Day 108: Spiritual Guides

Watch ‘The Century of the Self’ Documentary for Reference-

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Spiritual Guides are the Characters used to Control those that may find Compassion and Empathy through acting as the Policeman in the Head to keep the Spiritual Person on their Preprogrammed life as a Slave to Energy and Love to keep the System going without Question in the Faith that there is Something Better after this Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Evidence provided by Psychics and Seers about Spiritual Guides are So Meager that it depends on the Eagerness of the Spiritual Victim to be Special to Ensure Faith, Attention, and Confinement to a System through Justifying the Why of the World on some form of Spiritual Wisdom that Sounds Great, but is Never actually the Living Reality of the Flesh as Self for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Commercialization of Spiritual Guides through the Publishing of Books and the Marketing of Psychics and Spiritual Gurus are Designed around the Knowledge and Wisdom of the Dead, where the Source can never be Questioned and there the Perpetrator of this Wisdom will Quote the Dead profusely and Never actually Present anything that is Contradictory to the Wisdom of the Dead, as that would Disturb the Memories of the Customer that is trapped in the Memories of the Dead as Characters Envisioned up to seven generations ago keeping the People on Earth Now trapped in the Memories of the Dead to become the Walking Dead that Live Only in the Illusion of the Mind, making it Very easy for the Spiritual Characters to feed on those that Seek a Higher Life - but None of this Interplay of Spirits ever Questions the Real Nature of Heaven, as it all Seems to be from Some Invisible force with a Greater Plan, making the Justification and Marketing of this Spiritual Industry an Amazing Deception with No Actual Direct View on What Really Happens in the Mind or after Death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Wisdom in this World is Useless as it is Not Making Sure that Every New Born Child is taken Care of and that Life on Earth is Supported and Cherished.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Spiritual Guides were Deliberately designed to Act as the Policeman that Ensures that the Soul keeps to their Preprogrammed Designed Life to NEVER Question the Nature of Life in the Physical World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Psychics and Channels were Designed Deliberately to Act as Spiritual Policeman to keep the Souls in their Preprogrammed Designed Lives to Never Question the Nature of the Physical World and to Keep the Beings Enslaved on Earth in Every Way Possible: in a way that Seems Lovingly and Divine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Spirituality and Religion is the Advertising Campaign of the Hierarchy in Heaven to keep the Souls in alignment with their Preprogrammed Lives as their inner world, so that Knowledge and Energy stored as Memory as to Ensure that the Living Physical World Abuse is Disregarded, as it is not Affecting the Life of the Religious or Spiritual person directly causing a Division between Physical Reality and Mental Reality with the Assumption that the Mental Reality represents the Physical World and that the Principle of “As Above, So Below” seems to be true in their Preprogrammed Mental Reality to Ensure those possessed by Mental Characterization will justify and ignore all Physical Suffering as just an Illusion as the Real Reality according to the Program Only comes After Death - Ensuring that every Spiritual Oriented Person on Earth in fact will Never Care about the Life of Another on Earth unless they are Mentally Connected through a Preprogrammed Design as Love or Family or Friendship - causing in it’s Wake a Daily Holocaust at an Unprecedented Level at the Behest of the Preprogrammed Character Dictators that Believes, due to Energy, that they are in fact Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Consumerism is in fact the Reality of “As Above, So Below” - and that, as the Human Consumes Life on Earth, Heaven consumes the Energy of the Human, creating an Infinite Cycle that has Devastated All the Planets in the Universe throughout the History of Existence - but because the Human is Imprisoned in the Mind, the Human will Only Ever See what the Human is Preprogrammed to See, and therefore no Psychic or Medium or Intuitive ever Sees Anything else But a Hollywood Programmed Story to keep the Slaves on Earth Happy to Never Question the Reality of the Abuse of the Physical World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Planet Earth is the Last Available Planet in the Universe to be Mined with the Mind, and that Every Species Exterminated in this Mining Operation is in fact part of each one Dying as we Slowly but Surely are Eradicating ourselves through our Greed and Self interest, as our Fear Grows Unconsciously as we realize Deep within that this is the End Game and we have No Clue what Lies Ahead once we are Done with our Feeding Frenzy based on our Perceived need and belief that to exist we require Energy or our Life will be worth Nothing, and so we spiral out, Dividing Ourselves ever more in pieces we end up Consuming as we Slowly, but Surely Eat Ourselves Alive that we may learn what You Do to Another will happen to yourself and yet we refuse to hear because our Preprogrammed Life of Greed and Need of Happiness simply cannot bear that we are the ones responsible in every way for All the Abuse that has ever existed in all time.


I commit myself to Assist Those that May find a Spark of Life Inside, to Free Themselves from the Preprogrammed Character Design as Life as a Game to Return to Reality and to Participate in Seeing a World that will always be Best for All Life in All Ways.

I commit myself to Call on all Psychics and Spiritual Enlightened Beings to Dare to Stop the Mental Illusion and to Find the Living Flesh as Self to See what is in fact Real in this World and to Participate in Creating a World that is Best for All Life Always.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Meager Evidence provided by the Spiritually Enlightened is Based on Preprogrammed Energetic Characterizations as energy in a Fools Paradise of Complete Self Interest where No Living Being Exist as Only the Personal View and Opinion is valued Disregarding the Evidence of a World with Living Beings in Trouble.

I commit myself to SHOW that this Mental Abuse as Character in the Illusion of Self-Interest Only Exists Because Each One Lost in Energy is in fact Participating in It and Keep on Creating It without Ever Daring to Stop for Real to See if this Energy Illusion is in Fact Real.

I commit myself to SHOW that those Walking the Journey to Life are in fact Discovering the Extent to Which Control as the Preprogrammed Design Exist and are an Example and Way to Find out what is in fact Reality for those that Can find Some Compassion for Others Suffering, in themselves.

Day 107: The Ignorance of Intent

For context, read: Feral girl, 5, found living with a herd of cows can 'only communicate by mooing'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by believing that a Higher Feeling of Frequency or Intent would somehow Overpower the Patterns Parents Teach Children as the Character of this World is in itself the Character of Ignorance as Root Cause of the Conditions Prevailing on Earth as evidenced in the Graven Images of the Beloved Good Heartedness in the Graveyards around the Globe, where the Lobes of Ears were Earthed six feet under to Return to Dust Blowing in the Wind as Life Wasted without ever understanding the Designed Nature of Man as Patterns through which Parents could have Changed the World Pattern to a World Characterized to What’s Best For All Life as the Living Word Pattern that Jesus suggested: as Giving as You would like to Receive, and to Love Your Neighbor as Yourself - instead, Jesus was Defined as the Pattern of God, with God as the Parent without any of the Followers Becoming the Pattern of Jesus One and Equal, to be the Parent that ensures that  Every Child Born becomes the Pattern as the Living Word, as the Living Flesh that Jesus demonstrated, so that Life on Earth could be the Effective Pattern Desired by All to be the image of Heaven on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by Ignoring the Self Evident Common Sense that Patterns are Plans of Designs like Architecture, that will Result in the Living Flesh as the Temple of the Jesus Pattern and the Ignorance that is the Root of all Evil and no amount of focused Intent will ever change Patterns created in Space Time, thus Each One that Lives in Intent as for Example, the Good Heartedness of Love and Light, without understanding in detail how Human Nature in fact is Created – are the Ignoramus that must be eradicated from Earth if Earth is ever to Change to a Place that encompass this Space as the Patterns that Jesus provided as a Solution for Life on Earth to be that which is Best for All Life Always.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that anyone that ignores the Message of Desteni is, by their very Act of Ignorance, the Evidence that shows that they are Part of the Reason why Evil Prevails on Earth, without Realizing that Evil in fact is just the Allowance of Patterns as Parents without the understanding in fact, in detail, how these Patterns are in fact Life on Earth as it now Exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Money has been Patterned as Currency to Represent Time in Space as the only Pattern that determines the Value of Life on Earth, while Intent is Patterned as Religious Faith to Justify the acquiring of Money as confirmation of the Nature of Divinity as Money would give to Good Intentions Goods and Power, to such an extent that those with Money will seemingly have what they Perceive to be the Power of God to determine Who Will Live or Die simply through the means of Money - without Realizing that such Foolish Ignorance is in fact the confirmation of the Pattern of Greed, justified through Good Intentions - without looking to the Physical Evidence of the Patterns that this Ignorance actually Create as Life on Earth - and therefore anyone Who values Money as anything else other than a Tool that establishes Equality for All Life on Earth, is in fact the Graven Image of Ignorance Hidden behind Veneers of Knowledge and Intellect and Shiny Success that cause Suffering on Earth to such an extent that Forgiveness will Never be able to Absolve, and therefore only Self Forgiveness with Corrective Action that in fact Change the World Pattern as the Self-Pattern in the Cells of the Living Flesh to that which is Best For All Life Always, there will be No Way Out and Each One that does not make this Change will lose their Life in fact, as Nothing of them as this Life as Pattern will remain upon Death.

I commit myself to SHOW that PARENTS are the PATTERNS that INFACT Create the CHARACTER of this WORLD.

I commit myself to SHOW that the PATTERN JESUS SHOWED as LIVING WORD is in fact the LIVING Solution AS Life on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that Good Intentions are in fact Ignorance.

I commit to SHOW that Good Intentions are INFACT a Total Disrespect of Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that PARENTS in fact understand Nothing of PATTERNS and are the Root cause of All Suffering and Inequality on Earth.

Day 106: Living the Lie

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Liefe on Earth is One BIG LIE Built through Smaller Lies that are accepted and allowed so that the Big Lie seems too Big to Ever challenge, instead of Looking at the Small Lies and see How these Small Lies Built the Character of the Big Lie as Human Nature that is too Weak and Sinful to Ever Change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that One of the Small Lies that is Accepted and Allowed is the allowance in Each Other the Apparent Character that is Believed to Be so Entrenched in the Self, that the Self can Never fundamentally change, and that the Only Change Possible is a change in Attitude between Negative and Positive, which is glorified as Significant Change that Helps One Cope with the Big Lie that the World is the Way it is and that the World Can Never Change, because One will never get Everyone to Change, so Best to Give up before One try and Accept the World as it is and Only Work on One’s Attitude, because that Choice is Seen as Possible, but actual Real Fundamental change of Human Nature is Seen as Impossible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that another Small Lie is the Knowledge that Everyone is Lying to Each other Regularly in Ways Where Lies are Even Coded in Colors like a White Lie, which is Seen as  good lie as the Person or Child being Lied to are Not ready for the truth apparently – but the truth is, the child is Being taught that it is essential to lie and to Not feel guilty as Lying is Part of Life on Earth - in Government and Politics, this lie is Made much Bigger as State Secrets, which the General Populace are not Ready to Face and it is Sold that the Lies Hidden as Secrets are for the Best Interest of the Populace – strangely enough, those that decide this are also Humans as Part of the General Populace and would in Many Cases find ways to Make a Profit from Secrets and Lies, justified as a chance that Could not be missed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that another Lie is to Deliberately Disregard Physical Evidence as to the History of the Earth and to Promote the Lie of Religion based on the Premise that because the Origin of Life is Not Grasped, it must Come from Some Higher Power, and in One Foul Swoop, the Existence and Allowance and Acceptance of all the Lies as the Weakness of Human Character as that which tends to Lie and Deceive, is Justified and taught to every Child as if it is the Gospel truth – and anyone trying to Question the Lie, is Made out as a Liar, by Spreading Lies and Gossip, because it is Understood that because the Human lies all the Time, the Human will accept Lies as truth and truth as Lies – so, the Big Lie is Safe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what Parents Fear the Most is that their children will be Exposed to the truth and thus would fiercely Protect the Lie they taught their children and use from Young a PecuLIAR Excuse as a Lie when Children ask Questions that Question the Lie, by Saying: ‘God only Knows Why” – these Words are a Lie and children and parents using these words are lying desperately or in Some Cases, Covering Up a Lie as Everyone Knows Subconsciously, this Lie has worked for Generations and is a Safe Lie, that is Accepted as the Human Way that Dare Not be Questioned – and that Questioning this lie, is to be Disrespectful towards God and the faith of a Person and thus an attack on a person’s character. The Fact that this lie is used to Perpetuate global suffering at an unprecedented Scale, is IGNORED and the Lie is also Used to Justify why Suffering Exists, by echoing – ‘GOD only Knows.’

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Experts in Human Society are Paid Liars that stand in as the Lie to Keep all the other Liars Safe in the bubble of Self-Deception. This is demonstrated by, for instance, Bears in Captivity that do not Hibernate, yet act Strangely by Pacing up and down and Rolling their Heads Non-Stop. Here is then claimed that it is not clear Why the Bears behave this Way in Captivity, but some experts believe they are Frustrated and Stressed by being Confined. DUH! WTF! Holy SHOOT! The Human will Lie in the Face of Evidence and Smile, turn around and wash their Hands, absolving themselves in the Name of God that Only Knows, but the Human will not take Responsibility for Life – No Matter the Evidence, No Matter the Science, No Matter the Fossils, no Matter that there is No Clue How a Child actually Learns – the Human will Do One thing For Sure, Protect the Lie.

I commit myself to SHOW that Consciousness is LIVING the LIE justified.

I commit myself to SHOW the Role Parenting Plays in Perpetuating the Lie as  the Nature of the Human.

I commit myself to SHOW that the lie is an Illusion that Requires a Liar to exist.

I commit myself to SHOW that Every Human KNOWS that the LIE is the Pretend Life on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Physical Relationships as What is Best for all Life, Breaks the Rule of the LIE.

I commit myself to SHOW that thought, ALL THOUGHT, is ALWAYS Designed as a JUSTIFIED LIE.

I commit myself to SHOW that humanity WILL change When We Change Parenting and Education to No Longer Be Based on a Lie, and we Introduce an Eco-System on Earth that Values and Supports all Life Equally to the Best Possible Level. Within a few Generations, we would Have created Heaven on Earth, much Shorter than the time it took us to Create the Big Lie as Consciousness. 

Day 105: TURN ON the Television

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Television is the Externalization of the Mind as Visual Consciousness that takes the Viewer through the Stages of Equalization to End up Eventually at TURN OFF the Television, it is Brainwashing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that When One Realizes Television is Brainwashing, the ONLY Way to Remove this Threat and Fear to One’s INNER Reality, is to Understand in Detail How Characters and Memories are Used within Energy to Control Choice and Direction of Consciousness on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Once One Face the Fear of Control, One Must Switch on the Television and Be Able to Watch it without Being Brainwashed, as One Understands in Detail How One Creates Oneself as Consciousness and the Only way to Stop External Control of the Internal Self, is to Be in Fact Able to Direct ALL Parts of Self in Detail in Every Breath, as that would Ensure that Nothing Can in fact Brainwash oneself to be just another Zombie of Self-Interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Television as an Extension of Consumerism and Profiteering, is in Fact a Tool ALLOWED to Be Used to justify Abuse though Energetic Entertainment that uses the way the Mind Functions to Benefit those that DO NOT Care about Life Equally for all on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Once one is ABLE to Direct Every Moment NO Matter what its Content, to Always Be what is Best for all Life as Self-Directed, One will Confirm this Self-Direction by Being part of the Group that will Stand UP and Stand together to Create a World that is Best for all Life, Always.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Conspiracy theory is Always Fear-Based and will Always  use Blame instead of Directive Self-Responsibility, causing the Character of Self to Be Suspicious, instead of Being Empowered to Be the Actual One that Decides Measurable what is Best for all Life, Always.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Journey to Life and the Desteni I Process are tools of Actually Understanding How Self as What it Now exists as on Earth, is Created – and to take Responsibility and Ensure that the Self One Creates Oneself as, will always be trustworthy with Life, thus Ensuring the establishment of a World that is Practically that which will ensure that Each Being will always be Supported as Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that Nothing that Now exists on Earth should be feared, and that Understanding How what is Now on Earth is Created in Detail will bring an End to all Fear, and Enable and Empower One to Stand and Stop Abuse and Call all on Earth to Responsibility no Matter what Fears are used to try and trap one in a System of Abuse.

I commit myself to SHOW that it is Possible to understand in Actual detail Exactly How All of Creation Functions and thus to Be the One that Determines How Life on Earth will be Lived.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Fearful are simply the Ignorant Still Controlled as Consciousness slaves that will Hide behind the Ultimate Fear, which is Love – Refusing to take Responsibility for Life – but Even these Ones that Use Love as Fear to Pretend they are OK, will eventually Wake Up and Become Self-Honest and start the Process of “Man Know Thyself.”

Day 104: Evolution

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Evolution in its Design as Seen in Nature is Based on the Survival of the Fittest and the Eradication of the Weak.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Evolution of Consciousness as Characters Building themselves through Memories as Data Collection, is based on the Win/Lose Paradigm of the Survival of the Fittest and the Eradication of the Weak, as is Seen in the Global Arena of our Civilization.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all Systems of Education that Function in Building the Character of a Child, Teach in Every Way the Design of the Survival of the Fittest and the Eradication of the Weak in its Wake; Creating a Society of Win/Lose so Totally Accepted that no one Questions it, or Realizes that in a Win/Lose Paradigm in an Example of 100 Participants, only 1 Wins and 99 Lose – making sure that Most are Forever Losing in this Design of Evolution that has been Accepted and Allowed to be their Definition of Equality in this World that you are Equal to the Result of your Placement in the World as either Winner or Loser, which Very Few can Ever Change – yet, what is Sould to the Participants in Society is that the Dream of Winning is Possible as Long as you Develop yourself to Become a Winner, and therefore that Everyone Stands a Chance to Win – most though, but for small Moments, Never Win and only a Few will be Glorified as Examples of Winners so that the Losers can Spend their Every Waking Moment hoping, Desiring and Trying to Win – Never Considering that there is Another Way where Everyone can Always Win and No one Ever Loses, bringing an End to Evolution as Defined and actually Developing a System that Gives to Each New Child Everything thus far Learned by all that has Already Walked this Dysfunctional System.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Only Reason why all the Secrets and Functioning of the World are Not Shared Equally with Everyone, is because that Ensures that the Winners keep Winning and the Losers keep Losing, which is Hardly in fact the way Nature Functions, but Rather the Way of the Psychopathic Design of Characters of Consciousness that Only intend to Remain the Dictators in Every Way, that Lead the Way through Winning all the Time – and that this was Understood a Long Time ago and Incorporated in the Bloodlines of Some Families to Protect, No Matter What, the Control accumulated - and so Ensure no Matter How, Competition must be Eradicated, Controlling the Ways of the World through Mediating through the Medium of Media, the Development and Control of Character through the Control of the Present through Currency – Forcing Compliance to the Current System through the Fear of Death as Poverty and other Means – making sure that the Corpus Presented as Life on Earth Remains intact through a Reign of Fear as Characters in the Minds of Men that Police Every Step of all Decisions on Earth – Keeping Stable the Populous in and as a Consciousness as Fear covered in the Veneer of its Opposite – Love – making sure that the Competition between Man and Man on the Ladder to the Podium is so Intense that no one will Ever Break the Intention of the Game and Break Free, as Each One has been individual lies to Complete Submission to the Presented Mission through Permission as the Only way that Life can Exist on Earth – leaving in its Wake Complete Submission to a System that Protects the Winners in Every Way and Keeps the Losers Forever Losing and thus Controlling the Outcome of Evolution as  Civil Lie as Civilization.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Evolution was Set Up as the Luck of the DRAW, creating for the Cast of Characters on Earth a Lottery as  Casting of the Lot where the Loser accepts their Lot without Question – NOT Realizing that the LOTTERY is RIGGED in Every Way to Make Sure the WINNERS at the Top of the Food CHAIN always WIN, with Some Surprise Winners getting Some of the Spoils, while the Earthly Consciousness Casino Proves all the Exhilaration  and Energy to Keep all the Character at all times Engaged in the Game, trying to WIN a Jackpot in a World Highjacked by the Few to Feed off the Many. Casting the Lot ensures that the WINNERS are Few and Rigging the Game Means the Same Bloodlines keep Winning, causing Inequality to be the Accepted Way of Life, JUST because all Believe they are Equal in the Lottery and may WIN. This Faith is so Complete that NO ONE Questions the Fact that that which is the Prize on Earth is Actually FREELY Given to ALL Equally, and thus Each One is IN Fact the Root Cause for their own Continued Losing with Consciousness, actually NEVER Really Evolving, but only Ever JUSTIFYING why the Cast Must Remain in Character – NOT Realizing that the SPIN of the Wheel of Life IS CONTROLLED AS ABOVE SO BELOW. Who WILL STOP The ADDICTION TO the GAMBLING and Stand UP for Life?

I commit myself to SHOW that EVOLUTION of Consciousness is a SCAM PROMOTED By WINNERS To Protect their SPOILS, Making SURE that Every Child Born on Earth is SPOILED Rotten for Life, Never Able to See the Real RULES of the Game.

I commit myself to SHOW that throughout TIME Humans were WARNED NOT TO CAST the Lot, yet Lotteries are used to Sell the DREAM of WINNING WITHOUT the Participators Realizing they Sell their BIRTHRIGHT By their OWN Choice, Causing the Key to WORLD Change, which is Democracy where the Majority of Losers can Stand Together to Change the Nature of the Game, to Be so Enthralled with the Potential of a Jackpot, that their Awareness is Highjacked by the WINNERS that Promote the Success of the Game. In SPITE of the Evidence that the Game Creates GROSS Inequality.

I commit myself to Assist all WITH Real Compassion for Life to Set themselves Free From the Chains of Consciousness so that those that Reclaim their Birth Right of an Equal life on Earth, may be able to Stand together to Return Earth to all its Inhabitants to ALL be WINNERS Always.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Ultimate Lottery Ticket each Character uses to Make Sure of a WIN according to themselves, is the Religious Faith ticket where Each Character believes that they Have the Ultimate ticket that will make themselves WIN in the END, to Ensure that No Matter How Many times they Lose, in the END they WIN. This, in Spite of Having NO EVIDENCE that their Faith is Real, but Failure tends to Fuel this Illusion, as Life is Accepted as a Gamble anyway and if One Does Not Believe and allows the Negativity of not Being Able to at least WIN Sometimes, it is believed One is the Cause of One’s OWN Failure. This is such Deluded Logic but Common Sense as what is Best for all Life Always is a World Providing all that is Required Freely, SIMPLY Does Not Exist in a Consciousness Created as a Scam. Each ONE does Have the Ability to See this, yet the Addiction to the ILLusion of EVOLUTION seems to be the WINNING Ticket every time. WAKE UP LOSERS! 

Day 103: Passion for Economics

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the passion of the Christ demonstrate in various symbolisms that the Physical-Body is the Temple of God that should not be subjected to Money-Lenders in all its forms as the Physical-Body, is the vehicle through which creation on Earth takes place - and therefore the Eco-System as Earth is given, as One Body, as Support, for All Bodies of Flesh on Earth. And thus – the Passion for Economics should be to design and present ways that make sure that every Body of Flesh that enters this System is supported in every way, so that no one Ever needs to Suffer and Wish they were Born into another Body simply because they are part of the ‘have-not’s’, while the ‘have’s’ passionately protects their lifestyle, creating theories as personal-theology, justifying their passion for self-interest, defining morality based-on possession and ownership of that which was given freely to All – implying that those that do not allow equality for All Bodies of Life: are in fact the Thieves of Life, and as such must be held accountable - which is inevitable through Democracy, where the Majority will no longer accept the Mockery that is being made of Life as Bodies, just to allow the Minority to have a Lifestyle protected through an Economic System that does not include All Bodies of Life on Earth.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Passion in its fullest measure, is to Pass-On that which is Real and Equal for Each Body of Life that exist in an environment of space and time; to understand that Economics is the Eco-System of equal co-existence that should be directed from Birth for every Child, Equally – to ensure that the quality of Life on Earth is Always measurably Equal for All, as that is the very minimum each Parent knows they would like to give to their Children. Yet, because of an Economic-System on Earth based-on a Value-System of Winner and Loser, this has caused the Majority to Live in conditions that are not Equal to the Full Measure Earth is giving to All – as the Winners, which are always the Minority, do not want to give up their spoils and keep on spoiling themselves and their children - making sure, through every way possible, to create Systems that spoil every Child born on Earth to become part of the Rotten Nature of the Fruit of Knowledge of Win and Lose, through enticing each one with Hope and Promise that somehow: some may be Lucky enough to actually also become part of the success that the Winners portray as a Lifestyle, as they betray Life in every way possible; finding theory upon theory to create theologies of hope and promise, which Always immediately can be assessed mathematically to have an outcome that will  not be best for All Life Equally. And yet, deliberately – those passionate about protecting their own Lie-Style, will find another Lie to theorize about, and will do everything to demonize that which is Best for All Life as Equality, proving only One Thing: that they are in fact the Demons in the Flesh that seek only self-interest, as by definition – a Demon is only passionate about their own justifications and theories. And in this, the World has become a Body of Pain and Suffering, of Slavery and Lies – playing-out lifestyles, like reality-T.V. to entice and trap the Children to become the Dull-Trees that will bear the lifeless fruit of Eco-Systems that acts like parasites and vampires – sucking Life from every Living Body, forcing them to walk like the Living-Dead as Zombies on Earth as they seek to just Find Enough to pay the Bills and feed their children - because they believe in the theories of the theology of the Buy-Bill, which forms the Foundation of the Abusive Economic-System on Earth, through an Invisible God of Desire that characterize Every Theory that is placed into practise to prevent Equality for All Life from ever becoming the way of life on Earth. This will End. May those that refuse to Hear these words realise: that there is No Forgiveness Ever for allowing and participating in the abuse of Life for the purpose of protecting your self-interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Ignorance of How characterization becomes the Medium through which this abusive-creation is being perpetuated, is no excuse – as the Evidence of the Abuse through the Economic-System cannot be Ignored, but is Ignored – deliberately – through using theologies based-on theories to Justify why the Lie is acceptable to those that found ways to infiltrate and manage and direct the Characters in the Living-Bodies, and that do so – deliberately – Ignoring the Consequences and Outcomes the World presents as Evidence that the Characterizations that are being allowed: are not what is Best for All Life. And yet,  these atrocities are glorified through Media, Politics, Religion, Education, Parenting and Glamorous Lifestyles, as-if the Glory of Life is in the lifestyle; causing through this: separation between man and man, through inequality - as only through inequality can the ‘glorious lifestyles’ of the Minority be sustained.

I commit myself to show, that Life as ‘lifestyle’ as origin as source as resource, is Given: Equally – to every Body of Life; and that dominion is to those that are able to distribute this which is Given Freely, Equally to All – that no-one may need or desire anything that will cause this separation that now exist as ‘lifestyle’ on Earth.

I commit myself to Call on those claiming to be experts in Economics, to remove their Fears and prejudices, and to walk in Forgiveness for what they have allowed on Earth, and to rectify the situation so that All Life may be Equal at the table, prepared for Each One to have enough to Eat and Drink, and to have a Home and a lifestyle worth Living to such measure that that is the Inheritance they give to All Children that may ever be born on Earth for All Time – as that is the Foundation of Eternal Peace and Love on Earth.

I commit myself to show that these are the Principles of an Equal Money System, that those that oppose these Principles are in fact, through their opposition, their own Judge and Jury that will determine the Consequence of what awaits – as there is One thing Certain: Life in this Eco-System on Earth will End. And there will be an accounting: who Will be Able to Stand and Face Life and say with certainty “ I am Life, Equal and One – and my Life on Earth is the Evidence of this”, as that is the measure of what resulted from the Gift of Free Choice.

Day 102: Wake Up Dear Souls

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that No Magic Awakening is Ever Possible as the Human is Programmed into the Living Flesh to be a Memory Character that Lives in a Personal Illusion of Energy called Consciousness without the Faintest Clue as to How Even One THOUGHT is in fact Manufactured through the Mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Inner-Conflict Between Characters Vying for Dominance over the Living Body, are the Proclaimed Souls Dearly loving the Soldier away in the Name of its Creators, to claim Dictatorship of the Body in the Made Up Belief that this Energy Experience Created is in Fact Reality that Lasts forever, when the Graveyard attests to the End of the Graven Image with No Actual Real Data about what Happens after Death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Dear Souls are the Soldiers that fight Daily not Only in the Dimensions of the MIND, but also about What is being Mined on Earth as Resource, as Happiness on Earth depends on What Can be Stolen from Earth and Each Other in a Justifiable Way through Manmade Illusions called Religion and Politics – two Symbols of Vandalism of the Same COIN that All Agree to be the Currency as the Now we exists in, without Understanding How this Illusion in fact Functions, Ending up as Psychopaths walking a Path of the Psyche without a Clue How it in fact Temporarily Exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Creating Light as the Means to Represent being Awake is Only Blinding the Inner View to Not See the Living Self as the Flesh Reality, Placing all the Faith in an Illusion created in the Mind, without Understanding How it is Created, Confirming the Height of Ignorance and Stupidity, Even in a Time where Abuse is at Unprecedented Highs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Soul is not the Deer that Walk the Earth as the Animated Animals as the Living Picture, but is No More than Just a Character in a Comic Book looking to Be a Hero in an Illusion, Regardless to what Extent this Illusion must be Imposed on the Real World to have some form of Experience that can be claimed to be Proof of this Apparent Reality. If one Could, like Breath, Move in fact In and Out of the Physical Reality, and See for Real what is Here in fact, as the Desteni Portal Shares, the Awakening will be Rude, as all Ever Made up in the Mind in all Dimensions of Experiences , Has only Ever Been a LIE that has been Personaliesed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Wake Up Required will take as Much Time as the Time it took to Educate a child to become the Fake Character Each Adult is Now existing as on Earth, and that only those that find a Spark of Life as Common Sense and Dedicate themselves to the Process of Awakening will be able to Revolutionize the Spirit into Life and be able to become the Spirit of Life as that which is eternally that which is Best for all Life, Regardless in which Existence one Find Oneself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if One Cannot Exist in the flesh as what is Best for all Life in Limitation, One will also not Be able to Exist as What is Best for Life in any other Reality, and as such will be Making a Decision that One is in Fact NOT Life, as is Demonstrated at Death – if one Could Have Seen Beyond Death, but One Can Only See What One in fact is, and that which is NOT Life, but only Energy, can Only See Energy and Remains as Energy, Cycling Infinitely as Energy, never to Actually Become Life for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Earth is the MIRROR in which Reflects the Image and Likeness of the Nature of Man, and that unless Man Awakens to What Life is in Fact and How Creation functions in fact, Man will Only Ever Be an Image in a MIRROR, NOT ALIVE in fact.

I commit myself to SHOW that Man existing as Soul is Only the Image and Likeness of a Character in a Memory as Knowledge, temporary and Useless Energy that ends without Warning, making the Life Lived Useless as it only was an Illusion and a Lie.

I commit myself to SHOW that as Long as Energy is the Dictator, the Result will be a Dictatorship where Life is Not Honored and the Self-interest of Energy will Prevail, as Energy Requires Energy to Continue, and Once Energy Ends, the Image and Likeness Energy Formed, Ends.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Dear Souls Have No Clue How anything of Energy in the Mind as Form functions - and that those claiming Enlightenment, Have Only Mastered How to Accumulate Energy through Abuse, Hardly Something Worth Mastering, as it ends like all Energy Does when Energy Runs Out and Returns to its Source.

I commit myself to SHOW that the World that Now Exists is in the Image and Likeness of the Soul, where all are Soldiers fighting for the Illusion of Self-Interest, gunning for Superiority no Matter the Harm Perpetrated in the Name of Harmony - without Seeing what actually Happens, as the One Seeing is in fact Only able to See as the Form of Energy as Knowledge, as Memory, as Character it Exists as, and UNLESS all of this is Given UP totally, Rebirth is Impossible and only New Dimensions of Self-Delusion is Created.

I commit myself to SHOW that What Each Human allows to Happen to Each other and all Other Living Beings ON earth, is also the fear Each one Has that May Happen to Themselves, yet the Human Refuses to See that there is Another Way where all this can be stopped and Each other can be the Support and Service to Each other that will Produce a World that is Best for all Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that Waking UP to Reality on Earth should Be the Easiest thing Ever, but Because of the Demonic Possession of the Flesh by Energy Characters, a False Consciousness is Created in which Faith is Placed Blindly as Enlightenment and the Suffering of Real Life is Justified as the Apparent Illusion, yet the Very Ones Lost in their Faith, Refuse to test the Physical Illusion to check if it is in Fact an Illusion by Subjecting themselves to the Suffering to test their False Hypothesis.

I commit myself to SHOW that Earth is a Test to See Who is life Even in Limitation, as Life Does Not Exist in Self-Interest.

I commit myself to Wake Up the Enlightened, and to Assist them in Freeing themselves from the fake Character of Light and Love, so that a New World Order can be Established that is Best for all Life Always.

Day 101: Cosmic Being

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that assuming ONE is a Cosmic Being without IN FACT knowing EXACTLY what Caused Me in Every Moment to Be Who I am, was and WILL be, is living in a DREAM WORLD as a SLAVE to UNKNOWNS.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Many that claim to Be Cosmic Beings are Doing So as a Character in Memories Created by themselves without EVEN understanding How the MIND of the Human FUNCTIONS in Actual Detail.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Cause of the COSMIC BEING is in Fact the Self-Interest Promoted by CONSUMERISM Consciousness, promoted by Profiteers that are Only Interested in the BIZARRE Phenomena of Happiness Provided by Money and Sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the COSMIC Beings as Claimed, that allows Even One Child to Go Hungry to Bed without a Permanent Solution for this and Many other Atrocities on Earth, are in fact Mentally Depraved as a Character Existing in a Memory with No Grip on Physical Reality at all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that any Cosmic Being that allows War to Exist without a Clear Directive to Bring Actual Equal Peace for all, Creates these Illusions in their Heads where only the Dream Creator exists Alone with No Impact but Allowing and Accepting Global Abuse Hoping for Some Better existence OFF Planet, in fact Invalidating the Implication of Being an Actual Cosmic Being that are the Directive Principle of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Life on Earth is a Physical Existence which is the Test to See who is in Fact a Cosmic Being, being Able to Resolve Co-Existence within Limitation in a Way that is Best Equally for all together in this Limited State, as the Current Reality on Earth only actually Exists in a Way that Proves that Cosmic Beings DO NOT in Fact Exist but in a Dream in a Head Insanely Chattering to itself within Self-Created thoughts without even having a Clue How any one of the Thoughts are Created or Animated.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Convenience of a Belief to Be a Cosmic Being is to Only Worry about the Happiness of the Personal Self-Interest which Proves that Happiness and Self-Interest are a Disease with Symptoms of Poverty, War, Starvation, Fear, Love and Many More – all Consequences that Only Show that the Cause for Being is Not Grasped at all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Physical World will Separate those that Actually Care about Life from those that Pretend to Care as only a World functioning in a Way that Actually is Best for All Beings Always, is Proof that Life is Being Created is Being Cared for in Fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Even the Best Scientists have No Actual Clue about the Cosmos as all is Trapped in a Bubble of Energy as Consciousness as a Character or Characters, NOT Even Having a Clue How any of the Characters are in fact Created, Because if One Knew How a Character was Created you will Immediately be able to Delete it and Create a New Character as No One Was Born as a Character – ALL were taught to be Characters and are allowing this Illusion as Character to Be the Pretend World like in a Movie or a Game.

I commit myself to SHOW that this World of Character will more and more show through Events to what Extent Characters are Possessive and Abusive as All our so-called Scientists and Psychologists Do Not Have a Clue How the Mind actually Functions, as Sudden Incidents of Insanity that Cause harm to others will Repeatedly Demonstrate until the Human Wakes Up from the Illusion and learn how Reality Actually Functions.

I commit myself to SHOW each One that Dares, How the Mind Functions in Precise Detail that One May be able to Free Oneself from the Self-Created Illusion and Become Part of the Solution on Earth that actually Cares about Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that Currently, Money is the Key to Happiness and those without Money Suffer the Most – Implying that a Temporary Solution to Give All the Time of Self-Correction, is to Have Money Available toAll Equally within a System that is Based on the Principles of Giving as One would like to Receive, until Education on Earth is Sorted out to be Valid as Life Support so that Not One Life Form Needs to Suffer due to the Self-interest of the Search for Happiness.

I commit myself to SHOW that Consciousness is the Cause of Self-Delusion because the Consciousness of Man is Created without anyone Actually understanding how it is Created.

I commit myself to SHOW that those with Wealth in this World Do Not Care about Life and they Should be Aware that when the Last Breath Arrives, a Real Accounting WILL take Place as to What was Allowed on Earth. To Hope for or Await Something Greater in the Hereafter without the Ability to In Fact Confirm this At Will in Every Moment, is to Be Part of the Ultimate Lie to Self and Life in General.

I commit myself to SHOW that the Cause of Being can be Understood in Detail and those Walking the Desteni I Process are in Fact Learning the nature of the I in detail and that this is available for all that Dare for  Free as Support, as the Process is Based on Self-Honesty – this Self-Honesty forms that Foundation of Self-Change, Placing the Responsibility on Each One to Support the Process according to their financial Ability. Those with No Ability of Money are still able to Support themselves as the Training is Sponsored till a New Economic System is Installed on Earth to allow all the Process of taking Responsibility without Fear of Poverty or Starvation. There is thus No Excuse for anyone to Not take Responsibility for Self in Every Way. Do Not Postpone, as you do Not Hold your Life in Your Hands.

Day 100: FEAR

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Fear is the Aim of the Game on EARth, a PLANet where sound is Minded as Words Live as Fear to Control what is Here and What is Heard so that the Receiving Organic Robot Fears hurt as PAIN to remain in the Cycles of PAYING the bILLS of the ILLUsion created by the Controllers of the Game – in this Process, Making Sure that the Reality of Life on EARth is Never Taken to hEARt.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Parents are the Genes that Ensure GENEration after GENEration that the Symbols that sound the Fears as Words LIVED remains the Devil that Drives the Decision of WHO I AM according to the Rules of the Game, where I must profit into the Game or MY NEEDS will not be Covered by the Credits I accumulate as MONEY.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that FEAR is the Nature of the Game that Motivates me to Keep Moving as the Characters in the Game towards the Objective of the Game by Creating the other Side of the Coin of Fear as Love – Symbolizing the Circle of Life, Coined as a Choice of Opposites – yet, it is ONE Coin that ensures CONtrol so that I remain in my ROLE, following the control of the Energy of the Game which is Fear as the Totality of the HERE of the Game as the Only thing I can HEAR while playing the Game.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Love in all its Dimensions within the Game that can be Mentioned only Exists because of the Nature of the Game, which is Fear, ensuring that all Energy Ever Experienced is only ever Founded within the Fountain of Fear created within the Body through Symbols as Words, as Pictures, as Memories, as Characters – ensuring that Every Reason and Meaning as Answer only ever can be Fear as Long as One beLIEves in Love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Childhood Games Parents Play with Children are Designed to Program in the Exhilaration FEAR provides so that the Child Can Characterize themselves to the Foundation of FEAR as Life on EARTH to Eventually Seek Love to Keep Moving in the System, as the Parents will Make Sure Love is Placed as the Place of Safety and Fear the Place to Move From so that the Cycles of Life as the Wheel of Life as We Exist May TURN effectively to NEVER Question Life on Earth as the Quest of the Game is Set – FIND LOVE or You WILL BE IN FEAR.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in this Program MISTAKEN as Life the FEAR is Placed that Experience is Temporary and thus, if you DO NOT Play you Lose the Opportunity to Experience the Game, because Real Life aPARENTly exists after the END of the Game as Death with LOFTY Promises Made of SOMETHING Better to Come. This Makes Sure that Everyone in the GAME always MOTIVATES each other to STAY in the GAME as At Least it Must Be Real, as the Energy Experienced is Real – yet NO ONE Realized that they Are the ONES Creating the Experience and When the Creation of the Energy of LOVE and Fear STOPS, I WILL Remain – thus there Must Be Something Beyond Energy, But FEAR STOPS us From Finding Out WHO We Will Be WITHOUT The Energy we have Defined ourselves to BE.

I commit myself to SHOW that Energy IS NOT Real Life on Earth, It is the Result of FEAR and its MATE, LOVE.

I commit myself to SHOWS that FEAR is the Foundation of ALL Love with the Game of Human Nature accepted Foolishly as the Natural Way of Being.

I commit myself to SHOW that One that PROFESS LOVE, IS Completely LOST in the GAME as the ILLosing/Illusion of a Self-Created Reality within the MIND where Nothing Seen as Self is Every Real, But just a Lie Constantly Created by Self.

I commit myself to SHOW that the FEAR as the Purpose of Life as LOVE, is the Reason why Real Life on Earth Can Be Abused WITHOUT ANY actual Awareness as Awareness has been Defined to Be Energy, a Self-Created Illusion that Became a Parasite feeding off the Flesh of the Real Flesh Living Being.

I commit myself to SHOW that the DESTENI of Life is NOT in the Game as Energy and WILL take Great Effort to Be achieved as the POSSESSION of the LIE is Overwhelming as the Energy allowed to be accepted as Life.

I commit myself to SHOW that those LOST in the Game Must Compete and thus Cannot See Equality as Life Equal in All Actual Living Beings and will thus Kill and Allow Killing to take Place without any REMORSE as the More is Seen to Be Energy, while Real Life is BeLIEved to Be Temporary.

I commit myself to SHOW that DOOM does not Exist in the Lifetime of Humanity and that DOOM is to Be the MOODS of the Energy Game where Fear is the Control of Love. STOP, if you Can or Death will STOP you to face the Consequence of Abusing Life on Earth.

I commit myself to SHOW that to those In the GAME, Desteni will Represent the ULTIMATE FEAR, as in TOTAL Opposition to LOVE - as Desteni Represents the END of the Game - Meaning that One Realizes the GAME, as Fear and Love, was a LIE.

Day 99: Predators of Capitalism

Watch the Documentaries The Trap, The Century of the Self and Psywar for context

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Capitalism is a System where the Corpus must focus on Battling the Competition for the TARGET of Profit and CUSTOMERS by TARGETING the MINDS of the Customer for the reWARds of the Customers LOYALTY to a Product.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Corpus after the Capital as Profit will END and Die as a Business if the Profit Does Not Materialize from the Battle for the MINDS of Customers – and that the Lack of Profit is the FIRING Squad used in the CAPITAL PUNISHMENT where the Corporation is LIQUIFIED as a reWARd for its LOSSES.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the Battle for the MINDS of Men, the ADVERSE must be Effective to Make Sure to CONTROL the Decisions of the CAPTIVES to Not Resist, as the Prisoners of the reWARd systems Must Remain Placid and Focused ON the reWARds as Loyal Prisoners with CONVICTION so CONVINCING that the Loyalty will be ENSURED TILL ALL Competition is WIPED OUT and Only the Dictatorship of the Corporation Remains that WON the Battle of CONVICTION as Loyalty in Controlled Choice.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the Corpus will Continue within the Battle of reWARds by Continuously ReBRANDing its Convicts WITH NEW Control Tags to Make Sure No One Escapes form the Concentration Camps – so that the reWARd can be Maintained Profit of the Great Dictatorships of Boardrooms of the FORTUNEate Corporations that WIPED out ALL Competition with Impunity.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this Battle for the MINDS of MEN is So Concentrated NOW, that the Me-Died in a Barrage of Media that Captivates the TOTAL VIEW of Life on Earth, Keeping the Earthly Dictatorships Stable in a Concentration Camp of the MIND to MINE the Captives of all their Labor and Dignity, reWARding the SOULDEARS that LOVE to Concentrate on this TYPE of Life in Self-Interest as the reWARds of Loyalty to the CORPUS of the Dictators of the MIND, is Happiness and Bliss.

I commit myself to SHOW that there is a War Going On, that is Won already: the War for the MINDS of Men, which Now Move just to Keep them Captivated, as all are Captured and Concentrated through the Media.

I commit myself to SHOW that Capitalism is the Capital Punishment of Life that Leads to Eternal Death.

I commit myself to SHOW that the DICTATORSHIPS Installed in the MINDS of Characters DO NOT Condone Life Equally for all in any Way, and will always Crucify Life the Moment it emerges as Life in FREEDOM – and Capitalism Cannot exist where Freedom Exists, because the Profit will No Longer be Certain and for that, Dictatorships change from Corporation to Corporation, but the Intent of Profit and the Control of the MINDS of MEN Remains the Same.

I commit myself to REMIND MEN, you are a Slave in Your OWN MIND, WITHOUT understanding How, a Convict of Conviction Convicted and Sentenced to a Life of Concentrated Self-Interest that Destroys ALL Environments just for Happiness. See for yourself that Happiness While Suffering exists, IS LALA Land and actual Insanity. It is time to STOP and Change For Real.