Day 468: Relationship-Agreements and the Cutting-Edge of Time

Now most people live within the premise that Relationships and Love ‘Happens to you’ and when it ‘Happens to you’ and ‘the Feeling is Right’ then it Must be Right and then, you use the Feeling to Change your Behavior to Ensure that at least for a little while, your Relationship Works. But as the Divorce rate and the Break-up rate shows, this Feeling called ‘Love’ can Hardly be Trustworthy because If it were True, it would Stand the Test of Time and it is Not Standing the Test of Time at All.

Now within the Correct Approach to Relationship-Agreements, one must Walk the Cutting-Edge of Time and within that you have to realize that a Relationship-Agreement is Two People Agreeing to Be Together for the Benefiting of Both, finding out each other’s Strengths, Placing this together so that the Relationship becomes 1+1=2 and not 1+1=1 which is the ‘Love-Relationship’ thing. Because then Both are lost within a Feeling and there is no Practical Reality and you are Not in fact becoming Two or more in My name Together and the ‘In My Name’ is obviously the Name of Life, you are becoming just a name of ‘Love,’ of Feeling – Nothing more than the Sweetness of the Lollipop or the Sugar Pills your Mother gave you when they tried to Control you to Do What they Want you to Do. And the System is doing Exactly the Same.

So with the Cutting-Edge of Time within the Relationship-Agreements, the point is to Do an In Fact Data Assessment of Strengths and Weaknesses, then to do a Data Assessment of your Vocabulary so that you can have a Look that you are Agreeing on the Meaning of Words, because the Meaning of Words will give the Meaning of Life so you have to sit and Get to Know Each Other and so Develop your Agreement. It is best not to Start with the Physical Relationship first, That will in a way Screw things up, you Start with your Agreement Terms. Agreement Terms are a Contract, the Contract is How you are Working Together within the Terminology. The Terminology are the Words, Agreeing what it is that you’re going to Live Together as One Unit but you are Two People. So the Oneness is within the Agreement – not because ‘You become One,’ you can’t even Become One during Sex, you just have a Merging of your Potential Futures as Children and also within the context of the support of Assisting the Physical to Release Unnecessary Build-up of Energy that will Influence your Vocabulary and the way you Live. So, Sexuality is a Relationship Maintenance Program, it assists with Maintaining Balance. If you don’t have that Effectively in an Agreement and you don’t have an Alternative outlet for the Build-up of Energy obviously the Relationship will be in Trouble.

So within Relationship-Agreements understand the Vital Nature of Agreeing to the Foundation Structure of your Agreement -- and there you have to Look at the Words you Live and you have to Look at the Thoughts that Arise -- because you would have through the years of your Masturbation Secret Life, you would have created All kinds of Feelings and Terminologies in terms of What You Want within an Agreement. The fact that that obviously is All Staged – because that is what Pornography is, it is Staged – and Not True in Real Life seems to Escape all those that become Addicted to Masturbation. Being Addicted to Masturbation is the Same Addiction as Pornography, the only difference is that you have the Pornography in Your Mind Now, You are now Your Own Hustler and Playboy Magazine, you Carry it around in your Head, you Use it as you Need it and you’ll notice a fascinating thing as you Progress with your Pornography magazine in your Mind, your Masturbation: you will need more and more Bizarre Stimulus to Reach Satisfaction because the Satisfaction will Just Not be Enough, the Release will Just Not be Enough. And that is How People End up becoming Pedophiles for instance, they start with Normal Pornography, Masturbation and then Progress eventually to Children because they’re looking at the Secrecy Part, the Challenge Part, the Satisfaction Part which is Based on the Secret Mind and where the Energy Intensity Grows with the Possibility of Getting ‘Caught out.’ Now this happens and is taught already by the Parent, because the Parent put down the Roles and Rules of Engagement for the Child with Threats about ‘What will Happen if you are Caught.’ The Child then will Do something, there will be an Increase in Energy, Anxiety about Getting Caught – by the time the Event Happens the Parent will Do Nothing and will even Laugh about it because they’ll say: “I did the same.” The Child will become even more Invigorated by the Fact that they Got Away with it and that the Energy they Experienced will now start ‘Feeling Good’. So the Anxiety will Become a Good Energy and will Change a name –but the Energy will be the Same – it will become Excitement. And now the Secrecy Point will change Anxiety into Excitement and the Negativity of that Point would have been Transformed by the Parent into a Positive Image and the Child will End up Using that in some cases, and this is Not all Cases in their Existence to become Sexually Deviant.

Obviously Other Deviances will Develop as well, they are all a Matter of Progression. The more a person is Isolated from society, the Less Interaction a Person has through Friendship and/or Agreements = the Greater the Relationship that will be Formed with the Energetic Possession Principles that are specially surrounding Masturbation and therefore, the Person will turn into a Sex Pervert. The Perversion that takes place is all taking place in the Mind and inevitably through the Repetition of it, the person Brainwash themselves Into a Pervert and then become the Physical Living Expression of the Perversion. And this is something that Should be Diagnosed and Prevented at an Early age already, it should be part of the Education Process of School so that one can Prevent these things from Happening, but Not even the Psychologists yet Understand the Exact Nature of How this Develops, because they are Not Able to Assess what is Really going on in the Mind or How the Mind Actually Functions, they’re only dealing with the End Result – Not with the Mechanism, it’s Not Real Science – You see Psychology is Not Real Science! It is just Real Bullshit, it is so much so Bullshit that it’s just an Extension of Spirituality, there are Few Psychologists in the world that are Truly Dedicated to the Principle of prevention, which is the very Principle it should be Based on which is also what the Principle of Medicine should be based on, not to treat Symptomatic, but to Treat as Prevention. Doing that obviously is only possible when the Profit Motive is Removed from our Health Care Industry; as long as the Profit Motive exists= then there is No Possibility of Prevention, the Whole Point will be Driven to Symptom where Symptom = Profit.

And therefore we cannot trust our Health Care system, we cannot Trust our Nutritional System, we cannot trust our Psychology System, they are all Symptomatic Based, they are like Taste-based and at the End the Taste is in the Profit unfortunately and because professions which are Involved in Health Care have become Highly Paid, it’s become really Profitable to Be this. This requires Urgent Addressing as the situation will Spiral more and more Out of Control. Read the News – Go Back 10 years, Read the News – Go Back Another 10 years – Read the News and you’re going to See what are the New Events that are taking place on Earth, how are they Accumulating, what are the Causes and you will notice that tells you the Level and the Process of Evolution as we are forever losing to the fact that we don’t understand How things Really actually Work.

So within one’s Agreements understand one of the most Difficult points you’re going to Face in being able to go into a Proper Relationships-Agreements are the things you have Done while you were Masturbating. You have created your Dysfunction within a Relationship and eventually within Marriage through Masturbation and your Disrespect for Other People because of the Masturbation point. You Need to Correct that, You need to Write it out and then Live according to the writing. You have to Fundamentally Change Yourself – we have already, as we are supporting Many people within Relationship issues, been in Multiple Situations where we had to Support Young People with Erectile Dysfunction, Young People with Sexual Problems within their Relationships – All of it caused by their Masturbation History, by the Addiction that they have Developed, by the fact that they have Developed an Image and Likeness of their Future Sexual Life based on Pornography and that they have Copied a Complete Publishing House in the mind where they Produce the Pornography according to What they Need to Reach Satisfaction during Masturbation. And now your Partner has got to Step into that Position in your life – your Future Partner – and suddenly Become your Whore that Satisfies your Pornographic Addiction: That’s Not going to Happen! It is Not Real in the Physical! It is Staged! You want to have a Proper Relationships-Agreement = You have to Stop your Pornography in your Mind and you have to Stop Masturbation.

Masturbation is Effective Within the Agreement where you are Doing things Together as a Team, you’re Doing it WITH Each Other and FOR Each Other, a Team Marriage, a Marriage is a Team, an Agreement is a Team – it Makes you Both Better because You are a Human that is Limited in the Physical World, you Can Never be the Best Alone, the Best is Only Possible in a Team. That’s why the Best World is the Team Human, All Humans Working together to Produce what’s Best, that’s the only way that we can have the Best World, it’s a Team – Working Together Creates Strength.

So, Few at this stage will have the Self-Honesty and the Discipline yet to Actually Create Proper Relationship Agreements, it takes Massive Effort to Build an Effective Solution. We have Agreement Courses to Assist you, they Work on the Principle of Self-Honesty, You Pay what You Can Afford and if you Cannot Afford to Pay: you are Sponsored. There is only One Condition, the Condition is to your Benefit is that you Write Daily, because in Writing Daily you are able to Walk the Cutting-Edge of Time, the Cutting-Edge of Breath and you can have a look at Where you are Not yet Disciplined and Principled Enough and Do Not have Enough Integrity yet to Walk the Words you are Writing and that way you can Learn what’s the Difference between Change and Energetic Release, they are Not the same thing.

Energetic Release is what is being Proposed by the New Age Fraternity because it’s similar to Psychology: it gives you a Quick Solution, it’s like Masturbation, it Releases the Energy but it Doesn’t Change you. So for a moment you ‘Feel Better’ and then you say “I’ve Changed because I Feel Better, I am Experiencing it!” But it’s Not True because You are Not Consistently the Same Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow in Your Change, you haven’t Really changed. Change is a Permanent Condition, while Energetic Release is a Temporary Solution, is a Temporary Relationship, it’s the Relationship with your Current Publicized Desire.

Correct Relationships will Take Great Effort, it takes Dedication, it takes Commitment, it takes Discipline, Respect… All the Words that you Truly would Like to Live – that is Part of a proper Relationship-Agreement.

So, if You are Ready for that Type of Life, a Life that is Extraordinary, a Life of Integrity, a Life that Brings Harmony, a Life without Anxiety, a Life Free from Fear, a Life Complete, Wholesome and Fulfilled, a Life that will be the Practical Version of Love for Real, then you Join Desteni because You Understand Your Desteni is something that you are Responsible for and you are Taking Responsibility for your Desteni. If you are Not Ready for that and you Just want to Continue with your Self-Interest and Addiction: by all means, the Consequence is Certain and eventually You will Face it. Make your Decisions: You Determine Your Life, that’s the Point of Free Choice. Freedom? That’s a complete different story, that Doesn’t Exist yet because the Humans are Not yet Able to Make a Free Choice that will Ensure the Freedom of Everyone, because Unless that is Equal, obviously: Your Choice is Not Really Free.

Day 445: The Universal Mind

There has been Talk throughout Time with Great Reverence of the Universal Mind and for Those that got Annoyed with Religion and the Followers of God, normally would Move to the Next form of Religion which is the Universal Mind, which then again also moves as ‘spirit’ and Acts like God.

Obviously the Functioning of the Universal Mind seems to Escape all Believers because instead of understanding How it Functions and realizing that it is Just a System – as like your Total Existence is based on a System – there is some Greater Power given to this, which Apparently is Evidenced in the Few Moments you may Benefit from the System. But in fact the Universal Mind is nothing but a Giant Casino and it works in exactly the Same Principles as the Casino, it is the same way the Law of Attraction functions, it’s the same way Prayer functions, it’s the same way our Current Money System functions. It is a Giant Casino where Less than One Percent end up being Lucky; or let’s put it in another way, less than 1% of the time after All the Input of your Coins, your Cooperation, your Coincidences – that’s why the word ‘Coin’ is in ‘Coincidence’ – you have to Put in Coins and if you Put in Enough Coins, you’ll eventually have some Payout, you have some Result and your Happiness fascinatingly enough is Dependent on these Jackpots.

Now the Reason for the System Existing This Way is because Due to the Lack of Understanding of How things really Work, there were Those that could Manage to ‘Hijack Life’ for a moment, it Had to be Allowed because it was Time for Everyone to Learn How Life really Functions. And one only ends up Valuing something if you are Taken to the point of Complete Helplessness and Powerlessness where you are Stuck in a System and you have to keep on Feeding it, endlessly just to have the ‘Odd Jackpot’. And because the Basic Principle that brings an End to this Casino-Style Existence would be to Mind What You Do and in Minding What You Do is to Realize that: If you Change the Equation – that currently functions like a Casino-Equation – to Give as You would Like to Receive, then Everyone has got a form of Jackpot All the Time and obviously it’s limited by Resources, and it’s limited by Labor and it is Limited by Time, but it is Sufficient to have a Life of Harmony, Balance and Equilibrium.

But our Philosophers and Those that have Claimed to be teachers have instead, when they had some Jackpots and especially nowadays it’s Happening a Lot, you’ll have people that had a Jackpot, they had an Idea and the Idea Paid-off. Then they become Spiritual and they Start to Revere the Universal Mind and they Praise the Universal Mind As If their Jackpot was acquired through some ‘Benevolent Force,’ while the Truth is really that they had to Cheat, Lie, Misdirect The Point and that they have gone through Conflict and all kinds of Bad Evil things to Acquire this Jackpot, but there is No Self-Honesty. All there is, is telling everybody about the Magnificence of that which Gave this Jackpot to them.

That is why Nobody following Those rules end up with a Jackpot – but Those that Follows the Rules of Evil = They get the Jackpots and that’s Why: Evil Always Wins. Because Those that follow the Rules of Evil, are Following the Real Rules of the Casino, the Real Rules of the Universal Mind which are in fact Evil. The Only ones that can Change the System are the Human Beings Themselves by Cooperating as One group, changing the Nature of what exists as a random casino to a Directed Principled Existence where each one Gives according to what They would Like to Receive and each one Allows each other a Win-Win Scenario. In a Win-Win Scenario obviously a Casino Cannot Exist, the Universal Mind becomes irrelevant, God becomes Irrelevant, Spirituality becomes Irrelevant because it is about Your Own Spirit then – not some ‘Greater Spirit’ – You are the Great Spirit Being, You are that which is Universal and because Your actions of Giving as You would Like to Receive are Affecting Everyone else Universally, so you have Become That which Defines in your Desires ‘The Universe.’ But strange enough, in your own Secret mind, in your Silence where you are Competing for a Jackpot you will do Whatever it Takes, all types of Evil and then you’ll Lie about that as well. No One has ever Achieved a Jackpot or Wealth in this world Without having to Become Evil. But Everyone – once they have the Wealth, once they have the Jackpot – Will Praise some Made-up Benevolent Force and then they get the Majority to Believe this Bullshit. And this Dishonesty then obviously Causes what We have in the World today and what we’ve had in the world throughout History, Complete Inequality because Those that’s Got it All, They used Evil to get it, they Used the Dark Forces, they are the Dark Magicians and everybody else wants to be ‘the Light, the Magic and the White Magicians’ and Those that Do Not Follow the Rules of Creation on a Universal Mind within a Casino by following the Rules of Evil: They Simply Never Get the Jackpot.
So you have truly been Hijacked by Evil: the Evil of the Light. It’s the same as a Moth that’s been Hijacked by the Light, it continues going to the Light, Ignoring the Evidence that Going to the Light inevitably is going to Wear you out and you’re going to End up Dying and that it’s Getting you Nowhere: the Moth keeps on Going to the Light. That’s what the Lightworkers do, they create this Energy inevitably to Repeat themselves over and over and over again ‘Going to the Light’/ ‘Being the Light’ Trying to Attract Others to the Light… but only Those that are Evil within Themselves Actually will Make Money – but They will Never Tell you the Truth, they will Never Tell you what they Really Had to Do to Get the Money, to Get the wealth, to Get the superiority – they will Only Tell You the Lie so that you can think they were “Wonderful People! They Must be Good because Look at what they have!” Yes they Only Have it because They Played by Different Rules, they Played by the Rules of Evil, the Rules that Deliberately Harms others.

This is why it is Necessary that We Must Realize the Only Way to Bring about a Better World is to Stop what we’re doing and to Place a System into play that is Based on Principles and Mathematical Equations that Produces a Result that is Best for All within which We Embody the Principle of Giving as You would Like to Receive, placing this into Action and Making sure our Leaders Do Not Lie, Making sure that Those that Now have Wealth Do Not Become our Leaders because they will Not Tell you the Truth, they will Not Tell you How they Acquired the Money, they will Not give you the True history of things because: Even They Feel Bad about What They Had to Do.
And obviously they Don’t Want you to Know How to Acquire it because If you Become Evil = You will Compete for the Same Resources and you may Just Win, and then they got Nothing and they are in Your Position – they Don’t want to be in Your Position, they want to Keep you in Yours, Dear Slave, and they’re going to Make sure They Do. And all they have to Do is Control what’s Going on Inside your Mind, Control the Information, Control the Universal Mind; Publish the Books that Ensure that the Truth Does Not Come Out.

Study Desteni so that you can Learn All about The Truth, so that You can Learn What it Will Take to Bring about a New World. Make sure that You Get the Evidence the World Presents to you Every Day, and if you Already Have Money Know one thing: We know How You Got Your Money, We Know How You Got Your Wealth, None of it was Ever Benevolent, it’s Always just been Evil and there is One Benefit about Being on Earth: You Can’t Take Shit with you When you Die. And once you’re Dead, You Will Face your Consequences, there is No Way Out. You Cannot Buy your Redemption.

Day 406: Relationship Paranoia Guidelines

When you are dissecting your Relationship Paranoia in writing, here are the points to consider to be placed within the map, where you are mapping your Mind Consciousness System to find the Entity / Personality / Desire that you have as an Energetic Consciousness that places certain conditions on your ideas of Relationship, how you want it to feel like and what you want it to be like. Now obviously, when Relationships are created based on the Mind Consciousness System Entities relating: one ends up with Relationships that are not effective within this Physical world. Unfortunately, money plays a very big role in making it possible for people to be in Relationships that are Energy Based and that are not Physical / Real.

So, Relationship is about being the Living Flesh, the Living Word - and not the Energy Word, which results from accumulated Memories integrated into the Flesh that forms Associations and Relationships with other Memories to Creates Entities, which results in Visions that one see as your Intuition and your Personal Ideology as an Energy story - through which you want to then find your ‘One’, The One that is going to make you feel ‘Special’. For that you have created within yourself a very Special Feeling that you believe that: if you have that Feeling, you have found ‘The One’. That is why you will go around trying to meet people, as many as possible, trying to find ‘The One’.

Obviously, all part of (for lack of a better word) a Massive Continuous Paranoid Mind Fuck - because the repeating Thoughts and Feelings within your Mind are that which starts to eventually specify itself to become part of the Flesh and you end up believing it’s Real, because you are ‘experiencing something’.

To start with the Relationship Paranoia Correction and to Stop it:

You have to look at your Recurring Thoughts about Relationship, People and about Sex. You write them down, because you are going to walk them one by one.

Then you have to have a look at where the Thoughts comes from, that means the Origin of the Memory or Memories - how many of these Memories are together and they form Relationships that will form Symbols and these Symbols will be symbolized by your likes and dislikes of for instances Celebrities, Body Shapes, Eye Color, Hair Color - all kinds of things would be specified according to how your Memory responded to particular Pictures that you saw.

Remember: all the people you have seen/are seeing in your Life (because you are at this stage just a Mind Consciousness Entity), exist within you as Pictures - they are not existing as Real People. That’s why it’s so easy to drive half the World into Starvation, because none of the people within your Mind Memory Structure are real as far as you are concerned, because they are only real to the Mind Consciousness Entity if you have some Benefit from it, if there is Self Interest. Therefore, all the people you’ll have in your Life - will always be related to your Entity’s Self Interest as far as what you can get, Not as far as what you can Give - and you will Only Give, because you know by Giving, you will be Getting.

So, the whole way it should be - is Reversed, very cleverly, by the Entity which you call Personality or Character. This causes one to make Grave Mistakes when you are looking at Relationships, because you are looking at the Graven Image, which is the Image of the Little Message that will be on your Grave one day, “here rests a wonderful person”. And that will be the total extent of your life, because the very wonderful person dies as the Graven Image at Death, because it was just an Energetic Entity that was subject to the Physical Body - existing like a Parasite, Harvesting Energy the whole time through an elaborate Mechanism of Memory, Associations, Personalities, Interactions and Memory Activations…it is an extensive story. It’s best that you start with Desteni I Process LITE as soon as possible if you Ever want to be Free from these Entities, these Parasites that you have been given through Generations of Parenting and is the Sins that has been visited upon the Fathers up to the Seventh Generation.

So, you have an extensive amount of stuff to sort out and with Desteni I Process LITE you will have a buddy, because you can’t do it Alone. You see, you’re not an Individual - an Individual is a Living Organism that functions as the Living Word as Jesus said; while you are just a Mind Consciousness Entity and you are subject to the Physical Body and to everybody else – you’re not an Individual, you are Not Functioning as a Reasonable Being. If you were a Reasonable Being - you would look after the World and you would Not allow the Extermination of all the Animals so that you can have beautiful houses and stuff, so that you can have relationships, marry, have sex, have children and then teach them to do the same that you’ve been doing. Because then you Feel Better about Yourself, because “Look, God sent me these children and they are just like me, I had nothing to do with it, I didn’t create them”…really? You have Created them as a Product of your Relationships. Understanding these Relationships - you have to Dissect them and you have to take apart each point, piece by piece. To look at how to walk this Process - is to use the Problem, Solution, Reward Writing System. You will see with Marlen and various of the Journey to Life writers; where you identify the Thought, you write out (obviously first after you have mapped it all on paper), you write out the Relationships, Associations, the Energies, the Memories, the Negatives and the Positives, what it resulted in, the Exact Nature of the Thought, the Feeling, the Emotion. Then you Deconstruct it and you bring it to a Point where you must, if you want to have a Proper Relationship: be the Physical Flesh as Self, without Thought, Feeling and Emotion, but as a LIVING BEING in a Relationship with another LIVING BEING. That BEINGness is complete in every way - where you Speak and Live and have your Being Express/Live through and as the Flesh, so that you are able to in fact be Intimate with another Person in and as PHYSICAL equality and oneness. That obviously takes Sex to a whole New Dimension that you cannot even begin to Imagine, because Orgasm for instance becomes the total Physical Flesh in every way. And it’s Not based on the Other Person, it is based on your Expression, your Intimacy, the Appreciation of Each Other - it is an Amazing thing that actually Exists. But, Not yet - because in the Mind Consciousness System there is a Battle going on and this Battle is a Battle of Energy. Therefore, you are always looking through the Secret Mind for your Great Answer to the Greatest Secret you carry within You: your Secret Person that’s going to make you One. Therefore, you are a secret admirer of many - from celebrities, to people that you know, to the neighbors wife, it doesn’t matter: You’re a Secret Admirer, because you are searching to Fulfill your Secret. Your Secret is that you Desire Happiness, but you don’t know how it Functions and how to put it together. Yes, because Nobody ever actually Taught you, especially not when it was Suppose to happen in the First Seven Years of your life (and then the Next Seven Years and the next seven years), the first twenty one years of your Life is critical in Who you will Be - it’s very difficult after those twenty one years to change your life, it’s actually very difficult to change your life after the first seven years.

So, the Journey to Life is a Process through which one can actually find the Freedom, Fulfillment and Happiness that you so dearly Desire - But your Mind Consciousness Entity, your Personality-Character-Energetic-Consciousness- thingy: stands No Chance to ever achieve this. Join Us - and those of you who take on Relationship Paranoia: you have an interesting Journey, because there are Multiple Dimensions that should be walked. If you are a Destonian, you want your Partner to Walk the Relationship Paranoia – so that you can get your Relationship to a Physical Oneness and Equality, a True Appreciation of Life. It must be done in writing openly, so that one can clearly see the Process, so that Trust can be Established; because the Mind is a Secret Place and Secrets always Lead to Dishonesty as our Wonderful Governments, Corporations and Consumer Systems Proves: Secrets lead to Harm.  We do Not want Harm, we want Harmony - not with Money, so - not Harm-Money, we want Harmony. Equal Money is the answer to that; because then there will be Harmony.

You desire more Money – it’s just another way where you are utilizing an External Power to Control others so that you can have your Possible Dream Relationship. And this Dream Never comes true, not through the Mind, not through the Entity which you have cultivated as consciousness.

So, the bulb of Enlightenment is fusing and it is part of the old conspiracy, which is the Light Bulb Conspiracy. That is why you will find you will be moving from light bulb to light bulb looking for Enlightenment, a Relationship that you can have this wonderful something that will bring about your twin flame, your special twin spark, your soul mate. And then, if that is so True: Self Honesty would dictate - the moment you find your soul mate, that it should function Physically Properly - you would not need to Compromise in any way, because you are both the Living Word One and Equal. If that is not so - what do you know: the expiry date of the light bulb happened and your Enlightenment wasn’t Real. Your Enlightenment / ‘Real Enlightenment’ would Enlighten the World and bring about an understanding of how to Live as the Living Word in this World - that is what Jesus came to Present and you have Not considered the Message.

Join Us, because this is the Journey that will take you to Life, if you Dare - or to Death, if you don’t Dare.

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Day 316: Sensitive Souls - How to Face Success

(Context: Question and Perspective Process of an Individual Facing difficulties with regards to doing Sales – door-to-door Sales, and within the Perspective understanding the reactions/Mind-responses that one may Face with facing oneself in doing door-to-door Sales and the multi-dimensional Personality/Character layers/acceptances/allowances that can unnecessarily limit oneself in New Ventures within one’s life experience- specifically if you are of a Sensitive Nature, with an Artist’s Mind.)

Perspective:

In your Personality Development, you Developed a very particular Protection System against Pain and Hurt - and essentially, against Failure. This is like Multiple Firewalls where you will find, that: every time you Transcend a point and you get to a next point - you will Experience extreme Physical Resistance.

In essence, the problem is that: in your Development (this is since Childhood) you have seen Failure around you, as well as the point of being Passive, thus - rather 'Lose' than 'Go for it'; you will rather hold back and justify Why - at a seeming ‘very Intellectual Level’. The same Pattern will occur over and over in all facets of your life – thus, none of what you work at will ever be anything as your System will Prevent it.
In this form of Characterisation, you will not even See the one layer or the next - as each Layer functions independently, each with a particular Feeling attached to it; and therefore: in spite of some Momentary Points where you Experience Insight and Feel Lighter - you will soon Return to your previous position where you are even within your own experience barely existing and just functioning.
This is a Tough point(s) to Transcend and will not go with ease. The only way out is Breath by Breath Living Application, to take that which Commonsense Reason presents as the Obvious Best Answer and then to Live it. You Cannot Trust a single thing you Feel, and certainly - you Cannot Trust your Thoughts or Backchat. So - you are going to have to Directly Direct every Breath and Walk through every Fear, every Resistance. Realising, that: what you can be, is a matter of You programming You to be That, and that everything in your System has been set up against it. To try and write it out will be Difficult, as most of it is Subconscious and you can't Remember how you did it, when you did it and what Memory is relevant to the Position you experience yourself within.

This is normally what happens to very Sensitive people, and this happened to me - and therefore: my Process was Extremely Difficult, and Sales was never my Preferred situation as I tended to Overanalyse every point. And only once I placed myself into Walking Breath by Breath and not succumbing to my Mind and Body feedback in terms of feelings, resistances, anxieties and fears: could I Retrain the Body to be Supportive.
That is Why, in the end, I could Trust my Body so much - because I Recreated it from Scratch, in every Breath. Never giving-in to these things in me that seemingly out of nowhere Pretended to be ‘me’ and be all these obvious Inadequacies. This does not mean that Sales is for you - you are Facing only yourself, and within this: you have to make the Decisions with which you can Live, but at the same time you have to Face that which is your Embodied Limitations

Question:

I have noticed that I only ever get to the very beginning stages of something and never break through onto the next phase. I do various things but only within the first phase so to speak, and never seem to get any "momentum" in anything, or accumulate anything that change my life in any way and thus remaining constantly in a state/position of barely surviving.
With the sales I have had massive resistance each day, and as mentioned in the blog that accumulated becoming heavier and heavier, but it seems no matter what I do this experience is the same

Perspective:

Yes. That is the ‘Firewalls’ that you have. They are extreme Fear-based Constructs from Childhood without any Words that can Define them - they are Pure Energy. You Built these during the Quantum Physical Stage as Pure Energy.
What I did with these is: I gave it (the undefined ‘pure energy’) a Name and described it to myself as effective as possible, ‘till I was satisfied that the Word I used to Describe it contains the Energy I was Experiencing. Then I did Forgiveness on that particular Word, with the Directive Will that the Word I am Removing is the particular Experience/Energy I connected to that Word/as that Word - and I did it for every point. The Last Point on this I only managed to Remove after about 7 years. So, this is Tough stuff.

But, as an Artist you can grasp that: with Symbolism, which are Words (as Words are formed through Symbols) - you can Capture the Essence of an Experience effectively, and through this you can Remove Energies, Experiences, Resistances that used to be Nameless.

Question:

Another things as well is I tend to fuck with my common sense reasoning where it’s like I don't know what is common sense any more so to speak in terms of what is the best way to direct myself and live my life. Particularly with regards to Career/Job.
I imagine that the extensive doubts I experience towards everything I do would be one of these firewalls

Perspective:

You have to Fundamentally Realise, that: you are Programmable in a Programmable World, where you have been Programmed to Respond to your Environment in particular ways that Misdirect you from Commonsense in every way possible. Particularly because, being Sensitive in this World is ‘dangerous’ for the System - and you have to Realise, that: those that Benefit from the System do not give a rats ass about you, Ever. And actually Depend on you Never being of any Consequence, because in that way - they can use the Resources Naturally assigned to you in this Life by the Universe for their Pleasure while you exist in extreme displeasure. So, in a way - you are Completely Alone in this Process, as I have stated many times. Because it is only by your Own Will Power that you can Change your Destiny. All I can Support you with is some Pointers of Awareness in some appropriate Moments where you may be Able to Hear me.

Question:

I have also been finding that I sleep more and more and it gets more difficult to get out of bed before 8 hours of sleep

Perspective:

Sleeping more is simply a way that one Deal with the Displeasure of the Self that you are, that attempts to make sense of a World where you are Not your Own Original Programmer. And as long as you do not Take Responsibility for your own Programming and make sure that that is What is Best for All - Nothing can Change. Every day one Wait - it takes Longer, because the time for Deprogramming and Reprogramming Remains Stable and a day Lost, means a day it will take Longer. This I Fundamentally Realised many years ago and Decided - which is the DECISION each will Face to Walk ‘till this is Done - Knowing that: it will be the Toughest Journey I will Ever Undertake, but also Knowing that at some point it will be Done…and so it was

Question:

So the programming is done breath by breath and using the tools of writing, self forgiveness and living the correction. I mean I have been writing daily however still seeming to not get to the points or make any progress with really getting through any programming

Perspective:

This Walking also includes the Actual Correction Lived in the Breath. The other Tools (Writing, Self Forgiveness, Self Commitments) Support, but - you have to Fundamentally Will yourself to Change and Face the Consequences of what you have become through your life thus far. Writing to this point has only Supported you to Develop enough Skill to be Able to Walk this.
You can only now Understand what I am saying, due to what you have Done/Walked so far in the Process.

Question:

It does sometimes seem impossible from the perspective of when I look at my life at the moment and have observed my life through the past years not ever changing really but just staying the same and in a way getting worse, that when I look at this it seems like a monumental task, like "how the fuck will I ever get out of this mess" kind of thing

Perspective:

Yes, I experienced that for years - and the Intent of the Initial Program was to take everyone to this position where you will eventually Give-up. Therefore, you have to Walk Past Giving-up – every Day, every Breath for at least 7 years. That is the Only Ones that will make the Process on Earth, and it is appropriate - because then you will Deserve Life and would have Proven that you Value it as yourself.

Question:

It’s strange I am living with my Sibling now and their life is exactly the same - even worse than mine - but at the same time I am in the same environment as them so we may be walking a similar point

Perspective:

You may be - but that is Irrelevant. The only process, at this stage, that is relevant - is yours. And only once you have Transcended - you may be Able to Assist.

You have a Decision to make and a Journey ahead of you. There is the easy way out: to just succumb to the system – OR: there is the Birthing yourself to Life, with a gestation period of 7 to 14 years.
And only You can Decide which one has Real Value.

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Day 259: Give Happiness, Get Happiness

Happiness Play a Central Role in the Evaluation of Life Experience on Earth. In this, Money Plays a Significant Role, as anyone that’s been under Financial Pressure can Attest to.

The Vital Question then, would be: How can we Ensure Happiness for ourselves and our Loves Ones as a Constant Experience in Every Way Possible?

To Investigate this, there is a Way – to Ensure Happiness for Everyone on Earth as much as Physically Possible. This will also Ensure a Secure and Dignified Life for Every Child Born, and thus for One’s Own Family. This will be a Journey though, as Each One will have to Investigate their Current Version of Knowledge and Adjust their View of the World to not Only Include their own Self-Interest, but also to Include the Self-Interest of everyone else. It’s like taking the Jesus the Message of “Giving as you would like to Receive”, to its ULTIMATE Success, which Ensures Successful Living for yourself and Everyone Else on Earth. There are a Few Exceptions like for instance, Distorted Mental Health, Physical Disabilities and Unforeseen Events – but, for the most part: it is Possible to Ensure a Life of Happiness for Everyone.

What is Amazing is that: you do not Require the Law Of Attraction for instance, to Bring this to yourself. You have to Understand the Law of “Giving as you would like to Receive”, and in this – the First Step is, GIVE. And the Law Of Attraction – you want to First Receive before you Give. And therefore, it is Not an Effective Way to Ensure Happiness for yourself or Anyone Else, and only a Few will Hit the Jackpot with the Law Of Attraction.

With the Law of “Giving as you would like to Receive” –everyone will Hit the Jackpot Every Time, which Bring an End to Luck and Casting the Lot, as Happiness will no longer have an Element of Luck to it.

To Grasp How this is Possible: we Must Emphasize the Importance of Initially, Patiently, Studying the Economic Principles of Equal Money Capitalism. And Yes, it is Capitalism – Functioning in the Way it was Intended, to Produce Not Only Opportunity, but ACTUAL Success for Every Person on Earth. A Few Points about Equal Money Capitalism, just to Wet your Appetite:

- It will Bring an End to All Debt in the World
- Property Ownership will be a Basic Human Right
- Healthcare will be a Basic Human Right
- Happiness will be a Basic Human Right
- Employment will be a Basic Human Right
- Education will be a Basic Human Right
- Freedom of Choice will be a Basic Human Right

This is But a Few of the Results of the Law of “Giving as you would like to Receive”, Embodied in Capitalism that is Based On Equal Rights for Every Human Being on Earth.

Every Human Being Claim ‘the Right to Life’, yet there is no Protection of this Right – unless you, in the Current Capitalism, have the Benefit of Money; this Equal Money Capitalism (EMC), will Prevent. What will also be Prevented, is War. As War is Profit-Driven.

It is Time for a New World System. One Based on Prevention, instead of Reaction. One Based on Honouring the Right of Life, Equally for All.

Join the Journey to Life, and Become Part of a Solution. 

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Day 247: Success and God - ADC - Part 94

This blog is part of the After Death Communication Series

The History with Life After Death – Part 77

Does God Exist in the Afterlife? – Part 28

Success and God

Failure is Positive Feedback. Success is Negative Feedback. This is Life Enlightenment. This is Understanding Self-Interest to Establish What is Best for All Life. What is Best for All Life is Not Success, it is Simply the Consistent Equilibrium of Forces in a Way where All Parts Optimally Experience themselves as What is Best for the particular form that Life takes in that Moment.

Success is where a particular Form, Grants itself More Value than What is Best for All Life.
Failure is simply when What is Best for All Life, is Not Yet the Normal Functioning of Life.

Failure is a Way of Instruction.
Success is a Way of Delusion.

Failure Brings Awareness. Success brings Blindness and Ignorance.
Failure Produce the Ultimate Understanding. Success is when Nothing is Learned from Failure.

Failure is the State in which All Beings exist, when the Relationship between beings do not Produce a Reality that is Best for All Life.

A Successful Failure, is when Failure is taken Personally – and the Purpose of Failure is not Grasped. Because Failure, has been Changed into the Illusion of Energy and is Experienced as some form of ‘Feeling’.
Failure, when Grasped – is the Map and the Road to Self-Perfection.

Unfortunately, on All Levels of the Human Civilization – Failure and Success have been Demonized as Energetic Forms with Control and Misdirection over the Laws of Physics that Governs the Existence of Form, and Information.
Do Not Allow yourself to be Mistaken, by Giving Failure an Energetic Personality.

Without Failure – Self-Perfection is Impossible.
Without Failure – Birthing Harmony on Earth is Impossible.
Without Failure – Perfecting Individualization is Impossible.
Without Failure – Enlightenment Perfection is Impossible.

When Failure and Success become Energized Personalities – Only Consciousness Exist, and Life is nowhere to be Found.

There is a Way, with which you can Assist yourself to Clarify your Relationship with Success and Failure, and to Bring it within a Harmony so that you can Learn from it. This is a Free Online Course with Desteni LITE.

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Day 115: DREAM EVOLUTION 2012

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that DREAMS are Formed from Memories the Physical Body Captured According to the Program Designs of the MIND, in the Directives as Specified By the Characters that Evolve within the Memory Personalities to Satisfy the PRIMARY DIRECTIVES of Human Nature, Namely Happiness, Success, Love and Attention, Uniqueness, Avoiding Fear, Survival and Submission to the System.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as the MIND is Functioning as the CONTAINMENT of HUMAN NATURE specified as Memories Molded to Flesh as Self, this Process use DREAMS to REMIND the Characters where they are NOT FOLLOWING their OWN Rules of Intent to Become All they Can Be with as Little OBSTACLES as Possible, as to ENSURE that the CONCIOUSNESS as ENERGETIC Characters Remain the ONLY Acceptable Way of Life on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Dreams will Use All available Memories and Mutate them to Specify the Greatest Fears, which are the Greatest Desires to make sure the Characters Remain ALIGNED to their Intended Evolutionary Path, which will Lead to the fulfillment of the Goals Set by the Characters in their Initial INCEPTION, as Characters through which HUMAN Nature Role play, is Accepted as the Only Way Life Exist on Earth as the Human. Regardless of the Evidential Outplays that Show that this Evolving Human Nature is a Destructive Force that Only Consider Self Interest and have no Conceptualization of What Life Actually IS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Dreams offer an opportunity to Look at Where the Character Evolutionary Intent is STILL DOMINANT and DICTATING who I will Become if I DO NOT in fact Place Real Life First, and that the Investigation of Dreams is Paramount in Identifying Subconscious and Unconscious Patterns that will Lead me to Remain Only in Character formed by a Memory, Never actualizing Life for Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Dreams Look so Real, as Dreams are Formed from the Same Substance that forms Characters, and the Dreams as Character as Memories are the Only Reality yet known to Man, and because of that, Man cannot Determine the Difference Between Actual Reality and the Dreamstate of illusion on which Consciousness is based.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Dreams will be of Great Assistance from 2012 Onwards for those in the Journey to Life, to Realize where Illusion is still in Control of Determining the Future Self and thus the Future of Life on Earth, and that Each Dream must be TIMELINED and Dissected to find the Motivating Characterization and to Remove this, so that one Can Return to the Actual Reality of the Physical World and Leave Dreams to where they Belong, as Illusions.

I commit myself to SHOW that Dreams are of Benefit as Long as One Realize they are Constructed from the Same Substance as Illusions in Consciousness, and are NOT of any Directive Value, but to Assist in the Process of Self Realization.

I commit myself to SHOW that Dreams Commercialized as Only that, a way to Make Money from the Gullible living in Fear Lost in Consciousness seeking to Fulfill Self Interest.

I commit myself to SHOW that Dreams Never Guided Anyone in fact to What is Best for All Life, But Only Ever Emphasized ways to Use Fears to Not Realize What Actual Reality IS.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Unscrupulous will feed on the Fear of the Gullible to Enrich themselves without Ever presenting an Actual Solution as to How Life on Earth can be that which is Best for All Life Always.

I commit myself to SHOW that Where the Business of Dreams became a Business as Such, the Beneficiaries of dream layouts that present themselves as Enlightened and Able to Interpret Dreams, Only Ever served the Illusion, and Never Actualize Real Life as to bring about a World that is Best for All Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that those Living and Existing as FEAR will FEAR the Message of Desteni and Avoid the Message of Desteni in Every Way Possible and try and Scare others away from the Message of Desteni as they have accepted FEAR as the Only Way of Being, and will thus use the Ultimate Fear as LOVE to Justify why Desteni should Be feared; while Desteni In fact is the Actualization of Life on Earth as that which is Always Best for All Life in All ways.

Day 21: Success and Reward

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define success as my life in terms of the rewards I will be able to secure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define success only in terms of my life and not in terms of all life equally, that I may glorify life and not only myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define achievement in terms of what I do to receive rewards instead of who I am as life, where life as equal fulfilment is a reward here on Earth for all beings and as much the only value that sustains me as successful living, that embrace me as I embrace it as the joy of life expressed as joyful living, as part of universal life in expression, so experienced even as the limitation of individuality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that I am in a partnership with all of Earth that determines what life on Earth will be for all parts on Earth through my participation as who I am; and that as such, who I have accepted myself to be will be reflected in the way the world functions through my allowed and accepted partnerships, directly or indirectly, and thus the world will be my mirror and my judge to be immediately corrected and directed if the partnership results in abuse in the world, and not in a reward of equal life and living for all as what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see how I have defined life rewards to be based on what I do as self-definition and how I then define who I am through rewards. I forgive myself that I have failed to see that this method of designing children to form part of the world system is used at home by parents to define new life as children through rewarding what children do to design who they become, so end up as the rotten child syndrome, instead of designing who the child is as life, which will present a child to the world that will never abuse life  just to get a reward.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see how I have allowed success to be linked to financial reward and through this define morality to be measured by the size of the reward, allowing myself to accept that abuse of Earth is reasonable if the reward is large enough, separating myself from life in accepting the abuse of other life forms just because I do not see life in them, as I have defined life as a personal reward system of success.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that I have shifted my personal accountability and direct decision making to corporations and governments as legal entities to on my behalf act in the world and present to me rewards with which I can define the ingenuity and success of the human race, regardless of the harm done to other living beings and in so doing have absolved myself from responsibility by washing my hands and consciousness of it like a Pontius Pilate claiming that there is nothing I can do to stop or prevent the abuse, as the majority in power is to blame.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that my vote is that which created the laws through which reward and success as abuse have been accepted and created on Earth, and that each vote accumulated into a group that speaks with one voice where the group not voting is the bigger group that through not speaking, give all power to the minority groups through a personal apathy and blame shifted to a generalized group as – they did it – being at the foundation of all allowed abuse on Earth. Those that can change the world refuse to form a group to do so out of personal self-interest to gain rewards and profit from abuse while claiming innocence through lack of power. This, in spite of the evidence that the world is ruled through groups formed through one man one vote, through democracy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that I made a mockery of life by failing to see that I allow abuse in the world through groups by insisting on my individuality as a right untouchable so that I can profit in my eyes from the abuse while shifting the blame to groups in power. I failed to see that in spite of the evidence that, through my personal authorized reward of free choice, individuality is the cause for power to be vested in groups, as I refuse to change me to serve life as what is best for all as the group as life, because my individuality rewards me with personal success through profiting from abuse, while I as the TRAITOR of life as Judas, can claim that it was pointless anyway, let me take the silver and sell out life as long as I profit and am rewarded to feel successful, I am fine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that life has never been given as a reward, and that success as life has never been allowed to exist equally for all on Earth.

I commit myself to define success as life as equal support for all life to establish what is always best for all life as the only acceptable reward as it will be confirming the value as life through me being the part of life confirming life as life.

I commit myself to restore the glory of life as the only value worthy of reward on Earth.

I commit myself to restore achievement  so that which produce the reward that is best for all life as the only way achievement must exist.

I commit myself to stand in partnership with all parts of life till only life defines all relationships with the reward as success as that which is consistently always best for all life as result and outcome.

I commit myself to define life rewards as the only rewards valid as it both serves individual self-interest and group interest as a way that is without abuse through giving what is best for all life and thus receiving what is best for all life.

I commit myself to expose the financial reward system in the world to show how the system leads to the individual betrayal of life just as Judas betrayed Jesus.

I commit myself to show how groups formed as corporations and governments based on individual profit rewards are in fact groups defined by individual free choice, either through participation as shareholder or through allowance through non-participation in the design of the laws that bring much profit based groups into being.

I commit myself to show that every individual on Earth is in fact accountable and responsible for all abuse on Earth and that once each individual is aligned to a principle as one group based on what is best for all life we can change the world with ease.

I commit myself to show that only the principle that is best for all life will produce a world without abuse and that anyone refusing to see that is in fact an abuser that only serves self-interest and refuse to serve life.

I commit myself to challenge every individual that serves personal success of reward, to expose how they allow abuse on Earth regardless of the conflict that may result, yet to keep this at ta level of communication as a peaceful way to bring change through self-realization and self-transformation through self-accountability and discovery of life as true successful living within each part that constitute life on Earth.