Day 555: Self-Forgiveness & Change

Continuing from Day 554: The Power of Forgiveness:
'And that if you hear the nature of these gifts, it was astounding and it was very clear that forgiveness was proven to me to be one of the ultimate keys, and God recognized it and was speaking not directly to me, but was sending messengers with messages to me which shows that I have in fact in a small way proven the effectiveness and power of forgiveness. Now, each one of these gifts required me to actually apply the gift and test it out and become it, embrace it, become the living words of it so to speak. '

So now I had these gifts and I was having real effects with self-forgiveness. I mean everything I’ve tried up to then from meditation to prayer to; every single thing I tried never had a long lasting result. A result of me changing me. to the effect that I change an experience so effectively that I can clearly go with it and be satisfied that the change is real. And here. self-forgiveness did that.

All I had to be within the self-forgiveness to make it stick – I had to be self-honest, I had to make sure I don’t create a polarity through it and I actually change and stick to my own word, and make sure that the thoughts re-align and if any re-occur to always be indicators where I am not self-honest. So thoughts in essence must be corresponding, aligned exactly the same as what I am living in all situations or otherwise I would question my forgiveness and I would do it again.

And I even started with training course for a period of two years travelling doing self-forgiveness courses, but what was fascinating is people were more interested in me talking about and presenting the self-forgiveness than what they were interested in doing it themselves. So nobody was really interested in changing themselves. And the only ones that could, the only ones that were at the time to consider self-forgiveness were people that were of means.

So after two years it was quite clear that you’re not going to change the world through doing presentations and training courses, travelling around meeting people in person. You’ve got to take the personality out of it completely from the perspective of; you must have no contact with me, because I mean contact with me seems to be quite overwhelming as I developed over time a presence through self-forgiveness that was noticeable. And people regularly remarked of that.

So the best way was to find a way to do it differently, and I focussed then for a while on education – the young generations, because if we could do the young generations, we can secure the future of the world and bring about a better world. And whether it actually will have an effect in our own lives or only happen in the time of our children – that didn’t really matter to me because the point was the outcome had to be certain.

So I applied the points and all of these points are relevant to the eventual outcome and the eventual point of meeting Jesus, and the final transcendence, the final facing, the embracing of the demonic in the universe. So bare with me, because all the points lead to one astounding discovery - Something I didn’t expect and I’m sure nobody would’ve expected. Especially the way it happened, it couldn’t have been more unlikely for it to happen in such a way.

To be continued...

Day 338: Why Do You Not Question the Authority of God? (Part Two)

Throughout History, no-one has Ever ‘Crossed the Divide’ in a simple, functional way, that is Immediate - having Access to Everything as it exists throughout All Time, Assessing What is Best for All – that being the bottom-line principle we have placed. We have Removed All Points that may create any form of Grandeur, that would create any form of ‘Specialness’ and we have focused only on That which is Relevant to Each One’s life – not only Here but also upon Death. Because one thing is certain: Death is Certain. Therefore, it becomes and should be - the most important Study of your life: What Happens at Death, so that you can be Prepared, isn’t it? Because, You are Going to Face it. There is No Way Out. If you are Not Prepared to Face Death, there is going to be a Consequence. As you well know, there are Always Consequences to things that are based in Cycles of Time.

In the Nth Degree, if you are to Face God and you cannot Face God with Integrity (that means, with showing that You Have Valued Life and not only in You, but in Everyone else): There is going to be a Consequence, isn’t it? You are then Not Worthy of that Life you were given, temporarily. Therefore, you Cannot Have Eternal Life – Jesus explained this. Yet, You Do Not Want to Hear. And, from a certain perspective - if you are not going to Value Life: it doesn’t matter, because you’re just not going to ‘Have Life’ when the Time comes. This ‘Time’ is not Doomsday…come on!
Doomsday is what we have on Earth Right Now, what we have Created. We have Created the DOOM for Many that do not even have the Opportunity to be able to Consider this Question (Why Do You Not Question the Authority of God?) that I’m placing to you. The Fact that you can Hear this Question means that, in some form, You are Abusing Others to Have What You Have. You are Abusing Life. That’s the Only Reason You can Hear what I am sharing – no other reason. Therefore, according to Your Fear, you Must Attack Me, because I am Presenting to You the End of your Mastership, the End of your Dictatorship. Yes, I am Presenting that to you. I am Presenting to you that: ‘Who You Are’ is Fundamentally the Reason Why the World is in Trouble, that You Do Not Honor and Respect Life, that There will be a Consequence upon Death and that No one can Help you with that. The Only time you have to do something about it, is While You are on Earth. Therefore, don’t leave before you have Not taken care of this point and You Have not Changed yourself, through your Freedom of Choice, to that which is Best for All Life. Because, if you Dare to Leave - only You will Pay the Consequence and there is only One Payment you Can Make, which is Your Life.

So, to take your life before you have corrected yourself - it doesn’t mean anything to anyone, but to you. You are then ‘taking your life,’ that’s why it’s Called that and that means it’s Over. It has No Effect on Anyone else, but You - and so we say Don’t do it.
If you believe that you Can’t do it – take Responsibility for yourself, for Life and Change, then that is how it will be, you will not do it and therefore: all you’re going to do is Abuse, eventually Just yourself. There is Really No Reason to Do that, because the Support and the Help is Available to Walk the Process which takes many years of Correcting yourself and Re-Aligning yourself to Become Respectful of Life, to Value Life and to Change the World System to that which is Best for All Life, to Challenge the Creator, Fundamentally - and to Show that it was Not a Mistake to Give You the Gift of Life. Take Time Every Day to Study, Educate yourself, Consider the Questions, Study the Journey to Life Blogs, Study the Desteni Material, Study the Equal Money System Material – it All Holds a Key, a Key that can Support you.
Understand, those Around you will/may React with Fear and when they React with Fear they will ‘Lash-out at you’ trying to create the same Fear in you again, because they understand that Fear is the Key to keep everything ‘the way it is’. Therefore, they Must ‘Do their Best’ to generate Fear in you – that’s all they know! They have known Nothing else, understand that.

Understand that, Getting Rid of the Fear is Not so Easy if it is All that You have Ever Known. So, you’re going to have to Stand in the Face of these Attacks - all focused on one simple thing: to Generate Fear in you. Yet, it is an Appropriate Test to see if you have Overcome Fear. So, we all have to Walk through this.
In a way, the God you face is the People around you, the Products around you, the Products of Fear that try and keep you in Fear - and That is How you face your creator. Your Creator, in essence, Being Fear - until You are No Longer affected by Fear. Then you will See: There Is Another Way. But, as long as Fear exist - you will Only See Fear and that, unfortunately, exist Within you as Your Mind, as Your Spirit and as Your Body.

The Ultimate abdication of Responsibility is to go to the Opposite Polarity of Fear and to go into Love, to Pretend ‘the Fear Doesn’t Exist.’ You are in Severe Trouble if you go into those ‘type of scenarios’ and strange-enough - individuals in such scenarios Will Claim that they have reached a ‘Higher Consciousness’…That is Why the word ‘Consciousness’ has got the word CON in it, it is a Con. It becomes an I-Con, it is Delusional - because all you have Done is Not transcend Fear, but moved to its Opposite-polarity.

So, to get out of Fear: you Have to Transcend Fear and Love as its Polarity Existence. Not being Consumed by the Energy that is created in the Friction of your ‘Fear-Love Relationship,’ because that Energy Does Not Create Real Awareness: it creates Consciousness. That Consciousness Does Not Care about Life At All as the World is Evidence of!

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• Day 337: Why Do You Not Question the Authority of God?
• Day 320: Awareness and Conception in Practical Enlightenment
• Day 311: The Secret to Self-Realisation
• Day 321: Image and Likeness of God
• Day 334: Consequence and the Soul

Day 202: Ascension

Attention, Attention

This is Not an Intervention

But Maybe Ascension

Is just an Invention,

to Get some Attention

Before you Go on Pension.

A Moment of Fame,

in this Monopoly Game

Before you Realize it’s Insane

To do this Life again and again

When there is Nothing to Gain

But just a Life of Pain

and a Consciousness of Shame.

Forgive Me but I must Mention

That Life on Earth is Sanctioned

by your Daily Tension.

It would be Wise,

to look at the Disguise

that Energy Provide

for you to Always Hide

from the Other Side

of the Polarity Divide.

It is time to Decide

Whether Life on Earth is Light and the Future is Worth a Fight

Or is it a Matter of Out of Sight, Out of Mind?

Is this Really so Kind?

Or are you Just so Blind

to not be able to Find

the Compassion for other Kinds

of Life Not as Refined

as Who you are in Your Mind?

I suggest you Read the News

Which is Not just Another’s Views

but Shows the Lives in Trouble

So Please Do Not See Double

And Only Focus your Attention

On the Road to Ascension

Because you are going on Pension.

I am Sorry to Mention

that when there is No Money

Your Life won’t be very Funny

As you Would have Sold

the Land of Milk and Honey

As It has been Foretold.

Who will then take Care

of your Life you did not Share?

Have you even Tested Prayer

to See if God Really Care?

As Society Fall Apart

and We have to all Restart

What will it Help to See your Part

You Played from the Start

that Produced a FINISH

Which all Could See as Empathy DIMINISH

As the Law of Attraction

become a Major Infection

a Disease that Never Produce Peace

But only in a Way to Fleece

the Right of Life from Every Beast

So that you Can Live your Feast

This is a Philosophy from the East

that Like the Sun will Fall in the West

Imagine this is a Test

to See if you will Do your Best

For All of Life on Earth

from the Moment of Birth

to Share all the Turf

but All you Did was Serve

your Own Survival

Making Everyone Else a Rival

Please, it is Time, to STOP

Earth is Not just another Blob

on you TV Screen

that goes POP when

you Press the Remote to Stop

As Life Goes On Every Day

Breath by Breath as We Stay

Here on Earth Diminished to Play

a Role in a Play of Pay

as If We are Just a Body of Clay

great will be the Dismay

when it is FIND

that Thought was ALL in the MIND

while the Body that Breathe was Real

Pinch yourself so You Can Feel

the Body is Not just an Energy

that Looks for a Synergy

It is Really Made of Meat

Coming from an Egg and a Seed

to Form into a Tree of Life

that will have Fruit like a Plant

This is Really our Last Stand

and all we are in the Fruit of Knowledge

and we do not want to ActKnowledge

that We were Taught this in College

Running away from Our Mistakes

Just because the Life we Lived was Fake

is Hardly the Road to Take

as the Result of Love is always Hate

Two Sides of One Coin

the Stake

is the Prize the WINNER

will Take

It is time to Awake

for your Children’s Sake

for your Life it May be too Late

But you Can Save some Face

and Build a Better Life

for the Human Race

a New Desteni that

will Produce a Place

for all Future Generations

Is the Case

You be the Judge before it’s too Late.

DAY 165: After Death Communication – Part 14

This Blog is a continuation to:
Day 151: After Death Communication Research - Part 1
Day 152: After Death Communication - Part 2
Day 153: After Death Communication - Part 3 
Day 154: After Death Communication - Part 4
Day 155: After Death Communication - Part 5
Day 156: After Death Communication - Part 6
Day 157: After Death Communication - Life Force - Part 7
Day 158: After Death Communication ADC - Part 8
Day 159: ADC - Psychic Questions and Answers
Day 160: ADC – AN OBSESSION WITH HOPE
Day 161: After Death Communication - Part 10
Day 162: After Death Communication - Part 11
Day 163: After Death Communication - Relationships and Love - Part 12
Day 164: After Death Communication – Part 13

Let’s Talk to the Dead

Make a List of Questions to Ask the Dead, and especially the Forbidden Questions. Here follows some examples:

1. Why would the Perfect God Create Imperfect things? Just because he can? Doesn’t that spell Psychopath?
Note, here – you have to Dare to ask the tough questions to the After Death Communicators, for your own sanity and to sanitize the communication, so that you’re not just fed positive consumer bullshit.

2. This whole thing that you’ll be Struck by Lightning when you Blaspheme – seems to not work. You should try it especially in a Major Thunderstorm and be like a group of friends, doing it in the city, all at the same time and have yourself an Observer; to see if you’ll all be struck by Lightning at the same time. And Challenge the Dead as to Why the so-called ‘forbidden things’ are Preached, but nothing ever happen to the Bad Guys, it only seem to happen to the Good Guys.

3. Did you Notice, how often the Children of Preachers are Social Delinquents that Rebel? Is that something done Deliberately, just to Screw with the Preachers? Or do the Children know something about the Preacher Parents, that makes them lose Respect? Ask the Dead.

4. Why does Prayer not produce an Instant Result and Evolve with Society? We have moved from hunter-gathered Status, to Instant Hamburger Status – so the Human find ways to Produce Instant Results. Why not God with Prayer?

5. If Heaven is Full of the Dead, from thousands of years – there must be a looooootttt of people in Heaven, or in Hell. Try and speak to some of the Dead from your History Books, and see if you can get some Instant Results. After Death Communication, after all – should be Immediate, to Anyone in Heaven / in the After Death Realm. And maybe, those that you don’t know will actually Answer some of the Questions you Should be Asking.

Have a list of at least 10 People you randomly find in History Books, or in the Newspapers – and make a List of Questions to Ask each one of them, and visit After Death Communicators. Here, I suggest – if you are a few friends, you have the same List and you all visit Different After Death Communicators at the same time, asking the same questions – recording it for posterity to compare. After All, proper research must be conducted. Too much of this After Death Communication thing is just accepted willy-nilly.

6. Ask your Dear Beloved Dead Ones, WHY they’re okay with the fact that God conceived and created child rape and child prostitution, and ask them – where’s all the Children that’s Kidnapped. After All – your Dearly Beloved should now have a Bigger View of Things, and some really important beings, like God, to ask for some Clarity on Conditions on Earth.

7. Ask the Dearly Beloved where All the Bugs, Flies and Mosquitos go that you regularly Kill as part of your existence. They are Life, after all – they communicate with each-other, they are born, they die, they have a language, they have community; they’re just a different form to the human. Or is there a bug heaven, and do they have After Death Communicators as well?

8. Ask the After Death Communicators, why it is so Important to have a ‘Positive Vibe’, and why they will immediately ignore you, if you Ask anything that apparently, according to them, have a ‘Negative Vibe’? Do they Fear the Negative More now that they’re Dead?

So, Call on the Nasty Characters of History, to see if they will Possess the After Death Communicators – after all, to find out if this is Real, you have to do some Real Research, and if you don’t look at the Whole Picture; how can you Trust the Picture that is presented to you as Reality?

9. Ask your Dearly Beloved, Why you apparently have ‘Free Choice’, but you’re not Free to choose Not to Die, so are you really Free? And if God already know when you’re going to Die – He must have Decided that, Intentionally. Would that not make it Murder?

If you have any more interesting questions, and there are many more to ask – go to the Desteni Forums and place it there. Let’s do some research on After Death Communication, and Find Out WHY the more difficult Questions is Never Asked and Answered.

We have already at Desteni asked many of these Questions, which has scared the Living Shit out of all these Positive Communicators and they try and demonize us, just because we’re not willing to accept the Picture presented. After all – after a Long Time of All this Communication, by Many claiming to have ‘Psychic Powers’ or ‘Spiritual Events’ – in the Year where Ascension and the Fifth Dimension are buzz-words, all the Positive Rhetoric is Producing a MASSIVE Negative Result. Force yourself to Read the News Every Day, to see how Extensive the Situation is busy Deteriorating in spite of the so-called Positive Efforts of So Many, and start Asking some Questions as to WHY. By now the Positive Community should realise – they are in fact having a Negative Effect in this World, because by Ignoring All Parts of the Picture, you give the Parts you’re Ignoring the Freedom to Move and Grow and to Ascend into HELL. Won’t you be Pulled down with them Automatically - as the Negative cannot exist without the Positive, and therefore it is in fact ONE.

We will continue this discussion to eventually get to the Point to Establish if there is in fact Life after Death.

Do some Research, and make sure that you are not through your Bliss causing the Ignorance that is perpetrated through Consciousness.

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• Day 158: After Death Communication ADC - Part 8
• Day 162: After Death Communication - Part 11
• Day 160: ADC - AN OBSESSION WITH HOPE
• Day 154: After Death Communication - Part 4
• Day 161: After Death Communication - Part 10
• Day 163: After Death Communication - Relationships and Love - Part 12
• Day 157: Life Force - ADC Part 7
• Day 156: After Death Communication - Part 6
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• Day 151: After Death Communication Research - Part 1

Day 149: ACCUMULATION SECRETS of WEALTH

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in a Reality Based on TIME Accumulation, Results are dependent on Repeated Action, Moment by Moment, to Accumulate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Accumulation is Directly Related to Relationships that Repeat with the Result being a Polarity, that which is Included in the Relationship Pattern and that which is Excluded from the Relationship Pattern.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Accumulation Can be Influenced by Guidelines as LAWS, to Make Accumulation for Some Easier and for Others More Difficult, and that the Integrity of the LAWS will Produce the Eventual Result that will indicate the Morality Used in the Intention.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Accumulation Can be Influenced by Cheating through Laws that Protect Certain Patterns of Accumulation, and that this is Especially VISABLE where INEQUALITY is Protected by LAWS that Cheat Some out of their BIRTHRIGHT of Life Given Equally to All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Life on Earth is a FREQUENCY Pattern to Establish the Nature of Accumulation of Each Individual to Establish the Nature of the Individual, to See if the Individual will Qualify for Eternal Life, or if the Individual will Serve Self Interest and Abuse Life. Thus, the frequency with which Accumulation RepeatS Itself, SHOWS the Choices Made by an Individual, while the Global Impact will show in the Outcome these choices will have on Society as a Whole/Oneness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that those that Understand the Principles of Accumulation on Earth, and tend to Serve only Self Interest, will Deliberately Influence the Process of Accumulation to Benefit themselves, by Changing Life on Earth to a Competition to Justify Why they have the Right to Benefit, and in this Process will Invalidate the Right to Life Completely, making Life on Earth a Brutal Design that will Harm the Unfortunate so that the Abuser Can Accumulate Wealth without ever Experiencing Any Remorse or Guilt.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that where Possessions are Seen as Capital and Life is seen as WITHOUT Value, the Abuser will Use Capital Punishment through Law and War to Spread Fear amongst the Ones that Lost their Right to Life due to the System, to Keep the Flow of Accumulation effective for the Abuser to Present according to Them, a Stable Society, although the Society will be Governed in every way BY FEAR.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Positive Thinking is such a Method of Accumulation Used to Mislead the Populous into a BeLIEf of Accumulating Wealth, with a very Novel Way to keep Control, By establishing that ANY Thought or Action that Invalidate Such Positive Thinking, to be Negative, to BE IGNORED, No Matter What.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Pattern is Clear, that when MORE Accumulate Wealth, MORE will End in Poverty, as Society Demonstrates so Effectively.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Only Real Wealth on Earth is LIFE, and that Any Pattern that Invalidate this, is Evil, as it is the Opposite of Life and in fact Accumulates Opposition to Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Accumulation of Wealth will automatically Accumulate More Poverty.

I commit myself to SHOW that Any Pattern that Justify the Accumulation of Wealth, is in itself Deliberate Abuse, and that the Feelings Generated to Make the Abuse feel Good, is the Result of Ignorance as to How Feelings are in fact Created in the Human Body to be Expressed by the MIND.

I commit myself that to SHOW that Earth is the CLASSROOM Where Each one is Tested to See, Who is Equal as Life and whom will Abuse Life for Self Interest.

I commit myself to SHOW that Accumulation as Patterns is in fact Mercy, as it Repeats the Same Choice to Help the Abuser Realize ABUSE, but that this Mercy Comes to a close at Death.

I commit myself to SHOW that Self Forgiveness in Self Honesty is the Way to Undo the Pattern of Accumulation in Self Interest, to Eventually find the Point of Life Given to Each Equally Freely at the Beginning, at BIRTH.

I commit myself to SHOW that Life is the BIRTHRIGHT Given to All Equally at the FIRST Breath, and that Earth shows where the Heart of Each one is through Accumulation, are you Life or Abuse. Time to Choose!

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Day 131: Forgiveness and True Activism

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Earth Exist as the Test of Forgiveness to See, Who Can Give as they Receive, with Understanding that the Only Real Gift on Earth is Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that FORGIVENESS is a Gift Given to Self to bring an END to the Illusion of a MINDSELF that is a Self Created Illusion, as Energy Presented as THOUGHTS, Feelings, and Emotions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that FORGIVENESS, as Presented by JESUS, is Based on the PRINCPLE TO GIVE as One would like to RECEIVE, and that LIVING FORGIVENESS will be MIRRORED as the SOCIAL SYSTEM of LIFE on EARTH when the FORGIVENESS is Really LIVED by MANKIND.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to DIE before FORGIVENESS is Ensured to Exist as the LIVING SYSTEM on Earth, is to Allow Self Interest to Be the WINNER as the Abuse of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to Claim FORGIVENESS without WORLD Change to What is Best for All Life, IS TO LIVE a LIE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that FORGIVENESS is the Only REAL GIVING as all Else on Earth is Already GIVEN by LIFE FOR FREE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that FORGIVENESS is the Confirmation of SELF AWARENESS, when this Self Awareness Presents itself as the Act of Changing the World to What is Best for ALL LIFE in Every Way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that FORGIVENESS is GIVEN on EARTH through the GIFT of LIFE, BUT Unless LIFE is given to Each other as Equals, this GIFT WILL Be LOST as NO ONE that Abuse LIFE in Self Interest will Be allowed to ENTER ETERNAL LIFE.

I commit myself to SHOW that FORGIVENESS has been presented as SOLUTION since the beginning of TIME, yet is NOT yet Realized, as the WAY TO LIFE.

I commit myself to SHOW that Abuse of FORGIVENESS in the Interest of FEAR and Self Glorification will NOT change the System on Earth, but will only Separate Man into Groups that will Claim Life, while they Do Not LIVE as this Life on Earth, as a SOCIAL SYSTEM, Invalidating all claims and in fact Causing their Gift of Life to be LOST.

I commit myself to SHOW that FORGIVENESS as Presented by JESUS is NOT Yet Realized by the Followers of Jesus and is Abused in the Name of Fear and Self Interest, which Carry a Consequence that is Obvious, As You take, What you Take will be Taken; and at the Moment Life is Taken in the Name of Jesus and GOD, using the Name of God in Vanity.

I commit myself to SHOW that the MIND must Be Understood in Specificity if FORGIVENESS is to be Real.

I commit myself to SHOW that the DISHONEST and ABUSERS of Life will Not Be Able to GIVE as they would like to Receive as life, as they will NOT be ABLE to Walk FORGIVENESS to the Specificity Required over the TIME NECESSARY in the Physical World.

I commit myself to SHOW that FORGIVENESS as Change WILL Take Daily application, together as the Team of Life, which will take a MINIMUM of 7 Years, and in MOST Cases it will Be LONGER, as this Ensures that ONLY LIFE WILL BE LIFE.