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Wednesday, 25 April 2012

Day 11: Demonic and Angelic Possession


I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that demons are in fact people that died in traumatic emotional states and seek correction through either revenge or anger or emotional tantrums as some examples to redeem themselves and find peace.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and understand that emotion and feeling are the fuel of demonic entities to form as beliefs and visions and experiences of the mind through which the entity will live in total disregard of what is best for all life on earth.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that to fear a demon in whatever form it exists is to give power to the limited energetic form to direct my life in ways that is not best for all life on earth and that will cause me to design my relationships to be not supportive of life as it will be supporting only my denial of the reality of the fears as demons I have defined myself as.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to subscribe to the positive as the angelic implies subscription to the negative as the demonic within me and that through the denial of one polarity, I will give it free reign to present itself through the polarity side I have sided with and so cause me to create a reality within which the state I denied will in fact manifest. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see how I have through the positive created a demonic destructive world on earth due to me not understanding how the physical laws in fact work as I have confined myself to my mind where I make the rules and laws to suit my self interest and in spite of many attempts to impose my mind laws on reality , I have failed, yet I keep on trying in vain and in vanity to try and control reality from the illusion of my self created mind world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what I resist will persist and as I resist the negative and demonic, I create it in every way and support it in every way and that I have refused to face my allowed creation to bring and end to my support of the demonic through supporting what is best for all life. This implies that I have through supporting my individuality as more than life, have spawned the demonic in every way as I have constructed myself as inclusive and exclusive through right and wrong failing to understand that I will create both sides of the equation . I have failed to see that the only way to stop this is to take responsibility for what I have allowed and to align myself in every breath to what is best for all life inclusively, which would mean I must include the demonic and direct it to no longer exist through understanding how I participate in creating it.

I forgive myself that I have refused to accept and allow that the demonic can in fact change through self forgiveness just as I have refused to see that I as individual can in fact change from a limited positive through self forgiveness to that which is best for all life in all ways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that What I have allowed as the world system which I judge as flawed is in fact the externalization of my flawed consciousness. It is my consciousness as the self acceptance of me as the mind that determine how I participate in the world in my relationships and what laws and systems I allow in the world as I do this to protect what I belief I own as my free self in the mind when in fact this free self is just a very cleverly designed demonic entity that seems lovable and special to me in spite of the evidence of how I participate directly and indirectly through acceptance and allowance in creating the world system where more than half the human race are now in peril. Yet I refuse to stop as I as the demonic mind is special and brutal and ruthless and will make decisions and impose decisions only as what is best for me and then cleverly cover it up with a coat of love that sublimely absolve me from responsibility as I await a greater  reality after this one and this one is seemingly not important.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the dishonesty of regarding my self-created kind reality as important while I regard the world as an illusion which is a total contradiction as my self-created reality should be as illusionary as the world I have banished to extinction, yet my self interest overrides all common sense even redefining common sense to suit the mind as long as I win and have what I desire regardless of what and how it will actually physically infect the world and cause a sick society. I forgive myself that I have refused to see that I am in fact part of the sick society and that the only cure is that which is best for all life and that as long as I am trapped as the demonic in my own mind, I will make my rules to only benefit me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that to deny what is best for all life is in fact to hate life and that to give to all life what is best for all life is in fact the only way the love really exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge demons as bad and angels as good in spite of the evidence that demons are trapped and angels have no consequence but to create an alternative reality in my mind where I play god and allow the world to become a total mess.

I forgive myself that I have accepted money to be the ultimate demonic entity as the root of all evil and yet I use money daily foolishly believing I am not part of this evil and when I am presented with a solution to change money into a practical force for good as what is best for all life, I refuse to give up the power that the evil I have as money has given me.


I commit myself to assist each possessed being, whether by demon or angel, to see the true nature of their self interest and how this self interest have caused a world where life is not supported

I commit myself to explain in every way possible how emotions and feelings are in fact the fuel of abuse.

I commit myself to exorcise from this world all that is illusion that caused life to be abused.

I commit myself to stop the mind reality where I have free reign to make my own laws which I then attempt to impose on others and to stop the money reality where the abuse of the mind laws can be imposed using the control of money and to assist people to realize we can only change the world as a group that realize that we will be best supported when we support what is best for all life.

I commit myself to support all possessed beings through constantly knocking on the doors of their imaginary hearts until they realize that their reality is not real and is self created and that it time to come home to earth and earth themselves so that energy may never again be abused as it is now as mind possession and self interest

I commit myself to demonstrate as I have countless times that the demonic will in fact change through self forgiveness

I commit myself to create my flesh as the living word as life that its externalization will be a system that support all life equally

I commit myself to recreate money as the root of all evil as the root of life that we may realize that it is not about what we create, it is about what value we give what we create and thus we can give money the value of life equally and use it as the way to bring to each other what is best for all life.

I commit myself to the establishment of love on earth in the only form that it is in fact love, the form that is best for all life in every way.

Friday, 20 April 2012

Day 6: Blank Slate Mind Zombies

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed  myself to fear cleaning the mind as I feared I will end up as a Zombie without realizing that I only reveal within this fear that I am the slave to fear and that I do not in fact understand how reality works.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by movies about zombies without realizing that a zombie state is in fact a state where the body fails due to damage to it with effects that is also physically visible, while the mind zombie state is a state where fear directs the person through accepting a limited view of reality through projections of irrational outcomes that controls all the decisions of the person and prevents the person from making decisions that is best for all life. The mental zombie state thus is in fact a brainwashed state where fear is the master  with the outcome of the physical life form being abused.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not look at the actual reality of how the mind and the body interacts as it is shown daily in my face with my ability to speak. When I speak, I do not use the words I have already programmed into the body through the mind, I speak as the body and thus when I clear the mind, I will experience more of the programmed responses arriving in the mind from the body as back chat to show what I have accepted and allowed myself to become as a programmed body and that these responses will be self interest based and must be cleared as well to reach a state of silence as a blank slate that I can trust as the foundation from which to rebirth myself as life. When I reach this state I will still be able to speak as the words are part of my body and not my mind. The mind is just the doorway and tool with which I program the body to be automated as a multi dimensional vehicle and as long as I am my mind only, I remain in limbo and in a state where I am in complete separation from reality. If I have programmed my body to be harmful to the other life forms on earth, I will be a danger to life in every way as I will be the living word as my fear and self interest. This I must change through deleting what I have allowed through self forgiveness and self honesty as I am the only one that have access to my tool as the mind to see what I have allowed as it appears within my mind as thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see thoughts as great reflections of my individuality while it is in fact only a feedback system to show what I have allowed to be published within my physical body and if I did not do this publishing and automation into the body with care and with clear principles as that which is best for all life as the living word as the flesh, my self as the flesh will be a vehicle that will cause abuse and will live in one of the many forms of fear as either being the fear  or creating fear.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept a society as humanity where the individual exist as the walking dead as mental zombies unable to be compassionate in ways that is measurably best for all life in giving each individual a life worthy of life itself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and  allowed myself to accept a world based on profit and the manipulation of the mind sense purely for the profit of the few creating a system where the majority act like zombies and accept enslavement to a system that cause inequality and suffering like zombies unable to stand coherently together to challenge the system in a lawful way that will bring acceptable change and a way of life where life is honoured and respected.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept a society that refuse to consider the evidence of the programmable functionality of the body though the mind and to use such knowledge to actually create a human that is the image and likeness of life instead of allowing a dysfunctional human to emerge from a directionless education that only promote self interest and competition with the purpose to have effective consumer zombies that buy anything  that is dished up as if that is what defines life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed fear to be the source of pacifying the human race for the purpose of creating subdued states of being within which the human will be divided and conquered to exist in a zombie state that the human will teach to each forth coming generation as if that is  the only acceptable way of being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed  a state of being as civilization so zombified that it would claim hysterically that anything that promotes what is best for all life is a lie and must be evil as it will remove the one thing that has caused the zombie state which is free choice without consequence in spite of the clear direction that that which is best for all is the practical living of free choice with the consideration of consequence to create a society that is best for all life in all ways.

I commit myself to clear my mind from all thoughts, visions, back chat, reactions, feelings, emotions and so clear my body as well from all types of accepted automations that in any way contribute to my automatic state of zombihood that contribute and cause in any way suffering, abuse, war, poverty, self interest, sexual abuse, inequality and any part that in any way contribute to a civilization that is not that which is best for all life to in this way bring my part breath by breath in creating a civilization that is based on the foundation of Life as the only value that is worthy and as such equal within all.

I commit myself to a system of education within the family, the education system, the media, entertainment and any form that contribute to the programming of a child that will impact their lives through automated responses and beliefs , to purify and direct such systems to be accountable and proven as the foundational instruction that will produce a human that will in every way be what is best for life and through their understanding and self respect and the fact that each human will be without fear and distrust, we will develop a society that will be in fact one of life and thus love and fulfilment. In this way the pursuit of happiness will become irrelevant as all desires will be fulfilled within the context of what is best for all life and all abuse will be stopped in every way necessary.

I commit myself to the self honest investigation of the process that takes place as the mind program the body to automation and to look at the examples already visible daily like for instance the driving of a car to establish  for myself a self honest foundation with which to stop the indulgence in illusions as mind and to realize that when a person has automated themselves to drive a car, they no longer use the mind, but that the body then is the driver while the person is able to do multitasking like talk on a cellphone or have a conversation without it diminishing the ability of the body to function as the driver of the car. I will establish within me clear directive principles to assist me with self realization and self awareness correction to place each part in its place that I may never again deceive myself by giving inappropriate values to parts that would cause harm to life directly or indirectly.

I commit myself to study the way the mind publish information into my body as automated systems to make sure I only publish and activate systems that will function in ways I have confirmed is best for all life that I may be able to establish self trust in myself as all parts representing me in this reality confirmed as best for all life always.

I commit myself to find the point in each person I meet during my time on earth that has the potential to develop into the process to life that each may have the opportunity to birth themselves as life, although I do understand that some will refuse and will thus be unable and unwilling to actually allow themselves to consider life as equal. In such cases I understand that regardless they would become the outcome of their choice and thus not be part of Life that will be Here when all that is here is life.

I commit myself to be part of the creation of a society that will be based on the only profit that is valid and that is that all life is equal value and all life profit thus equally from what is given for free by the planet and all forces that sustain the ecosystem and that the part we as humanity will contribute is labor and the will to create from resources that which will benefit all in the best possible way.

I commit myself to demonstrate in every way possible how the programmability of the human have been abused  and how that can be stopped that this abuse may end and make room for a world that is based in life.

I commit myself to expose all fear as the irrational nature it is through ways that prevent such occurrence to allow the human to consider to be the answer they are here on earth to explore—namely the answer as life evidenced through how each live and interact and allow each to live.

I commit myself to be the one that all that are in fear may blame and scream at till they have no more obsessed energy left that in that way I may assist them to not end up harming others in self interest and thus reach a point where they may realize the power of self directed self forgiveness within self honesty and thus may find the way home to life.