Day 572: The Road ahead

(July 2007)

We are in a curious position--Imagine we have the knowledge of what is best, but not the knowhow--even interdimensionally--we have traced all of existence all of time, past - present - future--Imagine--through the portal there is no restriction--being able to communicate with anything--any form--sometimes blow the lid off any perception or idea of why we are here or who we are.

So, Perceptually we are infinite--not really--only our essence--the same as a rock--is infinite--our consciousness and self-awareness is not infinite and actually quite finite.. In exploring this point, yes we are all here and everywhere is here--the Joel Goldsmith - Infinite way--very cool in actual living and application of self--but I found Joel just as stuck and lost as anyone else--none of anything we have thus far applied, is indicating any answer that will assist us--I must say, sometimes I drive the dimensions up the wall with questions of all sorts--

At the moment, what is certain is that the way must be prepared for the children to create life as an experience that will support all life as equal and one--we have throughout the Universe a lack in experience of the practical how-to of equality and oneness and any stable model can only be tested in physical form in 3d--not many candidates available to really test this out and although the structural resonances as sound is supporting, we are in for a journey.

One of the fascinating problems yet to be resolved, is that not any being even currently is at death able to remain here and recall all their life as experience integrated as self--most is just knowledge and knowledge is forgotten and is perceptually judgmental as it is subject to a point of view in consciousness--we are researching this and the beings at crossover that is most effective, is children--now imagine that beings like Jack has been at this process for thousands of years--there is more like him, but not many--due to the nature of what we allowed, we placed our understanding of the solution into a process that reveals in every moment once we understand--so sometimes, we get stuck or some-one else must reveal.

At the moment I am kind of sharing my process of questioning and equating as direction is once again uncertain--what is certain is who we will become and what we know we are intellectually and knowledge wise--yet we are not what we really are as fact here and that is apparent in our expressive abilities not being absolute--there is no denying that we are no more than what we express in relationship and understanding with all that is as a real here experience--Practically it may be equated to our sphere of influence and this is a touchy issue--we are no more than our sphere of directive influence at any given moment--

So, say we direct the universe as self as all as one and speak ourselves as the living word as manifested and it is done visibly here, then that is who we are--Fascinating within this is that it is impossible to harm anything as all form currently is consciousness and thus not real and thus the true being/essence cannot be harmed--this makes for some interesting experiences ahead--will we realize the nature of consciousness and how we have painted pretty pictures and will we be willing to do what must be done to stop consciousness for all as one as self no matter what or will we hide behind the idea of choice as if consciousness will ever choose to annihilate itself--will we realize that all that has ever been has been consciousness--thus the way forward is beyond any knowledge or perception we have or can conceive--

Sometimes in the last 2 years the experience was disheartening--once I found a woman in one of the dimensions we were cleaning--she was very old--meaning, she has gone for a long time and applied herself--she said to me that there is no answer--she has tried everything--we are infinitely stuck in this cycles of forgetfull ness always getting to the same point. She had no name, she lost all of everything, but she still existed--she was still here--she could not not exist--she refused to participate in finding a way out of our dilemma as life stuck in our perception and mind in form--we discussed this at length--the portal is set up that we must find a way or the being is stuck--so for a while I was stuck having to communicate with this being--she could not leave the portal

Now in the portal is quantum time, quantum knowledge, quantum experience--anything you can conceive--and we were stuck--not the first time, but this time, this lady has really tried everything known throughout eternity, and we had no answer--we moved beyond that point on one point--we realized that we have to trust each other in that we have a common goal and that we understand our common problem and so we moved on.

Our common goal is freedom within equality and oneness--thus coexistence that support each other as we are always here--our common problem is that throughout billions of years we have been unable to find the solution--what We have come to realize is that the answer is in 3d--not dimensions--we must be able to bring forth equality and oneness as a practical living model where all at the same time agree and live as equal and one to in any way get out of our rut--that is easier said than done and that is where we are in searching for a reason for all to listen and understand that we are stuck--infinitely

That death is not a way to some higher life--we stuck in the dimensions as well--in fact infinitely so--not the coolest place to be and many refused to believe it possible--the fact of it is in the way we exist on earth--as in heaven so on earth--now heaven is in place, though still in process as there is beings dying every day and as heaven is understanding oneness and equality, that must be born on earth--though as life from the physical--that means--heaven currently are only able to assist with words, insights, grace etc--the human will have to face this which is heaven as we all come from the dimensions--we are thus only at the beginning of a journey--we must find practical ways to support this for all--most won't make it--children younger than 5 with effective support will--Veno's structural resonance story will help

Fascinating--currently working on biodiversifying the Dna strings to play different sounds to assist with hollographic changes--this is done through creating viruses as self and then assisting with the virus as self in slowly bringing selfrealization--this is another interesting story--who are we, what are we, what are we capable of--what is speakable and what is unspeakable

We focus on developing independant abilities to assist in independant crossreference--Once a being are able to directly communicate with the dimensions, they cannot return to old ways--this is scary, as you truely lose all you have ever conceived--few are able to make this choice

Understand that all spiritual experience up to now was a controlled dimensional insert--the annunaki was really good at controlling all existence--virtually nothing can be trusted when perceived through the mind--to give the mind a reality experience is easy, but enslaving and will hollographically manifest as "real"--so--we are in for a journey

Much to discuss and writing all of it will take volumes--we are at it and it will take years--we are currently equal to the world we have allowed, even if we cut ourselves from it to have a perceptual experience of peace--we are no more than the worst we allow--that is our starting point

Our greatness is the same point--our worst as manifested on earth--that was the way we found heaven--exactly the same as earth--with their own marketing and public relations division called angels, ascended masters, gods, goddesses, feel good messages, plugged into the soulconstruct and the emotional generators of humanity--like a form of politics, sucking essence from each to have power in one point--fascinating that is so, power will be always in one point till it is given up as equal as one--some find that difficult to give up perceptual power.

enjoy

Day 560: Earthing Self

Continuing from Day 559: Complete Body Awareness

In this thus I developed an effective way to measure any change in energy that is relevant to what I am busy with . Obviously still specifically filtered according to my current focus of Equality – otherwise I would be overrun with an uncountable amount of streams of information and energy which is obviously what no-one notices in this reality, which is that this reality consist out of a massive amount of frequencies and that it is all Interdimensionally visible at all times, and everyone is bombarded with it all the time – yet not aware of it at all, whatsoever.

Fascinating though that there is then this whole idea that you can ‘feel’ something without the context of what it really means. So, very important to understand the functionality and the ways one can utilize the physical to support you in understanding in absolutely focussed points, the movement of real life realisations.

So in the beginning stages, with the Demons, the first point was obviously the meditations, I also realised, before I even got to the Demons, that in fact, the ‘As Above, So Below’ is in fact the physical representation of the physical body. So through the years I’ve practiced myself into it, tested and cross-referenced it extensively and therefore had the trust in terms of it, to actually test out, in the breathing, the full integration of the Universe, the Earth as the Centre as my Heart, because the word ‘Earth’ and ‘Heart’ is the same word – you just shift the letters around. So that I can Earth myself here and deal with the reality we’re busy ‘adjusting’. Obviously there will be much discussions still to come and published in terms of what is really going on, we’re here only dealing with the Demonic Part in Reality and the reality or part it played in Reality.

So, with that complete understanding, physically integrated, tested over many years, over and over in spite of the environment, in spite of what is happening in my reality – I focus completely in a full integration of it as I understood, that was my duty to understand and it was the only way I could actually ‘meet’ or ‘see’ God face to face, was to be equal to God. Image and Likeness! Equality and Oneness!

And therefore I did the necessary work as I’ve indicated many times. On average it will take a person fourteen years of application with cross-referencing extensively so, to the very best, in seven years.
And you would not claim your so called ‘understanding’, unless you’ve done your cross-referencing. And we do not give all the necessary guidelines, because then it’s too easy to copy them instead of actually living the whole point. We are closing the system now, in terms of it all, so that all walk the same process in the Universe and also because we have already placed into context all those that are deliberately deceiving and abusing and that are in fact Demonic Manifestations and we will explain how that operates as well.

So, with first meeting of the Demons, as I was initially saying, I was setting myself up to automate my kinesiology with that, to automate the assistance of Demons. As I walked, I found that a massive amount of people on Earth were Demon Possessed. And not just one – but several. And that there was no way that we were going to sort the problem out in this world, because there were just too many. And therefore I programmed and set-up my physical body, which at this stage was Equal and in representing the Universe, to process and assist the Demons to Self-Forgiveness, through the physical in an automated state. As I walk and get in touch with people, so that at stages my full possessive – that means my physical body it had up to 45% - we measured it – percentages up to 45% Demon Possession as I was processing these beings back to themselves, through Self-Forgiveness. That means assisting them in ways that I will explain in time to come.

Day 527: Bubbles and The Theory of Everything - Part 1

Okay, so - I´m going to tell you the whole story, about…this is the...‘The Theory of Everything’.

And we were just chatting-along and we says: “Okay, let´s chat to the first Child that´s just stepped out of the Body, just died”.

And so, Breathe-In – Breathe-Out = Here´s a Child.

“Okay, what´s your First Impression? What do you See - you´ve just died - what do you See? What...you know...just, you know, give me your First Impression of Existence”.

She said to me: "Existence is very busy." I says: “Oh, What do you mean, ‘Existence is very busy’?”

She says: "I mean, there´s like, like...these ‘Movement’ everywhere."

I says: “Okay, but I mean explain...I mean where´s the Physical?”
She says: "It´s Nowhere.”

I says: “Oh, Oh no, come, explain, explain, explain”.
She says: "No, I mean - Existence is like, Everywhere, and then inside Existence is these ‘Bubbles’ that ‘Move’."

I says: “Oh, okay. So, um, what is these ‘Bubbles’?”

She says: "No, Existence is the Physical and then inside the Physical is these ‘Bubbles’ which is like, the Dimensions, the Dimensional E...it´s like...the Being.

And the Being is trying to Move Existence; but the Being is just inside this ‘Bubble’ inside Existence."

(I) says: “Okay, now = What´s the First Thing you´ll do, what´s the first Action you´ll take? You´ve just Seen this. You´ve just Seen what Exists, what is Here. What will you do?”

She says: "No, I´ll go and...go into the ‘Bubble’ and ‘try’ and ‘explain’ to them that they’re in a ‘Bubble’ - I mean, I mean what would You do? I mean, you can See they are all in ‘Bubbles’."

So I said to her: “No but, um, I mean - what about Bursting the ‘Bubbles’ - what will happen?”
She says: "I don´t know."

I says: “Okay, Burst the ‘Bubbles’”.
She says: "Okay, I´m Bursting the ‘Bubbles’."
(I says): “And what happens?”

She says: "I mean, everything is just ‘Floating’."
I says: “Okay, now...what will happen now?”

(She says): "I don´t know."
(I says): “Okay”.

I mean, if you are in that ‘Bubble’ and the ‘Bubble’ is Burst, I mean - what happens to You? Are You still Here? The only thing that´s happened is the ‘Bubble’ is Burst - isn´t it?

I mean, you were moving inside a ‘Bubble’, inside the Physical. So now the ‘Bubble’ is Burst = you’re still Here.

What is gonna happen? What are you normally doing - First Thing: You´ll build another ‘Bubble’, isn´t it? I mean, that´s ‘all you know’.

You´ll only do what you know, which means, you ´know you have to have a ‘Bubble’ to be ‘here’’ and ‘without a ‘Bubble’ you’re ´nothing´’, so therefore - what´s the first thing - when your ‘Bubble’ Burst: You´ll build another ‘Bubble’.

So - we looked at this Whole-thing, I said: Okay - Here I am, okay, what happens if I take Water and I Shake it? We take Water, Shake it, what happens? It make ‘Bubbles’.

Okay, so you take the Water, and you Shake it, and there´s a ‘Bubble’. Okay, so, it´s easy to make a ‘Bubble’.

So now the Question is: What´s In the Bubble?

Is what IN...what´s IN the ‘Bubble’ exactly that which is Outside the ‘Bubble’ as well? What do you say?

It´s Exactly the Same - Inside and Outside the ‘Bubble’ is Exactly the Same. But there´s a ‘Bubble’.

So, I asked: Okay, now, I´ve been Shaking the ‘Bubble’ - What do you See? - "No, it´s ‘Vibrating’"

I says: “Oh, but I mean, isn´t it Shaking?” / "No, no, no, it´s ‘Vibrating’!"

Yah, but - isn´t it Shaking? I was Shaking the ‘Bubble’ - the Water - and the…from the Shaking there´s a ‘Bubble’, and the ‘Bubble’ is still ‘Moving’, and that ‘Bubble’ that´s ‘Moving’ is still Shaking, isn´t it?

"No no, it´s Vibrating"
Are you sure?

Oh, so you say - when you look at a ‘Bubble’, you can give it another ´reason´, a ´purpose´, a ‘name’.

So - you can take a ‘Shaking-Bubble’ - which is where it comes from: You were Shaking (the Water) - and you can call it a: ´Vibrating-Bubble´.

But what´s inside the ‘Bubble’ and what´s outside the ‘Bubble’ is the Same!

But now what happens when the ‘Bubble’-burst? There´s...What is there? Just...Nothing! I mean - still the Same!

I mean, what was Inside the ‘Bubble’, what was Outside the ‘Bubble’, and when the ‘Bubble’-burst: Everything is still the Same, isn´t it?

The ‘Bubble’ didn´t Change anything, did it?
Oh! Okay, so the ‘Bubble’ didn´t Change anything - so let´s Shake the Water again:



We Shake the Water, Shake the Water and there´s ‘Bubbles’, okay, there´s ‘Bubbles’ - okay, the ‘Bubble’ is still Shaking.

So that ‘Bubble’ that´s Shaking is...Now we say it´s ‘Vibrating’. So, now, this is, but, you then call that ´Energy´.

Oh, say: Okay! So - when you Shake a ‘Bubble’- and we Shake the Water - the Water makes a ‘Bubble’ - the ‘Bubble’ is ´Vibrating´ and you can call that ‘Vibrating’: ´Energy´.

So what does that mean? I don´t know. I mean, it means...it´s Still the Same ‘Bubble’.

The fact that the ‘Bubble’ is ‘Vibrating’ and that is called ´Energy´- doesn´t change the ‘Bubble’ Inside, Outside, or when the ‘Bubble’-burst – so = it has No-Effect on the ‘Bubble’, does it, Really? It´s only something you call the ‘Bubble´, isn’t it?

So - then - we started looking at this Whole ‘Bubble’-thing - okay - it means: How many ‘Bubbles’ can you make? As many as you like = all you have to do is what? Shake the ‘Bubble’.

Then - you Notice an Interesting-thing: You can take...take the ‘Bubble’ and you can Shape the ‘Bubble’.

I mean - you can make the ‘Bubble’ Square, you can the ‘Bubble’ Round, you can make the ‘Bubble’ anyway you want it. Or you can Push the ‘Bubble’ and then it...the ‘Bubble’ has got a Wobble.

When the ‘Bubble’ has got a Wobble, I mean, it´s a Wobbling-‘Bubble’. Isn´t it?

Okay, then you Look at it all and Says: Okay, so, I can make the ‘Bubble’ Wobble. What does it Change about the Wobble...oh no - the ‘Bubble’?

When the ‘Bubble’ Wobbles - does that make the ‘Bubble’ anything different to the ‘Bubble’ that was coming from the first-Shaking? No difference. Still the same ‘Bubble’, isn´t it?

But - the ‘Bubble’ doesn´t Change anything about Anything - the ‘Bubble’ is just a ‘Bubble’ until the ‘Bubble’ is not a ‘Bubble’ - isn´t it?

Even the ‘Bubble’ with a Wobble doesn´t make a difference to the ‘Bubble’, or to anything else - does it? It´s Still just a ‘Bubble’.

Okay, so - Now we look at it and say: Oh! But you know what? I can Blow with a ‘Bubble’ into any Form. And then I can make the Form ‘do things’. Does that mean anything?

I mean - I´m Blowing into the ‘Bubble’, the ‘Bubble’ gets a Form, and I can get the ‘Bubble’ to do things. Okay – so, the ‘Bubble’ ‘Moves’.

Okay, now, I can give the ‘Bubble’ ‘names’. Because it´s a ‘Moving-Bubble’ - I mean, it...it´s ´special´. So, when it´s ´special´- does it Change anything about what´s In the ‘Bubble’?

It´s the Same that was Outside the Bubble, and I mean - in this case it will be Air – I mean, I´m Blowing Air into the Bubble, and I’m Blowing and by Pushing I´m giving that ‘Bubble’, for instance, Legs and a Tail and a Head - and I mean, now the ‘Bubble’ ‘Moves’.

Part Two to Continue…

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Day 513: Zero-Point and Other Points – Anu the Savior – Part 11

Continuing from the previous blog, Day 512: Zero-Point and Other Points - Living Words - Part 10:

“The more Specific you are the more Specific you´ll be Able to See. You Decide, thus, how Effective you become. Everyone is Absolutely - Self-Responsible. “

It must obviously make CommonSense that; everyone will be coming to a Singular Point, and See Exactly the Same and Speak Exactly the Same - as One: Isn´t that Oneness and Equality? = Oneness implies that. Yet you´ll be Individual.

So those that resist the point where you are going to be the Same as Everyone else: It´s only because you´re dishonest.

You Will Be the Same.

They’re (the Dimensions’) demonstrating it - I mean - from the beginning as it was applied in Heaven -all Beings in Heaven = Spoke the Same. Use One-Body – you’ll have Similar Expressions.

It´s different Beings, but they Speak as One. Not totally Equal, but as One. So they are at the ‘Oneness-stage’ - Equalizing themselves.

What is their (the Dimensions’) point? Their point is the Physical. As it is written - and remember, this has been scripted - it is scripted in our ´Holy Books´: And the Dead will Walk amongst the Living = It is soon.

Obviously the Dead are also Walking amongst the Living - those that are remaining as Mind-Systems will also be Dead, walking amongst the Living.

But it is in all-ways, understand - so also those that is now Dead will Walk amongst the Living. And please, don´t try and contact your ‘dead-ones’, they no longer exist = make Peace with it. They were never real in the first place.

Everything you are experiencing; if you slow yourself down at the moment of your Question - you´ll notice you are creating the Voices in your Head. You are creating the experience = Everything you are creating Yourself.

That´s why Breath is so important: To make sure you don´t Fuck with yourself.

I mean: Breathe, Slow-down, Look, Direct; do not allow yourself to deceive yourself. ‘Cause the end of the day; only you´re going to carry the Consequences of your own deception.

And no-one can deceive another - understand that. It is impossible: You can only deceive yourself.

Deception of another is not possible. It requires their (the others’) participation, but in that moment of participation, of that moment of permission - it´s no longer somebody deceiving them, it´s them deceiving themselves.

So, only Self-Deception exist - there is no other deception that exist.

Anu did not deceive anyone - Everyone agreed through their participation.

The Elite do not deceive the World, everybody agrees through their participation.

One of the most difficult steps that will be ahead; is an Equal Money-System For All. Because, there you have to wrap yourself around a peculiar point: The fact that you are actually determining the value of the Money anyway - already.

And that the current mess that the World is in; is so because you have created it this way - by accepting that this is the System that you want and which defines you; through a ‘principle of Polarity’ – of ‘Winning’ and ‘Losing’ – which is imprinted through our ‘schooling-system’, through our ‘religious-systems’, through ‘good and evil’, through Polarity - in every single way - layer by layer by layer by layer. But it´s not Real.

You are Designing your actual experience in Every Moment.

Everybody Agrees in this World to place Money as an Equal Support-System for All: Overnight, crime will diminish - exponentially. Corruption will diminish. There will be no need for Politicians. There will be no need for many things that now exist; what will be Required is a Re-Evaluation of Who You Are in Self-Honesty - Who You Really Are will be Faced = With that Singular Step.

So, in a sense, Anu noticed, in Existence that; Existence was moving without Direction, without Consideration of Each-Other. That everybody was only focused on themselves and their own survival and their own ‘happy-go-lucky-lives’;
And he took that point and he directed it into a single System – obviously, to ‘satisfy himself’. But in that way - becoming the Savior of Existence. So you wanna really know who’s the Savior? Anu the Reptilian is the Savior. He already Saved your ass - by trapping you in your own dishonesty.

Now have a look at architecture: Ar-chi-Textures: Which is the Fabric of the Design of the accepted Construct. This is all done through ‘time’, through ‘Energy’, through labor - have a look, the same principle applies: Through the placement of control, through ‘Energy’, through the ‘movement of Money’, which is ‘Energy’, through the hands of those that participated, which is ‘Energy’, through constructing the roads, the flow of ‘Energy’ in this Existence to an accepted-system where everybody accepted it as the way it is today - it didn´t happen overnight. It took a long time to create it. It is the Fabric of Existence as it is now. We have created it this way. We have to find our Solutions within it.

You’re not just going to Change what´s Here. Those kind of shit that you apparently can “change in a single moment” from the perspective of ‘your experience’ - I mean, you really have to understand what the fuck you’re doing; and it´s gotta be Real.

It´s like: You Breathe, you´re out of your Body, and, Confirm, and it´s Always like that - It´s not an ‘on the off chance’ ‘near-death-experience’, where ‘a light blind you so much that you believe that there´s fucking ‘life after death’’.

I mean, and you accept all the suffering in this world, blindly. Yes, you are blinded by your fucking ‘near-death-experience’ -Wake Up! It´s not Real. You are already near death!

The ‘channels’ of this World, those that program-themselves to become “very important ‘spiritual-beings’” in the ‘eyes of others’ - I suggest you Stop. Because, in Self-Honesty - if you look at it:
You are creating yourself. You are practicing it, you are studying it, you are meditating - until you become this ‘special person’ that deceive everyone around you. Your message is not Real. You are not seeing anything that is Real.

We have only shared 1% of Reality, specifically - to leave everything else for those that can Really See.
And Hear me: You are seeing Nothing. You do not in any way have access to anything that is Real – You are just seeing your own beliefs that you’re regurgitating in your Mind. And that´s everyone: Every single ‘channel’ in Existence, every single fucking ‘psychic’: You are just a fucking Mind-Reader. You can maybe assist some. But mostly you won´t; because to really assist somebody, you have to Give-Up your Life. And you are not Willing to do that - you want an hour of somebody´s time and you want Money for it. You are not Willing to Walk the roads with somebody for the time it will really take.
It takes many, many, many, many years of Support to help a Being - to Support them, to Assist them; through many trials, many difficulties.

There is not enough Money in this World that can do this for All Beings. Therefore - we need a New System, so that Everybody can be Supported.

There is not enough Money in this World to save the World - even if all the Money is taken in the World as the Collapse of the Money-System shows now - you´ll not change this World. It will just get worse.

Okay, we will continue at another time.

Day 480: Meeting your Maker

Continuing from: Day 477: Man as Demon
Day 478: Change and Evolution
Day 479: In the Image and Likeness of God

Have a look at Christians it’s fascinating because they are some of the best examples in the world. They theorize their religions.

“Love thy neighbour like thyself, but if my neighbour is Muslim, he’s in shit.” So, now you are disregarding the base laws of your belief system.

You’re invalidating your own existence, but you’re still doing it. You’re still believing that you’re standing up. Why are you then believing? Why is a Christian a Christian?

Not because of love, because of fear – you are fearing your ass off – what is going to happen to you for all the shit that you have already done and all the lies that you told and all the people that you hurt?

And you hope by Jesus’ forgiveness you would be clear from your apparent dishonesty and your apparent inability to be disciplined and honoring life.

So, I have some sad news for you, you know, we did meet Jesus – he is a real fucker. Unfortunately I didn’t always know that, I wasn’t always certain, until I met the fucker, and he’s a normal being like everyone else.

I have sad news for you: your sins will not be washed away.

Synchronistically – which is a chronicle sin, when sin is chronicle, it’s sin-chronicity – so, in Synchronicity you will Equal and One become what you have done to another, I mean, which is the law of Jesus explained simply:

“Don’t do unto another what you don’t want them done to you” – which implies in it’s every nature that what you do to another, you will experience. So, that is Synchronicity, that is, Equality and Oneness is Synchronicity.

Be careful of Synchronicity because it traps you, which is actually you trapping yourself into your beliefs, you trapping yourself Equal and One to what you allow. So, therefore if you fear your neighbor, what does that mean if your neighbor fears you?

Eventually you’re going to end up in a war, killing each other, destroying each other, deceiving each other, hurting each other.

But we don’t notice as long as we have money obviously, that is the nice thing. The best medicine for not feeling shit in this world: is money.

Because when you have money, you feel good, you can buy shit as much as you like, I mean, make sure you take the shit to heaven because in heaven you have a little problem.

In heaven your problem is: you don’t have money anymore, you don’t have status anymore.

You have nowhere to hide. I mean, your first fucking meeting in heaven and I mean, there where the shit hits the fan – the shit hits the fan in heaven, because the moment you fucking die, you meet your maker. What is your maker? All your thoughts.

So, immediately the first thing you have to take care of and face is all the thoughts you have ever had because from that you have made yourself. So, you meet your maker.

Obviously you have those stupid enough to say: “Oh bullshit, come on, you can’t really be serious”.

No, I am not serious, Sirius is a star somewhere, it even gets hijacked here as a ship – but a serious star, no, I am not serious. It’s obvious common sense, I mean, you don’t have to be fucking Einstein to work this one out.

Your thoughts – have a look, it’s constructed, your belief system – before you make a decision you think about it, you come to a conclusion, you decide how to construct it, what you’re going to believe.

Look at your personalities, they’re all thought-based, look at your actions, look at all the decisions that you have made though out your life. Everything you’ve done throughout your life is thought-based.

So, thought is your maker, and if you look at the sound of the word ‘though’t it sounds like ‘got-god’, you know like ‘Thor’ in the old days, but it’s ‘thought’. So, the first thing you do when you die is meet your maker.

And all I suggest is that it is possible to meet your maker right now, right this life, and actually have a look at how you have created yourself. And stop blaming others for it, and stop hoping that somebody is going to save your ass from it.

And for that you need a thing that nobody really wants, because apparently that is what makes you weak. You need a thing called self-honesty, you have to be self-honest in what is going on in your thoughts.

Because if you are not self honest in that you are fucked for this life, I mean, it’s that simple – you will never become real, you will never be able to see what is real.

If you have to make up your mind based on thoughts about what is real in creation, I mean, isn’t that already questionable, you are unable to even direct your thoughts and you believe your thoughts to be that which tell you what is real… Come on!

Your thoughts are stuck in your head. What the fuck does it know about Pleaidians? “Oh there’s a voice in my head”… that’s a serious fucking thing. I mean, telepathy, “tell me a path”.

Is that apathy? No sorry, tele-pathy is a form of apathy isn’t it? No, it’s ‘tell me a path’. What is the apathy? “I don’t want to take responsibly of my own thoughts, someone must tell me what it is, so I create that entity”.

Communication with ‘other aliens’, channels, shit like that, that is not real – these people practice for years through meditation to do this shit properly.

In that time they construct the entity through thoughts, because they have all the good thoughts all the time until the good thoughts become a real being which is an entity that speaks.

After all, your thoughts are your maker. Don’t you think you can make other things as well, that possess you? That is how you make them. Then it speaks to you.

Those that really do some research must go back many years now, with all the channels from aliens and from angels and shit like that – they all speak the same shit…

But they never give you a practical solution on how to live and you never change your ways and you never make a difference in this world to live practically for all right here, right now.

It’s all about what will come one day and you believe those angles to be real and you will see them! I mean, you have created them, they’re in your mind! You are seeing with your mind! You’re not seeing with anything else.

It’s going to speak to you because, I mean, you listen to your thoughts and you even speak to yourself in your mind, I mean, that’s different personalities speaking to each other – so, you’ll say:

“I wonder – what should I do?”

and then a thought will come up: “ Do this”,

and you say: “Yes, I’ll do that”.

What does that mean! There is more than one in you! Hohoho… spooky… You’re pretty fucked. So, that means, when you die you are going to have to meet several of your makers, not just one.

Oh I have 5 minds, 20 personalities and now I have to deal with all of that to find out ‘who the fuck am I?’