Tuesday 11 September 2012
Day 150: Matrix of FLESH is SELF
Emotion and Accept that as ME, I am Confirming that I am Brainwashed and Have No IDEA how the Energy I Experience as My Consciousness, is in fact Created.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the MIND that Create Consciousness based on Memories Require the Flesh to Exist.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that Consciousness as Human Self-Awareness is Only Programmed Energy that functions like a Character in a Movie, totally Oblivious to the Whole, only Aware of the Role it Plays in the MINIMATRIX, which is Designed to Keep the Consciousness OCCUPIED in interactive Polarity that SEEM to be Based on choice, when it is in FACT NOT.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the MATRIX that the Human understand as Life, Exclude all Real Life and Only FUNCTION in the Energy Created and Programmed by the MIND as Characters living in a Make Belief Reality where Fear and Love rules, just like in a Fairy Tale.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that all Beliefs about the Afterlife are Suspect as the Energy induced COMA on Earth that Has taken Consciousness to its Highest Expression, that of Bliss and Ignorance where the Consciousness as the Created Energy of the Physical, are unable to see its Creator, as it is Unequal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the Total Consumption of Consciousness, as the Study of the Self as Energy, Depends on the Participants to Agree to Create the Illusion that because they are Experiencing the Energy, it must be Reality and in this the Actual Creator of Energy as The Physical is Denied.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that the FLESH acts like a HARDDRIVE, that Stores one's Memories as Stories as the History of the Creation of the Character in the Narrative used as the Idea of Self, which is then Projected on the Screen of the MIND which Tell A Vision show and supported by the words the Self Speaks to Convince this Self as Character that it is Real, but take away the Memories, and the Self Disappears immediately, exactly what happens at Death as well.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that NONE of the Memories as Characters that Pretend to be the Human on Earth can be trusted, as the History is Presented Subjectively in the Self Interest of the Character to be in the Role of a Hero or Villain. The Human in its Current form only exist as an Animated Picture that Follow Storylines as Memories of the Knowledge Narrative All agree to FOLLOW.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have Realized that in this All-encompassing Self-Deception, NO REAL SELF as FLESH exists and therefore No Equality exists on Earth, and cannot be Conceived yet by the Characters , as all the Characters are Designed to Compete to Create the Greatest Legacy as a Memory. HOW BIZARRE!
I commit myself to SHOW that the FLESH as STORAGE of Memories From which is Created Personal Consciousness, is NOT GRASPED and that the Importance given to the MIND cause a World of ABUSE and DELUSION that will keep on Growing 'till Man wake up and Study the Real ISSUES in the TISSUE of the Body.
I commit myself to SHOW that those claiming to Understand the Matrix, are actually Creating the Bullshit in Their own MINDS, because they do not Understand How the Mind Functions at All.
I commit myself to SHOW that Emphasizing Character Building without understanding how it Functions in Specific Detail, is GROSS Ignorance
I commit myself to SHOW that THOUGHT, EMOTION and FEELING as It Results in Consciousness, is the CON that Cause Man to be Such an Abusive Creator
I commit myself to show that the TOTAL Industry of the SOUL, Lightworker, 'Life after Death' -- are based on Self Interest without understanding the FIRST Thing about Existence and the Importance of the FLESH