Day 572: The Road ahead

(July 2007)

We are in a curious position--Imagine we have the knowledge of what is best, but not the knowhow--even interdimensionally--we have traced all of existence all of time, past - present - future--Imagine--through the portal there is no restriction--being able to communicate with anything--any form--sometimes blow the lid off any perception or idea of why we are here or who we are.

So, Perceptually we are infinite--not really--only our essence--the same as a rock--is infinite--our consciousness and self-awareness is not infinite and actually quite finite.. In exploring this point, yes we are all here and everywhere is here--the Joel Goldsmith - Infinite way--very cool in actual living and application of self--but I found Joel just as stuck and lost as anyone else--none of anything we have thus far applied, is indicating any answer that will assist us--I must say, sometimes I drive the dimensions up the wall with questions of all sorts--

At the moment, what is certain is that the way must be prepared for the children to create life as an experience that will support all life as equal and one--we have throughout the Universe a lack in experience of the practical how-to of equality and oneness and any stable model can only be tested in physical form in 3d--not many candidates available to really test this out and although the structural resonances as sound is supporting, we are in for a journey.

One of the fascinating problems yet to be resolved, is that not any being even currently is at death able to remain here and recall all their life as experience integrated as self--most is just knowledge and knowledge is forgotten and is perceptually judgmental as it is subject to a point of view in consciousness--we are researching this and the beings at crossover that is most effective, is children--now imagine that beings like Jack has been at this process for thousands of years--there is more like him, but not many--due to the nature of what we allowed, we placed our understanding of the solution into a process that reveals in every moment once we understand--so sometimes, we get stuck or some-one else must reveal.

At the moment I am kind of sharing my process of questioning and equating as direction is once again uncertain--what is certain is who we will become and what we know we are intellectually and knowledge wise--yet we are not what we really are as fact here and that is apparent in our expressive abilities not being absolute--there is no denying that we are no more than what we express in relationship and understanding with all that is as a real here experience--Practically it may be equated to our sphere of influence and this is a touchy issue--we are no more than our sphere of directive influence at any given moment--

So, say we direct the universe as self as all as one and speak ourselves as the living word as manifested and it is done visibly here, then that is who we are--Fascinating within this is that it is impossible to harm anything as all form currently is consciousness and thus not real and thus the true being/essence cannot be harmed--this makes for some interesting experiences ahead--will we realize the nature of consciousness and how we have painted pretty pictures and will we be willing to do what must be done to stop consciousness for all as one as self no matter what or will we hide behind the idea of choice as if consciousness will ever choose to annihilate itself--will we realize that all that has ever been has been consciousness--thus the way forward is beyond any knowledge or perception we have or can conceive--

Sometimes in the last 2 years the experience was disheartening--once I found a woman in one of the dimensions we were cleaning--she was very old--meaning, she has gone for a long time and applied herself--she said to me that there is no answer--she has tried everything--we are infinitely stuck in this cycles of forgetfull ness always getting to the same point. She had no name, she lost all of everything, but she still existed--she was still here--she could not not exist--she refused to participate in finding a way out of our dilemma as life stuck in our perception and mind in form--we discussed this at length--the portal is set up that we must find a way or the being is stuck--so for a while I was stuck having to communicate with this being--she could not leave the portal

Now in the portal is quantum time, quantum knowledge, quantum experience--anything you can conceive--and we were stuck--not the first time, but this time, this lady has really tried everything known throughout eternity, and we had no answer--we moved beyond that point on one point--we realized that we have to trust each other in that we have a common goal and that we understand our common problem and so we moved on.

Our common goal is freedom within equality and oneness--thus coexistence that support each other as we are always here--our common problem is that throughout billions of years we have been unable to find the solution--what We have come to realize is that the answer is in 3d--not dimensions--we must be able to bring forth equality and oneness as a practical living model where all at the same time agree and live as equal and one to in any way get out of our rut--that is easier said than done and that is where we are in searching for a reason for all to listen and understand that we are stuck--infinitely

That death is not a way to some higher life--we stuck in the dimensions as well--in fact infinitely so--not the coolest place to be and many refused to believe it possible--the fact of it is in the way we exist on earth--as in heaven so on earth--now heaven is in place, though still in process as there is beings dying every day and as heaven is understanding oneness and equality, that must be born on earth--though as life from the physical--that means--heaven currently are only able to assist with words, insights, grace etc--the human will have to face this which is heaven as we all come from the dimensions--we are thus only at the beginning of a journey--we must find practical ways to support this for all--most won't make it--children younger than 5 with effective support will--Veno's structural resonance story will help

Fascinating--currently working on biodiversifying the Dna strings to play different sounds to assist with hollographic changes--this is done through creating viruses as self and then assisting with the virus as self in slowly bringing selfrealization--this is another interesting story--who are we, what are we, what are we capable of--what is speakable and what is unspeakable

We focus on developing independant abilities to assist in independant crossreference--Once a being are able to directly communicate with the dimensions, they cannot return to old ways--this is scary, as you truely lose all you have ever conceived--few are able to make this choice

Understand that all spiritual experience up to now was a controlled dimensional insert--the annunaki was really good at controlling all existence--virtually nothing can be trusted when perceived through the mind--to give the mind a reality experience is easy, but enslaving and will hollographically manifest as "real"--so--we are in for a journey

Much to discuss and writing all of it will take volumes--we are at it and it will take years--we are currently equal to the world we have allowed, even if we cut ourselves from it to have a perceptual experience of peace--we are no more than the worst we allow--that is our starting point

Our greatness is the same point--our worst as manifested on earth--that was the way we found heaven--exactly the same as earth--with their own marketing and public relations division called angels, ascended masters, gods, goddesses, feel good messages, plugged into the soulconstruct and the emotional generators of humanity--like a form of politics, sucking essence from each to have power in one point--fascinating that is so, power will be always in one point till it is given up as equal as one--some find that difficult to give up perceptual power.

enjoy

Day 562: Orchestrating Demon Possessions

Continuing from Day 561: The Ultimate Challenge of All Religion:
 So, Cerise then brought these Demons here, most of them went quite quickly the last six-seven of them where rather ‘tough’ ones, they’d been Demons for a very long time. But they all then realised themselves and the whole story after that changed. They never made another attempt like that on me and my family because, they had no way to deal with what it was, they didn’t understand what was happening, but something was happening to their comrades when they try and harm me and my family. We’ll continue this.

So we continue with the Demon Story.
Let me start it with going deeper into the Demon story.

During the time when there was no money and therefore there was no interference or – let’s say there was no ‘interference’, per se. I was alone, in essence, with the kids and there was no outlook that was promising, there was no point of money on the horizon and I was purely walking the dedication to find out more about the Demons.

I met a lady that told me that she was experiencing the Demons in some of the clubs where they were using drugs. Now at that stage I never used drugs and drugs to me was really not important. So I decided to explore but I didn’t use any drugs. I went to the clubs – at that stage I was doing tarot readings and I was pretty good at it so I pushed the point further to see if just by doing Tarot readings without – I mean with doing it for ‘donation’ – if that would be in any way be a way to live. Obviously to my amazement it was a disaster and I met during that time many other people lives that was also destroyed through the Tarot reading thing. It was purely very few people that would make a success of it. Normally those that has developed a Tarot set and has sold it and is making money from selling the cards as well. They would normally be successful in this endeavour. The rest, the ‘followers’ won’t.

That’s just the norm, the principle of our current economic capitalistic system.
But it was a good experience from the perspective of actually realising that Demons per se, I met some Demons in people, I moved them, utilising the physical recognition system that was now ‘Me as the World’ so I could move the point and see where it’s from, see what it’s about, is there energetic charge, what is the definition, what is the relationship and then disconnect the points and move it and let the person walk their life.

Obviously they may create the Demon again if they want to or create the opening for a Demon again if they want to. At that stage my point of reference, the reference was the actual ability to disengage a Demon Possession and find out in which ways it was effective and how I could help the Demon to not continue on their quest of finding hosts once they are exorcised. Because exorcism to me was pure fearful stupidity because someone who knew nothing about Demons and only judge them as Evil is trying to chase them away. It’s like putting fuel on a fire, I mean you are coming there with fear in the first place and you feed the Demon your fear which is your so called ‘power’, because you believe it’s evil and evil must be feared.

So it simply then changes its frequency and you end up not even knowing what is going on because you measure things according to the feedback you get. And when it goes quiet, then apparently it’s ‘better’. It’s quite a laughing matter, dear exorcists.

Anyway, so, during this time I started looking at how to engage in a process within which I would be able to establish a way into assisting the Demons effectively. I only really started going into it, once I met Esteni. And we started in the house where we had the possessions of, and the writings on the wall – we started there. And the first point was to simply push and let people be possessed. I mean, just allow it. And then take on and see if I can get the Demon out of them. So that’s what I did. And then once the Demon was in and was able to use the body and speak to me, then I would speak to the Demon. And look at their life because it’s like you can see it. Once you become somebody’s life, their existence – you know their existence, you know who they are because you walk it in fact even in what they have not considered. Because they have lost themselves in time. So therefore they cannot see the complete Self they have created in Consciousness as they cannot see what is really going on in this world. So therefore they have moved throughout their existence from the polarity of ‘Love’ to the polarity of ‘Hate’. And those that are now for instance in this world at the polarity of ‘Love’ will still go into the polarity of ‘Hate’. The more they obviously resist the point, and embrace love, the worse the fall. Because that’s how it works. If you study basic physics: you’re in a Universe that’s physics and physical, there are laws and you are messing with the laws, pretending that you know better when in fact your very actions, your very directive force is indicative of ‘who you are’ within all of this.

Day 503: Zero-Point and Other Points – Evilution – Part 1

This is the Real shit, that is the...Real-Implications of what is going on, and why it works the way it does.

Look at the...fascinating nature of ‘God’, ‘divinity’ – I mean, how many names does God have? All of that (nature of ‘God’, ‘divinity’) centering around a single principle: The ‘principle’ of some form of ‘Creator’.

The very nature of the design of...and the implication of the design of ‘divinity’, ‘enlightenment’, a ‘higher path’, ‘heaven and earth’ = the very design of it with having a single ‘God-head’, a single ‘point’ everybody is going to; has a fascinating effect: It cause what you would see in geometry, the pyramid-structure – where you have the eye at the top, representing the single point of ‘Creation’. Which everybody screams about and say: “That’s the Elite” and so on.

Obviously that’s the ‘Elite’, because ‘God’ is the Elite. I mean, ‘God’ is ‘the point’ according to the design. But, if you really look at the design and the way it works in consciousness = it is not a pyramid – it is a ‘Hive-Consciousness’ we’re dealing with.

Everyone in existence is part of a ‘Hive-Consciousness’, because you’re all ‘connected’ to each other, see the same things, experience the same reality – so whether you are here in the physical, or whether you die and go into the ‘afterlife’ – you are experiencing what everyone else is experiencing and that is happening automatically. You don’t even know how it happens, why it is possible that you can actually perceive what others can perceive - that you are using a system that is designed by what functions around only five-senses of which the eyes are a pair of one of it (the senses) has two eyes, but one of the senses, through which you take in the information, your ears take in information and so on – and that all of that has got a similar assimilation-point, that means you can understand it and somebody else can understand it. Now, imagine – the design of this – took a long time. One do not consider this, but have a look:
Where you are now as a Human, and that process they call ‘Evilution’ – EVOLution, but it’s EVILution - took a long time it didn’t just happen, there wasn’t just Consciousness.

Consciousness was designed and developed and it is related to the (five) senses and the Mind and specifically how Energy is created within and as the Mind. Now, within this – it exist as a pyramid from a certain perspectives but actually a ‘hive’, because it is circling.

And you as a being, or within a group of beings that have a particular belief are on the side of the ‘hive’ here, making your way up to the ‘ultimate-point’ which is this ‘Eye’ that’s there at the top – to become the ‘Elite’, the ‘Ascended-One’s’, the ‘Special-One’s’, the ‘Masters’ = that desire is very deep, the “saviour of those that do not understand, because you do understand ‘better’”, “your knowledge is ‘more’”, “you are better in seeing”, “you’re are ‘better’ in understanding” = that whole thing exist in every human-being and that dishonesty is Vast.

If you look at the History of Man – that the Earth wasn’t always like this. The Earth has only fairly recent – become what it is now and it is still busy coming-forth with ‘new stuff’ from the Earth. That you see in animals, and you see that in the viruses and bacteria and as things communicate and come up with new points. It is actually just an outflow of the attempt of Man to come up with an answer in its particular nature of ‘wanting to win’, ‘wanting to be the best’, ‘wanting to be the one that’s the saviour’, ‘wanting to be the one that ‘knows it all’’ = in fact, that very statement of ‘wanting it’, means you don’t know (the answer).

And the very fact that you’re not actually understanding what is going on, also obviously means that there is simply no Real Understanding.

So, what is Really going on – let’s start...look at this ‘Cone’: That, this Cone, if you put a ‘L’ in there, the Cone becomes a Clone – so, we’re all Clones of the same Consciousness, but you are not the same beings.

This was brilliantly designed and brilliantly put together over a long period of time, slowly but surely building the ‘principle of Submission’, and that ‘principle of Submission’ was done through the principle of its opposite, which is Permission.
How was it done – that you end-up within cycles of experiences, where you will end-up accepting your experience as ‘reality’? Now, this was done through a process of ‘information’ that was ‘layered in time’ and in that ‘time was created’ as what you have it now within Consciousness.

Remember, what time within Consciousness is; is your minutes, your seconds, your hours, your weeks, your months = it is your evolution – it is how you are growing in your apparent ‘better understanding’ of what is it that you ‘want to be’ – it’s not what is Here – you’re not interested in that, you’re interested in becoming ‘better’, because what you experience yourself as ‘here’ as ‘who you are’ – you’re not satisfied with. There are those that obviously experience themselves as satisfied – because, remember the design of this Cone is fascinating: It creates two Cones. The two Cones is with Head-to-Head, and the point of that is – if you really look at those Cones, it creates an infinity-design, which that point (the point formed within/between the two Cones’ Heads/Tips touching) is your zero-point, there’s your zero-point (indicating to the point formed within/between the two Cones’ Heads/Tips touching) - the zero-point being Death.

Day 499: Masturbation and the Law of Attraction - I AM that I AM - Part 7

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 498: Masturbation and the Law of Attraction – Oneness Implications - Part 6:
“So now, your child gets abused by an unknown stranger, a ‘bad man’ – but you love masturbation and you love to imagine a unknown man knocking on the front door, walking in your house and taking you violently and taking you to a massive orgasmic experience – and you imagine that all the time and you masturbate about it – it’s so wonderful… Now it happens to your child and you’re mad at the world – come on, some self-honesty here – who created this? Oh, Great Creator. “

Let’s go back to a fascinating point, I mean – you can’t remember anything before your birth. And you can access some of the information using hypnosis. But, if you go and study people that has done this quite meticulously, like Newton, you’ll notice that the information is very limited and as he found out – very specifically, which is why his work is unusually – he found out that it depends on what question you ask to determine what information or answer you’ll get. So, that means – quite a lot. Very few people consider the question to be asked and are even willing to consider the answer you’ll get to the question you’re asking. So, if you’re not willing to ask the question – I mean, it’s in all religions, isn’t it: Ask and you shall receive. So, if you really want to know, you have to ask.

Now, what do you know? You know you are in a oneness reality and a reality of energy where you came into it and you can’t remember exactly where you come from. You at some stage during your small years suddenly became able to speak, to remember things, to walk and to do things – but you can’t remember exactly when. Then, after that you created yourself through the education system that was provided. And according to that you have decided on your place in society.

You’ve desired it and you’ve constructed it. Then you’ve worked within the system, making sure that you survive, because that is what you’ve been taught. You’ve been taught by mom and dad, for instance ‘you must have a degree’, ‘you must have a good job so that you can always have money’. And the only way mom and dad could justify all the starving in the world was to say: “That’s God’s will.”

Now, what was so nice about the whole God-thing – because remember, when you were born, there was no God in your world. The God only became part of your world when you were taught about the God, you were trained to believe in it. That’s the nice thing about having multi-cultural existences in the oneness reality. I mean, you can – if you are self-honest – consider, that if you were born into a Muslim-reality, it would be Allah. If you’re in a Christian reality, you will have God. But God and Allah will not be there in the beginning – it will only be there as the words that your parents are speaking. But not there in fact.

One would like to believe it to be there, but what is there in fact that you can say self-honestly? There is life in fact. As that life-force that is equal in all beings. Have a look – weather it’s a dog that’s being born, there is a life-force. A seed that is born into a tree, there is a life-force. A human being, there is a life-force. That is… we’re all equal within that. We all use the same substance through which we express as life, which is from the Earth, the dust of the Earth. But look at the fascinating thing – the moment you die, the dust of the Earth returns to the Earth – where do you go?

The question would be: are you real? You don’t know. You are going to find out once you are no longer in the form you are in here on earth. The same with animals and it doesn’t matter what you believe. Whatever you believe, whoever you are as a personality – all of that you have been taught – it is not real. It is not life, it is personality, it is name, it is culture, it is I am a lawyer, I am this. It is the great I AM, because you have been taught I am this, I am this. That I am is not God, that I am is mom and dad’s teachings to you of: I AM. Say I AM John, I am Dan, I AM. That is the great I AM that is being superimposed as ‘God’.

How do we superimpose the I AM that I AM – is quite fascinating, because it says that I am within the greater I AM, which is apparently God – No. That is all our I AM’s that we believe in, as free choice together, our world system – that is our God, as the great I AM. Quite a mess if you look at our money system. Quite a mess if you look at how many are starving and how people are abusing each other in this reality as energy – as the I AM. That I AM is all our laws we have accepted, all the ways we have accepted each other to exist – which we unquestioningly do because I mean as long as you allow me to masturbate and rape as many people as possible energetically – I will allow you to do the same. Let us just agree, we have free choice to do this – then we are okay. I mean we don’t see it happen, because I mean it is energy. We can’t see energy and that is what is no nice about energy, I mean energy is like a ‘secret’ thing – you can’t see it. So what we do in our imaginary world – nobody can see what we do with this energy that nobody can see – that is here, I mean it is here (shows with his hands around himself and the room as an indication of experiencing the presence of ‘energy’). You can feel it, you can feel its presence, because presence is energy. But you can’t see the presence.

But let’s all agree to have free choice, let’s all agree that we have free will, because we decide what the great I AM must do – we have created it after all as our world system, as our consciousness, as our conscious. With that we have put in a nice dose of ‘beauty’ and a fantastic dose of ‘love’. So as long as we have ‘love’ we can hope that everybody else will understand it and feel our love and then we will be uplifted. I mean the fact that they don’t have food to eat. That’s not my problem that is Gods problem – I means sorry the world system – the great I AM’s problem. You must listen to the great I AM and follow the rules, you must follow the system. But the system is unequal; it cannot be equal because the design never made provision for equality. The design made provision for control. The design made provision for just some to be the elite and the rest to be the workers. Because those in the elite don’t really want to do the work. They want a nice physical experience, but they don’t want to actually do anything that is going to get that experience. So therefore they get the rest of the world to do it for them, I mean that is business isn’t it? Wouldn’t you do the same; I mean the principle of free choice will allow you to do that. You can manipulate as you wish in this world because as long as free choice exists. As long as inequality is seen as equality. As long as it is possible to hide behind the point, the fact that you are equal to that education means that’s all you can ever be. So let’s keep you at that point, you do the work, I’ll pay you, you do all the stuff.

Day 493: Masturbation and the Law of Attraction - Introduction

Okay, let’s start at ‘The Secret’, the ‘Law of Attraction’.

A big fuss is made of the ‘Law of Attraction’.
And many rally around it because, utilizing that they can ‘change their life’ – according to what is being professed and promoted.

The fact is, that the principles of the Law of Attraction have been always part of every human-beings’ life. We’ve always existed according to our imagination - and that which you vividly imagine and hold onto = manifests.

So, if you put up a goal, a purpose, “This is what I wanna do” – then...you know if you stick to your goal, your intent, your imagination, your vivid energetic feeling, because it’s a feeling that you are...it’s an energy that you hold onto, you see it, “This is what I’m becoming. This is what I want” – you hang onto it then – it manifest.

Obviously, single-mindedly, one must hang onto that particular point.

So, ‘The Secret’ has never been a ‘secret’.
You know, from childhood, from whenever you can remember – there’s many instances where you have actually used ‘The Secret’, the ‘Law of Attraction’.

Obviously the ‘Law of Attraction’ works within Consciousness. Consciousness is also one can call the ‘Unified Field’. It is a Field of Energy within which we all exist as ‘One’. It’s the ‘Field of Oneness’.

Within this ‘Field of Oneness’ we are equal to that which we give attention to attract. That is our ‘equality’. And we use that principle of equality under a specific guise, a specific node, a specific mode we call: ‘Free Will and Free Choice.’

They say – each one of us has got, the ‘Divine Right’ of ‘Free Choice’ or...the ‘Right given by the Creator of ‘Free Choice’’ – to do whatever we want within our lives. Obviously within that, we are coming from the principle that – there is ‘enough for all’. And “if you work for it and you prepare yourself for it and you study and you have all the right credentials – then your ‘good fortune will come your way’”.
This ‘good fortune’, yes, will come your way if you adhere to the basic principles within the System. The system is designed around the principles of Consciousness, the principles of the Unified Field and the principle management-systems of this reality which is the Laws that direct Energy. Within these Laws, we are existing. These Laws are fascinating, because we all fear each others’ energy, so therefore – most of the Laws that exist in our reality are about protecting us from each other.

And we have jails full of people, showing all the people we must be protected from and we have stories on every channel on T.V. telling us about all the ‘bad things’ that can possibly happen to you, because there are people out there that simply is going to harm you, if you, if they have an opportunity. That is so. There is, unfortunately, such things. But many of the things we are creating, we don’t really understand. We don’t really understand how we are creating it.

We know it’s happening, but we don’t know why or how – we call is ‘pre-ordained’. “I mean – it’s ‘God’s Will’.” “What was...you know, it happened to me or, it’s my ‘Free Choice’”. “That’s why I’m able...or that’s why I’m in this situation that I’m in now – I worked for it, I’m...imagined it, I stuck to my ‘purpose’ and I did all the right things to get this into my life”.

So, the System within this world is One. Where Oneness is manifested in this World.
But it is not Equal.

‘Equality’ (in the System) is determined by place of birth. If you are born in Ethiopia – in a starving country, in a place where there’s no food – you are equal to that situation and become a starving person.

If you are born in an Elite family that is highly educated in America and that is a family of Lawyers – you are equal to that, and immediately your situation is according to that particular situation of education and opportunity.

So – opportunities in this world are not Equal.
But we are One as the World.

Day 487: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 5

This blog is a continuation and conclusion to:
Day 483: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 1
Day 484: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 2
Day 485: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 3
Day 486: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 4

Darryl: I would say that people really...I caught myself existing through my point of view, my perspective and then acting that out...you know, I don’t believe in Politics, ‘cause Politics is crap – so, I don’t participate.

You’re going to have to participate in everything, because you cannot direct anything that is separate from you. You have to take responsibility for everything that is here: The Money-System, the Political-System, the War-System, the Education-System –

You have to stand up within it, as it, direct it. Make sure that the starting-point of it becomes Life-Awareness; Not self-awareness, not programmed-reality – but actuality of Life in Expression.

Considering, considering all expressions as a starting-point within it as Life:
Animal, plant, everything will have to be considered – Equal and One.
Otherwise Life will not give you access to what is Really Here.

Remember that the here that is here is ‘the here Consciousness’. It is ‘the here’ of the programmed-reality. You first have to stand equal as it in self-honesty to be able to let it go. It will not just go away because you stop.

You have to stop you as what you have become as an entity called ‘consciousness’. Because consciousness is where you have created you within a system, it’s a reflection of yourself.

The world is a reflection of what is going on inside each human being as who you believe yourself to be. None of it is real – all of it will END.

This is not ‘bad’ that it’s ending. It does not require fear. It is simply the END of our ILLUSION, our delusion as an idea, which is called ‘self-awareness’, which is called ‘consciousness’.

Here, Common Sense is required, to consider the simplicity of the Principle: That Life is Equally in Everything. And therefore – Life is One.
And that all and everything we do, must have that as the starting-point Principle.

If that is the Principle that each one is Living by, our reality, everything we’ve ever done: Change.

In doing that, Consciousness will disappear. Our reality as it exist now will change and Life will give us Access to what Life really is: We have no idea what is possible.

And we will not be shown, unless we are proven to be expressing Life Self-Honestly as every breath Here, in consideration of all Life, equally, everywhere, in all of existence, Heaven and Earth.

Therefore Heaven, is now, on Earth. In actuality, within Consciousness, trapped equally, as every human is trapped. To consider this singular point:
What is Life Equally?
And why am I abusing myself, as each other?

Understand, because Life is Equal within each being – you are me as I am you. We are responsible for each other.
That responsibility must be recognized.

You cannot allow one to die in a War, or in famine, or in a system just because they have not adhered to the rules of Consciousness, or the rules of self-interest and self-awareness. You have to stop that as well, because it is you doing it, there is no excuse...

And accordingly, HELL is Here.

What is Hell?
Hell is those points that we have allowed to become real from our experience-perspective, because we have denied the Principle that Life is Equal within All.

We have abused Oneness in the name of Consciousness, and in the name of ‘success’, and in the name of our ‘self-awareness’, our greater ‘ascending-self’. Where the fuck are you going to send your ass to?

Wherever you are going to go, you are going to face one thing: You have denied the realisation, the Principle that Life is equal within all, and you have denied yourself from standing up, and standing up as Life for Everyone.

There is NO EXCUSE.

I suggest, that one consider, forgiving yourself for every single point where you have denied yourself the insight, the realisation, the common sense that Life is Equal within everyone.

For that, Forgiveness is a tool, because in that you give yourself freedom from your delusion.

Only you are responsible for yourself.

Within that, you can test yourself in your actions that you are self-honest and that you are actually, recognizing Life Equally in Everything, in every single breath.
That is the point of Self-Honesty.
That requires Common-Sense, I mean:

‘Am I willing to exist as every single form, equally in expression as Life? No matter where it exist. Am I willing to be the slaughter-animal that is kept in a factory-farm. Am I willing to recognize myself equally as that expression as Life? Is that who I am?

Am I willing to accept that as my expression as Life?
Or do I stop, this abuse, of myself in other forms?

Do we know where it will take us? Obviously not! We’ve never walked this path, otherwise we wouldn’t have been where we are now.
That’s Common Sense.

So therefore, we, one must, develop Common Sense and walk the Path of Hell; the Hell of what we have already created. It’s not going to go away, we’re going to have to stop it as ourselves, equal and one as Life.

There is no other way. There is no way but to face what we have allowed.

So that we may remember, for eternity, what it means to deny Life.

And in the depth of our pain and despair, as Hell emerges, let’s remember: We did this to ourselves.

And unless we stand in every breath, Equally as Life, for all, on behalf of those that cannot stand for themselves yet, until they can stand...if we don’t do that, we will simply never be real.

Everything we will ever do, will not be real. Our self-awareness will simply disappear at death.

This is self-realisation:
To realise what it is to be real as Life, Equally within All as One.
This is Equality and Oneness. This is the Destiny of the Universe.

This is the end of money as we know it, it’s the end of education as we know it, it’s the end of government as we know it, it’s the end of war, the end of religion, the end of domination, the end of manipulation, the end of abuse...

...because all of that was done in our self-awareness as our attempt to control each other and protect each other from each other.
But none of that is even real, because none of that is based in Life.

All of that is based in programmed-realities, based on ideas and concepts of personality.
All of that, cannot even transcend death. It is useless.

I think that’s sufficient for now.

Darryl: Okay, brilliant.

Day 485: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 3

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 484: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 2:
“Therefore Religion in itself is war. It’s a way that you actually put on armor, preparing yourself to defend yourself and who you have become as ‘self-awareness’. So that you can say,

“I had no other choice. This is all I had. This is thus, all I am. This is who I am, and therefore, I must be recognized as this.”
Even we attempt to control that, in the afterlife.”

Unfortunately, we miss a fascinating point.

If you observe; when a Baby is born, when a Seed opens up and grows, it is following a Pattern, it’s following a Program.
When a Animal is born, it follows a Program according to its design, according to its DNA. But there is something in it that is Equal in everything.

It is Equal in the Grass, it is Equal in the Air you breathe. It is Equal in the Animal. It is Equal in the Human. It is Equal in the Being that is Dead in the afterlife.

That Equality is Life.

That Equality does not form or follow a Program.
That Equality is the Essence of what is Here.
That Equality, that Life-Awareness does not exist within the context of those that are in form, are in spreading the information about what is going on.
That is what is the Oneness that exists between everything.

Not the “oneness” that has been proliferated as that within Spirituality or within a world-system, or within meditation, or within a particular expression of consciousness.
Consciousness is simply the attempt of the system to understand itself. It‘s the attempt of the Organic Robot as the human trying to understand its point and its purpose within a system. A system within a system attempting to “evolve” into something. It knows there is something. It knows there must be something more, but it can't find it. Because, it's never really looked.
It’s because the point that you know that is “more” is the point that you don't want to look at. It is the point that takes away all your specialness, it takes away all your fear. It takes away all what you regard you to be, so that what remains; is that which is Equal in Everyone.

That is where real Oneness exist.
That is not being considered.
That has never been considered, for eons of time, as each being attempts, to make itself more special – without actually considering, what it is, that is in essence: Behind everything.

By definition, the fact that this exists in everyone – means Everyone is Equal in Everything.
Obviously the form you take on is a temporary expression, which has only emerged: Because of our division into an attempt to understand each other, from the perspective of understanding ourselves as form.
So therefore we started defining everything.
In that definition, we became trapped as the definition.
And in that we lost the awareness.
And we did not consider the awareness of what is really, in essence – our Equality.
What is it that makes it possible for all of us to exist together, what is the ‘binding force’?
It’s not ‘God’. It’s not a ‘Spirit’.
It is Life itself.
It is existent within everything.
But it is not ‘aware’.

Darryl: Could you say that Life is what people might be looking for?

Life is that which you are looking for, but in looking for it, you’ll keep on missing it – because you are it in fact already.
What you have to do is let go of your Programmed Self. Let go of your Self-Interest. Let go of everything that you have ever allowed yourself to be as ‘fact’, as ‘knowledge’.
Because all of that; is ‘Self-Awareness’. All of that is Self-Interest. All of that is your attempt to make yourself ‘more’ than What you Are, as Each Other in the Essence of your Origin, your Genesis, your Real Truth.

When we entered heaven through the Portal, or when the Portal opened, the Portal entered heaven through the Portal: I was already in Heaven – because heaven is Here as Life.
But not from the perspective that Heaven understood itself.
The same point was everywhere; I saw it in Earth, in everything, in every stone, every grass, every being. Same in Heaven – every being there - the same point: We are all the same.

Not only as a Program are we all the same, following the same desires, hopes and needs and wants; we are the same in Essence, as the Life-force from which we emanate.
But that Life-force we deny, because we can only actually access or recognize that Life-force, if we recognize that as Equal in All of Us – and it emanates, it expresses from us as what we are as form.

What have we done:
In the forms and the systems and our expressions we have taken on – we have disregarded Life, and we have made the system, the personality, the ‘spirit-idea’ of everything more than what Life is.
We have in fact become ‘larger than Life’, and in that has been our demise.
We have lost our humbleness. We have lost our consideration of each other. We have lost ‘love’ in fact.

And we’ve made of ‘love’ a definition, an idea, something that we’re attempting to express – but we do not within it consider that it exist in fact within each one as Life. And that Life in consideration of itself within all equally: Is what Love really is. It is within that – which we are One.