Showing posts with label Self Honesty. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Self Honesty. Show all posts

Thursday, 15 June 2017

Day 573: Practical Living Explained



Practically Creating The World as Acceptable to ALL

This is the tested living model where each one will be able to participate as equal and one and experience their participation in bringing forth a new world.

How I apply practical forgiveness in every moment, is in my application of inner awareness in the moment before I act in outer awareness-- so in my world I am known as the destroyer-- because--once I am certain I am honest with me and what I am aware of my accepted expression and I have corrected me in my self expression, I will reveal the point in the other that requires correction to the point where their world will destruct-- normally they are angry --but inevitably they return in forgiveness and understanding --this is how we enlighten the world through revelation of inner awareness as the outer expression of what we are aware of in every moment.

Have a look at how we have created our world - the outer me reflecting the inner me (from which we have hidden, which we have denied through shame of what we have accepted and allowed to manifest in this world as us and thus the reason why we have not actually stood up and have taken responsibility for ourselves: Shame of all that we are actually responsible for, which is the inner me that manifests the outer me as this world within which we experience ourselves) - thus in applying forgiveness in every moment, before acting or speaking, making sure I stand as self awareness as me and correct what is necessary within (which is that which had been the cause through acceptance and allowance by me to manifest what exist within me and my world that is not of who I really am) - our expression both within and as me and without and as the world will change - because it is me and I am responsible for me, both within and without! Only when honesty with me is proven as me, that I am honest with me in every moment as self expression of inner awareness: Am I able to directly 'point out' that which exist within others which is not of who they are within and without - I then have the ability to see this within others as me, because I am aware of them as me, I see directly because I see directly as me through self awareness as me as who I am. I live who I am through and as honesty and inner awareness/self awareness and thus I know who others are as me and I will not accept and allow anything less than who they are as me. Because I know how and what their current image and likeness is accepting and allowing within themselves and this world, which is not who they are and thus the world will reflect that which is not who they are - I am responsible for them as me, in every moment I see that I or those around me are accepting and allowing within, reflected in this world, that which is not of who we are. Thus--I take responsibility for the moments in my world I participate in without compromise or justification or making it better than what it really is. I thus trust only my honesty with myself as self corrected and make sure I am self corrected through the actual forgiveness and correction--If I did not do the forgiveness, I will fall - If I did do the forgiveness I will understand that the being did not change immediately, but went through a process of realization as self that in a way excluded me, yet is me as the being is me. My input thus is the catalyst and the Structural Resonance as I am Presence will direct to the point of AHA--I see what I do--This cycle take from days to 2 years per event--so be patient--yet assertive and firm in your standing--Trusting self forgiveness and corrective application in your own world experience--inner to reflect outer. You will not immediately experience a change in your world through forgiveness--only a relieve--a moment of peace -- then more conflict as you start to face yourself.

Many will react in many ways as I stand and not accept and allow anything less than who they are as me - through fear of facing self through self honesty because this will mean that the shame of self will have to be faced of that which have been accepted and allowed within and as self to manifest in this world as self and that we've never actually stood up within and as self awareness and self honesty in every moment and take responsibility for that which we have accepted and allowed within self and this world as self but instead cowered away in shame: This is but the process to realising honesty with self, which is self honesty through self awareness: Self aware of self, self honesty with self, self responsibility with self - the one and only relationship/agreement that exist within existence as me.

This world as it exist, us how we exist - the inner expression and outer expression have been created through many moments for eons of time. Thus self awareness is required in every moment to no longer continue with the moments of expression we have accepted and allowed that is not of who we are, with forgiveness we correct such moments within ourselves, with self honesty we correct such moments within ourselves, before we express - then we express through and as self awareness.

So= Strange--Forgiveness in full circle

So Step by Step

1. I see life as a moment-- a moment is not time , but the point that change my experience in a moment to the point that the moment change again-- Between this beginning and end of the moment-- I look at my inner reactions and movements-- I may have only one breath like in a conversation or many when I am more observer--

A moment not equated to time. I'd describe a moment as follows: Sitting alone within the living room and someone walks in, would be the beginning of the moment. The end of this particular moment would be when either one of you stands up and walks out. Within and during the moment the application of breathing becomes the expression of you as follows: The in breath and out breath and the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath. Within the in breath I observe my inner awareness, during the moment in between the in breath and out breath exist an infinite moment, and within the out breath I express my inner awareness as outer expression: This moment, from the in breath, to the infinite moment in between, to the out breath - occurs with every breath from the beginning to the end of the entire moment as my inner awareness is expressed as me within my outer expression as one. The beginning and the end as one moment with the in breath, the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath and then the out breath. And so you continue throughout the moment into the next moment, the next moment when you're alone once again within the living room is the following moment after the moment you experienced with the being in the living room with you.

The breath application within and as the moment work as follows: Four (4) counts in breath, four (4) counts infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath and then four (4) counts out breath...and so you continue.

2. In the in breath I observe me inner self-- honest to the utmost-- I found that if I am not honest--I will be ashamed Later-- In the moment before the in breath and the out breath-- "Time" stand still and in that infinite moment (I practiced this infinite moment in-between breath by challenging myself to see the essence of the common sense that is best for all in the moment. That means: I look at the practical way each participant in the moment's life will continue if I don't interfere and whether I would be grateful at the end of time that someone had the courage to challenge my ego and belief systems when I was lost. And then I express myself as the challenge and interference in the beings life, taking responsibility upon myself to direct the moment to the benefit of the greatest self expression inevitably.) -- the outcomes of my participation is measured to obtain maximum impact no matter what--obviously only as words-- this same application was applied in the directive principles that changed the dimensions in one moment--This is the point f access that cannot be thought out or come from knowledge and access will only come through much effective honest self reflection and proven application within the infinite moment in between breaths--no more access will be gained than what is proven to be understood as life in the infinite moment with full awareness and understanding. Thus , here no-one give access and it cannot be forced or prayed or meditated upon--it is gained through proven effective self expression and participation in the current allowed reality focusing on stopping what is here to allow that which is life within to step forth to be directed by self as proof as Creator, Created and Creation and the responsibility that goes with this--This is the dominion of Man and why Earth is the “secret” of existence and why all creative Will is directed from earth in existence and why all creation became trapped around earth due to the abuse of self expression. This had to happen to understand oneness and equality and bring forth a model where all will walk as one--either on earth or after death--so--no-one will hold any captive with fear or with knowledge - death is the equalizer where self refuse to go in self forgiveness and correction for all as one.

So from the in breath I observe me, inner self, and in the moment before the in breath and out breath within the infinite moment I observe all participants as me included. And within the observation I see direct where it is necessary to act or speak to direct those as me to self realisation/ self honesty in revealing points that is not of who they are, and within the out breath I express me, inner self, inner awareness of all that surrounds me and I act and speak appropriately where necessary: The expression of me not accepting or allowing anything less that who the participants are as me.
Observe: In the breath alone, you are trapped in consciousness, as the breath alone you are trapped in consciousness. It is in the moment in between the in breath and the out breath that you are free, it is in the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath that you are free. That freedom expands and expounds as we become more specific in our understanding to let go of what we have allowed to be the Illusion we call creation--yet as a training model--the illusion is great and effective -- So--doesn't help to fight or scream or manipulate--this is done --This is the last life for each on earth as consciousness--sadly for those refusing to apply forgiveness--all that will happen is that you will be last to realize your responsibility to yourself as all as one as equal--so--we will be equal to our application

3. Obviously if I found a movement or emotion or feeling of reaction like anger in me because of the other beings participation-- I apply forgiveness and do the correction in myself into infinity in the infinite moment between the in breath and the out breath

Self first: This is important. It is first to correct self awareness, inner awareness of self through applying necessary self forgiveness before directly speaking or assisting those that participate in a particular moment in effectively and appropriately directing them as you by not accepting and allowing anything less that who they are as you.
It starts with self: In moments of not accepting and allowing anything less than who I am through breathing application and expression, making sure I stand clear within self honesty and self awareness and self responsibility through breathing application and expression, I won't accept or allow anything less from who those are around me as me.
Honesty with self first, self responsibility first, before honesty with self within others as self is 'pointed out' and revealed in realising self responsibility towards others who are participating in a particular moment. I always assist the being I am opening to self revelation by doing forgiveness allowed with them--very effective with children--example--say to the person or child--repeat after me allowed--I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see that the inner conflict in me is the inner conflict in all other beings on earth as well. I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to belief that my conflicts are unique and that I am alone. I understand that I am alone in my inner honesty, because I must prove me to life to be birthed as life from systems--etc--this requires practice and to ask questions will assist.

I imagine the fear--we all have to give up consciousness and what we believed was important--so we all will understand our fears and the fears of others--thus--important to not use the fear of your own giving up by saying it cannot work, because others will not believe--then you trap yourself-- Focus on self first and test this out--or you may stand after death having to face the truth about your essence of fear not yet transcended--not a recommended option and there is no judgment on what method you apply--now or after death--either way you only face yourself and in that you and each are alone

Self first - First making absolutely sure within the in breath, the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath and the out breath that I am absolutely completely clear from all that I am not within a particular moment. Inner awareness, self honesty and self responsibility must stand as me as who I am to be able to 'point out' and reveal within those that participate within a particular moment that which they are not. Thus I must make sure I stand absolutely clear within me as me of all that I am not, not accepting anything less than who I am, to be able to do the same within those that participate within a particular moment.

4. Obviously-- I have through practicing this multiple times focused on my correction with forgiveness-- established a level of trust in my corrective action and thus trust that I act as all as one as equal in the moment--In other words--because of my own honesty with self in understanding self correction and oneness in expression and equality in responsibility-- I trust me to do what is necessary to assist in revelation and practical example-- I cannot save another or fix another--I can only reveal self-deception and only once I have proved that I have corrected self-deception in me. This is proved through dimensional access--no honesty--no direct access--no proof that all as one is who you are--no access--just mind jobs and pictures--just snippets of uncertainty--yet where honesty has been infinitely proven--full access--hearing and seeing just like you and me in 3d--conversations -like dimensions and earth is one will become your reality experience--this is the guide for each on earth--all will see dimensions and communicate dimensions equally - as we do in 3d--the key--self correction and self realization and with effective application--quite possible for anyone any where

Here remember--access is according to the extend of self expression--no- one gain more than what is taken responsibility for as all as one--so no-one can actually harm another--only systems harm systems and death is only the death of systems.

5. Correction of self deception means to find a solution onto infinity in every moment-- That seems odd, but look-- The I am only exist in the moment and not in the mind or thinking-- so The I am of me will show me what to do in the moment if I have proved my honesty to me and proved that I will act in the interest of ultimate oneness and equality -- NO MATTER WHAT

6. This means that the answer cannot be planned or prepared--I must be prepared thus aware and in that awareness -- self-directed-- thus I must trust me that I will not abuse my awareness to get my way or my will, but will do the GREATER will-- This is where power is--if one can call this power-- Power is greatly misunderstood

Within the expression of self through the out breath - the outer expression of self is unpredictable - self expression is unpredictable as it's not equated to memory, as it's not equated to thought, emotions and feelings as a reactive behaviour. Outer self expression as one with inner awareness as self - is unpredictable and it is within and as unpredictability where self trust exist. Yet this unpredictable self expression is where the words spoken together with actions necessary to be taken in the moment is one - and is done within and as equality and oneness for what is best for all as one as equal. Thus, in unpredictable self expression, trust exist from the principle that I will speak and do in this moment what is best for all as one as equal - as each human being represents existence as all as one as equal.


7. Now in the in breath I assessed myself and what I became aware of-- in the point in-between I tested me into infinity--In the out breath I participate in trust and let the words flow-- no thinking-- this is then the I am that speaks--we are all this I am , but this I am never speaks-- the mind speaks-- this is the calamity of Man.

It is here within and as unpredictable self expression, as the outer expression of inner awareness as self with the out breath - that the I am speaks and expresses as all as one as equal - appropriately, what is best for all as one as equal. Here the I am speak in sound as sound and your words become infinite expansive sound where you see all the various ways your words will flow through existence--this is truly amazing--but impossible for systems or the mind to experience

How do we know it is the I am speaking--the mind is silence--as long as the mind thinks or pictures of something greater exist--the I am will not speak--see the 10 Commitments in Baird Spaldings books - a few adjustments necessary--but the Amalgamation expressed there happens only through honesty and self forgiveness as an inner process that each must do individually and that no-one will be able to do for another--those that wait for another -will experience the fate of the one they wait for--to show that -our example of discipline with self honesty and self forgiveness no matter what the challenge--will manifest--this is certain

See how humanity is being forced to speak out with world events having little or no effect-- because they have not yet done this process of self-awareness at an inner level of practicality-- thus-- great calamity must now manifest--not necessary if we get our asses in gear with revelation in the moment and forgiveness and self correction

The process of self revelation as movement of self, instead of the culminating of effects within the world which we caused through no self awareness, no self responsibility and no self honesty - reaching calamity which will only then cause self revelation and self movement for us.

I have been living like this for years, but to place it in practical words took a while.

Look in this model of practical living -- no God is required, no Master is required , no ascension to send your ass to some better place--the best place is self, here- as Self Mastery. No religion is required but honesty with self. No wisdom is required but awareness in the moment. No honey words is required because you are the bee that collect the pollen in awareness in the moment as the moment flower - knowing that honey will be produced from it. This is the food of life.

Practical breathing thus is--constand--practise
4 counts in 4 counts infinite 4 counts out - repeat

No-one will come to prove you but yourself--this is certain and only self will proof self to self--this is equality and oneness in practical expression

enjoy



Thursday, 22 January 2015

Day 563: Living Pictures & The Devolution of Man

Continuing from Day 562: Orchestrating Demon Possessions
“The more they obviously resist the point, and embrace love, the worse the fall. Because that’s how it works. If you study basic physics: you’re in a Universe that’s physics and physical, there are laws and you are messing with the laws, pretending that you know better when in fact your very actions, your very directive force is indicative of ‘who you are’ within all of this”

So really, to make a person being possessed was such a simple point, because they were being possessed by my permission so to speak, and by their permission. And within the context of that I would then discuss with the Demon and move the Demon from that person to me. And during that process assist them within embracing Self-Forgiveness and indicating – and understand, I understood quantum time, quantum mechanics and all the multi universes, completely, in a physical way. Therefore I could show the Demon multi-dimensional outcomes and solutions – utilising the Equality Equation to the point where all their excuses were dealt with. So that they had a realisation.

To keep on hating or loving is not the answer. The answer is to become Self-Honest and forgive yourself for what you have allowed and what you have become due to desires, wants, needs, hopes –all due to separation and projections. You’re abusing your actual ‘Oneness’ and therefore you became this energy and lost your ‘source’ so to speak, which was the physical. And the physical obviously being not what you see with your eyes, or what you touch with your hands or work with your senses. That is just part of it and some of it is not necessarily the physical, they are a deceptive manifestation manufactured through the mind.

So, it was fascinating and there was obviously a fascination. I had also Cerise there and she had a peculiar Demon Entity that came through and that we communicated with and that also participated through the Portal later on. Her name was Felicity. And her nature of creation – that means – what she embraced as her Demonic Self was a form of sexuality, like a nymphomaniac – deriving absolute pleasure from the Erotica. So fascinating point, taking her through the Self-Forgiveness’s and the releases. And very stable, a Demon would become once they have gone through it.

At this stage we haven’t done it often, we only did a few sessions, it was the beginning stages. And we also worked extensively on understanding the mind and the relationships in the mind at that stage we started with that. Which was researching, testing what eventually would become the Desteni I Process – realising, that obviously we have to really understand the dimensions of all of this and how for instance the Demonic manifest. Because the Demonic, was quite clear, would manifest on Earth once we got to the point of releasing the Heavenly Demons, that means those in the Dimensions. And we’ll explain that later in terms of how that actually occurred and why and what was the dynamic at work within the context of the Demons that is now already running amok on Earth and that will do so for some years to come – forcing, virtually, Humanity to its knees. It is fascinating Dark Times ahead for all. There are tools within which you can assist yourself as some has already experienced. The possession is extensive and not so easy to deal with and even with your tools you have to breathe effectively through the point and yet it will reoccur. Because every dimension of the Self-Lie will be challenged, every Dimension of the Desire. So if you stop one Dimension there is still an infinite amount of Dimensions that scales of it in a way. It’s like it feeds off it, it moves off it – like a refraction, like a fractional creative process that follows the Fibonacci Spiral, it’s like an infinite point but it’s always the same. So it really challenge ones resolve because eventually you just want to give up because it seems like you cannot get past this, it’s never ending.

It’s important to go through things like that because at the end of the day it is the Design of this Reality – it’s never-ending. And you are trapped in a never-ending spiral of Systems which you call ‘Life’ – but it isn’t. It is just always the same. The only thing that changes is the picture. The whole process of evolution that one is stuck in, have a look: it’s the evolution of the picture, it’s not the evolution of Life in fact. In fact the Human is devolving while all the other beings here on Earth, they’re evolving. The essence being that the picture has become the totality and the only reality which the Human values. And that all feelings virtually are like packaged behind the picture. So the picture even hides the truth about it. Now imagine that those feelings, those energies, those emotions – they are the demonic forces that’s now going to take over the running of the picture, the picture that you believe is you. So in the context of authority, you being just a picture have already given all your authority to the energy, the emotions and the feelings. Therefore, for that to take over your life, does not require any consideration from you or commitment or authority or approval. You have already allowed it, you’ve already created that. You have to face it, there is no way out from it. It is why this world is in the mess that it is – it’s because the Human as such is not a living being, it’s a living picture. And that living picture has abdicated or has become the totality that is you. And all you’re busy doing is grooming that picture, looking for energy. And then storing that energy that you’re trying to create as if that is God, and then now it will become it. But it’s a Demon! Because it is a polarity manifestation – good or bad – doesn’t matter. And then it takes over.

And then the events in your life will be things that you will regret and that you can never repair. So you have a reminder of the dishonesty that you participated in.

So, it is necessary and it cannot be stopped. You are not in a position that can make any difference to that experience. You can though learn how to get out if. Because unless you know how to get out of it, or you have a realisation that get you out of it eventually – you’re gonna go through hell itself.
So from that perspective I suggest that one consider the Desteni I Process and where one can develop a relationship of support that spans a Global Network through which one can then be supported as best as possible. At the end of the day though remember, you remain the one responsible for your life. You remain the one that must become Self-Honest, even in your room when you are alone.

Because it is in your room when you are alone and your mind gossips and judge and speaks and build up images and energies – that is when you are creating your greatest nightmare. May you realise that and stop it before it becomes your life.

Wednesday, 3 December 2014

Day 559: Complete Body Awareness

Continuing from Day 558: Meditation, Understanding and Self-Realisation.

So, I moved on from there into a more ‘physical’ meditation with the actual breathing and movement of myself within the body. Becoming and practicing my total awareness within the physical body. That was a very painful meditation, but I realised that ‘unless I am actually present in all and every cell of my body – I am not the directive principle of my physicality and I am not directed within this physical world. So I used breathing, moving in and out of the body and had much pain in the process, but if one persists, eventually one manages to instantaneously be in an relaxed physical state with a single breath.

Which was the point, was to identify any hidden emotion, any hidden energy, any hidden point that is in control of any part of the physical.

Obviously I developed through time and much practice ‘coercive relationship’ with the physical to indicate to me wherever something is out of place. It took many years to develop which I then cross-referenced and checked on other people’s bodies . And I had to be able to immediately point out the pain, the point without any help from them and without them even knowing that I’m looking so that they as they ‘observer’ cannot influence what it is I am physically experiencing in my body, it must correspond and I will never share with them initially, that I am also having the pain, I will not explain ‘how’. Because I was testing over many years, it was astoundingly effective. One is here as every point, 100% effective. Indicating that one can actually find the Forgiveness necessary, find the Self-Honest Relationship, the Equality Point – meaning – ‘What was the Equation’ and the ‘Relationship’ that created that point, do the Forgiveness and it’ll release. Not only in the person’s body but also in your own body as well. Proving beyond a doubt – Equality and Oneness within the Physical, Here.

I’ve been working with that extensively.

A simple guideline emerged. Whenever I can feel the pain of another, it is my duty, my responsibility to work with the person. If I don’t, it’s their own and they’re ready to handle it themselves. And until they can determine what is a pain that is theirs or another’s, it is always their pain. It is only once you have dealt with your complete integration, physically, that you can actually start to take responsibility for other people. Before that you will use your mind and you will mind-warp other people.

Thursday, 19 June 2014

Day 541: An Exercise in Self-Honesty

Okay - so, Today we are going to talk about an interesting phenomena. And this is especially an exercise for people that participate in the ‘Law of Attraction’, people that have a very strong belief in Love and Fairness, in Equality – to establish if your assessment of your positioning within your current Belief-status, your current Principled-status, your Value-System: whether that Value-System is actually supporting you.

In the arena of Sales and ‘Positive Thinking’ and ‘Law of Attraction’, there is a little exercise which works to establish a balancing-point:
Where you draw a line in the middle of a page and on the one side you write all the positive-attributes and on the other side you write all the negative-attributes.

Now for purposes of our exercise we are going to use a very Controversial-point. We’re going to use Micro-chipping. The question is: Is Micro-chipping beneficial = best for Humanity or...and that means is Micro-chipping Good – or is Micro-chipping Evil?

Now in answering this question, you’re going to establish if you’re really pushing yourself in some Self-Honesty; you’re going to establish whether you are a Self-honest person or whether you are actually being Controlled by Information and Fear; thus you’ll establish whether you are actually interested in a Solution for the World that is actually Best for All of Humanity.

Now let’s start with the negatives of the Micro-chip – we will do some negatives and some positives.

A negative is obviously that it is all about Control. Now – Control is a fascinating thing – because Control, if in the hands of a Few for the purposes of power, would seemingly be a bad thing and that seems throughout History that that has happened; And that the Masses, that means the Many, has somehow always fallen-for the Few being in Control and always had an excuse why ‘they could do nothing about it’.

I mean it has been demonstrated the fact that a single man could control a whole Nation – the Germans specifically – and get them all to stand-together on a single Principle. That means that the German race itself has a better Future possible.

Obviously it’s never seen as such a ‘positive’ message that is behind Hitler - but if one really go and have a look at What he was standing for: He was standing for a Better life for his People.

Now – if one extend that to a Better Life for All, then obviously one must...have to consider all the Control-issues.

Imagine yourself being a Parent and your Child has been abducted or hijacked or has disappeared: the amount of Anguish and Fear that you go-through while you do not know where your Child is.
Now with the Micro-chip – where the technology already exist - where the Micro-chip can be picked-up with the Satellite with a particular-Frequency = it will be simplistic to find your Child because your child simply be picked-up on the Scan.

And, although there is still at this stage some Points where they might be able to ‘hide’ and not be picked-up, the Technology is developing to the stage where that will not even be a feasible point: where for instance all the locations where the Chip will not be able to be transmitting = will be able to be Mapped, and one will have a much smaller search-area to go and find the Child.

That will also obviously serve as a control, which prevents the people that prey-on the Children for their purposes of satisfaction of their desires = will be Stopped or will at least, the very minimum, be Prevented from considering it if they realize what the problem is.

Technology exists which can be incorporated in the Chip to control your Health, meaning that it could actually, through a connection or a measurement of your current Health-status –because if you look at your physical-body: it is a chemical-Construct- so if there are certain chemicals within your Balancing-factors that is out-of-balance, which is then leaving you not in your Optimum Healthy-state: your Chip can signal a central control-room which will then immediately let you know that you require some medical assistance = thus diagnosing a problem long before it occur and preventing the problem - which is the purpose of Health-Care is to prevent problems; not to go to Health-Care once you have a problem.

Therefore the Micro-chip will be extremely effective in assisting you to prevent problems.

- To be continued -

Saturday, 26 April 2014

Day 540: Astrology – Suffering and Belief – Part 3

 

Continuing from the previous blog: Day 539: Astrology – Symbolic Possession – Part 2:

Bernard: In that big ‘great divine plan’ is the absolute abdication of your Personal Directive Principle: your integrity – everything you have abdicate the moment you allow in your perceptual reality any form of abuse.
Darryl: That was the one that was pushed that caused me to question a ‘divine plan’ because I couldn't see a reason or justification of suffering as part of the ‘divine plan.’
Bernard: Obviously, I mean...
Darryl: But if you look at the other people who are still following, it looks like, totally acceptable. It took the form of them saying ‘it’s their choice.’ (People who suffer).

god suffering pain evil

Bernard: You’ll find invariably that the person will only question their reality if their money and their livelihood is threatened, and their home is taken away. If those things are stable, the person will not question their beliefs.

Darryl: Well, this is funny. Because everything was going ‘right’ for me. As soon as I put that doubt in my mind, things started to change, like boom! I lost it all.

Bernard: Yes, because you’re now questioning the system. The system is god and therefore automatically that which supports you is taken away so…

What will now happen for beings in this reality is that their livelihood and their security and their homes will be taken away so that they can realize there’s a problem. So the god system will no longer support you just because you’re god – obviously the deeper your belief, the longer It takes before it crash and the bigger the crash – it’s even in the ‘divine books’ that this is what is going to happen.
Darryl: The Job Experience you were talking about.

Bernard: Yes, but also Revelations. Revelations shows particularly that the events on this Earth are going to be extensive. Now that will be the time where believers will be challenged greatly.

Imagine: as great as your obsession and possession, so great will be your challenge.

Darryl: I would say when the rapture does occur or another question, what was that about? Just a belief of ‘hope’ that I won’t have to experience the fuck up ‘cause I will be…

Bernard: Is basically because if you believe you’re not going to suffer - it’s all done in the name of I mean have a look at some of the reasoning behind the belief
systems - I mean ‘at least I don’t have to suffer, Jesus has suffered for me.’

Darryl: That is insanity. Christianity

Bernard: Yes I mean so it’s all fear of suffering. Yet if you look at Revelations is clearly stated that everyone is going to suffer extensively –

Darryl: ‘Oh! except god’s chosen who believed.’

Bernard: Oh, no. if you really look at it, they were also going to suffer extensively. So you’re really like fucked in every way because you have no way out

Darryl: And Satan’s given a thousand years..

Bernard: Yes, I mean take one day of suffering and starvation – and then extend that to a thousand years, you wouldn’t tell me that you still fucking believe in god, come on!

Some Self Honesty is necessary, isn’t it?

Tuesday, 10 September 2013

Day 495: Masturbation and the Law of Attraction – Money Transfers - Part 3

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 494: Masturbation and the Law of Attraction – Energy Transfers – Part 2:
So in that game that was played energetically using masturbation, imagination, feeling - in that particular game the woman wins. In another game that´s going on -and remember all of these games are going on all at the same time all over the world - the male wins. “

law of attraction secret money bernardpoolman desteni Let´s take another example: a group of girls, they are quite young, six, seven, eight years old, they are playing, innocently, they are exploring themselves, and they start to masturbate together. They have great fun doing it. And in that great fun of masturbating, they are having most divine experiences. Then suddenly, they were caught out by their parents. And a big council ensued where they were told how bad it is what they were doing. So, into a little box called suppression -somewhere inside, in the depths of one´s being- that little experience is buried. Not away. It´s waiting. Much later, the women is in their later years, and as they explore life, they just can´t meet the same fun experience with a male. And suddenly one day meet it with a female. And what will that woman do? She will go with the female relationship. It was imagined, it was felt and it was prepared -during childhood, using the law of attraction: placing the energies in play, and all that now happens within the Unified Oneness Field, where we all are together, is the energy points must meet.

Now, let´s take this particular- or let´s take the whole energy concept also to the point where it is now done in relationship to -for instance- lots of money. Everybody wish to be rich, dream about riches. But by now you must´ve realized a fascinating thing: if you look what is happening in the world, there is a limited supply of money. And governments are in such trouble because the banks are folding that they are starting to print money -which means obviously that your money is worthless -because it´s got nothing to back it up, it´s just a piece of paper like a newspaper that is being printed. But there is not enough money. But that´s a proven fact -look at the news, look at the markets, there is not enough money. Obviously there is a big flaw in the system, but we are not discussing the flaw at the moment -we´re just looking at the principle and the fact that´s already proven.

So now more and more people in the world want more money and they are using ‘The Secret’ to imagine themselves with various riches. And you know what? They get the money because they focus on the point. Again they don´t look at the consequential outflow of what they are doing. That means, if you work with energy and you take from one point -it comes from somewhere. So if you take money, it comes from somewhere. Within a world system that is not understood in terms of how it actually works and how the wealth of -for instance- the western countries was built: at the lack of for instance the countries in Africa, that that wealth in itself was actually an act of stealing. So now wishing to have (money) while another won´t have -so that you have (money) while there is not enough within the system- means what: you are actually busy stealing, exactly as you are stealing energy when you are masturbating. Because really your experience of masturbation won´t happen the way it happens unless you have your point of feeling, or your picture, or your imagined person that you are having that particular sexual experience with. It won´t happen.

That´s why we specifically suggest self-honesty, because without self-honesty, one will not be willing to consider the consequences of these experiences. You will not be willing to consider: But why are there some in the world with money -and others in the world that´s starving? The person with money must investigate themselves self-honestly. Do they have money because of their place of birth, because of their parents, because of their upbringing -because of their particular social structure? So, the fact that they have money is not even their own design. That´s a matter of birth. Those with no money is also a matter of birth. This inequality has taken the world now closer and closer to a brink of total destruction. Because more and more understand one thing -and you can imagine that for yourself: as more and more people are without the basic needs to survive, the human being will turn into a survival instinct being. What will the human do? What will you do for your children if you don´t have food? Would you steal? You will steal. Will you sell your body for money? You will sell your body for money -you will do whatever it takes to feed your children. We are busy creating a society which is going to have consequences for us for some time to come.

Friday, 6 September 2013

Day 492: God and Ascension: Closing the 4th Dimension – Part 5

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 491: God and Ascension: Glorified Personas – Part 4: While – you are pissed off with all the Elites and all the rich that has got everything. What do they really have? What are you pissed off with them about? They have everything of the physical. They control the physical resources, they control the best spaces of Money, they control time and space – within the physical. And you are the slave. Who’s allowing it? You’re allowing it. I mean, you are not willing to consider that the delusion exists as you within the reflection you have created of yourself as personality, as persona, as belief. And you are not willing to give that up and get back to the physical reality and sort out what is Here.”
bernardpoolman marlen vargas del razo writing mind shut down 4th dimension So, obviously these wonderfully clever beings that realized they could control the Physical for their own benefit, so that they can live in abundance, having the best while everybody else suffer – had an interesting problem. Because they did not have the intelligence – to actually keep such a design effective. When I’m talking about ‘intelligence’, I’m talking about ‘the Capacity to see the Whole within all the programs that exist.’ That was always handled by ‘God’. So they have a very special relationship with ‘God’.

Now this ‘God’ obviously was the ‘God’ that created everything – the ‘I AM’. ‘He’ created it by the Input he placed In. Therefore – ‘he’ had to control ‘his’ existence so that nobody question it. That point was removed. So now this Reality is busy collapsing into chaos. Money, space, time, as it exist as the mind is in every moment collapsing more and more. It’s like a madness that will hit the world in every way; from money, to sexuality, to co-existence, to family, to culture –everyone within themselves will lose control over their minds, because it is no longer possible to keep it within programmed ‘pockets’ that was controlled through a magnetic grid that existed and kept everything stable. That magnetic grid is no more. All that remains is delusion.
The ‘ascended ones’ on this earth are going to see their asses, unless they send this bullshit away forever and stop the mind –which is really having to stop you, as the mind.

The tools are Simplicity:
Practical Self-Honesty within what is going on in this physical reality.
Practical Common Sense with what is best for all that is in this physical reality.
Self-Forgiveness by actually practically giving away, stopping, ending that which is your 4th dimension, that which is your thoughts, that which is your mind – that’s where you perceive you have ‘free will’. You do not have free will. If you had free will in the physical – you would not have died, you would not have been subject to space and time. You are subject to space and time. ‘Freewill’ is a delusion that exist as the mind.

Have a look, in your mind –you cannot even agree with another about what ‘Freewill’ is. You believe you have the ‘unique gift from God’ to be able to make up your ‘own mind’. Obviously you can make-up your own mind: it’s not real. It’s just a make-up. You are making it up as you go along.

Ascension is not real – but it is real from the perspective that you fuck yourself forever. Then you have to be born back in this reality and have the parents you created. Isn’t that fun!

There is nothing that can be done about what is to come. What is to come will challenge the Physical-Reality, your Space and Time – until Space, Time and Self is Purified Equally as Life. Everything, single thing that controlled it – that held it within a construct of delusion- was removed. It’s really no big thing. It was inevitable. They knew it was possible to happen and attempted to control it forever… They Failed.

Now, the support we are offering is simply in Self-REAL-lization. So that you can Realize for yourself; what is Real and that the Mind and Ascension and all of that – is not Real. What is Real is You in Space and Time and everything else that is Here with You in Space and Time. You have to be One and Equal Here, as that which is Real, that which is from the Earth, the Touchable -that’s Real. And STOP all Dishonesty.

Friday, 30 August 2013

Day 487: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 5

This blog is a continuation and conclusion to:
Day 483: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 1
Day 484: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 2
Day 485: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 3
Day 486: The End of Self-Awareness – Part 4

Equality-is-our-Desteni self awareness bernardpoolman Darryl: I would say that people really...I caught myself existing through my point of view, my perspective and then acting that out...you know, I don’t believe in Politics, ‘cause Politics is crap – so, I don’t participate.

You’re going to have to participate in everything, because you cannot direct anything that is separate from you. You have to take responsibility for everything that is here: The Money-System, the Political-System, the War-System, the Education-System –

You have to stand up within it, as it, direct it. Make sure that the starting-point of it becomes Life-Awareness; Not self-awareness, not programmed-reality – but actuality of Life in Expression.

Considering, considering all expressions as a starting-point within it as Life:
Animal, plant, everything will have to be considered – Equal and One.
Otherwise Life will not give you access to what is Really Here.

Remember that the here that is here is ‘the here Consciousness’. It is ‘the here’ of the programmed-reality. You first have to stand equal as it in self-honesty to be able to let it go. It will not just go away because you stop.

You have to stop you as what you have become as an entity called ‘consciousness’. Because consciousness is where you have created you within a system, it’s a reflection of yourself.

The world is a reflection of what is going on inside each human being as who you believe yourself to be. None of it is real – all of it will END.

This is not ‘bad’ that it’s ending. It does not require fear. It is simply the END of our ILLUSION, our delusion as an idea, which is called ‘self-awareness’, which is called ‘consciousness’.

Here, Common Sense is required, to consider the simplicity of the Principle: That Life is Equally in Everything. And therefore – Life is One.
And that all and everything we do, must have that as the starting-point Principle.

If that is the Principle that each one is Living by, our reality, everything we’ve ever done: Change.

In doing that, Consciousness will disappear. Our reality as it exist now will change and Life will give us Access to what Life really is: We have no idea what is possible.

And we will not be shown, unless we are proven to be expressing Life Self-Honestly as every breath Here, in consideration of all Life, equally, everywhere, in all of existence, Heaven and Earth.

Therefore Heaven, is now, on Earth. In actuality, within Consciousness, trapped equally, as every human is trapped. To consider this singular point:
What is Life Equally?
And why am I abusing myself, as each other?

Understand, because Life is Equal within each being – you are me as I am you. We are responsible for each other.
That responsibility must be recognized.

You cannot allow one to die in a War, or in famine, or in a system just because they have not adhered to the rules of Consciousness, or the rules of self-interest and self-awareness. You have to stop that as well, because it is you doing it, there is no excuse...

And accordingly, HELL is Here.

What is Hell?
Hell is those points that we have allowed to become real from our experience-perspective, because we have denied the Principle that Life is Equal within All.

We have abused Oneness in the name of Consciousness, and in the name of ‘success’, and in the name of our ‘self-awareness’, our greater ‘ascending-self’. Where the fuck are you going to send your ass to?

Wherever you are going to go, you are going to face one thing: You have denied the realisation, the Principle that Life is equal within all, and you have denied yourself from standing up, and standing up as Life for Everyone.

There is NO EXCUSE.

I suggest, that one consider, forgiving yourself for every single point where you have denied yourself the insight, the realisation, the common sense that Life is Equal within everyone.

For that, Forgiveness is a tool, because in that you give yourself freedom from your delusion.

Only you are responsible for yourself.

Within that, you can test yourself in your actions that you are self-honest and that you are actually, recognizing Life Equally in Everything, in every single breath.
That is the point of Self-Honesty.
That requires Common-Sense, I mean:

‘Am I willing to exist as every single form, equally in expression as Life? No matter where it exist. Am I willing to be the slaughter-animal that is kept in a factory-farm. Am I willing to recognize myself equally as that expression as Life? Is that who I am?

Am I willing to accept that as my expression as Life?
Or do I stop, this abuse, of myself in other forms?

Do we know where it will take us? Obviously not! We’ve never walked this path, otherwise we wouldn’t have been where we are now.
That’s Common Sense.

So therefore, we, one must, develop Common Sense and walk the Path of Hell; the Hell of what we have already created. It’s not going to go away, we’re going to have to stop it as ourselves, equal and one as Life.

There is no other way. There is no way but to face what we have allowed.

So that we may remember, for eternity, what it means to deny Life.

And in the depth of our pain and despair, as Hell emerges, let’s remember: We did this to ourselves.

And unless we stand in every breath, Equally as Life, for all, on behalf of those that cannot stand for themselves yet, until they can stand...if we don’t do that, we will simply never be real.

Everything we will ever do, will not be real. Our self-awareness will simply disappear at death.

This is self-realisation:
To realise what it is to be real as Life, Equally within All as One.
This is Equality and Oneness. This is the Destiny of the Universe.

This is the end of money as we know it, it’s the end of education as we know it, it’s the end of government as we know it, it’s the end of war, the end of religion, the end of domination, the end of manipulation, the end of abuse...

...because all of that was done in our self-awareness as our attempt to control each other and protect each other from each other.
But none of that is even real, because none of that is based in Life.

All of that is based in programmed-realities, based on ideas and concepts of personality.
All of that, cannot even transcend death. It is useless.

I think that’s sufficient for now.

Darryl: Okay, brilliant.