Day 573: Practical Living Explained

Practically Creating The World as Acceptable to ALL

This is the tested living model where each one will be able to participate as equal and one and experience their participation in bringing forth a new world.

How I apply practical forgiveness in every moment, is in my application of inner awareness in the moment before I act in outer awareness-- so in my world I am known as the destroyer-- because--once I am certain I am honest with me and what I am aware of my accepted expression and I have corrected me in my self expression, I will reveal the point in the other that requires correction to the point where their world will destruct-- normally they are angry --but inevitably they return in forgiveness and understanding --this is how we enlighten the world through revelation of inner awareness as the outer expression of what we are aware of in every moment.

Have a look at how we have created our world - the outer me reflecting the inner me (from which we have hidden, which we have denied through shame of what we have accepted and allowed to manifest in this world as us and thus the reason why we have not actually stood up and have taken responsibility for ourselves: Shame of all that we are actually responsible for, which is the inner me that manifests the outer me as this world within which we experience ourselves) - thus in applying forgiveness in every moment, before acting or speaking, making sure I stand as self awareness as me and correct what is necessary within (which is that which had been the cause through acceptance and allowance by me to manifest what exist within me and my world that is not of who I really am) - our expression both within and as me and without and as the world will change - because it is me and I am responsible for me, both within and without! Only when honesty with me is proven as me, that I am honest with me in every moment as self expression of inner awareness: Am I able to directly 'point out' that which exist within others which is not of who they are within and without - I then have the ability to see this within others as me, because I am aware of them as me, I see directly because I see directly as me through self awareness as me as who I am. I live who I am through and as honesty and inner awareness/self awareness and thus I know who others are as me and I will not accept and allow anything less than who they are as me. Because I know how and what their current image and likeness is accepting and allowing within themselves and this world, which is not who they are and thus the world will reflect that which is not who they are - I am responsible for them as me, in every moment I see that I or those around me are accepting and allowing within, reflected in this world, that which is not of who we are. Thus--I take responsibility for the moments in my world I participate in without compromise or justification or making it better than what it really is. I thus trust only my honesty with myself as self corrected and make sure I am self corrected through the actual forgiveness and correction--If I did not do the forgiveness, I will fall - If I did do the forgiveness I will understand that the being did not change immediately, but went through a process of realization as self that in a way excluded me, yet is me as the being is me. My input thus is the catalyst and the Structural Resonance as I am Presence will direct to the point of AHA--I see what I do--This cycle take from days to 2 years per event--so be patient--yet assertive and firm in your standing--Trusting self forgiveness and corrective application in your own world experience--inner to reflect outer. You will not immediately experience a change in your world through forgiveness--only a relieve--a moment of peace -- then more conflict as you start to face yourself.

Many will react in many ways as I stand and not accept and allow anything less than who they are as me - through fear of facing self through self honesty because this will mean that the shame of self will have to be faced of that which have been accepted and allowed within and as self to manifest in this world as self and that we've never actually stood up within and as self awareness and self honesty in every moment and take responsibility for that which we have accepted and allowed within self and this world as self but instead cowered away in shame: This is but the process to realising honesty with self, which is self honesty through self awareness: Self aware of self, self honesty with self, self responsibility with self - the one and only relationship/agreement that exist within existence as me.

This world as it exist, us how we exist - the inner expression and outer expression have been created through many moments for eons of time. Thus self awareness is required in every moment to no longer continue with the moments of expression we have accepted and allowed that is not of who we are, with forgiveness we correct such moments within ourselves, with self honesty we correct such moments within ourselves, before we express - then we express through and as self awareness.

So= Strange--Forgiveness in full circle

So Step by Step

1. I see life as a moment-- a moment is not time , but the point that change my experience in a moment to the point that the moment change again-- Between this beginning and end of the moment-- I look at my inner reactions and movements-- I may have only one breath like in a conversation or many when I am more observer--

A moment not equated to time. I'd describe a moment as follows: Sitting alone within the living room and someone walks in, would be the beginning of the moment. The end of this particular moment would be when either one of you stands up and walks out. Within and during the moment the application of breathing becomes the expression of you as follows: The in breath and out breath and the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath. Within the in breath I observe my inner awareness, during the moment in between the in breath and out breath exist an infinite moment, and within the out breath I express my inner awareness as outer expression: This moment, from the in breath, to the infinite moment in between, to the out breath - occurs with every breath from the beginning to the end of the entire moment as my inner awareness is expressed as me within my outer expression as one. The beginning and the end as one moment with the in breath, the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath and then the out breath. And so you continue throughout the moment into the next moment, the next moment when you're alone once again within the living room is the following moment after the moment you experienced with the being in the living room with you.

The breath application within and as the moment work as follows: Four (4) counts in breath, four (4) counts infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath and then four (4) counts out breath...and so you continue.

2. In the in breath I observe me inner self-- honest to the utmost-- I found that if I am not honest--I will be ashamed Later-- In the moment before the in breath and the out breath-- "Time" stand still and in that infinite moment (I practiced this infinite moment in-between breath by challenging myself to see the essence of the common sense that is best for all in the moment. That means: I look at the practical way each participant in the moment's life will continue if I don't interfere and whether I would be grateful at the end of time that someone had the courage to challenge my ego and belief systems when I was lost. And then I express myself as the challenge and interference in the beings life, taking responsibility upon myself to direct the moment to the benefit of the greatest self expression inevitably.) -- the outcomes of my participation is measured to obtain maximum impact no matter what--obviously only as words-- this same application was applied in the directive principles that changed the dimensions in one moment--This is the point f access that cannot be thought out or come from knowledge and access will only come through much effective honest self reflection and proven application within the infinite moment in between breaths--no more access will be gained than what is proven to be understood as life in the infinite moment with full awareness and understanding. Thus , here no-one give access and it cannot be forced or prayed or meditated upon--it is gained through proven effective self expression and participation in the current allowed reality focusing on stopping what is here to allow that which is life within to step forth to be directed by self as proof as Creator, Created and Creation and the responsibility that goes with this--This is the dominion of Man and why Earth is the “secret” of existence and why all creative Will is directed from earth in existence and why all creation became trapped around earth due to the abuse of self expression. This had to happen to understand oneness and equality and bring forth a model where all will walk as one--either on earth or after death--so--no-one will hold any captive with fear or with knowledge - death is the equalizer where self refuse to go in self forgiveness and correction for all as one.

So from the in breath I observe me, inner self, and in the moment before the in breath and out breath within the infinite moment I observe all participants as me included. And within the observation I see direct where it is necessary to act or speak to direct those as me to self realisation/ self honesty in revealing points that is not of who they are, and within the out breath I express me, inner self, inner awareness of all that surrounds me and I act and speak appropriately where necessary: The expression of me not accepting or allowing anything less that who the participants are as me.

Observe: In the breath alone, you are trapped in consciousness, as the breath alone you are trapped in consciousness. It is in the moment in between the in breath and the out breath that you are free, it is in the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath that you are free. That freedom expands and expounds as we become more specific in our understanding to let go of what we have allowed to be the Illusion we call creation--yet as a training model--the illusion is great and effective -- So--doesn't help to fight or scream or manipulate--this is done --This is the last life for each on earth as consciousness--sadly for those refusing to apply forgiveness--all that will happen is that you will be last to realize your responsibility to yourself as all as one as equal--so--we will be equal to our application

3. Obviously if I found a movement or emotion or feeling of reaction like anger in me because of the other beings participation-- I apply forgiveness and do the correction in myself into infinity in the infinite moment between the in breath and the out breath

Self first: This is important. It is first to correct self awareness, inner awareness of self through applying necessary self forgiveness before directly speaking or assisting those that participate in a particular moment in effectively and appropriately directing them as you by not accepting and allowing anything less that who they are as you.

It starts with self: In moments of not accepting and allowing anything less than who I am through breathing application and expression, making sure I stand clear within self honesty and self awareness and self responsibility through breathing application and expression, I won't accept or allow anything less from who those are around me as me.

Honesty with self first, self responsibility first, before honesty with self within others as self is 'pointed out' and revealed in realising self responsibility towards others who are participating in a particular moment. I always assist the being I am opening to self revelation by doing forgiveness allowed with them--very effective with children--example--say to the person or child--repeat after me allowed--I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see that the inner conflict in me is the inner conflict in all other beings on earth as well. I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to belief that my conflicts are unique and that I am alone. I understand that I am alone in my inner honesty, because I must prove me to life to be birthed as life from systems--etc--this requires practice and to ask questions will assist.

I imagine the fear--we all have to give up consciousness and what we believed was important--so we all will understand our fears and the fears of others--thus--important to not use the fear of your own giving up by saying it cannot work, because others will not believe--then you trap yourself-- Focus on self first and test this out--or you may stand after death having to face the truth about your essence of fear not yet transcended--not a recommended option and there is no judgment on what method you apply--now or after death--either way you only face yourself and in that you and each are alone

Self first - First making absolutely sure within the in breath, the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath and the out breath that I am absolutely completely clear from all that I am not within a particular moment. Inner awareness, self honesty and self responsibility must stand as me as who I am to be able to 'point out' and reveal within those that participate within a particular moment that which they are not. Thus I must make sure I stand absolutely clear within me as me of all that I am not, not accepting anything less than who I am, to be able to do the same within those that participate within a particular moment.

4. Obviously-- I have through practicing this multiple times focused on my correction with forgiveness-- established a level of trust in my corrective action and thus trust that I act as all as one as equal in the moment--In other words--because of my own honesty with self in understanding self correction and oneness in expression and equality in responsibility-- I trust me to do what is necessary to assist in revelation and practical example-- I cannot save another or fix another--I can only reveal self-deception and only once I have proved that I have corrected self-deception in me. This is proved through dimensional access--no honesty--no direct access--no proof that all as one is who you are--no access--just mind jobs and pictures--just snippets of uncertainty--yet where honesty has been infinitely proven--full access--hearing and seeing just like you and me in 3d--conversations -like dimensions and earth is one will become your reality experience--this is the guide for each on earth--all will see dimensions and communicate dimensions equally - as we do in 3d--the key--self correction and self realization and with effective application--quite possible for anyone any where

Here remember--access is according to the extend of self expression--no- one gain more than what is taken responsibility for as all as one--so no-one can actually harm another--only systems harm systems and death is only the death of systems.

5. Correction of self deception means to find a solution onto infinity in every moment-- That seems odd, but look-- The I am only exist in the moment and not in the mind or thinking-- so The I am of me will show me what to do in the moment if I have proved my honesty to me and proved that I will act in the interest of ultimate oneness and equality -- NO MATTER WHAT

6. This means that the answer cannot be planned or prepared--I must be prepared thus aware and in that awareness -- self-directed-- thus I must trust me that I will not abuse my awareness to get my way or my will, but will do the GREATER will-- This is where power is--if one can call this power-- Power is greatly misunderstood

Within the expression of self through the out breath - the outer expression of self is unpredictable - self expression is unpredictable as it's not equated to memory, as it's not equated to thought, emotions and feelings as a reactive behaviour. Outer self expression as one with inner awareness as self - is unpredictable and it is within and as unpredictability where self trust exist. Yet this unpredictable self expression is where the words spoken together with actions necessary to be taken in the moment is one - and is done within and as equality and oneness for what is best for all as one as equal. Thus, in unpredictable self expression, trust exist from the principle that I will speak and do in this moment what is best for all as one as equal - as each human being represents existence as all as one as equal.

7. Now in the in breath I assessed myself and what I became aware of-- in the point in-between I tested me into infinity--In the out breath I participate in trust and let the words flow-- no thinking-- this is then the I am that speaks--we are all this I am , but this I am never speaks-- the mind speaks-- this is the calamity of Man.

It is here within and as unpredictable self expression, as the outer expression of inner awareness as self with the out breath - that the I am speaks and expresses as all as one as equal - appropriately, what is best for all as one as equal. Here the I am speak in sound as sound and your words become infinite expansive sound where you see all the various ways your words will flow through existence--this is truly amazing--but impossible for systems or the mind to experience

How do we know it is the I am speaking--the mind is silence--as long as the mind thinks or pictures of something greater exist--the I am will not speak--see the 10 Commitments in Baird Spaldings books - a few adjustments necessary--but the Amalgamation expressed there happens only through honesty and self forgiveness as an inner process that each must do individually and that no-one will be able to do for another--those that wait for another -will experience the fate of the one they wait for--to show that -our example of discipline with self honesty and self forgiveness no matter what the challenge--will manifest--this is certain

See how humanity is being forced to speak out with world events having little or no effect-- because they have not yet done this process of self-awareness at an inner level of practicality-- thus-- great calamity must now manifest--not necessary if we get our asses in gear with revelation in the moment and forgiveness and self correction

The process of self revelation as movement of self, instead of the culminating of effects within the world which we caused through no self awareness, no self responsibility and no self honesty - reaching calamity which will only then cause self revelation and self movement for us.

I have been living like this for years, but to place it in practical words took a while.

Look in this model of practical living -- no God is required, no Master is required , no ascension to send your ass to some better place--the best place is self, here- as Self Mastery. No religion is required but honesty with self. No wisdom is required but awareness in the moment. No honey words is required because you are the bee that collect the pollen in awareness in the moment as the moment flower - knowing that honey will be produced from it. This is the food of life.

Practical breathing thus is--constand--practise

4 counts in 4 counts infinite 4 counts out - repeat

No-one will come to prove you but yourself--this is certain and only self will proof self to self--this is equality and oneness in practical expression

enjoy

Day 558: Meditation, Understanding and Self-Realisation

So we continue with What the Demons Taught me About the Message of Jesus, Secrets of Jesus.
Now, let’s look at meditation.

I was extensively involved in meditation and at the end of the day, which is quite important to consider, what I have come to realise through meditation is the difference between ‘understanding something’ and then ‘realising something’.
‘Understanding’ is no different to having a book that you read and you understand what it says. It doesn’t mean that you can in fact make it real and that in fact is part of you. It is only knowledge and therefore at the level of ‘understanding’ it is useless.

At the level of ‘Self-Realisation’, it is yourself. And it is real and repeatable, consistent and trustworthy, here and it is within the context of your starting point. So my starting point being ‘What’s Best for All’, ‘What’s Best for All Life’ and all ‘Forms’ and all ‘Ways’ in the Universe. That starting point thus is the point that must be answered as Equality within Self-Realisation for it to be of any value or meaning to me.

If your starting point is ‘only to ‘Serve the Light’ for instance, then obviously your answer is only going to be in terms of what your starting point is. And that is quite important within the Equality Equation and also within the context of what one’s actual Self-Realisation is.

So in meditation which I participated in extensively over many, many years –I have gone through the guided meditations, I’ve done the circles, I’ve done the – you know the circle is where you develop ‘Psychic Abilities’ – participated in that over many years, many times and watched the development of Channels.

I have participated in guided meditations, I found it very difficult to ‘make up’ what they want you to imagine in the guided meditation. You know, “there’s a stream, and under the stream, go and be quiet, wash yourself”- you know, all of the guided meditations are very suggestive and your mind being extremely fast, it will create with a little bit of effort, after you’ve been to a few sessions of guided meditation, it’ll create exactly what the guidance is simulating. And unless it works for you, you’ll move unto another group until you get a group where suddenly your guided meditation is working for you and you go and dump all your stuff there in your imaginary world where you have your imaginary guide. In some cases one will actually, in the old days, have had communication with a guide. But in most cases and for most, this never happened. And only for the few it did and that was made as if it was very special. While in fact it wasn’t. It was just part of a much greater plan, which we will discuss in some future discussions.

Anyway, so – when I found that this guided meditation thing is just not getting it, because the moment I am imagining it, because my starting point is ‘What is Equal and One’, and what is ‘Image and Likeness’, which is the same thing – whenever I make it up, I immediately know that I am making it up, it is not real and I can change it. So therefore I stayed Here within my meditations and I tended to follow my own, call it, “guidance” in not creating some illusionary colourful picture in my mind as if it is real. To me the physical reality, what I see with my eyes, what I touch with my hands and that which it is made up of, which is the unseen that gives it structure and substance of it – that was reality. To actually have an experience that is in the mind, imaginary, made up, that is requiring my participation intensely and very seldom can one find point where something can enter that is not necessarily within the context of your own consciousness. But – that we will discuss at another stage.

Day 471: Sleep Therapy

Obviously under the Premise of Investigate All Things and Keep what is Good, one need to also look at Sleep Therapy because there are some Extreme Benefits possible through Sleep Therapy.

Now, our Starting Point is within the Process to find a Rhythm that is Effective Sleep Pattern so that one has got Sufficient Time in this life to Do Your Best in bringing about a World that is Best for All. But within this from Time to Time, I mean You may Need to consider Sleep Therapy.

Now during Deep Sleep as what has been proven through Medical Science, when you place a body in a Coma – which is a deep sleep – the Body comes up with Miraculous Cures, something Science does Not yet Understand. Understand from that perspective that All Sleep in a way, Deep Sleep is a form of Coma, You Can’t Remember a Thing; so if You’re Not Sleeping Effectively and you’re Not Reaching the Deep Sleep State and your Mind is Overactive and you have Dreams then Obviously you’re Not having the Effective Sleep Therapy you Need for the Body to Remain Effective in its Support, because the Body is Sleeping essentially Because of the Mind.

Because the Mind is Intensely Utilizing the body to Do its ‘Bidding.’ And for instance if you are an Emotional/Feeling Person, you’ve created a whole Weather System within you that is Energetically based and depending on the Type of Weather you will have All kinds of Events taking place In the Body. These events are based on your Programmed Reactions because you’ve Programmed a Weather System, whether This happens or whether That Happen you will have Different Reactions. So if you have a Reaction of Anger in the body you will have Essentially an Energy storm. Now you’ve noticed what happens when you have a High-Energy Storm in the Physical World, it Causes Destruction, it uproots trees, it Destroys all kinds of scenarios. The same thing is Happening in your Body.

The Sleep Process is what is used to Heal this so to speak, so your Greatest Healing is to Let the Body Do the Healing and is to Do it during Deep Sleep. From this perspective obviously, Sleeping Pills could be beneficial – here though the research is Not taken to the point of its Benefit from the perspective of the Deep Healing that Happens through the Physical Body while you are in Deep Sleep. So whatever Sleeping pill you are considering, you have to Not Do it as a Habit because then you are Training your Body to be Dependent on it and it becomes Less Effective in its Healing Process, You Do it as a Therapy when and as Needed. If you have Not Yet Transcended Your Mind and therefore Your Thoughts Interfere with your Sleeping Process, this will come up as Dreams and as Turning around in your Sleep and Not being able to have a Truly Deep Invigorating Sleep.

From this perspective, the Body Meditation – simply Relaxing the Body and Letting the Mind Go Completely so that you are Here Breathing – is Effective because that Type of Meditation is a form of Deep Sleep you enter and even if you Fall Asleep within that even Better because you have in Effect Removed the Influence of the Mind. The same with your Self-Forgiveness, if you have done your Self-Forgiveness in the day Effectively and Nothing of the Day Remains that Requires your Direction = You will be Able to Sleep Deeply. If there are Issues you haven’t Resolved, the Issues will be attempting to Resolve Themselves during your Sleep State and your Body will not have the Time to Recuperate Effectively after the Day’s Storms of Energy.

When you are using Sleeping Pills You Must Study the Side-effects and ensure that it has No other Side-effects that are Detrimental to you but that is simply Supporting you on one point: to have a Deep Sleep Session to Allow your Body to Heal-itself. The Better your Sleeping Pattern obviously the Better your Health.

Within this also remember Not to Eat for at least 2 to 3 hours Before you Go to Sleep and that you also Do Not Drink Water Right before you go to sleep, you do it at least One Hour Before so that you can Take a Wee and Not be Disturbed during the night because you May have a Dream in the Night that You want to Wee and then you will Wee in the Bed – that is simply How the Body will Handle the Process.

So, a Structured Existence understanding All Parts of Yourself is Essential. Within this the Optimum way to Deal with Deep Sleep is obviously to Ensure that Before you go to Bed, you have Handled All Issues of the day through Self-Forgiveness, you have Completely Let it go and you are at Peace with your Day, that you’ve done Everything You Can in that Day and that You Have been Effective in your Living. That way you will have Deep Sleep as well, then you Get in Bed, you Breathe Effectively, you Let Go and you will Enter Deep Sleep with Ease. If you Don’t, then the Mind is Still Active, you’re still Using the Mind.

The Mind remember is Purely a Mechanism that Helps you to Deal with the Bigger Picture of Life on Earth and if your Data in your Mind is Biased and Not According to the In-Fact Existence as it is on Earth, then you will have all kinds of Unbalanced Ideas about the World, and your Mind will be Unbalanced and you will Have Fear, you’ll be Unable to Live Effectively. The Desteni I Process can Assist you with this and as we Continue with the Process You will Learn Highly Effective Ways to Exist as a Living Being as the Flesh as Self.

So Sleep Therapy is of Great Benefit. But then also remember: You have One Life in which You have to Optimize Yourself to Assist within the Process of Bringing about a World that is Best for All and That You have to Do within the Context of a Group to Re-Establish the Human Race to Live in Freedom, Prosperity, Happiness, Balance, Harmony in ways that are Best for All, so that Every Being when Born will have a Life that is Secured, that is Not in Fear, that is Fulfilled, that has got Potential, that has got Opportunity and that is Developed to its Utmost. Through that, the World will become Truly in a way Heaven on Earth.
So, Enjoy and remember: Investigate All Things, Do Not Just Judge – First Investigate.

Day 286: Care for the Asthmatic and the Charismatic

Asthma is a Physical Condition, which affects the Lives of many. Again, with Asthma - we Face the Point where the Condition is Accepted and not Prevented, and the Condition becomes a Point of Management, in some cases even being subject to the taking of medicine for a lifetime.
If the Condition is Understood, Specifically in How it is Created – and Parents are Trained How to Prevent these Conditions in Children: we Will be Able to eradicate Asthma, but for the cases that have already become part of a Genetic Program-Disorder. The Genetic-part will take longer and may even require two or three Generations for the Code to be Corrected.

In the situation of the Asthmatic – the Condition Starts at Home, where an Oversensitive Child (and in essence, all Children are Oversensitive, as they Function in their First Seven Years at the Quantum Level Integrating their Environment, Structuring the Mind, through which they will eventually Create their Consciousness Personality), will Develop Irrational Fears and Anxiety, and would Superimpose this on the Physical Body – Training the Body to Respond with the Asthmatic Condition whenever there is a ‘Threat’.

This Threat is very Similar to how Animals respond in a pack to their leaders, by going into a form of submission. This Instinctive Behaviour forms part of the Natural World, and as the Human Being is of a ‘Higher Order’, supposedly: the Human should have Noticed that this Condition can be Prevented – instead of Allowing the Condition to Develop. The Asthmatics will Integrate the Physical-Behaviour of Submission, Automate it, and in many cases – even Create a Pattern around it, which in essence, is like a Coping-Switch within their Reality; which would Indicate Childhood Fears that was Never Directed. For instance, if the Asthmatic tend to have Asthma attacks just before they go to bed – there was a Childhood Fear of the Dark that was Never addressed, that Grew in Intensity and eventually became Physical. And so, without Any Conscious-Awareness – the person will have an Asthma-Attack and will need to use their Asthma-pump before they go to Bed. Another example is for instance, where – a person will wake up in the Morning and need to use the Asthma-pump. This condition develop when there is a Fear and Anxiety within the Environment of the Child, where they Fear being at Home and this could normally be Stimulated by for instance, situations where one of the parents Abuse Alcohol and becomes Verbally Abusive during the Hangover stage. The Child would Expect some form of Disharmony in the Home and would prefer, deep within themselves, not to be in the situation. But they’re Hopeless and Helpless, Stuck in a situation that they can do Nothing about. And so Internalize the Fear and Anxiety that eventually goes into a Physical Shock, like Asthma – which then turn the Parent from Anger to Concern, and therefore: it becomes, for the Child – a Management Mechanism to Control the Behaviour of the Parents.

There are Many Examples of these type of situations that would Cause, eventually, an Asthmatic Condition. As the Condition is Physical, and is an Anxiety-Stress related Constriction, a Chemical Relaxant is necessary to Relax the Physical Body, to Allow Normal Breathing. The Asthmatic is Never Aware of the Real Reason Why they have Asthma. Neither are those in the Environment Aware – or any of our ‘Profound’ Scientists. As, None of our Science or Physics-Study consider ALL Parts of the Equation when they do Research. And so, because we are Driven by a System of Profit – Asthma is a very Profitable Condition for the Corporation and therefore Research will be focused on Management and not on Prevention.
In essence, Prevention is in Effective Parenting and we will be Presenting an Extensive Program to Support Parents in All Kinds of Preventions with a New Series Called: “Parenting – Perfecting the Human Race”.

Now, one would say that Asthma is only a Physical Condition, but actually – Asthma also exist as a Mental Condition. And, for the Mental Asthmatic, there is also a Cure. This Cure is in Religion. And, inevitably – all forms of Religion will have some form of Charismatic Leader, whether it be Jesus, Buddha, Mohammed, the Archangels, the Idea of Divinity of Self – Any form of Mental Relaxation, that is Achieved through a Regime of either Communion, Meditation, Yoga, or some form of Discipline, Faith and Belief that is used to Regulate Fear and Stress.

In All Cases of the Mental Asthmatic, there will be a Drive to Move away from the Negative, which would be perceived as Fear and Stress - and there will be a Surge for Meaning, which is the Positive. Again, this is just a Management-Tool, and there will be No Effort to Change the Conditions, which Start during childhood years through parenting, and then through the Education System - to Prevent these Conditions, which influence All Choice, from occurring. The Strange thing is, that: the Mental Asthmatic will accept the System the way it is and even Revere it. Essentially, because – the Mental Asthmatic has been Trained to Fear the System and to never confront it. And therefore, the Mental Asthmatic will spend Large Sums of Money on All Kinds of Spiritual Medicines – just to have, from time to time, the Condition where they Feel a form of ‘Freedom and Release’ from the everyday necessities of Survival against All Odds.
In this, Money plays a major Role, as the Mental Asthmatics Medicines - as the Mental Asthmatic can Buy all kinds of Remedies from Positive Thinking Courses to Books, to Seeing and Consulting with those that seemingly present themselves to have the Answer to Life as Love, Peace and Harmony: so that they can also have a little Peace of this so-called ‘Peace’.

Yet, the World is Always at War – the War of Survival, the War of ‘the Winner takes All’, the War against the so-called ‘Negative’ of the Hidden Subconscious Anxieties and Fears that came from Childhood and the Education System. And so, the Mental Asthmatic is Dedicated in their Life to Find Peace and Harmony and will Move from one Therapy and Remedy to the Next, but eventually: the Fear and Anxiety will catch up with them again and they will Seek ANOTHER Solution. And therefore, the Mental Health Industry as the Spiritual Evolves, all the time, where – there will Always be one that Finds a Solution for their own Stress and Anxiety and then sell it as the Ultimate Solution.
This Process is never questioned as it is seen as the Nature of this World. No Action is ever taken to Investigate the Causes and to Change the System so that this doesn’t happen. And even as you Read these Words, you’ll Recognize what I am saying and even wonder: “Why didn’t I see it myself?” There is a Reason…:You are Conditioned - and this Conditioning is not only Mentally, but is Also Physical. This Conditioning Controls What you can See. It Controls what you Choose. It Controls what you Feel. It Controls who you are. And therefore, who you can be as a Life Form that is Truly Free – Can Never Exist, because: you’re Searching for an Answer based on a Foundation-Premise that you do not Understand.

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• Day 241: Habits as God - ADC - Part 88

Day 89: Remember the TRUTH

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the Truth of the Matter: that I will in Fact Find Myself only when I Realize the Truth of what I am In Fact, which is without a doubt within a Physical Flesh Body which Contains a Mind, which Contains Dimensions, which Contains Memories, which Contains Characters - of which I am one - as a Character Depending on the Relationship I believe Exists between these Characters of which some of the Dimensions as Characterized Memory, I have imposed on the Flesh Body to be able to Move around on Earth - which is a Body in the Solar System, which is a Body in a Galaxy, which is a Body in a Universe – and if I cannot be Self-Honest about these Facts, I will not be able to Find my Way and Realize the Truth of Actual Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have Ways and Means with which to Establish what is the Truth of my Actual Reality because if I Do Not Do This, the I that I am Now, will End.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the Flesh Body, that is One of the Dimensions of my Existence, Stops Breathing – the I as I Experience Myself Now, will End.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the Flesh Body within which I am Experiencing Myself Would be Damaged in any Way, my Experience of Myself will, According to the Damage, be Influenced and in Cases of Serious Damage – Become Limited Even More.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if My Flesh Body has Brain Damage and I have Memory Loss, the I that I am Now will Immediately become Unknown to Me, and the I that I am Now will No Longer Exist – similar to what Happens when my Flesh Body Dies, which Proves Unequivocally that the I that I am Now is Dependent on Certain Flesh Abilities – and thus the I that I am Now will Not Continue after Death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the Flesh Body is Not Given Proper Nutrition, the Flesh Body will Go into Survival Shock, which will Change the Experience of Who I Am Now and Force me into the Continuous Search for Nutrition in Every Way Possible as I would try Whatever Way Possible to Keep my Body Alive, as I do Realize that if my Flesh Dies, my Experience of Who I Am Now Ends.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if My Fleshy Body does not have a Secure Home and I am, as the Body, Exposed to the Elements on Earth – my Experience as Who I Am Now will Change Dramatically, as I will have to Find, Constantly, Basic Protection for my Flesh Body against the Elements that are Pervasive in Every Moment here on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the I Am that I Experience Now is 100% Dependent on the Conditions, Environment, and Reality my Parent’s Fleshy Bodies find Themselves in – and that this Will Determine the Education that will Determine the Experience of the I Will Be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my Experience of the I is Dependent, in Every Way, on the System that all the I’s on Earth Participate in, which is Determined by money as all the I’s Agreed, Willingly or Not, to be the key which will Determine all the Experiences that the I that I am Now can Be During the Brief Existence of the I Before it Ends Abruptly in One Breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I Do Not Give to all the Other I’s the Opportunity to Experience Equally More, I have no Guarantee that My Experience, if it is Good, will Remain Good – as I have Created Competition for Experience and I have Created ways to Protect my Experience, Forcing all the I’s that Cannot have the Same, to Consider Force to take my Experience from me so that they can Have it as well, Causing a History of I’s which Continuously Look at Revolution to Change who will Experience what on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I Cannot Remember How I got to what I am in Detail, and therefore I cannot Find the Real Truth of Who I Am until I in Fact Understand Where I Am For Real – and How I ended up as the here of My Experience, In Fact Completely Alone and Isolated - in Constant Anxiety and Fear, or in States of Love and Bliss to try and Hide the Truth of My Reality to Myself, as I fear the truth so Much, that I prefer to Remain Oblivious to the Fact of My Existence, Causing me to Experience a World where Nothing is Certain and All My Protection Must Be Forced on All I’s so that I may Remain Secure in a Temporary Existence that May Change at Any Moment, Removing me Forever from My Current Experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Remember Means to Actually Be able to Understand My Own Creation of the Self I Experience Now in such detail that I can change and Enhance this in an Instant to also Ensure that all the I’s that are as Me in this Experience May Experience themselves as What is Best and WITHOUT FEAR.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as Long as I Allow the Current System of Experience, I am in Fact Only a Creator of Fear in Me and Others.


I commit myself to Assist All the I’s to Learn and Realize How the Current I’s on Earth in fact Function and Can be Changed to Actually change the World For Real.

I commit myself to Prove that No I on Earth Currently actually is Self-Honest enough to Realize the Truth of this Existence – and therefore Existence is Not changed and in Fact is Deteriorating Fast.

I commit myself to show that the Only Real Truth is the How I created myself, because only then I can Change Myself at Will in Any Moment.

I commit myself to show that at Desteni we Actually Understand All the Ins and Outs of Creation in Detail and that if you Care about you, let go of the Fear and Learn - as Each One will Experience the Consequence of allowing what Each one Allows.

I commit myself to show that Self-Forgiveness, Self-Honesty, Breath with Writing in Fact Forms the Foundation of Understanding the Truth – and that this is so as to Show the Equality that Must Exist for the Experience on Earth to change to What is best for All Life Always.

Day 31: The Secret of Breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the ‘who I am’ is the devil that is in the details.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of the needle, than a person who values money or property to receive Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that only through breath moving too slow for the mind, will the truth be revealed, whether I am Life, or whether I am Mind only.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what I participate in breath by breath indicates ‘who I am’, and that this will determine who I will be at death, as the final breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that for instance what I like or dislike on YouTube will determine breath by breath ‘who I am’, and what I allow Earth to become.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the world system as it exists today was formed and built by each participant as who we are in our actions or non-actions, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Earth provides the drama – breath by breath – to determine who will be Life and whom will be energy as self-interest for which the penalty: is death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the secret of Earth and birth is hidden in plain sight in the secret of breath. Wherein, the secret of ‘who I am’ is revealed in the small things I do, or do not do, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that trustworthiness as Life is reflected in the small actions taken every breath and that every excuse allowed in a breath, accumulates into support for abuse of Life on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my body only exists as a unit or group of cells because, breath by breath, each cell directs itself to support me to realize how I create ‘who I am’ breath by breath, that I may realize and choose Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that through money I have made the decision to abdicate Life and honour quick-illusions, indicating through the use of money, who I really am, and why Life will never be available to those that value money above Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that creating the world, breath by breath, will look slow - because I have become addicted to the belief that energy creates fast results, when in fact, I created the energy-possession, also slowly – breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that time equals breath-by-breath, and that when I have ‘time fly by’ I am not breathing, in fact, and was subject to the illusion of energy-possession that removed me from the truth that gives me Life, as the physical – breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the small actions, the big results happen, as demonstrated thought democracy - where one man/woman, as one vote, is cast to represent the group-decision that is participated in. And that through this, the future of the world is determined, represented as a vote, as one breath taken, on average – every 4 years – as a very small action with massive global implications.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the small, multiple thoughts that happen one-by-one in the mind, are the breaths of the mind that accumulate into a system that will energetically imprint in the flesh to control the direction at breath as body as flesh, and as such – indicate ‘who I am’ as thought, and ‘who I am’ as flesh, and ‘what I will do or not do’ as breath by breath, which will determine the future of Life on Earth as it has done for generations already.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the ‘who I am’ in thought, word and deed of a mother and father, will determine the ‘who I am’ of a new born baby, through the first seven years of the baby’s Life. And thus it is measurable to determine – through a measure of breath: the measure of Life or abuse a new arrival on Earth will become.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Earth – through breath by breath – is in fact the test to determine what each being in the universe has chosen in the small things, the so-called menial-things. Do you choose ‘Life’ – proven breath by breath in the small things that create the big: or did you abdicate Life for the self-interested temptations of the mind, as feelings and emotions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being positive is a state of energy and not a state of Life as breath, and that the energy represents the false image I project onto the world as a breath by breath decision to not take responsibility for what is being created by the humans as group, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as the human race, each human represents a breath that accumulates as a group, so the ‘who we are’ as humans - indicated in greed, profit, sexual obsession, love obsession, poverty, rape, pornography, elitism, false images and all that’s now  in control the future of the world, is what we accept and allow, though I refused to take responsibility for Life on Earth, breath by breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every word I write, speak or accept as part of ‘who I am’, determines ‘who I am’ and what I will create as Life on Earth, and if that is not represented as what is best for all Life on Earth, I will be held accountable as every breath counted, and the ‘who I am’ as breath in all that actually, really counted and created the world in all its measure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have abdicated my directive responsibility and action, breath by breath, to energy - by creating automated, energetic, justified, conscious actions to represent me as breath, using the energy as motivation and reason for movement without any actual awareness present, breath by breath – to check what I am accepting and allowing to be created by energy on Earth. Because I have not checked all breath by breath actions and the consequences: even though the consequences clearly show that Life has been replaced by energy, causing massive global abuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I’ve abdicated responsible movement, breath by breath as Life – to the abuse of those possessed by emotions and feelings, wherein the possessed are motivated to promote their obsessive emotions and feelings to represent consistent ‘choice’, breath by breath – while those that see what really happens as the abuse, do not have the directive will and understanding to equalize the abusive choices through a proactive breath by breath visible-action, as the group as Life to result in the visible-support of Life. And, that the non-action of those that see – are allowing the abuse to proliferate, unchecked.

I commit myself to reveal the secret of breath as the secret of Life on Earth, as the secret of who I am as Life or not Life in every breath, till all grasp this secret and take action to stop all abuse breath by breath.

I commit myself to show how breath by breath is the equality equation that determines who I create myself to be - and that if I have created an abomination, I can stop and forgive myself and recreate myself to Life as Love, as I have breath left to accumulate, but when I reach my last breath, my time as opportunity is done, and my accumulation of who I have been as breath will determine what I will face as consequence – (see Life Review – free downloads)

I commit myself to show how love, energy, positive thinking and all states of mind possession contribute accumulatively in the creation of a world in peril.

I commit myself to remind those that stand up for Life that the small actions of supporting each other and those that rise from the ashes of their Lives, will determine who you are as Life. The small measures determine the big outcomes.

I commit myself to call on all to take a stand against abuse in the small ways possible, breath by breath, by reporting it so that the systems already in place can purify, and the abusers can learn that they will not get way with abuse.

I commit myself to show that one man, one vote is a democratic system, as the key to change the world to a place where Life once more will be valued.

I commit myself to develop assistance for every parent to be able to assist a new born child, breath by breath, with a sustainable example. Obviously parents will support their children best with daily written self-forgiveness at this stage in the 7 year process, and with reading aloud some of the blogs written by others walking the Journey to Life

I commit myself to show that choice exists in every breath as a choice that must be made with awareness as it accumulates into the world we all experience and live in.

I commit myself to demonstrate that Earth is the eye of the needle, where the I as need will determine who each one is in fact – slowly, breath by breath accumulating with the inevitable certainty the answer as ‘who I am’: whether it is Life or it is mind.

I commit myself to show that money can only support Life as Equal Money, where money is valued as Life, equally for all Life.

I commit myself to emphasize the importance of slow-movements, breath by breath, in establishing in every breath the foundation on Earth, that only values Life as the only real value that can be valued.

I commit myself to show that time as money does not value Life, and is only a tool in the hands of abusive greediness, and only has control over brainwashed fearfulness, where Life is not valued at all.


I commit myself to show that if specificity in every breath is not walked as best for all life, the result will cause the consequence of harm that will always return to the one that placed self-interest first till each one in every breath live what is best for all life and in this living establish life as equal for all on earth.

I commit myself to remind each one that we are all guests on Earth and we have abused the hospitality of Earth and created an Asylum and Hospital out of Earth searching for Feelings of energy in Self-interest. Earth will no longer tolerate the abuse and we as Humanity will now face our final our within which each one must decide who The I will be, Life or Self Interest. There is no one that can deny that deep inside this hour has always been expected.