Day 11: Demonic and Angelic Possession

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that demons are in fact people that died in traumatic emotional states and seek correction through either revenge or anger or emotional tantrums as some examples to redeem themselves and find peace.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and understand that emotion and feeling are the fuel of demonic entities to form as beliefs and visions and experiences of the mind through which the entity will live in total disregard of what is best for all life on earth.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that to fear a demon in whatever form it exists is to give power to the limited energetic form to direct my life in ways that is not best for all life on earth and that will cause me to design my relationships to be not supportive of life as it will be supporting only my denial of the reality of the fears as demons I have defined myself as.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to subscribe to the positive as the angelic implies subscription to the negative as the demonic within me and that through the denial of one polarity, I will give it free reign to present itself through the polarity side I have sided with and so cause me to create a reality within which the state I denied will in fact manifest. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see how I have through the positive created a demonic destructive world on earth due to me not understanding how the physical laws in fact work as I have confined myself to my mind where I make the rules and laws to suit my self interest and in spite of many attempts to impose my mind laws on reality , I have failed, yet I keep on trying in vain and in vanity to try and control reality from the illusion of my self created mind world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what I resist will persist and as I resist the negative and demonic, I create it in every way and support it in every way and that I have refused to face my allowed creation to bring and end to my support of the demonic through supporting what is best for all life. This implies that I have through supporting my individuality as more than life, have spawned the demonic in every way as I have constructed myself as inclusive and exclusive through right and wrong failing to understand that I will create both sides of the equation . I have failed to see that the only way to stop this is to take responsibility for what I have allowed and to align myself in every breath to what is best for all life inclusively, which would mean I must include the demonic and direct it to no longer exist through understanding how I participate in creating it.

I forgive myself that I have refused to accept and allow that the demonic can in fact change through self forgiveness just as I have refused to see that I as individual can in fact change from a limited positive through self forgiveness to that which is best for all life in all ways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that What I have allowed as the world system which I judge as flawed is in fact the externalization of my flawed consciousness. It is my consciousness as the self acceptance of me as the mind that determine how I participate in the world in my relationships and what laws and systems I allow in the world as I do this to protect what I belief I own as my free self in the mind when in fact this free self is just a very cleverly designed demonic entity that seems lovable and special to me in spite of the evidence of how I participate directly and indirectly through acceptance and allowance in creating the world system where more than half the human race are now in peril. Yet I refuse to stop as I as the demonic mind is special and brutal and ruthless and will make decisions and impose decisions only as what is best for me and then cleverly cover it up with a coat of love that sublimely absolve me from responsibility as I await a greater  reality after this one and this one is seemingly not important.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the dishonesty of regarding my self-created kind reality as important while I regard the world as an illusion which is a total contradiction as my self-created reality should be as illusionary as the world I have banished to extinction, yet my self interest overrides all common sense even redefining common sense to suit the mind as long as I win and have what I desire regardless of what and how it will actually physically infect the world and cause a sick society. I forgive myself that I have refused to see that I am in fact part of the sick society and that the only cure is that which is best for all life and that as long as I am trapped as the demonic in my own mind, I will make my rules to only benefit me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that to deny what is best for all life is in fact to hate life and that to give to all life what is best for all life is in fact the only way the love really exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge demons as bad and angels as good in spite of the evidence that demons are trapped and angels have no consequence but to create an alternative reality in my mind where I play god and allow the world to become a total mess.

I forgive myself that I have accepted money to be the ultimate demonic entity as the root of all evil and yet I use money daily foolishly believing I am not part of this evil and when I am presented with a solution to change money into a practical force for good as what is best for all life, I refuse to give up the power that the evil I have as money has given me.

I commit myself to assist each possessed being, whether by demon or angel, to see the true nature of their self interest and how this self interest have caused a world where life is not supported

I commit myself to explain in every way possible how emotions and feelings are in fact the fuel of abuse.

I commit myself to exorcise from this world all that is illusion that caused life to be abused.

I commit myself to stop the mind reality where I have free reign to make my own laws which I then attempt to impose on others and to stop the money reality where the abuse of the mind laws can be imposed using the control of money and to assist people to realize we can only change the world as a group that realize that we will be best supported when we support what is best for all life.

I commit myself to support all possessed beings through constantly knocking on the doors of their imaginary hearts until they realize that their reality is not real and is self created and that it time to come home to earth and earth themselves so that energy may never again be abused as it is now as mind possession and self interest

I commit myself to demonstrate as I have countless times that the demonic will in fact change through self forgiveness

I commit myself to create my flesh as the living word as life that its externalization will be a system that support all life equally

I commit myself to recreate money as the root of all evil as the root of life that we may realize that it is not about what we create, it is about what value we give what we create and thus we can give money the value of life equally and use it as the way to bring to each other what is best for all life.

I commit myself to the establishment of love on earth in the only form that it is in fact love, the form that is best for all life in every way.

Day 10: Relationship Dynamics

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realize that the way of the world is the result of the nature of the accepted relationships that exist between person and person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the dynamic of the world is the nature of the laws and the accepted systems like the economic and educational systems and the way that relationships are managed as to the equal distribution of that which have been given to life to be redistributed through the dominion/ability of the human to take responsibility for the equality which have been bastardized in the name of fear and self interest and greed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take a stand in how I live to bring to my own awareness that if I take instead of give, there will be lack as the dynamic of a relationship of taking is based on winning and competition while the dynamic of giving is based on the common sense of support and equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that there is in fact enough life resources on earth, but that it is controlled through relationship laws that do not grant equal access for all unless the means of money is available. We even throw away the food that is in access as it may bring down prices and make its value less.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate morality from politics and economics and law based on the idea that somehow the market forces  have a life of its own that do not follow moral values  although the only participant in relationship to market forces are the human and the greed of the human that use control to protect profit and will allow many to perish in the name of the human laws of politics, economics and religion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to be the dynamo in the image and likeness of life that functions and determines all relationships that they may be based on what is best for all life, instead I whine and scream and blame, but would do nothing constructive that will in fact bring about change, because deep down I wish to be one of those with all the control and all the money, because I belief I will be different when I get in power, yet every one virtually that was at one time still in the wishing stage of getting rich had great ideals and even made pacts with God that when they get the chance and the money, they will change the world, but as soon as they get to power, the real nature that was in the secret mind come forward and the intentions changed justified by the premise that human nature can apparently not change, yet the elite are the very example that they have not changed in spite of the promises they made to god and those still in the making seeking power in the name of their so-called  benevolent intent—know that unless you walk as we walk day by day in self forgiveness, you will fall and just add another brick to the wall of elitism that keep the majority out and keep the minority in. This wall is money, and it is the real motivator of all relationships that will remain abusive in every way unless money is equally available for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my relationship with money is defining my reality and that the word real is in fact in the word relationship, yet instead of me being a harbour for life, I am a parasite in the name of money and I forgive myself that I have not been able to find the inner strength and steadfastness to bring sanity to the relationships on earth through which I have defined life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore the fact that only relationships as the parts played by the participants as people determine the total nature of life on earth at this stage.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that life on earth is a dynamic that I as individual can do nothing about and thus I have given up on the possibility of change and yet I will refuse to be part of a solution just because it must be a group and insist on my individuality as foundational to my existence in spite of being aware that that place me in total disempowerment and complete inability to change the world to what is best for all. I have even created a new religion to pacify me even further into not being part of a group of change through claiming that only through self change of the individual can world change be achieved, yet  this self change I propose disregard the true nature of reality which is based on a group managed by relationships and so I have screwed me and my world into cycles of abusive and destructive outcomes ever since the first master of individuality graved the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to engrave the nature of individuality as ego and self interest so effectively into my body that only at death I am erased forever more when that which is life as the body are released from the parasite of individuality so that the body can return home.

I commit myself to ensure that the nature of all relationships on earth be transformed to reflect the nature of life as the one and only group that actually exist and to make sure that the realization is clear that separation and individuality based on the illusion that it is more than life, is only an illusion that is temporary while life is eternal and can never die, yet life will change form. And this form currently is the physical and the illusion is the energy taken from the physical to be abused as power play just like oil is taken from the earth to abuse. The human individual is no different to the corporate individual when it come to the relationship with abuse as energy, and just like oil, life is a non renewable source, because once denied it can never be given again,

I commit myself to bring into being the nature of life as the nature of law in all spheres of life that life will be supported equally as one and all relationships will be the dynamo of life and true dominion of earth.

I commit myself to give my life to bring life to earth as I understand, I cannot receive what I am not willing to give. My giving must be reflected in every relationship where I must give life, regardless of how it will be perceived by the ego. After all, the truth hurts and only those that hurts the ego, will give the person possessed by ego a chance to shake of the parasite of self interest.

I commit myself to restore common sense to earth that the relationship with food can become one of life where the human can understand that food is in fact also an expression of a life form on earth that reach its happiness through its giving of itself that we may live.

I commit myself to establish as morality on earth the only dynamic that will stand the test of time and thus be the way to eternity, which is the morality of life as equal in each one.

I commit myself to bring an end to the insanity of greed, self interest as market forces through the common sense presentation of that which is life through the co-operation of all living beings in all ways till all that have abused dominion have been brought to face themselves in self forgiveness and to not give up till this is done in every way.

I commit myself to bring to book all those that made pacts with god to face what they have allowed in their secret mind so that they can keep their word and in fact take part in the change of the world to what is best for all life.

I commit myself to the process of correction of the relationship dynamics that make the world functions through an equal money system as that will give each being a chance to fulfil their desires that was based on money and in this way we will heal our addiction to illusions made visible so that we may chose life forever more.

I commit myself to life as the only relationship possible because it is the only relationship that is real. Only life can give life and one should honor the dust as it is your very flesh.

I commit myself to be in the face of the lost until they lose it and through such outburst may have a moment within which they may realize what is real and begin the process back to self as life individualized as equals in the group as life.

I commit myself to blow the minds of those who have engraved death into them as ego and self interest and individuality so that they may yet wake up to what is really here as life as the physical.

Day 9: Speaking from the Heart

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail recognizing that earth is the heart of the Universe and is the giver of life where I may experience myself and within how I express myself as experience within the interconnectedness of all others that are here equal as the gift of life,  I will define myself either as an equal as life or as an abuser of life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never speak from the heart of earth, but instead created an illusion of what gives life as the heart of the mind where I have invented energy and named it in the image and likeness of my self interest and called it love, from which I moved and have my being as the illusion I have projected and in this act of creation I have separated myself from that which gives life and ended up as the image and likeness in abuse as I imposed upon all other life forms the version of the heart where words are spoken in vain in spite of the evidence of abuse that I participate in as the world system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become so obsessive about my own heart love creation that I have failed to find within me the compassion to honor love and instead I have redefined compassion to suit my version of the heart illusion in spite of the fact that my illusion will only last as long as I feed it energy that I forcibly take from my physical body, the body I was given as real life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to renege on my responsibility to that which gave me life which is the earth and all that is here and that through this I have become an infestation on the face of my creator that acts like a disease that can never be satisfied, because I attempt to force my maker to be in the image and likeness of the illusion of the heart of love as the mind as that which I have created myself as in the energy I have transmuted from my maker through the system of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have failed to see that all life is in fact equally given and that those with the opportunity to make a choice like me are in fact given the greater responsibility and the test to see what we would chose when we are here where all is subject to an conditional giving

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to conquer the earth and its unconditional giving and that I have followed my heart of the desire of self interest to the end of the earth and have subjected all other life forms not willing to walk in my image forcibly to be subject to the desires of my heart of love to such an extent that I am unable to see that I have become trapped in the illusion of my mind created love and that I have abdicated the gift of life so completely that I may never regain it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to glorify my heart to such an extend that I only speak from MY heart and in that have denied life to all that do not speak in the image and likeness of my heart which is based on the debased illusion that the Love I feel is real love. I fail to see that real love is in giving life  and that I have it within my power on earth to give life to all else here, but refuse to do so, because then I will have to give up and end the illusion of my heart of love that is only of the mind and that will not exist beyond death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go so far in my illusion of love as feeling that I have created an illusionary body I believe exists after death I called the soul and that I have made this illusionary creation as the soul greater than the life I was given on earth to the extent that I am willing to die and give up the real life I was given for the illusion I have created myself.

I forgive myself that I have failed to see that I exist subject to what is given by earth as my breath and the food I eat and that without what the earth provide to support the life I was given, my illusion of heart love will no longer be, as the real heart beats with food, water and breath, all derivatives of the earth from which my body was formed which is the real living being in fact.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to become lost in the tool as the mind and that I have created myself as an illusion which have redefined all living words into mind words with the exclusive intend to be my own god within my own rules no matter that these rules are in fact subject to clear defined rules of origin where I have no power. The only power I really have is to ensure that what is given is fairly distributed, yet I refuse to see that as my will as the mind of love keeps telling me in my mind that I must be something more and yet with me believing this lie that I am something more as that which the mind as me conjured up, I end up giving away that which is really actually the only thing of value, which is life. Life do not love, Life gives.

I commit myself to re establish my relationship with my maker and to honor my maker so that my days may be lengthened upon the earth.

I commit myself to earth myself that I may be rebirthed to life and live my life as the extension of the earth as the hand of my maker that see that all life is given equally from the storehouse of life which is the earth.

I commit myself to expose all obsessions about the illusions of the heart of love with living physical common sense till all see what has been allowed and return home to earth to walk as one as equal as life here within the context of what life really entails on earth.

I commit myself to eradicate the illusions created by the mind from the face of the earth so that this face of earth could blossom with life radiantly and to place the mind back in its place as servant system to life.

I commit myself to never chose anything else but what is best for all life and in such action in fact by implication give up choice as it is proven to only be a way that allows abuse and I as life will only chose life.

I commit myself to set the earth free from the infestation of the illusions created by the mind that all that may come from the earth in time to come may have equal from what earth has to offer.

I commit myself to in every way possible remind those that are lost in the mind as energy and self created hearts of love, that they can give this up in one breath and begin their journey to return to earth, but that this journey will be tough as each will be measured in every way to see if you will ever again abuse life that was given freely and enslave it to an illusion to such an extent that life disappeared, so extensively that only a tiny spark remain. To rekindle this spark will take a complete rebirth and re-education as the body have been subjected to tortuous enslavement from the illusion from the beginning of time. Thus I commit myself to bring to an end and to set that which is life free that we may be here together as life as one as equal.

I commit myself to spread the awareness as to the relationships that are really life and really real as breath, as body, as heart beat, so that those lost in the mind may wake up and take responsibility and forgive themselves for what they have allowed themselves to become as the image and likeness of the illusions of energy and love –a state that is in fact heartless as the earth as heart and the heart of the body is not recognized for what it gives and make possible on earth.

I commit myself to restore to life that which is given as life at the birth of each being through the promotion and establishment of a system on earth that fairly distributed that which is given to support life so that life may discover itself again as we have lost all true values and become but illusions chasing changing winds only to end as a name on a cross with the body six feet underground, leaving a legacy of abuse in our wake.  

Day 8: Absolute Certainty

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny that there exist absolute certainty in many ways on earth that should be my guidelines to effective living in ways that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the absolute certainty of death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to deny the fact that I have limited time on earth as an absolute certainty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow myself to deny the absolute certainty that I will leave behind on earth that which I have allowed to exist and that that would be in fact my heritage I will leave for those that will come to earth after my end.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the absolute certainty that within the current world system that if  a person do not have a job and money, they cannot eat, they have no home, they have no safe water, they have no flushing toilets, they have no effective education and they will in fact not have equal access to all the resources that nature provide for life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the absolute certainty that if I in the current system focus only on my own abundance that I will be the creator of lack in the lives of many as the system is a closed system with limited allowed resources like money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the money system which will only support those with money and will deny those without means or a job any access to money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed an absolute system of debt as the way to entrench protection for the elite and create slaves that live in ways life should not be living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use absolute certainty like the existence of God and Gods will to be a guideline that is the foundation from which I allow the atrocities of inequality and the abuse of life to exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the absolute certainty that the economic system will lead to the total destruction of all non renewable fuel sources and the extinction of many animals and other life forms and that in spite of this happening in a measurable way already, I refuse to stop what I allow and wash my hands like a Pontius Pilate claiming that there is nothing I can do and that it is the will of the people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ideas to exist of a saviour that will save me without realizing that that would by in total contradiction of the free will I now exercise and that such saviour will have to remove free will and place me a zombie to get me to do its bidding that could lead to a world where peace will reign. If I was peaceful and in fact the source of love and light and life, the world would be heaven already.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow the absolute certainty as the doom of the human race to exist without in any way doing anything practical that will change what is being allowed

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny that absolute certainty that a child born will become equal to the environment and education that the child is born in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny that the economic system as it now exist is in fact the cause of crime and that instead I have blamed the criminal that is spawned by the economic system that I participate in, in spite of the fact that I am the reason why the system exist through my participation and I am the reason why crime exist as I refuse to allow equality for all life to exist as it would impede on my personal happiness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the absolute certainty that I am no more than my thoughts that is in my secret mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the fact that unless humanity stand together as a group with the goal practically lived to produce a world that is best for all life, such result cannot be attained and become the living reality and I forgive myself that I have not considered the absolute necessity of all to work together as oneness, as principled living, instead of personal preference.

I commit myself to find each point that with absolute certainty will result in consequences that we as humanity can in fact direct to outcomes that is best for all life.

I commit myself to be ready in every breath to face death whose time is uncertain with respect and trust that I have live in a way that is best for all life and that I leave behind the world in the image and likeness of life so that each life form that come here after I am gone, may find the support that must be equal for all life in ways that is best for life.

I commit myself to live time as breath in ways that is self honestly the best to make sure a world is born that is best for all life.

I commit myself to find and present a new eco system for life as economic system that in every way would be that which I would wish upon myself and upon my children that all life may be equally supported. I understand that for this to be realized, I must remove all my personal fears and delusions about self interest and align myself with life that I am able to give as I would like to receive. I commit myself to challenge each one that claim they are working towards a solution when I am certain that such solution will not be what is best for all life in every way.

I commit myself to only focus on a system that will produce equal abundance for all based on the fact that the only value is life and that it is equal in all.

I commit myself to find a monetary system that will in fact allow all to live as equals

I commit myself to replace the system of debt through lawful means with a system that will support all life equally.

I commit myself to act within this world where I am able as the image and likeness of a benevolent creator to create and produce a world that is best for all life.

I commit myself to the common sense that no saviour can ever change the world or make it a place worthy of life, only me as human can do that.

I commit myself to leave a world that will be prepared to be the best for every child and life form that will come to experience themselves here.

I commit myself to expose and stop my secret mind that I may be able to trust myself to act always in a measurable way that will result in what is best for all life.

I commit myself to be part of the group that is guided by the principles of what is best for all life as equality and oneness till it is done.

I commit myself to make sure mankind will not doom itself in its search of self interest and to stand in the way of each one that abuse life till they stop.

I commit myself to be part of the creation of a world that in every way will be absolutely certain to be best for all life.

I commit myself to create myself as the absolute certain living word as life.