Showing posts with label life after death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life after death. Show all posts

Thursday, 15 November 2012

Day 215: The Soul, Ascension and Life after Death - ADC - Part 63

This blog is part of the After Death Communication Series

The History of Life After Death – Part 47


The Soul, Ascension and Life after Death

Here we’re going to look-back at when I was Heavily into Meditation, Ascension, Activation and you-name-it. I’ve for instance studied the works of Torkom Saraydarian and did all the Activations published as Meditations by for instance Dr. Joshua David Stone during ‘95 to 2000.

During this time, I Connected with what I Perceived to be my ‘Soulmate’ and pushed the point of Ascension to its Ultimate - studying Every Channel of any sort, coming from all possible perspectives. What is fascinating is that all the Channels nowadays that are published, are exactly the same line and tone as it were then - As it was the same line and tone when I was studying it in the 1980s, with the same Promises and Hopes and Ideals.
But back then I was just another Lightworker on the Road to Ascension - absolutely dedicated to Love and Light, taking it to Consistent Absolute Application, applying it to Every Part of my Life. Sending Love and Light all the time – not only in Mediation – to Everything and Everyone in the Universe, holding them in my Chakras, Activating my Charkas, Expanding my Aura, doing DNA Activations, studying Reiki, studying the Infinite Way of Joel Goldsmith, studying The Power of Now from Eckhart Tolle, studying Conversations with God, you name it – the channellings with Kryon: all the books. Reading Tarot Cards, doing Tarot Card Readings for people - and I was Really Good at-it.

So, I understand completely the situation every Lightworker finds themselves in. I have dedicated close on 15 years of my life to this, I have taken it to a Level of Discipline that Few applied-it-at. I studied Soul Travel, Astral Travel – Soul travel is Eckankar. Yes, I did the whole tut. And at the same time, I had at least twice a week sessions with Various Mediums and Psychics, Investigating the Correlation to establish that I’m doing All that Can-be Done.

So, when I am taking on the Soul and the Spiritual Ideologies and Channelling and what it represent - Understand: I’ve already walked it to its Fullest Conclusion and when the Portal opened, I was still much of this. It is only with what we’ve found that I realised the Extent of the Problem and then eventually decided to-go Public and we decided to call it “Desteni”.
Because we found what was Really Going-on, and within what was Really Going-on we have an Obligation to Bring Awareness to those Willing to Listen - because in the End everyone is going to find out the Real Truth. But if we can prevent the Consequence in Any Way, and we didn’t do our Best to do so – we are also then Part of the Consequence. And therefore within all of this with the Desteni Message, we only ever report exactly What we have Found, and there are several hundred hours of interviews already.
It is the Most Difficult Message to Share, because it is a Message that No-One wants to Hear. It took me a year-and-a-half before I was Satisfied that I was actually Hearing the Message and that I was Certain that we have to Stop what we are Creating on Earth.

And then I started Studying all the Other Points on Earth more extensively, to find the Correlation about What we Found on the Other Side of the Divide called ‘Death’ – and ‘Life on Earth’.
The problem was Astounding – in-fact Heart Breaking, but there was no-moment to Cry, because every single moment somebody dies. And if they Die as a Soul, they have Sould Life, and the Consequence become Unbearable.

So is there Life-after-Death as the Soul? I Thought so, I Believed so, I Professed so – but through Meticulous Study of What we Found throughout the Universes, throughout Time: it was very clear that we’ve been Mislead -- not in as much by ‘something’ as it is by Ourselves and our Self-Interest. We could be Manipulated through Suggestion: exactly as what Now Happens on Earth through Television for instance. Nothing has changed, the same Pattern just repeat no-matter which Dimension you enter.

The fascinating thing obviously, was Consequence.
Because Consequence is one of the ‘Beautiful Things’ of Individuality. It is what you Cannot Change once you’ve Done-it, what you Cannot Deny once you’ve Done-it, once you Accept-it, it is that which becomes the Unbearableness of Life - because you Know the Truth about Yourself, You Know and You can Never get-away from it. That is what Self Forgiveness in essence assisted me with extensively. Fortunately when I was in this world of Soul and Light , I was walking with Self Forgiveness and applying Self Honesty, and that allowed me not to Get Lost, but I liked to be Sure and so I Explored it to its Ultimate.

So measured by Experience, with specifically the study of Trance-Mediumship and Psychics and all that goes around All of Spirituality and the Soul, if you read All that we’ve Shared you will See that I have Extensive Experience in Every Field and I have taken this to a Level where I have not-just Accepted Everything.

But understand One-Thing: Life on Earth is Short, and what you Believe Exist after Death does not Exist. Life as a Soul was not Life, it was nothing-more than an Extension of the Same Energy-Illusion that Now Control as Consciousness the very-Existence of Every Human.

Life after Death as what is being Professed to Exist and what Everyone is Trying to Prove and Believe to exist: Does Not Exist. There is no Soul. There is no ‘You’ that read this blog, that remains.

That which could remain, is yet, as Khalil Gibran state, “a Pygmy in the Mist”.

Will you become Life? The Odds are Against-it, and that is how-it Should Be. Because Unless you become, Against All-Odds, That which is Best for All Life: You will never be Worthy of Life. And the only way this can-be Done, while in-the Flesh, is Breath by Breath - as only a Single Breath is Real as Awareness as long as you don’t Use your ‘Amazing Technology’ as the Mind to create your own Fantastic Illusion within which you are Always Right – but, so Alone, because No-One-Else sees the Fantastic Display you put-up for Yourself in your Mind --and No-One is Ever going to See-It, because it only ever was your own Personal Illusion. And some even get so Good at-it, that they have ‘Little Men’ or ‘Invisible Men’ Speaking to-them in the Illusion: Woaw! How Creative can one Be, just check out the Movies on Earth and you’ll see: Anything is Possible when you’re Doing the Illusion, that’s not ‘Freedom’, that’s ‘Free Insanity’. If one get lost in-it, because if you Believe these Voices you-will end-up in a Place where you’ll be Kept from Harming Yourself and Others.
Fortunately for many, that by now should already be incarcerated due to the Extent that their Personal Illusion is Influencing their Personal Relationships -- there are Many that Follow the Social Illusion, Believing these fantastical Mind Created Illusions -- all the while, Millions upon Millions of Real-Flesh Beings are Suffering, in ways so Grotesquely and Brutal and Barbarically that No Forgiveness can-ever Remove the Consequence of This.

That is why only Self Forgiveness will-do with Self Honesty – because you’ll first-of-all have to Confirm to Yourself and Prove to Yourself that You have in-fact Changed - and Then you have-to Prove-it to Everyone Else and once you’re Dead you’ll have-to Prove-it to the Universe as Life. Because your History is only Evidence of Abuse, of Ill-Discipline of Self Interest, of Placing the Illusion above Life.

Will there be Ascension?
No, there will not-be: it is an Invention and Illusion based-upon the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil that has borne Fantastical-Fruit, a Complete Consumer-Industry where Many now Depend on-it for their Livelihood, so they cannot Afford to be Self-Honest, because then they will have No-Food and they will have No Way Forward because the whole Economic System of the World is Collapsing. That is why Equal Money is Necessary: to Support-you while you do your Self Forgiveness and you Birth yourself to Life so that you can get-to a Point where you can-get Functional Enough where you-can Decide What is Best for the Future of Life on Earth as What is Best for All.

And when I say that ‘your Life depends on-it’, I really mean, ‘your Life depends on-it’. And at the Moment of Death = it is Really too-Late.

Each-One that Understand This Message have a Responsibility.
To walk-away from this Responsibility, is strongly Not-Suggested, as you would Grasp the Consequence of Such-Action would Immediately Increase -- that’s just the way it is.
Because then, one walk-away from Life deliberately. In a way, before one Make that Decision, there is still a ‘Level of Innocence’, you can still to a Degree say ‘You Didn’t Know’ -- it makes it Easier to Face the Dilemma of One’s Self-Deception. But once you-know and walk-away: you have Made Choice -one that is Not Easily-Corrected.

I Understand that to Go-Against a System of Illusion, as the System we have on Earth, is a Tall Order and a Difficult Task -- But it is also an Appropriate Test as to ‘Who you Really Are’. And therefore - in a way: the Perfect Set-up, to Bring-About the Final Clarity:

Who Will be Life?

and Who Will Not-Be?
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Monday, 8 October 2012

DAY 177: After Death Communication - Part 26

This blog is a continuation to:
Day 174: After Death Communication - Part 23
Before we Continue, let’s look at Platform Work, which is the Common Way Channels and Psychics initially used to Market their Work. An interesting thing to Consider Here is that: Platform Work is much Different to have an Individual Direct Communication to beings through a Medium. Platform Work is already a form of Commercialization, where the Message is Adapted to Fit In with the Programmed Response Mechanisms of Human Nature, and where peculiar Methods are used to Try and Prove that Life After Death exist.

One of the Most Common ways used, is that the Platform Worker would say for instance: “I have somebody here who’s name starts with an M, and it is towards the back, left side of the Hall. Do any one of you know of someone that’s crossed over that could be this person? They are quite tall.” As you will notice, that Very Vague, Basic Impression/Symbolism is used, to jog the Memory of the Listener, and to get the Listener to Complete the Picture. This is called “Make a Connection”. Obviously, the connection to be made is with the Memory. If the Person steps forth and say: “Yes, I have an Uncle who Died whose name starts with an M, and he was Tall!” The Platform Worker will then respond: “Yes! It’s him, and he has a Message for You. You must not Worry. Your Life will get better, and the Challenges you have is Temporary. You must Know, the Dead is Always with you, and All will work out just Fine.” Would you Believe this would be the General Context of Any Message from the Afterlife?

I went to the Spiritualist Church, every week for 10 Years. In All that Time, I only Once Ever got a Message. I don’t have Memories of the Dead, and the Message was Out of the Ordinary, something Not Normally Done from a Platform.

The Previous example I gave of a Message, is how Messages are Normally Done from a Platform. This I investigated in Many Spiritual Churches. They’re all the same. And the Message is in the End, pretty much a feel-good-give-hope Message, that has No Real Substance, and that completely Accept, by Implication, for instance the World Economic System that is greatly unjust and unfair, it Accepts the Way we are Educating our children, which is In Fact an Atrocity, it Accepts Everything about this World, by Implication, that will Progressively be in the Face of every Human Being, Day by Day. But, these So-Called ‘Dead’ – Never Ever made Any Effort, to In Any Way Whatsoever – bring Any Message that In Any Way would bring Change in the World. The Only things was said that is Always been said, even in your Normal Christian Church: “You must Love, and if you Love enough, you will Change, and the World will Change.” This Love-Message is Basically the centre of All Religion, and basically the Core of the Religion of Self. And therefore, All Religion, at the End, is the Religion of Self. And a Person will only move between Religions according to How they Want this Love-Message to be Expressed. And, deep down, in Many Cases this Happens: a Person will go to Church in search of Love/Relationship/Sex, but – will Keep the Love-View as the Primary Projection, and Never Speak of the Real Intent behind it All.

For those that Wants more Free Love, they would Follow the More Open types of Religion, like Spirituality. But in the End, it is about Self-Interest, the Religion of Self. And if you Dare to Question the View of God, or the Religion of Self, you will be under Immediate Attack, for Daring to Question a Person’s Religion. But, what is Behind coming-together in Groups, at Church, at Meditation, at Any Type of Social-Gathering – two things play the Major Role, in the End: Money and Sex. The Driving Force of the Law of Attraction: “Let’s go and check if there’s any Attraction. Who can I attract? Who am I attracted to? What business can I attract? What money can I attract? And if the Group don’t Provide Fulfilment to my Attraction-Needs, I will change my Religion, my Allegiance, my Alliance, ‘till I get my Attraction Fulfilled.”

So, in All of this, whether you’re Dealing with Listening to a Psychic on a Platform, giving you a Ridiculous Story, or you Listen to a Preacher on a Pulpit, giving you another Ridiculous story like Jesus that has risen from the dead: you’re Really looking at Exactly the same Story, told in Different Ways. And, it is important to go and Investigate what is Behind this All – Why would Everyone take Part in this Massive Scam, and violently Attack anyone that Dare to Question this Bullshit?

The Patterns are the Same: Religion is Religion, and the Primary Pattern of Religion is the Religion of Self. The Groups that Form around specific expressions of the Religion of Self, are purely about the Law of Attraction. Some has managed to even form Groups within the Law of Attraction, where Money is the Deliberate Objective. The Words are spoken nicely – just like in a Church, and everybody smiles and everybody pretend to like each other, because: Money is at stake, Money Rules. This is so Fascinating.

We’ll continue in the Next Post 


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Monday, 1 October 2012

Day 170: After Death Communication - Part 19


This blog is a continuation to:
Day 151: After Death Communication Research - Part 1
Day 152: After Death Communication - Part 2
Day 153: After Death Communication - Part 3 
Day 154: After Death Communication - Part 4
Day 155: After Death Communication - Part 5
Day 156: After Death Communication - Part 6
Day 157: After Death Communication - Life Force - Part 7
Day 158: After Death Communication ADC - Part 8
Day 159: ADC - Psychic Questions and Answers
Day 160: ADC – AN OBSESSION WITH HOPE
Day 161: After Death Communication - Part 10
Day 162: After Death Communication - Part 11
Day 163: After Death Communication - Relationships and Love - Part 12
Day 164: After Death Communication – Part 13
Day 165: After Death Communication - Part  14
Day 166: After Death Communication - Part 15
Day 167: After Death Communication - Part 16
Day 168: After Death Communication – Part 17
Day 169: After Death Communication - Part 18


A History with Life After Death – Part 4

I was married to a deep trance medium, and then a surprise - a visit form the guides of the Great White light with many "gifts" beautifully wrapped up like this.

The first was the Gift of the Wolf - the gift of focus, insight and seeing direct. The name of the wolf was Leader of the Pack. The message was that I have earned this through lifetimes and must practice this and become it, so I did. I thought I was visited by God. It was said through the trance that the white light was that in whose face no-one can look as the light was too bright, so I was grateful and practiced and I tried to speak to people about it, but they thought I was crazy. The being said he would return.

And he did, 3 weeks later again, another gift from the Great White Light. This time it was the Gift of the Bear - the gift of strength and gentleness. The message was that with the same paw that the bear is gentle with its offspring, is the same paw that can kill with one blow. The name of the bear was Big Bear of the Woods. Again the words “you earned this through lifetimes and it is time to remember”, and again he would return.

And he did, 3 weeks later he was back. This time with the gift of patience and perseverance from a being of the mountain, saying as the mountain man needs perseverance to find food with patience seeking among the rocks, that is what I must practice. Again the words, this is a gift from the Great White Light and I earned it and must remember and integrate and practice it. Again he said he would return.

And he did, 3 weeks later. And this time it was the gift from CloudDancer with the gift of joy, the joy that fill the clouds as the gift to earth - and again the same words, a gift from the Great White Light etc.

I was obviously feeling honoured and wondering what I was going to do with these gifts that would mean anything but an experience for me. I searched for answers, to no avail.

And again after 3 weeks they were back, a whole group every time. A group of red Indians singing a song, they were singing a song calling the light and all was very special. The next gift was the gift of the Fox. Not the slyness of the fox but the cunningness to plan well. The same White Light gift words followed and again they said they would return.

And they did 3 weeks later, always 3 weeks - it was fascinating. And they brought the gift from the being Desert Snake - the gift of steadfastness. Saying I must look my problems in the eye just as a snake lifts its head and look a prey in the eyes, and again the same words of the White Light etc.
Again they said they would return and they did. This time the being was Stride in Freedom - the gift of the horse of power and grace, and again the same White Light words and would you believe - again they said they would return.

And they did, this time with the gift of oration from Amran, Agmed and Kahlil - they said: “Speak, it is written in the ethers”, again the practise part and the White Light part.

I was grateful and confused. Lots of profound words that I don't know what to do with, I had no desire to go and preach.

Then an interesting thing happened: they would return every 3 weeks to check on how well I am practising and be quite demanding if I don't. I thought I was weak in the eyes of God and focussed on practising.


More to continue in the Next Blog


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Wednesday, 26 September 2012

DAY 165: After Death Communication – Part 14

This Blog is a continuation to:
Day 151: After Death Communication Research - Part 1
Day 152: After Death Communication - Part 2
Day 153: After Death Communication - Part 3 
Day 154: After Death Communication - Part 4
Day 155: After Death Communication - Part 5
Day 156: After Death Communication - Part 6
Day 157: After Death Communication - Life Force - Part 7
Day 158: After Death Communication ADC - Part 8
Day 159: ADC - Psychic Questions and Answers
Day 160: ADC – AN OBSESSION WITH HOPE
Day 161: After Death Communication - Part 10
Day 162: After Death Communication - Part 11
Day 163: After Death Communication - Relationships and Love - Part 12
Day 164: After Death Communication – Part 13

Let’s Talk to the Dead

Make a List of Questions to Ask the Dead, and especially the Forbidden Questions. Here follows some examples:

1. Why would the Perfect God Create Imperfect things? Just because he can? Doesn’t that spell Psychopath?
Note, here – you have to Dare to ask the tough questions to the After Death Communicators, for your own sanity and to sanitize the communication, so that you’re not just fed positive consumer bullshit.

2. This whole thing that you’ll be Struck by Lightning when you Blaspheme – seems to not work. You should try it especially in a Major Thunderstorm and be like a group of friends, doing it in the city, all at the same time and have yourself an Observer; to see if you’ll all be struck by Lightning at the same time. And Challenge the Dead as to Why the so-called ‘forbidden things’ are Preached, but nothing ever happen to the Bad Guys, it only seem to happen to the Good Guys.

3. Did you Notice, how often the Children of Preachers are Social Delinquents that Rebel? Is that something done Deliberately, just to Screw with the Preachers? Or do the Children know something about the Preacher Parents, that makes them lose Respect? Ask the Dead.

4. Why does Prayer not produce an Instant Result and Evolve with Society? We have moved from hunter-gathered Status, to Instant Hamburger Status – so the Human find ways to Produce Instant Results. Why not God with Prayer?

5. If Heaven is Full of the Dead, from thousands of years – there must be a looooootttt of people in Heaven, or in Hell. Try and speak to some of the Dead from your History Books, and see if you can get some Instant Results. After Death Communication, after all – should be Immediate, to Anyone in Heaven / in the After Death Realm. And maybe, those that you don’t know will actually Answer some of the Questions you Should be Asking.

Have a list of at least 10 People you randomly find in History Books, or in the Newspapers – and make a List of Questions to Ask each one of them, and visit After Death Communicators. Here, I suggest – if you are a few friends, you have the same List and you all visit Different After Death Communicators at the same time, asking the same questions – recording it for posterity to compare. After All, proper research must be conducted. Too much of this After Death Communication thing is just accepted willy-nilly.

6. Ask your Dear Beloved Dead Ones, WHY they’re okay with the fact that God conceived and created child rape and child prostitution, and ask them – where’s all the Children that’s Kidnapped. After All – your Dearly Beloved should now have a Bigger View of Things, and some really important beings, like God, to ask for some Clarity on Conditions on Earth.

7. Ask the Dearly Beloved where All the Bugs, Flies and Mosquitos go that you regularly Kill as part of your existence. They are Life, after all – they communicate with each-other, they are born, they die, they have a language, they have community; they’re just a different form to the human. Or is there a bug heaven, and do they have After Death Communicators as well?

8. Ask the After Death Communicators, why it is so Important to have a ‘Positive Vibe’, and why they will immediately ignore you, if you Ask anything that apparently, according to them, have a ‘Negative Vibe’? Do they Fear the Negative More now that they’re Dead?

So, Call on the Nasty Characters of History, to see if they will Possess the After Death Communicators – after all, to find out if this is Real, you have to do some Real Research, and if you don’t look at the Whole Picture; how can you Trust the Picture that is presented to you as Reality?

9. Ask your Dearly Beloved, Why you apparently have ‘Free Choice’, but you’re not Free to choose Not to Die, so are you really Free? And if God already know when you’re going to Die – He must have Decided that, Intentionally. Would that not make it Murder?

If you have any more interesting questions, and there are many more to ask – go to the Desteni Forums and place it there. Let’s do some research on After Death Communication, and Find Out WHY the more difficult Questions is Never Asked and Answered.

We have already at Desteni asked many of these Questions, which has scared the Living Shit out of all these Positive Communicators and they try and demonize us, just because we’re not willing to accept the Picture presented. After all – after a Long Time of All this Communication, by Many claiming to have ‘Psychic Powers’ or ‘Spiritual Events’ – in the Year where Ascension and the Fifth Dimension are buzz-words, all the Positive Rhetoric is Producing a MASSIVE Negative Result. Force yourself to Read the News Every Day, to see how Extensive the Situation is busy Deteriorating in spite of the so-called Positive Efforts of So Many, and start Asking some Questions as to WHY. By now the Positive Community should realise – they are in fact having a Negative Effect in this World, because by Ignoring All Parts of the Picture, you give the Parts you’re Ignoring the Freedom to Move and Grow and to Ascend into HELL. Won’t you be Pulled down with them Automatically - as the Negative cannot exist without the Positive, and therefore it is in fact ONE.

We will continue this discussion to eventually get to the Point to Establish if there is in fact Life after Death.

Do some Research, and make sure that you are not through your Bliss causing the Ignorance that is perpetrated through Consciousness.


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Wednesday, 4 July 2012

Day 81: The Only Real Character


This post is part of the Stepping out of Character Series:


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Only Real Character in the Real Space/Time Matter Dimension is the Flesh as Self, Breathing Here – as the actual Point that Defines My Participation in this World as this Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Each One in this Physical Dimension of Space and Time is Equal as the Air Each Breathes, and that the Real-Time of this Flesh Character is Measured Breath by Breath as Who We Are and What We Do and Live, as this Breath, as that Defines the Real Nature of the Self as Flesh.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I exist in a World as Real if I cannot get out of it Unless I Die - indicating that Where I am is Where I must Live, and Prove that I grasp this By Creating Where I am, as the World we all Share, as What is Best for all Life - as that will Prove that I truly Care about the Life I Share.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Flesh is the Self that is Equal as Character in the World of Matter – and that it Matters Who I am as Flesh in My Relationship with All Matter – and that I must Honor Matter in All Forms as My Equal Here, and Create Relationships that Bring All form in the World of Matter to fulfillment that all in Matter May Have a Life of Worth, Equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I Create a Character as Myself in a Non-Matter Dimension within the Mind, I am Not Here as the Reality as Flesh and Matter, and will No Longer Be Able to Realize the Value of Self as Matter, as I tend to Glorify the Characters I Create in Non-Matter where I am the Only God and can Make my Characters Seem Superior to Characters of Matter – causing Major Abuse in the World of Matter when I Give Power to the Illusory Characters in My Mind to Feed them with Energy, Regardless to the Harm it Causes in the World of Matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Individual Equality as a Basic Right to Life is Only achievable if we as One Take Care of all Characters made of Matter to Make Sure that Each Character has a Life that is Best, Leading to a World of Matter where the Life in Matter is Always Best for all forms in Matter – Proving that we are Worthy of Life and can be Trusted with Life as We Show we Understand that the Only Real World is the World where there is a Consequence that we cannot Escape unless we harm another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those in the Flesh that seem to have the GOOD Life, are only able to Have the Good Life by harming others and Causing them to Have a Bad Life - as in a World of Matter, Resources are Limited, although Plenty, and Must be Shared Equally in ways that are Best to Ensure that all Forms in Matter have a Good Life. Yet, through getting Lost in Illusory Self-Created Characters, imposing the Illusion on the Reality of Matter, we have allowed Hell to Be Created on Earth as Poverty, Starvation, War, Disease, Mental Disorder, Fear, Anxiety and Every Experience that Causes Harm to others – Not Caring at all as Long as our Personal Lives are Happy, justifying the Abuse through Illusory Philosophies and Beliefs in in Invisible Characters that Apparently give us the Right to Abuse Life in Matter, because Apparently Matter is an Illusion, while Matter is the Place of Consequence and where Consequence exists – ILLUSIONS DO NOT EXIST.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I SELL Reality for the Illusion of My Mind, the Consequence is that when I DIE, I only will Be and Illusion as Consequence and this Consequence will Be By MY VOLITION only, as I had all the Evidence that Matter is Real through the Fact of Consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Fact that I must Breathe to Stay Alive, shows that Matter is the Real Reality and that the Flesh is the Real Self, but if I Live in My Mind where I create Fake Selves as Characters, My Real Self as Flesh will Become a Zombie Organic Robot and the I that I became as Illusion, as Energy, will be Subject to the Flesh for Energy to Exist and will end when the Flesh Dies. It is thus Paramount to Wake the Real Self as the Flesh Up and Become Aware as the Real Self so that the Real World can be Recreated as What is Best for the Reality of Matter – if I want to Matter to the Universe and Life for Real.


I commit myself to show that the Only real Self is the Flesh that Breathes and Makes the Experience in Matter possible, and that the Flesh is the Real Man that is Meant with = “Man Know Thyself”

I commit myself to show that through the Desteni Portal we Investigate the Result of Each Death to Confirm what happens to the Fake Character of the Mind and we Publish Life Reviews to Assist with Self-Realization as the Real Self – and that we Found that Each One that Dies as the Mind, END – and only the Character as Flesh as What is Best for all Life continues after Death, Equally.

I commit myself to show that all that is Necessary is to Live Breath by Breath in Ways that will change the World to what is Best for all Life in the Flesh, stopping all Illusory Characters of the Mind, Physically – and Practically Supporting that which will Bring a World Best for all Life in Measurable Physical Ways, so that I May stand as the Evidence of My Life that I have Left NO STONE UNTURNED or tried to Serve Both Illusion and Matter, as I was Scared that I would suffer in Some Way if I Do Not Support My Illusion as well. This must be done in the Context of the Form and System that Now Exist on earth till I, with others like me that Realize this, change the System to What is Best for Life in Matter.

I commit myself to ask all that Understand that the Real World Works according to the Sequential Time Currently Enslaved to Money, to make sure you Support Effectively with Money the Solution till it is the New Reality Installed. Do so in Understanding that One May Show Understanding Practically or the Illusion will Continue as Money in its Current Form will Overpower Common Sense purely through the Fake fears of the Fake Characters that try and Protect its Existence with Money. Support the Equal Money System and EQAFE to Make Sure the Solution is Sufficiently Funded that the Re-education of the Living Flesh that takes more than 7 Years per person, can be facilitated and Funded.

I commit myself to show that the Consequence of Being Lost as Characters in the Mind is that the Flesh Over Time got Infected by the Patterns of the Illusion that will have to Be Removed From the Flesh over Time through a Physical Support System as the Fake Self Cannot Realize Self as Life as the Flesh. Thus, as the Only Real Point of the Flesh Here IS Breath, Breath by Breath the Self as Flesh must Identify the Illusion that Enslaved itself and Remove them One by One per Character Memory until the Flesh is Here as Life to Reconstitute the Flesh to be the Point of Life that Participates in this World of Matter, Creating that which is Best for all Life in Matter: Always. Time as Space Ensures that there is No Short Cut and that what was Imposed on the Flesh over Time, must be removed Over time to Set the Enslaved Flesh Free, so that Man can Move From Illusion as Slave to Reality as Life. Anyone Claiming a shortcut is just another Lying Fake Character of the Mind that is Unwilling to Set Life FREE. This will take Many Years to achieve and Writing Self-Forgiveness, Self-Honestly Breath by Breath is the Only Way that One will be able to Birth Life from the Physical. This is so as Only One Process that is the Same for Everyone will Confirm Equality and Ensure Equality as What is Best for all Life. The Illusory Characters will Deny this, as they have Created a Fake Reality for themselves where they BELIEVE they are More than Reality, yet Self-Honesty within Consequence Proves the Lie of the Fake Character that Seeks Self-Interest.

DO NOT Postpone as You DO NOT HOLD Your Life as Flesh in your Hands and at Any Time it May Be your Last Breath. This is as it should be, to Make Sure Only Life will be Born from the Physical, as an Illusion will Never Be Life. Use this Opportunity of a Character of Flesh to Create Self as Life One and Equal as Flesh as Matter.

Tuesday, 12 June 2012

Day 59: Word of God


Study the Documentaries The TrapThe Century of the Self and Psywar for Historical Context

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Fanatical Belief and Faith in the WORD of GOD has Transformed it into an Imaginary Weapon of the MIND of Self-Interest that shoots Flaming Bullets of Delusion to those Not Agreeing with Believers.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD is the Living Word as the Flesh the Human implanted that is NOW the World as we KNOW IT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that that WORD of GOD as the BIBLE has become one of the MOST effective Instruments of ABUSE in the CONSUMERISM CULTURE of the GREEDY that PEDDLE MIND POWER and SPIRITUAL CONSUMPTION.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD through the MOUTH of Man Leaves Life as the Victim, chosen for the Purpose of those that Seek Power or live in Fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD as Love is Used in the foundation of LOVE as CONSUMERISM to Capture the Slaves trained by family at HOME to HONOR the Self-Interest of the FEEL GOOD EXPERIENCE as a GIFT from GOD, while this approach is Devastating all that have NO money or DOES NOT Lead to Profit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD is used as Brainwashing to Keep the Consumerism Culture of Self-Interest Unchallenged, as if it is the Will of GOD to Serve Self-Interest above all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD for all History and ALL generations Failed to Produce a World that is Best for All Life, Confirming that Followers of the Word of GOD are in fact just Brainwashed Slaves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD was Compiled in the Dark Ages for the purpose of Protecting Royalty and Elitism as if it is Justified by GOD, making the Word of GOD an Instrument of Inequality that Abuses Life – yet, in Spite of the Evidence of the Result of the Word of GOD, those TRAPPED in the Self-Interest of Survival will NOT ALLOW the Message of Jesus, of Equality, to become Reality – as the Message of Jesus has been Reduced to Ritual Sacrifice of a Blood Offering to Justify the Self-Interest of the Inner Evil that can turn a Blind I to what is being Allowed on Earth in Abusing Life, while Feeling Good and Love: Confirming that Love and Good Feelings as Inequality is in Fact EVIL, as the LIVING is not Valued at ALL.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD has been elevated to be Holy while Life, the only HOLY GRAIL, is subjected to ATROCITY and Torture, purely for the Inner Voice of Man’s Self-Interest to be Validated as Real, while the Inner Voice is in fact the Programmed Result of the Living Flesh DONE WIHTOUT any understanding of how it Really Functions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD as Historical Context, DOES NOT have all the History and is but a View of Self-Interest that becomes the Justification used to ABUSE Life and allow Inequality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when we Investigate ALL things and Live what is Best for All Life, the World will be a Place of Peace and Real Love, and None of the CURRENT WORLD System will Exist.


I commit myself to show that the WORD of GOD is used by Unscrupulous Humans for the Purpose of Self-Interest, Power and Control by Keeping the Masses Programmed, Ignorant Slaves that Fear Ridicule if they Ever Question what is Accepted as Holy – in Spite of the Evidence that the Holy Produce the UNHOLY Hell for MOST on Earth and Only those with Money Have a Holy, Pleasant Life of Plenty.

I commit myself to show that the WORD of GOD has Become Weaponized in the MINDS of its Followers that throw the Knowledge AROUND as if it is Real, while the Evidence shows a total State of insanity is Produced in the Followers of the Word of God that will Harm Life without the Blink of an Eye, from the Beginning of TIME.

I commit myself to show that the WORD of GOD as FAMILY Handbook is also the Manual of Consumerism that makes the Road to Profit Paved in Gold for the Greedy, while it is the Road to Hell for Life in General on Earth.

I commit myself to show the Way of the Living Word as the Living Flesh has been Captured and Institutionalized to Ensure the Creation of a Constant Stream of Consumers for the Consumer System of Profit with NO Regard for what is Best for All Life.

I commit myself to show that the Institutionalized Living Word Flesh is Branded in the Greed of Self-Interest Living as the Fear and Anxiety of NOT Possessing the Way to Happiness that is the Snake Oil Peddled by Consumerism - even having Happy Pills for those that Fail to Become the Embodiment of Profit and Success to Pacify the Crowd while Life is Left as the Dirty Satanic Flesh, while the Flesh is the Real Truth on Earth, Completely Decimated by a World Filled with Abusers competing to see who can Justify abuse with the Best Feelings and Experiences and Pictures to Feel Good with all the GOODS that define Self-Interest as apparently the Word of God as the way to Good that Leads to Goods as a right to the Followers of God.

I commit myself to show that those claiming to know what is after Death, do so with no real Evidence and that more Investigation in Common Sense is Necessary BEFORE each Die as the REAL story of Life After Death is NOT UNDERSTOOD at all. Study the Life Review Free Downloads at Desteni to get more Insight if you Dare.

I commit myself to show that ALL Abuse starts with the Family Culture at Home that Brainwash Children to NOT HONOR Life, producing a World of Competition and Suffering FOR MOST.

I commit myself to Show that History is the Evidence of the Desteni Message that the Mess of Earth is the Result of Self-Interest and Greed of the Individual’s Free Choice.

I commit myself to show that the Word of God should also be Investigated and Only that which is Best for all Life Always should be Lived and Become the Living Word Made Flesh to produce a World that is Best for all Life Eternal.

I commit myself to show that the Living Flesh is the Holy Grail, but at the Moment it is only the Holy GRAVE of the GRAVEN Image.

I commit myself to show that the History in the Flesh of EARTH Captured in Rock should be Investigated for Context of How the MIND Disregarded the Evidence of Time, before Time Catches up with the Abusers and only leaves Traces in the Pages of the Rocks of the Book of Earth.

I commit myself to call on ALL that Claim to have Awareness to show this in the Way Life is Respected, in Producing a System on Earth that is Best for ALL LIFE ETERNAL as that will be the Evidence of WHO YOU ARE ETERNALLY.

Tuesday, 29 May 2012

Day 45: Life is the ONLY REAL VALUE

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I do not Value my own Life because I do not value anyone else’s Life unless they are My Loved ones – creating a society that is divided into mine and yours: my family, and your family – and my family is always FIRST – and therefore we compete and end up in a society where NO Life is Valued.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by placing Value in property and money, Life lost all Value and with it we created an inhumane society.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the inhumanity of humanity starts at home by parents that love the Life of their children, but NO ONE ELSE, because self-interest and the fear it generates is the final decision maker when it comes to Value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that we can only receive what we are willing to give and by not giving equal rights to the Life of everyone on Earth, we cannot expect that our Lives will be Valued - as our society demonstrates so brutally, every day, in every way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that even allowing one person, or child, or animal, or tree, or living being to suffer in our pursuit of happiness as self-interest, invalidates our right to Life, just as we invalidate the right to Life of those that end up on the losing end of our desires.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Life has never been Valued on Earth throughout history.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every parent Values Life above all things - if it is their children - and Lives in constant Fear as to what will happen to their Loved Ones, without using the political tools available on Earth to ensure that all Life is Valued and protected, which will bring an end to the fear they harbor for losing their Loved Ones to some horror, which was born out of the horror allowed in the Lives of more than Half the world population.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that everything I have accepted in this world must be a lie, as it is NOT supporting Life as the Only REAL Value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Life as Value IN THIS reality is the Only LIFE that is certain, and therefore no HEREAFTER must influence or play a role in decision making when it comes to creating a world that Values Life Equally for All in All Ways from Birth to Death.


I commit myself to show that to have Loved Ones that are more Loved than the Lives of other beings, makes my Love destructive and fear-based.

I commit myself to show that placing value in possessions, and money, and feelings will only continue to produce a world of Horror for many - and that the act of securing my Life with money is Equal as an act of War against the Value of Life for all Equally.

I commit myself to show that this world is produced and perpetuated by the parents training New Children to follow in their footsteps of allowed abuse.

I commit myself to show that the solution has always been known and obvious, but never applied as Giving actually as you would like to Receive.

I commit myself to show that inner-change without immediate outer-change is a Lie. If you change Inside, you will immediately change who you are Outside in this World – and this is the Real Key to Confirm that Inner-Change was actually Real.

I commit myself to promote the study of history so that each one may see that we have never learned anything from history.

I commit myself to show that Parental Love is the cause of World Horror as parental love is born from Parental Fear.

I commit myself to show that the Lie in this world is what is Believed as Real in the Mind, while that which is Really Real, exists WITHOUT the Mind even being aware of it or Valuing it.

I commit myself to show that to flaunt Life after Death as Value is to sell out Life on Earth and to be at Root Cause for all the Horrors allowed daily as the Lives of MILLIONS of Living Beings.