Day 34: Dear Godly Sex!

* See The Trap by Adam Curtis for context, as well as The Century of the Self

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the importance of sexual reproductive organs in the continued existence of Life on Earth and the human, specifically.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the creation of a healthy body is NOT dependant on the spirit or consciousness, but on the physical body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see that NO GOD is present during sex except the godly experience of orgasm, and that regardless of faith or belief, Atheist and Christian, and Buddhist and Muslim, all produce offspring in exactly the same way, and then program the MINDS of their children to become parrots of the PARENTS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place faith in science and the human mind, when the humans as MIND is incapable of creating new Life, while the physical as form does it as a matter of its daily task, and has for long before human consciousness’ history began.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make the act of sex all about the mind, when it is all about the body – and that I have not honoured and respected physical sex as the real miracle and godly act that it is in giving sex its RIGHTFUL place as the critical point of Life on Earth - and that I have abused sex as a way to control the mind with energy to form false beliefs about sex through programming children to follow in the footsteps of parents in the abomination of consciousness; devastating the physical world in the pursuit of happiness in the head, and the fictional heart of love, while the evidence is clear: consciousness as the mind is clueless and untrustworthy, and only able to deceive and mislead with no respect for Life in any way, whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see how I have created images in my MIND representing sex through the consumer industry of PORN, which misrepresents the act of sex as merely the purpose of self-interested satisfaction within desire of the mind, while sex in fact is the most holy act of Life Creation in the total existence of the human and Life in general on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see how the money system, and consumerism, and Life on Earth is dependent on the reproductive ability of all physical life forms, and that without this reproductive ability, Life as we know it and exist as, would not exist at all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the contradiction in making sex a scary, dirty thing in the minds of children, when in fact it is the most natural part of the human, which should form the bases of the Creation of Life on Earth in respect and honour, as the Real God that makes Life possible - and that the mind as the tool that is abused should be disciplined to be following principles of morality that are best for all Life as the physical demonstrates it; and that wherever the mind has been used as the authority about Life, the physical result of pairing, especially between human genes, have produced in many cases, human children that are not the highest version that is possible if the physical laws and rules are followed, but instead the irrational energy called Love has been allowed to decide how the physical should be paired – in spite of the evidence that this seldom produce the best body for a healthy mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the benefits of genetic pairing - to produce a psychologically stronger human, and that in spite of the evidence that the elite have used this type of pairing to keep control, and have promoted indiscriminate genetic pairing for the commoners to produce a weaker human easier to control through psychological manipulation, through religion, and economics to have pliable slaves, I refuse to see and have deified free choice, and the right of opinion, and the freedom of consciousness playing into the hands of control, harming the physical form of the human race in general in every way possible.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deify the intellect of the mind when it is clearly completely inferior to the intellect of the physical form, and that the mind intellect is only a limited energetic parasite that can only exist through control, and greed, and fear, and competition feeding - and subject to the energy produced by the physical world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that sex should be the sacred act of Creation that follows the best possible guidelines, to produce the best possible human, to bring the world eventually to physical equality within the characteristics that are best for all Life in every way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the abuse through religion and consumerism can only happen through making the real act of Creating Life on Earth dirty and evil.

I commit myself to restore the Physical Creation Process as sex and reproduction to its rightful place as the real Creative Force on Earth.

I commit myself to show how genetics used to produce what is best for Life will produce children that are more likely to be healthy and psychologically sound.

I commit myself to show that sex is in fact the act on Earth that should be based on communication, intimacy, respect, self-honesty and clear deductive reasoning to bring together that which is best for Life.

I commit myself to show that removing sex from the mind as religion, and consumerism, and brainwashing will produce a human race that will in time be freed from the irrationality of consciousness.

I commit myself to show that physical reproduction is the real miracle on Earth that should be respected.

I commit myself to show how little the human mind really understand and how much more the physical form already knows about itself as it exists WITHOUT the need of a human race.

I commit myself to show that that which gives life, and creates Life, is in fact GOD on Earth.

I commit myself to establish a level of Living Principle that will no longer allow the abuse of Life through fuelling irrational desires through projecting images of pornography into the mind.

I commit myself to show that consumerism and religion are in essence the evil produced by a MIND personality that has no clue about what Life really is – (Somebody Help Me Understand What makes Me Starve In a World Of Plenty?)

I commit myself to sex-education that values Life.

I commit myself to research to establish how genetic pairing can produce children with the best opportunity of an excellent Life-Experience.

I commit myself to the design and production of humans that are psychologically sound.

I commit myself to restore respect for the intelligence of the physical world.

I commit myself to establish sex as the foundation of Life on Earth as Sacred Respect.

I commit myself to show that those who benefit from the abuse of sex, through desire implants and sexual innuendos of the evil of sex, are the real evil on Earth. 

Day 29: The Invisible Invincible Mind

Watch The Trap by Adam Curtis for context, as well as The Century of the Self

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have used the invisibility of the mind as a reason to give it the character of invincibility, because I can think and say anything within the mind without any direct, measurable consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to elevate the mind to a status of creator that represents invincibility as human nature unchangeable so to be able to justify why my desires must be protected, considered and pursued no matter what the consequence universally as long as my personal self-interest is fulfilled and the consequence has a status of invincibility as it is not affecting my life directly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as the mind as the inner thoughts and chatter only visible to me through which I plan who I am and what I do, as the Life I am living, in spite of the evidence that this way of living, as the mind, is devastating Life on Earth, and my fellow human beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept the training and influence of the minds of children with super heroes and games without realizing that in the mind, conversations as thoughts will form INVISIBLE to all but the specific child that will shape character and decision-making, focused on self-interest with an underlying sense of invincibility  that will play life like a game to win, regardless of how that would cause consequence to others who are invisible to the immediate view of the decision/game being played.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see that each child is taught to play the game to fulfill the task of self-interest as a form of give and take developed where each allow another to also win, but only within the circle of friends and family with anyone outside this circle defined as the enemy that must receive no mercy because they lost the game of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the MIND to be programmed by external factors life parents, education, television, consumerism, religion, mythologies, and games to such an extent that the personalities  I form to participate in the world according to situations, are formed in an invisible way to me, and that what I end up believing tends to be seen by me as invincible, as the real me – when in fact, if I dare to study where it was formed from, I would realize it is just a fake idea I have imprinted and automated into my body about who I am and what I do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not investigate the real me as man, as flesh, to understand how I as flesh function, but instead I based me on the mind as knowledge as what I know me to be, based on my conclusions made on experiences and feelings where the real origin and context of these energies is in fact invisible to me, and due to its invisibility I gave the mind super hero status, as if it is invincible, because I do not really know myself, I only know the knowledge I based my fake self on that is busy destroying all that defines Life at a rapid pace.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fashion myself as knowledge accumulated in the mind as an invisible invincible persona that lives in total disregard of Life as that which makes Life possible as the physical world – allowing myself to even accept that because I cannot understand how I have created the self-interested invisible self, I am stuck with it as me and must create my world/reality based on it, while trying to manage it, as it is me as irrationality that should only exist in fairy tales and comic books.

I commit myself to make the invisible as me that I keep secret in many ways, visible, to remove the irrationality of the invincibility of the mind I learned from fairy tales, comic books and television.

I commit myself to show that the MIND is not a real creator, but only a program that through fuzzy logic do what it is programmed to do, create systems for it to be able to survive no matter what.

I commit myself to show that all thoughts, visualizations, desires, dreams and self-talk is in fact the programming of the false self that was created as the Graven Image that stand in front of Life, pretending to be Life, and in this destroys Life on Earth in every way, unable to stop unless an extensive process ofdedication to Life is walked through self-forgiveness for at least 7-14 years, the same amount of time it took a child to become completely possessed and controlled by the Graven Image.

I commit myself to show that the Graven Image as self will, in backchat, self-talk - present itself to you as the fake self, as a super hero that can do anything, when in fact this is only possible in the energy dimension of the mind, which is an illusory created reality that is not understood by man at the moment.

I commit myself to show that anyone claiming to be transcended, and claiming that they know the real self, but is still using the mind, and energy and feelings are in fact completely lost in self-interest - and that nothing they use as justification or experience in the mind is in fact real in any way.

I commit myself to show that the game theory taught to the child through fairy tales, comic books, television, religion, education, family values, consumerism, and all systems that now exist in the world, in fact only shape the Graven Image of self-interest that ends with death as it is not in fact real.

I commit myself to show that the invisible mind as persona can be seen when the flesh is used as cross-reference to show how the Graven Image as self feeds on the flesh to get energy for its existence.

I commit myself to show that all knowledge the Graven Image as self uses is in fact useless and not supporting life or Love in any way.

I commit myself to present a way that the real self as flesh may become visible again, so that the power given to invisibility as persona and God can come to an end, that Life as the Physical will be studied to understand what is really real.

Day 17: The Trap of Dementia, Part 1

For context watch the Adam Curtis Documentary The Trap: www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZt2HhFXB3M

  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that the acceptance of human nature to be fundamentally irrational to the extent that no cure is possible, only management can be achieved, actually implies that all Humanity suffers from mental disease – including the mental health professionals.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to realize that with the irrationality of human nature accepted as incurable, and with scientists being unable to identify with certainty what caused the mental disorders of irrationality, I fail to see that by implication the mental health professionals is subject to the same disease and are not experts to which we can subject ourselves with trust.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the trap of mental disease as a symptom of self-interest driven by profit of the consumerism system with which I express my self-interest with total disregard for life as what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept mental disorders and disease as based on conclusive scientific research without realizing that no understanding of these conditions actually exists, and that it is only managed with the patients tacit or explicit permission or when a person appears to be a real threat to the accepted ways of self-interested living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that unless the starting point in all ways in psychology and psychiatry is based on principles that are best for all life in every way, no solution for the problem of the mental disease will be forthcoming as the mental disease epidemic is a symptom of a world system of self-interested corruption and self-interest pervasive at an instinctual, survival level generated by irrational fears.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my life, my education, my decisions, what I teach my children, what I allow the world to become on the premise that human beings will always betray me, and I have allowed an industry of mental health to develop that feeds off this irrational belief.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust only the numbers, wherein if the majority agree, then they must be right, and that this has been deliberately programmed into society as the present consciousness, under the entitlement of freedom with the understanding more and more beings accepted that freedom from the betrayal of my fellow man is in control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to violate the trust I should have in life as my physical body and physical nature in which I am actually really dependent for every breath, and that I have made life my mental condition of irrationality which I have allowed to be controlled by outside forces as I have accepted myself to be in many ways fundamentally mentally flawed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed individual freedom to become based in separation from life by placing its value in the pursuit of self-interest and regardless of the cost and consequence.

I commit myself to demonstrate in every way that human nature is programmable and can be changed to produce a reality that is best for all life.

I commit myself to assist in the reformation of the mental health fraternity till it is the foundation of sound principles of life that do not accept the human as being fundamentally flawed.

I commit myself to prove mathematically the self-interest as model of society as not the way to a stable society as greed, corruption and deception will eventually allow extensive abuse that will turn Earth into a catastrophe for all life.

I commit myself to challenge the accepted research through presenting common sense solutions that will lead to a mentally healthy society.

I commit myself to show that when the starting point is life equally respected in each other, the fundamental premise to give so that you may receive is immediately grasped to such an extent that irrational fear evaporates.

I commit myself to the re-education of the family to be the foundation of mental health of every child being born by demonstrating to parents that parental irrational fears based on love, cause the greatest destruction in producing mentally unstable adults.

I commit myself to demonstrate that when numbers are used for management to make conclusive observations, and the equality of all life is not on the answer side of the equal to symbol, the number will never produce a society that is stable.

I commit myself to demonstrate that betrayal is based on the secret backchat of the subconscious mind that can actually be found, isolated and deleted resulting in a permanent change of the person.

I commit myself to restore the common sense trust in the physical reality that is the giver of life, to restore order in an irrational , illusory world of consciousness.

I commit myself to demonstrate the oneness interdependency between all parts of the physical realm that together form the body that is life through which we have been destroying the Earth, and our life will end and therefore we cannot continue to live as if we are separate of the real reality without permanent consequence.