Day 87: The Secret Mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Secret MIND is Creating the Main Character that Creates this Damaged World, as the Secret Mind is Created By Damaged Memories that Converged in a Hidden Dimension as Files creating Life as We Live it as the character of this World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Damaged Memories all Have a Main Character of the Event that Exists as a Memory where the Ego/Main character that was Hurt and Felt Not Appreciated or Recognized or Loved, and that the Acceptance of Feeling that the Character of the moment of the Event was NOT Respected, the Damaged Memory was Filed Away to Hide the Pain the Ego Character experienced in the Event, Super Charged with the Energy of the Event to Be forgotten and Denied in Every Way Possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by Filing a Super Charged Memory in a Hidden Dimension Denying its Existence, allowed FREE Reign to All the Damaged Characters in the Damaged Memories to Fill the Mind with Thoughts that Keep Creating a Damaged Conscious Character that Participates and Creates a Damaged World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Ones Closest to Facing the Secret Mind are those in the Greatest Discomfort, as the Thoughts Flood the Mind from the Secret Mind to the Point where they can Conceive they are Insane, as Some of the Thoughts will be of Strange Desires and Some Would be of Anger or Hate. All the Thoughts will hold some Dimensions that would Harm other People or Life-forms - and When the Secret Mind Character Becomes the Main Character that Lives through the Flesh as Self, a Being Starts Living in this World that will Be Ruthless and Without Morality in Every Way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those that are in Greatest Denial of the Real Creating Character as the Secret Mind will Create Deliberately a Mind Filled with Love and Light as to Not Face the Self-Honest truth that the World is Damaged - Because they as Creators are Damaged and will thus Create Every Possible justification to Not take Responsibility for the Physical World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Damn Time, I Damage Me as Equal as Life, so that I can Do it My Way to Make Sure My Character as My Desires, My Likes, My Self-Interest, Happen to ME - and to Make Sure No One will caddie me and Show me that I am Deliberately Creating a Damaged Character to Damn Creation, I created a Secret Mind Hidden Away with Extreme Polarities super-charged with Energy to Make Sure I WILL Get what I Desire and Be Able to Justify it By Saying I did Not Create this, It Happened to me, so it must Be the Way it is Supposed to Be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to FURTHER Protect My Secret Mind Character as My Wishes and Desires, I Make Sure that Every Child Born into this World Must be Damaged as I am Damaged By Damaging them through Creating Damaged Moments as Memories so that they will Applaud the World I created so that Together we can Get what we want Regardless to How We Damaged Real Life on Earth.


I commit myself to Walk with Each one through the Process of Facing the Damaged Files in Life within, so that we as one as Equal as Life can, once we are Here, Create a World that is Best for all Life always - and Bring an End to Our Own Created Damnation Forever – thus Creating Eternal Life as What it Must be as Best for All.

I commit myself to Explain HERE in Detail so that all Can Realize that One is Only Here if One in Fact Understands in Detail Exactly How One Created Self in all Dimensions to Be Able to Create the Physical World as what it Exists as NOW.

I commit myself to Keep Reminding Each One that what is INSIDE as One, is the World Outside, and to Deny this is How One Creates the Secret Mind of Self-Dishonesty.

I commit myself to, in Every Way Necessary, Protect the New Children from Becoming the Damaged Property of their Parents and Peers and the World System.

I commit myself to SHOW that as LONG as a Thought Appears in the MIND, Self-Honesty and HERE is NOT yet Real.

I commit myself to SHOW that it is Possible to Walk in Forgiveness as Self, Breath by Breath in Self-Honesty, Clearing Every Memory till the MIND STOPS and Only Self as the Living Flesh Remains, Understanding in Complete Detail How We Created a Damaged World so that we together as One as Equal can Clean up the Damage we have Done to Restore Life as Here as It Must Be as the Actual Reality Intended Before we Created Damnation by Giving ALL the Power to Knowledge as Memory ending up as Characters Created by Our Memory as the Knowledge it Contains.

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Day 86: Matter of Opinion

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Opinion in it’s Very Origination is the Creation of a Dimension within the Mind as a Memory, within which the Opinionator is the Main Character that is Always Right because in the Memory, the Whole World is also Created by the Opinionator, and the Whole World is in the Memory, Agreeing with the Opinion – and therefore, anyone that may Enter the Consciousness of the Opinionator and Disagree with the Opinion, is Immediately Discarded and Disregarded with “I have my Opinion/Memory, you are Free to Have Yours” – and in an Instant, the Real World is Enslaved to Billions of Opinions unable to Work Together to Create a World that is Best for All Physical Bodies that are Really, Actually Existing – while Opinions are just Person Lies of Self-Interest that are Illusions, but in Fact Delusions – as they are Delivered by the Character that Possesses the Physical Body to Protect the Delusions even if it Means that Half the World Must Suffer in Poverty and the Animal Kingdom must be Driven to Extinction – while the Solution is to Ban all Opinions, as they are Obviously Harmful to Life and are a Mental Disorder that is, curiously enough, even used by Psychology – as Psychology is Currently only a Matter of Opinion that is of No Real Value to Life in the Physical World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that because Opinion is Based on a Character in a Memory in one of the Dimensions of the Mind, which is an Illusion Created to Satisfy the Personal Greed of Happiness and Self-Righteousness that is Developed Around Self-Interest – this Self-Interest is the Motivation that Evolves the Character and Opinion to Protect the Self-Interest and the Illusion – and therefore, Opinions are Easily Influenced to Become Progressively More and More Self-Centered within the Memory as the Primary Character, till it Eventually becomes the Personality that Possesses the Physical Body and Directs the Physical Actions to Serve this Illusionary Character, Creating a World that Serves Opinionated Characters, Leaving the Physical World where Life Exists for Real, in Complete Devastation – making the World of the Human as it Exists Now only an Opinionated Illusion that Abuses Life in Every Way Possible for Self-Interest within a Self-Created Memory Illusion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Matter in all its Forms exists as Life in a Measurable, Natural Order which, when not Managed for the Best Outcome and Disregarded through a Matter of Opinion, will be of Root-Cause for all Poverty, Suffering, War, Extinction, Child Abuse and Every Atrocity Imaginable – as Imagination as Opinion is in its Very Nature actual, Real Evil that Values Illusion over Life in Every Way - and that Possessed Opinionators will Kill and Destroy and Maim and Torture for the Sake of their Opinions, Making the Real World a Madhouse of Opinion where even Morality became a Matter of Protecting the Right to Opinion instead of the Right to Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all Religion, all Faith, all Beliefs, all Spirituality is but a Matter of Opinion Created in the Memory of the Opinionator with the Opinionator as Main Character – and that all Gurus, Masters and Leaders in these Fields are but Illusionary Characters that have Managed to Blow up their Illusion Big Enough to be able to Influence the Opinion of other Fake Characters so as to Entice them into a Desire to also Create such a Grand Illusion – even calling this Development of a Fake Character “the Evolution of Self” – but the Self-Honest, Physical Living being that does not Allow False Memories as Characters to Influence what is in the Real World and What they see is Important as Life, can Immediately see through the Fake Characters that as Charlatans Prey on Life for Self-Interest and Grandeur - as the Self-Honest Physical Being Understands how Opinions are Created in the Mind, and Understand the Consequence of Being Possessed by Personal Lies and what Effect these Personal Lies Have on Real Life on Earth.

Thus – anyone who Reads this Blog who can Still Dare to Value Opinion and do not Immediately move to Self-Honest Self-Forgiveness to Delete these Atrocities that Harm Life, must be Held Accountable in Every Way for the Harm they Perpetuate in the Name of their Self-Interest and Can Never be Respected in any way Whatsoever as a Character of Any Worth.

Study Desteni or you will Continue to Exist as Only a Lie and the Consequence of Death for a Lie is that the Lie Ends Forever.

Day 85: And God Created Slaves

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by Accepting God as the Ultimate Creator that Created All as it is, I accept and allow the Existence of Slavery in all dimensions like: Child Slavery, Debt Slavery, Sex Slavery - and that My attempt to change this Slavery while I accept God in this Position as Creation will be futile - as I, in my attempt to Stop Slavery, will be acting against my own Belief and Faith in God – and as I Gave all Power to God, I will be Powerless and thus Slavery will Not end in all its Forms, as I am the ONE that Create it through My Acceptance of God as Creator. Thus, the Decision must be clear. I am the One that Decides that Slavery must Exist, as I am the One that Decides that God must Exist, as I am the One that claims I can never understand God, as Why God Created all that is, According to God’s Will, as I am the Slave that must Exist so that God can Exist, as I am the One that Decides - and thus I must be God that Creates the Slavery, as I have my Reasons why I create Slavery, because I Can – as I am the One that Allows Me to Create a World in which Life is Not Equal For ALL – and for Slavery to Exist, Inequality Must exist - as I am the One that Created Inequality, as I vote for it in Every Election, and I vote for it every time I buy Goods Created by Slaves, Wage Slaves - this world through the Ages has been and will Be what I decide, as I am the One as the Image and Likeness of God with Free Choice that can decide Anything, even to Be the Slave or God that will decide whether slaves will Exist. Thus, I am the One that Must change the World to One where there are NO MORE Slaves – Meaning, I must Be the One that Cleans Up the Mess on Earth, Bringing Life Back as Myself, as Equal and One, in Each One – so that, in Fact, we are All Equal as Creators, making Sure we DO NOT FORCE each other Into Slavery, as I AM the One that Decides, as You are the One that Decides – and this is the Decision I must Make in Every Breath, as Who I Am: that which is the Change to What is Best for all, or that which is the Chains that Enslaves Myself and Everyone else to this ILL LOSING. Thus, I decide in Every Breath to be the Change that will Breath by Breath Create a Reality Where For Real All will be Equal and All Life will Be supported One and Equal, as I Give to ALL what I would Like to Receive – and thus I will Be the One that Receives, and so We as One, as we Decide and Live the Living Action of the Living Word of the Decision, will bring into Being Life in the Physical, and SO we will Be the One that is God in Every Breath, Creating the Character that Life Must Be to Be What is Best for ALL Life, Always. 

Day 84: Lightworker Chart and Charter

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that many Lightworkers are Previous Successful Business people that Accumulated a lot of Money to Enable them to Do Spiritual Work, not realizing that in this Pattern is Locked in the Control of Money, as the Lightworker would Never Have Been Able to Be a LIghtworker if it was Not for Money, but Self-Honesty is Lost in the Light that Blinds.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers are just a Mutated Character that grew from the Disillusionment of Religion, and that eventually, once Money Runs Dry, will lead to Self-Honesty and a Return Home to Real Life on Earth without the Light of Mind Character Energies Blinding and Feelings of Love serving Self-Interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Character of Lightworkers does not Serve Life or Feed a Hungry Child, but only Wallows in the Self-Importance Character, Self-Created through Intense Inner-Reflection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Intense Inner-Reflection will Create an Intense Lightworker Character that Seems Divine as the Memory Dimension within which the Lightworker Character Illusion exists, will be only all the Contextual Information and Knowledge that makes up the Complete Lightworker Experience - while the Reality of Life on Earth in the Current System will be Justified as Money Protects the Lighworker form Reality without Money.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the LIghtworker does Understand the Importance of Money, as Many will Create Businesses to Capitalize on their Fellow LIghtworkers and Invent the Most Fanatical Light and Love Characters to Feed the Inner-Fantasy - as the Unspoken Implied Agreement Between Lighworkers is to not Question Light and Love, and to Honor Each One’s Light NO Matter what is Really in Matter - Feeding each other’s Illusionary Characters in a Form of Insanity that will Immediately turn away from Any Challenge to Love and Light, as it’s Negative, and Love and Light FEAR the Negative – proving that they have not in Fact transcended Fear and are thus the Ultimate Slaves to Fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Consciousness Created by Love and Light is an Illusionary Memory Dimension that Exists Only in the Mind of all those that agree to the LIghworkers and that this is a Closed Circle where they Only See what they Wanna See.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Love and Light WILL Never Produce a World that is Best for all Life as Love and Light is NOT Life, but only an Illusion Pretending to be Life with No Real Compassion for Any Suffering Being without Basic Life Support, as that will Mean the Lighworker will have to Leave the Extreme Comfort of their Illusion and Confront the Reality of a World trapped in the Debt of Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers DO NOT Understand how Characters and Personalities are Created as Memories Fuelled by Energy and are thus Easily trapped in Illusions, as in Essence: Lightworkers are Weak Characters that Fear Fear the Most of All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Lightworkers have Created a Consumer Industry where Love and Light is now only another Product to Be SOULD, the clear Evidence that Lightworkers are Not Actually Self-Aware.

I commit myself to Challenge the Fake Illusion as Love and Light Characters to Ensure that those trapped in Love and Light may be Able to find their Way Home to Real Life on Earth and become effective Participants in Creating a World that is Best for all Life Eternally.

I commit myself to Support Light Workers in their Journey to Self-Realization as Life, as that would be a Most Devastating Journey - as Realizing that the Light Character was all a Self-Created Lie, causes Major Upheaval within the Lightworker, which is Necessary to Eventually Become a Self-Honest Living Being Making the Most of Life on Earth for all Life: Equally.

I commit myself as Former Lightworker to Ensure that I never Give up till all Lightworkers are Freed from Illusion, as I was trapped myself, and know the Extent to which one becomes Lost in Love and Light - and that the Way the Lightworker Character protects its Own Illusion, is Extreme, and will Require Extreme Challenges or this Life on Earth will be Wasted as it only Ever was an Illusion Created as a Memory.

I commit myself to Show that Meditation and Inner-Reflection Only Ever Create Dimensions of Memory where the Main Character as Self, as Lightworker, is an Illusion in a Memory Created by a Character that Created a New Memory of Love and Light, Multiple Layers of Illusions, that Veil the One Lost from the Reality of Real Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that Love and Light is just another Branch of Consumerism in Capitalism, contributing to the Massive Suffering of those without Money on Earth and that Only a New Economic System of Equality that Serves all Life Equally will stop the Abuse – and Lightworkers should have been the Spearhead that Brought and Established a New World System Practically, but got Trapped in Consumerism through Self-Importance and the Greed for Happiness.

I commit myself to show that the Con of Consciousness is Not Self-Awareness, but only an Illusion to Justify the Self-Interest of the Pursuit of Happiness.

I commit myself to show that the History and Reality of Effectiveness of Love and Light has Produced NO change in this World for Real, which is Sufficient to Stop and Do Real Self Reflection on what is Really Here on Earth.

I commit myself to show that Lightworkers are Not Self-Aware as Life, as Life would Support Life, Producing a World Best for Life – and Love and light is Irrelevant to Real Life, as Food in the Tummy of a Child is What is Actually Important.

I commit myself to SHOW that Love and Light as Consumer Product is Only Focused on the Survival of the Lightworker, and Not on Supporting all Life to Make Sure that Every Child Born will have Food, an Education, in a Free and Fair Environment Supporting Life Unconditionally.

Day 83: Character Charting to Discover Real Me

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Day 78: Stepping out of Character  

Day 79: Stepping out of Character with LOVED ONES

Day 80: Creating a Character

Day 81: The Only Real Character

Day 82: The Reincarnation Characterization

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Memories are Charts within which I can find the Character I have chosen to be in the Memory to be in Charge of the Direction of the Memory, according to the Charge that I’ve loaded that Character with, Energetically, being the cause of the particular Character to be either Positive or Negative or Neutral, according to my own Design, to face the Problem of my Existence through the Solution I Perceive to be Valid as a Character – Creating, according to Me, an Answer to my own Singular Self-Interested Existence – Disregarding all Evidence the Physical World Produces to Show that I am Mistaken. Yet, because I am Existing in my Own Mind-Map as a Chart, as a Character: Alone, as my Creation, I cannot See the Real Reality that all Life Shares: Together.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as My Character in each Memory is in Charge, loaded with MY Solution as to why the Character is Important, the World-System is the Combined Character of all the World-Characters into the Memory, like: a Government, Education, Health, and other Systems where Characters are in Charge – loaded with a Chart that Characterizes the System, which Serves the Interest of the Characters in Charge – not Realizing that when a System, as a Memory, as a Law, as it Exists as the World-System does not Serve all Equally, it will cause Endless Harm to all those that do not Benefit from the Particular Direction of the World-System Law/Memory – and thus, the Laws of the World, as the Memories of the Characters that Participate, indicates the Nature of the Characters that accepted the Laws – utilizing Exactly the Same Inner-Methodology of Decision-Making that is used in the Inner-Human Memory Character, based on Statistical Data influenced to Protect the Interest of the Building-Blocks of the System - which, in this case, is the Ownership of Property in all its Various forms, Dominating all World-Systems - while Life, which is the Real, Dominant, Actual Irreplaceable Value, is completely Disregarded and in fact Diminished to be only of Value if it would Profit Ownership.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Leadership in the World-System is Characterized by the Inner-Characters of the Individual that is Perpetuated through Parenting and Charted into every Child Born, according to the Law of the Land and the System accepted by Individuals - causing the System of Inequality that is Pervasive in the World to be Seemingly Infinite as the same Patterns are Repeatedly Enforced through all means of Communication as: Education, as Acceptance, as Allowance – with no actual Compassion or Empathy existing, but the Characterized meanings of Compassion and Empathy that Serve a System where Capital is Ownership in ALL its Forms, while the REAL Capital - as Life - is Treated in a way that no one, Ever, would like to be Treated – yet, because the Character-Design of both the Inner-World of the Human, and the Outer-World of the Human, is Equal to the Self-Interest of the Power that is given through Ownership, all Feelings, in every way, end up being Only Supporting the Survival-Instinct of the Character - making the World a seeming Working-Order, as those that own Nothing have NO Power to Change Anything but through Violence, which is suppressed through the Employment of Characters that will do Anything to Survive: acting as Armed Forces, and Policing - justified through the Fact that they are able to Support their Families – causing a seeming Righteousness in their Actions as Apparently the Have-Nots are Breaking the Law of Property and Ownership. And thus, their Lives are Worth Nothing, and they must be Culled and Subdued, No Matter how many Die.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that through Self-Honesty, every Memory can be Charted and Mapped to show and Identify the Main Character that is, and has been, and will be, the Living Decision-Maker, as the Human – and therefore, we can Predict the Future within the Current Play-Out of Laws and Accepted Natures, as we can Measure the Energy which will Drive the Decisions, whether it be a Level of Fear, or Suppressed through a Level of Love – inevitably Leading, always, to a Repetition, Day by Day, Year by Year, Life by Life, of the same Abusive, Lifeless system that Exists only as Knowledge in the Books of History – teaching Nothing, because the Character that is learning is Lifeless, and thus – would only learn that which will Keep it Lifeless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those that Pretend to be Active in Preserving Human Rights, or the Rights of other Life-Forms, are in Fact Useless in their Approach – as they would still Accept the Characterization of the World-System in its primary Foundations – thus, whatever Changes being promoted by Activism NEVER Challenges the Real Issues as the Activist is also just a Character, looking for a Purpose, in a System of Characterizations, being Charged for Movement through the Polarization of the Energy-System that Animates the Memory through which the Character Lives and molds the Physical-World into the System with Laws that protect the current Characterizations of Polarizations – for instance, as Haves and Have-Nots, as Rich and Poor – and yet, with Self-Honesty, if one in any way had a Spark of Life left, one could Chart the EXACT Path of Life on Earth for Humanity, as a Group, as well as down to Each Individual Life Character – to see that the Level of Stupidity that Exists within the Methodology of Living as Characters, is of a Magnitude that will Never make Life on Earth, or Peace on Earth, or Happiness on Earth, possible – as for one to have Peace, another must be at War – for one to have Happiness, another must Suffer – for one to have a Home, another must be Homeless – as the System is designed on the premise that unless the Human is Forced to move as Character, the Human will not, out of the Goodness of their Heart – EVER Care Equally for each other, as has been Proven throughout all Human History – with not even a Single incident where any Human Action in any group has ever produced the Slightest Movement towards a world where Life would be Supported as the only True Origin that makes anything Possible that currently exist on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if one Dare to Chart the Nature of every Memory that Exists within the Flesh, and the Conscious mind, the Subconscious mind, the Unconscious mind – one IS going to Find the REAL YOU as Character - and to your great Dismay, you will find that all of it, in every way, is not the Real Life that you could be – and then one will Realize that, for All Time, one has Produced themself as these Characters, Charted into the Living Flesh as a Chart of Self, and a chart of the world, that presents an apparent Accepted Life-Path – and that it will take all your Time to In Fact remove this Chart as the Characterization of oneself as Life on Earth, to eventually end with that which is the Life-Force that Produces the opportunity to be able to Characterize, which is the Physical Body that Functions Independently from all Characterizations – yet, is beyond the capacity of any Characterization, in any Form, to Direct or Understand, but through Observation, Reduced to Knowledge - Unable to be Equal and One with and as this Miraculous Producer of Life as the Physical Body. And that, unless one Becomes One and Equal as that which produces Life, in fact, like the Physical Body, as the Character it exists as, One – as Memory-Character, lost in a world of Energy, will Only exist as long as Energy Exists, which currently is produced by this Very Physical Body – and therefore, when the Body Dies, the Character Dies – what remains is the Body, and Obviously not the Characters of Self, because Self has NEVER been the Body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Jesus gave an Example, through the Breaking of the Bread, and the Drinking of the Wine – indicating that the Body is what must be Honored, and that the Life-Blood of the Body, which Flows as an indication of the Living-Being – is the Elixir of Life that should be Understood, and Supported, yet as it is with the Character of Energy, this has completely been Misconstrued into just another Energy-Game – reducing the Physical to a Polarized Memory, Projected into the Future of an apparent Life after the Death of the Physical, Making Sure that Self-Realization on Earth became Virtually Impossible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Real Body of Life on Earth is a Physical, Touchable, Visible Body that is in the Face of each other ALL THE TIME – which is Understood in its basic need – yet not Honored Equally, as the Mental-Memory Characterizations are Valued more than the Real Physical Body that each Exists as - and in Spite of many Deaths since the Beginning of Man’s known History, no realization has taken place that will Change the Fate of Man – and thus, we can Say with Certainty, Man is always Doomed by the Mood of the Charges that are Charted into the Characterizations, as Polarizations of Energy, Animating Memory into Beingness called: Consciousness – Conning each other into Energy Highs and Lows – while being busy all the Time with a General Genocide of every Life-Form on a Living Planet: as Blue from afar, as the Eye of the Body of the Universe.

I commit myself to show that NO Human Character Appreciates or Realizes that Life on Earth is NOT Dependent on the Mind, but is Subject to a Healthy Physical Body, as is Shown Daily in Millions of cases: that because Mental-Characterization is accepted as the Only way Life can Exist, Reality is Missed – even unto Death.

I commit myself to show that Characters can be Charted and Mapped, which is the only True Mind-Mapping, to establish how one Conned yourself by becoming CONsciousness, as an Energetic-Resonance of Presence occupying Present Time through this Projected Presence Pretending that this is Real as the Now you Exist As – in Spite of the Evidence of the Extensive Suffering of Physical Bodies right around the World, due to the Laws and Systems this Mental-Presence, as the Power of Now, has Imposed on Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that ALL Laws on Earth, only EVER Serve Mental-Characterizations of the CON of CONsciousness, where the Pursuit of Happiness, as an Energetic High like a Drug, is that which Drags Down all Life on Earth to be only Equal to a Movie Full of Characters, playing out a Thriller and a Horror Story as History keeps Showing us as We Create this History Daily – yet, because that who is Looking is only a Character, Life that is actually Here, is Missed everyday – Breath by Breath – which should be of GREAT Concern, because only Life is Eternal, while Characters come and go in a Blink of Energy.

I commit myself to show that Earth was Created as a Real Living Body from which all Characters in the Universe were placed to face the Evil of Character-Building and how it Harms Life, which is why the Character would Characterize Harmony as the Opposite of the Harm of Money – meaning that Without Money as the Characterized Tool of Existence on Earth, Harmony is Impossible, as the Body will NOT have the Tools Money Buys – like Food, Housing, Education, Communication – and therefore, Without Money, Harm-Money cannot be Prevented.

I commit myself to show that the Desteni of the Universe, as Desteni Universe, is a specific, planned intervention into the con of consciousness that Manifested at the Predetermined Time, at which Juncture Characterization on Earth reached its Pinnacle as the Throne of Ego - which will, as it has been already, Come Tumbling Down and Shatter into Pieces - as the Character is Completely Unable to in Any Way actually Support Real Life on Earth – and thus, a Reminder: regardless, Each One is Responsible to find it within them to Actually Stop the Addiction to energy, and Return to Life on Earth – or Live through the Shattering of the Mirror of Illusion to find out that Everything Ever Lived has ONLY EVER BEEN A LIE.

Day 82: The Reincarnation Characterization

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Day 78: Stepping out of Character  

Day 79: Stepping out of Character with LOVED ONES

Day 80: Creating a Character

Day 81: The Only Real Character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Reincarnation is Based on Memory that was Stored in the Akashic Records, indicating that Past Lives were only a Character that was so Unreal as a Life that the Life Needed to be Remembered.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Who I am as Life is Who I am and Does Not require Memory as It is Who I Am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in Reincarnation, the New Character Enters the Life with a Programmed Memory which then is ADDED to by the Parents, creating the Character of the New Born to take part in the Game of Life – Indicating as the World is Showing that only Self-Interest is Served by the Soul and the Parents – NOT Creating a World that is Best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Consciousness, as the Presence of the Character as Memory, is NOT Real, as it is Solely Based on Memories from Various Sources and Not on the Actual Life Force that is the Foundation of Life, where Memory is the Definition of the Character and Does Not Serve Life, as it Serves only the so-called Lessons to be Learned - as Life, as what is Best for All, is NOT Realized. Pretending that the Physical World is NOT Real is only a Way to Deny Consequence so that the Character can Exist in the Isolation of the Life-Plan that Protects the Character from Consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Hierarchy as the Universal Elite used Reincarnation to Design Life-Plans that Protect the Elite from Consequence, using Spirituality and the Souls as Slaves to face Consequence on Behalf of the Elite as Spiritual Slaves, convincing the Spiritual Slaves that their Acts are Acts of Love which are Divine. This was done through Convincing the Soul that Love is the Only Truth, the Greatest Con that Created Consciousness as a Belief in Energy as a Force that is More than Life Itself – Convincing the Slaves that Bliss, as the Denial of Consequence, is the Real state of the Soul - and in so doing, creating an Experience for the Elite of No Consequence as the Slaves will, in Love, face the Consequence for the Masters/Elite. With having the Characters Based on Memories, Memories could be Manipulated and the Soul will act on the Memories as the Belief is that: If you can Remember, it must be your Memory.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Consumerism and Entertainment have taken the Memory Manipulation to the Next Stage, where the Character must only Accept Memory to Become the Memory in Faith that it is them, Causing a World of characters that act as if they are Something Specific – Like Divine, or God, or a Zombie, acting out in the Mind where the Memory is the Construct, to be the Experience by Themselves – so, Denying Reality completely, being able to allow the Many Atrocities now existing on Earth – WITHOUT ANY AWARENESS at all – as the Character is Not Here as Reality, but is in an alternative Reality as a Memory where the Being only sees what is in the Mind and whether they choose to see: missing Reality Completely.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the Hierarchy and Angels were Benevolent, the World would have Been a Place Best for all Life as it is a Programmed Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all Enslavement is in the End Self-Enslavement, as the Being Must accept their Memories on which the Programmed character Functions, as Real.

I commit myself to show that Reincarnation only functioned as a Process that Created New Models of a Product/Character Range to keep the Memory/Character Slaves Entertained in Faith and Belief as Self-Interest.

I commit myself to show that the Acceptance of the Soul is the same as Purchasing a Product and Accepting Ownership Based on the Specification Program of the Product and that with the Acceptance into Ownership, one IS SOULD and a User of the Product/Memory/Character.

I commit myself to show that Consciousness is the Energy Resonance of the Convictions of the truth of Memories that Determine the Self-Produced view of the World that is Always in Contradiction to the actual Real Physical Reality and as such Consciousness is the word for: I Love Lying to Myself.

I commit myself to show that Learning a Lesson that Does Not Produce what is Best for all Life, is like Teaching Self to become More Limited and Isolated and Weak and Divided and Conquered as Self-Interest – an Eternal Slave with NO Awareness of how this Actually Really Functions.

I commit myself to show that Anything in this World NOT with an Outcome that will be Best for All Life, but only Focusing on Survival as Profit without actual Inner-Change to Produce an Equal World, is a Lie – that when investigated, will show the Self-Interest of the Believer, and when the Believer moved to “I KNOW” the Lie is Completed as Faith and the Being Failed at Life and is Only an Illusion.

I commit myself to show that any Memories of Past Lives cannot be trusted, as Memories are the Easiest things to Form and Manipulate - and to Base Self on Memory is to Form the Weakest Character Possible as one will Value Memory and Not Life.

I commit myself to show that Life is Not Memory, and when one Requires Memory to Exist as Something, you are Not Life.

I commit myself to Dare those who can Hear the DesteniMessage to Step out of Characters, the many that Exist Currently, till you are Life Here, Requiring NO Memory as Motivation to Be Life as what is Best, because you are Life in fact Always.

Day 81: The Only Real Character

This post is part of the Stepping out of Character Series:

Day 78: Stepping out of Character  

Day 79: Stepping out of Character with LOVED ONES

Day 80: Creating a Character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Only Real Character in the Real Space/Time Matter Dimension is the Flesh as Self, Breathing Here – as the actual Point that Defines My Participation in this World as this Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Each One in this Physical Dimension of Space and Time is Equal as the Air Each Breathes, and that the Real-Time of this Flesh Character is Measured Breath by Breath as Who We Are and What We Do and Live, as this Breath, as that Defines the Real Nature of the Self as Flesh.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I exist in a World as Real if I cannot get out of it Unless I Die - indicating that Where I am is Where I must Live, and Prove that I grasp this By Creating Where I am, as the World we all Share, as What is Best for all Life - as that will Prove that I truly Care about the Life I Share.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Flesh is the Self that is Equal as Character in the World of Matter – and that it Matters Who I am as Flesh in My Relationship with All Matter – and that I must Honor Matter in All Forms as My Equal Here, and Create Relationships that Bring All form in the World of Matter to fulfillment that all in Matter May Have a Life of Worth, Equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I Create a Character as Myself in a Non-Matter Dimension within the Mind, I am Not Here as the Reality as Flesh and Matter, and will No Longer Be Able to Realize the Value of Self as Matter, as I tend to Glorify the Characters I Create in Non-Matter where I am the Only God and can Make my Characters Seem Superior to Characters of Matter – causing Major Abuse in the World of Matter when I Give Power to the Illusory Characters in My Mind to Feed them with Energy, Regardless to the Harm it Causes in the World of Matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Individual Equality as a Basic Right to Life is Only achievable if we as One Take Care of all Characters made of Matter to Make Sure that Each Character has a Life that is Best, Leading to a World of Matter where the Life in Matter is Always Best for all forms in Matter – Proving that we are Worthy of Life and can be Trusted with Life as We Show we Understand that the Only Real World is the World where there is a Consequence that we cannot Escape unless we harm another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those in the Flesh that seem to have the GOOD Life, are only able to Have the Good Life by harming others and Causing them to Have a Bad Life - as in a World of Matter, Resources are Limited, although Plenty, and Must be Shared Equally in ways that are Best to Ensure that all Forms in Matter have a Good Life. Yet, through getting Lost in Illusory Self-Created Characters, imposing the Illusion on the Reality of Matter, we have allowed Hell to Be Created on Earth as Poverty, Starvation, War, Disease, Mental Disorder, Fear, Anxiety and Every Experience that Causes Harm to others – Not Caring at all as Long as our Personal Lives are Happy, justifying the Abuse through Illusory Philosophies and Beliefs in in Invisible Characters that Apparently give us the Right to Abuse Life in Matter, because Apparently Matter is an Illusion, while Matter is the Place of Consequence and where Consequence exists – ILLUSIONS DO NOT EXIST.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I SELL Reality for the Illusion of My Mind, the Consequence is that when I DIE, I only will Be and Illusion as Consequence and this Consequence will Be By MY VOLITION only, as I had all the Evidence that Matter is Real through the Fact of Consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Fact that I must Breathe to Stay Alive, shows that Matter is the Real Reality and that the Flesh is the Real Self, but if I Live in My Mind where I create Fake Selves as Characters, My Real Self as Flesh will Become a Zombie Organic Robot and the I that I became as Illusion, as Energy, will be Subject to the Flesh for Energy to Exist and will end when the Flesh Dies. It is thus Paramount to Wake the Real Self as the Flesh Up and Become Aware as the Real Self so that the Real World can be Recreated as What is Best for the Reality of Matter – if I want to Matter to the Universe and Life for Real.

I commit myself to show that the Only real Self is the Flesh that Breathes and Makes the Experience in Matter possible, and that the Flesh is the Real Man that is Meant with = “Man Know Thyself”

I commit myself to show that through the Desteni Portal we Investigate the Result of Each Death to Confirm what happens to the Fake Character of the Mind and we Publish Life Reviews to Assist with Self-Realization as the Real Self – and that we Found that Each One that Dies as the Mind, END – and only the Character as Flesh as What is Best for all Life continues after Death, Equally.

I commit myself to show that all that is Necessary is to Live Breath by Breath in Ways that will change the World to what is Best for all Life in the Flesh, stopping all Illusory Characters of the Mind, Physically – and Practically Supporting that which will Bring a World Best for all Life in Measurable Physical Ways, so that I May stand as the Evidence of My Life that I have Left NO STONE UNTURNED or tried to Serve Both Illusion and Matter, as I was Scared that I would suffer in Some Way if I Do Not Support My Illusion as well. This must be done in the Context of the Form and System that Now Exist on earth till I, with others like me that Realize this, change the System to What is Best for Life in Matter.

I commit myself to ask all that Understand that the Real World Works according to the Sequential Time Currently Enslaved to Money, to make sure you Support Effectively with Money the Solution till it is the New Reality Installed. Do so in Understanding that One May Show Understanding Practically or the Illusion will Continue as Money in its Current Form will Overpower Common Sense purely through the Fake fears of the Fake Characters that try and Protect its Existence with Money. Support the Equal Money System and EQAFE to Make Sure the Solution is Sufficiently Funded that the Re-education of the Living Flesh that takes more than 7 Years per person, can be facilitated and Funded.

I commit myself to show that the Consequence of Being Lost as Characters in the Mind is that the Flesh Over Time got Infected by the Patterns of the Illusion that will have to Be Removed From the Flesh over Time through a Physical Support System as the Fake Self Cannot Realize Self as Life as the Flesh. Thus, as the Only Real Point of the Flesh Here IS Breath, Breath by Breath the Self as Flesh must Identify the Illusion that Enslaved itself and Remove them One by One per Character Memory until the Flesh is Here as Life to Reconstitute the Flesh to be the Point of Life that Participates in this World of Matter, Creating that which is Best for all Life in Matter: Always. Time as Space Ensures that there is No Short Cut and that what was Imposed on the Flesh over Time, must be removed Over time to Set the Enslaved Flesh Free, so that Man can Move From Illusion as Slave to Reality as Life. Anyone Claiming a shortcut is just another Lying Fake Character of the Mind that is Unwilling to Set Life FREE. This will take Many Years to achieve and Writing Self-Forgiveness, Self-Honestly Breath by Breath is the Only Way that One will be able to Birth Life from the Physical. This is so as Only One Process that is the Same for Everyone will Confirm Equality and Ensure Equality as What is Best for all Life. The Illusory Characters will Deny this, as they have Created a Fake Reality for themselves where they BELIEVE they are More than Reality, yet Self-Honesty within Consequence Proves the Lie of the Fake Character that Seeks Self-Interest.

DO NOT Postpone as You DO NOT HOLD Your Life as Flesh in your Hands and at Any Time it May Be your Last Breath. This is as it should be, to Make Sure Only Life will be Born from the Physical, as an Illusion will Never Be Life. Use this Opportunity of a Character of Flesh to Create Self as Life One and Equal as Flesh as Matter.

Day 80: Creating a Character

This post is Part 3 of the Stepping out of Character series – read Day 78: Stepping out of Character and Day 79: Stepping out of Character with LOVED ONES for further context and support

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my Mind is my Political System through which I Debate the Characters of various possible Leading Characters and then Test them through People around me to see which Character they like or dislike and which one they’ll end up Loving, which I use as the Voting System to Elect the next Dictator Character I will become to see how Great an Influence I can Exert and Whether I can Conquer other Humans to Become my Audience and my Slaves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in Creating an Influence my Main Character will use Backchat, like Gossip – thus, in the form of Gossip, talk itself into a State of Rage that will become Courage, that will be used to Speak Up and, initially secretively, gossip with just a few Humans, until their Characters are Influenced to Speak together – which will Indicate they have Voted for me to Speak for them, and then I will Speak Up to try and Force a Change in my Environment that will suit my Character – in this obviously making sure that I never get to the Real Issue of Creating a World that is Best for all Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Political Mind is Constantly Voting about the Current Main Character that is Leading the Assault on the Physical World, and that when the Main Character is not Influential enough to Empower other Living Beings for Self-interest, I will start the Political Process of Backchat to Emphasize the Uselessness of my Main Lead Character till I have Overthrown my Current Mental Government in an Attempt to Radically Revolutionize my Character into a New Self-Government that will be a Winner and More Influential, to Ensure that my Character will get Greater Attention on the World Stage as that would Confirm that my Character Production Abilities are Outstanding, and therefore my Abilities of Creator of Characters are Validated and therefore: must be Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have Created the Physical World as the Ultimate Trap by Insisting on a Social Order that must Respect my Freedom to Create More Characters as I have Accepted myself as a Creator of Characters in the Political Game of my Mind that I call Life – and because I am the Character that Creates, the Life I Create is Always only to Support my Character, as the only Real Creation, just because I Created it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Total World System of the Physical World is Based on the Political Mind Blueprint, which each Human uses in the Evolutionary Process that Creates Character upon Character, attempting to Build a Stronger and Stronger Character with more and more Influence which is Confirmed as Good and Great through the Amount of Possessions – whether it be Money or Knowledge accumulated in the Physical World – and that Character that have Accumulated Vast Wealth or Wisdom will protect their Winning Character until Death to make sure the System that Supports the Character remains Stable so that the Character can Keep on Winning and being Righteous.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as Character Creator of Self as Character, all Parts of the Character Game Start IN THOUGHT, while Thought is Populated and Created by the Parent, focusing Life on Earth as Character Building, Devastating the Real World by Diminishing Real Life as Only a Commodity to Serve Character – Making of Life an Illusion like a Hollywood Movie.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Only Real Character from a Human Perspective is the Human Body which at this Stage is a Slave to the Mind Dictator Main Character and WITHOUT any Real Awareness yet. This Body will Have to be Freed from the Character of Illusion that Possess it to get to the Point of Being Able to Sort out the Living World as Reality to what is Best for all Living Beings Equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Anything taken Personally is Just a Defense Mechanism to Protect a Character from being Diminished in its Role of Competing for Validation, and Influence and Happiness in the World of Illusion as Character to keep the Illusion going, because in the Illusion the Character makes all the Rules and is a Law unto itself, Regardless of what Harm it Bring to the Natural Living World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as Long as a Person is Only a character that Insist that their Character is Real, the Person cannot be trusted with Life and must thus Not be Allowed any Influence in your Life, as the Character will Always try and Create a Character in you that must Support their Character Causing just another Stupidity Loop of Gossip and Harm.

I commit myself to show that as Long as One Create Self as a Character in the Mind, one is a Criminal that Abuses Life for Self-Interest of the Self Created as Character.

I commit myself to show that Character Creation follows a Democratic System in the Mind to Vote in the Best Dictator Validated through the Acceptance of Lesser Characters.

I commit myself to show that thoughts as Backchat is a Debate that Ends in a Voting-In of a Character that will Become the main Player in the Game of Abuse of Life on Earth.

I commit myself to show that Desteni Supports Participants to Develop Self-Honesty as Breath to Be able to understand How Self is Creating Self as a Character to be able to Return Home Eventually in the Real World to clean up the Mess Created as the Real Living World. There is NO Magic Shortcut out of the Mess Created as Life Lost in Character.

I commit myself to show that Desteni Haters are only Characters Attempting to Protect their Self-interested Illusion and Character Can Invent any Lie to Influence other Characters – and as a Character is Always only a Lie, Characters will only Ever Support Lies, and thus Attack the Desteni Message with Every Possible Lie. Falling for the Lie only Confirms that one is Only a Character lost in the Illusion of the Lie of Self as a Creator, when this Creator Only Creates Illusions and Lies of Self-Interest.

I commit myself to show that Each Character KNOWS it is a Lie, and thus the Constant Fear and Anxiety that keeps the Character Hyper-Aware to Protect itself as it Fears not Existing or Being Exposed as Being only a Lie.

I commit myself to show that the Only Character Valid for Life on Earth is the Physical Body in ALL its Dimensions as One, and that NO One on Earth yet Understands who they are as the Physical Body - and that with the Desteni Process One will Discover the Real Self on Earth and will Eventually Be Able to FIND Real Life and End the Fake Life as only a Character of Great Lies and Limitation. Start the Journey to Life Today and Join the Desteni of Life Eternal.

A Recent Study in South Africa Confirms one of the Way Characters seek to Evolve as the Study shows that 62% of teens and adults Live in “Constant Fear” of Missing out of Something MORE Exciting than what they are Doing. So much for the Political Mind Ever Being Able to Create a Character worthy of Life.

I commit myself to show that Diversity is used to Protect the Character’s Rights in the System so that those Characters that Hold Most Power in the System are Protected and are Held in High Esteem by Lesser Characters as an Evolutionary High to Be Emulated as Achieving the Ultimate Character, trapping the Living World in a Spiral of Abusive Character Lies and Illusions.

I commit myself to show that GOSSIP is Always Political as it is the Way the Character LOBBIES other Characters to Inference the System to Benefit the GOSSIPING Character to WIN more Influence – never considering what is Real and Always starts in Thought as Backchat First and Eventually Becomes words Spoken in Small Groups Seeking out Potential Weak Characters that May Be Able to Be Influenced to Join the Crusade of the Gossiping Character to Validate it through its Belief in the Righteousness of its Cause.

I commit myself to show that Self-Honesty will be Tough, as the Characters of the Life of Self have Multiple Diversions and know all the Lies – and thus will Do Everything in thought Backchat to Invalidate Self-Honesty. Discipline Self, Breath by Breath, in Self-Honesty to Return to the Physical Body and to Stop all thought, as Thought Only Creates Characters of Illusion that Lie.

Day 79: Stepping out of Character with LOVED ONES

This post is Part 2 of the Stepping out of Character series – read Day 78: Stepping out of Character for further context and support

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I keep my Loved Ones in Character if I do not Step Out of Character – that I am scared to Step Out of Character as that would mean I will Lose my Loved Ones that Validate my character – yet, I want to Change – not realizing that change in character without changing ALL Relationships of a character, will NOT change your character, and all I will do is to Mutate my character to Make Sure I feel I change in my Inner-Character, while my Outer Character as the World does not change, so I Make Sure I DO NOT change and Remain in the Character I LOVE TO BE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that characters Exist as the Relationships I BUILD on those that LOVE MY character, and that IN THIS, Parents are the Primary KEEPERS of Character that MAKE SURE children Remain In Character so that the Illusion Created by Each can be Stable and SEEM Real as the Experience is MADE Real by the character, but the Reality is that EVERYTHING AN ILLUSION  creates WILL BE an ILLUSION as a REAL ILLUSION, so it will Feel Real to the ILLUSIONARY Character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those with a WEAK Character will NOT be Able to step out of Character with LOVED ONES as they WOULD Fear to Lose the Support of the LOVED Ones and in Fact be TRAPPING LOVED Ones IN Character, proving that the Love for the Loved Ones is NOT what is Best, Best is Only FEAR HIDDEN Behind LOVE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that LOVE in Character is Only a WAY to Control the Character Environment to Make Sure Character Support Remains Stable so that No Character gets challenged to Make Sure the System of Characters on Earth Pretending to Live, can Remain Stable to Give the ILLUSION of Reality as Character to be Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Initial Creation of a Character is the Job of the Parent that Makes Sure the Child FITS into the System of Character Environment, so that the Character of the child will be Accepted as a Character of the System, where the Agreement Between all Characters is to NOT challenge each other’s character, but to Remain in Character so that the System of Characters Remains Stable, and seems Real, Pretending to NOT KNOW Where the Characters come from or How the Characters are Created – all together acting DUMB to Have a Valid excuse as to the Real Nature of the Illusion of Characterization.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Loved Ones are the Audience of the Character that will say you play your character well even if you are not, so the Love of Loved Ones is Claimed to be Unconditional, Making the Breaking Free from the Illusion Even More Unlikely, Because My Character gets the Attention and Love that I feel validates my character and my Life as Character Creation Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when Loved Ones Die, they are Stepping OUT of Character so that I can change my character to Look for New Loved Ones that will Love my New Character – proving it is possible to change Character through changing One’s Participation in the Character Love Cycle.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that When a Relationship or Marriage Breaks up, the Previous Love Characters will Change their Character to Look for a New Audience as Loved Ones Mutating the Character TILL they find a Loved One again, showing that to Break up the LOVE Relationship DOES force Characters to Step out of Character and if Directed to show that Creating New Character will Only Result in the Exact Same Cycle, the Opportunity Exists to Step out of Character FOR REAL, to Sort out the Mess Created ON Earth to Get Back to Actual Life.

I commit myself to show that the Hidden Agreement between Characters to Perpetuate the Lie of the Illusion is “I’ll Support your Character if you Support my Character – therefore, we are Friends. And if you Don’t Support my Character we’ll be Enemies for Life, because you’re taking the Life from my Character by not Supporting it. I’ll rather Kill your Character First, before you Kill my Character.” It is the Survival of the Fittest Character for this Game of Life.

I commit myself to show that every Character is a Slave to every Character which Exists as a Relationship defining a Character.

I commit myself to show every Character is a Slave to those who Love them and will not Step out of Character, out of Fear of Losing the Ones that Love them.

I commit myself to show that Death Proves that Characters trapped in Relationships can be Set Free to, at the very least, change into Another Character.

I commit myself to show that Breakups prove that Characters can Change, showing that it is Possible to Step out of Character to Find out what Exists Before the Creation of Characters.

I commit myself to show that Parents should be called Character Builders, because that is what they Really Do.

I commit myself to show that when you Step out of Character with you Parents, they will do Everything possible to get you Back into Character because they will feel they Failed at building your character in a way so that you will Never Change and remain as Only their Creation, justifying their own Character as the Creator of You. 

Day 78: Stepping out of Character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I create myself as the Memories of my Experiences by Remembering me as the Character in the memory that I then tell in the Story of My Life, Looking for an Audience to Love my Acting, so that I can feel My Character is Being appreciated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I look for Experiences to Create a Memory within which I can star as the Character so that I can be appreciated as the Actor that Created the Experience  - Leaving me as Creator and Created, lost between the Chicken and the Egg, unable to see who I am as Creator and Created – as whenever I see me, I only see a Memory where I am a character and I know I created the Memory and that the memory and the Character are My Illusion I fear to lose, so I create ways to Ensure to Myself the Character I build as Myself is Real, because I make it Real. Thus, who am I then, a Character, an Experience, the Creator, the Created? Or is the Creator not only a character as well?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize Everyone in my World is just a character that is here as My Memory, Validating my Character so that I can feel my character is Real – but from Everyone Else’s Point of View, I am just a character in their Memory, Validating that their Character is Real – in this way we agree, through this allowance, that we Con each other as we Together created Consciousness to validate each other’s character to Make us believe our illusion is Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the character I build, is the Character I play in the Story of my Life, looking for an Audience to Love my character so that my character can be Validated by someone else, because then I can also Believe that my character is Real: as it must be Real if someone else can see my character and Love it - but if you dare to Not Accept my character, I will hate you, because you do not Love what I love – my character – as the character of me I created as my Memory, which creates me as a Character, and so I am in the Circle of my Life as My character, as my Memory, recreating myself as the character with Everything that defines me as character – over and over again, having the exact same experience as this character until I decide to create a New Character which will follow the exact same pattern, ending with me as the Character in my Memory, where the memory creates Me. Thus, if my Memory creates me, is my Memory God?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I step out of character, there will be Conflict, as Everyone Else that Defined themselves according to my Character will hate me for stopping the Game of Creation – as they will no longer be Validated by my Character, and I will no longer accept the Validation by them of My Character – and thus the Perfect Memory that Created the Character as Me will be Damaged, and the Story of the Character will fail. Those that are no longer Validated by me as Character, will Immediately look for a New Character to define their Story of Life, ostracizing me to force me to Step back into character as they knew me in Memory, so that the Memory can be Restored and the Characters can continue in a way that the Character is Love. If you refuse, the character that Fails, will either step out of character and see who they Really are here as Life, or will step into a New character and continue with the Game of looking for someone to Love their acting and their character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all memories are always a New Dimension with which I am the Main Character that Defines all of the Memory, which I then step into whenever I am looking for approval or validation by another telling them My Story - as in My Story, My Character is the main Actor, and I am in fact Explaining who I have accepted myself to be as the Character in My Story looking for acceptance of this character, limited to the Illusion of My Memory and Me as the Illusion I created myself to Be – all this happening Instantaneously, showing the Awesome Power I am as Creator, as I can Instantaneously create myself as Any Character, even as an Illusion, even trap myself Eternally in Infinite Characters – as there is no limit to what I am, yet I am limited as the character I created myself as, as the Illusion within which I keep Lying to Myself, claiming that I am not creating me - as I made sure that I will Lie to myself so effectively that I will never be able to step out of character, even if I die and come back in another Life – it is just another character in another memory, as any other Illusion where I Lie to Myself. I will DO anything as a character to Not see that all I have ever Been is Just as Lie I created Myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Very Moment I remind myself that I am the Creator, I immediately create another memory within which I am fine with all the PROPS like Light and Colors to Prove to me that I am the Creator, Claiming that it is all an Illusion and that I as Creator am Real and My Reality I created as My Memory is Real, while it is all still Just a Lie Now Created, where I can Blind myself with Light to Not See what is Really here as the Physical, as the memories we have trapped ourselves in, as Time and Space - just because we do not want to clean up the Mess of our Creation, but we want to Create. So we look for slaves to Clean up the Mess of our Creation, and we make these slaves our New Characters - Creating them as God, and Jesus, and Mohammed and Buddha, and Love and Light - and According to us, these characters we created as All Powerful will sort out our Mess, as we are Born as a Mess, in a Mess we Believe – and yet our Creation and the Mess it is In is our Message to ourselves that there are No slaves, and that a Creator must take Responsibility for its Creation and when it is a Mess, the Creator must Clean it up. That is OUR DESTENI.

I commit myself to be the One that takes on the Character of Each One Here as their Ego, and to destroy the Memory that created the Character so that the Real One may step forth and See the Real Mess being Created so we can sort out the Mess on Earth we have created together, while lost as characters in our own Illusion of Memory.

I commit myself to show that Love is always Self-Interest, as it is Only a Character as Illusion of Self-Created, as Self, as the Lie that is looking for Validation and acceptance for the Lie as Character.

I commit myself to show that Parents do no educate their children in Life, but only Build characters and teach children how to Live a Lie as a character perpetuating the Mess of Creation without Getting the Message, which is STOP and step out of Character.

I commit myself to be the Conflict Necessary that will Invalidate the character of Each One as the characters are just Lie that must be Realized to see with Real Eyes.

I commit myself to show that Each Character is the Product of the Personal Hollywood as the Mind, where the character seeks fame, and glorification, and Love so that the Story of their Lives and the Characters they Play, can be Validated.

I commit myself to show that a Simple thought creates a character, and immediately creates a New Lie as a dimension as a Memory – where the Creator is the Character, Lost in thought and that we must Realize that to Stop thoughts is to Stop Lying to Ourselves so that we can get on with Cleaning up the Mess we Created on Earth.

I commit myself to show that the Only Reason we create characters and Memories to Lie to Ourselves is Because we do not Like Cleaning up the Mess we Created and we Prefer to do what we Like doing, which is Lying to Ourselves, creating character upon character.