Day 43: Parenting Patterning Fear and Control

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all/most patterns of fear and control that end up as physical addiction in a child’s body in response patterns, are the result of the ignorance of parents mixed with the parents’ desire for survival and happiness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a baby as a new life arrival on Earth is the most delicate thing imaginable, and that the parent is the grossest thing imaginable – and when you mix the two, the child will become a copy of the patterns of the parent, even if the child as adult tries to prevent it, as NOTHING is understood about the process of becoming of the human body, and only the MIND is considered in education, while the body is superior in every way in its ability to MIMIC and copy patterns.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what the human eye and perception observes, does not serve any understanding of what really happens in the human body as it learns at quantum speed to become the copy of generations that came before. (see videos on slow motion photography of the human body in movement)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the child in the womb will copy all the patterns of the parent in food, emotion and beingness to eventually end up Living it in later Life as the accepted and allowed self, WITHOUT realizing it was COPIED and thus programmed by the PARENT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the stage of pregnancy is a VITAL stage in preparing the child as Living Word, through being the space and time breath by breath as the Living Word as Life that will give the child to be born a sound foundation as Life, and that the environment within which the birth from conception is incubated, must be in every way without stress, emotion, fear or any pattern that can be copied to the disadvantage of the child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that each child always enters the world as it is accepted and allowed, and end up as a product of the world through the parents, and thus unless the world changes to what is best for all Life, no child will get the opportunity to be Life - as on Earth, Life is only ever abused in the name of self-interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the natural learning ability of the human is NOT THE MIND, but is the body - and that this is understood by education , yet NO ATTEMPT is made to create an environment on Earth to optimize the natural learning ability of the human to create a world that is best for all Life. Instead, the parents will pattern in fear and control as self-interest, as competition, and cunningness to survive as a parent understands that the world system DOES NOT SUPPORT LIFE EQUALLY, yet the parent is SO DISHONEST and DISHONORED that NO change that is REAL is ever ATTEMPTED.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that psychology studied HUMAN BEHAVIOR, which is child patterning, by the parent - to OPTIMIZE the patterns for the profit of corporations and politicians WITHOUT ANY integrity or regards for Life – driving the world ever more into control through self-interest, devastating the natural world in the name of the self that was created  by irrational parents because NO PARENT has a clue how anything functions as life, only self-interest is served as God in every way justified to make it sound acceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the education of the new born child is in the behavior and way of Life of the parent and that only breath stability as life will produce a child that will change the world to a place worth Living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every emotion, action, word, pattern produces in the child a chemical response that is associated with a feeling-experience - and that the parent will seek the patterns that the child responds to in a way where the parent feel is in control, and then the parent will call this the personality development of the child, while it is in fact the creation of a chemical dependency in the child’s body that produces a feeling, which as a feeling will play the major decisive role in regards to what the child will become as the New Adult will make decisions and create the world based on the feelings they are addicted to, and even create more chemical responses of greater feelings by training the body to produce chemicals that eventually will lead some adults to become gurus, masters, lightworkers, successful people all based on feelings created by an addicted body - though the mind will get all the honor, while the mind is not the real Creator of the feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the key to a new world is the parent, in producing a new human with understanding how the physical body really works.

I commit myself to explain in detail how the physical addictions to feelings created by parents, determines the nature of the world as the nature of the human, addicted to chemicals produced for the purpose of control.

I commit myself to show that the corporation is just an extension of the parenting pattern that takes advantage of the physical addictions to feelings created by the parent purely for self-interest and profit.

I commit myself to show that education and parenting on Earth is completely inadequate and will keep on producing a world in peril, till the way things really work as life in the physical is understood.

I commit myself to the research that will establish the clear way to produce a physical world, as the children to be born that will produce a world that is best for all Life, and I ask the reader to support this research in every way possible and to participate in the 7 Year Process to Life to assist yourself through physical writing in the healing of the physical body and the ending of the physical addictions to feelings that do NOT serve Life at all.

I commit myself to show that any pattern can only be deleted through self-forgiveness as a physical action of writing and speaking breath by breath in the movement of its appearance in you as a feeling and effect, as the patterns are layered in space and time as a cross, and therefore it will take time - as a minimum of 7 years - to face breath by breath every chemical memory – moment by moment – till you have corrected the first 7 years of your Life; whereafter, the process of recreation may begin if you have cleared all patterns. If you have not cleared all patterns, obviously it will take longer than 7 years, and in this each human is unique, as the chemical compositions in space/time that created your personality addictions happened to you as a child alone in isolation with your parents to give the illusion of your unique self, yet all that actually happened is that your behavior was controlled through chemicals. In psychiatry this is taken to the next step: to create stability where the body chemicals are not stable, another chemical is introduced to keep behavior stable without any understanding to how the behavior was created in the first place, ending up with human abuse management instead of the eradication of this abusive patterns through corrective action and the prevention of the child abuse that is currently called parental education.

I commit myself to the establishment of parenting skills that will produce a child free from chemical addiction able to recognize Life and producing a world that is best for all Life.

I commit myself to call on all that hear these words and see reality for what it is to participate in the Desteni I Process to prepare yourself to help others and to be prepared to bring the New Human into this world; realizing that such DIP will take at least 7 years of dedication where you will have the support of a buddy and a group dedicated to Life with an actual understanding of how Life of Earth as the Physical really functions. Understand that this will NOT be easy, and that many may fail, but drive yourself to never give up, understanding that your thoughts as words are but responses justifying your addictions to chemicals produced in your body as feelings. Whenever you challenge these addictions, you will experience great discomfort and those that recognize what Desteni represents as the End of Addiction to self-interest will attack and try to discredit us in every way – as they must – because the addictions will be the greatest challenge ever faced by anyone, that will require the greatest will power, but it will result in Life and a world that is best for all Life. If you do not do this for yourself, find it in you to do this for the children to come, and to bring an end to suffering under the power of self-interested physical addictions.