Day 59: Word of God

Study the Documentaries The Trap, The Century of the Self and Psywar for Historical Context

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Fanatical Belief and Faith in the WORD of GOD has Transformed it into an Imaginary Weapon of the MIND of Self-Interest that shoots Flaming Bullets of Delusion to those Not Agreeing with Believers.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD is the Living Word as the Flesh the Human implanted that is NOW the World as we KNOW IT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that that WORD of GOD as the BIBLE has become one of the MOST effective Instruments of ABUSE in the CONSUMERISM CULTURE of the GREEDY that PEDDLE MIND POWER and SPIRITUAL CONSUMPTION.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD through the MOUTH of Man Leaves Life as the Victim, chosen for the Purpose of those that Seek Power or live in Fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD as Love is Used in the foundation of LOVE as CONSUMERISM to Capture the Slaves trained by family at HOME to HONOR the Self-Interest of the FEEL GOOD EXPERIENCE as a GIFT from GOD, while this approach is Devastating all that have NO money or DOES NOT Lead to Profit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD is used as Brainwashing to Keep the Consumerism Culture of Self-Interest Unchallenged, as if it is the Will of GOD to Serve Self-Interest above all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD for all History and ALL generations Failed to Produce a World that is Best for All Life, Confirming that Followers of the Word of GOD are in fact just Brainwashed Slaves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD was Compiled in the Dark Ages for the purpose of Protecting Royalty and Elitism as if it is Justified by GOD, making the Word of GOD an Instrument of Inequality that Abuses Life – yet, in Spite of the Evidence of the Result of the Word of GOD, those TRAPPED in the Self-Interest of Survival will NOT ALLOW the Message of Jesus, of Equality, to become Reality – as the Message of Jesus has been Reduced to Ritual Sacrifice of a Blood Offering to Justify the Self-Interest of the Inner Evil that can turn a Blind I to what is being Allowed on Earth in Abusing Life, while Feeling Good and Love: Confirming that Love and Good Feelings as Inequality is in Fact EVIL, as the LIVING is not Valued at ALL.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD has been elevated to be Holy while Life, the only HOLY GRAIL, is subjected to ATROCITY and Torture, purely for the Inner Voice of Man’s Self-Interest to be Validated as Real, while the Inner Voice is in fact the Programmed Result of the Living Flesh DONE WIHTOUT any understanding of how it Really Functions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the WORD of GOD as Historical Context, DOES NOT have all the History and is but a View of Self-Interest that becomes the Justification used to ABUSE Life and allow Inequality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when we Investigate ALL things and Live what is Best for All Life, the World will be a Place of Peace and Real Love, and None of the CURRENT WORLD System will Exist.

I commit myself to show that the WORD of GOD is used by Unscrupulous Humans for the Purpose of Self-Interest, Power and Control by Keeping the Masses Programmed, Ignorant Slaves that Fear Ridicule if they Ever Question what is Accepted as Holy – in Spite of the Evidence that the Holy Produce the UNHOLY Hell for MOST on Earth and Only those with Money Have a Holy, Pleasant Life of Plenty.

I commit myself to show that the WORD of GOD has Become Weaponized in the MINDS of its Followers that throw the Knowledge AROUND as if it is Real, while the Evidence shows a total State of insanity is Produced in the Followers of the Word of God that will Harm Life without the Blink of an Eye, from the Beginning of TIME.

I commit myself to show that the WORD of GOD as FAMILY Handbook is also the Manual of Consumerism that makes the Road to Profit Paved in Gold for the Greedy, while it is the Road to Hell for Life in General on Earth.

I commit myself to show the Way of the Living Word as the Living Flesh has been Captured and Institutionalized to Ensure the Creation of a Constant Stream of Consumers for the Consumer System of Profit with NO Regard for what is Best for All Life.

I commit myself to show that the Institutionalized Living Word Flesh is Branded in the Greed of Self-Interest Living as the Fear and Anxiety of NOT Possessing the Way to Happiness that is the Snake Oil Peddled by Consumerism - even having Happy Pills for those that Fail to Become the Embodiment of Profit and Success to Pacify the Crowd while Life is Left as the Dirty Satanic Flesh, while the Flesh is the Real Truth on Earth, Completely Decimated by a World Filled with Abusers competing to see who can Justify abuse with the Best Feelings and Experiences and Pictures to Feel Good with all the GOODS that define Self-Interest as apparently the Word of God as the way to Good that Leads to Goods as a right to the Followers of God.

I commit myself to show that those claiming to know what is after Death, do so with no real Evidence and that more Investigation in Common Sense is Necessary BEFORE each Die as the REAL story of Life After Death is NOT UNDERSTOOD at all. Study the Life Review Free Downloads at Desteni to get more Insight if you Dare.

I commit myself to show that ALL Abuse starts with the Family Culture at Home that Brainwash Children to NOT HONOR Life, producing a World of Competition and Suffering FOR MOST.

I commit myself to Show that History is the Evidence of the Desteni Message that the Mess of Earth is the Result of Self-Interest and Greed of the Individual’s Free Choice.

I commit myself to show that the Word of God should also be Investigated and Only that which is Best for all Life Always should be Lived and Become the Living Word Made Flesh to produce a World that is Best for all Life Eternal.

I commit myself to show that the Living Flesh is the Holy Grail, but at the Moment it is only the Holy GRAVE of the GRAVEN Image.

I commit myself to show that the History in the Flesh of EARTH Captured in Rock should be Investigated for Context of How the MIND Disregarded the Evidence of Time, before Time Catches up with the Abusers and only leaves Traces in the Pages of the Rocks of the Book of Earth.

I commit myself to call on ALL that Claim to have Awareness to show this in the Way Life is Respected, in Producing a System on Earth that is Best for ALL LIFE ETERNAL as that will be the Evidence of WHO YOU ARE ETERNALLY.

Day 30: The Decision

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the Graven Image Illusion as the mind and the world system, through all ways and means possible - to keep the abusive system going while paying lipservice to my realization that the world must change without taking action financially, and politically, and in self-change to prepare and facilitate the change that I realize must happen.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the only way to change the world in a peaceful way would be through political means and the direction of my financial support.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I make a decision for what happens in the world financially daily - politically with every election in my thought participation in the mind daily - in the lack of disciplined action to accumulate the eventual result of change daily.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have come to trust money in the current world system as my daily decision where I completely disempower myself and dishonour life, justified as too big for little me to make any real difference, in spite of actual measurable solutions that are possible for humanity as a group, through standing as a group.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the mind when I have had already many examples that my own thoughts cannot be trusted, as they are abusive and nasty towards other beings when I do not get my self-interest fulfilled.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I make the decision to support life and to create a new system that will support life, there will be conflict in my world and many fear-based labels, as I will be perceived as a threat to the Graven Image Personalities that were part of my world – yet, I must do what I have decided I must do, breath by breath, till I in association with others that make the same decision accumulate sufficient power in the current system politically, financially and as the written word, to bring about the change that is best for all Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be confused about the decision, where I am unwilling to look at what I am not willing to let go of, as controls that prevent me from becoming effective as contributor to a solution in this world, and that a decision will include the realization that my self-interest must be put aside till a new world system is in place, as I cannot serve 2 gods – I either serve Life as what is best for all Life, or I serve self-interest as what is best for me only. A decision must be made as who I am and accordingly it will show in what I do and how I do it, and that will serve as evidence for those that stand as the decision as Life, as to whom can be trusted to have made the decision and who not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately disempower myself by taking on actions as an activist, while the real power behind activism is money, which comes from corporations that only serve the self-interest of profit, forcing me as activist into a compromise where I am useless in fact, and only a token that will never change the world in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make the decision as my mind, without realizing I must stop participating in the mind as part of the decision, and practically walk, breath by breath, and walk with people as a group that have made a life-decision, to receive all the support as I am giving the support within the measure that I am able to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that during the process of planning and preparing for change, all will not be able to be equal in supporting the drive for change, and that each one will have to be self-honest and support the change according to ability - either financially, in blogging, in moderation, in research, in all necessary points, depending on self-honest assessment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a decision that is consistent, breath by breath, directive within what is now able to be done, is of great importance to show how we one by one will accumulate the standing as life, and that unless I stand visibly with the decision for Life, I have not yet actually made the decision to create myself and my world as Life.

I commit myself to show that who I am determines what I do, and that in what I do as my participation in this world, who I am will reflect.

I commit myself to show that peaceful change in the world is possible, through political means – and that all research, and training, and preparation to that eventual decision to enter the political arena, must be supported in every way possible, to confirm the decision that was made as Life.

I commit myself to show that lipservice is useless unless a plan exists as to how the world problem must be addressed to bring about a world that is best for all Life.

I commit myself to show that self-interest that resulted from the current world system that caused all the abuse, cannot be part of thedecision for Life, as what is best for all Life - as such decisions will be based on conditions that form part of abuse and can thus never result in what is best for all Life.

I commit myself to show by example that conflict will exist in the decision, and that it can be directed either through common sense communication, or through no participation in the abuse, till the self-interest of the abuser has researched consequence and change becomes possible.

I commit myself to show that a world that is best for all Life is in fact possible using the system that now exists on Earth.

I commit myself to call on all activists to reinvestigate their true support, so that those that realize that change is necessary can align themselves with practical solutions if they can get past their ego of self-interest and acceptance of the current system.

I commit myself to test my decision daily, to check that I am in fact aligned in my written words and actions, to an outcome that is best for all Life.  

I commit myself to remind each one to take active responsibility to the measure each are able, as that would be a statement of being equal to the decision for Life made.

I commit myself to show in every way necessary that the accumulation of a group for Life is no different to the group on Earth now formed by consumers in the pursuit of happiness and self-interest. The group for Life will obviously interfere with the happiness of the ones that only are concerned with self-interest.

Day 29: The Invisible Invincible Mind

Watch The Trap by Adam Curtis for context, as well as The Century of the Self

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have used the invisibility of the mind as a reason to give it the character of invincibility, because I can think and say anything within the mind without any direct, measurable consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to elevate the mind to a status of creator that represents invincibility as human nature unchangeable so to be able to justify why my desires must be protected, considered and pursued no matter what the consequence universally as long as my personal self-interest is fulfilled and the consequence has a status of invincibility as it is not affecting my life directly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as the mind as the inner thoughts and chatter only visible to me through which I plan who I am and what I do, as the Life I am living, in spite of the evidence that this way of living, as the mind, is devastating Life on Earth, and my fellow human beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept the training and influence of the minds of children with super heroes and games without realizing that in the mind, conversations as thoughts will form INVISIBLE to all but the specific child that will shape character and decision-making, focused on self-interest with an underlying sense of invincibility  that will play life like a game to win, regardless of how that would cause consequence to others who are invisible to the immediate view of the decision/game being played.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see that each child is taught to play the game to fulfill the task of self-interest as a form of give and take developed where each allow another to also win, but only within the circle of friends and family with anyone outside this circle defined as the enemy that must receive no mercy because they lost the game of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the MIND to be programmed by external factors life parents, education, television, consumerism, religion, mythologies, and games to such an extent that the personalities  I form to participate in the world according to situations, are formed in an invisible way to me, and that what I end up believing tends to be seen by me as invincible, as the real me – when in fact, if I dare to study where it was formed from, I would realize it is just a fake idea I have imprinted and automated into my body about who I am and what I do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not investigate the real me as man, as flesh, to understand how I as flesh function, but instead I based me on the mind as knowledge as what I know me to be, based on my conclusions made on experiences and feelings where the real origin and context of these energies is in fact invisible to me, and due to its invisibility I gave the mind super hero status, as if it is invincible, because I do not really know myself, I only know the knowledge I based my fake self on that is busy destroying all that defines Life at a rapid pace.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fashion myself as knowledge accumulated in the mind as an invisible invincible persona that lives in total disregard of Life as that which makes Life possible as the physical world – allowing myself to even accept that because I cannot understand how I have created the self-interested invisible self, I am stuck with it as me and must create my world/reality based on it, while trying to manage it, as it is me as irrationality that should only exist in fairy tales and comic books.

I commit myself to make the invisible as me that I keep secret in many ways, visible, to remove the irrationality of the invincibility of the mind I learned from fairy tales, comic books and television.

I commit myself to show that the MIND is not a real creator, but only a program that through fuzzy logic do what it is programmed to do, create systems for it to be able to survive no matter what.

I commit myself to show that all thoughts, visualizations, desires, dreams and self-talk is in fact the programming of the false self that was created as the Graven Image that stand in front of Life, pretending to be Life, and in this destroys Life on Earth in every way, unable to stop unless an extensive process ofdedication to Life is walked through self-forgiveness for at least 7-14 years, the same amount of time it took a child to become completely possessed and controlled by the Graven Image.

I commit myself to show that the Graven Image as self will, in backchat, self-talk - present itself to you as the fake self, as a super hero that can do anything, when in fact this is only possible in the energy dimension of the mind, which is an illusory created reality that is not understood by man at the moment.

I commit myself to show that anyone claiming to be transcended, and claiming that they know the real self, but is still using the mind, and energy and feelings are in fact completely lost in self-interest - and that nothing they use as justification or experience in the mind is in fact real in any way.

I commit myself to show that the game theory taught to the child through fairy tales, comic books, television, religion, education, family values, consumerism, and all systems that now exist in the world, in fact only shape the Graven Image of self-interest that ends with death as it is not in fact real.

I commit myself to show that the invisible mind as persona can be seen when the flesh is used as cross-reference to show how the Graven Image as self feeds on the flesh to get energy for its existence.

I commit myself to show that all knowledge the Graven Image as self uses is in fact useless and not supporting life or Love in any way.

I commit myself to present a way that the real self as flesh may become visible again, so that the power given to invisibility as persona and God can come to an end, that Life as the Physical will be studied to understand what is really real.

Day 24: MY MIND IS BLOWING UP!

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that my OWN thoughts in the privacy of my mind only blow the bubble of my life bigger as my ego grows as I feed on life here on Earth with an insatiable appetite.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that the more I have to feed on, the more I want to feed to blow my mind even bigger so as to shout: Please See Me – all dressed up for fame and glory while I leave a gory scene unseen behind high fences, walls and secure laboratories.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that the only technology the mind invents and designs is to blow the bubble of the MIND as ego even bigger in the mind on Earth, which is the competition to see who will have the biggest bubble before it bursts at death and nothing remains.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that to write books, chronicle history and autobiographies about how the bubble of the ego is created in words aligned to justify MIND creations so that the ego can live forever in the memory of generations to follow, only perpetuates the feeding frenzy of the mind on the living flesh of body and Earth, like a parasite that can never get enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see that the bubble blown through the MIND turns the visible life into invisible desires and dreams that requires more of life to be turned into Death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to realize and see that a higher frequency and energy is created as the content of a blown up mind as ego, only seen in visions of individual greed as the insane fear that the self as ego would end at any time, as the ego does end, in one breath, suddenly, without warning – bursting the bubble – leaving nothing but memories to continue the feeding frenzy to blow up the minds of the next generation of clones, as the ones that seek to emulate the image and likeness of the ego of the creator, feeding insatiable on the living, turning them into more invisible content of the mind bubble of personal ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to see how parents create their children into mind bubbles that will end up like the parent, a bubble burst with the last blow as breathe, where there is no more life left to take and convert into energy wasted in self-interested ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that all noise made in the bubble of the mind remains soundless as no one but the blower of the mind sees all that is in the bubble, while the drama the flesh and Earth is forced to endure is like a game of chess played to win, with movements of deception and distraction with SMILES as LIES and laughter to drain out the slaughter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to realize and see that blowing up the mind is a train on a track following one LINE to the station at the end of the line where the bubble burst, leaving only track behind, the result of attraction fulfilled transformed into self-interest to sell life into pictures of temporary happiness that never stood the test of time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to realize and see that the way to escape the mind as a box, is to create a bubble as a dream – that is no real escape - as it only is an alternate reality of individualized madness justifying the invisible secret content of the bubble to try and win as much of the juicy flesh of life to feed on while the bubble lasts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to realize and see that the instinct of the ego is to use the mind for survival where fitting in more to feed on to satisfy the greed to be more than a bubble is all that drives the creations of ego bubbles that evolve only in its capacity to consume more without regard.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to realize and see that thought only serves its creator, the bubble of ego, seeking validation and justification as to why it must feed, as the existence of the bubble depends on it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see and realize that without the flesh as food, the bubble of ego will not exist as death demonstrates many times every day.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to realize and see that the power granted to each ego is by agreement between the egos to allow each other to pursue the happiness of the bubble, secretly hoping that the bubble of competition blows soon, to leave more for those that remain as the ego bubble feeds in petrification, knowing its end is one breath too many away and then it bursts and the flesh returns home to Earth and the bubble returns to where all illusions belong – nothing.

I commit myself to blow all bubbles so that the flesh may realize itself as life before all life has been drained from it.

I commit myself to do whatever it takes to wake up the flesh from its ignorant imprisonment to blow the bubble now, so that the flesh may return to the oneness of life.

I commit myself to break the addiction of the flesh to the promises of the ego bubble to realize it is selling its life for the empty promises made by the bubble of ego.

I commit myself to help the flesh break the program of the mind-ego that hypnotize it into abdicating life for energy that only the ego bubble can use as long as the flesh survive.

I commit myself to make the flesh aware that the voices the ego bubble use to entice the flesh into submission are not real voices of life, and that the flesh should listen to how the grass grown, without requiring a voice to tell it what to do and how to be.

I commit myself to remind the flesh that to squander the gift of life as the flesh, will blow up as the mind as ego will require eventually more energy that what the flesh can give, and the DOWNHILL path to the last breath will pull like gravity the flesh to the grave and the GRAVEN IMAGE to oblivion.

I commit myself to remind the flesh that the ego bubble only exists because the flesh allows it to become the self as energy bubble in the image and likeness of its trainers: the parents that were lost, like the children are lost, like the future is lost – till all of life is lost, and only silence remains.

This adventure of the mind blowing in the wind will continue -->