains that Bind the Human to its own Inevitable Destruction – as the Human Created itself not in the Image and Likeness of Life as Source, but in the Separation and Greed of Self-Interest in Separation to Life – justified through Energy and Consciousness, through which the Human Attempted to make its Spirit Superior to Life.

I commit myself to Show that the World of the Human as it Exists in all its Relationships is Reflected in the Mirror of Human Civilization – where, throughout time, attempts have been made to make the Life of Human Creation look ‘Civil’ – when in fact, it is Formed in Complete Separation from Source as Life. And through this Choice: Condemned to Nothing.

I commit myself to show that the Equality-Equation of 1+1=2 is the Blueprint that Measures the Outcome of all Relationships, and is the Determining Factor of All Creation – determining: what is Life and what is Not Life – that is able to be Understood by Every Human and Every Child that Gains Consciousness to See Directly – whether human Creation is Life or Not. And that, therefore: there is not and will not be any Excuse that can ever Justify the Separation from Life, and the Resultant Abuse, as the Spirit that is Allowed to be Created. Let it be Clear: that which is Not Life – cannot Hear the Desteni Message, yet the Equality Equation allows you to See and Eventually Hear – and that ANYONE can only Disregard the Desteni Message with Grave Consequence, as the Graven-Image, that is Not Equal and One as Life – will end in the Grave. The Desteni Portal is the Final Opportunity for Existence as the Illusion to Return to Life.

I commit myself to show that All Creation as it Exists Now, is the Result of Unequal Relationships in Separation to Source as Life. And as such, is an opportunity to Realize the Separation and Inequality and to thus Change – to Return and Amalgamate with Life as Equal as One. And to then form only Relationships that are Always Equal and One as Life. So that Life may be Born from the Physical as Self, being as it Must be the Very Creation of Self as Life, as one can Only be Life if you can Create Yourself as Life according to Relationships that in their very Nature support Life as Equal as One as Life – No Separation Ever Exists, as it is Source, as it is Life.

I commit myself to show that the Return to Nothingness, while in the Flesh, is the Return to Source – which, after the opportunity to Rebirth oneself as Life, and then, as Evidence of the Reformation, one will be Measured as to the Relationships Formed: whether it is Equal and One as Life – or Not. There is NO Middle Road – and the Grave is too Late. Postponement is not suggested, as No-One holds the Arms of Time.

I commit myself to show that the Consciousness is the Spirit of Self-Deception, formed by the Greed to be Life – without understanding and realizing that the Relationship formed the Consciousness as Consequence, of the Separation from Life and therefore Consciousness in its very Nature is Nothing but Self-Created Illusion.

I commit myself to show that Spirituality is the Duality of the Spirit with which Relationships are Formed in the Nature of the Polarity of Good and Evil, and Win and Lose – when Life exists as No Polarity and Polarity only exists where Relationships are Not Equal and One as Life in All Ways.

I commit myself to show that Choice is Never Free unless it is Life, as Equal as One as Source, Reflected in the Relationships: Equality - and that Any Choice made in Separation is Not FREE as it is Bound to Consequence Equal and One.

I commit myself to show that Life does not Judge – each one Judge themselves, through what each one Creates and the Relationships that are Formed – and therefore, the Relationships that are formed that are not Equal and One as Life in Every Way – the Creator of the Relationships – Creates itself as Less that Life, and thus Illusion. And is thus – Judged, as the Creation is Created and all Illusions was, is and will be – Always just Illusion.

I commit myself to show that Self-Realization does not Magically make one Life – it must be Living Movement  of Life as Source as Substance, reflected in the Evidence of all Relationships – Giving Life, as Life – regardless of perceived definition of Knowledge: Knowledge is in fact Always useless Illusions.