Continuing from: Day 564: Real Death Experience
In Heaven you have to present what Heaven wants you to present – Self-Honesty is irrelevant. So Demons in essence were the real Self-Honest existence of a being where they have, where they were no longer denying their experience on Earth. They were absolutely pissed off with God and have in many cases taken an oath to harm anything that is related to God and to destroy God’s creation. I mean, imagine, I have this Demon in a body here on Earth and it’s telling me that it’s here to destroy God and it will destroy God and explain how it’s harmed from children to adults to innocents, how they have harmed them throughout the ages – to get back at God, for what God did to them.
So you listen, if you have any judgment about those, there is no way you
can get to work with a Demon because the Demon will get you and then
eventually possess you. So if you have any fear, if you have any
judgment, if there is any point of right or wrong – you have to really
stand in every dimension of their existence and there are infinite
dimensions. There may not be one hidden point within you, not one
judgment about another person within you, one nasty thought about
another within you. Nothing!
If there is any point that in any way exist whatsoever – the Demon will get you.
So, chat to the Demons and then lead
them, assist them to see how they’ve created themselves. Then show them
the futility of the exercise of judgment, the futility of walking
through these points where you have vengeful or hateful or nasty or
contentious thoughts, where you judge others for your experience, where
you hate God – show them all the points of the outcome of it. Because
everything is relationships
and mathematical bound, one can show infinite amount of play outs in
quantum time – all in real quantum mechanics, proficiency, that show one
the actuality of the outflow all possible interaction that can take
place, all participants that can possibly take place. You can take
everything within the context of space/time and the particular
containment of the being. Everything is contained because it’s related.
Because it’s related you can insert any new relationship and show the
outflows of it. And obviously dealing in Quantum time, that is now in
the realm beyond this one, it is really easy to show how all of these
things work. And one can take a being through all of that, which is what
we then did. Until the point where all possible excuses, answers,
reasons, meanings
was taken care of and the being would stop and say, ‘Okay, I see. I see
there is no point to me being angry, it is time that I let go and
forgive and let’s start again’.
The whole point was that I was showing everyone is that, if we all as
one, together, stop what we are creating – we can create a New World.
And all we have to do is stop our insistence on an outflow of revenge or
consequence to justify our suffering. So if we forgive and we forgive
ourselves for desiring revenge or desiring to have payback – of we stop
all of that, all as one as equal, we in fact stop all of our creation,
and we can in fact start again.
Obviously at that stage with the Demons being in a quantum reality it
was much easier than it is here on Earth, where you have each Human
contained in their own multi-dimensional mind reality where they are in
infinite loops of self justification and revenge and desire and energy
and want and need. Imagine the whole human experience is equal to the experience of a universe in function within the context of energetic polarity.
So what will happen then is that the Demon, me and the Demon together,
will start to do Forgiveness aloud. The principle was that one must
speak Forgiveness aloud because within that context you can hear where
your relationship with the Forgiveness is not clear. That means when you
are speaking the words
and the construct of the sentences, then you can hear where it is not
in fact specific enough and actually dealing with the issue and sorting
the issue out – taking it into a directive point where you can clearly
say, ‘I Am Free of this Possession’. So, the Forgiveness had to be
extremely specific which we then did until the point where the being was
completely released from their self-induced possession and they were
reborn, right there, new being. And then we had fantastic discussions
and then they would leave and the next Demon would come. So, every time
possible, we would take on Demons to help as many as possible with the
understanding that inevitably we will find a way to do it quicker -
just like inevitably we will find a way to do things quicker on Earth.
We’re busy with that here, it’s a different construct. It’s a different
set of relationships, it’s a different mathematical outplay. But for any
existence to be, there are relationships. And therefore the context of
the relationship you can actually accelerate it. Which is what we’re
doing with the inversion of all energetic relationships into
Self-Possession – Demonising the Self completely, by Self so that you
can see what it is you are doing to yourself. And isolation of each
being on Earth into absolute aloneness, loneliness,
absolute control, where nobody else can know for a fact everything that
is going on in your Mind. Yet, everyone can know it if they are
everything and therefore you can stand one and equal here, if you truly
are one and equal or you can’t. Because you are not yet in all
dimensions of this reality. Because in the mind is a clone of all
dimensions. And all is at a different timeframe within the context of
these dimensions, moving through it and where you can either be clearly
directive principle of your possession or you are subject to the forces
of energy that take over and manipulate you into a physical regrettable experience which is not recommended.
So – real fun with the Demons we had and we will continue with more
stories of the variations of Demons we got and how we played with it,
what we learnt.
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Saturday, 28 February 2015
Saturday, 21 February 2015
Day 564: Real Death Experience
Continuing from Day 563: Living Pictures & The Devolution of Man.
So when we had the first session, we let a group of Demons come through.
I let the Demons enter three bodies, see what happens. Obviously with three bodies possessed at the same time, if you look at that research group ‘Scientific’-something – they have some videos where the person rolls around on the floor and possessed. So I had three bodies rolling around on the floor with the Demons in it.
First thing obviously is to just stop and talk to them. Secondly you have to be pretty sure that no harm will come to anyone because in essence you are setting the dynamics, the parameters within the context of their possession and we always place that no harm may come as we are purely in a discussion, we’re not going to play around with these things. Because in the reality that we have now, the parameter exists, the Demon possessions that’s gonna happen in the physical is of a physical nature, you are not just going to stop them. So a person gets possessed and wants to kill his ex-lover, he’s gonna kill his ex-lover. And you’re not going to just stop them. They’re not going to listen to you and in terms of ‘please forgive yourself’, I mean that’s not how it’s going to work. You can try it but you’ll probably end up with a bullet as well. I can tell you now, Self-Forgiveness do not stop a bullet. So I suggest you don’t. Rather get to the point, get to the change before the situation is out of control. Because once the situation is out of control, there is a consequence. And the consequence is that which must be paid. It is karmic in nature.
And for everyone to finish their process and for those to birth life, to birth themselves as life from the physical – the payment need to be made, in time. If it’s not made in time there is a deadline.
And if you get to the deadline and you haven’t got yourself out of the hook line and sinker of your Demons – then you’re dead. I mean, that’s the point of a deadline isn’t it?
So then we speak to the Demons one by one, establish first of all their story. I mean, if you want to help somebody listen to their story. They’re possessed.
Now most people don’t want to tell you their story. They have an ego presentation about what they know. That’s not what you’re interested in. You’re interested in their real story, what really happened to them. And it takes quite a story to get that out of people. In Mind Constructs we go into detail, to eventually getting to a person’s real story. Because the story they tend to tell, is one of knowledge and wisdom and how enlightened and wonderful they are and how much they know – nothing real. They don’t want to tell you the real story. The real story is not nice, the real story does not have any glamour or fame. It is in most cases rather something not to share. Therefore in the Desteni I Process, these kind of things are kept under – are kept ‘inside the program’ unless a person decides to actually share it themselves.
So I listen do the Demons’ story. What is fascinating, obviously at that stage within ‘Who I Am’ I could also see the story before it was told. So if the Demon lied to me I can show the Demon where it is lying. And so I would contain the Demon to ’Who They Are’, their Self-Truth.
What were the Demons? That was fascinating – they were human beings that died in anger, rage, jealousy or trauma, hate, revenge, vengefulness – you know, many, many, many different ways. Extreme fear that people died on Earth and their transition was contaminating the energy they were transferring to Heaven, they were not allowed into Heaven, they were thrown into the Demon Dimension because their energy wasn’t good enough, ‘pure’ enough. They were not dying with their last breath in God’s name on their lips or love or shit like that. They were dying in Self-Honesty and how they really felt. That is not acceptable in Heaven. In Heaven you have to present what Heaven wants you to present – Self-Honesty is irrelevant. So Demons in essence were the real Self-Honest existence of a being where they have, where they were no longer denying their experience on Earth. They were absolutely pissed off with God and have in many cases taken an oath to harm anything that is related to God and to destroy God’s creation. I mean, imagine, I have this Demon in a body here on Earth and it’s telling me that it’s here to destroy God and it will destroy God and explain how it’s harmed from children to adults to innocents, how they have harmed them throughout the ages – to get back at God, for what God did to them.
To be continued...
So when we had the first session, we let a group of Demons come through.
I let the Demons enter three bodies, see what happens. Obviously with three bodies possessed at the same time, if you look at that research group ‘Scientific’-something – they have some videos where the person rolls around on the floor and possessed. So I had three bodies rolling around on the floor with the Demons in it.
First thing obviously is to just stop and talk to them. Secondly you have to be pretty sure that no harm will come to anyone because in essence you are setting the dynamics, the parameters within the context of their possession and we always place that no harm may come as we are purely in a discussion, we’re not going to play around with these things. Because in the reality that we have now, the parameter exists, the Demon possessions that’s gonna happen in the physical is of a physical nature, you are not just going to stop them. So a person gets possessed and wants to kill his ex-lover, he’s gonna kill his ex-lover. And you’re not going to just stop them. They’re not going to listen to you and in terms of ‘please forgive yourself’, I mean that’s not how it’s going to work. You can try it but you’ll probably end up with a bullet as well. I can tell you now, Self-Forgiveness do not stop a bullet. So I suggest you don’t. Rather get to the point, get to the change before the situation is out of control. Because once the situation is out of control, there is a consequence. And the consequence is that which must be paid. It is karmic in nature.
And for everyone to finish their process and for those to birth life, to birth themselves as life from the physical – the payment need to be made, in time. If it’s not made in time there is a deadline.
And if you get to the deadline and you haven’t got yourself out of the hook line and sinker of your Demons – then you’re dead. I mean, that’s the point of a deadline isn’t it?
So then we speak to the Demons one by one, establish first of all their story. I mean, if you want to help somebody listen to their story. They’re possessed.
Now most people don’t want to tell you their story. They have an ego presentation about what they know. That’s not what you’re interested in. You’re interested in their real story, what really happened to them. And it takes quite a story to get that out of people. In Mind Constructs we go into detail, to eventually getting to a person’s real story. Because the story they tend to tell, is one of knowledge and wisdom and how enlightened and wonderful they are and how much they know – nothing real. They don’t want to tell you the real story. The real story is not nice, the real story does not have any glamour or fame. It is in most cases rather something not to share. Therefore in the Desteni I Process, these kind of things are kept under – are kept ‘inside the program’ unless a person decides to actually share it themselves.
So I listen do the Demons’ story. What is fascinating, obviously at that stage within ‘Who I Am’ I could also see the story before it was told. So if the Demon lied to me I can show the Demon where it is lying. And so I would contain the Demon to ’Who They Are’, their Self-Truth.
What were the Demons? That was fascinating – they were human beings that died in anger, rage, jealousy or trauma, hate, revenge, vengefulness – you know, many, many, many different ways. Extreme fear that people died on Earth and their transition was contaminating the energy they were transferring to Heaven, they were not allowed into Heaven, they were thrown into the Demon Dimension because their energy wasn’t good enough, ‘pure’ enough. They were not dying with their last breath in God’s name on their lips or love or shit like that. They were dying in Self-Honesty and how they really felt. That is not acceptable in Heaven. In Heaven you have to present what Heaven wants you to present – Self-Honesty is irrelevant. So Demons in essence were the real Self-Honest existence of a being where they have, where they were no longer denying their experience on Earth. They were absolutely pissed off with God and have in many cases taken an oath to harm anything that is related to God and to destroy God’s creation. I mean, imagine, I have this Demon in a body here on Earth and it’s telling me that it’s here to destroy God and it will destroy God and explain how it’s harmed from children to adults to innocents, how they have harmed them throughout the ages – to get back at God, for what God did to them.
To be continued...
Sunday, 9 November 2014
Day 557: God's Will versus Free Choice
Continuing from Day 556: Are Demons the Key to Reality?:
"Yes I stopped them, and therefore I proved that self-forgiveness was the tool with self-honesty within which one can affect a real transformation in the physical while here in limited form. And that set the scene to a most astounding experience where the demonic were explored over a long period of time of about a year and a half where I set out to help every demon I can, no matter what unconditionally, to find self-forgiveness."
So after the gifts were given and I practiced them in, I was busy with them and I had regular meetings with the angels and guides from heaven. And through self-forgiveness we decided, me and my ex wife to give the marriage another go and there was another message from God coming through the ex wife from the messenger Chief and said that God is giving me a gift and that would be that the relationship will work, that we get another chance and it will be like absolutely fantastic.
And I could see that because I mean with self-forgiveness you develop quite an intense intimacy and for the first time I could actually embrace with understanding a relationship and truly work at making it work.
So, to my great surprise approximately a year later, my ex wife said she can’t handle it, she wants to move on and she’s met someone else. So I was in absolute shock because we have absolutely discussed the point, we’ve done the self-forgiveness and to me self-forgiveness is an absolute re-birth – obviously it wasn’t so for her.
And I had a discussion with Chief and I wanted to know how could God’s will – because the words used to me was that it was God’s will that we could do our marriage again – how could God’s will not be absolute was my question. There was silence and the answer that came is that she’s got free choice, and I said how could free choice override God’s will? I absolutely could not understand that because to me the obvious was that as long as free choice exists, man exist as ‘’less than, as a demonic force within where they can allow evil to exist and have the choice to choose evil.
But once you have made the choice for God equal and one, or as at that stage I saw it as image and likeness not equal and one, then there is no more choice, that’s the path you walk, that is what I was walking.
The shock was immense. So I realized that my very foundation, my trust in God and God ’s will and in his absolute perfection was shaken. I went on a trip to a Namibia and was in a state of shock where everything inside was dead, there was nothing, I couldn’t find anything. I was breathing, I was a piece of meat, I was speaking, I was doing but there was no feeling whatsoever – I equated that to death, because it’s like something dies. And this experience, this point of free choice, this in essence relationship with God then became one that was no longer one in trust. I was still walking, but understanding that choice could separate man from God. And I would have to walk with that understanding and not be able to have or be in a relationship or experience, such an absolute level of commitment until I have clearly proven to myself that I was in fact walking the image and likeness of God and I was in fact self-fulfilled.
So I started walking within that context, but the change was now absolute. I couldn’t return to my old life, I couldn’t do what I did before. The decisions I made stuck, if I tried to go back I couldn’t. The pain and discomfort was too immense, it was a physical resistance to go back to the old existence.
So I decided to completely submerge myself within finding a solution for this world and placing that first and everything else subject to that, because if that point was satisfied, all would have what is best for all. This was approximately 1995 - fascinating isn’t it? Now nearly 16 years ago.
"Yes I stopped them, and therefore I proved that self-forgiveness was the tool with self-honesty within which one can affect a real transformation in the physical while here in limited form. And that set the scene to a most astounding experience where the demonic were explored over a long period of time of about a year and a half where I set out to help every demon I can, no matter what unconditionally, to find self-forgiveness."
So after the gifts were given and I practiced them in, I was busy with them and I had regular meetings with the angels and guides from heaven. And through self-forgiveness we decided, me and my ex wife to give the marriage another go and there was another message from God coming through the ex wife from the messenger Chief and said that God is giving me a gift and that would be that the relationship will work, that we get another chance and it will be like absolutely fantastic.
And I could see that because I mean with self-forgiveness you develop quite an intense intimacy and for the first time I could actually embrace with understanding a relationship and truly work at making it work.
So, to my great surprise approximately a year later, my ex wife said she can’t handle it, she wants to move on and she’s met someone else. So I was in absolute shock because we have absolutely discussed the point, we’ve done the self-forgiveness and to me self-forgiveness is an absolute re-birth – obviously it wasn’t so for her.
And I had a discussion with Chief and I wanted to know how could God’s will – because the words used to me was that it was God’s will that we could do our marriage again – how could God’s will not be absolute was my question. There was silence and the answer that came is that she’s got free choice, and I said how could free choice override God’s will? I absolutely could not understand that because to me the obvious was that as long as free choice exists, man exist as ‘’less than, as a demonic force within where they can allow evil to exist and have the choice to choose evil.
But once you have made the choice for God equal and one, or as at that stage I saw it as image and likeness not equal and one, then there is no more choice, that’s the path you walk, that is what I was walking.
The shock was immense. So I realized that my very foundation, my trust in God and God ’s will and in his absolute perfection was shaken. I went on a trip to a Namibia and was in a state of shock where everything inside was dead, there was nothing, I couldn’t find anything. I was breathing, I was a piece of meat, I was speaking, I was doing but there was no feeling whatsoever – I equated that to death, because it’s like something dies. And this experience, this point of free choice, this in essence relationship with God then became one that was no longer one in trust. I was still walking, but understanding that choice could separate man from God. And I would have to walk with that understanding and not be able to have or be in a relationship or experience, such an absolute level of commitment until I have clearly proven to myself that I was in fact walking the image and likeness of God and I was in fact self-fulfilled.
So I started walking within that context, but the change was now absolute. I couldn’t return to my old life, I couldn’t do what I did before. The decisions I made stuck, if I tried to go back I couldn’t. The pain and discomfort was too immense, it was a physical resistance to go back to the old existence.
So I decided to completely submerge myself within finding a solution for this world and placing that first and everything else subject to that, because if that point was satisfied, all would have what is best for all. This was approximately 1995 - fascinating isn’t it? Now nearly 16 years ago.
Sunday, 19 October 2014
Day 555: Self-Forgiveness & Change
Continuing from Day 554: The Power of Forgiveness:
'And that if you hear the nature of these gifts, it was astounding and it was very clear that forgiveness was proven to me to be one of the ultimate keys, and God recognized it and was speaking not directly to me, but was sending messengers with messages to me which shows that I have in fact in a small way proven the effectiveness and power of forgiveness. Now, each one of these gifts required me to actually apply the gift and test it out and become it, embrace it, become the living words of it so to speak. '
So now I had these gifts and I was having real effects with self-forgiveness. I mean everything I’ve tried up to then from meditation to prayer to; every single thing I tried never had a long lasting result. A result of me changing me. to the effect that I change an experience so effectively that I can clearly go with it and be satisfied that the change is real. And here. self-forgiveness did that.
All I had to be within the self-forgiveness to make it stick – I had to be self-honest, I had to make sure I don’t create a polarity through it and I actually change and stick to my own word, and make sure that the thoughts re-align and if any re-occur to always be indicators where I am not self-honest. So thoughts in essence must be corresponding, aligned exactly the same as what I am living in all situations or otherwise I would question my forgiveness and I would do it again.
And I even started with training course for a period of two years travelling doing self-forgiveness courses, but what was fascinating is people were more interested in me talking about and presenting the self-forgiveness than what they were interested in doing it themselves. So nobody was really interested in changing themselves. And the only ones that could, the only ones that were at the time to consider self-forgiveness were people that were of means.
So after two years it was quite clear that you’re not going to change the world through doing presentations and training courses, travelling around meeting people in person. You’ve got to take the personality out of it completely from the perspective of; you must have no contact with me, because I mean contact with me seems to be quite overwhelming as I developed over time a presence through self-forgiveness that was noticeable. And people regularly remarked of that.
So the best way was to find a way to do it differently, and I focussed then for a while on education – the young generations, because if we could do the young generations, we can secure the future of the world and bring about a better world. And whether it actually will have an effect in our own lives or only happen in the time of our children – that didn’t really matter to me because the point was the outcome had to be certain.
So I applied the points and all of these points are relevant to the eventual outcome and the eventual point of meeting Jesus, and the final transcendence, the final facing, the embracing of the demonic in the universe. So bare with me, because all the points lead to one astounding discovery - Something I didn’t expect and I’m sure nobody would’ve expected. Especially the way it happened, it couldn’t have been more unlikely for it to happen in such a way.
To be continued...
'And that if you hear the nature of these gifts, it was astounding and it was very clear that forgiveness was proven to me to be one of the ultimate keys, and God recognized it and was speaking not directly to me, but was sending messengers with messages to me which shows that I have in fact in a small way proven the effectiveness and power of forgiveness. Now, each one of these gifts required me to actually apply the gift and test it out and become it, embrace it, become the living words of it so to speak. '
So now I had these gifts and I was having real effects with self-forgiveness. I mean everything I’ve tried up to then from meditation to prayer to; every single thing I tried never had a long lasting result. A result of me changing me. to the effect that I change an experience so effectively that I can clearly go with it and be satisfied that the change is real. And here. self-forgiveness did that.
All I had to be within the self-forgiveness to make it stick – I had to be self-honest, I had to make sure I don’t create a polarity through it and I actually change and stick to my own word, and make sure that the thoughts re-align and if any re-occur to always be indicators where I am not self-honest. So thoughts in essence must be corresponding, aligned exactly the same as what I am living in all situations or otherwise I would question my forgiveness and I would do it again.
And I even started with training course for a period of two years travelling doing self-forgiveness courses, but what was fascinating is people were more interested in me talking about and presenting the self-forgiveness than what they were interested in doing it themselves. So nobody was really interested in changing themselves. And the only ones that could, the only ones that were at the time to consider self-forgiveness were people that were of means.
So after two years it was quite clear that you’re not going to change the world through doing presentations and training courses, travelling around meeting people in person. You’ve got to take the personality out of it completely from the perspective of; you must have no contact with me, because I mean contact with me seems to be quite overwhelming as I developed over time a presence through self-forgiveness that was noticeable. And people regularly remarked of that.
So the best way was to find a way to do it differently, and I focussed then for a while on education – the young generations, because if we could do the young generations, we can secure the future of the world and bring about a better world. And whether it actually will have an effect in our own lives or only happen in the time of our children – that didn’t really matter to me because the point was the outcome had to be certain.
So I applied the points and all of these points are relevant to the eventual outcome and the eventual point of meeting Jesus, and the final transcendence, the final facing, the embracing of the demonic in the universe. So bare with me, because all the points lead to one astounding discovery - Something I didn’t expect and I’m sure nobody would’ve expected. Especially the way it happened, it couldn’t have been more unlikely for it to happen in such a way.
To be continued...
Tuesday, 10 July 2012
Day 87: The Secret Mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Secret MIND is Creating the Main Character that Creates this Damaged World, as the Secret Mind is Created By Damaged Memories that Converged in a Hidden Dimension as Files creating Life as We Live it as the character of this World.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Damaged Memories all Have a Main Character of the Event that Exists as a Memory where the Ego/Main character that was Hurt and Felt Not Appreciated or Recognized or Loved, and that the Acceptance of Feeling that the Character of the moment of the Event was NOT Respected, the Damaged Memory was Filed Away to Hide the Pain the Ego Character experienced in the Event, Super Charged with the Energy of the Event to Be forgotten and Denied in Every Way Possible.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by Filing a Super Charged Memory in a Hidden Dimension Denying its Existence, allowed FREE Reign to All the Damaged Characters in the Damaged Memories to Fill the Mind with Thoughts that Keep Creating a Damaged Conscious Character that Participates and Creates a Damaged World.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Ones Closest to Facing the Secret Mind are those in the Greatest Discomfort, as the Thoughts Flood the Mind from the Secret Mind to the Point where they can Conceive they are Insane, as Some of the Thoughts will be of Strange Desires and Some Would be of Anger or Hate. All the Thoughts will hold some Dimensions that would Harm other People or Life-forms - and When the Secret Mind Character Becomes the Main Character that Lives through the Flesh as Self, a Being Starts Living in this World that will Be Ruthless and Without Morality in Every Way.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those that are in Greatest Denial of the Real Creating Character as the Secret Mind will Create Deliberately a Mind Filled with Love and Light as to Not Face the Self-Honest truth that the World is Damaged - Because they as Creators are Damaged and will thus Create Every Possible justification to Not take Responsibility for the Physical World.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Damn Time, I Damage Me as Equal as Life, so that I can Do it My Way to Make Sure My Character as My Desires, My Likes, My Self-Interest, Happen to ME - and to Make Sure No One will caddie me and Show me that I am Deliberately Creating a Damaged Character to Damn Creation, I created a Secret Mind Hidden Away with Extreme Polarities super-charged with Energy to Make Sure I WILL Get what I Desire and Be Able to Justify it By Saying I did Not Create this, It Happened to me, so it must Be the Way it is Supposed to Be.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to FURTHER Protect My Secret Mind Character as My Wishes and Desires, I Make Sure that Every Child Born into this World Must be Damaged as I am Damaged By Damaging them through Creating Damaged Moments as Memories so that they will Applaud the World I created so that Together we can Get what we want Regardless to How We Damaged Real Life on Earth.
I commit myself to Walk with Each one through the Process of Facing the Damaged Files in Life within, so that we as one as Equal as Life can, once we are Here, Create a World that is Best for all Life always - and Bring an End to Our Own Created Damnation Forever – thus Creating Eternal Life as What it Must be as Best for All.
I commit myself to Explain HERE in Detail so that all Can Realize that One is Only Here if One in Fact Understands in Detail Exactly How One Created Self in all Dimensions to Be Able to Create the Physical World as what it Exists as NOW.
I commit myself to Keep Reminding Each One that what is INSIDE as One, is the World Outside, and to Deny this is How One Creates the Secret Mind of Self-Dishonesty.
I commit myself to, in Every Way Necessary, Protect the New Children from Becoming the Damaged Property of their Parents and Peers and the World System.
I commit myself to SHOW that as LONG as a Thought Appears in the MIND, Self-Honesty and HERE is NOT yet Real.
I commit myself to SHOW that it is Possible to Walk in Forgiveness as Self, Breath by Breath in Self-Honesty, Clearing Every Memory till the MIND STOPS and Only Self as the Living Flesh Remains, Understanding in Complete Detail How We Created a Damaged World so that we together as One as Equal can Clean up the Damage we have Done to Restore Life as Here as It Must Be as the Actual Reality Intended Before we Created Damnation by Giving ALL the Power to Knowledge as Memory ending up as Characters Created by Our Memory as the Knowledge it Contains.
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Wednesday, 27 June 2012
Day 74: Stopping the MIND IN THE FLESH – Part 1
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Study ALL the Desteni Material as Preparation
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Stopping the
MIND is More than just Not Participating in Thoughts, as the Recurring Thoughts,
even if you Do Not Participate, will Return – as the Source of Thought Must
also be Purified in Fact, in Space and Time – in All Dimensions – for the
Thought to Eventually STOP.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Thought in
its Various Ways, like Visualization, Back Chat, Emotions, Feelings, Fear – are
all the Result of Various Geometrical Forms of Relationships Between Values
through which the Flesh is Used through Memory to Create the Various
Personality Bodies that will be Experienced as the Consciousness of the Being.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what a
Parent will Recognize in a New Born Baby as Personality are the Physical Points
transferred by the Parent to the New Born that formed the form of the New Born,
and the Parent will thus Recognize Some of Themselves in the New Born – and the
More the Parent Love the Part of Themselves they See in the Child as Either the
Parent-Self or the Desired Parent-Self, the More the Parent will automatically
favor the Child – and the more the Child will Embody what the Parent Dislikes,
the More the Parent will have a lesser connection with the Child – and this is
Formed at FIRST Glance of the Child at Birth and will Represent the Physical
Bond, and the Nature of the Bond that will exist with the child and will
Determine the Nature of the Relationship that will develop between the Parent
and Child.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that ALL Thought
in ALL its Dimensions of Sound, Vision, Feeling, Emotion – ALL of it – is
Programmed into the Flesh of the Child with 70% Quantumly Transferred in the
first 7 years of a Child’s life to be Specified in the next 14-21 years, before
the Child will be the Programmed Slave Required by the Parent and the System to
Ensure Survival of that which the Parent holds dear, so as to Justify the Life
of the Parent – and in this the Parent WILL only Serve their Self-Interest, and
Fear and Protect the Real Motivation by Presenting the Motive in a Cover
Called: Love – that is bizarrely defined to be unquestionably Pure, when it is
in Fact the Pure Evil of the Fear of Self-Interest of the Parent Imposed on the
Flesh of the Child through the Mind of the Child till complete Submission is
Achieved, and in this the World as it exists is the Actual Reality that Exists
in Each Parent, as a Parent is also the Creator and Parent of the World System
as it Exist NOW.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Firstly the
Person in the Journey to Life must become Equal to the Mind through being able
to Not Participate in the Thoughts that Arise ALL the Time, and Be Here
Breathing - before the Task can be taken on to Remove the Programs in the Flesh
to such a degree that eventually the Flesh will be Purified and the Person will
become, in fact, the Living Flesh – and be able to Have Any Relationship or
form in the Flesh without it Being the Dominant Control as Consciousness, and
the Person will be in Fact the Dominion of the Flesh, with the Flesh itself
Determining in Every Breath the Actuality of Life Directed, and Be Here as Life
– and thus at the Death, the Person will Cross the Divide as Life and Be
Everywhere as Here, Always. In this it must be Realized How Time and Flesh
Functions and that the Process of First becoming Equal to the Mind and Flesh
before Directive Life will be here as Self, as Principle, as Equal, will take a
minimum of 7 Years of Daily Application IN EVERY Breath, but more Likely take
14 years due to the Many Times that the Directive Will will Fall to the Current
Dominion of the Programs that were allowed to Become the Flesh as the Physical
Mind.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this
challenge to Be faced is in itself equal to the Creation of the Universe as
Life, as the Human Body is a Universe of Planets/Cells, each within their own
character and Purpose that must Become One and equal as Self in Functioning
with all the Other Universes as: Human, Animal, Plant and Other Living Beings –
to be in fact Part of the Living Body as the Universe as Life, as Equal, as One
– Before Life will Be Real, Eternal, Here as Self – and that when this is Not
actualized, Life is Not Created as Self From the Physical with the OBVIOUS
Consequence of the Gift of Life Being LOST Forever.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Although the
Inner-Journey of Birthing Self from the Physical as Life is ALONE, and such that
it can Only Be done by the Self Birthing Self as Life, the Journey to Life
cannot be Walked ALONE - as Each One’s Body is Part of the Greater Body of the
Universe as Life of which each must Become as Life equal and One - Just as the
Inner is Confirmed in the Outer to be Equally so. This meaning that the
Outer-Journey is In a Group, while the Inner-Journey is Alone - as it is in the
Nature of Quantum Reality co-existing. Thus the claims that one must only
Listen to Yourself as Inner-Teacher, is the Self-Interested Illusion of
Consciousness Ego making sure its Control Remains Intact, and is the greatest
challenge to be faced by each, as the Consciousness Ego will be Light and Love
as that which the Parent embedded in the Flesh of the child to make sure the
child Remains the Slave to the System that must Feed the Parent forevermore.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the
Ultimate Self-Perfection that must Be Created as Self over Time in the Physical
Flesh: Above will be Below, and Inner will be Outer, and ALL will Move as One
Life Together: Everywhere, Always, as Here – and Life will be Eternally Here No
Matter where Here May Be.
I commit
myself to assist those Ready for the Process to Life as Self-Honesty in Every
Way Possible: till this is Done, and Each who so may choose, is Here as Life –
Always.
I commit
myself to Explain through time in Every Minute detail, the Construct of what is
Here as Illusion, and what should Be Here as Life, to so assist those that May
Choose Life, to actualize Life Eternally.
I commit
myself to Prepare a way for Each Parent to Find it in themselves to Stop
Creating More Consciousness Zombies as children, but to Become the Actual
Creators of Life so that Each child Born May be Life Eternal – so that Life in
fact will be Here Eternally.
I commit
myself to Explain in Detail the Quantum Multidimensionality of Life, to Make
Sure the Quantum Mind is Not Confused with what Life Must Be in the Flesh in
Space/Time – measurably, eternally, stable, here in absolute Trust as Life.
I commit
myself to call on Each that find some Self-Honesty to Not Postpone but to Start
the Journey to Life Immediately with Writing and Self-Forgiveness as TIME waits
for NO ONE.
I commit
myself to show that Physical Breath is the Timekeeper that can Both Become the
Illusion of Consciousness, or the Journey to Life - and that Each One does have
the Resolve to Handle all that is Here in One Breath – and thus Breath by
Breath it is possible to Birth Life from the Physical, and that this
Possibility is Equal for all as Breath, and that Only Oneself as One Exists
NOW, as the Now, will stand IN the Way to Life to try and Prevent it.
I commit
myself to show that the Science of Consciousness only Serves the Illusion of
Self-Interest, while the Science of Life is yet to be Grasped - and as such we
will Support those that Dare to be Self-Honest to Grasp the Science of Life, to
assist with the Birthing of Life From the Physical.
I commit
myself to Remind those that did Some Research, that Jesus did mention that the
Marvel of Marvels is the Birth of Life From the Physical.
I commit
myself to show that the Illusion of Ego Protects itself By Calling anything
that Threatens the Domain of Consciousness, Evil – as Consciousness is Fuelled
by Fear under the Disguise of Love, and those Not Yet Able to face the Illusion
will Run from Life in Utter Fear.
Saturday, 23 June 2012
Day 70: Backchat
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that the Inner-Dimension of the Accepted and Allowed Self Functions
like a MIRROR that can be Viewed by Self as a Measurement of Self-Honesty and
Integrity - and if Dishonest and without Integrity, will be Focussed on
Self-Interest, and when Self-Honest with Life, Integrity will Reflect in ALL
ways what is Best for all Life ALWAYS.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that thoughts are the Memory Relationship Experiences Over Time,
Programmed into the Mirror as the Physical Body that Reflects what has been
Accepted and Allowed as Self that Participates in this World, which will show
in the World System and the Place the Self Occupies in the World System.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that Backchat exists as Thoughts, Feelings, Emotions, Memory,
Justification, Behaviour, Desires, Fears, Likes, Dislikes, Love and Time – as
ALL the Dimensions of the Self as Personal Consciousness that Accept the World
Consciousness as it Exists Today.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that Backchat acts as the Protector of Personal Self-Interest and
is always Developing Relationships to Allow the Personal Consciousness to Serve
as a Unique Entity that is Valued according to Backchat, and the Feedback
Received from other Human’s Backchat, and the Backchat of the World System that
will Reflect the Position of the Ego in the World System used as Validation
that this is Real, WITHOUT having a clue how this Inner-Self that is So Highly
Trusted, is Actually Created.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that the World as it Exists is the Product of the Inner-Feedback as
Backchat that Only Serves the Ego in the Contest of Winning and Conquering
Perceived World Values for the Purpose of Validating the Self as Interest as a
Value of Happiness, Disregarding Life unless the Human is in Immediate Danger,
Forcing Change.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that Backchat can Only be assessed through writing, or Visible
Behaviour, or Word Context by an External Support - and can be Hidden within
Fake Presentations by the Ego as Private and Personal, which will also be
Revealed within the Context that the Person Stands, in Personal and World
Relationships – showing whether within the Participation each is Protecting
Ownership and Belief, or Lead to What is Best for all Life in all Ways. In
this, the SKILL of Self-Honesty must be developed to find How this ABOMINATION
as Inner-Self Ego was Created that has Caused a World that DOES NOT HONOR LIFE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that the actual Thoughts of Another Cannot Be Seen as it is the
Process of Self-Honesty that Gives the Person the Opportunity to Rebirth as
Life here in the Physical and it Remains the Personal Responsibility of Each
One that will Determine the Consequence after Death.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that Pain Plays a Role in Supporting Self and Others in Determining
where the Ego Abuses the Physical by Creating Ways of Existence that are NOT
Best for All Life, and that Pain will only emerge after Extensive Self-Honest,
Self-Forgiveness and Committed Correction - and will take Several Year of
Investigation to Establish a Clear Self-Honest, Self-Support to Eventually Lead
to the Actual Rebirth as Life, as the Physical, as the Living Word, as What is
Best for All Life: Always.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that the Study of Inner-Self Should be in the Context of the
Physical World that will Create a Human as Self that is Best for All Life
Always with NO Personal Self-Interest ever featuring, Never Mind Being as the
Cause of Decisions as Who the Person is IN THIS WORLD.
I commit myself to show that the Inner-Self that has become
a Consumer Product in Especially Spirituality, is the Evil that Misrepresents
Spirit as Life on Earth – causing the Physical as Real Life to Be Subjected to
a Life of Horror if Basic Support Like Money is Not Available.
I commit myself to show that thought is ALWAYS about
Self-Interest and NEVER about what is Best for Life on Earth.
I commit myself to show that the Programming of the
Inner-Self as Conscious Awareness is NOT Understood and therefore Allowed to be
an Entity that can Roam the Earth Unchecked, Causing Endless Harm to Life.
I commit myself to show that Anyone Reacting to the Message of Desteni is Under the Influence of the Inner-Entity as Self-Consciousness
that will do Anything to Protect itself from being Held Accountable.
I commit myself to show those WILLING to Accept the
Challenge, to Become Self-Honest to Eventually Birth the Real Self as Life form
the Physical, how the Inner-Entity is Programmed and Can be Removed.
I commit myself to show that the World System is the
Reflection of the Inner-Self Consciousness of the Entity, and as the World is
Not a Place for Life, so is the Entity as Self-Ego, Not Life.
I commit myself to show that Self-Honesty is Never a Game of
Superiority or Knowledge and Must be Cross-Referenced in Both the Bodies of the
Ego-Entity and the Buddy-Support through Direct Demonstration without Question,
or any Possibility of Manipulation.
I commit myself to show that writing is a Tool of
Self-Discipline that will Greatly assist in the Removal of the Entity and that
this Process will take a Minimum of 7 years of Daily Self-Honest,
Self-Forgiveness with Committed Directive Action that Must Lead IN ALL WAYS to
a World that is Best for all Life Eternally.
Saturday, 9 June 2012
Day 56: The Past is Over
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that Experience is always the Result of the Past Directing the
Present, Directing the Future and is the Result of Energy Patterns Being
Dominant instead of Common Sense Directive Living that is Best for all Life
Here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that to Pass Over as Death is Showing that the Past is Over as a
Reminder that the Past is not Life but Ego as Energy that ends up Dominating
Life Like a Parasite that takes Life Hostage as its Host to feed off Life till
NO Life Remains, as the World Experience Demonstrates so specifically.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that Self Forgiveness is the Cross Placed as the Line not to Cross
to become the Experience of the Past as that would Cause Energy to be the
Directive Force instead of Life Being the Directive Principle as What is Best
for all Life Always.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that Effective Self Forgiveness is the Crucifixion of the Past as
the Fiction it is, as the Past is NOT Here Unless the Past is allowed as
Experience to Become the Present Illusion, Creating a future of Illusions in
search of Experiences, limiting Life to Become just Temporary Energy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
no realize that judgment is the Experience of the Past confirming that Life is
Not Here, as the Experience of Energy Resulted in actions and Consequence of
Energy Self-Interest that Crossed the Line of Dividing Life into Past, Present
and Future - turning Life into the Fiction of Experience of Energy that
is Desire, Perpetuating the Desires till Death as Crucifixion. Thus, unless one
Die Alive and End the Addiction to the Experience of Energy as the False Image
of Self, Death Ends the Experience as the Opportunity to Be Life is No More.
Thus, consider Rebirth as the End of Energy and Not the Purification of Energy
as All experience as Energy is Always just the Past Repeating itself - and
unless the Past is Over, Life will not Be Born from the Physical as What is the
Same Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that the Message of Jesus is His Life as a Graphic Detailed
Description of the Past that is Over, Crucified at the Cross of the Line Not to
Cross, so that Each can Rebirth Self Here and Be the Resurrection and the Life
as the Word that Became Flesh as the Living Word and the Living World. In this,
Jesus Placed Forgiveness as the Way to Self, as the Tool with which Life is
established as the Flow of the Blood through the Body as Life - because when
Death arrives, the Past is Over and Life Returns to Source as Dust and All
Experiences Embedded as Memories of Self-Delusion is NO MORE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that Consumerism is the Selling of Experience as Energy taking the
Participant into a World of Illusions where Life is Crucified in favour of
Self-Interest till the Body Pass Over.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that Resurrection is the Process of Rebuilding the Body as Life
after the Past as Energy is Forgiven by Self as the End of the Illusion so that
the Body becomes the Living Word as Self as Flesh that is Here as Life as what
is Best for all Life Eternal – and that this is the Only Way that Eternal Life
is Possible.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that Life is always Here Breath by Breath as Earth, Unless Life is
SOULD to the Experience of the Illusion of Good and Evil in the Pursuit of
Happiness where the Ego Ends up Living the Dream, as Earth turns into a
Nightmare.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that Self Forgiveness in Self Honesty is the Crucifixion of the
Ego, as the Experience of Illusion as Energy, till all Mind Energy stops at the
Death of the Ego so that the Flesh can be Resurrected as the Living Word, as
what is Best for all Life - so that Peace Eternal will be established on Earth
as Heaven as what is Best for all Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that the Trials and Tribulations in the time of the
Revelation of the Effect of the Addiction to the Experience of Self-Interest as
the Image that Ends in the Grave as the Graven Image, is Necessary – as it is
allowed and Created by the Fake Self as Energy that Attempts to Ascend to Ever
Higher Frequencies of Self-Interest in a Desperate Bid to Hang onto the
Experience of the Fake Self, Disregarding the Extensive Revelation that is On
Earth Demonstrating that Experience as Energy is Not Life, but is Only the Past
that Eventually will Pass Over.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that there is an End to Energy as Experience just as there is a
Beginning to Energy as an Experience and that this is Revealed On Earth for All
to See, to See who will Free Themselves from this Energy to choose Life,
because Unless One chose Life and IS Life Here Eternal, Established in the Way
of Life One Leaves Behind for the Children to Come, One will Certainly Die.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that this World System as Accepted on Earth is the Evidence of the
Abdication of Life and the choice to Prefer Self-Interest as Experience of
Energy, and that this Illusion will come to an End – yet, the Physical World
will Not be affected by the End of the Energy Illusion and those that do chose
Life and prove this as the Living Word as Flesh will Receive Eternal Life Here
on Earth as the Way of Life that will Exist as what is Always Best for allLife.
I commit myself to show that all Experience as Energy has
its foundation in the Past and that Self-interest is the Attempt of the Graven
Image to Control the Future as Happiness that is never Equally Given to All,
causing Extensive Abuse of Life and living Being to Become the Accepted and
Allowed Norm on Earth as if this is Normal.
I commit myself to show that Death Demonstrates that the
past as Experience Based on Memory Comes to an End, and that the Graven Image
as Self, Branded the Illusion of Self as Energy into Symbols of Happiness in
Self-Interest that has no Care for Life whatsoever.
I commit myself to show that Jesus as the Living Word as
Life as the Same Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow was changed into a Commodity of
the Graven Image to Be SOULD as the Experience of Self-Interest, Misdirecting
the Children generation after generation, establishing Hell on Earth for Every
One that Does Not have Money to Buy their Experience, or to Support themselves,
or their children - and that those WITH MONEY will not Give Up THEIR DREAM
until they LOSE it all, even their Lives.
I commit myself to show that the Equality of the Process to
Life is the Same for Everyone: as Self Forgiveness in Self Honesty, as that is
the One Test the Graven Image as the Energy of Self-Interest will Always Fail
to Make sure that No One that is Not Life will enter Eternal Life.
I commit myself to show that the Energy as Self-Interest, as
the Desire of Experience in the Pursuit of Happiness, as the Individual Self as
Choice for this Self-Interest - is the Graven Image that will End in the Grave.
I commit myself to show that Rebirth is Not Energy or
Feeling Based, but is Life Here as the Flesh, as the Living Word, as What is
Best for all Life – breath by breath – that is Trusted as the Same Yesterday,
Today and Tomorrow, as Eternal Confirmation of the Consistency of the Choice as
Life, so that Life of Earth for each New Born can and will be Trusted to always
Produce what is Best for all Life.
I commit myself to show that Memories as Emotions and feelings of Given Values are the foundation of the Ego as the Graven Image that
has taken Life Hostage in Favour of Self-Interest and that the Time is here
where this Abuse will End, as the Graven Image is Doomed, as it has always Been
Doomed, and that which is Not Life: can Never Be Life.
I commit myself to show that Consumerism on Earth is the
Manifestation of the SOUL as SOULD to the False Image of the Self-Interest of
Experience as Energy that will Do Anything possible to Convince itself that it
is Possible to Ascend to Life as Something NOT on Earth, while Only EARTH is
the key to Life and NO One that Does Not Birth themselves from the Physical as
the Living Word as Flesh as what is Best for All Life, will Receive Eternal Life
as they did not Give Eternal Life to all as Equals.
I commit myself to show that Living the Dream is a Nightmare
for those Not Part of the Dream, and as the Dreamer Gave Nightmares to Others,
the Dream will turn into a Nightmare for the Dreamer.
I commit myself to show that Ascension as SOULD in
Self-Interest as Energy is But an Illusion that will ensure that those that do
not Deserve Life, will Never Be Life.
I commit myself to show that ALL is being Revealed Right Now
on Earth to show that the Now as Energy is Not Life and will never be Life as
it only Serves the Experience of Self-Interest while Millions without Money
have NO Access to the NOW that is being SOULD.
I commit myself to Show that the Destiny of Life is What is
Best for all Life, and Each is Free to choose whom they will serve: Life or Not
Life.
Saturday, 26 May 2012
Day 33: Peace of Mind – Mind in Pieces
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that unless every piece of my mind is a peace with each other and with life, the conflict I have defined as my right to opinion will result inevitably in a world at war in all facets of society - emerging as competition, manipulation, deception, abuse and actual war - as the fear allowed in the mind for justified survival, determines the fabric of society at large.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is in what I allow in the small actions as words, thoughts and deeds - breath by breath - where I determine the large picture of Life on Earth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every piece of my mind must be at peace, and that it can only be at peace if I have practically aligned every piece of my mind to what is best for all Life, as that would remove my fear of survival, but only if I can bring myself to realize that my fear of trusting my fellow human is the source fear my fellow human has of trusting me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is in the SMALL, the seemingly menial meaningless, that the big picture is pieced together – either as equality and peace, or inequality and war.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that UNLESS I take my mind as accepted now APART, piece by piece, to understand HOW I have put it together and then put it together in AWARENESS, so that which represents peace on Earth - peace on Earth will remain impossible.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that taking my mind apart piece by piece in self-honesty to understand how I created myself, will take a minimum of 7 years - and that the Journey to Nothingness, to Life, in piecing myself back together again as what is best for all Life, will take at least another 7 years – and that the longer I wait to take action to restore Life to myself and Earth, the longer the process to Life will take and the greater the consequence will be that I and humanity will have to face.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is in the small allowances, like: the spoken word, a written word, a corporate action somewhere in the world, an abusive family, a child starving in a world of plenty, that I create the consequence for me, my children, my neighbour, and my world – and that only through actual self-change that reflects in the world, can I change the world, and prevent some of the consequences.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have accepted men and women as Leaders in the world based on my dishonesty and inadequacy, without realizing that this would place Leaders in the world in the image and likeness of how I am in my mind - and that complaining about it is useless, as it will only fuels conflict within myself and prevents me from taking the action necessary to actually change myself to the state where I will be able to contribute practically to change the world to what is best for me as Life, and best for all as Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that using economic systems based on debt, when resources are given freely by the planet, will result in a mind that lives in debt - and that the mind will align itself to survival and inequality that will result in inner-conflict and outer war, as resources will be valued instead of Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by creating a fake space of inner-peace for myself by separating myself from the world, will give more power to abuse and will make me absolutely inadequate to ever be Life - as I will be unable to be Life in all dimensions by directing the laws of each dimension to what is best for all Life - and thus, in my fakeness of spirit, I will confirm that I cannot be trusted with the responsibility as Life and for Life.
I commit myself to show that opinion is always the result of a mind in pieces, where oneness does not in fact exist, and which will result in a world that will never be at peace.
I commit myself to show that the creative power on Earth is in thought, word and deed – and if that is not aligned: the what is best for all Life as one Life on One Planet, the word will fall to pieces.
I commit myself to show that structural resonance alignment is the practical way, with support, where the mind is deconstructed piece by piece to be understood, so as to eventually be put back together again, piece by piece – to what is best for all Life - and that any resistance or postponement to consistently participate, indicates a lack of compassion and disciplined dedication to Life that will have consequences for all.
I commit myself to show that the world as a prison is a result of the imprisoned self as Life, in pieces in the mind, without a peace that reflects in every daily action in the world.
I commit myself to show that desire without measurable appropriate action, resulting in what is best for all Life, is like farting in the mind.
I commit myself to show that the smallest measure on Earth, which is one breath at a time, is all that any human can direct and manage – and that it is in these small measures that the world has been created to the state it is in now, and that it will be with these small measures that we will have to change the world one by one – till the oneness and equality of Life is in fact here, and only then will the prison of fear be at an end, and all Life will be free.
I commit myself to show that that which was put together breath by breath in self-interest, must be deconstructed breath by breath within awareness and responsible self-honesty – before it can be put together again breath by breath with Life-Awareness – before peace on Earth will be possible, and that this is the practical real way of rebirthing oneself to Life and actual real awareness.
I commit myself to show why the process to Peace on Earth will only be possible as a practical solution and a Labour of Love and dedication through daily breath by breath application that will take a minimum of 14 years per individual human - and as example, there is already evidence of the change of those that have been walking this practical process for years. To deny this evidence is to deny yourself Life and is to allow that which is illusion to consume you till what you have squandered as the gift of Life is returned to its origin as dust.
Tuesday, 15 May 2012
Day 31: The Secret of Breath
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the ‘who I am’ is the devil that is in the details.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of the needle, than a person who values money or property to receive Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that only through breath moving too slow for the mind, will the truth be revealed, whether I am Life, or whether I am Mind only.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what I participate in breath by breath indicates ‘who I am’, and that this will determine who I will be at death, as the final breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that for instance what I like or dislike on YouTube will determine breath by breath ‘who I am’, and what I allow Earth to become.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the world system as it exists today was formed and built by each participant as who we are in our actions or non-actions, breath by breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Earth provides the drama – breath by breath – to determine who will be Life and whom will be energy as self-interest for which the penalty: is death.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the secret of Earth and birth is hidden in plain sight in the secret of breath. Wherein, the secret of ‘who I am’ is revealed in the small things I do, or do not do, breath by breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that trustworthiness as Life is reflected in the small actions taken every breath and that every excuse allowed in a breath, accumulates into support for abuse of Life on Earth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my body only exists as a unit or group of cells because, breath by breath, each cell directs itself to support me to realize how I create ‘who I am’ breath by breath, that I may realize and choose Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that through money I have made the decision to abdicate Life and honour quick-illusions, indicating through the use of money, who I really am, and why Life will never be available to those that value money above Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that creating the world, breath by breath, will look slow - because I have become addicted to the belief that energy creates fast results, when in fact, I created the energy-possession, also slowly – breath by breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that time equals breath-by-breath, and that when I have ‘time fly by’ I am not breathing, in fact, and was subject to the illusion of energy-possession that removed me from the truth that gives me Life, as the physical – breath by breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the small actions, the big results happen, as demonstrated thought democracy - where one man/woman, as one vote, is cast to represent the group-decision that is participated in. And that through this, the future of the world is determined, represented as a vote, as one breath taken, on average – every 4 years – as a very small action with massive global implications.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the small, multiple thoughts that happen one-by-one in the mind, are the breaths of the mind that accumulate into a system that will energetically imprint in the flesh to control the direction at breath as body as flesh, and as such – indicate ‘who I am’ as thought, and ‘who I am’ as flesh, and ‘what I will do or not do’ as breath by breath, which will determine the future of Life on Earth as it has done for generations already.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the ‘who I am’ in thought, word and deed of a mother and father, will determine the ‘who I am’ of a new born baby, through the first seven years of the baby’s Life. And thus it is measurable to determine – through a measure of breath: the measure of Life or abuse a new arrival on Earth will become.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Earth – through breath by breath – is in fact the test to determine what each being in the universe has chosen in the small things, the so-called menial-things. Do you choose ‘Life’ – proven breath by breath in the small things that create the big: or did you abdicate Life for the self-interested temptations of the mind, as feelings and emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being positive is a state of energy and not a state of Life as breath, and that the energy represents the false image I project onto the world as a breath by breath decision to not take responsibility for what is being created by the humans as group, breath by breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as the human race, each human represents a breath that accumulates as a group, so the ‘who we are’ as humans - indicated in greed, profit, sexual obsession, love obsession, poverty, rape, pornography, elitism, false images and all that’s now in control the future of the world, is what we accept and allow, though I refused to take responsibility for Life on Earth, breath by breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every word I write, speak or accept as part of ‘who I am’, determines ‘who I am’ and what I will create as Life on Earth, and if that is not represented as what is best for all Life on Earth, I will be held accountable as every breath counted, and the ‘who I am’ as breath in all that actually, really counted and created the world in all its measure.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have abdicated my directive responsibility and action, breath by breath, to energy - by creating automated, energetic, justified, conscious actions to represent me as breath, using the energy as motivation and reason for movement without any actual awareness present, breath by breath – to check what I am accepting and allowing to be created by energy on Earth. Because I have not checked all breath by breath actions and the consequences: even though the consequences clearly show that Life has been replaced by energy, causing massive global abuse.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I’ve abdicated responsible movement, breath by breath as Life – to the abuse of those possessed by emotions and feelings, wherein the possessed are motivated to promote their obsessive emotions and feelings to represent consistent ‘choice’, breath by breath – while those that see what really happens as the abuse, do not have the directive will and understanding to equalize the abusive choices through a proactive breath by breath visible-action, as the group as Life to result in the visible-support of Life. And, that the non-action of those that see – are allowing the abuse to proliferate, unchecked.
I commit myself to reveal the secret of breath as the secret of Life on Earth, as the secret of who I am as Life or not Life in every breath, till all grasp this secret and take action to stop all abuse breath by breath.
I commit myself to show how breath by breath is the equality equation that determines who I create myself to be - and that if I have created an abomination, I can stop and forgive myself and recreate myself to Life as Love, as I have breath left to accumulate, but when I reach my last breath, my time as opportunity is done, and my accumulation of who I have been as breath will determine what I will face as consequence – (see Life Review – free downloads)
I commit myself to show how love, energy, positive thinking and all states of mind possession contribute accumulatively in the creation of a world in peril.
I commit myself to remind those that stand up for Life that the small actions of supporting each other and those that rise from the ashes of their Lives, will determine who you are as Life. The small measures determine the big outcomes.
I commit myself to call on all to take a stand against abuse in the small ways possible, breath by breath, by reporting it so that the systems already in place can purify, and the abusers can learn that they will not get way with abuse.
I commit myself to show that one man, one vote is a democratic system, as the key to change the world to a place where Life once more will be valued.
I commit myself to develop assistance for every parent to be able to assist a new born child, breath by breath, with a sustainable example. Obviously parents will support their children best with daily written self-forgiveness at this stage in the 7 year process, and with reading aloud some of the blogs written by others walking the Journey to Life
I commit myself to show that choice exists in every breath as a choice that must be made with awareness as it accumulates into the world we all experience and live in.
I commit myself to demonstrate that Earth is the eye of the needle, where the I as need will determine who each one is in fact – slowly, breath by breath accumulating with the inevitable certainty the answer as ‘who I am’: whether it is Life or it is mind.
I commit myself to show that money can only support Life as Equal Money, where money is valued as Life, equally for all Life.
I commit myself to emphasize the importance of slow-movements, breath by breath, in establishing in every breath the foundation on Earth, that only values Life as the only real value that can be valued.
I commit myself to show that time as money does not value Life, and is only a tool in the hands of abusive greediness, and only has control over brainwashed fearfulness, where Life is not valued at all.
I commit myself to show that if specificity in every breath is not walked as best for all life, the result will cause the consequence of harm that will always return to the one that placed self-interest first till each one in every breath live what is best for all life and in this living establish life as equal for all on earth.
I commit myself to remind each one that we are all guests on Earth and we have abused the hospitality of Earth and created an Asylum and Hospital out of Earth searching for Feelings of energy in Self-interest. Earth will no longer tolerate the abuse and we as Humanity will now face our final our within which each one must decide who The I will be, Life or Self Interest. There is no one that can deny that deep inside this hour has always been expected.
I commit myself to show that if specificity in every breath is not walked as best for all life, the result will cause the consequence of harm that will always return to the one that placed self-interest first till each one in every breath live what is best for all life and in this living establish life as equal for all on earth.
I commit myself to remind each one that we are all guests on Earth and we have abused the hospitality of Earth and created an Asylum and Hospital out of Earth searching for Feelings of energy in Self-interest. Earth will no longer tolerate the abuse and we as Humanity will now face our final our within which each one must decide who The I will be, Life or Self Interest. There is no one that can deny that deep inside this hour has always been expected.
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